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Do you have any more to share about how the new magic system works in your new Raphael story!! The idea that magic reflects the user symbolically is really interesting and i'd love to hear more about that.. (I coincidentally read a book recently-ish where characters had superpowers that were a reflection of the user and i've been so into that concept lately as a result LOL.. symbolism tastey)
YEAH!!! (also hmu with what that book is called cause I love this kinda shit so much)
I don't usually write magic systems because im worried about getting bogged down in the details and mechanics so I'm going super general and what I find fun. Everyone's magic is different, and it can change and warp as someone lives. I think thta as children everyone's magic manifests in the same way (not sure how quite sure how just yet) and as they come into their own person it gets personalized to that specific person. Raphael's emerged as small blue flames because he felt small but had a lot of energy and fire inside him. It warped and changed from trauma to reflect on his body as that's where most of his trauma concentrated. His ability to still summon the small flames if he tries really hard is due to him still having that spirit deep down.
The other thing that I wanna explore is that corrupted magic isn't like, inherently harmful. Its just the same as when magic initially changes, its just a reflection of what the user has gone through in life and who that person is. I know that sounds like im calling Raphael a monster because of his beast design, but it only looks like that because that's what Raphael sees himself as. Raphael isn't able to control his corrupted magic because he supresses it and refuses to understand it. It's a monster to be locked away and not thought about. He doesn't want to accept that that's him.
And just because I'm not sure when I'm going to talk about it, Lionel's magic as a kid used to manifest as small yellow flowers sprouting out of his hands. To again symbolize how small he felt and how fragile he was. I would need to really draw what his magic manifested after full corruption though. Both of these he's locked out of due to the churchs repression spell however
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In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if he’s really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.
#my art#gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#comic#eye strain#TIME TO DUMP EVERY ONE OF THE 27483949 THOUGHTS IVE HAD INTO THE TAGS BABY#OK!! SO!!!!#I feel like Ford would wonder why he and Stan (being identical twins) aren’t. yk. identical. shouldn’t Stan have polydactyly too?#as a kid he would dream about secretly being nonhuman and being whisked away to a fantastical world full of people like him#finally free of new jersey‚ finally somewhere he belongs#a lot of this disconnect from humanity came from utterly failing at social interactions while others (including stan) navigated them easily#the feeling waned after Stan was kicked out and he didn't have that direct comparison but it never left#then out in the wilderness of gravity falls‚ his isolation and immersion in Weirdness dragged it back up to the forefront#he deserves to have a breakdown over questioning his own nature. as a treat <3#color symbolism time bc I have a problem and use it at every available moment!!! blue and yellow get more vivid#the further from humanity the subject is#bill is entirely made w pure rgb blue and yellow (+ approximately 2674835 textures/layers/blending modes. I reached 150+ layers. help)#I like the idea that he would appear to ford like pure math considering hes a geometrical motherfucker and how the rest of the mindscape wa#I tried to mostly use trigonometry and related stuff for the Math Greebling. as well as fractals i love you forever fractals#MORE SYMBOLISM:#the grid-ish diamond pattern in all of the mindscape bgs (and elsewhere) is a penrose diagram of spacetime#which shows other universes on the other sides of black holes#SOMEONE ASK ME ABOUT MY EUCLYDIA HEADCANON LATER. IVE DUMPED ENOUGH DUMB HCS IN THESE TAGS ALREADY#BUT I THINK ITS VERY FUN#anyways. fuckt up guys n their egos influencing how they view humanity. bill tells ford hes as human as they come bc he was so easily foole#ford cant reconcile with his humanity bc of a failure to perform in one area#and then the immense guilt and shame over what hes done <3#I have So many ford characterization thoughts. no man nor god can stop me
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"Whether scholar, skald, or scoundrel, a bard weaves magic through words and music to inspire allies, demoralize foes, manipulate minds, create illusions, and even heal wounds. The bard is a master of song, speech, and the magic they contain"
#baby u r my ANGEEEEEELLLLLL#its HER#its MY GIRL#little lore time:#She's a Bard of course#from my longest dnd campaing (4 years)#my babie went from being a silly bard from the circus#to be a powerful woman#a symbol of hope and kindness#across multiple realms#BUT NOW#someone or something brough her to the year 2077 XP#you'll be seeing more from this AU!#bc the girl looks GOOD in cyberpunk au!#oc: Margarida#oc: Yadira “Margarida” Omorah#cyberpunk 2077#cp77#cyberpunk2077#cp2077 photomode#cyberpunk photomode#cp 77#cp 2077#cp2077
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can u PLEASE draw more medblue i need more yuri beyond my comprehension
Baby Blue and Medicine Coquette just for you 💗🎀 Thank you anon you get me
Inspo^^ Re99 requests still open btw!
#These two have gone and lost it#cw blood#it could also be jam#but medpoc frew up#wonderland syndrome but make it multiplayer#i love SYMBOLISM where you become tangled up and lost in someone#mochadoodles#reverse 1999#reverse 1999 fanart#Medicine Pocket#Baby Blue#MedBlue#BabyPocket#medpoc girlkissing collection#r1999#re99#mochasks#thank you anon#nblw#ive drawn medpoc frewing up 3 times now#and everytime that happens its always someone elses problem too#yuri!!!#gosh why are they so cute#nblw art
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i was drawing him choking to death again but i stopped (hes suffered enough) and then th. this picture healed me
#look . cult symbol on the butterfly#cant escape fate SPADER.#wizard city#spader#digital#adventure time#he always gets the tag. you know him you love him its (wrestling announcer vioice) SPADER PETERSRENNNNN#the choking picture was definitely also a snow white reference is the thing. hes snow white to me.#hes not as niceys. but hes like 14 or whatever a baby. and scared. and white af. and chokde to death on food some lady gave him#im handling my emotions really normally tonight
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Uh so there's a baby crying in the background. Btw.
#that horse is so creepy#the mascots name is polly right? i think i vaguely remember that theres some kinda symbolism tied to polly and anyas baby#but! i dont remember what it is at all#the horse is like everywhere he goes though and he cant get away from it. im assuming this is jimmy#and the 2nd time he very literally runs into it its super malformed and everything#i also think its interesting that the baby is always crying#ALSO THE FIRST ID WE FIND IS ANYAS AND I THINK THATS SICK AND FUCKING TWISTED#anyways maybe the horse is jimmy refusing to take responsibility for what he did to anya and the baby#bc i know theres a serious Take Responsibility thing. but maybe not anya specifically#bc im pretty sure he doesnt actually see what he did to her as horrific#i dont know anything about mouthwashing from this point on#NOT JUST “THE HORSE”. I MEAN THE SYMBOLISM OF THE HORSE. i fucked up a tag up there#if i got anything wrong thats fine bc ill know soon anyways
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For as long as i was obsessed with Rosemarys Baby i did not realize until tonight that Lonnie is literally Guy woodhouse. Im convinced Lonnies actor was cast in part because he resembles John Cassavetes more than slightly (Guy's actor). A win for the "lonnie was in on will's disappearance" team. This is the only proof i need honestly.
#its all rosemarys baby? always has been!!!!#lonnie byers#rosemarys baby x st#will byers#ohhhh and the fuckign stripe symbolism and the stripe wallpaper in the closet in RB im sickk im illlllllllllll#i dont think i was ever wrong about RB symbolism in ST btw i still think im completrly correct and never wrong#they cabt drop the word anti christ and son of satan 5 times and NOT expect me to think oh. rosemarys baby.
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It just all feels more pointless now. I think i lost some of the spirit. I dont know if its temporary or how to get it back
#found myself less passionate about my ocs and their stories and about making them real one day#but not in a good way#its not letting me go of my perfectionism or whatever instead its just like. whats the point. theyre not that good anyways#theyre as in the stories#im increasingly aware of the plot holes and the parts that are kind of held together with string in order to make the plot make sense and--#--im not sure if anyone ever could get as passionate about them as i was?#especially since like. *i* dont feel as passionate abt them as i said.#my main baby my main oc project that i cherished and hoped to make real in some way now feels like i should keep it private.#the other one that i was hoping to make into my first long term project remains unfinished plot-wise and i dont feel motivated to work--#--on it further#the one that i think has an alright plot that i could share is just kinda in the bg#and also i always felt like i was good at like...symbolism...metaphors...parallels...this kinda stuff#i felt like my stories were something you could dig into#now it feels like i overestimated them#and theyre actually painfully simple and just. idk. feels like theyre not that good#maybe its because i recently didnt have time to work on them?#and fell into a fandom that has a painfully not-deep story where i also often feel like other ppl in the community dont want me there#maybe i gotta get away from that lol#but it doesnt feel like its gonna help. idk what will.#all of this isnt giving me any relief its just making me feel empty and like i thought too greatly of myself#bcs i still want to Make things and stories and now i just feel like im lacking at that??
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pry ollie having a prototype golden bonnie plush as her childhood stuffed animal from my cold dead hands
#'wasnt it founded in 197-' not in my house it wasnt#listen i have my reasons. some symbolic some just 'i think i like it better if baby ollie n michael grew up around the brand' but.#its fnaf time isnt real i do what i want!!#a visor for a visor (ooc)
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So uh
Does communism not have any symbols aside from the hammer and sickle?
#I've mentioned this before#but to me and many jews (and non-jews) who have history in eastern Europe#it's not fun or quirky or memey to use the hammer and sickle#it's a symbol linked to one of the worst totalitarian states in history#my grandfather was born in Siberia. my grandfather. a baby. who only lived because his mother worked in the kitchens#ny great-uncle smuggled Jewish holy materials into Russia because yes it was that bad.#this thing didn't come down until the chocolating nineties.#please please please the ussr and its paraphernalia are not your cutesy communist symbols#they are the symbols of a state that traumatised people#that killed people#I'm not going to do holocaust comparisons because just no#but as a jew whose family was in ukraine during wwii#it really was being caught between a rock and a hard place.#rambling a bit but this is something i see a lot and it hurts ne every time
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i think it's quite silly that atheists are still pretending like you cannot prove gods don't exist in 2023 tbh. all gods start out as an explanation for natural phenomena humans could not explain and the god hypothesis has a failure rate of 100% so far for explaining those natural phenomena. for every single hypothesis that god has been the assumed answer for, they have failed. your argument of "you don't know what came before the big bang!" is literally just another god of the gaps argument but updated to reflect all the science we DO know about now. it's extremely unlikely that the god hypothesis will succeed on try one million and two tbqf.
"you can't prove god doesn't exist" yes we can prove that 99.999% of all gods ever created by humans didn't exist. why is your god any different? because u say the things that would prove him false actually prove his existence? yeah okay do u see how crazy u fucking sound?
like why are we still debating this in 2023???? please bro. how is it that every single time we've tried to prove a certain god exists, we come up with a new science field and learn even more mindblowing things in the process, none of which are the result of said god? idk if u wanna believe in santa claus as an adult, that's your business but pushing it onto society as a whole because you've convinced yourself santa is really going to torture you for eternity if you don't please him is like... next level.
#it's truly insane how we're still playing this agnostic game holy shit#personal#their entire argument is you just gotta have faith!!!#faith in what???? the single human experiment that has failed the most times in human history????#also like if u really wanna go there we can but your religion literally is factually inaccurate#arguing that its symbolic doesnt make up for the fact that if the founders of ur religion heard u they'd burn u as a witch#no baby u just say its an analogy now that we've proved ur holy book factually inaccurate#that's why religion is so dangerous to me honestly because once u prove it beyond a reasonable doubt they just switch lanes into#symbolism and it was never meant to be taken literally omg!?!?! like thats just factually inaccurate you know that right#i know that why are we pretending like acting like a factually inaccurate text is some encoded puzzle from the almighty creator#i just... none of it makes any sense at all
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I need to go to sleep...
But first I must tell you this hot-off-the-sleep deprivation prequel theory:
Dean in the photos is not our Dean... it is Dean JR. !!!!
#Dun dun DUN#spnwin theories#not really a theory but lol#classy posts#the return of dean jr 🤣#baby is still time traveling#she needed some air from being stuck in the garage for so long#heres how its revealed:#we finally have a scene with 'dean' - his sleeves are rolled up and we see an anti possesion symbol on his forearm#dean jr. just wants to meet his grandparents
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There's definitely a constant thought buzzing in the back of my mind regarding ANVD and... the logical conclusions of some things. I can't help but think that the twins would've guided me to making it (If I am The Inevitable and Lev does actually know about it and so on) and then swamped it in BB symbolism and made me hallucinate that it was the Nightmares and then just. take it from me.
which, to be clear, symbolically - to our family - it is the Nightmares, metaphorically. In the way I say I think the game is based on this family it isn't the Nightmares, but it's also... sorry. I'm just looking at our close-knit current life things... Rip the baby from Kos - emphasis again that I'm talking on our close-knit metaphorical projections on the game, but the cyclical nature is fulfilled. I make realms, the Micolashs take them and use them, they end up being strangled alive by them, they claim those realms or That Realm as ANVD expands, they. become the host, I didn't think of that lmfao.
Just the constant symbolism of salt washing up on shore and strangling the water, which turned out to be eggs, the gravitation of my Leviathanic body to being white like Gold is outside my conscious choice when I only identified with and expressed myself in black and gold... and the fact that.... I wasn't allowed near the Hamlet in game and neither it nor Maria in thoughts let alone spiritual practice, I wasn't allowed to talk to "them". Kos apparently hated me based on something - but Lull seemed to support my attempts at reconciliation. Towards the end of our time together, Lull "got pregnant" and Maria "helped him deliver" in my body, which showed there was a breaking down of the "Maria & the Hamlet don't want to be near you" thing going on. I fully expect that it... was probably going to develop into him being like "actually you're a Godshard of Kos and you have to reconcile" and then into stitching realms andddd
Dont get me wrong, not a conspiracy, the twins... for all the fucking faith Black and Red had in them Grey was right in that they don't fucking think they do not plan properly they do not act like gods with the weight of millions on their back, but they... that's where that was going, full stop.
#~abyssal murmurs#and the cycle is fulfilled - the wizened child never stops crying and the Nightmares continue again#primogenitor's baby //#Oh god. especially because I said it seems bb is this lifetime - the lifetime the ''Hamlet'' gets violated and the innocent child of Kos#is stripped from her and turns into a twisted old man who crawls back inside her and needs to be killed to end lifetimes of cyclical#family violence lmfao. And Lev said... ''Oh so this is the lifetime that makes ANVD'' in the way of ''Yeah I knew it but Im pretending to#be surprised'' as in I think he said it once but then he was acting like he knew it - dropped the act of not knowing.#so if I've already said... because... I stand by it.... BB seems to be the unravelling of the family during this life...#Mergo returning Hamlet violated Mensis dissolved and Micolash Twins killed and so on...........#anyway. its not something you can map properly to time anyway plus its just symbolism in the family but. it nags at me#the salt sea of white calls me... the endless babies call me... thrown from the sea...#Oh. and. the endless rain of the mourning Leviathan clears post-death of the Orphan. lmfao
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Euphrasie vc haiiii Claudie can you help me with something real quick ^w^ (<- visibly trembling because one of her circle wall ornaments keeps looking smudged to her no matter how much she wipes is and it's now 3 am and shes been at it for the past 6 hours)
#rat rambles#stars posting#I am having sooo many thoughts abt euphrasie rn y'all have no idea#I just spent like 3 hours mumbling to myself abt my hcs on her relationship with the change belief and the universe and how both shape her#beliefs and behavior but shes not at all concious of the latter despite how heavily it shaped her relationship with the former#and also just general thoughts abt how she acts in general and how most ppl dont realize shes experiencing hashtag symptoms because she#tends to carry an air of deliberetness that is not at all acurate to her actual reasons for doing things 90% of the time#and the 10% when it is deliberate its the symptoms™ and shes actually having a very bad time but is good at masking it most of the time#I also have a lot of thoughts abt her islander dad and his relationship to both of his main beliefs and how a lot of euphrasie's first#explanations of different change symbols and concepts came from his perspective#both of her dads were religious ofc but her other dad didnt talk about it as much plus her more talkative dad was Really passionate about#the change belief and change as a concept#also bonus euphrasie hc she was a wishcraft baby#this is a big part of the reason that she has distinct knowledge on wishcraft and it's capabilities while also not knowing the rituals well#also bonus bonus hc white hair in ppl with roots from the island is often a sign of a wishcraft baby being somewhere in your bloodline#generally speaking wishcraft babies were far far less common in the period before it disappeared due to stricter regulations but they used#to be fairly common so white hair became a very common trait there#euphrasie's dad from the island didn't actually have fully white hair but he had a lot of white strands
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OOC
#;; ooc#ok baby is asleep#so is toddler and husband#and the animals are fed i think im gonna spend some time here again#two nights in a row look at me go lol#anyway if anyone wants to talk some plots out or just send some memes go ahead#i have no timelimit on when i posted a meme so you can go to my tag and just send whatever#but try to leave some context if its a symbol meme or something#anyway im gonna work on some more messages from last night
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Zodi/Celeste/Raine is somehow both my baby and also the girl my inner little weird girl looks up to so much she adopts parts of her as her personality
#Making Zodi so into entomology got ME into it enough that I got over my phobia of bees#And now things that I think first that she would like I end up liking myself a bit more than I have in the past#like green apple and coconut smells#Instead of basing your OC off your personality....base your personality off your OC LOL#I'm kidding but seriously the adult version of her I have planned would be the absolute coolest friend to have I think#I think creating her I just took a lot of traits I admire and smashed them into one character#She loves being feminine but she's also super tomboyish#She's wicked smart both in street smarts and academics#She has an ambiguous enough tragic backstory and affliction that anyone with a chronic illness#mental health issues#or has done something horrible and regrets it so so much#would be able to relate to her (symbolically at least)#She's a weird girl with weird interests#She's loyal near to a fault#She can treat most afflictions because her ADHD butt has a special interests in medivial/magic medicine#But she is also far from perfect because she does things WRONG and suffers for it#and tries to right it#And suffers with a lot of jealousy problems and some anxieties#She gets angry and bottles up that anger sometimes till she lashes out#But she's also super forgiving because she KNOWS how doing things you regret feels all to well#Idk I just love her#Im thinking about her and she is by far my favourite girl#I've seriously considered taking her and using her in another story#Like she would still be a Tangled OC but at the same time....I'd also take the exact same character#and build a nice story for her to star in bc she is my baby and something I like this much really should have its own thing#Oh I forgot to mention too that I just really like that she doesn't have much focus on things like kids and romance#Like yeah she COULD she has nothing against it but....why tho?#She could take it or leave it. She doesn't need it so she focuses on her own things.#And I also love that I can like her so much and not be trying to ship her with anyone#that's one of my favourite features about her
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