that sense of foreshortened future is CRAZY dude sometimes I'll be like thinking and realizing wow holy shit I'm gonna have to Get A Job. and Drive. and Pay Bills. and do other stuff I just feel like im going to be a child my whole life. I've been putting off getting my permit and a job because it just doesn't feel real at all I'm not supposed to be this old I'm supposed to be 13 and stupid with no freedom forever.
but it's so weird because I'm also like clawing at the walls of my enclosure and I need to have that autonomy and I'm excited to become an adult and start working and driving and becoming self sufficient and moving out and being on my own. I WANT to have a regular income and money to spend to get the things I want to have. I don't want to rely on birthday and Christmas money anymore.
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damn i love book series written by a guy with R.R initials about a boy under the age of 18 with inhuman abilities trying to survive and finish wars along with his friends and builds a community along the way while also falling inlove with his companion
edit: and i forgot to add that they both have terrible movie adaptations
(i didnt watch the percy jackson movies, but ive heard from friends that are big fans say theyre bad)
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Day Twenty One: Memory
People depict Chief as serious, because of how he was shown in the flashback scene. But maybe he is more or less similar to the Mayor. A silly guy, trying to be positive while the empire he lives in suffers.
But the moment a certain someone comes and says they can save everything and create a better world, especially when the emperor has been nothing short of an arsehole... Well... The Chief would certainly take the only chance to make his empire a better place, right?
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Dethvanity is really funny to me conceptually as an episode because you can see how little they had to make the characters insecure about for the bit. They swing for obvious lowblow choices with Pickle' baldness and Nathan's weight and even those require some suspension of disbelief because ok. Sure. Nathan '(said extremely proudly) never skipped a meal in my life!' Explosion is insecure about being a big man now. Nathan *guy who everyone thinks is smoking hot 99% of the time* Explosion is a tiny bit larger than usual and is insecure about it now. Lol. Lmao even.
But anyway then we hit Skwisgaar and Toki and there's like NOTHING to swing for, you can see them going uhhh ok Skwis doesn't sleep he probably drinks a lot of coffee, and Toki? Shit, what does Toki have to be insecure about with his looks. He's perfect, he's adorable, he's ripped. Um. FUCK IT, HE'S DOING NOTHING BUT EATING LEMONS. WE GOT NOTHING, WE GOT NOTHING, JUST GIVE THE BOY CITRUS FRUITS.
WOE 🍋 BE UPON YE
I'm sure i could make some smarter points about the attempts at applying vanity in this ep and how outside of this and a few other moments i do actually like that the show rarely takes pot shots at things like Nathan's weight, but you see Nathan has shirtless scenes in this one and so my intelligence is impeded when all the blood rushes out of my head and into my-
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when people ship shusumi do they gravitate to the bubbly "kasumi" front during the 1st/2nd semester or do they not count that and portray sumire's character for who she is during the last few hours of the game. do they have both coexisting at the same time but then what's the middle sweet-spot for it? their entire dynamic changes fundamentally as a result of the third semester.
and wouldnt joker feel a bit lied to since the girl he met in the beginning who was so, so nice to him essentially a fake? would this girl still approach him with kindness if she was her true self? how does he want her? is it cruel to miss the "her" when she was parading as a corpse? because after the third semester nothing will ever be the same between them. we as a shusumi society should entertain the idea of their divorce more. in this essay i will
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Hmm last night I actually wondered abt smth and have a good ask!
Since SOS and Pebbles had no way to cross paths, and as Saint has almost no way of knowing Moon and Pebbles' story, what are Saint's feelings on Pebbles as Moon's brother? Is Saint glad Moon had someone to spend her time with? (Hah. Heh...)
AHH KSEN! You are such a joy to see in here..
As far as I remember from in game dialogue and whatnot, Saint doesn't even have any reliable way to know that Pebbles is her brother. I really like the idea that the concept of siblinghood among iterators wasn't all that common for him to just assume. Saint is probably glad that due to their unusually close proximity, their communications probably fell apart very late...
That being said... bringing the music pearl does give away.. that he did something not great.
Combined with the fact that he stinks of dead rot.. something worrying and quite unfortunate sure happened.
Saint not knowing such crucial information does cement how much of Moon's life Sliver wasn't there to see though. And that's something.
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there's a distinct before and after to the current MASH sphere online, and I have no condemnations for mashblr but I really do miss when we didn't really have a fanon, it's 2018 and it's like 15 of us and every drawing, fic, or post is a remarkable gift and a thesis in itself- when the space is so small nothing can be "content"
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