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"Grant me your wrath, my dear. For I've become unworthy of your forgiveness"
#cw blood#cw: blood#here we go again#ineffable angst#good omens#good omens fanart#aziracrow#aziraphale#anthony j crowley#crowley x aziraphale#the angel broke his heart#so now its his turn to do the same#there is a song perfect for this one#but i couldnt find it#long live angsty pieces#ineffable husbands#ineffable divorce
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I did a Thing!

I just love this au so much! @forgettable-au
(Heres one with no distortion)

#forgettable au#forgettableDITYS#Its not actully tho#because I kinda did my own thing#But it looks really good so Im putting it in the world#this au is just so fun!#and angsty yet not?#anyhoo hope you like it!#can't wait for next chapter!
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It's a time-honoured tradition- every time Sam comes across Izzy (and Ed) in their travels, he asks Izzy to marry him. And every time, Izzy turns him down.
At this point, Sam is asking more for the sake of it than any belief Izzy will ever say yes, a remnant of childhood dedication touched with 30 years of heartbreak and regret- though even now, a small part of him still holds out hope. Sam's promises have only got more extravagant over the years, from a job as his first mate, to a captaincy, a fleet at his command, a whole fucking island if that's what Izzy wants- but he knows it isn't though, not really. If Izzy was ever going to agree to marry him, to leave his life and go with Sam, it wouldn't be for anything Sam could offer him. Izzy never did care for flashy shows of wealth, for a ship or to be captain. The only thing that ever mattered to him was loyalty given, and loyalty shown in return.
It all comes to a head after Stede left and came back, after Izzy lost a toe, lost his leg. Sam hasn't seen him since before things with Ed started to really slide off the rails, before stress permanently set into the lines of Izzy’s face. So, when he sees a dishevelled man with a hoof for a leg in a no-name port, he doesn't even consider the idea that he might know him. It's only when he turns towards him, and Sam catches a glance at those oh too familiar tattoos, he realises this is Izzy, his Izzy, that stands before him.
Knowing Izzy's discomfort with pity, he doesn't treat him any differently than he would in years gone by, positioning himself in Izzy's line of sight before approaching and sweeping him up into a bone crushing hug.
“Israel-goddamn-Hands!” he exclaims, as Izzy grumbles back a begrudging “Samuel-fucking-Bellamy”, a tradition almost as old as their friendship itself. Izzy might not hug him back, but he can’t keep the corner of his mouth from twitching, just for a second.
(If Sam holds Izzy a little tighter and a little longer than usual, well. That's his business)
By the time Sam lets go, most of the crew has appeared in the town square, drawn in by the commotion. They may have given Izzy his leg and welcomed him as one of them, but still there’s an underlying tension, with nobody quite ready to set aside everything that happened before the Kraken. Seeing him cosying up to an unknown man sets everyone on edge, unsure whether to come to their first mate’s aid, or to assume that they've been betrayed once again.
When Ed sees that the yelling was Sam, his hand goes tense where it's held in Stede's. He knows the routine, has seen it more times than he can count, but as he watches them part he realises that this is the first time in a long time he's unsure of what Izzy's response will be.
Knowing that something’s different, knowing that Izzy's feeling vulnerable already, Sam doesn't go for the same flashy proposal he’s been giving for years. He doesn't promise Izzy the world, he doesn't cause a scene (or, any more of a scene than he already has, anyway). He looks at the fractured man in front of him, takes his face in his hands, and says the exact same thing to him he said when they were little more than boys. “Israel, I have to ask you. I know what you'll say, but I have to try. Come with me. Marry me and sail away with me. I'll keep you safe”
And Izzy… hesitates. He glances over at Ed, at Stede, and says to Sam “...We’re staying in port for a week. Ask me again then”
That's the moment Sam knows there is something deeply, horribly, wrong. He's not just looking at an Izzy who got seriously injured in a fight and is struggling to cope, this is something so much bigger than that- and that Ed has something to do with it. Izzy wouldn't even be considering leaving if he didn't. Whether it was negligence or something more sinister, Sam doesn't yet know, but he intends to find out.
#i feel like the little paragraph about the crew is real clunky and out of place but i wanted some kind of establishment of where those#dynamics are at. its important that the crew is something for izzy to consider in his decision; but also that their relationship isnt so#solid he would stay for them alone; yknow?#im sorta aiming for a s2e5 era but like. early in those themes. he cant be all sorted yet i need him to be struggling#anyway this is part of a much larger scenario in my head that im never ever doing anything with but i wrote THIS bit in a daze in like. jun#and i got thinking about it again and i think?? it holds its own as a 'hey think about THIS' snippet. idk you decide#youre welcome to interpret this as solo bellhands but in my head it Has morphed into sam/izzy/ed/stede#because i cant not put edizzy in things any more. izzy has two hands#i also think the comedy potential of one of your boyfriends HATING your other boyfriend is gold. 10/10 dynamic#stede is mostly along for the ride in this but also i think they need him#aaaaand. the sam/ed bracket i think can only be closed in exceptional circumstances. i think they 'hate' each other too much#...which is WHY someones getting kidnapped!!! yay#anyway its all irrelevant because ill never write it out. i can do silly chill things but thatll require work#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#sam bellamy#bellhands#i wanna also say. the general concept of repeated sam proposals has been floating around my head forever#it used to be a more silly thing like i referenced at the start but. s2 gave me angsty feelings i guess#i cant not have izzy have feelings for ed right now which inherently adds layers to Any bellhands scenarios i think.#but yeah. its a Classic Bellhands vibe for me. sam seeing izzy at sea or on shore and asking him to marry him (again)#i like to do this with jackie too. i think i just want that man to be obnoxiously desired#(theres also layers of my personal hornigold era lore built into this but i hope it holds up without u knowing it. tldr. sam lost izzy by#being an idiot n fumbling the bag. thats what matters. izzy went with ed and sams been trying to fix it ever since)#i probably should have readmore'd this but i didnt think it was Quite long enough. or had a good break point. sorry <3
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I just noticed Joule is the one guy with way more art than anyone else in my lair, courtesy of DTDAY sure but in all fairness I do give a lot of options to draw aside of the main 3 blorbos
I can only assume he gets that much love and attention because folks can feel the near radioactive charm of his pitifully deplorable lovable soul, which is canonically what saves his ass in the grand scheme of things. fitting that the guy wins by doing absolutely nothing <3
#flight rising#aether dragon#my art#Joule#most of the art is from before i wrote his lore yeah but even after writing that whole angsty set up bio he still gets pats on the head#good for him actually <3 joule deserves a damn win after the grinder i put him in in my mind#btw there's so much art in his bio imma have to clean and organize it properly because its getting troubling to scroll thru orz#i should get more used to drawing him btw it takes me so fucking long to get him done on a good day its embarassing#this is the smuggest he will ever be lmao
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Wood caving
#the top right house in the second pic is supposed to be Javier's house btw#i measure how good my art is with how sick the drawing makes me feel and this makes me feel pritty sick/pos#drew this while listening to the most angsty music known to man i think this is well reflected#btw i think if John is a wolf Javier is an Owl and i will stand by this#rdr2#rdr#john marston#javier escuella#jovier#javier x john#obviously#tw gun#tw animal death#the animal is made out of wood but just Incase#tw knife#i always liked the phrase “carving out a life” its so wired#as always its my best art and its Jovier
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Uhm, i present:
Yuri & child Yusaku🥺
Inspired by predatorship family au/hc ofc, and the following fics:
The bracelet that leads to the future by Fanfan118
Mending the stem by VampVelvet
#predatorshipping#implied but still#to be safe#arc v#vrains#honestly i still got a long way to go with art but im... alright or like satisfied with how this came out#yuri arc v#yusaku fujiki#yugioh arc v#yugioh vrains#01 makes an art#gift#kinda ig but yeah#also ive always loved this au#and pls check the fics out they good (the first is unfinished but it still is)#(the second came out recently#but oh ra#its so ANGSTY#ive yet to comment on it but yeah. check it out. i love it)#also still figuring out my art style lolol#predatorship family
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i hate gay ppl im so glad theyre not real
#bc why do they all give me depression#joongdok#orv#wangxian#hualian#ineffable husbands#good omens#shin soukoku#ranpoe#soukoku#bsd#ao3#kagehina#tsukkiyama#bokuaka#kuroken#iwaoi#haikyuu#Ao3#ao3 fanfic#Just so we’re PERFECTLY clear- this is A JOKE#jayvik#BC WHY CAN THEY NEVER BE NORMAL ITS ALWAYS GOTTA BE SOME ANGSTY STARCROSSED LOVERS SHIT#“Will I ever get the chance to see you again?”#SHUT THE FUCK UP AND HOLD HANDS#BE HAPPY
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I make coffee.
TW: suicidal thoughts or just first jam's morning thoughts
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heavily inspired by this
#gosh this is so embarrassing#I dont feel like its good so I had to hide it#I sound like an angsty teen sharing my dark edgelord OC#crk oc#first jam cookie#alli oc#will delete if flops#but idk maybe not???#GUYS BARE WITH ME IM REALLY NOT GREAT AT THIS#crk x oc
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music peaked with these two albums. and you can take that to the bank.
#idk#ive been going through this phase of only listening to avril#these albums specifically#listening to let go on the train always makes me feel like im back being an angsty teen#in a good way#and then the best damn thing is honestly just banger after banger#when you're gone and innocence make me tear up tho#so im jamming one minute and bawling the next#but i cant complain#in fact i encourage it#whens the last time any of you reading this listened to these songs??#if the answer isnt 'its playing right now'#get your act together#ong#putting this on main because it needs to reach the masses#😤😤😤#alli talks
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cw// implied character death, double life nonsense
because you are love itself.
#my art#trafficblr#double life#divorce quartet#<-- insane about how scott killed pearl in limlife.#this comic has been sitting unfinished in my files for a good month its def not finished to my usual quality but god it needed to be done#so uh scott... yeah. i like villain scott but not pure evil scott. i like a scott whos scared of being loved and manipulates others to spar#himself the pain. i like a scott who ditched pearl because their friendship was actually becoming real and when the server gods confirmed i#with DL he freaked out a bit and ran off.#ofc u can interpret this comic however u want but i was just thinking way too hard abt smajhor#i feel like often ppl get divided into scott did nothing wrong vs scott is pure evil alot of the time#which is understandable cus like i said with fanart/fic u only have so much space to show someones personality#but idk i like him all angsty. like i know im a bad person but to keep myself safe i need to keep being like this.#hes so blorbo *puts him in a blender*#i hate him *wraps him up in a blanket and takes him home*#cw implied death#cw implied violence#scott#pearl
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I think that was the most chaotic entry to any dimension 20 episode ever, fifteen minutes in and they're absolutely losing their shit, what a masterpiece
#i absolutely love cloudward ho so much#this was an absolutely bonkers start to an episode#the moment where theyre all just talking over each other and the energy is so electric and unhinged#its so good and fun and you can tell theyre really enjoying this season#im currently watching crown of candy and its so tense and angsty#so to get to watch cloho every week is such a breath of fresh air#what a wild difference in energy#and its not that acoc is bad or anything#im just really enjoying cloho's lightheartedness and the fact that everyone seems to be having fun a lot more#dimension 20#cloudward ho#cloho
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I have the STRONGEST urge to draw a Kpop Demon Hunters AU of Inhun rn
#i just finished watching the movie#its soooo good#Gihun as Rumi and Inho as Jinu#likeeeee#Would Gwi-Ma still have lbh's voice in this au?#idk#but it would be kinda funny to think about#Also kind of angsty?#Inho doesn't like the sound of his voice because its sounds so much like the voice that torments his every waking moment#ANYWAYS#yeah if I have the time I might go and draw it#squid game#seong gi hun#hwang inho#457#hwang in ho#front man#gihun x inho
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My final project for my English literature class is to write a story and "present" it like the pilgrims in the Canterbury Tales and yall. Im deadass writing and am abt to read vld fanfic to my elective ela class first period on a Monday.
these nerds are so not ready for ts.
#its angsty broganes#but with a good ending#canon universe#but not ?#kinda..#idk guys but its gonna be good#broganes#vld#keith kogane#takashi shirogane#post canon#but alternate timeline !#no mention of the lions bc my class would be so lost 😭#but BOM Keith mention !!#heart eyes emoji#aug updates#vld fanfic#writing ffs as homework 🤝 not doing hw to read ffs
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Teasing giants...
TEASING GIANTS YALL!
I feel like we are not realizing the full POTETNIAL of this! Like, instead of being all nice and gentle and 'Ooooh, I'll be so gentle the size difference will barely be noticeable!' NAH, SCREW THAT! Use those giant beautiful lips to blow a gust of wind that frazzles my hair, I'll get revenge by scaring you the next time you open the medicine cabinent! Jump on the bed and send me flying (uhhh, catch me tho ofc ofc...) and i'll hide in your morning coffee. like, the possibilities are ENDLESS, we should definitely be messing around with our giant/tiny friends more often like...
anyways, heres @entomolog-t 's characters from her story Bite Me who perfectly fit this idea (maybe even a little too good... but you should go check it out to find out for yourself!)
PS! Sorry if I didn't portray your characters right (artistically or otherwise) I was more going off of the general vibe of their interactions in a more lighthearted manner, maybe a post-trauma interaction xD?
#giant/tiny#g/t#gt community#gt art#g/t writing#size difference#giant tiny#gt fluff#teasing#gentle gaintess#gt#sfw gt#gentle gaint#Love Ent's storys tho#Bite me#go read bite me if you like this dymanic#but also angsty stuff too#ahhh its so good#I think I may have not done Aedes justice.... I was drawing him and when i was compiling all the images I realized#he DOESNT have 'vampire eyes' whoops#he also has elf ears... last time i try to draw from memory xD#my art#My writing
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would also like to say that Surge and Kit are probably, like, the only sibling duo that have their shit together in dc au
like they met for the first time, vibed, grew attached and then they just kept on vibing
#like yh Kit has to do battle with her sometimes for the greater good but it’s not like. angsty or anything#no hard feelings#its like sparring for them#cuz their technically sonic and tails’s counterparts it only makes sense that if those two are suffering THESE two can be happy#they don’t have that connection to starline like they do in canon so they can be friends on their own terms and i love that for the#sonadow harlivy au#jeanist thinks
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knitted hearts | kento nanami x reader
pt.3 of christmas event! i wrote this for u genie ily 🤍 cw: established relationship, he (over)works at that financing company from before, two (2) petnames
the lights are still on.
that's the first thing kento immediately notices when he gets back; the office clocked him overtime, and so he's late. regrettably, again.
in the past, whenever that's happened, he'd have sent you a text beforehand and came home to a dark apartment; eaten something quick before getting into bed and slipping beneath the soft covers where your resting warmth melts away the stress of the day between his shoulders and his eyebrows.
tonight is different, it seems. the city buzzes with a quiet hum, light snowfall blanketing the roofs and muffling the sound. the holiday season is in full swing; normally, he wouldn't care to know. or remember. if not for the lame decorations around his workplace and the chocolate advent calendar you've been diligently (force) feeding him every night, he wouldn't've noticed at all.
he closes the door quietly behind him, careful not to make excess noise in case you're asleep as he slips his shoes off and hangs his jacket up. after all, you might've just been absentminded or tired, and forgot to switch the lights off. and you blame him for being lost to time.
it's quiet in the house; not dead silent, though. there's soft, ambient winter jazz flowing from somewhere in the house, and the faint sound of the fridge humming, paired with something that's baking in the oven. the scent of soft vanilla and orange settles gently over his shoulders, as if to welcome him home. his half finished coffee sits in a porcelain mug on the stained counter; you'd accidentally made too much for him, leaving you with a puddle of bitter caffeine that couldn't even be finished with your combined efforts. you'd promised him you would chug it over text, but clearly that didn't happen.
he's ready to go through the motions of a quiet night spent unwinding alone when he hears your voice— after endless hours of aching at a desk, clacking away on a mechanical keyboard in the dreariest environment imaginable, it soothes him like no vacation fantasy he's ever known.
"nami? is that you?" you called. your voice is coming from the shared bedroom; you sound tired, and kento can just imagine the sleepy look on your face. he's never been inclined to use the words 'cute' or 'pretty' to describe someone before, but if he had to choose, then he'd use them for you.
he walks down the length of the hallway, undoing his tie and gently tugging it off his neck as he reaches the threshold to your room. the air is warm and soft; it seems so much easier to breathe the closer you are. like the crushing weight of work he puts on his lungs dissipates into a cloud of melting frost.
"i'm home, sweetheart." he's surprised at how rough his own voice sounds; it's almost unfamiliar. he needs your rejuvenating touch; at least, that's what he decides the instant he sees you. you're sitting right in the middle of the mattress, something lumpy, tacky, red and green bundled up in your lap. with something between a sinking realization and a fluttering in his chest he recognizes it as the sweater you've been making for him. you're finishing it up, it seems, from the formerly-wide bundle of soft thread that's been reduced to a meek little crimson string on the white sheets.
it's one of your new interests. you seem to be taking up a lot of those, lately; kento feels as though it's his fault, for never having the time to take you out. yet you're always so patient despite his busy schedule, adjusting to portion out a chunk of time from your own just to accommodate for him. it's unfair, and so one night he vowed to do more for you over a glass of red wine and a fancy white table cloth, freshly cleaned and pressed. that was one of the rare times he'd been able to take you out like you really deserved. "and don't call me by my last name. you're allowed to use my given," he sighs, rather exasperated, but you both know there's only affection behind it.
you perk up, a bright look in your eyes that melts the last of the frost buried in his chest and beneath his eyes. he crosses the room to stand at the foot of the bed, unbuttoning his shirt a few to let himself breathe. and he doesn't miss the way your eyes linger, so he clears his throat, and you spring to action.
"i finished your sweater, ken. can you put it on?" you ask eagerly, and he's briefly reminded of a young boy with pink hair like raspberry chocolate and a golden retriever demeanor. a soft feeling pushes at the back of his heart, sending mushy gushiness through his veins at the sight.
you scoot close, holding it up for him to examine. in all honesty, it's not terrible; you get an A for effort, at the very least. the five reindeer look more like those urban folklore creatures, and the tree looks as though it could use seven more centuries under the sun-- but other than that, it's a perfect first try.
"i'd love to, darling, but i..." he doesn't get to finish, because you seem to wilt a little, and it already feels like that crushing burden over his diaphragm is back, but this time it's exceedingly and guiltily unpleasant, so he retracts his words.
"alright." he succumbs with a tired sigh, letting his eyes flutter shut and removing his glasses to rub the spot where the frame has been digging into his skin; normally you'd do it for him, but you're busy adjusting the fluffy pom poms (he didn't see those before) on the sweater's cuffs, so he does it himself.
he hears the tell tale shift of the soft bedding and he opens his eyes again, only to be met with a very expectant look on your face.
"put your hands up."
"...pardon?" a small amount of resistance to your antics is always present, at first. by now he knows you expect it. but this time, it may be much worse.
"you heard me! arms to the sky." he likes your laugh, a lot. it jingles like a gentle wind chime.
"i can put it on myself. i'm not a child," he says, a little cross, but you're undeterred. as per usual. not like he minds.
"please?"
kento doesn't particularly view himself as a man with a great many ambitious, or zealous ideals. still, he isn't a pushover and has a strong resolve. unfortunately for him (fortunately for you), when it comes to you, it doesn't take much for him to crumble. if you willed it, he'd get down at your feet.
with resignation, he kneels down on one leg, as if you're about to knight him. he waits patiently, holding his arms up, and he can practically feel your giddy smile.
soon enough, you're slipping it over his tangled blonde hair— with a little bit of effort and a lot of scratchy fabric. it's too big here and too tight there, hanging off his shoulders oddly and the sleeves are uneven. but it's cute, too-- in the way that a toddler's crayon doodles are endearing, so are your amateur efforts. what matters to him the most, is that you've handmade it for him.
nothing an industry company factory could achieve.
"so? how do you like it?" you prompt as you start to mess with the collar, pinching and pulling the fabric so that it suits his form appropriately. he doesn't ever remember you asking for his size, but you seem to know it anyway.
"it's warm," is his only input. he knows you'll complain— but it's fun to hear you whine.
you frown. "is that all?" there it is— a small, sweet little pout; the minute down tilt of your lips. your fingers dance over his collarbone as you pull the collar of his button up over the rim, and his breath hitches in his throat. kento wonders if you can feel his heartbeat or notice the way his adam's apple bobs when he swallows.
before you— or he— knows it, he's pulling you down to sit on the knee that's still propped up, catching you by the rest and meeting you halfway to press a gentle kiss to your lips. he's met with a muffled sound of surprise that quickly melts into a laugh; he can feel you smile against his lips and he wants to devour it.
"so i take it you like it?" you whispered as you lean in, hands leaving the unwieldy sweater to thread through his hair, messing it up to your heart's content after he slicked it to the side. you taste sweet, like chocolate and caramel-- he must've missed the advent sweet for today.
his only response is a small hum— you can feel the vibration, so you chuckle again and wrap your arms around his neck, pulling away breathless from the kiss to knock your forehead against his, gazing into his eyes. there's an undeniable well of warmth behind your gorgeous irises; if he had the time, he'd get himself lost in them.
"good, because i have socks on the backburner and you'll be getting a scarf next."
whenever the lights are off, kento knows you've gone to bed already, without him. but he thinks he could get used to scratchy, hand-knit clothing if it means they'll always be on and waiting for him after a long day of dreaming in front of a desk, all about your smile.
not proofread my (riaki) stuff. don't repost and/or plagiarize !
#i dont think it snows in tokyo but idk#pretend it does!!!!!!#no bcs i was thinking ab writing smth angsty w gojo and reader on a bus#(TRUST IT WAS A GOOD IDEA)#and then i rmemebered they dont take buses they have train systems.. ... .#im book smart and evrything else stupid#its so windy rn im lowk scared#this ones shorter but thats bc i literally wrote it in like an hour leaf me alonr#kento nanami x reader#nanami kento x reader#nanami x reader#kento x reader#billet-doux#riko's christmas event#nanami kento x you#kento nanami x you#nanami x you#jjk x reader#jjk x you#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen x reader#nanami kento#kento nanami#nanami kento x y/n#nanami kento x gn reader#nanami x y/n#kento nanami x y/n#nanami#nanamin#!!!!!
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