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I swear at some point I will post about the wedding but holy shit guys I'm married now
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small-world-au · 7 months ago
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Sora Aguilar
———INCOMING BIG ASS POST———
Actual name: ???? Aguilar Yuki
Age: Same as the main trio
Personality type: ISFP
Ethnicity: Asian (Japanese) & Hispanic (Mexican) <- updated
Hair color/type: Dark purple (tho it looks like dark brown.) straight-curly
Eye color: light blue (beta) brown (officially)
Skin color: super light tan/dark pink
Gender: Male
Family: Natalia Aguilar (maternal grandmother)
Gabriela Aguilar (Mother 🪦)
Shino Yuuki (Father 🪦)
Dante (Stepfather)
Noelia Aguilar (Maternal aunt🪦)
Unknown (Maternal uncle)
Rowena Pagonis (Older half sister🪦)
Kip (therapy dog)
Stone (childhood sweetheart/husband)
Friends: Bailey, Jasper, Finn, Skipp, Zaria, Vinnie, pebble, maggot, Bailey’s kittens, Finn’s rat babies, old man Howard, Maroon, Olive, Ray, Rui, Maple, Chris, Zaria, Charlie, and Allay
Neutral: Tre, Rigel & cen, karma, Doña Mari, and Ivan Franzwick
Enemies: Fritz (the butler), ditch, Nadia (personal reasons), Jay, arrogant lootbags, street gangs, and AVRILLE!!!!
LIKES
Books
Sewing
Baking
Poetry
Cute animals
Stone
Spending time with friends/family
Exploring
Springtime
Food!!!
Caring for the young
DISLIKES
SHOESSSSS!!!!
Rude/whiny scraps & loot-bag
Leaving kip behind
Being treated as a 🏆
Discrimination
Art/writing block
Not being good enough
Disappointing his family
Leaving Stone and friends
Obsessive creeps
His dad and avrille
His beloved ones getting hurt
Being unable to help/being useless
Thunderstorms
Arguments
Street fights
Being cooped inside for too long
Sora Aguilar is one of the main character of my au. A sweet, gentle, and kindhearted young man filled with curiosity, who would do anything for the sake of his friends and family, even if it means sacrificing his own needs and wants.
He is Rowena’s younger half-brother, Gabriela’s and Shino’s only son, Natalia’s grandson, and Noelia’s nephew.
He’s a close friend to the scraps and a mom-friend who cherishes his own group dearly. He is also Stone’s childhood best friend/sweetheart.
He and his puppy (Kip) lived happily (???) in their mansion, until they wake up one night inside a big bag that was left on the streets of ramshackle.
Edit: ABOUT DAMN TIME I DID THIS SHIT!!!!!!!
Update 2: Sora’s now half Mexican!
Why? Cuz am Mexican.
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Update 3: references and other ocs from “small world” au!
More facts below!!!!
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rizzler-jeremy-walker · 3 days ago
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Heyyy what’s up dudes!
My names Jeremy Walker most known as the blue ninjas younger brother.
I turned 13 two months ago!!
I live with my mom and dad totally not in a junk yard don’t listen to the rumours!?!?!
I enjoy inventing because Jay did it a lot when we were younger and I thought he was so cool at the time. (Blue ninja or not he will always be my awesome dork of a brother)
I’m hoping to become a scientist when I’m older my biggest inspiration has to be Cyrus Borg (Jay got me his autograph!!!)
I’m not an elemental master unless you count me as the official master of rizz🔥🔥🔥
I have W rizz and plus 100 aura because I’m a sigma
I really like this indie cartoon called skibid toilet I think you should check it out 🤭🤭🤭
Fritz Donnegan comics 🆙 🔝
I love nirvana and my chemical romance (I’m not a Mitski or a Taylor girlie at all…)
Tumblr is pretty popular on Ninjago and I’d like to see what my older brother is up.
Future brother in law to Nya Smith (don’t tell Jay but I’ve been planning the Jaya wedding for three years now 🤭🤐)
Also if you’re somehow reading this Ella May Stauber Jay is taken and would never look at you even with a ten foot poll
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Mod is a minor
This is mostly a joke blog
Ninjago brainrot au
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Headcanons
-5’1
-going through his edgy phase (it’s not a phase mom)
-adopted he was found by Ed and Edna in a garbage bin when he was a baby and they took him in. (Should have left him there to be honest)
-suffering from brainrot
-gets annoyed when people only see him as the blue ninjas brother
-ate a tide pod when he was six and was hospitalised for three days
-He really admires Jay even if Jay was never a ninja he would still see him as an awesome big brother.
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legion1993 · 5 years ago
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We Are What????
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Title: we are what????
Pairing: Jensen x reader
Fluff sq: long lost sibling
Tags: tabooo, long lost brother and long lost sister loosing virginity to eachother, long lost brother and long lost sister married in vegas, long lost siblings learning the truth after its too late, long lost sibling sex
***NOTE: INTENDED FOR 18+ DO NOT READ IF UNDERAGE DO NOT I REPEAT DO NOT DO SO UNDER THE TUMBLR GUIDELINES. PLEASE DONT READ IF UNDERAGE. I AM NOT JOKING. 18+ READERS ONLY STORY CONTAINS TABOO, LONG LOST SIBLINGS LOOSING THEIR VIRGINITY TO EACHOTHER! AGAIN DO NOT READ IF UNDERAGE***
rating: 18+
summery: not telling
created for @spnfluffbingo​
fluff 2020 masterlist
it had been the best vacation, it had been the best vacation you had taken to date. the events went as follows: 
you were on vacation this was well deserved, this was your 3 weeks away from the busy of running your own business.
 your co ceo thought you deserved a vacation after you worked your ass off for almost 3 years to get your company to where it is today.
 you were in Vegas, you were gonna dance, gamble, and drink and just enjoy yourself. You were now 5 days into your vacation and sitting at one of the blackjack tables you meet a very interesting opponent.
 YN: “do you come here often?”
 jensen: “nope I can only come here when my brother is home to watch the place. I’m Jensen by the way but everyone calls me Jay.”
 YN: “YN it’s nice to meet you. Do you normally play blackjack?”
 Jensen could only laugh as he played his turn.
Jensen: “no normally I play poker but I figured I’d switch it up. I’ll stand. So YN what brings you to Vegas other than obviously to get your butt kicked at blackjack.”
 YN: “I’ll stand as well. My Co ceo of my company thought I could use a vacation after 3 years of building the company non stop. So she sent me here to have the time of my life for 3 weeks with possibility of extension.” 
the dealer: “reveal your hands one at a time.”
jensen reveals a hand of 19. You smile darkly.
YN: “I hope your not too disappointed with this.” 
You say as you reveal your hand to be 21.
YN: “blackjack. I win!”
the dealer: “congratulations to YN our winner for the 5th night in a row. Do you want to cash out or do you want to bank for more play time later?”
yN: “I’ll bank I owe my opponent an apology drink!”
that was your first mistake. After several drinks you both were hammered. Walking back to the hotel cause through the drinking you both discovered that you were staying in the same hotel. 
you stopped at the wedding chapel. You both went to get ready and graciously paid the people for their service.
officiant: “Jensen and YN you have come here tonight to be joined in the eyes of God and the church. You may say your vows when your ready.”
Jensen takes your ring and slides it on your finger. 
Jensen: "YN I've only known you a few short moments but it feels like a lifetime. It feels like destiny. I promise to evermore love, honor. Cherish and protect thee now and evermore!" 
you took Jensen's ring and placed it on his finger.
yN: "Jensen, I feel the exact same way and I know that right now we are probably doing something that when morrow light breaks through will seem like a bad idea but I now and ever more will love honor cherish and protect thee forever with all my being!"
officiant: "then I hear by pronounce you husband and wife. Jensen you may kiss your bride!"
Jensen dipped you as he kissed you. Then you both signed some papers and were led to where both your bags were on a trolley and being taken to the honeymoon suite. 
graciously tipping the bellboy who loaded the bags into the doorway for you both and then left. Jensen picked you up bridal style and tis is how you lost your virginity.
Jensen and you tore each other's clothes off then while he had you pinned against the wall, he slid his cock into your pussy.
pounding you against the wall, in the shower, in the kitchenette, on the table, on the couch, on the floor and finally on the bed. Yes you both christened that honeymoon suite. 
for the next morning at yonder Light breaks through the window. you both woke to an array of feathers everywhere you both were snuggled together and then it sunk in. Both of you sitting straight up and looking around the room.
jensen: "what happened last night?" 
yN: "I remember the blackjack game and nothing after."
that's when you looked at your finger... Holding it up for Jensen to see.
yN: "clearly something else happened last night. Cause I don't remember getting married."
jensen: "let's think rationally now. Is it really so bad honestly come on let's at least see what we can be as a couple before we jump to any conclusions. How bout this I'll go hone with you once we are done in Vegas and we will figure us out."
yN: "sounds good to me plus you are hot I'm not surprised either way that I married you." 
Jensen could only laugh as he ushered for you to come back to the bed.  You went back to the bed, Jensen's strong embrace wrapping around you immediately. You sat on his lap his hands roaming cross your skin. 
Jensen: "now let's enjoy our honeymoon and make some magic of our own."
YN: "shouldn't we eat?"
 Jensen: "we will order room service after we finish waking up. I say we clean up the place a bit and take a shower then call room service."
YN: "clean a bit first, then shower cause it makes no sense to shower then clean. Oh I should warn you thaw t my place is new and needs a bit of reno work…"
Jensen could only laugh. 
Jensen: "that's okay it will be an amazing starter home for us or at least till we figure us out."
You went to your phone and connected to the Bluetooth speaker in the room. You played your Playlist as you and Jensen got to work. Cleaning, dancing, singing. Taking a shower you went in first Jensen called room service then joined you. 
Things starting to slowly feel normal. Throughout the rest of the vacation you both spent time at the casino, doing shopping, both of you taking full honeymoon advantage.
 The flight home was alot more enjoyable with someone to spend it with, you slept on his shoulder and he used your head as a rest spot as well his arm was around your shoulder.
 It was the most comfortable ride of your life. The arrival back on your home soil was a relief to see that it was still busy beyond compare. You went and picked up your car (black 2019 Dodge Challenger) from the parking valet. 
Jensen: "she is a beauty." 
YN: "the GPS is already programed to take us home. Do you want to drive?" 
Jensen perked up when he got back to you after having taken a lap round the car. He smiled. 
Jensen: "I would love to but I have to ask how the hell did you afford this?" 
YN: "Perk of having my own business and on top of that perk of being the world's best selling brand of sunglasses. Now get in and start her up!" 
Jensen and you both got into the car and jensen took a breath as he started the engine. Jensen ran his fingers over the steering wheel and just completely fell in love with your baby.
 Jensen: "damn YN she is a beauty. Now let's hear her purr."
 Jensen sticks your car in drive and slowly brings you both out of the parade. Once the speed sign showed that he could go 60 he stuck you baby in gear and took off. he knew to obey the rules of the road but he still had fun with it.
 Along the way your Playlist silently played in the background as you and Jensen played 20 questions. The more you both talked and the questions answered the more you both felt like you could actually pull this off, but of course you weren't gonna say anything. 
Jensen: "this neighborhood is beautiful. How much further to your place?" 
YN: "3 more blocks then it will be number 344 on your left."
 Jensen slowly drove down the blocks he smiled to himself the thought that he was married and to a woman who makes the most amazing sunglasses. His hand remained in the wheel and the shifter but your hand floated to rest in his hand.
 Arriving at your house in a matter of moments you noticed another car in the driveway that was not familiar to you. 
YN: "that car doesnt belong to me.. someone unexpected is here."
Jensen: "relax YN lets grab the bags and walk to the door im sure its nothing to worry about."
Grabbing the bags you both went up to the front door, you saw it was open a crack… You both slowly walked inside.
 YN: "hello, whoever is in here this house is owned…" 
Steps came from the basement and down the kitchen floor standing now in the doorway to your kitchen was your mom.
 Sheila: "surprise!" 
You dropped your bags and ran into the embrace of the person who had sat there with you while you cried about your loveless life. 
Yn: "I thought you weren't coming for a few weeks." 
Sheila: "yes well when we last spoke you said you wanted to do some renovations on the house. But that you were gonna do that on your own after you got back from your trip. So i decided that i would be here when you got back to surprise you… dad thought you could use the help and if he wasnt busy running the store back home he would be here too…"
You and your mom oulled back when Jensen cleared his throat clearly wanting to get your attention. You pulldd back from your mom and went back to jensen. Who now extended his hand towards your mom.
 Jensen: "ma'am my name is Jensen i am your daughters husband well kinda we…"
Yn: "twas a drunken wedding in vegas and one thing led to a really amazing vacation plus he is a loyal customer for my sunglasses. So i brought him home so we could see if we want to remain married or divorce. I gues thats my surprise as well… im really glad your here mom."
Sheila shoke jensens hand and then smiled as she heard a timer go off. 
Sheila: "go on take your stuff to your room dears. ill do it all for you both not to worry. Now go upstairs and make sure only your laundry comes down to the laundry room.. lunch will be ready soon!"
You and jensen with your bags go upstairs to your room. Your king bed and furniture exactly how you left it. 
Jensen: "renovations huh?"
Yn: "ya some painting and replacing carpet with laminate type thing. Paint every room in this house a different color depending on what the room is. Laminate to match each room. Im ambitious. Also restain the deck leading to the pool in the back. The pool cleaner and the lawn tendants should have been by and if not yet they will be by later. Running my own company comes with perks. Sorry im ramblin."
Jensen: "its alright i think its kinda cute. Now when do we get started on these renovations?"
You smile as you  go to grab your laundry basket for yours and jensens clothes.
YN: "soon as i go pick up the paint i picked out what colors i wanted for each room before i left but now that im back i can get them and start painting and shifting stuff around and and and."
You now put your hands on the bed as you just stood there. 
You were way passed overwhelmed, this made way for Jensen who had just finished getting settled in throwing his dirty clothes in the basket before coming up behind you wraping his arms around you like it was normal. 
Jensen: “dont get worked up as part of seeing all we can be ill help you renovate the house. Tomorrow we will pick up the paint and whatever else we think we will need and we will be fine. For now lets get this laundry pile put together and taken down to your mom. Then you can show me kinda what needs to be moved and where it needs to be moved to for each room to be set up so it can be painted and then we will get the floors done once everything is painted. Room by room. This house will be prestige when we are done. It will reflect the woman you are. And i look forward to renovating this home with you.”
You smiled. As you threw several more things into the basket, then you came across the wedding attire that you both realized might need to be dry cleaned instead. 
You put them off to the side and decided that you would hand them to your assistant the next time you would see her. You were not okay still, you had a lurking strange feeling in your stomach that something was terribly wrong. 
Jensen was hot, sure neither of you rememebred anything except for what you all were told by the staff. You were now sure that something was wrong. It was something in Jensen’s eyes and nature that made your mind question what was happening right then.
 But you ignored it, you felt happier than you had in ages. 
YN: “ya i guess your right. Now lets go down to mom before she decides to think degenerates of us.”
Jensen: “technically we are married degenerates. But your right as well. Lets go.”
Jensen carried the basket following you as you both walked back downstairs. You showed him where to place the laundry basket then both of you went into the living room. 
Your eyes floated to the table to the stack of coupons and various packages and other mail items on the coffee table in the living room. 
Jensen: “damn girl are you always that popular?”
YN: “yep every day… but this is from the passed month excluding todays cause it doesnt come for another hour. This will be fun. Would you like to help me open this massive pile of whatever is in here?”
Jensen: “do you have a letter opener?”
You go over to the kitchen to your junk drawer and come back with your personalized black canary letter opener… you handed it to Jensen who marveled it for a few moments before kneeling down beside you as you proceeded to organize the mail into piles.
 Jensen: “i hope one day soon to be moved in here permenantly with you. Honestly i feel so happy and we are probably gonna be expecting before we know it with how much we did not leave the bed during our time in Vegas…”
You smiled at that thought. You a mother how much of a quaint little idea that was. Damn your babies would be lookers. Jensen started with the parcels he opened them one at a time then you would go into the parcel and pull out whatever was inside.
Jensen: “i know you are thinking, you make this face when your focused or thinking i noticed it first when you were answering your emails and such while we were in vegas. Are you okay?”
YN: “hmm… yeah im okay just doing some planning in my head. Usually how i open my mail. Im sorry ive been so quiet.”
Jensen put his arm around your shoulder before you had finished speaking.
Jensen: “its all good i know you have alot on your plate. Just dont be afraid to talk to me if you ever want to.”
YN: "thank you. Now let's finish going through the mail and then I need to conference call with my assistant to make sure our week is on track."
Jensen smiled he could not believe that you were the one who made such amazing sun glasses! They were literally his favorite pair. You were the embodiment of grace and beauty,  from Jensen's point of view you were an angel.You spent the rest of the day showing jensen how your life works. 
Your mom ordered chinese for dinner with extra for left overs for the next few days. That was fine. Renovations went amazing! The next month was about getting settled in, sure the renos took longer but that was perfectly fine.
 A room a week, the flooring would be done later.. once everything was painted. Jensen and you sat in on a few confrence calls from the house during the renos and then you decided to show jensen the company and how it works make him your temp secretary while you gave your current one the month off.
 You woke up however one morning feeling off. You went to the bathroom and went through your morning work routine, shower, do your hair, make out with jensen. But this one morning you felt all bloated and gross.
 You got into the shower and thats when it happened you got that nauseous feeling. The words "oh shit" went through your head as just as you knelt down beneath the waters flow you threw up instantly.
 It was 5 minutes later that you were finally able to speak enough.
YN: "jensen…"
Footsteps were heard, jensen knew your routine, this was unusual. He came into the bathroom and opened the shower curtain to reveal you knelt down and a small pile of slowly washing awake puke. He shut off the shower head but kept the water flowing.
 Jensen: "what happened?"
YN: "i was feeling off, but i didnt think i would vomit, can you call xavier and tell him that he has to handle everything today im not going in."
Jensen: "let me get you out of there after i help you clean all the vomit off and wash your hair, then ill clean the bathtub and then ill spend the entire day waiting on my girl!"
This was the first time that Jensen had used a pet name for you or referred to you as something other than YN. This was a good sign meant he was getting used to the idea but so were you for you were putty in Jensen's arms not cause of the nausea but cause of how he made you feel. 
You watched as he cleaned the bathtub, wiped up the water off the ground, sprayed febreeze in the bathroom. You were not okay but you felt something new. 
Another month would pass before this would ever occur again. Sure enough it did this time at work. Jensen against your pleading took you to the hospital. You were pleading that you were okay and didn't need it but you kept being shot down.
 The doctors took blood work, had you peee in a cup, hooked you to a iv drip. They were doing everything they could think of. Till the doctor came in the room with a nurse with an ultrasound machine.
 Doctor: "we are just gonna make sure everything is good with your abdomen. Don't worry bout a thing. It's painless. I'm just gonna unzip your jeans a bit and then lift your shirt a bit so I can put the jelly on."
 You and Jensen complied never expecting this as a possible outcome. Never suspecting that this would be the moment you would be within the grasp of several doctors all of whom have looked after you since you were a child. 
Doc: "ok lets see what this shows. And if anything else i would like to run dna matches on both of you. Just a precautionary measure. Nothing to… oh well this is definately the source… tell me YN when was your last period?"
You had to think about that cause you last had it during the vegas trip. Good thing showers exist… but anyway you were sure you knew the answer but you complied anyway.
YN: "I think it was during my Vegas trip but doc please tell me what is going on…"
Doctor turns the monitor to face you and Jensen whose face along with yours goes pale white. 
Doctor: "congratulations your pregnant! But I want to run a blood sample on both of you to find out why there was an abnormality in your blood work."
Jensen and you get blood drawn while the fact that you were expecting a child while not even sure yet if your marriage would last. 
Jensen: "what abnormality could be in your blood work?" 
YN: "that's what you choose to discuss, not the fact that we are pregnant?" 
Jensen: "I'm shocked probably as much as you but right now I want to address that I am thrilled about this baby. Even if we haven't figured us out we are parents to a brand new life we created in this short period together. I could not think of a better way to spend the rest of my life than with you and this child."
That of course is when the doctor returned. 
Doctor: "so you both are the correct parents of this child but the abnormality in both your blood works showed several similar strands of DNA. You are siblings more specifically twins."
This made Jensen and you drop your Jaws, neither of you were expecting the news about the baby, but now finding out your siblings well that made you both shocked as fuck.
Doctor: "judging the reactions crossing both your features I am gonna gather that you both knew not of this."
Jensen: "are we done here can we go home now?"
 Doctor: "of course just be sure to come back in 4 months for another check up for the baby. And congratulations as well as I'm sorry."
 The doctor left, you and Jensen took all the stuff, now in the car with the papers of both results had to now find a way to break both news to your mother. Never thinking that anyone else would be at the house when your arrival home came round. 
You pulled into the driveway, both of you holding the file with both sets of results. Walked inside to see not only your mom but your best friend and your father as well, your best friend ran straight for you as you did her, then you let her go and was immediately embraced by your father.
 YN: "can everyone sit down and jensen will grab you all something strong to drink while we tell you something we just found out."
Jensen goes and pours some drinks for your father, mother and best friend as you both sit in front of them and begin the confrontation of a lifetime.Jensen: "for those who don't know me that I am meeting for the first time I'm Jensen YN is my wife. YN got a little sick at work so we just got back from the hospital. We found out 2 things while there."
Yn: "mom dad was there another child that you guys had along side me… Like am I a twin?" 
Sheila: "yes you are, I am ashamed that you are just finding this out now. I never thought you would. We had to make a choice when you and your brother were born money was a luxury we didn't have a lot of. We could only afford to keep one of you so we made sure your brother got adopted into a good family who would give him the life he deserved. We kept you cause we always wanted a girl. Why do you ask?"
You pull out the DNA match results between you and Jensen and hand it to your parents. They look at the paper and immediately look at Jensen they begin to shed tears of joy toasting to Jensen the prodigal son!
 But you both still had to tell them the other news. You were gonna let Jensen take this one cause you were still shocked to say the other set of news…
 Frank: "what's your other set of news? Also what happens to your marriage now with this news as I assume you both have done the deed together…?"
 Jensen: "dad, mom cause we did the deed and this entire marriage thing, consequences flurished before we found out about us being twins. We have to say we are still in shock but we are willing to make things work if you guys agree to help us…"
Jensen hands them the second set of results. You feel your hand drop to your belly Jensen's on top of yous as they look at those results. Your best friend doesn't look at the results cause she could tell from the moment she saw you.. 
Talia: "I'm gonna be an aunt yippee!!!" 
Sheila: "Talia can you please give us a few moments to speak with our children alone."
Talia: "of course."
 Talia leaves the room not straying too far so she can hear everything.
 Sheila: "Jensen we are so happy you have found your way back into our lives. We hope you come to accept us as your parents and not as those that gave you up…" 
Frank: "we understand the lure that you both had to eachother I mean you both look like supermodels good looks and all. Though we don't entirely approve of the way you came back into our lives son. We are proud of the strong people you both have become. YN my daughter we are honored to be your parents and now the grandparents to this grand baby that will grace this world soon!"
Sheila: "we are a family again!"
Jensen and you hug it out with your parents as you leave their embrace to go and sit on the steps with your best friend.
 Talia: "so you married your long lost twin brother?"
 YN: "drunk married my long lost twin yes but in our defense we were plastered. Neither of us were thinking straight and we didn't know we were siblings."
Talia: "how long till I get to meet my niece or nephew?" 
YN: "7 months but in my defense neither me nor Jensen nor anyone else  get to find out the gender for another 4 months. But how would closer to the due date you like to become a hired live in nanny type person just to help out around here once the baby is born what do you say sis?"
Talia just hugs you both of you just sitting there perfect harmony while Jensen is with your parents in the living room filling them in on his upbringing and stuff like that. 
You were sitting there with your best friend reminiscing on a time when things were simpler..You both were called back into the room at that moment. Re-entering the room you go to stand beside your husband/twin brother.
Frank: “after so long we are a whole family again. Now our family is expanding and we are so grateful to have the opportunity to be with you all. Jensen, YN though the circumstances under which you met were not ideal, you both are not shunned, not disregarded in any way shape or form. You both did right in the eyes of god and the church. It is only fit that we offer to help you both in any way we possibly can with the preparations for the arrival of the baby. To Yn and Jensen may the odds be ever in your favor…”
This was now the time when you regretted showing your father the hunger games! But the toasts flew in and chinese was ordered, everyone except you drank. What happened after that is you and your twin brother husband person thing lived happily ever after.
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drkcnry67 · 4 years ago
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WE ARE WHAT??!
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Title: we are what????
Pairing: Jensen x reader
Fluff sq: long lost sibling
H&H sq: reverse!verse
Tags: tabooo, long lost brother and long lost sister loosing virginity to eachother, long lost brother and long lost sister married in vegas, long lost siblings learning the truth after its too late, long lost sibling sex
***NOTE: INTENDED FOR 18+ DO NOT READ IF UNDERAGE DO NOT I REPEAT DO NOT DO SO UNDER THE TUMBLR GUIDELINES. PLEASE DONT READ IF UNDERAGE. I AM NOT JOKING. 18+ READERS ONLY STORY CONTAINS TABOO, LONG LOST SIBLINGS LOOSING THEIR VIRGINITY TO EACHOTHER! AGAIN DO NOT READ IF UNDERAGE***
rating: 18+
summery: not telling
created for @spnfluffbingo​ @heavenandhellbingo​
fluff 2020 masterlist   heaven and hell 2020
it had been the best vacation, it had been the best vacation you had taken to date. the events went as follows: 
you were on vacation this was well deserved, this was your 3 weeks away from the busy of running your own business.
 your co ceo thought you deserved a vacation after you worked your ass off for almost 3 years to get your company to where it is today.
 you were in Vegas, you were gonna dance, gamble, and drink and just enjoy yourself. You were now 5 days into your vacation and sitting at one of the blackjack tables you meet a very interesting opponent.
 YN: “do you come here often?”
 jensen: “nope I can only come here when my brother is home to watch the place. I’m Jensen by the way but everyone calls me Jay.”
 YN: “YN it’s nice to meet you. Do you normally play blackjack?”
 Jensen could only laugh as he played his turn.
Jensen: “no normally I play poker but I figured I’d switch it up. I’ll stand. So YN what brings you to Vegas other than obviously to get your butt kicked at blackjack.”
 YN: “I’ll stand as well. My Co ceo of my company thought I could use a vacation after 3 years of building the company non stop. So she sent me here to have the time of my life for 3 weeks with possibility of extension.” 
the dealer: “reveal your hands one at a time.”
jensen reveals a hand of 19. You smile darkly.
YN: “I hope your not too disappointed with this.” 
You say as you reveal your hand to be 21.
YN: “blackjack. I win!”
the dealer: “congratulations to YN our winner for the 5th night in a row. Do you want to cash out or do you want to bank for more play time later?”
yN: “I’ll bank I owe my opponent an apology drink!”
that was your first mistake. After several drinks you both were hammered. Walking back to the hotel cause through the drinking you both discovered that you were staying in the same hotel. 
you stopped at the wedding chapel. You both went to get ready and graciously paid the people for their service.
officiant: “Jensen and YN you have come here tonight to be joined in the eyes of God and the church. You may say your vows when your ready.”
Jensen takes your ring and slides it on your finger. 
Jensen: "YN I've only known you a few short moments but it feels like a lifetime. It feels like destiny. I promise to evermore love, honor. Cherish and protect thee now and evermore!" 
you took Jensen's ring and placed it on his finger.
yN: "Jensen, I feel the exact same way and I know that right now we are probably doing something that when morrow light breaks through will seem like a bad idea but I now and ever more will love honor cherish and protect thee forever with all my being!"
officiant: "then I hear by pronounce you husband and wife. Jensen you may kiss your bride!"
Jensen dipped you as he kissed you. Then you both signed some papers and were led to where both your bags were on a trolley and being taken to the honeymoon suite. 
graciously tipping the bellboy who loaded the bags into the doorway for you both and then left. Jensen picked you up bridal style and tis is how you lost your virginity.
Jensen and you tore each other's clothes off then while he had you pinned against the wall, he slid his cock into your pussy.
pounding you against the wall, in the shower, in the kitchenette, on the table, on the couch, on the floor and finally on the bed. Yes you both christened that honeymoon suite. 
for the next morning at yonder Light breaks through the window. you both woke to an array of feathers everywhere you both were snuggled together and then it sunk in. Both of you sitting straight up and looking around the room.
jensen: "what happened last night?" 
yN: "I remember the blackjack game and nothing after."
that's when you looked at your finger... Holding it up for Jensen to see.
yN: "clearly something else happened last night. Cause I don't remember getting married."
jensen: "let's think rationally now. Is it really so bad honestly come on let's at least see what we can be as a couple before we jump to any conclusions. How bout this I'll go hone with you once we are done in Vegas and we will figure us out."
yN: "sounds good to me plus you are hot I'm not surprised either way that I married you." 
Jensen could only laugh as he ushered for you to come back to the bed.  You went back to the bed, Jensen's strong embrace wrapping around you immediately. You sat on his lap his hands roaming cross your skin. 
Jensen: "now let's enjoy our honeymoon and make some magic of our own."
YN: "shouldn't we eat?"
 Jensen: "we will order room service after we finish waking up. I say we clean up the place a bit and take a shower then call room service."
YN: "clean a bit first, then shower cause it makes no sense to shower then clean. Oh I should warn you thaw t my place is new and needs a bit of reno work…"
Jensen could only laugh. 
Jensen: "that's okay it will be an amazing starter home for us or at least till we figure us out."
You went to your phone and connected to the Bluetooth speaker in the room. You played your Playlist as you and Jensen got to work. Cleaning, dancing, singing. Taking a shower you went in first Jensen called room service then joined you. 
Things starting to slowly feel normal. Throughout the rest of the vacation you both spent time at the casino, doing shopping, both of you taking full honeymoon advantage.
 The flight home was alot more enjoyable with someone to spend it with, you slept on his shoulder and he used your head as a rest spot as well his arm was around your shoulder.
 It was the most comfortable ride of your life. The arrival back on your home soil was a relief to see that it was still busy beyond compare. You went and picked up your car (black 2019 Dodge Challenger) from the parking valet. 
Jensen: "she is a beauty." 
YN: "the GPS is already programed to take us home. Do you want to drive?" 
Jensen perked up when he got back to you after having taken a lap round the car. He smiled. 
Jensen: "I would love to but I have to ask how the hell did you afford this?" 
YN: "Perk of having my own business and on top of that perk of being the world's best selling brand of sunglasses. Now get in and start her up!" 
Jensen and you both got into the car and jensen took a breath as he started the engine. Jensen ran his fingers over the steering wheel and just completely fell in love with your baby.
 Jensen: "damn YN she is a beauty. Now let's hear her purr."
 Jensen sticks your car in drive and slowly brings you both out of the parade. Once the speed sign showed that he could go 60 he stuck you baby in gear and took off. he knew to obey the rules of the road but he still had fun with it.
 Along the way your Playlist silently played in the background as you and Jensen played 20 questions. The more you both talked and the questions answered the more you both felt like you could actually pull this off, but of course you weren't gonna say anything. 
Jensen: "this neighborhood is beautiful. How much further to your place?" 
YN: "3 more blocks then it will be number 344 on your left."
 Jensen slowly drove down the blocks he smiled to himself the thought that he was married and to a woman who makes the most amazing sunglasses. His hand remained in the wheel and the shifter but your hand floated to rest in his hand.
 Arriving at your house in a matter of moments you noticed another car in the driveway that was not familiar to you. 
YN: "that car doesnt belong to me.. someone unexpected is here."
Jensen: "relax YN lets grab the bags and walk to the door im sure its nothing to worry about."
Grabbing the bags you both went up to the front door, you saw it was open a crack… You both slowly walked inside.
 YN: "hello, whoever is in here this house is owned…" 
Steps came from the basement and down the kitchen floor standing now in the doorway to your kitchen was your mom.
 Sheila: "surprise!" 
You dropped your bags and ran into the embrace of the person who had sat there with you while you cried about your loveless life. 
Yn: "I thought you weren't coming for a few weeks." 
Sheila: "yes well when we last spoke you said you wanted to do some renovations on the house. But that you were gonna do that on your own after you got back from your trip. So i decided that i would be here when you got back to surprise you… dad thought you could use the help and if he wasnt busy running the store back home he would be here too…"
You and your mom oulled back when Jensen cleared his throat clearly wanting to get your attention. You pulldd back from your mom and went back to jensen. Who now extended his hand towards your mom.
 Jensen: "ma'am my name is Jensen i am your daughters husband well kinda we…"
Yn: "twas a drunken wedding in vegas and one thing led to a really amazing vacation plus he is a loyal customer for my sunglasses. So i brought him home so we could see if we want to remain married or divorce. I gues thats my surprise as well… im really glad your here mom."
Sheila shoke jensens hand and then smiled as she heard a timer go off. 
Sheila: "go on take your stuff to your room dears. ill do it all for you both not to worry. Now go upstairs and make sure only your laundry comes down to the laundry room.. lunch will be ready soon!"
You and jensen with your bags go upstairs to your room. Your king bed and furniture exactly how you left it. 
Jensen: "renovations huh?"
Yn: "ya some painting and replacing carpet with laminate type thing. Paint every room in this house a different color depending on what the room is. Laminate to match each room. Im ambitious. Also restain the deck leading to the pool in the back. The pool cleaner and the lawn tendants should have been by and if not yet they will be by later. Running my own company comes with perks. Sorry im ramblin."
Jensen: "its alright i think its kinda cute. Now when do we get started on these renovations?"
You smile as you  go to grab your laundry basket for yours and jensens clothes.
YN: "soon as i go pick up the paint i picked out what colors i wanted for each room before i left but now that im back i can get them and start painting and shifting stuff around and and and."
You now put your hands on the bed as you just stood there. 
You were way passed overwhelmed, this made way for Jensen who had just finished getting settled in throwing his dirty clothes in the basket before coming up behind you wraping his arms around you like it was normal. 
Jensen: “dont get worked up as part of seeing all we can be ill help you renovate the house. Tomorrow we will pick up the paint and whatever else we think we will need and we will be fine. For now lets get this laundry pile put together and taken down to your mom. Then you can show me kinda what needs to be moved and where it needs to be moved to for each room to be set up so it can be painted and then we will get the floors done once everything is painted. Room by room. This house will be prestige when we are done. It will reflect the woman you are. And i look forward to renovating this home with you.”
You smiled. As you threw several more things into the basket, then you came across the wedding attire that you both realized might need to be dry cleaned instead. 
You put them off to the side and decided that you would hand them to your assistant the next time you would see her. You were not okay still, you had a lurking strange feeling in your stomach that something was terribly wrong. 
Jensen was hot, sure neither of you rememebred anything except for what you all were told by the staff. You were now sure that something was wrong. It was something in Jensen’s eyes and nature that made your mind question what was happening right then.
 But you ignored it, you felt happier than you had in ages. 
YN: “ya i guess your right. Now lets go down to mom before she decides to think degenerates of us.”
Jensen: “technically we are married degenerates. But your right as well. Lets go.”
Jensen carried the basket following you as you both walked back downstairs. You showed him where to place the laundry basket then both of you went into the living room. 
Your eyes floated to the table to the stack of coupons and various packages and other mail items on the coffee table in the living room. 
Jensen: “damn girl are you always that popular?”
YN: “yep every day… but this is from the passed month excluding todays cause it doesnt come for another hour. This will be fun. Would you like to help me open this massive pile of whatever is in here?”
Jensen: “do you have a letter opener?”
You go over to the kitchen to your junk drawer and come back with your personalized black canary letter opener… you handed it to Jensen who marveled it for a few moments before kneeling down beside you as you proceeded to organize the mail into piles.
 Jensen: “i hope one day soon to be moved in here permenantly with you. Honestly i feel so happy and we are probably gonna be expecting before we know it with how much we did not leave the bed during our time in Vegas…”
You smiled at that thought. You a mother how much of a quaint little idea that was. Damn your babies would be lookers. Jensen started with the parcels he opened them one at a time then you would go into the parcel and pull out whatever was inside.
Jensen: “i know you are thinking, you make this face when your focused or thinking i noticed it first when you were answering your emails and such while we were in vegas. Are you okay?”
YN: “hmm… yeah im okay just doing some planning in my head. Usually how i open my mail. Im sorry ive been so quiet.”
Jensen put his arm around your shoulder before you had finished speaking.
Jensen: “its all good i know you have alot on your plate. Just dont be afraid to talk to me if you ever want to.”
YN: "thank you. Now let's finish going through the mail and then I need to conference call with my assistant to make sure our week is on track."
Jensen smiled he could not believe that you were the one who made such amazing sun glasses! They were literally his favorite pair. You were the embodiment of grace and beauty,  from Jensen's point of view you were an angel.You spent the rest of the day showing jensen how your life works. 
Your mom ordered chinese for dinner with extra for left overs for the next few days. That was fine. Renovations went amazing! The next month was about getting settled in, sure the renos took longer but that was perfectly fine.
 A room a week, the flooring would be done later.. once everything was painted. Jensen and you sat in on a few confrence calls from the house during the renos and then you decided to show jensen the company and how it works make him your temp secretary while you gave your current one the month off.
 You woke up however one morning feeling off. You went to the bathroom and went through your morning work routine, shower, do your hair, make out with jensen. But this one morning you felt all bloated and gross.
 You got into the shower and thats when it happened you got that nauseous feeling. The words "oh shit" went through your head as just as you knelt down beneath the waters flow you threw up instantly.
 It was 5 minutes later that you were finally able to speak enough.
YN: "jensen…"
Footsteps were heard, jensen knew your routine, this was unusual. He came into the bathroom and opened the shower curtain to reveal you knelt down and a small pile of slowly washing awake puke. He shut off the shower head but kept the water flowing.
 Jensen: "what happened?"
YN: "i was feeling off, but i didnt think i would vomit, can you call xavier and tell him that he has to handle everything today im not going in."
Jensen: "let me get you out of there after i help you clean all the vomit off and wash your hair, then ill clean the bathtub and then ill spend the entire day waiting on my girl!"
This was the first time that Jensen had used a pet name for you or referred to you as something other than YN. This was a good sign meant he was getting used to the idea but so were you for you were putty in Jensen's arms not cause of the nausea but cause of how he made you feel. 
You watched as he cleaned the bathtub, wiped up the water off the ground, sprayed febreeze in the bathroom. You were not okay but you felt something new. 
Another month would pass before this would ever occur again. Sure enough it did this time at work. Jensen against your pleading took you to the hospital. You were pleading that you were okay and didn't need it but you kept being shot down.
 The doctors took blood work, had you peee in a cup, hooked you to a iv drip. They were doing everything they could think of. Till the doctor came in the room with a nurse with an ultrasound machine.
 Doctor: "we are just gonna make sure everything is good with your abdomen. Don't worry bout a thing. It's painless. I'm just gonna unzip your jeans a bit and then lift your shirt a bit so I can put the jelly on."
 You and Jensen complied never expecting this as a possible outcome. Never suspecting that this would be the moment you would be within the grasp of several doctors all of whom have looked after you since you were a child. 
Doc: "ok lets see what this shows. And if anything else i would like to run dna matches on both of you. Just a precautionary measure. Nothing to… oh well this is definately the source… tell me YN when was your last period?"
You had to think about that cause you last had it during the vegas trip. Good thing showers exist… but anyway you were sure you knew the answer but you complied anyway.
YN: "I think it was during my Vegas trip but doc please tell me what is going on…"
Doctor turns the monitor to face you and Jensen whose face along with yours goes pale white. 
Doctor: "congratulations your pregnant! But I want to run a blood sample on both of you to find out why there was an abnormality in your blood work."
Jensen and you get blood drawn while the fact that you were expecting a child while not even sure yet if your marriage would last. 
Jensen: "what abnormality could be in your blood work?" 
YN: "that's what you choose to discuss, not the fact that we are pregnant?" 
Jensen: "I'm shocked probably as much as you but right now I want to address that I am thrilled about this baby. Even if we haven't figured us out we are parents to a brand new life we created in this short period together. I could not think of a better way to spend the rest of my life than with you and this child."
That of course is when the doctor returned. 
Doctor: "so you both are the correct parents of this child but the abnormality in both your blood works showed several similar strands of DNA. You are siblings more specifically twins."
This made Jensen and you drop your Jaws, neither of you were expecting the news about the baby, but now finding out your siblings well that made you both shocked as fuck.
Doctor: "judging the reactions crossing both your features I am gonna gather that you both knew not of this."
Jensen: "are we done here can we go home now?"
 Doctor: "of course just be sure to come back in 4 months for another check up for the baby. And congratulations as well as I'm sorry."
 The doctor left, you and Jensen took all the stuff, now in the car with the papers of both results had to now find a way to break both news to your mother. Never thinking that anyone else would be at the house when your arrival home came round. 
You pulled into the driveway, both of you holding the file with both sets of results. Walked inside to see not only your mom but your best friend and your father as well, your best friend ran straight for you as you did her, then you let her go and was immediately embraced by your father.
 YN: "can everyone sit down and jensen will grab you all something strong to drink while we tell you something we just found out."
Jensen goes and pours some drinks for your father, mother and best friend as you both sit in front of them and begin the confrontation of a lifetime.Jensen: "for those who don't know me that I am meeting for the first time I'm Jensen YN is my wife. YN got a little sick at work so we just got back from the hospital. We found out 2 things while there."
Yn: "mom dad was there another child that you guys had along side me… Like am I a twin?" 
Sheila: "yes you are, I am ashamed that you are just finding this out now. I never thought you would. We had to make a choice when you and your brother were born money was a luxury we didn't have a lot of. We could only afford to keep one of you so we made sure your brother got adopted into a good family who would give him the life he deserved. We kept you cause we always wanted a girl. Why do you ask?"
You pull out the DNA match results between you and Jensen and hand it to your parents. They look at the paper and immediately look at Jensen they begin to shed tears of joy toasting to Jensen the prodigal son!
 But you both still had to tell them the other news. You were gonna let Jensen take this one cause you were still shocked to say the other set of news…
 Frank: "what's your other set of news? Also what happens to your marriage now with this news as I assume you both have done the deed together…?"
 Jensen: "dad, mom cause we did the deed and this entire marriage thing, consequences flurished before we found out about us being twins. We have to say we are still in shock but we are willing to make things work if you guys agree to help us…"
Jensen hands them the second set of results. You feel your hand drop to your belly Jensen's on top of yous as they look at those results. Your best friend doesn't look at the results cause she could tell from the moment she saw you.. 
Talia: "I'm gonna be an aunt yippee!!!" 
Sheila: "Talia can you please give us a few moments to speak with our children alone."
Talia: "of course."
 Talia leaves the room not straying too far so she can hear everything.
 Sheila: "Jensen we are so happy you have found your way back into our lives. We hope you come to accept us as your parents and not as those that gave you up…" 
Frank: "we understand the lure that you both had to eachother I mean you both look like supermodels good looks and all. Though we don't entirely approve of the way you came back into our lives son. We are proud of the strong people you both have become. YN my daughter we are honored to be your parents and now the grandparents to this grand baby that will grace this world soon!"
Sheila: "we are a family again!"
Jensen and you hug it out with your parents as you leave their embrace to go and sit on the steps with your best friend.
 Talia: "so you married your long lost twin brother?"
 YN: "drunk married my long lost twin yes but in our defense we were plastered. Neither of us were thinking straight and we didn't know we were siblings."
Talia: "how long till I get to meet my niece or nephew?" 
YN: "7 months but in my defense neither me nor Jensen nor anyone else  get to find out the gender for another 4 months. But how would closer to the due date you like to become a hired live in nanny type person just to help out around here once the baby is born what do you say sis?"
Talia just hugs you both of you just sitting there perfect harmony while Jensen is with your parents in the living room filling them in on his upbringing and stuff like that. 
You were sitting there with your best friend reminiscing on a time when things were simpler..You both were called back into the room at that moment. Re-entering the room you go to stand beside your husband/twin brother.
Frank: “after so long we are a whole family again. Now our family is expanding and we are so grateful to have the opportunity to be with you all. Jensen, YN though the circumstances under which you met were not ideal, you both are not shunned, not disregarded in any way shape or form. You both did right in the eyes of god and the church. It is only fit that we offer to help you both in any way we possibly can with the preparations for the arrival of the baby. To Yn and Jensen may the odds be ever in your favor…”
This was now the time when you regretted showing your father the hunger games! But the toasts flew in and chinese was ordered, everyone except you drank. What happened after that is you and your twin brother husband person thing lived happily ever after.
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steviestevington · 6 years ago
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FUCK Y E A H THANK YOU OMG
2:Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?
Yes ! From my boyfriend every morning
4:Do you find it easy to trust others?
Uhhh idk not really
6:You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
I will never drink but hypothetically it would be my friend Kai
8:Are you close with your dad?
I sure am !
10:What are you listening to?
Nothin rn
12:Do you like hickeys?
God I sure do they’re so good
14:Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
I guess so yeah
16:Do you always answer your texts?
For the most part I try my best to!
18:When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
This morning
20:What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
Well the cat I grew up with had to be put down last night so that was all that I could think of :c
22:Do you believe what goes around comes around?
I think so yeah
24:Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
Not really, whoever isn’t in my life anymore isn’t for a reason
26:What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
Black
28:Is anyone ignoring you right now?
I doubt it lmao
30:Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
Well yes very cuz he’s my boyfriend agdsgfhsd
32:Are you mad at anyone?
I’m forever mad at my abuser
34:How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
He will be 20 !
36:Do you have any summer plans yet?
Nope
38:Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
Nah
40:Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Yes but I wasn’t even the initiator
42:Are you available?
Nope!
44:If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
Septum
46:Do you regret anything?
Of course I do
48:Did you ever lose a best friend?
Yes
50:Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?
I am we are dating
52:Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
I talk to Jay all day every day fuck yeah
54:Did you get any compliments today?
Yes I did god bless
56:Do you own anything from other countries?
Yes
58:Where have you lived most of your life?
Washington state
60:Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
Nah gross lmao
62:Who do you text the most?
Jay !
64:What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?
Well bitch I hope cuz he likes me and no one else adfshdsfd
66:Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
Yes
68:Are you happy with where you live?
I really am god bless
70:Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?
I’m a monogamous person
72:What do you most like about making out?
Ohhh,,, can I just say everything? It’s just all so fucking good agdhsfds but idk bottom lip biting is real damn nice, and those kisses where our tongues brush against each others as our lips close on each other are some of the b e s t
74:When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?
My first kiss was not initiated by me but my first kiss with Jay was initiated by me, so I guess either way lmao
76:Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
My mom
78:Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?
Gross no
80:Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?
No
82:Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?
Well I never shut up about Jay before we knew we liked each other and I still never shut up about him so yes aghsfgsh
84:Last time you slow danced with someone?
My senior prom
86:How can I win your heart?
Idk ask Jay cuz he has my heart already
88:What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Trying to sleep
90:Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?
Nope
92:Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?
I’ve only had 2 monogamous relationships , I wouldn’t ever date a bunch of people
94:Name four things that you wish you had!
My boyfriend here with me, more money (of course), a nicer face, and a brain that isn’t 90% anxiety
96:Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?
Yes
98:Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?
Yes I’ve met 2 !
100:Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?
Yeah my boyfriend adgshfgs
102:Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Well I thought I was but I was the one who asked Jay if he wanted to be an official couple if that counts?
104:Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
I love when Jay calls me that !!
106:Do you flirt a lot?
I flirt with Jay a bunch every day afdhsfhs
108:Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?
Nope
110:If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
Jay !!
112:Does someone like you currently?
I sure the fuck hope Jay does LMAO
114:Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Serious relationships
116:Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Uhhh I mean I could be happy either way but I do adore being in a relationship Jay makes me extremely happy
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sweet-xoxo-thatcares · 3 years ago
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I need to know who I am again without dry, dull, sex crazed vajayunna telling me what they think of me or how I should talk, dress, react, or even ask for sex, ask for permission to get a hug 1st, and stop bdsming me in public by neglecting me, negotiating what they want me to do amongst themselves and treating me back to being just a coworker and kicking me out the group. And bringing me back in for their timely needs for a threesome. Their idea of sex and threesomes is not fun, nor enjoyable for the other party. They only care about themselves. I'm done hurting from our memories together.
I wanna walk away and leave flint because this is not the life I chose for myself where everytime I see the same model car outside the house (this was each time we ever broken up) I was scared to go outside and scared to be held inside the same house with the crazy ass mother that reminds me of my horrible, atrocious ex. And yes I need new words to describe how much I hate Jocelyn clayton brown and her scheming girl husband/mom who looks way hideous than me on the inside and she'll never be as nice as I am.
I am a nice person, a giving, loyal partner. I'm just getting sick and tired of getting run over because my family and friends have made it seem like my voice doesn't matter. So I come on here, my tumblr journal and scream as many I hate you's and fuck you's because I hate getting abused and I hate being seeing similar actions from even my closest friend and my father. Who both are starting to sound just like the narcissism in my mother. Because they don't listen to me and they don't respect my answer if they ask me a question. Like forcefeeding to think and believe what they want me to, but I can't....because I just don't see it their way.
But then I'm all alone, and it makes me wonder was I better off with that toxic couple and how do I find healthy minded people who wouldn't use me to make them feel better. Who actually give me what I've been craving for emotionally and mentally and physically....but all of it just sounds like "I need a man to take care of me, in ways my mother and my father couldn't...
But I'm scared of men now and other women who sound like my mom or gets angry like my mom and dad too. I don't need a pop off husband and I don't need a girl to fall in love with me and I too and then it ends up hurting me because we had to stop being together because she wants a kid.
But I don't wanna be gay and not be able to have kids the natural way. Or to continually feel awkward accepting that my child has a gay mother and they might have the same mental problems as me surrounding this.
I don't know how to accept myself if it means God hates me and wants me dead, in jail or in hell, if my mom and dad neglected me forever and said they didn't ever wanna see me or my partner, or they didn't want to see me come home with a white man or mtf just because he sounded gay or she dressed liked a woman....
But to my mom and dad....my mtf would look like a man in a dress and I'm so hurt by that. Because I know how they sound, I know how they think and I just can't protect them anymore about who I am.
I don't wanna be alone when I go to heaven like my Grandma who just passed. She didn't marry because she didn't find consistent, healthy minded men in grand Rapids who weren't abusive, controlling, or neglectful to her or her kids.
And I don't want just any person. I have needs and I have standards. I just want my person to tell me they love me and that they care about how I feel to not lie, cover up something, tell me I'm beautiful, but then say I'm not worthy through their body language and lack of reciprocal actions.
Jay really did hurt me and rn they're playing the victim. They'll never understand what it's like to be me. And I'll never understand why they did that stuff and said those mean, rude, nasty things to me, but then was only nice in short period spans???
I don't ever wanna fall in love with someone who has so much trauma that they treat me like shit and tell me go have sex with someone else just because they're still hurting 💔 and I can't forgive them all the way just yet, even being reminded of how dirty they made me feel makes me wanna fight, cuss, and scream cause you did me that bad to make me react like my mom when I get angry. That unapologetically rude, mean ass bitch that treats people like dolls that are supposed to take your word, your pain when you get upset at them and not get back at them.
I am my mother's child and I hate saying "I wish you were you dead" to Jay or "I should've killed you"
Those are words people will never forget and I hope I find a therapist who can help me explain my angry feelings better.
But still Jay's a bitch and he deserved to know the truth about how much anger and resentment I was hiding and didn't say when I left. I sent those by accident and then later sent more on purpose because I was soo pissed at them for blocking me without even wanting to talk again like they did in January.
It's over. And I understand why you blocked me Jaiden. You're a new man now and didn't want me to upset you about you transitioning officially with testeroterone. I still don't understand why now, why after I leave, and never saying that you wanted to start soon. You didn't trust me with that part if yourself and you still wondered if I was even gay.
You never even gave me a chance to talk about those deep things with you as Jay. Kept everything a fucking secret, but made me tell you everything. You're a crook, thief, and a liar. You never cared about me. Never did you want to be held accountable or be responsible for hurting me or us breaking up repeatedly. You always put the fault on me. Like I was.the bad apple. It was so unfair, because both of yall was playing me the whole time, on and off for 2 whole years. You kissed ayunnas ass, and she was the main one restricting you, and you took your anger out on me. Yall both loved pain and kept giving it to me. Most of the time without asking. Thats abuse.thats assault. That's harassment.
I shouldn't have to tell you to stop hitting me on the floor when I was cross faded or to stop talking to other girls in front of me and Ayunna.
You should know better by now. And you're an awful shitty husband and Master.
Have fun being a dick and cheating on your gf with another version of me.
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About The Admins
Hello! This is Admin Tay. I am so excited to make this because I’m so excited to have accepted the admins on the blog, they are both very talented individuals and they’re going to bring different styles to the blog so I’m really stoked. Anyway, I’m rambling…under the cut you will find a ton of info on all the admins so please…continue. This will be updated as the other two or three admins join the blog :)
Applications are here xx for anyone who wants to join~
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Name: Admin T-Swizzle Swag or Admin Tay
Position: Owner/Writer/Updater
The content you create: Scenarios, Fake Texts, Fake Snaps, Reactions, Audios and I’m working on perfecting moodboards and video imagines.
Genres you work in: Smut, Fluff, Angst
Biases:
Maknae Line (BTS)
Kihyun, Jooheon, Changkyun (Monsta X)
Youngjae and BamBam (Got7)
Changbin, Jisung, Hyunjin (Stray Kids)
Hoshi, Jeonghan, Seungkwan, WoonWoo, Minghao (Seventeen)
Chanyeol, Kyungsoo (EXO)
Mark, Taeyong, Johnny, Yuta, Jaehyun, Taeil (Nct 127)
Wonshik, Taekwoon (VIXX)
Mark, Jisung, Jeno, Chenle (Nct Dream)
Mark, Ten, Taeyong, Jaehyun, Taeil (Nct U)
Kisu, Cory (24k)
Hanbin, Bobby, Junhoe (Ikon)
Moonbin, Mj, Rocky, JinJin (Astro)
Kino, Yeo One (Pentagon)
BigBang as a whole (it’s so hard to choose among these kings)
SHINee as a whole (haha how am I supposed to choose between these kings?)
Yongguk, Zelo (B.a.p)
YoungK (Day6)
Other groups/solo artists:
Jay Park Zico Dean DPR live Monster Woo Christian Yu
Affiliated fandoms:
24U, Aroha, Baby, VIP, ARMY, My Day, EXO-L, I-Got7, IKONIC, Monbebe, Nctzen, Universe, Carat, Shawol, Starlight, (No official name for Stray Kids),
UB:
I don’t have one :(
UB bias wrecker:
I don’t have one :(
Personal blogs:
Well, this is one of my personal blogs, so howdy.
Age:
16
Gender:
female
Sexual orientation:
pansexual
Height:
5'7
Star sign:
Scorpio
Hobbies:
Writing, playing softball, reading, corrupting my friends with kpop, spamming friends with kpop memes,
Favorite American artists/bands:
Too many to name tbh, I just like what I like,
Favorite food(s):
I like all foods besides Sushi, I don’t like the taste of the rice on the Sushi Rolls,
Favorite drink(s):
Dr.Pepper,
Favorite color(s):
I don’t even fucking know, I like all colors, shades, sign me the fuck up–recently I’ve been liking yellow more than anything though,
Favorite animal(s):
Doggos, Kitties, Lions, Shark Whales
3 facts about me:
1.) I am the oldest on my mom’s side and the youngest on my dad’s side,
2.) I live with my mother and my step-dad who might as well be my real dad because he’s the real MVP stepping in and what not,
3.) I have a reputation for being scary, threatening but I’m actually really soft and caring and only get mad if you’re annoying, a bully, or walk too slow in the hallways.
**I write for all the groups listed above under biases and for all soloists above :)
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Name: Admin Deby (sorry for the gif, my pictures aren’t that pretty ^^)
Position: Admin/Writer
The content you create: Scenarios, Moodboards, probably gonna try reactions now that I’m here, but who knows lol
Genres you work in: Smut, Fluff, Angst
Biases:
ot7 (BTS)
ot7 (GOT7)
ot4 (Mamamoo)
ot7 (Victon)
Jisung, Felix, Chan (Stray Kids)
Minghao, SeungCheol, Hoshi, WoonWoo (Seventeen)
Baekhyun, Suho, Xiumin (EXO)
Lisa (Blackpink)
ot5 (Day6)
Wonho, Shownu, Minhyuk (Monsta X)
Donghae, Leeteuk, Yesung, Ryeowook, Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
Moonbin, JinJin, Eunwoo (Astro)
Yongguk, Zelo (B.a.p)
Min Hyuk, Jong Hyun (CNBlue)
Other groups/solo artists:
Big Bang Shinee Zico IU Red Velvet Henry Myteen
Affiliated fandoms:
ARMY, I-Got7, Alice, MooMoo, ELF, (No official name for Stray Kids)
UB:
Jungkook (BTS)
UB bias wrecker:
Seokjin (BTS) Donghae (Super Junior)
Personal blogs:
@btsaeipathy
Age:
26
Gender:
female
Sexual orientation:
heterosexual
Height:
5'4
Star sign:
Pisces
Hobbies:
Writing, reading, watching series, movies and asian dramas, talking with my friends
Favorite American artists/bands:
I don’t actually have favorite artists/bands since I like random songs everywhere lol
Favorite food(s):
(same as Tay ^^)
Favorite drink(s):
Coffee
Favorite color(s):
Blue, black, lilic
Favorite animal(s):
Doggos, Kitties, Wolves, Eagles, Tigers (and basically most of the members of the cat family, like lynx, cheetah, etc.)
3 facts about me:
1.) I’ve only met 2-3 people older than me in this world of tumblr fanfics (if you’re older or same age, please let me know, I feel like an ancient lol)
2.) I don’t like to cook so I still live with my parents bc my mom does it for me (and I also don’t have to pay rent which is good for my savings ^^)
3.) I’m a soft, shy girl who actually love to make new friends (and I care about all of them
**I write for all the groups listed above under biases and for all soloists above :)
Name: Admin Kat or just Kat
Position: Admin/Writer
The content you create: Scenarios, Moodboards, Reactions, fake snaps
Genres you work in: Smut, Fluff, Angst
Biases:
Namjoon and Taehyung ( BTS )
ot7 (GOT7)
G-dragon, Daesung ( Bigbang )
Bobby and Junhoe (Ikon )
S.coups, Vernon, DK and Jeonghan (Seventeen)
Sehun, Kai, Yixing (EXO)
Jennie (Blackpink)
ot5 (Day6)
Wonho, Shownu, Kihyun (Monsta X)
Donghae, Leeteuk, Heechul, Eunhyuk (Super Junior)
Taemin, Jonghyun ( Shinee)
Other groups/solo artists:
Zico
Jay Park
Giriboy
Sunmi
Hyuna
Winner
Affiliated fandoms:
I-Got7,ARMY,ELF, VIP, Shawol, IKONIC, Monbebe
UB:
G-Dragon (Bigbang)
UB bias wrecker:
Jinyoung ( GOT7)
Personal blogs:
@k-pop-and-drop-it
Age:
16
Gender:
female
Sexual orientation:
I got no idea
Height:
5'2
Star sign:
Gemini
Hobbies:
Writing, reading, watching stuff , Learning Languages
Favorite American artists/bands:
Arctic Monkeys ( They’re English I know)
The Neighbourhood 
Favorite food(s):
Unlike the other two admins, my asian ass loves rice and I love Sushi. I also really enjoy the combination of chicken and rice.
Favorite drink(s):
Coffee, Cranberry and apple tea ( HNG this shit so good, got me seeing stars)
Favorite color(s):
Lavender, Baby blue, a bright orange
Favorite animal(s):
Dogs!!!( my cutie puppy Tofu ) , Kitties, Wolves, Pikas and owls
3 facts about me:
1. I am super energetic. I’m literally like a bunny on crack and a huge morning person. I actively seek out thrill and love an impromptu adventure or a party.
2. I actually started learning korean before I got into kpop. Its been a solid journey and I really hope to got study there in about a year
3. I’m Multiligual! and I digest languages really quickly so I dabble in some Japanes, chinese and Russian too!
Name: Admin Bethany
Position: Admin/Writer
The content you create: Scenarios, reactions, sometimes snaps,
Genres you work in: Smut, Fluff, Angst
Biases: OH MY LORD ASDFGHJKL
Kihyun - Monsta X
Xiumin, Chen, Sehun (debatable Luhan) - EXO
Yoongi - BTS
Jinyoung - GOT7
G-dragon, Seungri - Bigbang
Joshua, Woozi, Wonwoo - Seventeen
Jennie, Jisoo -  Blackpink
Onew - Shinee
Rocky - Astro
Zelo - B.A.P.
others I’m sure, I just cant think rn.
UB: Kihyun - Monsta X
UB wrecker: Suga - BTS
Personal blogs: @kihyunsbreazy17
Age: 16
Sexual Orientation: beats me.
Star Sign: Aries
Hobbies:
Writing, reading, culinary, makeup, musical theatre
Favorite American artists/bands:
honestly no clue… prolly like Cardi B.. and uhh.. some others? I don’t have much of favorites tbh
Favorite food(s):
seafood, and blueberry scones. not together….ew hhahahaa.
Favorite drink(s):
code red mtn dew… uhhh…. apple juice.
Favorite color(s):
teal (on the greener side) and burgundy/maroon, also any muted colors.
Favorite animal(s):
cats, pigs,
3 facts about me:
1. I’m a living meme. I’m really sensitive and shy tbh.
2. lowkey obsessed with Lab Rats, I’m almost 17 nd I watch a kids show about bionic bitches, they better make new season.
3. my own personal blog isn’t working out and it makes me sad. utterly grateful to be accepted here 3.
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And another one! This time tagged by @lalamiyadin!
Rules: Answer the questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs (I don’t know about 20, but I’ll tag some!).
A—Age: 37. Official Tumblr old.
B—Birthplace: Oak Harbor, WA
C—Current Time: 8:47 ET
D—Drink You Last Had: Diet Coke
E—Easiest Person To Talk To: My sister @erikonil
F—Favourite Song: Come a Little Bit Closer by Jay and the Americans
G— Appears to be the Free Space! Random fact, I was the winner for my age/gender category in the North Carolina Jr. Olympics Epee tournament back in college.
H—Horror Yes or Horror No: Tentative yes. I like a good suspenseful or gothic horror, but I’m not into anything that’s excessively gory.
I—In Love: Have I told you about my lovely cat, Midnight? *lol* Open to it if the right person comes along.
J—Jealous of People: Who are super organized. They always seem to get stuff done. Of course, they also tend to be the ones who are super stressed, so maybe I should’t be so jealous...
M—Middle Name: Renee. It’s actually the name I go by since my mom liked it better than my first name, but they didn’t flow together as well as the current arrangement. But that’s okay. My dad goes by his middle name, so it’s like a tradition now.
N—Number of Siblings: 2. One twin sister and one little brother.
O—One Wish: To be able to support myself with my creative endeavors.
P—Person You Called Last: One of the people I manage at work who happens to live in New Mexico.
Q—Question You Are Always Asked: Are you two sisters? (followed by us answering: “Twins”)
R—Reason to Smile: Visiting the yarn store.
S—Song You Sang Last: “Country Road” by John Denver
T—Time You Woke Up: 7:30 by my sister’s cat who wanted food.
U—Underwear Colour: Pink today. I got the Haynes multi-pack.
V—Vacation Destination: Boston, MA!
W—Worst Habit: Procrastination. Which it’s taken me two days to get to this list.
X—X-Rays: Last one was when my foot was hurting for some reason and they thought it might be a hairline fracture.
Y—Your Favourite Food: Hard to go wrong with pizza.
Z—Zodiac Sign: Pisces
Tagging anyone who wants to do it!
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my favourite fandoms of the decade
i’ve been through a lot of fandoms, and i’m not super active in all of them anymore, but i wanted to acknowledge the ones that have been a big part of my life over the last 10 years (the first decade that i really started strongly interacting with anything other than disney channel ;)) )
so, in chronologicalish order:
percy jackson/rick riordan in general: does anyone else remember those “demigod posts” where it had like a different font/colour for each character, and they’d have short conversations in reply to a question? yeah those were what got me into tumblr lol
harry potter: i didn’t read/watch this until 2011 i think? but once i did there was absolutely no going back.
once upon a time: this was the first (again, non-disney channel) tv show that i started to avidly watch, and actually wait for the new episode/season to come out. i definitely liked the older seasons better, and i still haven’t actually finished season 7 (oops)(my dad and i restarted the season together so i’ll get there), but it was sort of the first tv show that i started caring about. even visited storybrooke—once just on a trip, and once to watch them film the finale!
one direction: ah, memories of elementary (middle in other areas?) school. one time our music teacher played “what makes you beautiful” when we were waiting for the bell to ring, and every single girl in my class crowded around the speaker for harry’s solo.
house md: my parents and i started watching this on netflix, and i thought it was amazing from the beginning. they didn’t love it as much as i did, but we watched the whole thing. this is around the time that i had started seriously thinking about going into medicine, and it was really cool to learn about some of the rarer diseases (with varying levels of accuracy).
booktube: not really a fandom, but when i discovered this, it really changed the game for me lol. i still follow the same booktubers as i did when i was younger, although i’ve added some more.
doctor who: my dad and i started watching this together when it was on netflix, and i misS it. we didn’t finish it before they took it off, and haven’t found another way to watch it, so we’re just sort of in limbo. regardless, i loved it.
supernatural: probably is and always will be my biggest fandom. not only is the show amazing, but it led me and my best friend to become as close as we did. i went to a convention in 2018 and met jensen, jared, misha, brianna, alex, rob, and ruth in person, and this is probably one of my best memories of the 2010s. i watched it through all of high school, and its ending at the end of my first year of university, so i guess it will have come full circle :’)
the infernal devices: oh my god. will hero dale. just. i’ve read this series so many times, and it always hurts me (but also brings me so much joy). this is usually the first thing i read every year, but i’m not sure if it will be this time, because i won’t have the hours a day to devote to it that i tend to need.
nick jonas: i already knew him from disney obviously, but i got reintroduced to my love for him in 2016, when him and demi went on tour, and he did a bunch of press that showed up in my youtube recommendations lol. then he did jumanji in 2017, and i just sort of remembered 2007 when miley was in love with him, and i was by default bc i wanted to be just like her. anyway, more about him later.
marvel: i don’t entirely know when i started watching marvel movies; i think it was just after civil war war released. i used to know absolutely nothing, and i started out by only watching the things chris hemsworth was in, but now i’m definitely invested. am i beyond excited for the falcon and the winter soldier? um, yes.
one chicago: i think this is probably the fandom i devote the most time to on tumblr, so y’all probably aren’t that surprised haha. i started watching chicago fire after house ended, because of jesse spencer, and i continued on to pd, med, and that one season of justice. in all honesty, this isn’t my favourite series and i have a lot of problems with it, but i care deeply about just enough of the characters and actors to continue to be invested in it. connor leaving was a blow, but i’m still going (for now) (if jay does then idk i may be out of pd)
the greatest showman: i’m still in love with this movie. i remember finding out like a year before it was released that sac efron was going to be in another musical, and my high school musical obsessed childhood felt that. the movie is incredible, and i love the soundtrack, and yeah. amazing.
joe jonas: again, i already knew him from disney, but i fell into a rabbit hole that i never came out of when he was on the voice as adam’s advisor and i had to educate my mom on him. then he was a coach on the voice australia, and then i watched all of his dnce interviews. again, more on him later.
5 seconds of summer: i remember randomly getting recommended the video of them talking about their tattoos. i obviously watched it, because i don’t have self control, and here i am. i haven’t mentioned it a ton here but i love 5sos.
panic! at the disco: i didn’t start listening to them until fall 2018, but my friend is a big fan and gave me a quick crash course. just over a year later and here i am, completely trash for brendon urie. shoutout to my profile pic lol.
the haunting of hill house: omg, this show. i highly recommend it. i don’t even really watch horror shows or movies or anything, but i love it so much. my friend and i have rewatched it together multiple times, and i’m so excited for the second season (although it’s in like a different universe lol)
harry styles/louis tomlinson/niall horan: i think this might have happened earlier, but i’m not quite sure when. all i know is that i was suddenly a big big fan of all of their solo stuff, and now i watch all their interviews. good stuff. fine line is amazing.
jonas brothers: i liked the jonas brothers when i was younger, but i was also confused by them (long story short, i thought they were fictional for awhile because the first time i ever saw them was hannah montana), and quite young, so i wasn’t able to get quite to the level of obsession that i started to get with other things later on (aka everything i just mentioned in this list). but fun fact: about halfway through february 2019, i rewarched all of the nick jonas press from jumanji, and then all of his interviews, all the joe jonas stuff, and then old jonas brothers interviews (we had about a week off of school bc of snow, so that’s how i spent it lol). then a week later, there were a ton of rumours about them reuniting, which, yes, i told everyone i knew about. thEn i think it was a week after that? a few days? anyway they officially announced their reunion and i haven’t been the same since. i’ve seen all of their interviews too many times, watched chasing happiness with my friend the day it came out, and many, many times since then. the album came out the day before my birthday, and i had a jb cake. nick jonas is going to be on the voice next month and i can’t handle it. their memoir is being released in march. i think the jonas brothers are one of the biggest contributing factors to my gpa being where it is right now. yes, they were my most listened to artist on spotify in 2019.
thanks to anyone who read all of that lol! here’s to a fantastic 2020 👌
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16 Wishes Disney Channel Original Movie Reviewed
Because sure, I can post my most recent review, but it’s kinda lame for a first Tumblr post so have this half-year old review of a nearly decade-old DCOM instead.
16 Wishes DCOM Reviewed22 today, happy birthday sweetheart! What is it? Well, that's actually an interesting question.... It's classically thought of as a DCOM...even though strictly technically speaking it isn't (yes, that's right, it means Disney Channel's official Facebook page is wrong on this!) It's really a direct-to-DVD movie that Disney Channel just happened to pick up on very, very early during the production stage (before they even decided on a lead, hence how Debby became involved) due to Disney Channel's previous relationship (and ongoing relationship, for that matter) with Mar Vista studios through a number of actual DCOMs before and since. See folks, only on this blog will you learn new facts and grow your brain right in the introductory minutiae of each and every blog post! Where did it air? Well, again, continuing the above it's actually a bit complex. Technically it did indeed premiere on Disney Channel first, but it was originally intended for DVD sales/streaming to be the primary means of distribution. Of course now it's as closely associated with the network as any other DCOM and other than directly streaming it or getting the DVD it's the only place on "traditional" television you'll find it. Who stars in it? Most prominently, Debby Ryan, who became attached to the project as soon as Disney Channel decided to throw money at it. Jean-Luc Bilodeau plays second-billing Jay - you may recognize Jean-Luc (no, not that Jean-Luc) from not only the later Mar Vista-produced DCOM Zapped! but also from the somewhat short-lived Canadian/UPN (remember that network? Probably not) production Kyle-XY as the title character. Anna Mae Routledge is Celeste "the birthday fairy" and...yeah, this is actually the biggest role she's been in (she's been in another movie we've done a mini-review on...Eurotrip, maybe?) The only other notable role is Karissa Tynes as Krista. Abby's mom is played by the same actress who played an FBI agent in...Snakes on a Plane. Yeah, really. The principal is also "Chevron Guy" from Stargate: SG-1. There's also this really gorgeous ginger with these Marianas Trench-deep blue eyes but...uhh, we'll get to that at the end I guess. Why are we reviewing this? ...well, see, there are three or so key events that lead to the creation of this very blog, and 16 Wishes is one of them. One of those events would be of course the creation of GirlMeetsWorldReviewed.Blogspot.com which directly inspired the creation of this blog. But of course there'd be no point or even capability to make this blog without material to fill it up with. That's where 16 Wishes and other things come in. Another of those events, by far the most important one, is Phineas and Ferb - or more specifically, when I just happened to chance upon Phineas and Ferb (The Chronicles of Meep specifically - I need to, like, send flowers to Povenmire and Marsh for that one, it was a real chance of fate that happened to be the first episode I saw as it was superbly excellent if not outright sublime) one night when I was desperately searching for new programming to watch. And as I describe in both my Jessie and Liv and Maddie retrospectives, this was actually critical timing because at the time I was just a few weeks off from having my ex-fiancee break up with me and less than a week from recovering from cancer-removing surgery. And not only was Phineas and Ferb the perfect TV visual comfort food at the time, but it was an immediate gateway to more visual comfort food on the network and by extension Nickelodeon (the first episode of anything I've ever watched on Disney Channel aside from The Chronicles of Meep - immediately after the Chronicles of Meep, in fact - was the second replay of the then-premiere episode of Good Luck Charlie's T-Wrecks and given the emotional state I was in, I was actually really blown away by just how well done an all-inclusive family multi-cam sitcom it was - and that was immediately followed up by the second replay of the premiere of Jessie's Gotcha Day which, well, if you want to delude yourself that Jessie is a better show than it is there are few better episodes than that to dive into). Now, here's the thing - even at that point after about a month of watching I was still on the fence about the actual quality of Disney Channel shows and Jessie especially. By that I don't mean I would've given up watching the network forever and never ever speak of the great embarrassment of being an allegedly grown-ass adult watching Disney Channel, but my viewing habits probably would be a lot like they are today - oh hey, Good Luck Charlie's on, yeah I like that show. Oh hey it's Phineas and Ferb. Oh, hey Jessie's on...I wonder what Rick on Pawn Stars is trying to rip off today. But what ended up being the real tipping point to being dedicated as an allegedly grown-ass adult to this network and becoming a Jessie super-fan (or at least the closest thing that passes for it) is this movie. I think what really resonated with this movie, again given my emotional state, is the back half where Abby finds herself turned into an allegedly grown-ass adult. Even when you're in your early 20s (as Abby finds herself), well...I'm just going to quote the speech Abby's dad gives: But being grown up is different than dreaming about it, isn't it? We understand. Of course! You're scared that your childhood is over and with it all the best times of your life! You probably wanna turn back that clock and start over? Boy I know how that feels! ...and being in my 20s...and already having been engaged in marriage, and then seeing all that blow up in my face, and then finding out I have cancer, and then dropping out of school over it...yeah, that shit gets overwhelming. You spend a lot of time thinking about how not long ago all you needed to do was wake up and go to school and everything else is provided for you, and you all of a sudden find yourself in that same situation, just minus the school, and at least just old enough so that it all feels familiar but at the same time a bit weird. Nostalgia is not perfect, and it can even be a dangerous thing - I've dedicated very large portions of this very blog about how nostalgia effectively stunted if not outright ruined Girl Meets World from its very conception. But we keep coming back to it because it's comfortable. Girl Meets World was greenlit and conceived, arguably, because it was a return to a very comfortable concept, a concept that was successful in its heyday and it was thought would be successful because that previous success had grown itself into its fanbase to provide comfort (again, Christian and Sean have talked about the comfort aspect of the original show). And when you're in a position where comfort starts being medicine, nostalgia is a very powerful thing to go back to. My point being, girls who were 16 but accidentally wish themselves to be 22 as they walk out of a store dressing room and wishing they can just go back to school and live with their parents again and guys who actually are 22 (well, older than that even) but got kicked out of their fiancee's life so hard they apparently literally got cancer over it and had to move back in with their parents have a lot in common with each other. Of course, that's just my perspective. But also keep in mind that apparently this little movie gave Debby enough clout, at least on the network, to where Disney Channel ultimately decided to greenlight her own show which of course became the 101-episode (not 98!) long series Jessie. No, really, it got one of the highest adult demos of its night. It's really my theory that this message about childhood nostalgia, whether intended or not, proved to be a big hit with Millennials. I mean, think about it. We're supposedly the "never grow up" generation - we have high unemployment, low independent housing, yadda yadda. Abby's words about feeling like we're 16 and then suddenly 22 and needing a job and a means to afford our own place and take care of ourselves have become themes of a generation. And I'm not saying this as an insult to Millennials (being one myself of course) but that no doubt it happened to previous generations too - Gen X'ers, Baby Boomers, what have you as they suddenly find themselves transitioning from a school-focused work ethic to suddenly being in the actual work force. It's an increasingly universal theme as the world marches towards mechanization and now digitization, but it's a theme that's been rather under-represented in all but tween through young adult media. But enough of me waxing nostalgic and complaining about my personal life again, how does it rate as a movie? Well, Abby's a brat through the first part (then again that's the point) and then we kinda see her cartoon-mature and she grows up, yadda yadda. Debby's not bad at all in it, Jean-Luc captains his way through it equally respectably, Karissa is very much underappreciated, Chevron Guy makes for the second ultra-nerdy sci-fi reference in this very sentence and again if you've seen the movie you probably know who I'm talking about when I talk about this curly-hair ginger girl with these sapphire-forged eyes who's, like, so gorgeous I'd go through another round of chemo for, like I will forget about my lousy ex for her, yadda yadda. Even when trying to emotionally divorce oneself it's a pretty competent movie, and Lord knows there've been quite a few official DCOMs that don't measure up to this one (the vastly overrated Cowbelles, Teen Beach 2, yes Invisible Sister) Movie Grade: B-. Like I said, it's at least competent and enjoyable enough it deserves this. Movie MVP: That ridiculously gorgeous blue-eyed ginger, of course, for completely memorizing me in the two or three scenes she's in including the one scene where she gasps, which is the closest speaking role she has. ...just kidding, although I really do think she deserves more recognition (seriously, I don't think gingers get enough recognition for how beautiful they are, as I've again shared on this very blog before). But really, it's obviously going to be Debby, duh. This is the performance that convinced the network to give her Jessie, after all. Extra Thoughts: - Of course after mentioning that last part I guess I'm obligated to again remind you that my ex-fiancee herself is a ginger so I'm biased (and again, Debby became a fake ginger for the Jessie role so, there). - Speaking of Cowbelles, both that and 16 Wishes feature the song Don't Wanna Grow Up by the band Willknots - Uuugggh Disney Channel commercials from April leading up to the RDMAs are soooo laaaaaame. But I probably only think this because the RDMAs themselves are after-the-fact old news now. - here's a bit of trivia for you: after wishing to become popular, Abby claims that the dads of some girls are planning her birthday party in Las Vegas as they happen to own half of that town. This implies that they're direct descendants of Howard Hughes who quite literally owned half of Vegas (though it's honestly doubtful the writers really knew this at the time). - Abby's driver's license information is the following: ID #073 477 657; Class D (do note that most 16 year olds start off with a Class C license which legally permits them to drive most normal passenger cars - being too lazy to Google it, I don't even know if "Class D" is a thing); no endorsements (minor fun fact: yours truly, the author of this blog, has one endorsement: M, giving legal permission to operate motorcycles); no restrictions; Code 776-36A (whatever that means) and lists her DOB as 7/7/95 (which implies that the movie takes place very specifically on July 7, 2011 - almost exactly 11 months into the future of its original Disney Channel premiere date - and is also contradicted by the fact that in parts of the movie everyone's breath is obviously visible and many trees remain bare as they probably shot it in late February or early March of 2010) and her height as being 5'6" (which is Debby's actual height) and just as Celeste the Birthday Fairy says, the license doesn't expire - The design of the "Coastal State" license plate on Abby's car also implies this takes place in Oregon even though her license actually refers to "Coastal State" as the actual name of the state. - Abby's school, Walnut Grove, is a real school in the Vancouver area where the movie was shot. It's a private school and you can see on their website they're very proud of being the filming location for 16 Wishes. Their mascot actually is the Gators, BTW (as displayed on the school bus and Abby's lifetime lunch pass, which is modeled after the actual Walnut Grove lunch pass. Yes, I go deep into this for you - only on this blog!) - Yeah, I am waaaay behind on Andi Mack. I was hoping to binge on the backlog of episodes up to the latest today for my birthday but...yeah, forget that. We'll be resuming Andi Mack reviews tomorrow. Hopefully. - And obviously this is Part 2 of our Birthday Blog posts today, so, Happy Birthday Debby! (And Happy Birthday Me!)
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paperheartsflyy · 7 years ago
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27 Weeks,
A lot has happened . I MEAN A LOT HAS HAPPENED . Lol . Got a manager position ! Yay ! And I’m in the process of getting a supervisor position . Went from 3 jobs to now 2 and then soon to be just 1 ! But still a lot has happened . Started a relationship with someone local here in Orange County . Didn’t expect him to be Hmong of course .. & many months later !! We are now expecting a mini me !! Yes ! A girl !!!! Him and I had our huge huge huge fights and differences . To where we did take a couple huge breaks / break ups . But with me getting completely kicked out . I had to make some changes and sacrifices . Him and I are still working on it . & I still don’t forgive his family 110% yet for what was said . But it’s getting there . Very very slowly ..
Last few days I got really sick tho . Really sick to where I almost had to go to the ER becus I just had no way of getting better . & I didn’t want to take anymore Tylenol . Tylenol my doctor did say it’s okay . But 3rd day in a row it was a big no for me . And that I chose personally . But this fever was getting worst by the day . It began Friday & it was now Tuesday . I had to call off both my jobs . & rest . His mom massaged medicine into my skin and poked me with a needle through out my body (it’s a Hmong thing I guess) I never heard of it . Becus what my family did was always rub / scrap ginger into our skin . But she did that and I thought that was really nice of her to do so . I didn’t ask at all . I just said it was okay I wanted to sleep it off, because I figured I just needed rest . But she really insisited becus I was in bed all day already . & I looked really pale and did not look good . So it was really nice of her to do so . After that I knocked out . & slept a total of 20 some hours . From Tuesday all the way to Wednesday early afternoon . It was crazy ! I felt a lot better . I felt like my body just needed rest . They said it was the medicine but hey who knows . I’m just relieved I feel better . Becus it was ucky and gross . Not being able to have any energy what so ever .
Other than that I slowly am beginning to see how He treats me . He doesn’t yell at me anymore . But I see that he still curses which gets me and his parents mad still . But he doesn’t yell at me anymore . Idk whether it’s becus I officially moved in with him now what it may be . But I see the changes . This month I’ll be working graveyard all month . & he packs me lunch every night . & some nights I’m having a rough long night he will even have sleeping p jay clothes for me when I come home . I really like and appreciate that . I’ve been so exhausted and such too and since I did get sick for a while he went ahead and help organize and clean the room for me as well . His attitude is changing it’s not there yet where it changes to becoming a dad but it’s getting there . He knows when he gets me mad I’ll ignore him . And he damn right knows I’ll straight up ignore him . & then if he wants to cancel plans I’ll be like fine be my guest . He knows I may be stubborn . But he knows when he is in the wrong too . I’m not saying I’m perfect . I’m just not an argumentive person .
So a lot has happened . It’s crazy how and when it happened but it did ! It’s still a little crazy on how I’m having a baby on the way ! I really want a baby shower too . Becus it’s my first child ever ! Like come on ! But I don’t think it will be happening . Everything happened so fast so soon . & she will be here so soon . I just don’t think it will happen . But oh well I guess . I’m def getting excited and nervous now ! Becus she can seriously be here any moment at any given time ! AH !! But I’m happy she’s a healthy growing active baby ! ☺️ I just hope she looks like me ! Not her dad lol .
It’s funny too becus He and I wanted a boy first . But after a while with me finding out so late and me being constantly constant sick ! I just really really wanted a healthy baby . But I knew he was going to jinx it by being so sure it was a boy . And of course ! It’s a girl ! And honestly even though he still really wanted a boy . I’m really happy she’s just active and healthy ! She’s def going to be a daddy’s girl . And wrapped around his whole world . But that’s a good thing . Whenever he comes around . She like knows it’s her dad and is a firecracker moving around in my tummy . Luckily she doesn’t hurt me yet ! Lol so her moving around it’s okay lol . And he always bugs her in the morning when he wakes up, or on his lunch (when he comes home for his lunch), and when going to bed . He would bug her so much around the morning and evening hours especially she would wake up and move around like crazy ! Like dang kid ! Calm down lol , that’s how I know she’s going to be a daddy’s girl ! Lol . Even me working graveyard ooh she knows lol and she’s like awake and active ! Lol .
But yeah, a lot has happened . 50/50 def. ! But with the holidays coming up I’m excited to see what is in store ! With the family and my baby possible being born on Christmas lol . Let’s see ! Let’s just hope it’s not my birthday lol .. well it’s been a while since I’ve written on tumblr . So let’s see when I will be back again ! ☺️❤️👋🏼
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acciidental · 8 years ago
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ALL of the numbers. All of them.
1: NameSam2: Age213: 3 FearsLetting life pass me by/missing out, inadequacy, my own temporariness 4: 3 things I loveMy friends, my cat, music5: 4 turns onWhy are these questions always in here.. hard pass6: 4 turns offTurns off... again, hard pass7: My best friendI have many - but Phoebe is my ride or die yo (doesn’t mean I don’t love the rest of y’all dearly)8: Sexual orientationPansexual9: My best first dateUh...I haven’t been on many like “official” dates but seeing The Desolation of Smaug was a pretty great night overall, even though I almost died10: How tall am I5′7′’11: What do I missMy cat 12: What time were I bornIn a time when grammar wasn’t this butchered - I actually don’t know the time, but for some reason 7:21 is coming to mind but I don’t know day or night... 13: Favorite colorGrey14: Do I have a crushSuch a bullshit question - no15: Favorite quote“If you’re going through hell, keep going”16: Favorite placeVenice17: Favorite foodPotatoes18: Do I use sarcasmAbsolutely not (fuckin’ duh)19: What am I listening to right nowStay by Zedd20: First thing I notice in new personUsually their shoes tbh 21: Shoe size8 in women’s sizes 7 in men’s22: Eye coloramber (brown)23: Hair colorbrown24: Favorite style of clothingFuckboy aesthetic 25: Ever done a prank call?Dumb ones, yes27: Meaning behind my URLAccidents happen - the best things in life happen to us accidentally28: Favorite movieKingsman29: Favorite songSend Me On My Way by Rusted Root30: Favorite bandTwenty One Pilots31: How I feel right nowTired32: Someone I loveThis is super general - I love a lot of people. Love you Amelia, even if I’m almost 100% certain you’re the bastard that sent me this “ALL THE THINGS” ask33: My current relationship statusSingling no mingling34: My relationship with my parentsShaky35: Favorite holidayHalloween 36: Tattoos and piercing i haveCatilige on left ear, double nostril, and lipI have “Don’t go where I can’t follow”, “Ad astra”, “I am”, “I’m taking over my body”, a serotonin molecule, a ; with a - through it, the antipossession seal from Supernatural, a halfsleeve of trees, and a piece on my thigh of my own design based on Migraine by Twenty One Pilots (it’s complicated to explain in writing)37: Tattoos and piercing i wantToo fucking many - I want my industrial done really bad though, and I’d love to get my ears re-pierced so I can stretch them again38: The reason I joined TumblrI don’t actually know - probably social pressures39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?I fuckin’ hope not, she’s my best friend40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?Like every day, I’m very lucky41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?I don’t even know the last person I actually texted but I’m pretty sure it was Blake and I haven’t kissed Blake - that would be creepy and weird since he’s like twice my age42: When did I last hold hands?In Europe, but for like “HEY LOOK AT THIS LET’S GO THIS WAY” purposes, not like legit hand holding - otherwise the last time I actually held someone’s hand was a while ago43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?Depends - if I actually get ready then like half an hour (shower, clothes, food, pack for the day), but if I “get ready” then like 5 minutes (crawl out of bed, hat, pack)44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?I did actually45: Where am I right now?In my apartment in Turku, Finland46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?Usually I’m the one taking care of people, even if I’m drunk haha - so I got this47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?I like my music loud at appropriate intervals48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?No49: Am I excited for anything?Currently I’m excited for volleyball tonight50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?Yep, quite a few actually51: How often do I wear a fake smile?What kind of bullshit questions are these, honestly - this ain’t some pity party52: When was the last time I hugged someone?Leaving Ark at the airport53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?That’s not my problem because it’s not my business54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?Probably?55: What is something I disliked about today?Waking up early and almost falling asleep before I needed to leave56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?Tyler Joseph57: What do I think about most?I don’t really keep track of the frequency of my thoughts58: What’s my strangest talent?I can do the wave with my tongue59: Do I have any strange phobias?Nope60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?I prefer to be behind it61: What was the last lie I told?I don’t fuckin’ remember - everything kinda blurs together62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?Webcams are easy cuz you can multitask, phones are a little more annoying in that sense63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?Yes and yes64: Do I believe in magic?Uh.. hard to say really65: Do I believe in luck?Yep66: What’s the weather like right now?Snowy, windy, cold67: What was the last book I’ve read?Milk and Honey68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?Absolutely not69: Do I have any nicknames?A few - 5am, samus, sammi, etc70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?I broke my wrist, knocked a vertebrae out of alignment, pinched all the muscles between two vertebrae, and had several impact bruises71: Do I spend money or save it?I tend to save money as much as possible 72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?Nope73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?I guess my candles are kind pink, otherwise there’s a book cover for a textbook that’s also pretty pink74: Favorite animal?Jellyfish75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?On the phone, working on a blog post76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?Something that makes more sense than the phrasing of this question77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?Send Me On My Way by Rusted Root78: How can you win my heart?Also a nonsense question - but I demand respect, kindness, compassion, and empathy79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?“Catch y’all on the flip side” or some shit80: What is my favorite word?I haven’t put a lot of thought into this - but I like the sound of the word “tube”. I guess if I had to pick a favorite word off-hand it would be something simple and vague with many meanings like “if” or “am”81: My top 5 blogs on tumblrfirel1ght, preposterouspotato, bitchcs, tomorrow-is-forever-all-ours, and whatjustwat (I always fuckin butcher the spelling)82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?“Is it really so fucking hard to be compassionate and empathetic to people from all walks of life?”83: Do I have any relatives in jail?I don’t actually know for sure, I can’t keep track of everyone84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?Control over gravitational fields85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?Good question - probably anything revolving around the state of my mental health86: What is my current desktop picture?Dean Winchester87: Had sex?Nope88: Bought condoms?I’ve been GIVEN condoms89: Gotten pregnant?Nope90: Failed a class?Never91: Kissed a boy?Technically yes92: Kissed a girl?Yep93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?I don’t actually know, probably94: Had job?Much work, many jobs, wow95: Left the house without my wallet?Not typically, but it’s happened a couple times96: Bullied someone on the internet?Hell no97: Had sex in public?The fuck - no98: Played on a sports team?Several99: Smoked weed?Yep100: Did drugs?Other than weed and alcohol? No101: Smoked cigarettes?For a short time, unfortunately102: Drank alcohol?Yep103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?Nope104: Been overweight?Yep105: Been underweight?Yep106: Been to a wedding?Yep107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?Pff like every day108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?Guilty as charged109: Been outside my home country?FINALLY110: Gotten my heart broken?What fuckin bullshit 111: Been to a professional sports game?Yes112: Broken a bone?Two apparently (that I know of)113: Cut myself?I mean accidents are bound to happen - I cut my fingernail partly in half the other day114: Been to prom?A couple times115: Been in airplane?Yes116: Fly by helicopter?No, almost though117: What concerts have I been to?Shit here we go... Imagine Dragons, Pat Benetar, June Divided, Framing Hanley, Walk the Moon (x2), The Griswolds (x2), We Came as Romans, Misterwives, Urban Cone, X Ambassadors, All Time Low (x3), Odesza, Purity Ring (x3), Hour 24, Halocene, Bastille (x2), Passion Pit, Brand New, Twenty One Pilots (x2), Halsey, Oh Wonder (x2), Paperwhite, Echosmith, Finnish Ticket, Vinyl Theatre, Chef’Special, Braids, Jai Wolf, Rufus Du Sol (x2), Casian, Knuckle Puck, Real Friends, Bishop Briggs... probably missing some here118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?Yep119: Learned another language?Working on it120: Wore make up?Scarcely 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?No122: Had oral sex?No123: Dyed my hair?Frequently124: Voted in a presidential election?Unfortunately 125: Rode in an ambulance?Too many times126: Had a surgery?Wisdom teeth127: Met someone famous?A few128: Stalked someone on a social network?I creep on people all the time129: Peed outside?Yeah -more than I’m proud to admit130: Been fishing?Mhm131: Helped with charity?Yes!132: Been rejected by a crush?Probably133: Broken a mirror?Not that I know of134: What do I want for birthday?Patches and tattoo money
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