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Ermmmm what the sigma!!!!! *Explodes*
#silly#art#south park#pip pirrup#damien thorn#sp dip#the dipping sauce#giggles#lalalalalalalal#ermmm#ive been working on this for a couple days now#lalalalla#before i got a stylus#colored with stylus tho#not important tho#erm#sillyyyy
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Briefly saying it here bc less offline friends follow me teehee GOD i love. My friends.
#not an art#Ive been really out of it and vacant today (couple days maybe)#Hearing from or just talking *about* my friends really pulls me back#And now ppl at work can stop giving me looks for staring silently lmao#Aah. Friends r out there I'll see them soon. Everything's okay#Oh ive also been flinching a lot today. Hmm.
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silly doodle for my fursona since i made her 11 years ago today :-)
#my art#YAAAAY KADEN BIRTHDAY#featuring her new design bc i keep forgetting to update her ref#ive been a furry for 11 years. isnt that something LMAO#im on fall break now!!! doing a lot of recharging bc the few days before break have been making me wanna eat my keyboard#< nothing crazy bad going on its just the work im doing being super annoying + dealing with a weird bout of imposter syndrome#BUT ANYWAY!!! happy birthday kaden. kissing his big head#i have a couple of things i wanna do for my next tattoo/its just a matter of committing but i Do want to get a cat#< I DO WANNA NOTE kaden and i have dif birthdays :-) mine was at the end of october hehe#but i do draw kaden on my birthday bc he is me but he is also Not Me . but he is. yk LOL#tattoo somewhere to honor kaden. just a standard shorthair/nothing that necessarily reads that im a furry#or the cat having her design bc it changes every now and then bahaha#AND LIKE IM VERY CERTAIN I WANT A CAT TATTOO FOR KADE LOL shes been a staple of my life for Eleven Whole Years#and shes helped me accept parts of myself. bc if i gave her the traits i had/have and i still loved her. then i could love me too#and that has drastically helped with So Much and my therapist says thats actually#a great therapy tool. forget the exact wording but the idea is there#everyone make a fursona now. ur homework is making a fursona and loving them. and then loving urself
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I’m probably gonna be changing my pinned post from the fic list to a whole sfth FAQ/masterpost when I have the time to finish it (just wanted to give people a heads up for if anyone uses the fic list)
the fic list will be linked on the FAQ/masterpost, as well as some other good resources and links :)
(and I will continue with updating the fic list too btw!!!)
#Hopefully gonna do it soon#But it might be a couple days#ive been working on it for AGES#but I was SO burnt out when I started it and keep forgetting to finish it#but anyway :)#shoot from the hip#:)#Right now I can’t because the patreon dnd thing is soon and then I need to SLEEP#but sometime soon hopefully
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Feeling a little better today 🥺
#i might have a possible interview at a place ive always wanted to work at#and im not feeling as trapped today thankfully#i just need to get out of panic mode#and breathe#and remember if im out of work for a couple of days thats okay i can manage it ish#might treat myself to a nice meal deal ngl ive not been eating great the oast few days and suddenly now my appetite is here like DING DING
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I've been trying to reencorporate the idea that "I'm worth the time it takes to do things right" back into my daily routine and frankly it's done wonders for my well being.
#like. I meal prep for work now and I started my skincare routine back up#and I make sure to dress nice for work and I blow dry my hair and#I do my make up and wear silly earrings that match what I'm doing that day#idk man this is like. probably peanuts for some people but Ive been stretched so thin over the padt couple months#that I was like. really letting alot of things I enjoy doing fall to the wayside?#thank you murcury stardust. I'm sure you meant this in a home improvement sense but like. ya know
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pocket-square sized
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 3#yakuza series#yakuza#yoshitaka mine#snap sketches#HIIIIIIIII my wrist still hurts#i WAS just gon watch nakai movies while i rested but i fear ive watched all the available ones with eng subs.. //screams//#my bro picked me up onea them neat wrist support gloves tho so the pain is significantly gone and i can move my fingers better now#ill still let it rest for another couple days but recovery times lookin optimistic :]#as for this doodle.... i tolds you i MUST draw despite the injury... its my duty...#also i finished a comm today and since i had some practice drawing one handed working on that i figured id try drawin somethin small#and since it been a while since drawn mine... teehee..#def wont be doin any comics any time soon or even more detailed stuff but this is cute nuff for now#lol this is the timeline if i worked on my rgg stickers long enough to get to y3#since ive drawn mine tho ive been reminded.. i wont be able to go to animenyc this november :( too expensive for me this year#mabes ill go to animenext in like june or wait until next year to go to animenyc but </3 public dont get to see me mine cosplay </3#mabes when my wrist gets better ill wear it for fun but anyway typing like this still sucks so byee !!!!!!!
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Day 17 - WOOO PRETTY LADY!
#dailypulpmusicals#pulp musicals#the great moon hoax#the brick satellite#the ghosts of antikythera#the searcher in the shadows#margaret cavendish pulp musicals#margaret cavendish#hi.. im back…. did you miss me? ive been deathly ill for… a couple days now? but im better and im working on a bunch of cool drawings!#as my apology please have this drawing of Margaret :)#mod morgan
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the amount of effort that goes into figuring out what to cook and eat every day is RIDICULOUS. i used to think people were so weird and boring for eating the same thing every single day but it truly does make life so much easier
#and also it's nice to know exactly what your food is going to taste like before you eat it#like when i get unfamiliar takeout. half the time i'm like. oh.#i'm going to have to eat all of this. or be judged.#so i just do my best to suppress my gag reflex and Get Through It and then it makes me sick so what was even the point#i think my parents spoiled me. and the most annoying thing is they're significantly better at cooking now than when i was a child#so when i go over i eat three delicious home cooked meals + snacks and they're all different and amazingggg#and then i come back to texas and i am like. googling 'how to feed myself healthy vegetarian'#because I do NOT have the time or money or energy to cook three beautiful delicious meals Just For Me#i think this would be easier with a partner#this whole week i bought a fuckton of mediterranean groceries and i have been making and eating food!!#mediterranean is close enough to indian that i like it well enough#unfortunately for me. i am def going to have to learn how to cook indian food to get through life. because i cannot fucking eat american#i don't know HOW you guys do it i'm so spoiled#i'm assuming meat is this really amazing wonderful thing that just adds flavor to everything#(it is physically repulsive to me and the couple times ive accidentally tasted it it's bleh so i refuse to partake)#i think it's an acquired taste but it magically makes ur food better. that is my understanding of how meat works#cause american vegetarian food is the saddest fucking thing i've ever tasted#i still think about my coworker i was talking to about my food issues and he was like. 'do u understand that you have been given a gift#by having constant access to tasty food your entire life. i ate unseasoned green beans every day of my childhood. learn how to fucking cook#indian food already.' truly a horrific thing to hear. but i'm calling my parents more and going HOW TO COOK VEGETABLE? BEAN? PLEASE HELP??#and by god i am not going to turn into my coworker.#anyways we start with baby steps. lentils and rice it is next week .-. going to the indian store to buy pickles to make it more tolerable#and i have my cabinet full of spices already at least#i wish i was less pickyyy#sometimes lalita cooks indian food for me and i'm like wow. i love and appreciate u for feeding me. but this sure is south indian food#i don't understand How they use spices. it feels like they toss as much of as many bottles as they can into every dish#and it's. the taste is just OW OW OW and nothing else. where's the nuance. the flavor.#and i like it when things are spicy!! i can even eat things where the flavor is just Hot. but not when she cooks it.#she will like watch my face when i take a bite and then go 'if you don't like it i'm throwing away all my pots and running away'#which. honestly a fair reaction. the problem is that i am incapable of lying
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Anyways update i just didnt bother to post earlier:
fr God is good and the whole car crash my parents got into last week was so incredibly mild in terms of injuries!!!! worst was a bruised knee im pretty sure
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*taps mic* HUG YOUR FREAKING LOVED ONES OR SO HELP ME!!!!!!!
#ALSO DO NOT READ THE TAGS IF YOURE HERE FOR A GOOD TIME!!!!#ENDED UP VENTING AGHHHHH- (<- amongus ref in 2024???? l+ratio) (no but seriously stay safe; im not sure if i should add a cw???)#no but like the cars themselves?#FOLDED-#ive seen photos of worse ones of course lol (ty internet <3)#but we´re all in agreement that if it had hit anywhere else at that speed it wouldve been BAD Bad-#like; severe injury to the leg at least; drivers door wouldve crumpled; thankfully it hit the tire mostly#our car got what seems to be the lesser damage and theyre still debating if it counts as total loss xd#also oh goshhhh#so i usually go and say goodbye to my dad when hes headed to work; i did it that day as usual; car was already halfway out the driveway#my dog also loves to go and she was already in the car#but my mom (taking my dad to work) said she´d need to stop by the store after dropping dad off; so she handed her back to me#last minute descision-#my dog is a small kinda elderly chihuahua and wouldve been on my mom´s lap when they crashed#no seatbelt for her obviously#she wouldve gotten injured so freaking bad if she was there ):#overall feels like we dodged a life altering accident by a hair#i wasnt even in it and im still shook hahaha#i always go say bye to dad if hes leaving for work no matter if im pissed off or sad or whatever#half out of habit; half bc i know anything could happen at any moment and id rather not have been too proud to say goodbye#dammit im crying now hahaha#saying again; everyones fine!!!!! please remember to hug your loved ones !!!!!!#shut up sheo#but oh gosh too many reminders of death as a constant recently#that happened about a week after a cousin died; i hadnt seen him in forever but his family went to our church growing up; he was my age#it was a dull and distant pain even then to hear the news but it still hurt; i didnt go to the funeral#did go to the one a couple days later tho; for a family member i truly didnt know; it was a car crash i think#a special kind of heartbreak from meeting his mom and seeing his kids running around#now that i realize it; as im writing this; i hadnt stopped to process just about anything hahaha#freaking sobbing at 9 in the morning smh!!!!!
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i feel like i’m eavesdropping when i read tags lmfaooo but referring to how u said that all (h)ours doesn’t maintain like.. hype? i know what u mean.. i thought their debut was amazing!!! i wish they’d have more stages for racer but they were already promoting wao wao as well, and then i thought their comeback was incredible as well like it’s a no skip album which even though i love all my nugu groups sometimes im just not into every song but that goes for most albums but like… i love. they’re so talented too like u said :( they deserve better but i find that’s kind of how it goes with most groups that are still a little under known.. i guess. they’re still so new.. so they have time fs
i’ve been trying to think about headcanons for kunho, youmin, and xayden though and idrk i have trouble coming up with them for groups that don’t have a presence at all on fic tumblr😭😭😭 i see all 3 of them as doms tho… xayden maybe switch??
lmao my tags are so unrelated to the actual posts sometimes i didnt think ppl would actually read them 💀💀 anywayz
this!! but idk w them it just felt v extreme ig? bc everybody and their mama was talking abt them n then all of a sudden everybody seemed to just have forgotten abt them but im soso sure that theyre gonna become really big in the future bc they really do have the potential!!
anywayz unfortunately i have to disagree w your other point to an extent bc i will die on my sub!youmin hill 🙂↕️🙂↕️
i defdef agree w dom!kunho and switch!xayden tho!!! and i think i have mentioned this before on here but ‼️hate sex w xayden‼️ ive had some thoughts abt this in my notes app for months now but im too shy to post it tbh bc it feels too personal 🥸����
#☆ ; hey listen ?#and i just need kunho to daddy me through life tbh#anywayz ive been craving hennessy w cherry juice all week#so now that i have a couple days off work… 👀
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all the bad dreams that you hide / show me yours, i'll show you mine
#my art#do not copy trace or steal#everlark#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#hunger games#the hunger games#thg#im still working on drawing people which adds to my nervousness x_x i wish i could be as confident as i am drawing animals#BUT YEAH IM SO NORMAL ABT THEM. I.#i literally have not gone a single day where i havent talked about them and im literally having to give myself limits on how much i can#read the books bc i literally went out to get a new library card JUST to do that#i literally cant believe when i was a kid i didnt like them as a couple .#i just couldnt appreciate the fake dating trope and i also took it very literally . and i was also like ten#ive had this ready to go but when i say ive had my mouse hovering over the post now button for a while i mean that so sincerely#PLEASE TALK TO ME ABOUT THE HUNGER GAMES i try not to overwhelm my sister but#i am very aware i am way more into thg than she is and we watched the movies together#ive been sending her literally every single video abt thg thinking she will enjoy it as much as i will and im probably driving her up#a wall AHBKJAHBHDFJGBKJDHBGG but its fine she expects nothing less#i have to get used to posting non cat art non warrior cat art#you can tell im stalling . just a little bit
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Nighthunter part 1: nightcat gets a concussion and passes out
#rain world#rain world fanart#i was super happy with this at first. excited to draw it and whatnot#but ive been working on this across the past couple days now#and the longer i do the more i get self conscious about it#im beginning to question if its worth it to finish it#i dont know anymore. my motivation has been waning really bad lately#rain world hunter#rain world nightcat#Astra's art#rw nightcat#rw hunter#rain world anthro#is that even a tag people use.........
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i would really appreciate it if i didn't have a brain that thought torturing me was a helpful response to being scared of us. im your copilot stop fucking tazing me you dick
#good fucking god. im going to crawl out of bed now that was all so pointless#what they never tell you about mental illness is what a massive waste of your time it is. jfc you stupid asshole#i hate you intrusive thoughts i hate you i hate you i hate you. die.#all the rest of it too tbh but those in particular. haunted by the knowledge that i will never be able to fight my limbic system or whateve#like brass knuckle fucking bike chain with the lock on bat with nails in it etc. absolutely sick of that guy idc how sympathetic he is#that motherfucker needs to pay for what he's done to me and im not joking even a little bit#ugh im going to go distract myself with something stupid now. whatever#edit im adding in some of the good things that happened today bc it was actually good and i feel better now :v#we got our first proper snow of the season so i got to go walk around in that. twas beautiful and my dogs were very cute#the last couple of times it snowed here i was too depressed/burnt out/whatever to like. go have fun in it#and it's our first snow w hoagie obviously (and maybe his first snow bc he's like. 1 y/o)#im still on break and ive been vaguely if not very un-vaguely tormented by the prospect of registering for classes#even though i think they start in like. 2 days.#combined w the need to do like. a comedically large amount of dishes. like nothing to eat on for days bc of my ass amounts#am i registered for classes? no. but im working on the unforseen obstacle in question and i feel better bc of that#waiting on an email feels a lot comfier than sitting on smth very urgent without knowing its exact deadline (<- too scared to look) unable#to bring yourself to do it yknow? and the dishes got done. small miracles#like today was good my brain just ambushed me again
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help i feel myself slipping into bkdk again
#ive been off work for a couple of days now#because od may 1 and easter#and ive had time to read fanfics again#god sometimes writers get their dynamic in a way that just tickles my brain#also wow that one post got like 7k notes#im tumblr famous#bkdk#twin stars
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Do you have someone you talk to everyday? Except family
anon why are you trying to give me an existential crisis in the middle of the day:') also. bold of you to assume i talk to my family every day jsfhdkjghjk
#EVERY day every day? idts. i do not talk to my college friends at ALL when im home over the weekends#except rarely when they text me about assignments#but i guess i talk to them every day during the working week cause i meet them every day#i guess i talk to certain mutuals pretty much every day. i think ive talked to phobicule almost every day this week#shoutout to hana and rafaela i think the past couple months ive been talking to them pretty much every day#i USED to have someone id talk to every single day even when we hadnt lived in the same city since elementary school but#that's a different story. she sucks#and i dont think we've been friends let alone best friends in like eight months now#and there were a couple of other people id talk to every day and we still do talk and i still love them as much obviously#but im just constantly drained and overworked so not EVERY day#and there are some people i wish i could talk to more but somehow have even less time and energy than i do#but i dont think we're any less close than we used to be because of that. life's just hectic we're still a call away#anon (derogatory)#<- sorry:')#im assuming you saw my college post and i dont really get why youd send this lol
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