#jarder
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I'm starting to get back into art in a way I consider proper!! I base my life on rules so even if it's restrictive, it's comforting when I feel like it falls in line.
anyways I've been working on practicing my foundation for anatomy and angles. I found some tutorials that had actually helpful advice for building a foundation of how to practice and I'm actually excited about putting it to use. it's been a while since I've actually wanted to pick up a pencil and do anything but I'm working on getting my groove back. it used to be so important to me to make really nice art on a somewhat consistent level (and I used to be more passionate, but I think I can get that back too) but the past few years have really fucking kicked my ass lmao. I hope my 30s are easier than my 20s.
if I had known a good way to practice these things I would have done it as a teen but it's okay if I'm just starting now I think...
#im still practicing talking about my life lol#i lost that skill a while ago but i also eant to connect to others about their life too!!#which im even worse at#so im trying. im trying so hard guys injust gotta try jarder i just gotta keep trying
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#three of my personal favs i just……i don’t fucking know dude this…..is hitting me so much jarder than i thought#Spotify#SoundCloud
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on the one hand it's fuckin cold in this apartment. on the other hand I guess I don't have to worry too much about catching anything from visitors because clearly it is WELL ventilated
#like either replace the windows or turn up the biilding's heat my god#i had resisted a space heater in rhe past but since my circulation is broken i feel cold much jarder now so.#next year probably#just jibbin'#whining tbh
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I'm so alone
#text#we laugh then we choke#im in need f medication thays all but posting feelings good.#i shiuldn make abvent blog nc its brem getting jarder amd jarder to tall about ky feelings#or use my joirnal again maybe#i just. kovenkeepif thek to myself. i sant to have control over my feelings forever. and ghag involves control overntalkijg about them. yo#get ut
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The guy I ride to work with keeps messaging me on the government monitored work IM to litterally say "*cough* *cough* going to feel ill at 10 tonight." And will message me that five times in a row and then be like, no pressure if you want to stay though. Like, my guy you drive the car just tell me when you're leaving. If you just tell me ahead of time I also have the sick time and can notify my supervisor but for the love of God stop playing these games with me!
#he litterally doesnt need to do any of this and would actually be less likely to get in trouble if he just gave his supprvisor heads up#like... hes just making everything jarder on both of us and being very annoying about it
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I DDO adn i dcant go brush it cuase dinner
hair mesy :(
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DAMNIT EDGEWORTH YOURE MAKING THIS JARDER FOR THE BOTH OF US
#I CANT PIT THE FUCKINF CONTROLER DOWN#PLEASE I NEED TO SAVE MY BELOVEED...............#3 HOURS INTO THE NEW EPISODE........#PLEASE EDGELWRTH LET ME DEFEND YOU#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#I LOVE UOU MAN 😕😕😕😕😕😕😕#egdeworth x reader slowburn real no t fake#finn yaps 🎀
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tumblr should make it jarder to accidentally unfollow
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okay for future janet DONT WAT DONR EAT DONTTTT EATTTTT YOU’RE GONNA HATE YOURSELF EVEN JARDER DONRRRR you’ll start to think “what’s the point of even doing this if all i feel is pain” U WANT TO BE SKINNY. SLINNY FOR DRIVERS ED. SKINNY FOR THE POOL. SKINNY FOR YOUR FRIENDS. SKINNY FOR CHICAGO. SKINNY FOR SCHOOL. don’t you want ppl to notice and point it out so u can deny it and feel their concern??? don’t u want that?? to be sick, to die?? like cmon this is a free ticket out and u ain’t doing shit. when all hell breaks loose it’s not like ur gonna whip out rope a knife or pills u pussy not only will u have a respectable bod but u could die. even tho u way not want to know what’s stopping u from wanting to later? u know how emotional u get sometimes. so do this for ur own good bc eating makes u feel fucking weak and miserable like don’t do it trust me
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Once @wifesnightmare has decided to ruin your marriage by draining those married balls of yours and let you wife and daughter suffer and make them cry, she will make you to set all your notifications to fully visible and to put your phone in the middle of the table during family dinners (display up)
She just keeps sending teasing stuff for you, making your dick jarder and harder, while you see wifey and this beta teen squirm in fear about the things they will have to go through next time @wifesnightmare rings the door bell.
How's your doggie game? 🌷🌷
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Slightly drunk but happy new year everyone!
The chickens are happy dw
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i feel kind of conflicted (in the ‘it’s a bit unfulfilling’ way) abt the past 15 chs of bllk for some reason :(
#moon talks#i think partially it’s the pacing like i caught up to the recent arc n am reading it weekly now but it’s during one of the SLOWEST arcs for#the story which i get; like it’s one of those learning walls for jim ig and it’s jarder when eberyone is getting instructions and experienci#ng growth but you#but also it’s odd bc you switch from this long period of frustration to this sudden period of growth and tbf it’s not sudden bc he’s always#had the capability of meta vision but i personally feel like the intensity of it was written too compactly?#ig my gripe is that the period of fristration and helplessness felt so long for 1sagi (i am censoring bc i absolutely do jot want this in#the tags) was so long w/out much inkling of hope ;; maybe i’ll reread and my opinion will change thi#also ??? this is super nitpicky but i don’t particularly enjoy the bigger font and how predominant it has been in the past few chapters LOL#i ttoally get that it’s supposed to represent his current train of thought (almost like stream of consciousness) in a manga way but it feels#cluttered and almost a bit clumsy? again i could totally be singling out this series LNAndjjs i just genuinely dk why i’m so bothered this#time around 😭 actually it might be bc i miss his dynamic w his friends#like that usually would lighten up the tone a bit or make things a bit faster to read but now there isn’t much to cut tjrohgh his frustratio#n in relation to his growth bc they’re now obstacles rather than potential allies or a wall to bounce off of#yhis prob is where the series rlly hits the whole egoism thing and where the elimination of characters will rlly hit me huh LOL#i’m…… v nervous but also i can’t wait to move on from this arc 🧎🏻♀️
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liking nijisanji comes with such a bittersweet feelings AT TIMES.
Most of the times im just laughing and enjoying the content i get from them 10/10 you're all so hardworking beloveds
But sometimes watching nijisanjiEN and their interactions with the recent off Collab too it feels bittersweet
I'm happy and yet a bit bitter (not in a jealous way, it's hard to describe tbh) feeling swells up when i see how well and great these wonderful people connect to each other and they're having fun with each other.
it's a small part of me that feels a bit dejected about it considering how bad my past friendships has gone when all i wanted was something akin to what they have, even just a fraction of it.
and the realization that: ah, it's as easy as that.
#rants#there's a lot of emotions running through me at the moment#i have one irl friend where i can feel like this closeness like i see how nijisanjiEN is#i just wish that i had a few more but lord its hard#So much jarder than i wished
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Well you should just try and suck harder
im sorry. im so fucked up i should just pull my tits up jarder and push my head down lower ur right..
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