#iwas so caught up in the euphoria of mostly being around people who like and understand me i forgot [Long Redacted List Of Memories]
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i think the thing that Suddenly Interacting With Human Beings has done most to me though is reminded me very very bluntly that i am in fact still very noticeably fucking weird
#ive only just kinda returned to normal about it; it actually scared me very badly im learning! jhbdgj#iwas so caught up in the euphoria of mostly being around people who like and understand me i forgot [Long Redacted List Of Memories]#piktalk#'so whats your family like' uh 'you ever think about your legacy' um 'not that you have adhd i mean' ah;#. the weirdest one was 'he reminds me of you; you might get along!' and then being very starkly reminded um .#well. thats a different person. aha.#like ooooooof. if thats what youre thinking of me i have Got to hold my cards closer to my chest#not exactly This Is No Longer A Safe Place All Of A Sudden but like; somewhere near there;#alas..
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Crushing on another team’s manager
Yamaguchi
He probably noticed you during training camp
You were the manager for Nekoma and Kuroo’s best friend, besides Kenma, so you hung out in the 3rd gym a lot.
Yamaguchi waits for Tsukki sometimes and plays with Kuroo, Bokuto and Akaashi.
He first notices you when you pop in to tell them that dinner is almost over.
“Kenma saved you a bowl but if you’re not at the dining hall in exactly 4 and a half minutes, I will be eating it, Kuroo.”
The 3rd-year laughs and starts cleaning up the gym along with the rest of the 3rd gym boys but Yamaguchi’s mind is still on you.
The first thing he noticed about you was the way a wide grin spread slowly across your face when you were teasing Kuroo.
He had never seen a smile so goofy yet so beautiful in his entire life. You intrigued him already
He thought about that smile as he went to sleep that night.
Your next encounter was during one of the practice games they had with Nekoma during the camp.
In between the sets, you were passing out water and towels to the Nekoma players.
Yamaguchi found his eyes wandering towards you. He couldn’t help it, all he could think of was that smile and how he’d love to see it again.
Before he could snap himself back to reality, you looked over to catch him staring. He immediately flushed and avoided eye contact.
When he glanced back up at you for just a second, you were waving at him and smiling. That same smile that he couldn’t stop thinking about. That same smile that radiated warmth and sunshine in the pull of your lips upward.
He almost stared for too long again but he was conscious enough to realize that he looked like a fool and he waved back before you looked away.
When you turned back to talking with Kuroo, he remained with the shock and euphoria of seeing your smile again.
Tsukishima had to knock him back from his thoughts when the next set was about to begin.
The third encounter was at the barbeque at the end of the training camp.
Everything was completely chaotic and you were keeping the Nekoma boys in check.
You passed around watermelon and chatted with Kaori and Yukie about how hard it is being the mom to a bunch of crazy teenage boys with way too much energy.
As you made your way to Karasuno, you hesitated and groaned.
“I can’t go over there, there’s a cute boy over there and I can’t hold my ground against cute people!” you whisper to your fellow managers.
They share a smile as you explain why they should go give Karasuno watermelon instead of you.
In unison, they grabbed your plate of watermelon and pushed you towards where Yamaguchi was sitting.
He turned around just in time to have the Nekoma manager flung into his arms unceremoniously.
As you try to grasp the situation, Yukie and Kaori out here just whistling and handing out watermelon, winking and wiggling their eyebrows at you.
You tried to untangle yourself from Yamaguchi and apologize for your friends but he was too shocked to get any of what you were saying. He was still processing that you, the beautiful angel with the beautiful smile, just fell into his arms, literally.
It all caught up with him eventually and he was beet red.
When he realized you were talking, he pulled himself together enough to listen to you.
“I am so sorry about that, and about my friends,” you growled at Kaori and Yukie, who shrugged and continued passing out watermelon. “I hope I didn’t hurt you,”
You rub the back of your neck, hoping he won’t notice the blush rising on your ears.
You two are just standing there awkwardly chuckling and blushing profusely while Nishinoya and Tanaka are sitting across the table watching you and munching on watermelon.
“So are you guys gonna go out or what?” asks Tanaka as he takes another bites of watermelon.
This draws your attention.
Its a whole mess of stuttering as you both frantically try to explain. You aren’t sure what you’re explaining but you don’t want anyone to get the wrong idea. Well, no completely the wrong idea.
Yamaguchi looks towards you, biting the inside of his lip awkwardly.
“That-uh- actually doesn’t sound like-uh- such a bad idea”
He cringes and braces himself for the imminent rejection but instead is met by a hand taking his.
“I’d like that,” you tell him.
He can’t help but smile when he sees your face, the one that is displaying that smile, that radiant smile that fills him with warmth.
Kyoutani
You were Oikawa’s sibling so he expected you to be just as annoying as your brother.
You go to Shiratorizawa for the science program and have become the manager for the team so you can participate in the school’s volleyball program even if your brother isn’t there.
The first time he meets you is when you come to bring Tooru a bento during practice.
You find a stray volleyball by the entrance and throw it straight at Tooru’s head
“Hey! Iwa-ch- y/n! Hi!”
You smile widely and pat your brother on the arm
“Hey stupid, I brought you a bento so you won’t starve”
While he rifles through the food you brought him, your eyes wander to around the court. You watch some of the other players practice .
What catches your attention is Kyoutani’s spike. You knew it was powerful from what Tooru has told you but you never expected to see him in person.
Of course you have to walk over and introduce yourself because hey, why not?
He just kind of stares at you. He thought you would be intimidated by his appearance since most people are but you just walked up to him and told him his spike was amazing.
That made an impression on him more than it probably should. You had such a confident air about you and he was very confused as to why he found himself thinking about you during his classes.
He would perk up whenever he heard someone coming into the gym, hoping it was you.
When Aoba Johsai played Shiratorizawa, you, of course, walked over to talk to Tooru.
“You are going to lose,” you spat. “Also I love you and do your best! Good luck!” Tooru rolled his eyes and punched your arm, so you punched his back harder and earned an “ow” from the drama queen.
When you were done messing around with Tooru, you looked over at Kyoutani and waved at him with a little smile.
“Good luck out there, Kyoutani! I hope I get to see one of those amazing spikes!”
You made your way back to the Shiratorizawa team as he scowled out of spite for his own heart, how dare it beat that fast when you talk to him
During the whole match, you cheered for both teams out of loyalty to your school and your brother.
When Kyoutani scored a point, you cheered the loudest. He wouldn’t show it but he loved the attention from you. If you cheered that loud at all of Aoba Johsai’s games, he would score all 25 points just to hear your praise again.
He asks Oikawa about his feelings and that was a mistake.
Oikawa is all “ohoho you like my sibling ohoho” he’s such a child
Kyoutani very is very close to just losing it when Oikawa’s all like “ listen here, young one (you’re only one year older shut up) you have a crush, and you gotta tell them. Here, I’ll help you.
He writes a little note on some Sanrio stationery because it was the only paper Oikawa had in his backpack and Oikawa is supposed to give it to you.
He’s a little bch about it tho
Just holding it above your head because stupid volleyball players
He eventually does let you read it and you are over the moon
Partially because of the cute stationary but mostly because your crush just confessed to you, I mean, how much better does it get
Now every time you come into the gym, Tooru does the wiggly eyebrows and you shut him up with a volleyball to the back of the head (Iwa: I’ve taught you well)
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