#jaewon fanfic

[niniwritesxo]

‘we’re teaming up’

nam-gyu x fem reader pt.2 —> will you let me hit?

summary:

as a smart kid you used to tutor a lot of troubled kids back in the days, what happens when one of them happens to save your life?

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The announcement of the third game came with chilling simplicity: “The next game is Mingle, you must find someone and pair up. Those unpaired at the end of the timer will be eliminated’

The room exploded into chaos as players scrambled to secure their survival. You stood at the edge of the room, your mind racing. You had made it through the first two games alone, keeping your head down and avoiding alliances. But now, that strategy was useless. You needed someone.

Nam-gyu leaned against a far wall, watching the chaos unfold with his usual air of disdain. He wasn’t worried. People always gravitated toward him, whether it was out of desperation or because they believed his confident smirk meant he had a plan.

He scanned the room lazily, sizing up potential partners. Then his gaze landed on you.

His stomach twisted.

It had been years, but he recognized you instantly. You were his old tutor, the one who had spent hours trying to drill knowledge into his thick skull. The one who constantly called him out for cutting corners, for cheating, for thinking charm could get him everything he wanted.

He hated you for it.

You had always looked down on him, he thought bitterly, like you were better than him just because you were smarter. Seeing you here, desperate and vulnerable, stirred something ugly inside him.

“217,” he muttered under his breath, shaking his head. Of course, you’d end up here.

Nam-gyu’s gaze followed you as you moved cautiously through the crowd, trying to find a partner. You were struggling, your wary demeanor making it clear you didn’t trust anyone. The timer was ticking down, and it was obvious you were running out of options.

He should feel satisfied, he thought. Watching you squirm like this, it was almost poetic.

But then he saw two larger players cornering you, their voices low and menacing. You tried to stand your ground, but they weren’t backing off.

Nam-gyu clenched his jaw.

He didn’t owe you anything. If anything, he should be glad to see you fail. But as much as he hated you, the thought of watching you get eliminated like this, scared, cornered. It made him sick.

“Damn it,” he muttered, pushing off the wall and making his way toward you.

The two players looked up as Nam-gyu approached, his expression dark. “Back off,” he said sharply.

One of them sneered. “What’s it to you?”

Nam-gyu smirked, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “You really want to waste time on this when the clock’s ticking?”

The two players exchanged glances before backing off, muttering curses under their breath.

You stared at Nam-gyu, stunned. “Why—”

“Don’t,” he snapped, cutting you off. “Don’t make this into something it’s not.”

He grabbed your wrist, pulling you closer. “We’re teaming up,” he said bluntly. “Not because I want to, but because I’m not stupid enough to let someone else grab you first.”

You bristled, your pride warring with your survival instinct. “I didn’t ask for your help.”

“Good,” he said coldly. “I didn’t want to give it.”

The loudspeaker blared: “One minute remaining.”

You hesitated, your gaze searching his face. For a moment, you thought he might let you go, might walk away and leave you to fend for yourself. But then his grip tightened, and he pulled you toward the center of the room.

When the timer hit zero, you found yourself paired with Nam-gyu.

When the round ended Nam-gyu didn’t bother to look at you as he walked out of the small room, his expression unreadable. But as much as he hated you, he couldn’t shake the nagging feeling that saving you had been the right choice.

[stollengoods]

Chapter 1

Your Love is My Drug

Nam-gyu x fem! Reader

Warnings: drugs, cursing, and slight pda

Summary: Thanos wants you to join their team, Nam-gyu could care less until he finds out that you’re not how you appear to be…

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“Hello, Señorita~”

You turned around, your heart hammering in your chest. Sincerely hoping the person speaking wasn’t talking to you.

A tall man had approached you, his hair a vibrant shade of purple.

‘Fuck’ you thought.

“How are you, sweetheart ?” His face softened giving you a small smile.

You gave him the best smile you could muster given the circumstances.

“I’m fine.” You manage to squeak out. God if your face wasn’t fire engine red right now.

“Dude, c’mon.” A slender man appeared next to him, his eyes slid towards you for a brief moment, with a sigh he continued, “We already have enough females on our team.”

The purple haired man scoffed before looking at him, “We have one.”

“Exactly. One too many.” He glared at you, “She’s too soft anyways I can sense it. Like the Pillsbury Doughboy, you touch his stomach and he laughs.”

His friend blinked his eyes rapidly, “Bro what the fuck are you saying ?”

You smiled, letting out a small giggle.

“See what’d I’d tell you ?”

The purple haired guy rolled his eyes and looked back at you, “Nice to meet you I’m Thanos, the destroyer of worlds, and you Ms. ?”

He stretched out a hand with rainbow colored finger nails, you shook it rather quickly. “I’m y/n…”

Out of the corner of your eye, the greasy haired man was starring at you again, but mainly at your chest.

“-And I’m Nam-gyu.” You thought he was reaching out a hand for you to shake as well but instead his hand made contact with your heart shaped locket.

You froze, his face a near few inches from yours now. Your eyes on his as his finger nails traced the shape of the locket.

“Whatcha got here ?” His voice was low and you hadn’t realized you were holding your breathe until you tried answering him but nothing came out.

Thanos placed a hand on his shoulder and Nam-gyu crept back, smiling sheepishly as the locket slipped through his fingers settling between your breast again.

Still from a bit of shock from someone invading your personal space you couldn’t think of anything to say, mindlessly your fingers opened the clasp to your locket and showed them what’s inside.

For some reason you wanted to show that you weren’t a weakling like Nam-gyu was taking you for and the other part was to lowkey impress them.

They both looked at each other, Nam-gyu practically salivating and Thanos with his eyebrows raised.

Looking back at the locket Thanos replied “I think I’m in love.” While reaching into his jacket and pulling out his own cross shaped locket and popping it open.

You smiled at each other, then you closed your clasp facing Nam-gyu.

“You’re right, I’m waaayy to mellow for you guys-“

Nam-gyu touched your shoulder, giving you a half assed smile, “Oh c’mon I was joking. Girls can take jokes right ?”

Thanos side eyed his friend.

“Please stop touching me.” You monotoned, shrugging off his hand.

Thanos chuckled, “Welcome to the Thanos world my friend.” His deep voice was cheerful and inviting as you guys fist bumped.

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You sat next to Semi on Thanos’ bed with Thanos at the edge of the bed in front of you guys. Min-su and Nam-gyu sat on the stairs next to you guys.

Thanos made you guys go around saying what your name was, where you were from, and how old you all were. “Team building exercises” he called them.

“Bro this is laaame.” Nam-gyu complained.

“We need our teamwork tight, if we plan on making it to the end of this.”

“Ughhh.” Nam-gyu rolled his eyes, “This sounds like an AA meeting-“

“You would know.” Semi retorted under her breathe.

Nam-gyu’s eyes narrowed, “What’d you say you lil bitch ?”

Your face grew hot from their little confrontation but Thanos shut it down quickly.

“Nam-gyu.” He warned.

“Dude she started it !”

Semi laughed, “You sound like such a child.”

You could see Thanos rub a hand down his face in frustration.

“Enough. Both of you.” His deep voice turned stern, silencing any retort Nam-gyu was fixing to throw her way.

Just then the speakers went off telling the players the next game would be starting in 10 minutes.

Nam-gyu smiled giving Thanos a knowing look as he opened up his cross.

“Oh god, c’mon Min-su.” Semi said, getting up from the bed grabbing his hand, she turned around suggesting that you could go with them.

“I’m fine.” You replied to her with a shy smile. She returned it giving you a slight bow before they walked off.

“More for us.” Nam-gyu squealed as he greedily took the pill Thanos gave him.

“What is it ?” You asked Thanos.

His eyes lit up with amusement, how could such a shy sweet girl like you do hard core drugs like them ?

“To be honest, I’m not even completely sure myself.” He popped one into his mouth, before quickly swallowing it. “But if I had to compare it to anything, it’s like a mix of adderall with ecstasy.”

You felt your insides bubble with excitement, your drug of choice was cocaine so this was perfect for you.

“Can I try one ?”

The amusement in his eyes was replaced with uncertainty.

You took out a pill from your locket, “I’ll trade you. It’s cocaine, works like a charm, I promise.”

“I don’t know…” Thanos looked concerned.

Nan-gyu tried holding back his laughter, “See even you think she can’t handle it. She’s weak.” He spat.

Thanos punched Nam-gyu in the thigh, “Shut the fuck up.”

“Ahh shit.” Nam-gyu cursed under his breathe rubbing his leg. “Sorry…”

“I don’t think your weak y/n-“

“I know it’s fine.” You were embarrassed as hell and just wanted to change the awkward tension in the room.

Nam-gyu reached over and took a pill from Thanos before settling next to you.

“You little junkie-“ Thanos sat up reaching over to take his pill back.

“Hey ! It’s for y/n, chill out.”

You sharply inhaled, your shoulders practically touching his.

Nam-gyu tilts his head to the side, “Are you sure you can handle this y/n ?”

He’s testing you, that little shit. You can’t back out now, not that you wanted to.

You nodded your head.

His eyebrows shot up for a second, he was challenging you. “Okay say ‘ahhh’.”

God you wanted to slap that goofy ass grin off his face. Instead you inch your face closer to his, laying your hand on top of his thigh for better support, you open your mouth sticking out your tongue blinking up at him innocently waiting for him to feed it to you.

His eyes looked down at your hand placement for a split second as he shifted himself.

You could almost laugh at the way his face immediately changed, clearing his throat he placed the pill on your tongue.

You maintained eye contact with him as you chewed the pill and then swallowed it.

You removed your hand from his leg, and turned your attention back to Thanos who was smirking watching you two.

“Mmm, I love it !” You exclaimed already feeling the effects start to build up in your system. “It taste like cherry.”

“Will the players please line up, the next game is about to start.” The speakers cackled.

The fun was about to began.

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(A/N): I’m so excited to write this fic, I hope you all enjoy it !!

[gnstay]

To Love Again

Summary: Namgyu joined the deadly Squid Game to pay off debts and win back his ex-fiancée, Y/N, only to find she’s also a participant. Amid the danger, they confront their past, and love again.

Warnings: Substance abuse, stealing & betrayal, emotional conflict, cussing, angst, fluff (?) etc!

Characters: Namgyu x GN! Reader *Y/N*

Now Playing… Motel Whore - Nessa Barrett

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Namgyu, a struggling club promoter buried in debt after years of failed gigs and poor decisions, is desperate to turn his life around. He needs the money, after all—he’d spent most of it on drugs and alcohol. But that wasn’t the only thing on his mind. Even with his financial problems weighing heavily on him, they didn’t compare to how much he thought of you. Namgyu joined the games to win, to return with enough money to provide the comfort and luxuries you both wanted—and so desperately needed. However, he knew it wasn’t going to be easy. After all, you were his ex-fiancée.

When Namgyu was invited to join the Squid Game with the promise of an enormous cash prize, he saw it as his only chance at redemption.

As Namgyu navigated through the brutal games, he was shocked to discover you were also a participant. Driven by your own financial troubles after the engagement was called off, you had found yourself here, just as desperate. Determined to win you back, Namgyu threw himself into dangerous situations to protect you, often clumsily flirting in the midst of life-threatening chaos. Despite your history and the emotional scars from the broken engagement, it soon became clear that you both still loved each other while fighting to survive together.

It was difficult to repress your feelings for Namgyu. You avoided his eyes, his flirting, and any other advances he made. You wanted nothing to do with him at first. He had stolen money from you multiple times before to feed his addiction to drugs and alcohol. The final straw came when you caught him stealing for the third time. You had thought you were marrying a good, caring man, someone who only had eyes for you. Instead, his real love had been drugs.

Sure, during your relationship with Namgyu, you had known about his drug use. You both weren’t perfect, but your relationship wasn’t miserable, and it still wasn’t without its cracks. You had trusted and cared for him so much, even when he tried to push you away. But when you discovered he had stolen from you—not just once, but multiple times—you called off the engagement in hurt and betrayal.

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Three Months Ago:

Y/N: I can’t believe you, Namgyu.

Namgyu: What are you talking about?!

Y/N: Don’t play stupid with me! The money I had in my account—it’s all gone. I can’t believe you stole from me.

Namgyu: What the hell are you talking about?

Y/N: Don’t even begin to lie to me. I already know the truth.

Namgyu: I- I.. was going to return it! I just needed it for a little while.

Y/N: ‘You were going to return it’? That’s your excuse, Namgyu? I know this isn’t the first time you’ve stolen from me, too.

Namgyu: … I needed it for drugs, okay?

Y/N: Are you serious? So your solution was to steal from me? From the person who trusted and loves you the most? I’m your fiancée, for fuck’s sake!

Namgyu: I wasn’t trying to hurt you… It’s just—look, I can fix this—

Y/N: ‘Fix this’? By lying to me and stealing my money? That’s your idea of fixing things?

Namgyu: I messed up, okay? I’m sorry. I’ll do whatever it takes to make it right.

Y/N: Sorry isn’t enough, Namgyu. You’ve broken something between us, and I don’t think it can be fixed.

Namgyu: Please don’t do this… I lo—

Y/N: I’m done, Namgyu. I’ve always supported you, and this is the thanks I get? If you think I’m going to handle any more of your crap, take your ring back.

Namgyu: Baby, please… wait, please—

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Present:

In the end, against all odds, you both survived the games. When the final votes added up to “X,” the players sighed in relief. You sat on your bed, eating your last meal, when Namgyu approached with a nervous chuckle.

Namgyu: You know, this whole ‘life-or-death’ thing really makes you rethink your priorities. I… I’ve been thinking about us.

Y/N: Namgyu, don’t start. This isn’t the time for your romantic speeches.

Namgyu: I’m serious, Y/N. I know I screwed up. I was selfish, irresponsible, and… I took you for granted. But seeing you here, fighting through all this—Y/N, you’re everything I wanted to be but never could. I don’t deserve you, I know that. But I still—

Y/N: Namgyu, stop saying you don’t deserve me. I’m not some perfect saint. I made mistakes, too. I wanted you to succeed so badly I didn’t see how much pressure I put on you. But… I never stopped loving you.

Namgyu: You… never stopped loving me?

Y/N: No, you idiot. I just didn’t know how to deal with the pain when we fell apart. But now… seeing you here, risking everything—risking yourself—I see the man I fell in love with again.

Namgyu: Really? Are you saying there’s still hope for us?

Y/N: We made it out alive, yeah? We’ll figure it out.. together this time.

Namgyu: I promise, Y/N. When we get out of here, I’ll spend the rest of my life making it up to you. No more running away. No more excuses.

Y/N: And no more drugs! But let’s wait a while before getting engaged again. We’ll get through this, Namgyu. Together.

Hand in hand, you left the game arena with a newfound understanding of love and resilience.

Years later, after rebuilding your lives together, Namgyu surprised you with a heartfelt proposal—this time ready to face life’s challenges as a team. You said yes! And your love story became one of hope and love again.

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Note: Hi everyone! This is my first time writing a fanfic like this, and I’m still figuring out how to use Tumblr. I’d love to create a masterlist, but I’m not sure how to do that just yet. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this little story! Feel free to follow me on TikTok for more content. Thank you! ♡︎

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[come-as-you-are-111]

Doomed by the narrative

Warnings: squid game gore, gut wrenching angst.

I think that’s it! Enjoy!

Star had always told Nam-Gyu that their friendship was ‘Doomed By the Narrative’. It was a common joke between them.

Nam-Gyu just told her to stop reading those ‘Delusional’ books. That they would always be together, through and through.

That lasted many many years, through childhood, high school and even into adult hood.

But one thing that always pricked her continuous was, best friends like them never get the happy ending.

They had first noticed each other during Red Light, Green Light. He had ran to her, shouting how she shouldn’t be here and how it isn’t safe.

From then on he swore he would protect her, that they would both make it out alive.

They stuck together, along with Thanos and his group. They’d all made it though the first two games, everyone sticking together with no problem.

The third game came around, Mingle. It was all really nerve racking. The creepy child like music and the moving carousel they had to stand on.

“4!”

The voice called out, Nam-Gyu gripped your hand, standing next to Thanos as he tries to figure out who to take.

“Gyeoun-Su, your out!” He kicks Player 256 in the chest, knocking the poor guy down

“Let’s go!” Thanos yell’s, running to a room with you, Nam-Gyu, and Min-su following behind.

You barely make it into a room, 3 seconds sparred as you guys hold the door closed.

“1!”

The voice says, gun shots ringing out mere seconds after.

“Wait,” Thanos says “where did you guys leave Gyeoung-Su?” He asks, pushing Nam-Gyu harshly out of the way. Looking out the slot in the door, seeing his friend be shot and killed.

“Gyeoung-Su!” He yells “You left him to die, dumbass” you mutter under your breath.

Thanos whips around at your voice “What did you say?” He steps closer to you, trying to intimidate you. That is before Nam-Gyu steps in between you both.

“It’s not worth fighting,” Nam-Gyu says harshly to Thanos.

The door finally unlocked, letting the four out.

The next couple rounds go by fine, all of them surviving.

The carousel starts spinning again, that damned song playing again.

“Dunggeulge dunggeulge”

“Dunggeulge dunggeulge”

“Binggeulbinggeul doragamyeo chumeul chupsida”

It sings once more.

You can feel Nam-Gyu’s grip tighten around your hand, you both looking at each other.

It stops again.

“2!”

Thanos grabs min-su, the two running to a room.

You and Nam-Gyu run to a bright green room, his grip never faltering against yours.

That it until you feel your hair get ripped back, pushing you to the ground.

“Star!” You hear Nam-Guy’s voice through all the screaming.

He gets shoved into the room by the person who grabbed your hair.

You quickly get up, running to the door in hopes of in.

The clicks of all the doors locking rings in your ears.

“N-Nam-Gyu-“ you say through broken sobs.

“Star! No-no!” He rattles the door, as if trying to rip it off its hinges

“I love you Nam-“ you voice is cut off by a loud BANG!

Everything goes black.

Tears flood Nam-Gyu’s eyes “Star-“ he sobs, watching your lifeless body get taken away in the black and pink box.

You both really were doomed by the narrative.

A/n: Hi my lil monsters! I just wanted to make yall cry today soooo hope that worked out! Don’t worry, fluff it gonna be coming after this! Hope yall have a great day! especially after reading this

Love ya always - Twilight

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[blubanis]

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[talistheintrovert]

The Eighth Sense post-canon drabbles because I'm so obsessed with them I'm going to chew my way through my bedframe if I don't get it out of my system.

Chapter 1: Jaewon introduces Jihyun to his friends and Taehyung doesn't understand why Jihyun gets on with everybody except him.

Read it HERE!!

[heretherebedork]

My Nightmare Ending for The 8th Sense.

There's a timeskip, a few years, and then we open on a tracking shot of JiHyun at work in a graphic design firm. The shot is from behind and just enough is shown to identify him, shoulder and back and a bit of hair, looking at what he's seeing.

The day is winding down and everyone is excitedly planning drinks and dinner after work... but JiHyun is not invited and does not seek out their attention, slipping out the door and into the busy street while they talk.

And then silence starts to follow him as he heads home. Everything is quieter and quieter until he enters a silent apartment, the only sound the door closing behind him.

He doesn't stop as he heads in, finally sentient his bedroom. There's a fish tank there, the decorations all surfboards across the bottom and tiny fish darting among them.

JiHyun sits on his bed and then slowly lies back without the camera moving until it begins to track his hands, following as he reaches up the wall to reveal two framed sketches... his and JaeWon's from the Han River Park.

His fingers ghost across JaeWon's sketch and then the shot, still silent, cuts to black.

And fades back in on JaeWon. Same angle as before, behind and just enough to identify him. He is working in an office and enrich is taking to him, complimenting him, inviting him out to drinks and dinner and he accepts the offers without hesitation.

We follow him on and off through his night, never in silence but never understanding what anyone is saying either, just a constant noise and unclear words and drinks and music as the night grows later.

And then he's finally going home, but it's loud there too, no silence even as he heads up the stairs to his bedroom.

There's a fish tank there, a huge one, but there's nothing personal or decorative in it. Just fish and water and it's still loud, though more and more the sounds are muffled.

The shot stays in the fish tank as JaeWon bends down and disappears from the frame, leaving us to follow his actions through the creak of a drawer and the shuffle of paper until he sits back up and we see what he was getting.

It's the sketch JiHyun did of him surfing. It's older, a bit bent, there are little tear marks in some of the lines, this has obviously been with him but hidden for a long time.

The house sounds are still present as he runs his fingers along the lines of the sketch. He is never alone, but even more, but the wish for that is apparent.

Cut to black, fade to credits.

[undressedheartsblog]

I WOULD NEVER FALL UNLESS IT'S YOU I FALL INTO (seo jaewon/kim jihyun) - The Eighth Sense

* Post-Canon

* Comfort

* Cute

[come-as-you-are-111]

Real.

this is a joke for obvious reasons🥰🥰

#namgyu

[midnite-c6]

After reading ur patient!namgyu fanfic I was just wondering if you could pretty please w a cherry on top write a fic about Seowan !! Doesnt have to be doctor x patient, I just need more fics w my beloved Seowan 🔥🔥 have a great day/noon/night!

i haven't seen any fics about seo-wan, it makes me so sad, but here's oneDJFH also, i added squid game tags because i want more nam-gyu lovers to see roh jaewon's character in daily dose of sunshine!! FIRST NON SQUIDGAME FIC .. my fav schizo TT.

kim seo-wan x reader !! <3 warnings: fluff , angst ?! , mentions of mental illness </3

つ⁠｡⁠☆ he's your study buddy!! both of you couldn't pass the exams the first time and you guys bonded over that. the two of you would sit next to each other when the professors lecturing about a lesson, since you both share the interest of being determined in passing the exams this year, there wouldn't be alot of talking during a lecture, but afterwards he's actually quite talkative!

he would also share his notes, giving you a bunch of sticky notes, all of them would have silly random doodles and small comments about how "you can do it!"

you manage to even hang out with him after classes ..which still includes studying, but you told him he needs to let lose, even for a little while. eating noodles in those small shops on the sidewalk, visiting libraries, and if you feel like your falling behind in studies, he would share the other side of his headset, making you listen to the lecture he found on youtube.

a new store would open up right next to the university, because the lessons were tiring and obsessing over the tests is unhealthy, the two of you decide to explore. it was actually a computer-shop.

since then, it's been you and seo-wan's new hobby, to play videogames for hours after lectures, how you were practically his pocket healer, how you two can't play alone without the other right by their side.

this newly-shared interest has gotten you two alot closer, you'd even ask him out, gratefully, the feelings are mutual, kim seo-wan is a simple man. now there'd be long sessions of kissing inside his small apartment, cosplaying, the two of you didn't have alot of money, but this was enough.

video games became a part of your life, one to escape reality. but unfortunately, this hit a little bit harder for kim seo-wan. you'd notice how he wouldn't take the time to study anymore. of course, as the concerned lover you are, you would remind him all the time, but he just wouldn't budge.

his parents were nice, they'd always treat you like you were family, even cooking dinner or lunch for you whenever you come over. since you haven't seen seo-wan in awhile, you'd ask them, only to find out your boyfriend has been sent to a psychiatric unit.

you would visit him everyday, telling him about your day, and asking about his. his day was filled with thinking of you, playing ping-pong with the other patients, and this fantasy world he lives in. but whenever you were too busy to visit, he'd be extra depressed inside the hospital and says he has ran out of mana. </3

you were always intrigued whenever he would tell you about his visions. his stories contain that you were truly his 'mediator', and that you're there in his life to save him. "this is very unprofessional, oh my dear.. mediator, but i'm inlove with you, for you make me look forward to explore even the darkest caves or the highest mountains." he'd take your hand to place a soft kiss on-top. he had forgotten your previous relationship before, atleast he still loves you in the new world he's living in.

you'd end up taking the test without him, but you'd never talk about it in the hospital, you know he needs more time.

in the end, you two agree upon each other to fight the fire dragon together, whatever the future may hold. because, as he confidentally says: "once i've saved up enough mana and leveled up all my armor, i choose you to come with me. you're the only one i can trust in defeating the fire dragon. i will protect you with all my life, my dear mediator!"

i'm sobbing just thinking about this bye ☹️☹️☹️ was gonna do nsfw parts too as i usually do but like i was too up in my feelings LMAOFHBRK trust im gonna post sum nsfw story next 🤞🏻

[90sloverwithinsomnia]

12 Steps of Christmas - Chapter 3/12

This is one of many archived fanfics featuring 1st and 2nd generation K-pop acts that I've come across recently. It's all in good fun, and maybe a bit cringeworthy! Just to clarify, I don't post fanfics, so I hope to the people that post and read K-pop fanfics makes sense. Credits go out to the original creator hgiel.

*Note: Nothing in their post will change (unless necessary), other than being posted here, and the (Link) will be provided to the page that i found it on.

Characters:

Moon Hee joon, Ahn Chilhyun (Kangta), An Seung Ho (Tony), Lee Jaewon, Jang Woohyuk, Kim Jong Il, Jong Min, Vanness Wu

Summary:

The 12 hours of an H.O.T Christmas.

Chapter 3 - 4:00AM-5:00AM

Time: 4:04AM Location: Hee Jun’s house Sub-Location: Hee Jun’s dream

Hee Jun stands under a water fall, flexing his muscles when the ninjas attack. The surround him at all sides and kick him in the testicles.

Hee Jun wakes up suddenly, grabbing his crotch. “Shit, I got to pee.” He mutters, getting out of bed and rushes into the bathroom to urinate.

Time: 4:22AM Location: Jae Won’s house

Jae Won holds the phone in the crook of his neck while watching Jem’s Christmas Caper.

Suddenly, his Christmas tree falls over onto his TV, and their both burst into flames.

Time: 4:23AM Location: Hee Jun’s house

Hee Jun stands over the toilet, still urinating.

Time: 4:53AM Location: Military Base, Barracks

The doors to the barracks burst open and Woo Hyuk’s platoon’s drill sargent stomps inside.

“Everyone up!” He yells. “Merry Fucking Christmas! Time for war games!”

Time: 5:11AM Location: Hee Jun’s house

Hee Jun is still urinating.

Time: 5:25AM Location: Kang Ta’s house

Kang Ta stands on his roof with his arms outstretched, singing. Slowly, but surely, birds flock to him, joining in his song.

Time: 5:36AM Location: Hee Jun’s house

Still urinating.

Time: 5:42AM Location: Military Base

Tony gets inside the grounds and finds Woo Hyuk just as he is being handed a gun.

“Here are your weapons. Team A will have red paint balls in their guns, Team B has blue. Shoot to kill! This is Christmas! Do it for Jesus!”

Tony waits in the shadows to make any move.

Time: 5:53AM Location: Jae Won’s house

Jae Won’s fire extinguisher and tears finally get the fire out. He decides to go out and walk his depression off.

Time: 5:59AM Location: Hee Jun’s house

Hee Jun shakes himself dry and heads back to bed.

[niniwritesxo]

‘pretty’ pt.4

nam-gyu x fem reader

warnings: degradation, cursing, nam-gyu is kind of mean, unprotected sex & reader is a sub.

——

how did you even end up here? standing against a cold and hard toilet stall, nam-gyu’s hand roughly grabbing the back of your neck holding your head straight.

he looked you up and down, it almost looked like he was inspecting you or something.

‘‘let go of me fuckface’’ you say trying to push him off.

‘‘you have somewhere to be..?’’ he starts, looking for a stupid comment he can annoy you with.

‘‘player 333 waiting for you?’’ he puts his left hand to his eyes, acting like he is crying. mocking myung-gi.

‘‘he has a name you kn-’’ you start defending player 333 in an instant.

it’s not like you guys were best friends but he was like the only normal person to you.

something in nam-gyu exploded, you can’t tell what it is though.

‘‘you are such a bitch you know that right?, always talking about other men’’ he spits, disgusts in his eyes at the mention of the other men’s name.

it sounds insane but..is he jealous?

no way, nam-gyu hated everything that had to do with you.

‘‘sit down’’ he demanded of you, looking around seeming to search for an idea.

for some reason you obey and sit down on that stupid toilet again, the look in his eyes seemed serious and you were curious about what was about to happen.

nam-gyu unbuckled his belt and undid his pants, showing his boxers. his right hand coming up towards your chin, lifting it up.

‘‘whatever you do, i need you to keep your eyes on me’’ he begins, expecting you to take his request serious.

he quickly reaches into his boxers and takes out his cock, stroking it a little before he starts again.

‘‘open your mouth’’ he says looking into your eyes, still stroking his member.

before you can realize what he said he already showed his cock in your mouth, holding the back of your neck again so you can swallow all 7 inches.

you feel yourself gagging as he thrusts into your mouth again and again, you feel like you are suffocating but in a good way.

for some reason you managed to keep eye contact with him.

‘‘you are doing so good for me’’ he says looking down at you with nothing but lust in his eyes.

after a few minutes you look up at him again.

you notice his legs are starting to tremble under your touch, he breaks the eye contact looking up at the ceiling.

‘‘fuck fuck just one more plea-’’ he suddenly says out of breath, his chest rising and falling in rapid, uneven bursts.

was he about to beg? no fucking way.

that’s when you feel it, warm liquid entering your mouth, escaping through the side of your mouth.

he looks at you with a almost warning gaze, practically telling you to swallow his cum. you follow his instructions and swallow it, closing your eyes at the taste.

‘what a slut you are huh?’’ he finishes his sentence proudly smirking at the insult.

you tightly squeeze together your thighs at the nickname, the way he was throwing around these insults was doing way more to you than you would like to admit.

who knew a guy like nam-gyu could make you feel this embarassed and good at the same time.

without noticing your body reacted to the sounds nam-gyu made, every grunt, moan or even deep breath he took made you react, it was either a whimper or another sound you were trying to hide.

nam-gyu notices the quick twitches and noises coming from you, he looks down at you and demands you to open your tracksuit.

you slowly take off the jacket, kind off embarrassed by the action. you haven’t had such a intimate moment with a men in forever.

‘‘hurry the fuck up y/n’’ he says almost annoyed, you notice the impatience in his voice.

you get flustered by the name calling and try to hurry up, you hate to admit it but you need it so bad right now.

you felt like a horny teenage girl right now.

——

‘‘fuck,, you feel good y/n’’ nam-gyu manages to let out pounding into your wet cunt.

you hated how wet he made you beforehand, it was the way he worded things. it was so fucking hot.

‘‘i bet that dumb bitch ex boyfriend of yours can’t fuck you like this huh?’’

you hear what he is saying but you can’t respond, the constant ramming into you is making you lose your mind, you are still sitting on the toilet and are confused how he is able to fuck you in this position, but it’s working so you are not complaining.

‘‘i- i-’’ you try to start, your eyes rolling back at the satisfaction you are feeling in this moment.

‘‘fucking talk,, y/n, are you good for anything besides fucking anyway?’’ he spits, grabbing your ponytail harshly still trusting into you.

‘‘n-no nam-gyu’’ you manage to answer wincing as he pulls your hair back.

‘‘that’s what i thought bitch’’ he responds, not thinking twice before slapping your ass.

after a few minutes of pounding, wincing and whimpering, you hear nam-gyu behind you.

‘‘i am about to- about to cum y/n fu-’’ as he tries to finish his sentence it has already happened he came, inside you.

fuck.

you quickly stand up straight, facing him.

‘‘no fucking way nam-gyu you didn-’’ you say looking at him in shock.

‘‘oh there is the y/n i know’’ he responds, his smirk showing.

he leans in a whispers.

‘‘i had to show you that you couldn’t get fucked better than this, so don’t go looking for it somewhere else.’ he says with a warning in his voice. probably referring to myung-gi.

you get dressed and walk out of the stall, when you stand in front of mirror you try to make yourself look as reasonable as possible.

nam-gyu goed to stand besides you checking his hair, checking himself out it seems like.

‘‘that was fun’’ he says looking at you in the mirror, he then turns to you and fixes your hair for you.

‘‘pretty’’ he simply states, exiting the bathroom.

what the actual fuck just happened.

———

(this is my first time writing smut guys lol, also english is not my first language)

[z-haven]

Tagged by @becomingabeing (hi! )to answer these questions and then to tag nine people to get to know better.

last song: Roar by The Boyz.

currently watching: Dead Friend Forever, Cherry Magic Th, The Apothecary Diaries, Solo Leveling

three ships: YaiJom (I Feel You Linger In The Air), AlanJeff (Pit Babe the series) and Jaewon x Jihyun (The Eighth Sense)

favourite colour: Black. But also purple and then blue (I'm drawn to cool colours and even the colour red).

currently consuming: I'm having lunch right now - rice, red beans and stew chicken.

first ship: Before I even knew what shipping was Sinbad/Maeve (The Adventures of Sinbad).

relationship status: single

last movie: My Beautiful Man: Eternal

currently working on: fanfic WIPs (I've got the draft sorta down but I know there are blanks to be filled in), plus a longer fic on hold and an idea for another one etc. Once I have ideas for fics, I just 'jot' them down for later.

Okay so this is no pressure so I'm gonna tag these lovely people @tabbygray , @alicestillfalling, @ulfynja37, @prapaiwife, @imaginaryfriendashkun, @clairedaring, @sammie-lightwood-bane, @michaelkiettisak and @ladyrauxel

[sollucets]

2023 bl wrapped GO

tagged by my beloved @raypakorn & @khaotunq x

i have a poorly-maintained mdl if people would like to see it.

so, to be clear, all but three of all the bls ive ever watched i watched in 2023 (and maybe two depending on if you count between us as 2022 or 2023) and as such this sample size is. skewed. but also still somehow less than the other folks who i've been seeing. i tend to go Deep into obsessions instead of wide; i'm aware i havent seen a lot of genre classics but i also have done my best to watch important highlights hehe

Number of BLs this year and hours: 26 completed shows! im also still in the process of watching last twilight. my probably messed-up math on this means that the hours of that is about 226? apparently?

You primarily watched BLs from Thailand. yes ok who's surprised

You spent way too much time thinking about these characters: ayan love of my life star of my heart!! forever!!! always!!

++: akk (uncomfortable beloved mirror), sand (favorite chewtoy), black (i love my bitch wife), charn (cutie little lawyer), jaewon (perhaps the saddest boy ever to do it), & alan (sad wet cat)

Your favorite show was the eclipse, obviously, which it might surprise some of you to know i DID watch in 2023 (barely, i started in early january, but it was this year). only friends if it has to be a 2023 release.

Your overall BL mood was .... chaotic? i think? i'd say chaotic. i don't know what i'm doing and neither do any of these bitches

You read the most fanfiction about: by volume it's probably only friends -- it's not true anymore but for most of the airing period i very much had read or at least tried to read every single fic in the ao3 tag. lmao. eclipse & not me fanfic also beloved to me. return shoutout to you, jay, whose ray sustained me

Another of your favorites from this year was: i LOVE our dining table. so cozy and warm and beloved. my school president, which i did not start watching til 2023, also counts for me. both of those shows are like.... like throwing a cozy blanket over your shoulders

The soundtracks you listened to the most: let's try was my number one on my Actual wrapped, surprising absolutely no one forever. i also listened to the msp soundtrack a lot. another winner for me is the dark blue kiss soundtrack, which is full of incredible bangers

Your favorite acting pair was: hm. i,, i wonder. i wonder who it could possibly be ..................,,, yes of course it's firstkhao. of course. obviously. if i must be predictable i must; you all know this about me

other contenders include bounprem and earthmix, and other actors i like and care for include tay tawan & mark pakin.

thanks for asking me everyone !! it's been a wonderful 2023 of making friends through this lovely hobby and i care you all very much. mwah

[kodalindissima]

[talistheintrovert]

“I’ve waited long enough for you, I’m not interested in waiting anymore,” he huffed, but he didn’t fight it as Jaewon continued to kiss slowly up to his jaw, taking his sweet time with it like he was torturing him on purpose. It made Jihyun’s heart speed up and his eyelashes flutter and he wanted to stay in that moment forever.

“I’m not going anywhere,” Jaewon said quietly underneath his ear.

just a little drabble based on that twenty second spoiler clip of jihyun pushing jaewon into bed, i've been thinking about it for weeks and i know it gets revealed tomorrow but also i have my own theory (a GAME theory) and i wanted to get it out there first

read it HERE!!