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#dragons#healthcare#hospitals#scalie#artists on tumblr#baphomart#Téagartha#ive been doing mentally well 🙂#been working on this for the past month and a half shortly after i hit my 5 year anniversary#all the stuff thats typed up in that second to last pic i handwrote across a page in my sketchbook#which my coworker then saw and looked very concerned for me#im just coping babey!!#also this is my first time doing drawings just in greyscale and with a pencil style brush. i liked it a lot#also pics are ID'd and might help people who dont work healthcare with context as well. some of these pictures are kind of vague otherwise
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hey do you know where i can read pupupu hero?? ive been really wanting to read it lol
but like specifically the rtdl part because i am mentally ill and also i wanna see magochilly
It’s not translated and it’s a only the Traitor Magolor arc, but here’s a drive with what you’re looking for and there’s more available here as well! (Not translated unfortunately) I do believe multiple artists are working on translations though 🙂 hope that helps. You can also purchase the mangas on Amazon Japan digitally or physically 😁 The sequel series is also being republished as well and I highly recommend supporting the official release if you’re able too! Happy reading 😄
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Hi! I'm one of your Cyclone X Mavsdaughter fan. (I specify because it's my 1st time sending you a message). Love the tension btw. Just a little ask to ask you if you're well since it's been a while since your last (of any kind) update. I hope you're in good health physically and mentally. Maybe you just needed a break for tumblr? But yeah, I was curious and a bit worried. If it's too personal, it's fine not to answer 🙂
Hey.. it has been awhile, ive spoken to another tumblr writer, who actually also ended up leaving her account. I was so so so so excited when I put out my new Rooster story and it took off like crazy. I had so many likes and reblogs and my other stories were picking up love. But unfortunately where come the good people, come the bad ones. I have always used writing as a way to cope with my depression, and suddenly I was getting anons messaging me abut how stupid my stories where, or how bad my smut was, or how i wasnt posting fast enough and suddenly I was just blank. I would open my laptop and just stare at nothing until I would be almost in tears. I want so badly to pick up the stories I have, and now that Im in a better place I hope to do so. To be truthful this is the first time I have opened my laptop since January 26th. Thank you for checking in with me though!! <3
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Okay but seriously .. understanding trainers
It’s going to take time before change in that world happens - magic.
But what to look for ..
How do you pick a bf or gf or spouse or what make you think one child is more trouble than the other inside and outside ya home n family pods
.. T.hooww ya want to show your body that’s what you call appreciation.. I get it
I was told loosely MY BUSINESS CARD IS MY BODY .. ( weird sexualization grooming ) …
But what’s THE MOTTO for my journey when I get ready for clients.
You seem to have stayed in high school 1/2 college sports thinking NO D1 training and even then ya got princess diva crying ass Landon James .. Michael Jackson by sight of “talent” but psychologically a fucking t.hooww .. Michael Jordan how many injuries ya got!?
But you train mental like Serena and Stephen .. who came before you Shaq!?
How’d you copy the great to become ur great ..
Who let the game fan base out rule the purpose of the journey .. wasn’t the money for everyone involved.
Who’s the STARt .. what was THEIR GOAL.. what did U SEE IN LIKENESS TO URS N THEIRS!??
- that’s weird another parenting playground. But more sheep. Bigger Hurd.
… T.hooww appreciates her gains but in competition w other small frame turned big = FUCK YES ATTENTION ..
Me was small gain = POWERFUL IN MY “DAMAGED BODY” I LOOK THE JOY IVE ALWAYS FELT .. COME GET IN KEN WERE GETTING BARBIES MENTAL MOTOR SKILLS BACK. .. I always had curved and butt n tits just not like the other girls ..
YOU WANT TO BE SEXUALIZED .. yes every has been misgroomed or purposely guided to that terrain but again .. ya over stay “welcome” or “picked up game” and continued..
How ya continue abuser or victim abuser or survivor.
T.ooww victim abuser continued like India .. ( someone bullied her first infantry — recording yrs yes but someone elder than her still responsible.. ancestors not mentally telling her do stupid shit it’s someone IN THE AREA PHYSICAL TOUCH REACH AROUND THE FAMILY N FRIENDS) …
T.hooww ya post clients !? Not really and if so video but how long they last .. but ya jump to big following quick - paid promotions and ya get clothing .. weird rush of excitement cows brain lost logic but also highlight .. where was it - BUSINESS PLAN WHO FAIL BY OVER Delivering .. but where’d it get you in the end .. again WHAT WAS UR MOTTO TO BEGIN.
I worked equinox I’m excited to be in a training prestigious environment after what I came from ( Barry’s it cute but stop orange theory - we wana get you muscle but it’s just endorphins really .. n dance fit thing on la tea Santa Monica ) ..
I brought my excitement w me Ben said “it’s just a revolving door for trainers “ that hurt but my thought
“Well maybe cause YOU don’t actually want to be here” .. anyways ya be around me YA INNER CHILD COME OUT ON MY END NOT KNOW UR EXPERIMENTING N TESTING ME .. ( wow we haven’t seen medical results like this since …🙂)
Anyways … MY BIGGEST FUTURE WANT AS A CHILD WAS TO BE AUTHENTICALLY HAPPY. HAY BITCH. - bhad bhabbie. ( snatched )
.. my clients I don’t post their results but I posted their words .. reviews … some aren’t comfortable having photo post and I’m pretty sure I asked that .. but I didn’t feel like posting them I rather train n a video than photo cause someone take that n photoshop n say their clients got results .. okay… - bought followers n ya snaked too or sexual 24/7 BUT MATING CALL STANCE OR “I’m PROVING A POINT IM REAL” - that’s thirsty weird of ya in a healing environment- must be abuser.
🙊
.. anyways I was building steps trying not to take on too much in MY BUSINESS.. but life threw me where it needed and I flowed.
Mind body n soul TRAINING = OTHER SIDE OF FEAR. UTOPIA OSOF. 🙂
K bye.
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omfg… MY STARBERRY<333
i’ve missed you so much !! ,, ugh life has been KICKINGGG MY ASSSSSSSSSSSSSS (per usual) .. but i’m so glad to be better and back!!!
but i come back to see you labeled me with shua AND hyuka?? 😵. i personally think you’re a WONDERFUL mix of wooyoung and vernon.
BUT, HAVE YOU SEEN (you probably have 🤷🏾♀️) MINGYU AND THE REST OF THE 97-ERS RETURNED FOR HIS SPECIAL DAY!!!!! the world is healing 🙏🏾.
while we’re on the subject of mingyu, the two mingyu fics you dropped? had me shocked. i literally had to pause momentarily out of pure shock. like every time you drop a new fic i have to mentally prepare myself like…omfg.. (i’m about to read your joshua one)
the new svt comeback has my back and below sweating too,, shit had me CLIMBING THE WALLS I WAS SO … 😄🙂🤨😯😳😵😩
in conclusion; you’re like the best person ever lol and i will forever look up to you, not only as a writer but as a person because you’re so kind! and genuine! and just so real!!!
i love you sarberry shortcake 😤
MY BELOVED !!!! IVE MISSED YOU <33333 life has also been KICKING my ass so hard 😭 finals are around the corner and uni has just been taking everything out of me. i hope you’re doing well!! and dont feel obligated to send asks just bc i. say i miss u dhehdb take all the time u need seriously
and yes ur my hyuka more than anything 😭🫶🏽 and ME ??:)/) vernon and wooyoung mix 🥹 im madly in love with vernon and i feel like me and wooyoung could be bffs so im extremely flattered and im also blushing <33333
I DEFINITELY DID SEE AND I WAS SO HAPPY BC HEHEGEE JUNGKOOKIE 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽 my worlds collided. i opened insta as soon as he posted and i started crying jshsh
PLEASEE no bc i always forget i posted those till someone brings it up to me hdvsvwb i know it was like last week but like idk, it doesnt feel like i posted them 😹 i hope u like the shua one 🥹
NO YEAH IM SO EXCITED FOR THE ALBUM AND FOR MY ACTUAL ALBUMS TO COME IN,… the world isnt ready 🫡
AND PLEASE DONT SAY THAT IM GONNA START CRYINGGEHD I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH
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ive been going through my bf's phone every now and then (i know i know im not proud of it) bc he talks w my best friend about me a lot, specifically abt my mental state
hugelarge rant incoming, readmore doesnt work on mobile so sorry but ur gonna have to scroll thru<3
tell me why they are deadass talking abt sending me to a facility if i get worse. (this is not ed related btw its alcohol abuse and depression) like lol girl 1) you have no right to do that 2) why the fuck is this the first i hear of you being concerned :)))) she literally said "sometimes i feel bad abt not doing enough. like i guess i could play [my hyperfixation game] with him but i just dont feel like it" GIRL LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO. doing something u dont feel like > me feeling included and cared for. like you know what yes u should feel bad bc she hangs out w my bf EVERY DAY on discord, without fail, but when im like oh want to play? shes like uhm sure just a sec and then doesnt show up until 3hrs later. like 🙂 ok
they talk abt me killing myself like it would be a huge inconvenience but also shrug their shoulders abt doing ANYTHING. they play hot potato w who should voice their concern (spoiler: nobody ever does) and state that well! we cant do anything other than listen when he decides to talk about it! and i didnt mind this inaction bc i thought they were unaware of how shitty im doing, but it turns out they know VERY well, they just dont give enough of a shit to bother doing anything about it. i did always know im more trouble than im worth🤭
whenever i do hang out w them while they play their own game they ignore me, nobody ever takes the initiative to do anything w me, if god forbid she's doing something w me and my bf comes online she immediately fucks off to hang out w him instead.
sick and fucking tired of it all. im going to start starving myself effective immediately & after i have my doctors appointment on monday i am doing some disgusting fucking cutting🤪
#tw ed#tw sh#we live a few hours away bc we met in highschool but everyone moved away for uni and jobs; thats why all this interaction is online
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