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the-sparkling-diamond-satine · 4 months

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also just gonna brag about myself for a hot second (because i missed the anniversary in the fall) and say that. it's been 4 1/2ish years since my last attempt and like. look at me go? still here, still fighting. and i very much WANT to be here. that's progress. might not seem like much but i'm proud to have made it to this point. i want to be alive and i've found friends who are glad i'm alive, and that's not nothing

that's not nothing 💖

#there are still people who dont want me here and it isnt always easy but it IS worth it #also fuck those guys they dont matter #ive got silly little gay fanfics to write and friends to talk to and media to experience #and a whole lotta life left to live #also debating if this is embarrassing to post. there is so much shame. but im so tired of being ashamed of where ive been #my mental health and shitty people in my life have thrown so much at me and im still standing #and idk. i wanna give myself a hug #maybe a gold star #maybe remind myself that i matter and theres people who would miss me if i werent here #if i werent here to make all the btvs and mr! characters trans. who would??#thats Important to the fandom ecosystem #happy to be alive :)#beatrice.txt #tw suicide ment

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