#izzy crow (oc)

[argothiathedreamer]

Finally done! The second in my Tarot cards for my OCs series! Izzy gets the Death card, it's a bit special because that skeleton isn't upside down for no reason. I love how the wings turned out and the next time I have to draw chains I might cry but it's done and I'm happy with it!

[ballpit-bakery]

And here are all of the kids!!! look at them go yippeee

[rook2ii]

Did some OC doodles to practice getting used to drawing digitally so that I can maybe post art here more :D (TW: MILD GORE)

[foodsies4me]

WIP GAME

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

So, the lovely and wonderfully talented @echo-bleu tagged me again to showcase the ridiculousness of my WIP titles, thank you Echo. I won't list them all because there are wayyyyy too many to list at this point, but here are some of the current ones on AO3, as well as some of the ridiculousness saved on my computer.

(Note, many of these have already been mentioned in this game, but I have some snippets that haven't been seen for most of those by now.)

The normal titles:

Bridges Over Lakes of Salt

Apollo: Blood Wars

Walk, Fight, Fashion Baby

Of hiding and waiting (yes I am still planning on finishing that fic despite not having updated in nearly two years)

Along Came A Shadowhunter

Meet me in the Future, Love me in the Past

The Past Bleeds Golden

Crow's No Good, Very Bad Day (chapter 3)

The ridiculous ones:

Max's Unfortunate Adventure_Still-needs-t-be-changed-because-he-nearly-DIED

Of spoken words and part two's missing

That Alec birthday fic you SILLLLLL didn't finish

Vaguely beauty and the beast inspired

Vaguely beauty and the beast inspired with Alec this time

Alec saves Raziel and gets a powers boost

That one Omega fic I don’t want to write

That one kind of but not really zombie fic I don’t want to write cuz zombies SCARE me-WTF-brain

Why do these OC-s-have so many backdtory-NOBODY cares Lys

Camille being the worst-thats-ASSAULT-also Malec are both big sad

That Alec dies but doesn’t fic-how do I resurrecting him though

That OTHER AWG inspired fic because of course someone had to feed the bunny- Aec has a soulmatk

The Tumblr prompts you still haven't finished becase you're slowwww and life is bussyyyy

That similar fic to Four seconds and two steps but with Jace and maybe Izzy not being let inside

MAKE IT DRAGONGS

The spity spite ALEC CAN DRESS HIMSELF OKAY

(Yes the whole things are the working title. This is them in their complete unadulterated glory because a bean has no chill):

I am tagging @miss-mouse, @sandylee007 (with the evil snippets), @lawsofchaos1, @fiyaerrigan, @to-the-stars-writing (because I love to see all of the different folders you have :D) and anyone else that sees this from me and wants to participate that I am too shy to tag because tagging is still scary.

[zekes-original-character-rambles]

Sup I’m Zeke this is the blog to talk about my ocs and keep it organized lol.

main is @monstrousmaws

I hope you enjoy nonsensical rambles about my little guys cause oh boy are you gonna get them

you can find all posts about a specific OC by going to their tag which is their full name

e.g “Abigail “Arachne” Spinner” or “Leon” or “Melanie Brooks”

alphabetical list of all my ocs below the cut

Abigail “Arachne” Spinner

Ace

Adam

Alex

Amelia Brown

Amethyst

Amnesia Torres

Anatomy “Ana”

Anglerfish “Angie”

Aster Hart

Arcadia “Arcade” Star

Avery Fitzgerald 

Bambi

Bianca

Black Brew

Bones Dumont

Briar

Bubbles Pierrot

Bunny O’Riley

Butterfly

Cade King

Candle Shine

Carnival “Val”

Cecil

Chance Angel

Charlie Lantern

Christopher “Chris” Otho

Chrysalis The Fae King

Clyde

Comet

Crow Dunn

Cryptid

Cyan Jones

Damien Hart

Dash Bloodwing

Echo

Edie Von Zarovich

Eio Carla Shara

Emily Brooks

Emmet Ward

Ethel

Evelyn Ward

Everything “Eve”

Featharchism “Feathery” 

Fern

Frigid

Galadriel

Ghost Edwards

Ginger “Gingi” Kindheart 

Green Hart

Hayley Gray

Hex

Hexadecimal 

Honey Vespidae

Izzy

Jane Doe

Jaqueline “Jack/Jackie” Lantern

Kane

Kirigu

Kit Crimson

Laika Roberts

Leela

Leon

Leona Murray

Lizard “Lizzie”

Malevolent “Mal”

Mallory Hart

Marionette “Mari” Graves

Maroon

Mausoleum “Lee” Terminus

Maya

Melanie Brooks

Michael

Michael “Mikey” Hallow

Millipede “Millie” Danger

Mistophelees 

Mold Infested Automaton “M.I.A”

Monster

Mordred Banneret

Morgan Asphodel 

Nana Watcher

Natalie/Nathan Skye

Nicky

Niko Watcher

Onyx Smith

Persephone Smith

Poppy Jackson

Poseidon

Rags

Random

Reynard

Robo

Ruby

Sabrine

Salem Green

Saskia Blight

Saturn

Scout Brown

Shapeshifter

Snail Rose

Sugar Bailey

Swallowtail

Tempest

Theodosia “Thunder” MacNamara

Tox Matthews

Valentine Carmine

Viola Kelly

Violet

Wither

Zanthe Brighton Shara

[chojomojo]

@kaoticshiba​‘s hunter oc Wigram asked Raven to give him a dick piercing because (Raven’s twin brother) Crow said: “awww poor Izzy (his name is Isaiah) doesn’t have any piercings~ are you scared of getting one? Come on buddy it’s not scary! I even have them on my dick! Oh? You’re not? hahahaah you’re really scared of getting it hahahahahahah“

he thought of their hot captain Elliot who belongs to @/lokifer on twitter

[fantomette22]

bloodborne asks : 1, 11, 19 (besides Gehrman), 30, 50 !!

Ask game from here.

Favorite boss fight

Hm good question as well XD (I'm bad at choice I love many bosses!) But my favorite is of course Lady Maria. As in the boss fight. I need to redo her for sure but I always very enjoy the most fight. It's like a dance I love it! it's hard but not too hard as well. It's impressive, frightening and beautiful all at once.

11. If stats weren't a thing, what would you wear?

Well except when I need to go in the poison swamp or fight the winter lanterns, fight a very strong boss or try a new outfit just for the drip or references I do stay all the time with the same clothes.

That mean this : +the hat

very gender I know I love it. Wish it was real I would buy it x)

19. Favorite Old Hunter?

Besides Gehrman? Well Lady Maria obliviously duh.

😂 Ok i am joking let's not count her either. And let's not take Ludwig into account too. Well this 3 gone I would say hm Archibald and Izzy perhaps? Gratia as well. (80% of the shit I made about them are basically headcanons but it's not like 98% of the stuff I made up for Paarl jfeznfbf) + I really like Valtr, Henryk & co of course! (a bit everyone lol). But if we count like the nightmare hunters from that era my fav is literally an OC who became the beast possess soul 😭

30. Is there anything you always do in your playthroughs, even if it's not necessary to beat the game?

Hm get at least 3 Umbilical cord at least XD. and do all the bosses + try to have all the set & weapons! (items, runes etc Well the expensive weapons & outfits not all the time for sure.)

50. Tell me about your hunters!

Well I have Lucen Venator of course! (hunter on the pic above!) And I made a 2nd one for a new playthrough, I think I named her Claire bc I didn't want just a feminized version of Lucen's name lol but she's an equivalent of him for sure. One day I would need to make a third hunters for sure.

I made a couple of posts about Lucen & art + my friends did amazing drawings of him 🥺 (from Katy, Chess, Crow & Odds)

(He looks way too much like me smt help. I need to change my icon to the small chibi one day)

SO hm what can I say... ah yeah let's go with the oblivious for me :

In my main headcanon (fic verse) He was born the night MP was summon, but far from Yharnam.

His parents came from Yharnam but flew the city

He's related to Cainhurst a bit. (His mom (Louise) & uncle are from a servant family). The amount of her stress this poor woman had to go through during her pregnancy was quite insane too.

He have an uncle (Lupin) who still live in Yharnam, an old hunter that he don't have news off since some times.

His grandpa on his father side (Blaine/Blair) was an old hunter as well, he's an old friend of Gehrman.

Gehrman literally babysit Lucen's dad (Emil) when he was a baby and save him from being crucified decades later.

Somehow Bloody Crow (Voron) was around when he was born lol. Before he return to Yharnam. Do what you want with all those crazy infos.

Either he became the next crow hunter or baby squid great one.

On my first playthrough I choose "last survivor" but I'm not very settle on what happened exactly besides he got scars on his face for it.

He's a kind individual most of the time except when it's time to kick ass if that make sense.

[laura-the-yellow-cat]

Ivan My NEW MSA X FNAF SB Enemy OC

Full Name: Ivan

First Name: Ivan

Last Name:

Nicknames: Officer Ivan, Ivannie, The Dancing Black Crow from every locations areas

Gender: Male

Profile Pic

Age: 38

Blood Type:

Occupation:

Actual or Past Occupation:

Favourite Shows/Games: ___/___/___

(___,___,___)

Favourite Food:

Instrument:

Favourite Animal:

Family Members Relatives:

Other Family Members Relatives:

Species: Human

Friends: Burntrap, Vanny, Vladdy and Benny the abandoned animatronic Ghost Shadow

Enemies: Glamstar Crysta the humanoid princess singer, Theodore the rockstar Eagle/Crocodile hybrid, Snowlight the snow fox, Aaron the Dancing Bear, Glamstar Daisy the Farmer Chicken, Sindy the humanoid childcare Ragdoll and Lulu the humanoid naptime childcare Ragdoll, Glamstar Huey the flying Squrriel, Carlie the humanoid rockstar Wolf, Samson the Prince Ventexian, Gus Borges, Muffet Pepper, Glamrock Animatronics, Sundrop and Moondrop/The Daycare Attendant, Little Sunflower (Sundrop and Moondrop/The Daycare Attendant's adoptive daughter), Izzy, Mya (Izzy's daughter), Alice, ___ (Merissa's Cousin), Gregory, Merissa, All Night Guards,

Alignment: Bad/Neutral

Likes:

Dislikes:

Hobby:

Goals:

Weapons: Flashlight, Knife

Powers and Abilities:

Skills and Abilities:

Fears/Phobias:

Skin Colour:

Eyes Colour:

Hair Colour:

Clothes: (Like Vanessa's from FNAF SB), Crow Costume (like Vanny's)

Shoes: (Like Vanessa's from FNAF SB), Boots (his Crow Costume from)

Accessories: (Like Vanessa's from FNAF SB), Bow tie long (his Crow Costume from)

Nationality:

Sexuality:

Eyebrows Styles: 

Moustache Styles: 

Beard Styles:

@sfcabanasstarcgs and @mysteryideasgroup

This one sounds like The Quest (from Hello Neighbor 2) and Vanessa/Vanny

[shelly-kitten]

Incase any of you haven’t met my Monkey Wrench OC, here she is!

Isabelle Funfetti (though she prefers, Izzy)

She is very bubbly and also quite the singer. She performs at clubs where she livens up the room with music and dance.

Izzy loves to eat anything sweet, salty or creamy. She is a lover of Pizza too. (Not as bad as Shrike though)

Art by cawhawhaw https://cawhawhaw.tumblr.com/

[katyspersonal]

Some 🅱️loodborne groups

The original three(?): Willem, Dores and Byrgenwerth gatekeeper! Description of Dores' mask mentions that she and gatekeeper accompanied Willem upon first diving in the Chalice Dungeons! (This group could include Gehrman too)

The Detectives: Simon, Gratia, Yamamura and Yahar'gul Hunter from Nightmare. All except for Simon are found in Healing Choir's jail for people that knew too much, Simon has keys from Brador's cell and Fist of Gratia in his equipment, and Yamamura is a summon in Yahar'gul too and not just Research Hall suggesting Yahar'gul Hunter might have helped him to run! I don't know who is Scooby of this team lol

The League: Valtr, Henryk, Yamamura and younger Madaras twin! Self-explanatory! Maybe older twin was a part too. + depending on how you interpret the line about previous one-eyed owner of the helmet, there could be the secret sixth guy

The constables: Valtr and the three corpses in Hunter's Nightmare from each you collect parts of constable set. I assume he appeared in Yharnam with three friends, then. (OCs time?)

Djura's group: Djura himself, Djura's Ally, Djura's Apprentice and the mysterious third "companion". We don't know who this is? I concluded it wasn't Josef because he's simply a variant of the type of NPC known as 'Izzy's Successor'. My latest idea was that it is a Blood-Starved Beast which is in the same cave as Djura's Apprentice, and what is your idea? MESSAGE RIGHT NOW ON THE NUMBER-

Gascoigne's family: Gascoigne, Viola, younger daughter and older daughter. Self-explanatory! + "Grandpa" the younger daughter refers to is likely Henryk

The Cainhurst four: Maria, Annalise, Bloody Crow and the King! Based on the idea that all knew each other! Annalise is the Queen so maybe King that Logarius killed was hers, and Bloody Crow uses the bone which is an item associated with Maria. Other variant: Instead of King it's Arianna, let's say she was already in Cainhurst, and Annalise's marriage either meant nothing for her emotionally or she is only the Queen and not Princess now that both of her parents were killed, so King was just her father. Other Other variant: The Cainhurst FIVE!

The Byrgenwerth squad: Laurence and Caryll confirmed Byrgenwerth scholars; Micolash and Rom strongly possible, Patches and Yurie just possible! The number varies from 3 to 6 but it is here..

The Byrgenwerth squad 2: Revenge: I legit don't know what to call it, ok ggfhhvb But it is Rom, Yurie and Caryll! Yurie is called the Last Scholar and protects Byrgenwerth and Rom, when Caryll is said to have same methods as Willem and Rom is literally 'Byrgenwerth Spider'. Both Yurie and Rom are also directly associated with the Choir (Ebby weeps at petrified body of Rom as lyrics of her theme refer to Mensis Ritual), whereas Caryll rune Eye, voice of Ebrietas, was symbol of Willem's research. Whether they "came back" to Willem or never technically left, there is a lot to unwrap about timeline, but they're connected in interesting ways! (idea of this squad is coined in by @heraldofcrow )

Yahar'gul Trio: The three hunters in Yahar'gul that ambush you and I hate them so much, it took me way too many attempts to finally kill them :/

[cityandking]

🍎, 🍋, 🍫 for minah, dai and bran!

thanks my dear!! // odd oc asks

🍎: Do they share any features or traits with any family members?

MINAH — yes! but I'm not sure which yet. I know she and her sister look similar but have different hair (minah's is lighter)

DAI — looks so much like his dad. different skin texture (drow vs genasi) and eye color (and ears length), but same complexion and general looks

BRAN — shares her hair and her blue eyes with her younger brother ellis (and also her son gawain in any au where she's got a kid). I think the hair is from their dad and everything else is their mom, but honestly I've never thought that much about how her parents look

🍋: What is your OC's most painful memory?

MINAH — it's redacted sorry. don't worry, I'm sure we'll get there!

DAI — I think. I honestly think it might be the fight with izzy in monrha. there's been plenty of other unpleasantness but in terms of actual pain... yeah. alternately, izzy's death (rip).

BRAN — her mom's death :(

🍫: Where does your OC go to think?

MINAH — minah? think?? (anywhere quiet, but not too far away from the pack. it's dangerous out there on your own. she likes taking watches because it's alone time where she's got something to do but also can mull things over)

DAI — outside. wherever he can see the sky.

BRAN — on deck. she won't bother going all the way up to the crow's nest, but she always feels clearer when she can see the water. the prow is good for dramatics, but honestly the rail of the poop deck is more her speed, where she can see everything laid out before her. or anywhere she can see the water, if she's on land

[oc-cards]

Character Profile Masterlist

Organized alphabetically. Many of the writing can fluctuate on the age so specific writings will have the specifics of the characters as a quick disclaimer. Characters with the last name Ward have no canonical last name, as they don't know it or it's just not decided yet.

AUs obviously may change a characters backgrounds, heights, partner(s) and appearances.

*Sparrow, an OC who is a DID system will have each alter with their own profile underneath them OCs are put under a cut for scrolling purposes Currently 76 OCs

Alex Ward

Alex Winters

Alexandria Louis

Angel Micheals

Ariana Jones [5]

Arthur Smith Ava Soka

Bella O'hara

Bethany Hudson

Blossom Madisons

Britney Soka [10]

Callie Ward

Cherry Bedevile

Christa Darlington

Chrystal Soka-Winters

Croatian Chen [15]

Crow Soka

Crowley Ward

Cyrus Parker

Daisy Heremes

Dawn Jones [20]

Doll Ford

Edward Soka-Winters

Emily Soka-Sammy

Emma Hancock

Ethan Winters [25]

Evan Ward

Evelyn Soka

Flora Gomez/ Osbourne

Grace Soka

Hiro Soka [30]

Iona

Izzy Jones

Jackson Ward

Jeremy Soka- Sammy

Kai Rodriguez [35]

Kanashi Rodriguez-Soka

Lillian Osbourne

Lev Misha

Lolly Wellson

Luka Soka [40]

Mal Ward

Mario O'hara

Mary Soka-Winters

Max Wellson

Miku Soka [45]

Nick Winters

Nova Lee

Olivia O'hara

Orion Dormir

Parker Dormir [50]

Penny Smith

Pheonix Soka

Polo Ward

Raven Soka

River Parker [55]

Rosalina Ward

Ryan Jackson

Shadow Cortez-Diaz

Sparrow Soka

-(Abby) [60] , (Isabella), (Keira), (Marko), (Sparrow), (Zozo) [65]

Star Lee

Stephany Soka-Sammy

Summer Dormir

Theodosia Winters Jr.

Theodosia Winters Sr. [70]

Tilly Soka-Sammy

Trever Osbourne

Utsuhiro Shigaraki

Viktor Soka (A.K.A Robin Soka) [Technically also Patches though they're entirely different]

Violet Porche [75]

[sassygwaine]

I posted 9,333 times in 2022

That's 9,333 more posts than 2021!

616 posts created (7%)

8,717 posts reblogged (93%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@blackbeardskneebrace

@menaceanon

@eluciferate

@smartypunk

@cryingalonewithfrankenstein

I tagged 3,058 of my posts in 2022

#into the ether - 215 posts

#asks - 126 posts

#ask game - 91 posts

#a love that won’t sit still - 89 posts

#k tag - 84 posts

#anon - 82 posts

#ty!! <3 - 53 posts

#my writing - 39 posts

#ofmd fic - 35 posts

#a love that won't sit still - 30 posts

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

53 notes - Posted August 29, 2022

#4

really love the argument “izzy’s not racist on purpose, he’s just participating in a racist society” as points in his favor

because like

that’s just saying the same thing twice.

do you think racism requires intention to be racism? do you think somebody has to explicitly state “i want to harm ‘these people’ because i’m better than them and they deserve their low position” in order to be racist?

unconscious bias and social prejudice and wielding power over others are key aspects of racism, regardless of the source, regardless of intention.

it’s uncomfortable, even embarrassing, to reflect on why it hurts so bad for a character you like or relate to to be criticized for their racism or racist actions. maybe you feel like it reflects poorly on you for sympathizing with them. maybe it does.

we live in a racist society, so to a degree nearly everything we as white people do has the potential to be harmful to somebody, whether or not we intend it. that sucks and it makes you feel powerless and angry, and it’s very easy to give into cynicism after that — if everything i do is perceived as racist, why try at all?

because people see, people know, when you try.

the easiest first step is to stop defending characters’ racist actions just because you like them, or finding ways to explain it away as something it isn’t.

if there’s a core aspect of a character that you refuse to engage in to the point of putting down, insulting, and ignoring the harm to real human people…you probably don’t actually like that character, you like an OC you’ve made up in your head and will do whatever you can to keep that image up.

criticism of a piece of media (or aspect of) is not inherently criticism of the people who like the media (or aspect). however, your reaction to that criticism says a lot more about you than it does about the people critiquing.

57 notes - Posted December 6, 2022

#3

still burning, still bright when the night comes on ao3

Nothing will stop him worrying, not about much, but especially not about his daughter, and that. It’s not a bad thing but it certainly is his problem. There was a time maybe when the fear would overwhelm and he’d go on to do something stupid and isolating that nobody actually wants him to do, and make a right mess of things, but now.

Well, he holds his husband’s hand and thinks about what sort of bath bomb cocktail Ed is going to put together for them when they get home.

Rating: E

Chapter Word Count: 11k

chapter one | chapter two | chapter three | chapter four | chapter five | chapter six | chapter seven | chapter eight | chapter nine | chapter ten

start at the beginning: this tired world could change

61 notes - Posted December 2, 2022

#2

ed took one look at stede and put his hair up in a half pony for plausible deniability

149 notes - Posted November 19, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

what i find most attractive in people are signs of life

crows feet and laugh lines and bushy eyebrows and grown out haircuts

scars and tattoos and chipped nail polish and floppy ear lobes and still-open piercings that you just don’t wear anymore

scuffed shoes and clothes you’ve had since high school and that green stain on your fingers and neck from cheap jewelry

proof of life!!! so breathtaking!!!

humans!!!

you were somebody, and you are somebody, and you will continue to be!!

1,142 notes - Posted November 26, 2022

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[youwouldntlietopapa]

The Words That Were Never Spoken (OC Re-Edit) - Chapter Four

His room isn’t really so much brighter than her own, but as the sun comes up, the light sneaks around the edge of the curtains. Like a warm caress across her cheek, it wakes her gently. Even the dull ache behind her eyes from the wine seems subdued in the comfort of his bed. Copia’s soft snores keep the silence from descending entirely and a small smile plays on Izzy’s lips. I snore, he’d said as if it weren’t something she’d heard before. As if he hadn’t fallen asleep in the car on every single road trip they’d ever been on with him. As if it weren’t one of the best sounds in the world.

Izzy blinks against the early morning light, squinting until her eyes adjust. Staring at Copia’s nightstand. A pile of books, sprouting post-its like an infestation, marked with his distinctive handwriting. A spare pair of his reading glasses. His ancient alarm clock. The thought that Copia himself should be between her and the clutter of his life slowly starting to dawn on her. Following along with realisation that the steady rhythm of his heart just under her ear can only mean that she’d rolled over in her sleep. Though she has no complaints about the cardinal shaped pillow, she does say a silent prayer of thanks that he’s still asleep. And maybe a second that he’ll stay that way a little longer.

Just a few minutes longer to be close. Savouring every moment that feels like a lazy Sunday afternoon and napping in the sunshine, like a hot bath after a long day and finally getting a tight hug you needed. Every single moment that feels like home.

Pulling away hurts. Her heart aches when she lets go. Settling on her own pillow… his pillow. Cold after a night without being used and colder compared with him. A sorry replacement in every aspect. Like the daydreams that are a sorry alternative to having him, really having him. Izzy sighs and shoves those thoughts aside. That way madness lies. And, next to her, is a man worth more than some silly fantasy. A better friend than she deserves… a better man than she deserves. It’s a disservice and an unkindness to pout over not having more when she already has more than she could have ever asked for.

Watching him, relaxed and peaceful in a way so many other people never get to see, without his paints or his cassock, just Copia, he is beautiful. Not perfect but perfect in his imperfections. From the crow’s feet to the lines across his forehead from too many hours concentrating on his work. From the tiny moustache that wouldn’t work for anyone else to the dusting of grey at his temples that grows a little more each year. The fine spray of freckles that she knows continue over his shoulders, down his back and across his chest. The cleft in his chin. All of the pieces of him.

She lets her hand linger close, only just brushing against his arm. Like a thief, stealing just that little bit more. Letting her eyes slip closed, clinging to the last few moments before the day starts and she needs to pack those thoughts away again. Listening to him snoring and knowing that when it stops the real world will be waiting.

The loud beeping of the alarm is jarring and she instinctively buries her face in the pillow while Copia smacks the clock with a practised precision. Beside her, he groans, rubbing the heels of his hands into his eyes. Slowly, Izzy turns her head to look at him, as if she hadn’t been watching him sleep, and gives him a small, sleepy smile.

“Buongiorno, tesoro.” His voice is froggy and thick with sleep. Good feels like a stretch the way he says it and you chuckle softly. “Did my snoring keep you up?”

“No, no, not at all. I wasn’t kicking you in my sleep or anything, was I?” She asks, half curious if he knows how she’d ended up sleeping. But he only echoes her chuckle and shakes his head.

“Nothing like that. A very polite bed guest.” He makes a face and his cheeks get pink when he considers what he said. “… you know what I mean.”

“I do.” she reassures him and, in a moment of insanity, lean closer to give him a peck on the cheek. “I’ll go get coffee started.”

“Grazie.” Copia shifts to let her pass, sluggishly hugging the blankets to himself and reluctantly moving to get up. “I shower quick then. I promise to use up the hot water.”

The one nice thing about knowing his quarters as well as her own is not having to ask where anything is. The coffee grinder drowns out the sound of him moving from the bedroom to the bathroom and she only catches the door click shut as the noise stops. Rushing to fill the pot to avoid scalding him by running the cold water once he’s in the shower. She’s just turning the coffee maker on as the sound of the water comes, muffled, through the door. And for a long moment that’s all there is. The gentle gurgling of the coffee and the steady sound of the shower. Giving her a moment alone to take a breath and try to clear her head. To make a plan for the day. It feels like there are too many things waiting without the will to do any of them. Not that that will make them any more likely to wait. Life, it seems, really does carry on.

As her thoughts start to spiral a bit, there’s a soft knock at the door. Not an expected guest, unless Copia forgot to tell her someone was coming by. Stranger still, of the handful of people she’d guess it could be, none would knock so gently. But, upon opening the door, it makes perfect sense. Aether waits in the hall, a box tucked under his arm, tail swishing behind him.

“Good morning, Aether. I’m afraid Copia’s in the shower right now.” She offers an apologetic smile.

The big ghoul only shakes his head. “That’s all right. Not here for him. Laundry sent up the last pick up from you. I figured you’d still be here.” He holds out the box full of clean clothes, his head tilting a little curiously at her attire.

Izzy’s smile turns a little sheepish. “It, uh… it’s Copia’s. I just needed something to sleep in.”

He nods while the faintest hint tugs at the corner of his mouth. “Uh huh. Makes sense.”

“He’s my friend, Aether.” She grabs the box of clothes with a huff.

“Of course! Of course! Friends. Good friends. Nothing more.” His tone isn’t convincing and neither is his expression.

“Thank you for the laundry.” She rolls her eyes. “Is there anything else?”

“No, I think that’s it,” he confirms. “But if he decides to get handsy, you just call me. All right?”

“Handsy?” Even the thought gets a snort. “Copia? Unlikely. But I’ll call if anything happens. You have my word.”

“Good.” He turns and heads off down the hall, waving over his shoulder, and she slips back inside.

The box doesn’t have quite as much as she might have hoped. But, at least, there’s a clean habit and underwear. A handful of various clothes, a pair of leggings, and one of her nightgowns. She half drags it out from the rest, staring at it for a long moment. Running her fingers over the material. Feeling like it should be a relief. All of it should. She shouldn’t be sitting there lamenting having some of her own things back. Certainly not because she can’t stop thinking about his comfy sweats or his old t-shirt. The feeling of the nightgown in her hand makes her skin itch, looking down at the shirt Copia let her borrow. The decision is sudden and final, stuffing the damned thing down to the bottom of the box and arranging everything else carefully to keep it hidden. She slumps back onto the couch, grabbing the throw blanket from the previous night and hugging it tightly.

His heart beat right next to her ear and his chest rose and fell, her arm tucked around his side. And she wondered again how long she’d slept like that. How long until she might again. When was the last time she’d woken up feeling so rested? If she could just… talk. If she could be certain that she wouldn’t lose what she already has.

If there was a sign. Please. I can’t risk him. I can’t. I just need to know what to do because this… this is killing me…

The thought is interrupted by Copia’s voice on the other side of the wall, calling her name. Setting aside her prayers and shaking her head, she gets up to check on him. Like he did the day before, she cracks the door open a little, raising her voice over the sound of the shower. “Did you need something, Cope?”

The sound of him clearing his throat barely carries over the noise. “S-si. Yes. I just think, you… you were going to send a list to Seestor. Did you remember?”

“Shit!” Izzy hisses. “No, I completely forgot. Thank you, I told you I’m a mess without you.”

…………

With the door shut again, Copia lets his forehead hit the tiled shower wall, swallowing a groan. “Idiota del cazzo…” He muttered, looking down at himself, cock still in hand. “Nient'altro che un vecchio pervertito.”

Isobel had moved by the time he’d woken up. The place she’d been felt… like something was missing and his heart sank even as he’d chastised himself for being ridiculous. Noting the way her fingers still brushed against his arm. Was he really so desperate for her touch that that was enough? The answer seemed obvious, and was becoming more obvious by the moment as his body responded. His mind rushing, unrestrained, for thoughts of her fingers roaming elsewhere. The part of him not entirely fallen to chaos screaming that there was a time and a place, and that this was neither. At very least he resisted the urge to grab her and pull her back onto the bed as she crawled over him to see about coffee. Satanas… there was no coffee that would taste so sweet though.

He’d followed slowly, all too aware that his boxers were hiding very little. Waiting in the doorway of the bedroom for the right moment to slip past. Watching her work. Each time Izzy reached for something and his shirt rode up, exposing the curve of her ass and the underwear he wanted to rip off with his teeth. Fuck.

The sound of the grinder was all it took. He practically sprinted to the bathroom, making a sincere effort not to slam the door. Shedding his clothes as fast as he could manage. Standing in front of the shower almost shaking as he waited for the water to heat up. It could have been said, without any argument from him, that a cold shower might have been a good idea. But right then, he didn’t want one. He didn’t want to try and stop. He wanted, needed, to work out some of the tension before he tried to walk out of his quarters and pretend to be a rational human being. Even if it meant half stuffing a washcloth in his mouth to keep himself quiet. Crushing his eyes closed, her voice echoing in his mind, hands on his skin, his name on her lips….

The last thing he’d meant to do was to call her name as his hips lost their rhythm and he fucked wildly into his fist, spilling his seed into the cloth.

He steps out of the shower, burying his shame at the bottom of the trash bin. Shaving quickly and getting his hair halfway presentable. It’s taken him long enough already and holding her up even longer because he can’t control his own impulses is another embarrassment he can’t face this morning. Staring at his own face in the mirror, cataloguing all of the flaws, poking at the tummy that’s expanded a bit, the grey hairs that take over the brown a little more each day, the wrinkles… always the fucking wrinkles. Copia sighs, just trying to focus on getting done and giving her some space. His hand on the doorknob before spotting a new problem.

His boxers and shirt are in the laundry hamper, where he always dumps them. The towel tied around his waist for the walk back to his room to dress. Only his quarters aren’t empty and Izzy is sitting somewhere outside the door. Fanculo la mia vita.

“Aether stopped by with some of my clothes from the laundry. I actually have a habit to wear.” He keeps walking past as she talks, hoping she doesn’t look up from her coffee or the list she’s working on. But the cough behind him and the chuckle once she’s not choking any more is the sound of that hope going right out the window. “Remind me to suggest a new update to the Cardinal’s robes to Sister Imperator later. All that extra fabric is definitely doing you a disservice.”

Copia’s face goes almost as red as his robes and he huffs, waving the comment away. “You are a menace. And you better hurry or we are late again. You know Secondo will glare if we are late. It is his sermon this morning.”

He knows better than anyone that his older brother is unlikely to do anything more than glare, but it gets her moving at least. Besides, Secondo will find another reason to glare, without fail. It’s one of his more well known talents.

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Buongiorno - Good morning

Idiota del cazzo - Fucking idiot

Nient'altro che un vecchio pervertito - Nothing but an old pervert

Fanculo la mia vita - Fuck my life

[speci-society]

the people have spoken heres the list (alphabetically)

In use

42.35479, -101.48729

AloneSnail71 "Snail"

Another's Arms

Iteration: Antares (1)

Apollo

Aria Celeste

Arvin Fenwick

Artemis

Dr. Arthur Alice Addington

Austin Wallace

Azrael "Pixie" Castillo

Dr. Barnesi Carukia

Bill Dillard

Cadence

Captain Callisto

Friend-Entity Ceres

Charlie "Charlie Circuit" "Charlie Warthruster" Howard

Cheez-It

Cherry Smallhurt

Chip

Chronoraiel

Cici Caspian

Clementine Cooper

Colzos Ludasnath

The Crouste Family

Cyrus Reid

Dakota Sanguine

Damien Immel

Danman Omega

David Abernathy

DAWN EYRE and STEREO MIKE

Dean B. Crewe

Delta "Zip" Marshall

DJ Deathwish

Dynamite and Flashbang

Dr. Edward Crow Boccaccio

Eileen Rose

Elliott Way

Emily Lévêque

Erebid Astaret

Euphoria

Researcher Europa

EXIDY-0110

The Extended Universe

Ezekiel Riorin

Voyager Ganymede

Fig

"Dr." Fink Stoma

Fortitude

Habrix

Harmony Flores

Hell's Kitchen

Holy Vapor

I LOVE YOU/Love Bug

Io the Undaunted

Iron Dynamo

Isaac Abernathy

Izzy Vazquez

Java

Jenny "Cam Flash" Dunn Millard

Jude King

Jude's Dead Boyfriend

Jude's Missing Girlfriend

Junipere Zameia

Justice

Kaphon Lorciar Heskan

Kass

Kotone Doremi

Lappy

Legacy

Lelane Bonk Bighurt

Levimine Noell Tobias Way

Listening Thing

Lorelai Edie Howard

Lyra "Raven" Adgolor

Mac

Maid Knight

Maria Abernathy

Marina Neoma

Mattie Rose

Maxwell

Mike "Stereo Mike" Martin

Monica Tempest

Milo G.T. Midnight

Misty

Mystery The Horse

Nada

Nescoria Kruldrenaal

Nico

Nikolas Crouste

Novalord/Mortalord

Null

Orbital Strike

Order Lord

Paperdoll

Paragons of Acceptance

Pepper Immel-Boccaccio

Pickles

Piper Sterling

Plague Doctor

Polo

Python

Ronny

DJ Red

River

Rory Morales/RORYKATZXP

Ruby "Waveform" Chip

Scott

Sigma

Smolder

Spark

Spilo Astaret

Star and Eclipse

Sun Lord

Sylphine Wynra

Tallulah

Tam Hyatt

Terra Baylock

Ticking Timebombs

Trevor C.

Tutorial Subject

Unnamed June mother

Unnamed Levi mother

Valentina Sangria Crouste

Verthus Kruldrenaal

Vexx Valentine Rexxwood

Dr. Vineon Astaret

Viola Loretta

Vivian Angelivio

VOLT

Xavier

Wendell Lestat

Wyatt the Guide

Yorzire Kruldrenaal

Zach Simon

Zinnia Perthyra

Dr. Zylovar Elren

Not in use (not alphabetical)

Unsure if i wanna use them or not they're kind of in oc limbo

Guy Manderson

Society for Otherworldly Experimentation

Gabriel

Lock

Riddle

Chenri

Ms. Marybeth

Kennedy Lansky

Atticus Gardner

Ari Oyama

Rowan

Other Jude

Giovanni

Gregory

Lilac

Venus

Finn

Cecilia

Mercury

Vicky Karmino

Dante Karmino

Maurice Fletcher

Theatris

Mark Barista Boy

Carlo Barista Boy

Dylan

Suzie

The girl Dylan met in the lab whose name escapes me but she had red hair

Wyatt

Kyoto

Other Sigma/Oliver

Other Atticus

Dako

Vox

Arcturus

Capella

Brooklyn

Lori

Asenneth Lucia

Harendra Lucia

Kaela Lucia

Tarell Lucia

Maggie Dreemurr

Steve

Herobrine

Eva

Other guide whose name i dont rember who was scared of heights

Adam the Enderman

I'm about to list out each and every endercat. brace yourself

Crystallite/Amber

Percilla

Selena

Eliza

Sagin

Jade

Whilma

Laura

Sara

Midnight

Angel

Pandora

Gania

The snow one

Ignis

Nivva

Susan

Herobrine Again

Those 4 angel characters i dont remember the name of except Lydia

Luke

Zach

Tahli

Laura

Tori

Other Susan

Anabelle

Mary

Carrie, Mary’s twin

Max

Millie

Grimm

Herobrine yet again

I literally almost forgot abt ATOTD. Fuck me

Terry

Queen Aquarius

King Taurus

Another Dylan. the more important Dylan

Alt. Dylan

I do NOT remember if it was me or a friend of mine who made Dr. Beatrice and Oni. Will take this entry off if i am incorrect

Chaos Kitty

Kem

Am I including Hairy and Claude and the robot from 3rd grade? Yes, yes i am

Love

Care

Naivete

Watch

Spirit

Pa'yme Alvalok

Iscienth Sarrus

Avarus Alvalok

Beth Grant

Kageleth Avalok

Bernadette

Town of Clover

Sonar

Yea does anyone want my full unedited list of relevant ocs and possibly past ocs i dont use anymore but i have a record of their name somewhere. 217 of them roughly

[crazwaz-ocs]

furry izzy & isabelle because why not