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#ive rewatched both this month in my depressive slump lol
kaydalixza · 5 hours
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Making yourself a tuna melt bagel at midnight to eat watching Outnumbered because being an adult is hard when you're a 25 year old teenager carrying the weight of the world :')
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#it was damn good#i ate half and kinda wanted to leave the second bit but the idea of a day old toasted sandwich was even sadder#i threw up twice today and had to help my gran pee while she was stuck on the floor#i had to grovel to my manager for the day off and try to reassure my parents in Germany that gran was okay and an ambulance was coming#ahahaha#I'm so anxious#i was so shakey i could barely hold the clutch to drive home lol#glad my boss gave me the day off :')#i was still on the clock a bit bc i was a lone working buddy and felt too bad to cancel so i was still checking my emails and work phone 🙃#my buddy and coworkers were great but still#i can feel my physical anxiety symptoms getting worse#the trichotill is happening again and so is the ED#i shake so much#my memory is shot#tw trichotillomania#TW eating disorder#tw ed not ed sheeren#that tag always makes me giggle a bit and i always feel horrible about it-#ANYWAY#traumadump over#i fucking love Outnumbered#season 1 Karen is literally me#she's my little 5 year old twin flame idk#she just GETS ME#I'm so fucking excited for the 2024 Christmas special#im getting Outnumbered AND Gavin and Stacey???#ive rewatched both this month in my depressive slump lol#hoping i get a bojack xmas special to round out my depression binge watching lol#god Outnumbered ep 1 is so fucking funny its a masterpiece if a single person sees this pls watch it i love it sm#'can i keep a nit as a pet? :(' Karen is too precious i hope ramona knows how brilliant she is
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