#ive got silly little gay fanfics to write and friends to talk to and media to experience
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also just gonna brag about myself for a hot second (because i missed the anniversary in the fall) and say that. it's been 4 1/2ish years since my last attempt and like. look at me go? still here, still fighting. and i very much WANT to be here. that's progress. might not seem like much but i'm proud to have made it to this point. i want to be alive and i've found friends who are glad i'm alive, and that's not nothing
that's not nothing 💖
#there are still people who dont want me here and it isnt always easy but it IS worth it#also fuck those guys they dont matter#ive got silly little gay fanfics to write and friends to talk to and media to experience#and a whole lotta life left to live#also debating if this is embarrassing to post. there is so much shame. but im so tired of being ashamed of where ive been#my mental health and shitty people in my life have thrown so much at me and im still standing#and idk. i wanna give myself a hug#maybe a gold star#maybe remind myself that i matter and theres people who would miss me if i werent here#if i werent here to make all the btvs and mr! characters trans. who would??#thats Important to the fandom ecosystem#happy to be alive :)#beatrice.txt#tw suicide ment
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Adult Reddie Fic List
My Top 10 List of Aged-Up Reddie!
ok so most of these are canon divergence fics but theres an AU sprinkled in here somewhere! NO MCD, NO RAPE/NONCON, NO UNDERAGE, NO GRAPHIC DEPICTIONS OF VIOLENCE.
Comedy Central: Richie Tozier by SpicyReyes
Transcript of Richie Tozier’s 30 minute comedy special episode, in which he talks sexuality, coming out, and fickle memories.
Characters: Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak (mentioned)
Author Tags: #Humor #Eddie Lived #its not explained but thats a fact #Post-Canon #Comedian Richie Tozier #coming out story
My Tags: #silly and golden for it
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WC: 1,449
Just Friends by sporklift
Richie brings Eddie home for a good-old-fashioned family shindig. Everyone thinks they’re dating. And it gets worse.
(Or: Things Get Weird at Wentworth Tozier’s Retirement Party)
Characters: Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak, Maggie Tozier, Wentworth Tozier, Richie Tozier’s Sister
Author Tags: #Didn’t Know They Were Dating #You want tropes? We got tropes! #Pining? Poorly timed sexual tension? WE GOT ALL THAT #but also like #Regression #Latent Homophobia #Family Drama #Maggie and Went mean well #102 uses of the word “fuck” #Rated T for (pretty fucking) Tame for this fandom
My Tags: #god i wish i could write like this #fanfics like the stars #author; a forever fav #fics for happy tears #make it a series!
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WC: 12,634
Paparazzi by samsnovak
They had fought a fucking killer clown together in the sewers, and Eddie could sadly compare the feeling of being around Pennywise to that of when he glimpsed the flash of the camera. RIchie was just so ridiculous, grabbing him or pulling faces that had Eddie struggling to hold in his laughter. Regardless of how vastly and aggressively he would deny it, Eddie really did think that his boyfriend was funny. Though telling RIchie would only inflate his already irritatingly large ego.
Characters: Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak, The Losers Club (IT)
Author Tags: #plz #ive wanted to see someone write this au for so long #so i just did it myself #eddie is sassy as fuck and richie ADORES IT #literally just pure fluff for my boys
My Tags: #fanfics like the stars
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WC: 1,832
it’s about the time that you just unwind by fuckener
“It sucked to tell people,” Richie said suddenly, tapping a finger on his glass. He was avoiding eye contact again. “Like - it just really fucking sucked. I’m old. I’m like middle-aged. You’re this old and you just start telling people you’re gay, they think, ‘Jesus! That dude’s got issues.’ Because they’re right, and you do.”
“It must have come as a real shock to our friends,” Eddie said, staring. “That you have issues.”
Characters: Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak
Author Tags: #Canon Divergence - Eddie Lives #Post-Canon #Love Confessions #Hand Jobs
My Tags: #fanfics like the stars #fics for happy tears #add it to my top 10 inspo lists #author; a forever fav #make it a series!
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WC: 9,455
Richie Tozier, an Apple Music Listener by plinys
Apple Music ✓ @AppleMusic Thanks for the support @trashmouth! We love to see loyal #AppleMusic fans!
Apple Music ✓ @AppleMusic Also, in unrelated news, the #AppleMusic recommended song of the day is “thank u, next” by Ariana Grande.
Characters: Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak
Author Tags: #Social Media #Post-Canon #Eddie Kaspbrak Lives
My Tags: #fanfics like the stars #silly and golden for it
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WC: 1,288
Clean by devovitsuasartes
Eddie survives the final fight, but Richie saw him die in the Deadlights - and he's having a little trouble shaking it off.
Characters: Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak, The Losers Club (IT)
Author Tags: #Fix-It #Hurt/Comfort #Angst
My Tags: #fanfics like the stars #add it to my top 10 inspo list
Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
WC: 9,007
Rainbows and Star Wars-Heart Eyes by NemiMontoya
Sometimes, in the midst of trying to wrap his head around the fact that it was okay to be this happy, Richie would think back to his thirteen-year old self; that confused, awkward boy, so in love and so terrified. He wished he could send a message to that boy somehow:
”Don’t worry. It will happen. It will take a long time, but trust me, it will be so worth it.”
Characters: Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak
Author Tags: #Reddie #Fluff #Domestic Fluff #Romance #Marriage Proposal #Slow Dancing
My Tags: #fanfics like the stars #fics for happy tears #god i wish i could write like this #author; a forever fav #add it to my top 10 inspo list
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WC: 4,421
Darling, Darling by bluepeony
"Because in truth, the thought of life without Eddie is somewhat unthinkable."
In which Ben and Beverly get married, Richie is cynical, and Eddie just wants to slow dance.
Characters: Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak, Ben Hanscom, Beverley Marsh, Mike Hanlon, Stanley Uris, Bill Denbrough, (Audra Phillips)
Author Tags: #Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies #Established Relationship #Fluff #Weddings #Slow Dancing
My Tags: #fanfics like the stars
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WC: 2,134
Call It What You Want by hannahberrie
They’re just staring at each other in the middle of a crowded New York train station, and it’s almost midnight. There’s supposed to be a thunderstorm tonight, according to the forecast, but Eddie can’t really remember that right now.
In which, after separating from Myra, Eddie goes to stay at Richie's place in Manhattan.
Characters: Eddie Kaspbrak, Richie Tozier
Author Tags: #Aged-Up Character(s) #Fix-It #Sharing a Bed #Coming Out #sloppy kisses #Flirting #Richie Tozier Loves Eddie Kaspbrak #One Shot
My Tags: #fanfics like the stars #fics for happy tears
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WC: 4,676
I’m quite alright hiding today by remusjohn
Richie doesn’t know how to say, You kissed me to wake me up from the deadlights and I don’t know if you did it to save my life or if there’s something else too, but it’s kind of killing me, man.
So Richie doesn’t say anything at all.
Characters: Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak
Author Tags: #Post-IT Chapter Two (2019) #Eddie Kaspbrak Lives #obviously #and they were ROOMMATES #Sappy Sex #i just wanted a fic where Richie cries the first time they have sex that’s all this is
My Tags: #fanfics like the stars #author; a forever fav #god i wish i could write like this #add it to my top 10 inspo list #fic inspired by
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WC: 7,166
#reccing with liz#fic recommendation#adult reddie#aged up reddie#adult losers#aged up losers#post it chapter two#post chapter two#it chapter two#it 2019#reddie#richie tozier/eddie kaspbrak#richie tozier#eddie kaspbrak
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