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I bring an immense dump of all the art i did in the month of december as gifts for my dear friends! I am far too lazy to tag everyone im so sorry T_T
#its the christmas pile#holy heck these took it out of me but everyone was so happy so it was SO worth it :D#i had a blast doing all these.#Merry christmas my dear friends
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I was gonna post something about dreading how shit this week is going to be. But then I realized it's probably going to be shit until late January, so. Please pray for my blood pressure and health 😭
#im really scared icl 😭#also if i had to go through months of non stop political ads and texts and emails and anxiety and and and-#only for it to not end well. my fucking god.#aaaghhh it just fucking sucks election day really isnt a 'day'#its actually just. election year.#ive been consumed by it for probably at least half this year#but not only all that thats been going on#its gonna take days for them to count the ballots probably#and in that time theres gonna be like. 5 billion lawsuits. cause thats a thing apparently#and then all that shit is going to continue until what. January 20th?#no matter the result things are going to be chaotic i feel like#but truly i am desperately manifesting gaaaahhhh fuck im so done with all this#FREE ME PLEASE I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING FREE#also fuck whichever guy put election day so close before thanksgiving and christmas#idk it all just really fucking sucks. this year hasn't been good for me#so i love that in addition to my already terrible baseline level of anxiety-#ive had another level piled on top of me#which can only possibly get worse 😭#id almost prefer the political ads in perpetuity rather than actually face tuesday and beyond#god. fuck this.#i feel like im gonna have to knock myself out and not go online on monday and tuesday at this rate#how am i even going to get myself to sleep when theres constantly eternal doom hanging over me#catie.rambling.txt
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happy christmas eve i hope some of u get a grip from santa
#acting as if saka went out all guns blazing waiting to intentionally injure our players please be reasonable!#yes he did injure them but both times was unintentional no matter how u like to look at it. he is not a nasty or dirty player! he just isnt!#and for those saying he gets babied literally take one look at football twitter and how theyre behaving like he killed someone#and saying utterly vile things about him. 'what if it was reversed' it fucking is all the time!! he is consistently fouled and tackled badly#and treated unfairly by refs. why are u letting a draw in a football game get u this heated!!! stop being weird!!!!!#maybe bcus ppl saying this dont regularly watch arsenal but this happens to saka all. the. time. its not some thing arsenal players make up#the same happens to mo all the time!!! come on now and be reasonable and stop piling on a player who is already scrutinised#and make sure u fully understand a situation before commenting on it or just dont comment! because some of u sound very um strange!#this is all coming from a liverpool fan like you are doing TOO MUCH!!!#anyway happy christmas eve gjfgjfkg
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Us, snooping through the Gomz back catalogue for the Ghost and Nikprice treats.
Ah JFJSJD xD thank you for the tags really 😂🫶🏻 have you seen the latest Zucchini shenanigans? That one’s a lot of fun I love drawing stuff based on in game screenies cuz I don’t own the game
#i do cringe at my old stuff because dear lord my old Nik art is#i dont wanna say /bad/ but its not Nik JDIAIFHSHUDYS#so yeah#but im glad yall still like it 😭💕#I really needa draw them more#I have swimsuit Price in the wips so maybe I’ll add Nik into the pile#and the heart eyes price#i also have a Christmas nikprice in the works 👁️ a bit early buuuuut ye#ask response#thanks for the ask <3
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Recent-ish life pictures and etc.
#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1. bright very poofy cloud sky#2. saw these weird bugs on a sidewalk that were clustered in a pile and some of them were sitting butt to butt or something.. I wonder if#that's how they mate?? or maybe just some sortof strange bug fight or something.. interesting little creature party happening#out on the pavement on that day#3. Its kind of hard to see but on the inside of this watermelon there is a slightly lighter formation that sort of looks like a heart shape#4. special breakfast of scrambled eggs. soy sausages. and jarred artichoke heart. with some black coffee and whipped cream + a strawberry#5. ARBY.. fish ...traditional summer treat available only until like september maybe for like a month. but I love them because theyre cheap#lol.. the next closest/cheapest fried fish sort of option that is easily acessible to me is a more upscale fast food place where you can ge#three tiny little chunks of fish maybe the palm of your hand sized for about $17 lol... so 4 arby fried fish chunks for like $5 is good#6. & 7 - very cool sunset colored sort of pink/yellow/orange flower I found growing wild in someone's yard#8. got as a gift from someone who got it for christmas but didn't really want it and asked if I did since everyone knows Im like The Person#Who's Obsessed With Cats out of any group of people.. but I still havent done it lol.. it just sits there gathering dust until I have#the time on top of my 600 other projects. I think it's cool that it's gray so it does look like noodle (my cat)#9. Noodle (the aforementioned gray cat) with fancy lighting behind him#photo diary
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Sorry I'm posting a lot it's because I haven't replied to my friends in 3 days
#i got sad because no one replied to me on Christmas and have let the messages pile up since#its ok u cant blame people for having different priorities#still sad tho
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Secret archives arrived. Which I won't be scanning for another day or so because it happened to get delivered on my b-day, but I have seen some people really interested in seeing it, so. Soon.
Who knows about the other handful of books that need to be added. I have them, but some digital versions have been shared for some that might be better to link than my physical ones, and motivation can be hard when I have to provide it. Also I got a used copy of Animal Crossing Switch months ago and keeping up with that mostly-daily has taken a solid chunk of attention in my off time. And then there's this 1000 piece Pokemon Ditto puzzle--
#It's been busy around the house this year in ways it. Normally isn't#Mostly good stuff. Its just been more socializing and being up and out of the house#I need a very large amount of time of nothing going on for me to focus and do stuff#And instead i get two sometimes three sit down moments most days#...Which atm has been directed at the puzzle i knew was going to be a pain to work#(Because I have a pile of Pokemon puzzles I was trying to get through so I could put them all away together)#(And at the time i had three options and my hubris chose Ditto)#(Now i have 12 in the wings because impulse buying on good value puzzles)#(And i know I'm getting another one for Christmas.)#(Help)#But yeah; anyway; secret archive came in that I do want to make available#And because it's my b-day: To anyone who might get jealous: I got the two fluffy Zorua plushies#The original black one for a present; and the white one i bought from Pokemon Center myself and it happened to arrive today
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Went into my local kpop store today on a mission to buy BamBam’s 3rd mini album Bamesis (it’s my first BamBam album so fuck yeah. I’m still a newbie to him).
Ended up also finding a SIGNED XIKERS ALBUM. AND IT’S SIGNED BY MY FUCKING BIAS JUNMIN. OF COURSE I BOUGHT IT.
THANK YOU UNIVERSE FOR GIVING ME A WIN AFTER THE BULLSHIT OF THE PAST 2 DAYS.
#obsidian rambles#kpop bullshittery#I also got photocard sleeves cuz I needed a small pack until I get my dads guilt money (Christmas/birthday gift cards)#BUT A SIGNED XIKERS ALBUM HELL YEAH#AND ITS THE PHOTOBOOK VERSION I WAS NEEDING#ALSO. I got a The Boyz for free from their donations pile. it’s phantasy so double hell yeah.#it doesn’t have inclusions but that’s okay I got the photobook and the cd that’s all I really care about.
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#just finished wrapping and looking up gift pile pics#had never seen this one before lol and i cant believe people were hating on this lady????????#can only assume its jealous pathetic people w no families lmao#when my husband gets a raise and we have 3 more kids (making it 5) we better have a pile like this! lol!!!! 🤣🤡💖 this is goals...#Christmas#Xmas#Holiday
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my christmas gifts for my best friend came in today!! i pre-ordered them which is why i got them now :p look at the miku she's sooooo cute!! i got them from @agexp btw (i also got myself a little sticker too but i already tucked it away hehe)
#it doesn't actually matter that they were bc they live in another country#were for christmas*#so we gotta wait until we meet up again to exchange the past few years of bday+christmas gifts lol#we originally just mailed them to eachother but we decided that we'd just collect the pile bc its a lot nicer to do it in person#i lov these tho they're adorableeee#the line on miku is just the protective cover btw
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really thinking about starting a festive t-shirt collection so that I can wear them fashionably out of season but like.. I already have so many autistic little collections of things do I really need another
#i have 2 festive t-shirts already#one that says [halloween outfit]#and a green one with a christmas themed garfield comic on it#autistic collections include#hot wheels#vintage film/polaroid cameras#ugly itchy jumpers#houseplants of which i currently have 23#and cursed objects which i refer to as Room Mascots#i have a tiny tin cat that looks haunted#matryoska doll with a threatening aura#little wooden jesus painting#a gothic goblin figurine sitting on a pile of skulls#and an unpainted bulbasaur plantpot that looks like a cosmic mistake#OH ALSO CASSETTE TAPES!!#favourite way to listen to music but its so difficult to get ahold of tapes these days :(
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I've had a couple of days lately
#i had a headache for two days and i was about to cry because i cannot have a headache i have to do things!!!#but then i slept for 9 hours and was fine today#im having a blast with christmas decorations at work#but that also means im not studying at my free time at work#which means i have work piled up because of that AND bc i was out for 2 days bc of the headache#but if im fine now i can pull a half-nighter i guess#i know its not a thing but it is for me#lol
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my mother got me a carry on suitcase but little does she know …. i alrdy ordered the one i actually wanted 3 days ago ALSKAKSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKS
#stream#like thanks queen the thought that counts hope u kept that receipt so u can get ur money back#like she also got me raycons … girl ALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAJS i’m having her return them too#i don’t even get the money it’s just. i already know - she always gets the ‘cheaper xyz’ bc ‘it’s a deal’ but like a) it always breaks or b#i never fucking use it & honestly i just always make her return most of the shit she gets me like#it’s like how they always get me scratch offs that don’t win. my brother gets the same ones but his always win EXHIBIT FUCKIN A TODAY - WE#BOTH GET 2 & MY BROTHER WINS 75$ RIGHT OFF THE BAT#like girl#ALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLA i think i hate christmas not bc i hate giving things i just hate getting things#bc all i’m getting is garbage & i HATE it id RATHER GET NOTHING like girl why are u giving me this 😭😭#like even i’ll get deodorant … ain’t my brand won’t be using it WHY#i just give it to my brother literally everything - i got aftershave today; never have i ever used aftershave. shaving cream ? both to my#brother immediately i just think its funny like im NOT UNGRATEFUL its just#WHY ????? i got 2 packs of socks though & im ELATED#truly the best shit i got 😍😍😍#my aunt got me scarves but they’re acrylic so i won’t be wearing them ALAKALSKLAAKALKSLAKALA#i love it it’s really funny i always just make a pile of shit to give back to my family like yes take it i do not want it love u stop it#my mother gave me a crochet santa earlier like kit like girl. i am not making this but thank u u can return it too#BUT THIS SUITCASEEEEE ALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLA THE HANDLE IS ALREADY WOBBLING AROUND LIKE GIRL I AM NOT USING THIS
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in 1.5h it will be christmas day but i am. Im. There is dread
#theres. idk how to say it i just. i didnt have the money for gifts really and one hasnt arrived#and i feel like im failing christmas but thats not.#the dread is. theres.#i have been feeling an intense loneliness as of late that i think is just a product of living w 3 people who#are all in a relationship w each other so they all talk all the time and hang all the time and#just never really talk or hang w me anymore the way we used to#and theres a. i could barely afford anything for them and one of them i was told not to get anything for#and now its. im.#theres a pretty big pile of presents under the tree and it looks festive and cute but its. theres.#its a little discouraging to see a Large Pile and not a single one having my name on it#and its bc one of them has told me already that the package they ordered for me was delayed#its just. idk the season is only adding more to the way I've been feeling for a Whilr#but i dont have. theres not really#i dont have any other friends. and i know the family time tomorrow will be. not very good for me#and its just very. im dreading it.#and then next week theres a day where my flatmates having her birthday party and ive got work the next day#so i have to wake up at 4am so i just know its gonna suck#bc the partys probably still gonna be going kinda hard long past when i need to go to bed#i am just. i have not been feeling good lately and i am trying to dive into tumblr and my hyperfixations#in an attempt to compensate but its. its not really working#i wish the store was open tomorrow so i could just work and not have to deal w the holiday lmao#negative cw
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I figured it out.
The only thing keeping me from cleaning my room is the allure of my bed
So if I put my rats on my bed,
I can't lay on my bed
And I'll clean
I'm so fucking smart
#soon my rats will have access to the full room again for free roam time#but its too messy rn#they love hiding in piles of blankets#and there was a pile that was so in the way that i had to step on it to move through the room#not ideal because i shouldnt step on something with the possibility of a rat in it#so for now theyre just free roaming in their playpen or my bed#tonight it was my bed so that i couldnt lay on it#and i actually did some solid cleaning#i got rid of all of my floor clothes and blankets#and sorted a large misc pile into 'trash' 'trinkets' and 'useful things'#i founs a shirt that i accused my sibling of stealing#i can now walk theough my bedroom roughly unhindered#it still has a long way to go but its 2am and i want to lay down#my parents and brother are coming for Christmas and i cant have my room a disaster when they arrive#also tomorrow im getting a desk delivered so i need space to set it up#and i have a half built bookshelf on my floor that i need to finish#which will help me organize the rest of my room#i moved here in august and still havent unpacked most of my shit#its a real problem tbh#but i want to settle down. and to do that i need to unpack#i still have a lot of cleaning to do. and laundry. a shit ton of laundry. and furniture building. and unpacking#but if i start now and work in bursts then i should be good for when my parents come#famous last words when youre neurodivergent#im gonna go to bed soon i think#my ear infection is getting marginally better so i can sleep a bit better but im still exhausted#god im so fucking exhausted
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stepbro!rafe using a vibrator on reader
warnings: smut, stepcest, DUBCON, blackmail MDNI wc: 1.5k i've never written stepbro rafe before but i got this idea and wanted to give it a try??? so i have no idea how this is going to turn out but hopefully halfway decent
"rafeee, can you get my charger? it's in the top drawer of my nightstand!" you called up from downstairs, making your stepbrother roll his eyes.
"fucking get it yourself!"
"the food's gonna burn!"
despite you being on the first floor, rafe could hear the whiney tone in your voice, and almost picture the way your lip bottom lip would be pulled in with that despicable pout that managed to get you everything from both his father and your mother, and so, begrudgingly he opened the door to your bedroom.
he rounded the corner of your four-poster bed, bending to open the top drawer of your nightstand, spotting your charger on top of a bunch of your other shit, and letting out a small scoff as he threw the charger onto the bed.
but when rafe spotted a small key peeking out from underneath some stupid fashion magazine, his interest was piqued; he didn't even need to pick it up to know what it went to. it was the bottom drawer of your nightstand, him having an identical nightstand in his own bedroom, and knowing the almost scandalous contents of his own bottom drawer made him curious as to what you could be hiding in yours.
he picked it up, observing it for a moment before slamming the top drawer closed, swiftly putting the key in the lock and twisting it open. when he pulled it open, at first it appeared as if nothing was in it, but he knew better. he pulled the false bottom off, throwing it onto the bed, and when rafe's eyes fell onto what was in your nightstand, he couldn't help the grin on his face.
some of the contents were pretty tame; a pile of notebooks that he assumed were your old diaries, some weed, and some adderall that he knew you used to pop like fucking skittles back when you were in high school and had a big test coming up.
but his eyes widened slightly when he spotted the bottle of lube and the small, pale pink bullet-shaped vibrator; sure, he knew you had your vices and you weren't an innocent girl like you led your mother to believe, but you'd always been kind of a prude; you'd never let any of your old boyfriends mark you up even back when you'd been in high school like most girls that were too horny to even realize, and even now, he saw your face flush whenever there was a fucking sex scene on television and you conveniently looked down at your phone for the duration of it.
what really struck his eye was the stack of polaroids he knew you'd taken with the instax mini camera ward had gotten you for christmas, and when he picked up the stack and turned them around, only the first image was enough to cause his jaw to slack slightly.
it was taken on a timer, and you were kneeling on your bed, your hand splayed on your neck, wearing a sheer pink lingerie dress, lacy pink panties covering your pussy while your nipples were covered by red, heart-shaped pasties.
he went through the polaroids, his eyes widening and his shorts tightening with each picture, shots of you wearing different lingerie sets, ones of you looking over your shoulder seductively while you were kneeling on the bed, showing off your ass in a pair of thongs, pictures taken where your tits were soaped up and just covered by your arms, ones-
"rafeee! did you find it?!"
he chuckled at your called-out question, so unaware of the things he had found, putting the polaroids back in the bottom drawer, "yeah yeah!" he called back out, but as he was starting to put the false bottom back in, he got an idea.
and so, before he put the false bottom back in the drawer, he slipped the bullet-shaped vibrator into his pocket.
you could feel your heartbeat in your throat; you had no idea where it could've gone, having used it literally that morning. even though you remembered putting it in its usual spot in the bottom drawer of your nightstand, it was nowhere to be seen.
you thought that maybe you'd accidentally left it on your bed; your bedding, now on the floor. maybe it was on your top drawer instead, the contents dumped on the floor next to it. now you were going through your bookshelf, your teeth biting into your bottom lip so harshly you could taste blood in your mouth.
it wasn't only that you didn't want anyone to find it; it was also that you were so fucking sexually frustrated. you'd already gotten yourself off in the morning, but still, everything even slightly sexual had caused you to press your legs firmly together to seek some relief.
you nearly jumped out of your skin when you heard someone clear their throat, and when you turned to look at who it was, you were faced with your stepbrother, a smug smile on his face.
"looking for something?" rafe said, holding up the pink device you'd been looking for, your eyes widening when they landed on it
"did you go through my stuff you psycho?!" you stomped to him, rafe holding the vibrator over his head and out of your reach when you tried grabbing it. "give it to me!"
"i don't think that's how you speak to someone when you want something from them." rafe tsked, his jaw clenched as he pressed you against your bedroom wall, his hand on your chin, making you look up at him, "see, you're supposed to ask nicely. didn't mommy teach you that?"
"what do you want, rafe?"
"you know, when i found this little thing," rafe tapped the small vibrator against your cheek, "i found some really interesting pictures." he grinned, your eyes widening, your heartbeat picking up, immediately knowing the pictures he was talking about.
rafe turned on the vibrator, letting it travel down your chest, until coming in contact with your clothed nipple, slowly, involuntarily pebbling under the vibrations, your stepbrother's breath hot on your face, an obvious tent in his sweatpants. "it would be such a shame if your mom saw them, you know?"
"they don't show my face..." you said with a small sniffle, your eyes starting to sting with tears, meanwhile you felt your cunt starting to get slick with arousal from the stimulation to your nipple.
"aw, she might be stupid but she's not an idiot. you really think she won't recognize that pretty little body? all those pretty marks and dots on your body. are you willing to risk it?"
rafe's hand started traveling lower, the vibrations trailing down your ribs and abdomen, causing you to tense up your muscles as you spoke, your teeth gritting together, "what do you want?"
"to own you."
rafe had you pinned down on your bed, your hands gripping onto your already crumpled sheets; your lacy panties clinging to your pussy, thoroughly soaked in your arousal, and you knew they were beyond saving.
your flimsy top had been pushed up to reveal your breasts, and he'd been using the vibrator on your poor pussy for an hour now, and somehow it had been the most excruciating yet exhilarating hour of your life.
"i can't..." you whined as rafe brought the vibrator to your clit, and even though it was covered by the soaking fabric, it felt as if there wasn't any barrier at all, the stimulation bringing you closer and closer to your third orgasm. "'s too much... feels too good…"
rafe let out a cruel laugh at that, only bringing up the volume of the vibrator, pressing it even firmly against your clit, causing you to let out a yelp that turned into a moan, roughly grabbing at the fat of your breast as he brought his face closer to your face.
"you're gonna take it." he smiled, pressing a small kiss between your breasts, before standing up. "keep it in place." rafe commanded, and you brought your hand to weakly hold the vibrator at your clit while he walked around your room, in search for something.
"what... what are you doing?" you mumbled, your mind hazy from the pleasure coursing through your body, your eyes widening when rafe turned around, holding your polaroid camera. "r-rafe?"
rafe walked towards the bed, turning on the camera as he kneeled over you, swatting your hand away from the vibrator, replacing it with his own. "this is gonna be your best picture yet."
before you could protest, you were blinded by the flash, trying to use your arm to cover up your eyes, the picture slowly coming out of the camera, and rafe set it down next to you on the bed while it slowly changed from black to a picture of your body, showing your bared tits and the soaked panties that had molded to the shape of your pussy, rafe's large, ringed hand holding the vibrator against your clit.
rafe turned off the vibrator, throwing it onto the bed, grabbing the photo, and shoving it into the pocket of his sweatpants, before leaning closer to your ear.
"i own you." he whispered roughly, before standing up and leaving your room.
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