#jaakko pointing lol

[smimon]

I love this

hello kääryleet nation i made a boyfriendex tier list

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[hotcat37]

Gig report for Brussels 🇧🇪🔥

-just.....wow

-okay so first, the queue really wasn't as stressful as I thought it'd be. I arrived like an hour before the doors opened but it wasn't busy enough to be overwhelming!! At some point there were armed policemen walking around so that was a bit scary lol but it went smoothly so :P

-what also made the queuing so amazing was actually meeting people this time. Last year I was completely by myself both in the queue and during the concert but tonight I didn't just accidentally meet random people that I stumbled upon (who were absolutely lovely and who I vibed with so much) but also people from within the fandom <33 It was surreal to actually put a face to the usernames and to hear my own username be used lmao but it was such an amazing experience and I loooved trading gifts it was so satisfying!!

-also random but I just loved how diverse the crowd was. Older, younger, male, female, neither.....I just loved how many different kinds of people were present!!

-a bit frustrating but something I weirdly enough predicted beforehand was the show starting about 45 minutes late. The excitement was rapidly dwindling with every new song that kept playing without sight of Kä anywhere 🥲🥲 But he did apologize and as it turned out there was some kind of communication issue regarding the performing time

-that being said I completely forgot about the waiting as soon as the gig started wtf it was just so damn good!! I want to give a special thanks to everyone who was here tonight because the atmosphere was simply amazing and so comfortable!! And at least from where I was standing people were respecting personal space and going crazy during songs without constantly elbowing others haha

-Jere seemed so happy and energetic tonight :] There wasn't a lot of banter but when he did talk he said a lot of cute and funny things <3

-WE GOT URHEILUJÄTKÄ 🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥 I wasn't expecting that at all and it seemed spontaneous (?) but I'm so happy I got to hear the song live <33

-Dalton and Häärijä shenanigans were very endearing as always (Jaakko in particular looked majestic btw)

-WE GOT YHTÄ VAILLA MY FAVORITE SONG I WAS TWEAKINGGGGG 🗣🗣🗣☺☺☺☺💥💥💥

-the TRAFIK moshpit was kind of scary for me cuz I got kinda dragged into it but even though it was horrifying to have people jumping around so close to me I thankfully didn't get elbowed and everything seemed pretty safe :)

-it was boiling hot in there btw ugh I was fucking melting and sweating my metaphorical nuts off 😩

-shout-out to the person in front of me with the sign "I'm Tommy Cash" lmao I wish Kä would've noticed it was very cute 😂❤

Yeah, I dunno, it was just such a fantastic night. I didn't think it'd be that great queuing since it was in Brussels (no offense to folks that live in Brussels lmao but I find it a deeply unpleasant city) but this concert to me was honestly even better than the one in Antwerpen last year :"D And that one was already excellent too. Also shout out to everyone that brought party poppers and glowsticks and stickers and balloons to play with ❤❤ It really helped contribute to the great atmosphere 🥰💚

[koskela-knights]

Will it ever be alright?

Surprise: an emotional/hurt Ilmo x Cult Member Reader drabble tonight

(I cut n cut to make it as short as possible lol)

You meet Ilmo Koskela at the Workshop after he’d given you an emergency call. Surprisingly, he’s not wearing his regular outfit anymore. The Ahma cap has been replaced by a non-brand one. The iconic jacket gone too. He’s wearing a plaid shirt and regular jeans. Initially, his eyes seem to be glued to the screen of the computer. But upon closer inspection, he’s just staring ahead. His eyes, bloodshot and tired. He must’ve cried before you arrived.

 “Ilmo?” you quietly ask.

The man blinks a few times before meeting your eyes. You’ve never seen the Cult leader this distraught and sad.

 “I-, I’ve heard the news,” you mutter. Jaako had been killed in action. Ilmo averts his gaze, slowly nodding. He clenches his fist and bites down on his knuckles. “Jaakko… He…” Ilmo doesn’t get further than that. Tears stream down his face. Mournful sobs roll out of him as his shoulders uncontrollably shake. A lump forms in your throat at seeing him so devastated. Wanting to be the stronger one now, you put a reassuring hand on Ilmo’s shoulder. “I lost everything,” he wails. He buries his face in his hands. He curses in Finnish. Carefully, you bend down until you’re face to face and then wrap both arms around him. Ilmo continues crying. He sputters some words that lead nowhere. He’s an utter mess. You wish you could do more. “I’m… I’m here for you,” you whisper.

Ilmo detaches his hands from his face and instead grabs your shoulders. “Shit… You normally don’t see me like this, do you, huh?” He chokes out a weak laugh. His eyes red and swollen, snotty nose and all. You wish you could turn back time. But both of you know there’s nothing you can do.

 “It’s okay. Let it all out.” His grasp around your shoulders tightens, putting his entire weight into it. He mirrors your embrace, easily enveloping you. You don’t mind the pressure. If that’s what he needs right now, you’re happy to provide. It’s the least you can do. He rests his head against your chest.

 “My brother… Gone, in the blink of an eye,” Ilmo weeps. One hand slowly moves to the back of his head. Carefully, you comb through his short hair as a way to soothe him. Ilmo cries and wails, lamenting and blaming himself. You let him vent, caressing his back and tightening your embrace. You’re not sure how long the two of you’ve been hugging, but at one point the sobbing stops. The words exhausted.

 “I’m so tired,” Ilmo whispers.

“Shall I bring you home? I got my car parked outside.”

 “If you don’t mind,” Ilmo detaches himself from you and begins wiping away his tears with the sleeves of his shirt.

You throw him a soft smile. “No problem at all.”

[hotcat37]

🫐 for fruit emoji ask game? 👀👀👀

what's an underrated thing in fics in your fandom?

Ok first: Jere x Jaakko. I know it's kind of a rarepair but I really love it a lot and I think there's only 2 fics abt them 😢😢 Another thing that comes to mind is also genderbend/AUs where the characters are girls instead of guys. I think it has a lot of fun possibilities haha Also also!!! Bottom Nace is criminally under representated in the JO fandom 😢😢 Need the caretaker blorbo to be the one taken care of in more ways than one

Also I feel like there's not much horror in the Käärijä/JO fandom :") I know it's a genre not a lot of people enjoy but generally the only horror I see is ICIP universe Käsh (this point reminds me that i need to finish my stalker! Jan fic lol)