#ive already sold my soul

[zafrinaxyz]

these two OCs have had me in a chokehold since 5ever

[kevin-ibw]

Hi!! Ive read a couple of your posts abt your salvation au and holy sHIT its so interesting and intriguing!! While i still dont fully understand the differences between ur au and canon, ive noticed that salvation/nun!velvet is the one (literally) preaching about, obviously, salvation when in canon, thats charlies job (and shes vv legit abt it and genuinely succeeded, pentious my beloved)

So i gotta ask, would charlie and her hotel still exist? If it does, does it also offer their own version of salvation similar to velvettes cult? Whats the differences between the hotel and the cult? Their respective salvations? What kind of dynamic do they have?

If it doesnt, how does velvette replacing charlies hotel affect hell? Whats the ramifications of that?

Sorry if this is already been asked about, i havent read every post and i just got really curious! I love your art of the vees, and i cant wait to see more of your stuff!!! Have a nice day!! :))

Charlie and the Hotel

- Charlie seeks to give salvation to her people via opening the Salvation Hotel to serve as a paradise for everyone. Sinners are cautious and are uneasy about the offer, but it seems to get a boost in publicity after a certain television overlord promotes her services.

Differences between the Hotel and Velvette's Cult

- Charlie's salvation follows the definition of; preservation or deliverance from harm, ruin, or loss. Similar to canon, the hotel serves as a way of protecting sinners from extermination. It’s supposed to be a safe haven and a paradise for everyone.

The Hotel has elements from Earth that would make anyone very nostalgic, and seeing something that reminds them of our time of being alive, especially if they've been dead for so long, it is their salvation.

Mfs when they actually miss touching grass belike

Meanwhile, Velvette is a lot more malicious. She claims she can offer sinners salvation, but their only definitive proof is their fellow vee, Vox, who has disappeared for over seven years. Velvette's cult actively makes their own followers indulge in sin, saying that eventually, when the time comes, their sins will be forgiven, and we will all be saved from damnation.

And they believe her willingly, unknown to the fact that now their souls have been sold, which strips them away of their change of ascending to heaven.

[Thank you so much for the nice words 😭✨️, I enjoy answering these asks as much as you guys liking my AU 💖]

[punishedmemelia]

The NHL shouldn't force their players to wear pride shirts in normal games

they don't know I have controversial hockey takes

[kittynomore]

I keep forgetting to upload these lmao @debb987 yeet this at you. This chapter wants my soul but ive already sold it

[sensei-venus]

Omg for the social anxiety Reader what if Hawk's is the one to approach her and help her out? I need to know how he'd react to someone like that having been a shy bullied kid himself. If you want to ofc

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Reader felt herself freeze up as the new voice seemed to loom over her. A shiver ran up her spine as she slowly looked up at the person. Her heart speeds up a bit from being so close to a stranger.

Her eyes slowly glanced up to find a boy around her age looming over her. He wears a short mohawk and crystal blue eyes that seemed to glare into her soul. Her mind started to race as she thought about all of the things that could happen in that very moment. She felt her lip tremble a little.

“Uh you want this or not? I'll take it if you don't, I have been looking for a new hoodie.”

“No...no ill take it, thanks..” Reader was quick to take the hoodie from the boys outstretched hand. He difby seem to care that she basically snatched it right out of his hands.

He raised a brow as he looked at some of the shirts on her arm. A few band tees called out to him. Stuffing his hands into his pockets he said “You listen to them?” he points to one of the shirts. Reader looks down at the shirt he is pointing at and simply nods.

Her face is already starting to get hot, she didn't want to be here. Why did some attractive guy in the middle if the mall have to see her struggling to get a stupid hoodie out of all people. She wanted to but her tongue and run right now.

“Iv been trying to find their album for months now, it's sold out everywhere. Like I could just pull out my phone and listen to it but I would die for a hard copy.”

“Have you tried Tip Top records, over by the old roller rink? They sell CDs too and they tend to have a lot of sold-out stuff because like no one goes in there. It's like a hiding hole these days.”

Reader clamped up, eyes wide.

Was she really talking to some stranger right now with no issue?

“Really? Never even thought to go into that place but that definitely makes sense. I don't hear about anyone going to that place let alone buying anything from there.” The guy nodded and smirked. His teeth were bright and full as he looked her way.

“Oh yeah the names Hawk by the way.”

“Uh Reader.”

Reader didn't know why this guy was making her smile so hard right now. Any other day she would be running away to get out of this situation. She wouldn't even be able to get a few words out. But some how this guy was making her talk with no problem. It felt so weird and new to be able to talk to someone like this. For once she felt like she was having a normal conversation with a stranger.

Her heart was beating hard but not out of anxiety, there was a new feeling. The initial anxiety was slowly trickling away and new feelings were bubbling up inside her. For once she wanted to continue talking to someone new. Her stomach felt weird in a good way, she wanted to keep feeling that way. Talking to “Hawk” seemed to make her anxiety slip away.

“Hey I don't know what you're doing right now besides shopping, but some of my friends are going to go hang out in the court yard. Probably just get something to eat and chill. Why didn't you come? You don't have to talk or anything if you didn't want to....it would be cool if you just stuck around.” Hawk scratched the back of his head. His eyes lazily rolled as he threw a thumb behind him, a group of other teens was in the back laughing about something on a shirt. Those must be the friends he's referring to.

Reader looked around him and just stared at his little friend group for a minute.

“Trust me they're cool and if you feel uncomfortable or something, just let me know. I'll make them shut the fuck up real quick.”

She wanted to laugh at that but she could tell by his tone he was serious. Clearly, he didn't find the idea of his group of friends making her uncomfortable to be very funny. He watched for her reaction but didn't try to state her down anymore. He seemed to understand her nervous posture by this point.

Taking a deep breath Reader held the new hoodie close to her chest. Cheeks burning with nervousness and embarrassment. Slowly she looked at Hawk with a small smile.

“I would love to hang out with you and your friends. But I will warn you that I'm not much of a talker.” Reader mumbles out. Hoping she didn't chase off the new guy with her anxiety.

She was shocked when he just grinned and laughed saying “That's completely fine. Trust me when I say that most of my friends talk like crazy. They basically entertain themselves at this point. I would just enjoy it if you were there.” she sheepishly nodded at him.

The fact he wasn't pushing her to talk made her breathe a sigh of relief.

“Just uh meet us at the food court in a few minutes ok? It's not hard to sport up. See you later Reader.” he smirked and gave her a small wave before turning and walking off. He walled back to his friends who just slapped him on the back and went back to talking. The whole time he wears a smirk on his face.

Occasionally he turns his gaze back to her, just watching to see if she has run off or not. The whole time her cheeks feel like a lit furnace.

She quickly turns around and makes her way to the register. Clenching her shirts and hoodie in her arms.The smile that took over her face was huge and weird to her. For once she couldn't wait to go hang out with people, especially strangers at that. As she started to check out her stuff with the cashier she looked back toward where Hawk was standing before.

For a split second, she caught his eye and they just stood there looking at one another. Reader gave a small wave. Unexpectedly Hawk also gave a small wave, making sure none of his friends were watching him. He grinned at her before turning back to them.

Maybe meeting new people wasn't so bad when it was people you felt drawn too.

Maybe she could give it a try.

[dereliction-if]

Dear Sai, I am a frequent visitor & big fan

honestly I am a bit afraid that we are hyping your ifs a lot because your ideas are fucking amazing, and all the characters, world building and lore just are so exciting. I love nsfw aspect and that you are not afraid to be bold and of stepping beyond safety lines!

I noticed I started to be fearful that when you release the demos there will be people that wont like it, or expected something different and that it will discourage you. Ive seen to many amazing authors give up, just throw everything in the trash when it gets hard. Writing 3 ifs at the same time....oooh boy!...Sai, just.... don't stretch yourself thin. Writing is an art, it flows from the soul, its affected by motivation and emotions. So I am worried about you, I truly hope you have good people around to keep you on your path, to lend you a hand or shoulder, whatever you might need.

Because we neeeeeed writers like you, stories like that! I want to see your ifs being finished, published and sold on steam or other platforms.

just...take care of yourself, ok?.......I do hate that Cedric is not a ro and will never forgive for that 💀 thats to keep you grounded so your ego wont explode from all the praise

Love u though ❤️

I consider this an evil attempt on my emotional stability! ;)

Seriously though, thank you very much for taking the time to write this. I understand what you think and the "fear" and doubts involved. I've seen many authors abandon their projects too. And this is more than sad. I think I started PiA parallel to Dereliction because I know I profit from the different settings and writing and when I feel stuck with one project I can distract myself with the other. I def need the variety to keep my spirits high for a long term motivation and not fall dead to boredom lol. Dereliction and PiA are two stories that wander my mind for a very very long time now, so I thought, why wait for one to be finished when I can work on the other meanwhile already...

// oh ok, well then I will def never ever re-introduce Cedric as a Ro cause yk ... gotta stay grounded. Everybody out there will know it's because of you now /jk - no, he won't be re-introduced as a RO...

But I want to add, that removing Cedric as a RO is exactly for that reason, to stay true to my initial idea and I know I can enjoy my writing much more again, even if some might not like it.

I know that my demo will disappoint some readers and it's ok. This is why I "warned" my readers about some content and I am fully embracing any critique and unfollows. As long as it is something I stand behind, I will not regret anything and not feeling the pressure for compromises is such a treat.

Thank you for your message Much love Sai ❤️❤️❤️

[stillfertile]

so do I watch

the kraken <- most likely have a bad time but Ive sold my soul to them already

the wild <- already on a win streak and I love to watch my silly boys be silly

[rebel-revenant]

Dishonorably Residing Baron of Brats & CMO (Chief Mischief Officer) of Hell

... or that's what my Vampire LinkedIn says. Anyway, I was conceived from a fanfic Armand wrote about himself and Lestat. Henceforth unborn from that unholy union, I am the Rebel Revenant, and I've been shambling around this earth ever since, subjecting unwilling ears to my atrocious Lestat accent.

Ah, but what can be said of me that hasn't already been written by my Immortal Haters with the intent to wound and to maim me? It's all completely factual, every wretched word. And the whole truth of it is even worse so I suppose I should be flattered. Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles has its fangs permanently lodged into all my major arteries, so it's all my heart can physically care about, not my fault I don't give a shit about anything else.

My Fanfiction

AO3: rebelrevenant

CURRENT PROJECT

The Three Seals, A Collection in III Parts | The Vampire Chronicles: Armand/Daniel, Louis/Lestat, Armand/Marius

Pt I. Sealed In Blood: Chapter I, Chapter II, Chapter III, Chapter IV, Chapter V, Chapter VI, Chapter VII, Chapter VIII, Chapter IX, Chapter X, Chapter XI

A retelling of the Devil's Minion wherein young San Francisco Chronicle Reporter Daniel Molloy sold his soul to the devil for notoriety as a writer. Daniel instantly rose to infamy after publishing the sensational smash hit Interview with the Vampire Lestat, an autobiographical feature of the 80's glam rockstar-turned-recluse, whose mysterious vitality and beauty seems forever preserved in time.

Now, fifteen years later, Armand is the fallen angel who has come to collect on their contract. Enraptured by the final manuscript Daniel has yet to complete, Armand extends him an offer of borrowed time to finish it under his watchful eye.

My Fanart

The Vampire Chronicles, Hannibal

[timehascomeagain]

What i really need to do is look at how adept i am at landing where i'm dropped and that i've picked up less from worse situations before and like i have literally not gotten into uni before like that's my biggest fear about reapplying but it's already happened to me ive got the tshirt sold my soul n yeaaa the truth hurts and yes it'll suck massive fat juicy hairy ballsacks if i dont get in again BUT IT's ALREADY HAPPENED 2 ME I AM IMMUNE FROM UNIQUE HORRORS OF A FIRST TIME SHOCK!!!! I need to do it with everything i'm scared of doing because i will live no matter wat happens & i will find a new path to take & i will still find a way to be happy and do the things i love to do. As long as i have access to my notes app or a pen and some paper i will find a way to live. I just dont want 2 put the work in >___<

[wildandmoody]

Seriously the way the press starting doing a complete 180 on him into Tabloid Hell post-Thriller is just so convenient. I mean before they were praising him for being a goody two-shoes, looking and dressing modestly, and generally were fine with cornering his music into the Black music market only. But once he reinvented the short film/music video as a medium AND pushed and pushed until he was the first Black artist to be featured and circulated on MTV (and I'm certain similar music channels around the world), starting breaking chart records that only white artists had held, and had a truly universal appeal by the time he started touring for Bad, all of a sudden up jumped the bullshit.

Suddenly here came the same "he's gay/childish/virginal" fingerpointing that he had to address since fucking 1976. Here comes "he's a deviant ew" just because he started dancing and dressing more provocatively in 1987 as if musicians that same decade and before weren't also wearing buckles, O-rings and shin guards and doing god knows what on stage. By the time he spoke up about having vitiligo universalis it was too late and ppl were already saying he wanted to be white and thought he was lying. To this day ppl think that including a lot of fellow Black ppl despite his autopsy report and plenty of pics of brown flecks and spots on his skin being available. Suddenly it's "he's weirdly obsessed with kids" when he had been donating his concert proceeds directly to and visiting orphanages and hospitals since he himself was a CHILD in the jackson 5 days, and literal radio silence on campaigns he directly funded for mandela's anti-apartheid campaign, AIDS research, women's rights, gang-related issues and hundreds of other causes. And that's just on the causes that i can think of off the top of my head that we know about, because he also gave millions of dollars anonymously and directly supported many individuals by buying food and appliances and covering travel costs for them. Radio silence from the news and gp.

Andthe most damning of all as far as I'm concerned is the fact that he swallowed his pride and gave up on his Reclusive Image in the 2000s specifically so that he could call out the racist soul-crushing tendencies of the music industry, in particular Tom Motolla and Sony as a whole, and how it affected him and his Black peers. Which of course media tried to spin as a personal beef and not a race-related one. THE EXACT DAY that he was set to release one last compilation album for them and finally walk free while owning 50% of their publishings and all of his own masters (and the masters of older Black artists which he sold back to them for $1) ,and free of an oppressive music deal, up jump the allegations and now he had to fly his ass to LA to get both of his shoulders dislocated and get manhandled by the LAPD. The same day. How fucking convenient.

And look. This is not me saying that what happened to Michael was a pattern. It most certainly was not and there are plenty of truly dangerous men in power, this is a fact. I am not trying to circulate conspiracy theories but i am pointing out the shit that happened to him because of the target painted on his back. What i say in defense of Michael Jackson i say in confidence because at one point I had read every transcript , testimony, legal document available including his autopsy not because i liked him but because i needed to truly understand what the hell was going on. And ive read old newspapers and tabloids that covered him and they treated this man worse than an animal just based on how he presented himself alone. Matter of fact the name "Jacko" stems from an old British slang name for a dancing and singing boxing monkey that was popular in the 19th century, so that was based in racism too. It's just rhe Everything. And I'm also not saying that he never made mistakes or was a human person. He didn't really seem to be able to always surround himself with and trust the right people. But man oh man. Oh the Convenience.

[enzombie]

I just finished season 4 and im. Im ruined. Ive already watched the show like 6 times btw but FUCK. GOD DAMN

Blaine being truly honest for the first time in as long as we've known him by telling angus he made the sign from god, only to get a reality check when his dad isnt as selfish and cowardly as he is, except thats such a mindfuck because his dad is a horrible awful child abusive son of a bitch, and it must have been so confusing to watch the church devour fraud bater under angus's orders. How eagerly angus watches blaines reaction, how he so hopes that makes up for everything, its sickening. Especially at the end of their arc where if i got it correctly, enzo sold them out? Told FMG they'd be coming and led them to a trap? And we saw angus and his flock get shot down. I cant help but feel bad for blaine

Peyton refusing to let FMG get away with moving up the time of the execution, marching into that studio and taking iver the broadcast, being the REASON people SHOWED UP at the warehouse and being right there with johnny fucking frost of all people, and ravi right by her side.

Major leaping over the crowd of soldiers to tackle chase, raging out completely and rightfully after all the shit he had to do for what he believed to be the right cause, only for the leader of that cause to spit in his face by trying to execute the love of his life. Because despite everything they still love eachother still and major is so goddamn pissed hes not gonna let another person murder his kids and get away ith it (even tho we saw so little of captain seattle i do not rememebr his actual name. Or jordans half the time)

Liv's stone cold expression at pulling the level and crushing chase's skull, and being so right about it too. Still tho, it wasnt enough to bring levon back, just like every time she tries to do the thing she thinks is right, someone she loves dies for it. When she tries to shoot blaine on sniper brain but cant, lowell tries to and gets killed. When she saves the chaos killer victims and clive from dying to a zombie, that zombie just had to be drake. When she tries to help human-zombie relations (misguidedly) and save lives by being renegade, she gets a front row seat to levons head being crushed. Her pain is so real idec chase is done with. It wasnt a good ending for her and i can feel that so clearly, even with that hopeful ending scene

My friend and I talked abour how selfish Liv can be when we started watching together (her first time), but how selfish can someone be when they give up the cure for their ailment twice for other peoples happiness?

And Chase. God. That entire decline during the latter half of the season was brutal. When thwy announced renegades execution and the video came out, he was done it was over, there was truly no coming back from this. He was so out of it at the point of the supporters breaking in that his voice cracks when he shouts at major to stop and when he says dont shoot and hes scrambling wildly for some form of control, in this case a gun that he places his head right on the gillutine. I think its a mercy that he died so painlessly.

At least Dale and Clive got a happy ending to the season though, getting married and getting the cure. Clive calling liv partner when they were saying goodbye in chase's office, it was just so bittersweet

Hope its okay that this is so long i just wanted to dump my thoughts onto someone ^^ this show is phenomenal i cant recover from this tonight.

DAMN. THATS A LOT OF WORDS. DAMN.

I uh idk how to respond to most of this cus there's so much but I'll try my best (also why this took so long to reply sorry)

Blaine is a mixed feelings character, he's a fan favourite and he's always enjoyable to watch. Angus on the other hand idk a single soul who likes that bitch. Say what you will about Blaine, but Angus was EVIL. Shout out to Enzo for killing him off fr. We are grateful. All my homies hate Angus.

Also Enzo didn't exactly sell them out, he more completely set them up - he went directly to Blaine and Angus to make sure they went the exact route, made sure he was there for all the final plans, he collaborated directly with the US military to get rid of Angus and his pals. Like it wasn't a split second betrayal it was a planned execution, he knew full well Angus would take the bait and was probably hoping Blaine would too. I'm not sure if it was even an official FG operation because as far as we know, Chase didn't hear anything back from Enzo about the church. He didn't tell the press his name, he was the only FG personnel there - I'm sus that he just took it upon himself to deal with them. King behaviour.

And yeah Peyton was girlboss at the end of season 4 but it's like. When her bestie in danger she got all this proactive shit but when she's acting mayor the energies like half that. Makes me mad.

As for major. Little sympathy. Oh did your child soldiers get killed? Maybe child soldiers are a bad idea? Maybe you wouldn't be upset if you didn't have children as soldiers in the first place? Maybe giving untrained children weapons is guaranteed to go badly and end with them injured or killed? Do you think? Like. Honestly. And the way he was with Levon. Major was weird in season 4 idk. And I disagree with them killing Chase. There's so many worse people in the show that she can't bring herself to kill but Chase she executes without hesitation. He wasn't even that bad. I don't think its very fair for him either. Like he was trying his best to keep Seattle under control, and renegade was actively making everything worse. And if you think he was doing a bad job what came after in season 5? With Major: terrorism and hatecrimes peaked and he did nothing, he made Seattle completely reliant on Blaine who (bless him) is not trustworthy and not a good person and is obviously going to be a controversy. With Enzo: the second he took over, Majors mistakes blow up and Seattle dealing with civil war. Not to mention Enzo isn't great at de-escalation, at any point - not even just when he's in charge, since his introduction he walks in and makes situations worse on purpose (can't help being a girlboss)

As for your question about Liv being selfish - it's shortsightedness. She'll do selfless things that make her feel good but she won't consider the consequences. Stuff like giving up the cure is fine, not really any consequences, she gets to help her friends. The renegade stuff, she gets to scratch sick people and feel good about it - but the whole of Seattle gets closer and closer to dying horribly every time she does. It's like only caring about what's directly in front of her. Irritates me a little tbh. Especially when she's one of the only zombies not experiencing the food shortage so it's just this whole privilege thing while thousands of people are at risk.

Clive and Bozzio are so precious I love them so much they deserve everything. That's all.

Anyway, hope you and your friend enjoy season 5✌️

[ilearhmajeste]

Who owns this building?

It's not a fire station. Those plants are getting burned.

I'll collect血

We already know whose got keys, and 1 who lost their penis in the commotion.

Someone filed my taxes

Let's have another Briana furniture experience shall we

I have paint and paint brushes, and hacksaw

I remember when debbie grimsly, formerly debbie rawlings, painting bugs bunny on the walls, and a sniper rifle showing up on my doorstep, I was 8. I kept it by the horseshoe in the basement. Then the sumppump went.

Scruffy's missing for three days found napping in the new roll of carpeting by the horseshoe.

Vince Altieri whipes out test riding a scooter, left at the front door.

Vince Altieri nearly kills a cat his sister gave him for giving him feline aids.

Pet me. 163 Otter St. I'm just a regular ordinary front door.

That's just about how far the soulless get when "it's true if you believe it"

She wants to try intercept dream messages right, well

Again, the rule is if you feel threatened, don't get closer!

Michelle Altieri IS Hawkeye of the 21st Clarence Scout Troop

Here we go!

Her manager is Gisele, Norm's wife, Norm's Vince's boss, it's all easy to remember.

That time '19 when I just dropped in to visit Niagra Falls. It was like a hotel being renovated...then the sun collapsed...it was weird. It was a few more years fore the eclipse.

Trump:dom

You need a legal defense? But I thought you were doing this because it was the law?

Of course, of course, bring Jeanet the lady whose value is she drugs her daughter. Very Bird mask Dr. Who.

It's ok, if no one tells her the drugs have no effect.

Who pays for Jeanets fucking phone bill?

I know her daughter volunteers in the pots and pans program. I know whats wrong with her laundromat bathroom watch.

Ive seen that bottom, there is KFC getting to it atm.

She hands out socks...she is broken pretty bad

If you want to make it big in secret societies you drug minors secretly. That's a wrap.

She's getting close to avoid rain

Cold shoulder

Find me a better place to stand

Sorry Heather you sold your soul you have no rights photographically speaking...your trying to find out if I did the same so you can avoid my rights concerning your illegal use of photography.

After the furniture adjustments your superiors started emailing me

Yeah, I remember Tiffany Crawford and the Crawford twins

Pjpii lass mt moon duh

We were going to get married! In grade 4?

Executing Chenney Bourget now

ST.Francis Xavier fails to make the trip from Halifax, they send a Kate McKinnon, future 9-11 guide and Vice Principal of St.Thomas Aquinas CHS

Hammond:spared no expense

No we don't use minors, they apply themselves

She's who takes Brianna based complaints. Got herself an office.

She's a qualified spy, she's known him since he was lil.

Donna Jordan takes it in the intersection by a sleeping nurse behind a vehicles controls.

Think, french curse words

Of course, of course drive. Mrs. Giesbricht gets a message. Gets a close up of a mini cooper turning into a pancake. It's the freezing rain making the roads dangerous.

I did a reading at D.Jordan's in school wake. The choir professional. Talia's teacher.

It's ok, just back up. It's what wouldn't have saved Donna, but your different. Your "with" people.

Rick James, the white, takes principality of STAchs.

Stephen Dolan and Anne(it's her middle name actually) Jackson find there way to Russel.

Someone goes after S.Dolan's newborn. No fucking around. She was blue for a little while.

Brianna: I'd appreciate it if our clients didn't go flying

[theuniverseawakens347]

ya look a person in the eyes.. but move for for head or bridge of nose.. ya lack confidence … you stare em straight in the eyes ya notice mine glossy and big… MY SOUL STILL ALIVE BUT UR RAPING MY BODY STILL BY KEEPING ME HOMELESS LEE NICKI MUHAMMAD… ANYONE GOT BIG EYES NO DRUGS THEYRE BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF … YOU STAY LOOKING AT MY EYES IM NOT SUCKING UR SOUL.. IM REMINDING YOU OF BEING A CHILD OF GOD.. WHILE UR INNER PARENT N SPIRITUAL BEING IS NOTICING IM FIGHTING WHILEMBEING RAPED . .. YA LOOK AT EYES BUT THEN NOSE FORHEAD MOUTH OR WHATEVER PERSON FACE IS SHOWING YOU HOT SPOTS BEEN TAKEN ADVANGE OF … JUST SLAPPED .. DICK N MOUTH.. YA GO STRAIGHT TO NOSE HALLE N STAY PERSON SOLD SOUL .. YA GO TO EYES THEN NOSE YARA … IVE BEEN SOLD TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF NOW I SUBMIT … CRYSTAL CHILD HOWARD NUGENT CHLOE BAILEY DDG … SOUL STILL FIGHT BUT NOW ITS AN INTERNAL WAR CAUSE EXTERNAL DISCOMFORT AND CHAOS … POLARITY AND DUALITY OUT OF ALIGNMENT … YOU CAN STILL BE A VICTIM AS AN ABUSER … IM NOT LOSING YOU … YA TAKE ACCOUNTABILTY STOP BLAMING BUT MY PARENTS THIS PERSON… NO. YOU KNOW WHEN YOU CUD HAVE WALKED AWAY AND DONE SOMETHING BETTER. LEE N HER FRIENDS TOOK ALL HELPFUL RESOURCES FROM ME … AND HARASSED MY FRIENDS AS ME SO I CANT GET HELP… MOST WOMEN WUD HAVE PIMPED THEMSELVES o AND MEN WOULD HAVE USED A WOMEN EMOTJONALLY FOR FINANCIAL GAIN… IM NOT SUBMITTING BEING HOMELESS .. UR LIVING ON MY SOCIAL SECURITY AND ANY JOB I WANT TO GO TO LEE OWNS OR KNOWS SOMEONE TO NOT HIRE ME… THE POLICE GETTING RID OF THEIR NASTY MURDERS N WILLING TERRORIST AND WAITING FOR YOU GUYS TO TURN YA SELVES IN .. LEE N NICKI “ I want Cashay to walk me to the station” I ALREADY TOLD YOU EVERYTHING IS TAKEN CARE OF YOU JUST GOTTA BE THE BIGGER PERSON YARA ZENDAYA AND GO TO THE STATION AND TURN IN UR ABUSER … THEY DONT CARE WHERE YOU WENT WRONG USLESS U WILLINGLY PARTOOK IN AUG17th 2021 AND AGAIN OCT 9th KNOWING IT WUD LEAD TO MURDER… YA RUN FROM LAW THE PUNISHMENT KF DEATH WILL BE GROOSUME BY MY MEN… Lee ya doing anything to “make right” but really ya fear death “Howard won’t let me” …” I want to go w Cashay that’ll be big” YA THINKING THEY GON TAKE ME… NO WALK UR ASS URSELF.. IF POLICE WANTED ME .. STARBUCKS SHERMAN OAKS AND IN FRON OF ASKARI HOUSE N FOURTH OF JULY THEY WOUD HAVE TAKEN ME.. STOP LYING SCARY ASSES. YA BIGGEST FEARS COMING TRUER AND TRUE RUNNING FROM DEATH.

[notsocheezy]

Brain Curd #161

Brain Curds are lightly edited flash fiction - practically first drafts - posted daily (haven't missed one yet!) and sometimes written with the express intention of being terrible… but, you know, in an endearing way. Please like and reblog if you enjoy - the notes keep me going!

Wait up, detective! You'll want to brush up on this case file before we move forward. And for further insight on the criminal mind, you may wish to familiarize yourself with Veronica's "craft projects."

Veronica opened her eyes slowly, struggling to keep them from closing, and they kept falling shut. She moaned and stirred in a haze. Every part of her body was heavy like sandbags on her bones.

“What’s going on?” She slurred.

Detective McGuire folded up his newspaper and stood up from the visitor chair. “You’re one of the luckiest girls in the world. That’s what’s going on.”

“Huh?” Veronica shook her head in an attempt to wake herself up, but barely moved.

“How about this, huh? I’ll do most of the talking. I know you’re still coming out of it, after all.” He took a toothpick from her meal tray and spun it in his fingers. “I’ll start with the stuff you surely already know - that being your very rare condition. The doctor says you can’t feel pain.” He flicked her IV bag. “Not a drop of morphine in this drip, Veronica. Not even aspirin. They say pain meds have the opposite effect on you.”

“No… no… you don’t…”

The detective’s eyes darkened and he stabbed the toothpick into the palm of her hand. She didn’t even flinch. He pulled it back out, a bit of blood on the tip, and put it in an empty pack of cigarettes.

“There’s no point in denying it, sweetheart, and I’m not gonna call you a freak for it. I’m not some kid on the schoolyard. Now, here’s why you’re so lucky: anyone else, if they’d been cut open and put back together a half-dozen times like you have, well… the pain alone would have killed them. You can thank your condition for the fortunate circumstance you find yourself in today. Good as new. No more pesky foreign organs cluttering up your insides.”

“Daddy…”

“Daddy’s in custody. On suspicion of multiple murders - specifically the poor souls whose organs were found in your abdomen. I mean, hey, I wasn’t in the operating room, but it sounded pretty grotesque. To kill in cold blood like that and use his own daughter’s body to keep the trophies fresh… he’s a real monster, that man. You’re safe from him now, kiddo.”

Veronica’s plan had worked. She let her eyes stay closed and drifted off back to sleep… almost.

“There’s just… something that’s bothering me about all this. I was listening back to my tape, and you really sold the idea that you were in excruciating pain, you know that? Moaning, whining, collapsing to the floor. It was a solid performance. You ought to be an actress. Great thing is, you can do all your own stunts. No pain, nothing to fear, right?”

Veronica’s heart rate rose. The beeping of the monitor quickened with it.

“And I’m sure you could fix yourself right up, even if you were injured. You love reading those medical textbooks. Right, Ronny?”

“Water… I need water…”

He leaned in closer. “Now, at first, I figured it was a cry for help. You knew you were in rough shape, even if you couldn’t feel it. And if you went to the hospital, well, there would be questions, wouldn’t there be? You wanted to protect your ‘daddy’, right?”

The beeping quickened further, and her breathing became shallow. She managed to open her eyes and they watered at McGuire’s unbroken gaze.

“But it hit me, Veronica. It hit me like a knife in the spine. All the pieces finally fell into place. I looked at the photos again, over and over, and I saw it - I saw the pattern. I saw in one specific way how you were different from all the other victims.” He leaned in closer and whispered. “Your stitches are the only ones that were upside-down.”

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Gotcha 37: the baby is you ( :( )

Im sorry I know its a serious scene, and honestly RIP to a real one, Skebows you will be missed. But, them carrying a skateboard corpse through the hallway like its a medical drama did send me. So funny im sorry.

Honestly this episode did a real great job of showing the part of Houtarou that goes to become Daybreak in the future. Im honestly sold on it. Also, Hopper1 trying to tickle him to make him laugh :( I think Chemies dont really understand the concept of death also, I saw on the production blog that they were gonna have something with Steamliner but scrapped it and im glad they did. I think its good to keep the Chemies as more nature aligned beings like animals. Hopper1 does know "sad is bad" "laugh is good" and its good to keep it simple like that, its charming. Lets leave the more complicated emotions to the others, dont burden yourselves.

As a fan of the show "Old Enough!" i loved seeing Hopper1s first errand... The voice actor, Fukuen, did her utmost voicing Hopper1 in this episode. The sounds coming out of it were so cute i tear up just thinking about it... My favorite one is the sneeze that came after it got drenched in water. It reminded me of Togepi from pokemon, i miss Togepi.

Im SO glad we got this quiet moment between Houtarou and his mom, it was a really touching scene. I think his mom is real sweet. Also honestly the part where baby mode Houtarou pours syrup on his pancakes did make me tear up. What a comforting scene.... You really made us think we were so back but it was already so over from the start... It really makes what happens in the later half of the episode more impactful, ive learned a lot. If Houtarou had been sad the whole time it wouldnt have hurt as much, yes... You guys are really good at twisting the knife...

Also i think i said in the previous post that i thought Daybreak that fought Gigist might have been the Houtarou Daybreak but i had completely forgotten about Houtarous dad maybe being Daybreak too and also that there mightve been other Kamen Riders since they knew about the concept. It was a good reminder thank you, ill try not to forget again.

We got more scenes of the seniors fighting!!! Thank you so much, i love them cause theyre so cute. Its nice that youre picking up the letters that got scattered, youre good kids...

Well thats something I didnt think wed get an explanation for but there we go. Hes been transmuting himself by using the philosopher stone in him this whole time. Whoda thunk it. My theory was that he was somehow doing it wrong but i guess not.

You know this is a funny coincidence but this came out in the same week that the Dungeon Meshi episode where Senshi asks Marcille why she compared the soul to an egg came out. Houtarou and his egg are now basically, um. like a breakfast burrito. I guess.

Interesting...! I see her alliance with Gigist isnt unconditional. I love that honestly. I love that she wants Geryon back so fucking bad. I think she and Rinne should be friends fr (but she should still try to kill her)

I find it really fun that now Spanner and Minato are their own team. Theyve been teaming up a lot lately and its cute i think. Also finally Spanner gets to defeat something, its been ages. This post is about Spanner:

Honestly. Hopper1 turning into CrossHopper just so they can DASH your last hopes that there might be a way out of it was cruel, i love it.

Can I be honest for a sec? The Hopper Malgam? Slaps absolute nuts. This shits tight as hell. Its so good holy shit. They were COOKING..

Also the locust final attack?!? Baller. Its so scary, 10/10.

Houtarou telling Hopper1 to kill him if that would ease his pain... that was rough yall. This was a rough episode. Im tearing up just thinking about it again. Hey...

The transition from the monstruous Hopper Malgam voice to the small and confused Hopper1 voice before it dies... Man. Man..!!!

Im honestly. Glad that they didnt do this with Hopper1 first. Like, leading up with Skebows, as an accident, was really rough, but it WAS an accident. AnTrooper was a good "confirmation" of how things work and also cemented pretty much where everyone else stood on the matter. The seniors and Rinne didnt want to make the choice for Houtarou, Spanner has grown a lot and came to respect Houtarous perspective, but like Minato he ultimately wont pull his punches to stop the Chemys from hurting people, and Houtarou was still having doubts.

But with Hopper1 its like. Its not an accident anymore, he KNOWS that if he stops it it WILL die. And he has to do it anyways with that burden because he also figured out that Hopper1 doesnt want to hurt anyone even on a Malgam form and to let it would also be cruel. This truly is Kamen Rider.

I read in the production blog that they wanted to explore the relationship between the Rider and the Monsters much like in Kuuga, they also had a quote saying that previously with Sabimarus transformation Houtarou had to face other peoples violence but in this episode he had to face his own violence. Banger episode. Everyone did a great job.

Anyways Houtarou becomes an egg... I know its a Philosopher Stone/Philosophers egg thing, but congrats on Houtarous gender i guess. Wish you couldve found out in a less aggressive way.

Junsei you did such a good job in this episode. I really feel bad for Houtarou. Next week things will be better for him, so hang in there!

[unma]

Just so you understand how much time I put into this game:

I returned in December 2022. I was Rank 40 and still had Chaos Ruler as my main (and strongest) class. Within the month I had Seox's weapon on the last stage, from scratch, and then realized I could just get him from the side story. And then I used the gold brick on his weapon (don't fucking do that) and within three months had him on 5 star. A few weeks ago or so I transcended him to level 110. I'm now sitting at Rank 197.

I have all but four eternals. Threo is 5 star. I could drop everything rn and grind Eahta, Uno and Tien to five star. I have all the revenant weapons required for it. I have the gold bricks required for the last four eternals.

I have Caim (anniversary attempt) and grinded out Nier from scratch. I could drop everything rn and grind out Alanaan. Temperance is on her last stage, and I only need 2 astra for that evoker. I don't want them. I want Katze. I need 45 more astra for that.

I have every Row IV, V and EX II class, with all but 4 on ML 30 (and one of them is rapidly approaching it, because I'm grinding rn, literally as I type). It's easier to show the classes I haven't maxed out:

I also have 4 classes with UM unlocked. I'll unlock the rest once I've brought everything to ML 30.

The lowest level raids I've yet to do are Faa-san (Hard) and Belial. (We don't talk about Wilnas I hate him). I mean I never bothered with hosting Zooey's impossible raid, but I'm farmed it through joins, so that has to count for something.

Why am I making this post? Because I've made a ton of progress in the last year, okay? And I fucking love this game. I am obsessed with it. I have put in a single cent and yet here I am. The only gacha game I've truly sold my soul to.

It's all thanks to these six (and their alternate versions):

And a few others, but it maxes out at six and these are the ones I love the most. Granter Nier's only here because I love her, and not because she carried me, but lol I don't care. If I had to add anyone here.

Fun fact: Water Charlotta was my starter character. I love her. I want to hug her. I got Wind Char from Christmas 2022 and she carried me in wind. She's broken. I felt vindicated to finally have her on a good team. Water Charlotta is decent, but not that good okay?

Also, Grand Io isn't here and that's a fucking crime. She carried me through Fediel (despise that solo battle oh my god).

If anyone actually enjoys my unrestrained rantings about this game and wants to see me show my teams and grids, let me know! And I might actually post my friend id, and maybe even make a blog for this thing if I decide to post more on this game (than I already do).

Anyway, I have fics to post and replicard nodes to grind. See ya.