#its trashy but idc

[doctorkinney]

9-1-1 ✦ S6 EP1 — LET THE GAMES BEGIN

[flops]

since december i read 30 romance books i gave 5 stars to 4 books, 4 stars to 6 books 2 stars to 2 books and the rest got 3 stars from me sorry to them i guess ❤️ 8 of them were fantasy romance books and 1 book was in the horror subgenre 👍 shockingly the most common trope was enemies to lovers with 6 books 🫣 other common tropes i read: second chance romance, fake dating, roommates, small town romance and mutual pinning i guess 👍👍👍👍

[bibleofficial]

holland is the lowlands not due to elevation but the LOWLY MFS THAT INHABIT IT !!!!

[phishcaek]

Full Risk Assessment Part

forgot to post the newest pages here on tumblr for the metacog comic hahaha

Haven't worked on this for a bit cuz I felt unsure abt what I was doin every since I expanded the premise past just videogame ai characters and just included all meta-aware characters in media which made it sorta less cohesive even though its also a cool idea to treat meta-cognisient characters as scps or smthn...

I'm also not super into every fandom and am paranoid abt gettin stuff wrong!!! AAHH!! Like yea sans isnt THAAAT aware I slipped up!!!

It's whatever tho I still wanna explore certain ideas I have with the concept so I'm just accepting the comic is gonna be a lil trashy and silly idc!!!

But yea will prob resume at some point

Also here's p03 arriving at game night!!

[starlightseraph]

final (long) thoughts about the rpf debacle, as i’ve finally blocked all the major accounts involved

regarding david and michael: they seem like two great guys with great chemistry, and they appear to really care for each other. the nature of their connection, their happiness in their relationships, the details of their personal lives, etc are not for any of us to say. we certainly don't need to analyse every thing they do and every flick of their eyes or use 20 year old tabloid bits to create a story about them being trapped and potentially abused and "clearly" wanting to leave their partners so they can fuck. no one dislikes the theorising because it's m/m, anyone who does has issues to work through. 99% of us dislike it because it's invasive, done without any knowledge of the boundaries or comfort of the people it's about.

regarding georgia: idc what other people say, i think she can actually act. i think it's unlikely that my opinion is biased, given that i actually became aware of her before i even knew who david was (merlin, i was 11). do i think she's the greatest actress who's ever lived? no. do i want to fall at her feet to praise every word she types on her ig? no. to me, her public personality is pretty cool and likeable, and she certainly uses her platform for good things. i don't see evidence that david has an issue with the social media stuff that georgia does, maybe a bit of playful annoyance, but nothing too serious. she does actually say good things about him, quite often. when she says things that could be deemed insulting, it’s nothing unique to david, she does that with practically everyone she posts about. i see absolutely no reason to believe that she's abusive, a baby trapper, that her children dislike her, or that david is miserable with her. i genuinely feel that her "stalker" comments were jokes. based on what she and david have said, it sounds like she was acting like anyone with a crush would, texting the object of her affections and wanting to hang out. in my community, completely normal behaviour is called stalkery, just to poke fun at someone for having a crush, sometimes done in a self-deprecating way. as for the peter davison story and its inconsistencies, idk what to make of that. the claims that she got her "david" tattoo right after they met and that she changed ty's name without input from david are completely unfounded. I've seen no evidence for the name bit, and i've actually found evidence against the tattoo story. i'm not proud of it, but i did go digging through paparazzi photos, and she doesn't actually have the tattoo until later. no one, not even the tabloids, seems to have anything about an open relationship or them not going steady before getting married. the first actual records of those rumours is in the blogs that say the rumours have been around for nearly 20 years. all the "evidence" for these last few things that i've seen cited (or even very boldly linked) is from the trashiest of trashy blog sites with 2004-level web design. i take them with a grain of salt, given that not even the daily mail repeats their stories.

regarding anna: i'm ambivalent towards her. i don't see any obvious great talent as an actress or model, but she also hasn't really done anything that has the opportunity to showcase ability in those fields. i also don’t think she has never before seen levels chemistry with the others, but, again, we’ve hardly seen anything. the claims that she got pregnant through a one night stand seem more widely acknowledged, so maybe that was the case. if that is what happened, i have a few things to say. firstly, did neither of these grown adults have birth control? the baby trapping claims imply that she deliberately sabotaged it, which is an incredibly serious claim that we are in no position to make. within this story, michael apparently met her at an acting school graduation and they hooked up. she would've been in her early-mid 20s and he would have been almost 50… the rpf blogs say that they have no personal bias against georgia and anna, and that they're perfectly willing to call david and michael out on their bullshit, yet (to my knowledge) they haven't said anything about this. if they're really so concerned with the truth, and they believe the graduation hookup story, why not call michael out for it?? they were both adults and while i do believe that healthy relationships with a large age gap are possible, it’s still a bit weird given how they would’ve met. also, there are have been lots of (unconfirmed and contested) allegations that michael is a serial cheater, so what makes these blogs think that he wouldn't also cheat on david in this fantasy world view of theirs? i know that at least 2 of the major blogs believe the cheating stories. i believe that people can be bettered no matter what they've done and that they should get chances, but assuming that he wouldn't cheat in this singular situation seems pretty biased to me.

bottom line, we don't know! this is exactly what i’ve said since the beginning, that we have absolutely no place in these people's lives outside of admiring their accomplishments and supporting their work. please, everyone, chill. by all means, write fun stories on ao3 using the likenesses of david and georgia and michael and anna! i find it uncomfortable, but i don't have real moral objections to fiction that is only intended as fiction. i’ve previously said that we don't have a problem with the georgia/anna shipping jokes because they're jokes, and one of the pf blogs said that it was serious because of an ao3 slash fanfic and that we were only fine with it because it was f/f. correction, we were fine with that because it was purely and entirely fictional. not being presented was an investigation into real life.

i've seen lots of these blogs saying that a video of david and michael having sex could be released and the we'd find a way to brush it off or discount it. flipping this and applying it back, i think that david and michael could hold a press conference declaring that they're not in a relationship, and the blogs would work around it, claiming beards and façades.

quick warning to everyone, digital footprint exists. one blog in particular very casually displays her identity, and someone could easily send her graphic sex stories and claims of abuse about real strangers to potential employers or event hosts. this isn't a threat, i really can't be arsed, but it's something to be aware of, that these things can have real life repercussions.

i want to clarify that the only reason i would be bummed if the theories were true is because it would mean that all four of them would have lived in unhappiness. i don’t dislike the theories, while they do claim a variety of disturbing things that i certainly hope aren’t true, because i want to pretend that everything is perfect. it’s the extreme parasocial obsession and complete lack of any boundaries that i object to.

the conspiracy story had been told many times, every single group of devotees to a public figure or piece of media weaves and incredible web of false evidence and imagined narratives. maybe you think that you're actually right this time, that you've become privy to a truth. maybe you are right. but to believe undeterred that this time it’s different and your theories are true is just wishful thinking. if everything is true, great for you, i guess, your favs have been miserable for years, but at least you were right, yeah? it’s a fucking insane mindset to have. until they confirm or deny, you don't get to tell their story for them.

[sorchasolas]

This is so random but in my head Modern AU Lirin when he was younger was like mildly goth(and Hesina was into that idc)

And Adolin is like “omg my dad used to wear such trashy clothes back in the 2000’s” and he shows a picture of just like younger Dalinar in a general 2000’s outfit

And kaladin goes “my dad dressed pretty cool in the 2000’s” (kaladin would not WEAR goth but he would find the style nice

And Adolin goes “oh fr show me” expecting like smth prim and proper because Kaladin dresses like that rn (sue me.) and thats what style he would expect 1. Kaladin to like 2. Lirin to wear because Adolin has Met Kaladin’s Father

And Kaladin just shows him pictures of Lirin in his late 20’s and its just like pictures of this mall goth with Hesina occasionally there with her very on brand 2000’s outfit but it’s noticeably more black to match Lirin

[undead-clown]

I LOVE

I LOVE I EAT PASTA FOR BREAKFAST SO MUCH

This is my second post about how much i love it and i am NOT sorry

I finally read the pages after the dub stopped and

I LOVE ALEX SO MUCH OMMFGGGG

I love them

I love i eat pasta

It brings me so much joy idc that its not good it makes me happy and i love trashy media

Chibi-works plz respond to my texts im sorry if i scared you

[abandonedsdjfhcvndfbv]

this 1 susellefic i read^_^ That awas Soooooo good i keep missing it It had its lows for sure that almost made me stop reading but then it also had its charms adn yes The author was right it couldve been a novel with the names changed and theyd be different characters but IDC atp,... Like, sometimes its trashy when you put characters in situations so wildly different that they can be different characters but sometimes its nice cus its ur favs so ud like to see them in any sichuation. Well most of it sucks though but that one was cheesy and cute and i enjoyed reading and already i feel nostalgia towards it

[the-smiling-grinner]

My vibe is NOT baby sitter/mean girls/older sister. Its trashy, dirty, sexy, ayesha erotica and idc who hears it.

[holdencaulfield07]

ok so like. thoughts time

my history teacher gives me a note earlier to meet him at his house after class. im totally failing his class so i basically already know its over. told you guys i was a trashy student.

i show up AND IMMEDIATELY WISH I HADNT. This man is so weird omfg. i swear i could TASTE the vick’s whatever rub and old people chemicals in the air its not even funny. im trying to be polite but it is ROUGH. this man tries to like make conversation or wtv idc and not even a minute in he brings up the grades lmao. are you trying to be nice or not actually pick a side dude.

im not gonna sugarcoat it im failing four of my classes💀 and im only taking five total

anyways this dude is like trying to give me some cringey advice but also totally making fun of me?? then feeling bad abt it???? old people are WEIRD im never getting old if i can

tbh i wasn’t paying attention really💀 but i tried to make him feel better ig then left. it sucked

edit: THIS STUFF

[flamingo--ing]

idc if its annoying or trashy i will always love and appreciate smoke sesh vids

[pastryvroom]

get to know me!!

thank you for tagging me bestie @masonreds 🫶🏻🫶🏻

1. do you make your bed?

yes! the perfectionist in me would be on edge all day knowing i didn’t make it!!

2. favourite number?

8

3. what’s your job?

currently nothing unemployed life ✌🏻but very soon i think i will be working as a SEND teaching assistant which i cant wait for tbh.

4. if you could go back to school, would you?

no!! i mean a part of me misses how carefree everything was i didn’t have to worry about a thing but i do not miss being depressed! so hard pass. plus i was that depressed i only just passed my GCSE’s which was fun, not.

5. can you parallel park?

i still don’t drive and get my mum to drive me everywhere 💀

6. do you think aliens are real?

i definitely believe somethings out there because you can not tell me we are the only living people and if we are fuck me because we’ve screwed the earth. but if aliens are out there scientists need to leave them alone

7. can you drive a manual car?

i cannot drive, but when i do pass i’ve always said id like to try and learn manual just because if you pass in a manual you can drive both a manual and automatic. but i would never buy a manual car idc if people say your lazy there’s not a chance im faffing around with a gearstick

8. guilty pleasure?

trashy reality tv its just hilarious!!

9. tattoos?

none and i dont think id ever get one either

10. favourite colour?

cherry/wine red. ifykyk

11. favourite music?

idk what the actual genre is but the playlist on spotify that i saved songs from is called sad indie and all i know is artists on the playlist where the likes of lana del rey, mazzy star, lizzy mcalpine, sufjan stevens, joji, cigarettes after sex, boygenius

12. do you like puzzles?

yes, yes and yes!!! give me a puzzle i will have the time of my life! they are so relaxing

13. any phobias?

i mean i dont like spiders but i wouldn’t say its a phobia i just dont like them. but a massive phobia is the sea i am actually petrified of it like if i cant see into the water where my feet are and what they are touching i start to panic like crazy

14. favourite childhood sport?

rounders all day everyday if you didn’t enjoy rounders there’s something wrong with you

15. do you talk to yourself?

yes of course! i literally go to myself ‘get dressed, do my hair etc’ like its actually bad

16. tea or coffee?

see this is a very conflicting thing for me that many people dont get, but anyways i probably am a tea girl because i drink it all day everyday but if im out and its a hot day i will get iced coffee and its the only type of coffee i like i cannot drink hot coffee for the life of me!!

17. first thing you wanted to be when growing up?

a singer 🧍🏻‍♀️

18. what movies do you adore?

any 2000s romcom (because they’re the best romcoms) , horrors and im also partial to a documentary!! fun fact about scary movies i watched IT when it came out back in 2017 and i laughed whenever the clown on screen 😂

[1d1195]

it's gonna be another long ask bestie, Im sorry 😭 I yap too much when it comes to us talking lol I will try to keep it short!

Me being locked out was so scary bc i've has my blog since like the 6th grade so even though i wiped it when I had my tumblr break a few years ago, I DO NOT WANT TO LOSE IT! oh and you weren't wrong for assuming about classes lol They still are but they were slightly better this week! side note, hot TA is lecturing tomorrow(Friday) and bestie im so excited not bc of the content but for him lol

anways lol If Harry told me off idc if this sounds like Im down bad but I would probably enjoy it lol I for sure saw that their stubbornness and her vulnerability issues would cause conflict between these two so I think that this was the best route to go in for them! I really liked reading it even though it sucks having them fight lol

I love a good backstory! I always enjoy knowing why the characters are the way they are! Like it very much connects the dots for me and I can see how certain events led them to act a certain way! idk I like knowing things lol and i also don't have a great relationship with my dad HAHA like its crazy how easily the thought about my father and I's dynamic makes me easily cry lol

ALSO another side note, the kids show Bluey literally makes me BAWL my eyes out because they have a nice relationship with her father AND the parents have a healthy relationship too 😭😭😭 so I can totally understand how writing this feels good for you!

Trust me, me using your government name is overall a good thing too lol You really GAGGED me with that cliffhanger lol

OKAY PART 7! AHHHHHHHHHH LOVED IT!!!!!!! this was such a perfect way to end it! Okay so FUCK JACK I HOPE HE SUFFERS SO MUCH :)!(i know hes not real but hes real to me so he must suffer!) FUCK THAT MAN! Ngl though was proud of her for breaking his nose which was such win! I was glad she was able to handle it on her own for the most part which is so good! Ideally she would have not gotten hurt but we need the drama lol OKay so I was giggling while reading the locker room scene only because it makes sense that Harry is being such a GUY by punching things lol oh and THE I LOVE YOU DROP?!?!? ADORABLE!!!!!!! and her and Louis's interaction omg that was a cute little moment! VERY MUCH ENJOYED THIS SERIES YOU WILL NEVER DISSAPOINT!

I am manifesting for you to have the best weekend! You WILL enjoy that trashy book and do something that is just for you to enjoy! Enjoy and relax! Wishing you the best my love!-💜

I literally have meltdowns every time I type my password incorrectly when I login. My fear is that I will lose this and all this work. That's why I spent time putting all my work in a drive six months ago. 😭

I haven't baby sat in a while so I haven't seen Bluey! (I'm a Paw Patrol girl) but I've heard ONLY good things about Bluey and how it's good for all ages 😭 Maybe I should give it a watch. Because I've been listening to this song for a few weeks and one of the lyrics is "my parents didn't teach me love but I know how to divorce" and as much as I want to get married (mostly so everyone will stop asking me when it will happen) I don't know if being married will cure everything. Okay, sorry for the heavy vent of this. Let's move on to FUN things. LIKE

HOW WAS HOT TA's LECTURE? I'm 2/3 of the way through my trashy book for the weekend and I am sorry to say I'm wishing for very inappropriate things on your behalf 🤭 maybe it will happen when I sit down to write TA Harry for you 😭

I've had most of Part 7 written for so long that I was like "Omg I need to add more" so Harry got to punch a few things more (I needed to make sure I didn't accidentally write him into legal trouble lol). Then I was like "You know we should have Louis tell her she did a good job too." hehehehehe I really loved writing this one too. It never really felt like I was at a loss of stuff to write.

Thank you for your message as always 💕

xoxo

[romanroygirls]

this girl on tiktok saying she read an entire trashy book series for fun and now she's back to reading Good Books. and she's gonna force herself to finish a little life. idc about a little life discourse bc I haven't read it and don't plan on reading it but like. reading is something people do for fun and if a book is putting you through hell but u force yourself to finish it bc its "high quality literature", maybe step back and think about how and why you consume certain types of media.

[nongnaos]

This or That, BL edition

Tagged by @icouldhyperfixatehim thank you! And once again, I wrote this up then saved it, completed, in my drafts and forgot about ever publishing it.

crying in the shower or making out in the shower [something to know about me is I have severe health related anxiety and seeing people get steamy in a shower where they are likely to slip and fall just... 😰]

give cute boy line ID or stalk his IG [i like seeing the soft little looks that privacy grants. Also Semantic Error ending scene? Ideal. Also TMS2 pining.]

share his earbuds or share his closet [warmth and its so cute!! i go feral every time!]

manga or manwha [i read neither but so many amazing bls have been adapted from both]

long dangly silver earring or dark leather cuff [i love both but i don't think I've seen much of either in bls??]

time loop or reincarnation [the untamed, my love]

blue engineering smock or red engineering smock [i don't particularly like the colour blue (sorry) but also: pran <3]

kisses at the beach or kisses in the mountains

cactus or chili plant [what? does this mean something i don't understand?? I guess chillis???]

fairy lights or spot lighting [sparkly twinkly tiny 😍]

ghost boyfriend or vampire lover [i hyperfixated on vampires as a child. Was it a good choice? In some aspects. Do I still sleep with my shoulders bunched up around my ears for fear of a neck attack? Yes.]

hard sub or soft sub [this is about subtitles, right? Am I naive? Softsubs are surely better for gifmakers..]

stray cat or … actually that’s your only option [my current cat was a stray feral baby and I'd take so many more if I could]

Hawaiian shirt or blue shorts [Pat <3]

evil ex-girlfriend or predatory fujoshi [i don't think I've come across evil exs very often yet (and not in bl but in Love and Leashes they handle the abusive ex story soo well and I still can't stop thinking about that movie) but I really dislike fujoshis]

suit jacket or leather jacket [love a leather jacket more than anything]

high school or university [idc too much either way but as I age I do appreciate slightly older stories. gimme more actual adults pls!]

kitchen drama or office drama [Old Fashion Cupcake, does it even count? Who cares... 😍😍]

forehead kisses or cheek kisses [look no one accidentally goes into a forehead kiss, they're so intentional. Also I'll never be over the atots airport kiss]

Viki or GaGaOOLaLa [I've not used gaga yet and I pay for viki but I had trouble with it so much at the beginning so i refuse to pick it]

Japanese arthouse depth or Korean high concept [i googled these to make sure i understood and honestly it confused me more but i watch a lot of korean tv so.. 🥴]

pink milk or yakult [the sheer amount of Yops and Frubes I was forced to consume as a child has made me repulsed by any kind of yogurty milky drinks]

censored Chinese BL or trashy Thai pulps [i want all of it, i want to be consumed by the love of a chinese show and also be able to laugh and relax at a pulp]

body swap or dead body [if wei wuxian was once dead does it count?? Also Wen Ning, my baby..]

sexy or story [we should be allowed both, but also I'm not too pushed either way, like Love In The Air is all steamy and virtually no story while The Untamed is allll plot and I still love both of them. Enrichment in the enclosure, to me, is having things of each and having things with both]

back hugs or lap sitting [😳]

piggybacks or cradle carry [head and ankles generally intact]

[real-ponyboy]

NO. ITS MY HOUSE TOO. STEVE AND YOU CAN GO TO HIS PLACE AND DO WHATEVER IT IS YOU DO THERE. 😒 IDC IF ITS TRASHY THERE. 🤬

I don't really care much about Steve but is he okay???? 😥😰