#its really rough i hope my plants dont die

[aisling-saoirse]

Heatdome Sunset, Long Valley, NJ - June 20th 2024

[internetdruid]

Evening, ladies

[dyk3-on-a-byk3]

my apologies for not sending a ask in a while. i look at your ask box but realize that i dont have to time to write one of my asks and when I do have the time, I forget to :/

I did get to plant my tulips yesterday! :D they're gonna hopefully grown into pretty white and red striped/red flowers in spring, it's a touch early for me to plant them bc as of right now it's September 23 and the recommended time to plant the bulbs is October and December.

Planting them also reminded me to properly bag the dirt and clean the pots from the summer plants that unfortunately died due to less sunlight over August and overwatering so I'll try to be careful to not do it.

I would try again some time but not now as I've learned my lesson in caring for 15 sprouts. There wasn't enough space on the window to fit them all and have them get sun

I did try to write the creature that I mentioned but it got too big for my scope and so it's not finished and I'm aware that I won't return to it for a time between tomorrow and never but I also wanted to share it with you

<><><> are cut offs that I didn't seamlessly translation to, they're stitches to each paragraph (also seams and stitches, like sewing and knitting. i call my writing style as scenes stitches together into one story)

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As much as it doesn’t like the things that wander into its home. it also doesn’t want the young to simply die. it would be cruel, their death would have been a mistake. it doesn’t want something so young to die because of a simple mistake.

it presses on the small thing’s chest, like how it had seen it be done before, applying a light pressure with its knuckles.

Water began to spill out of their mouth, with some of it landing on it, that was good. Even if it had to deal with gross water until it can clean itself later, it means that the liquid is getting out so it presses against, just a tad bit harder.

the little thing began to jerk and struggle against its hold, coughing up more water. it chirped and clicked soothingly in a attempt to calm them down.

After several long and painful minutes where it clicked worryingly as the thing got rid of the water in their lungs. the little thing heaved up on last dribble of water then stopped. Stopped moving and went limped in its hold.

it shook at them, panicked and hoping that they haven’t died. The thing makes a whining noise and grabs at it’s fur and buries their face into it, this new position made it able to feel their breathing.

Good, that was good. it means that they’re still alive. it pretends that it doesn’t trill at the feeling.

What does it to do now? It didn't plan too far other than "save the child." Now it's stuck with a child that's already dozing off to sleep, not knowing where or how to find their parents, and if it did; There'd be a high chance it'll get attacked. Another thing to add on top of their problems was that it smelled.

It could obviously keep the kid, raise them as their own, but it knows it wouldn't be a good idea.

For one, it had no clue how to raise a child. The only experience it had was a small four legged animal, and all it did was toss some meat in their direction while hoping they'll leave. It doesn't even know what to feed them! Never mind that it didn't really want to, it entertained the thought but realized it wasn't for them.

So that means it'll have to think of another thing as it begins to walk away from the river with the child.

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along the way, the youngling makes a bigger attempt at commutation as they walk. tiny chirps and sounds too familiar to the ones they heard before, but they don't seem to be malicious.

it indulges into the things fantasy, making clicks and chirps itself. snickering when they try to make the small complicated clicks and failing.

A loud noise erupts out of nowhere and it’s on high alert, an ear twitching to follow the sound. Rough, it recognizes the sound as being the ones from the things that try to kill it. That meant there was danger.

The sound came from the path ahead and was rapidly approaching, sounding like a distress call. It doesn’t take chances and possibly gamble with both of their lives so it scoops up the child, ignoring the yelp coming from the child and dashes up the branches.

it climbs not too high up, it couldn’t really. there was only so far it can move up with one of its limbs preoccupied. Still, it was just out of direct sight.

With a claw over the thing’s mouth to silence them. It waits, listening and watching the ground. Waiting to see what comes out.

The sounds of the wind, the stream, and small fast creatures running invades its hearing along with the sound footsteps coming closer. it growls at the extra information it doesn’t need, shakes its head to regain focus and zeros into the footsteps.

From

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A rock is pelted straight to its head, causing their grip on the branch to loosen as they hiss.

The parent fretted over their child and

it tilted its head to the side when the man turned to itself, speaking in a soft yet gruff tone, genuine unlike the many others who tried to fight against it. Strange but stranger still was when the youngling wiggled their way out of their father’s grasp and approached it with the same yellow flower.

they held up the small plant, clearly as an offering. even as the parent grabs onto the shoulder and tries to pull them back, the child is stubborn.

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it continues to see the child through the suns, always playing in the same spot. it doesn’t approach and keeps itself hidden from their view, it thinks that the kid could still them through the beaches they climb. a hunch based on the numbers of times the child looked in the same area they were hidden.

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It truly a shame as I did want the father character to give the creature a cape of some sort as a gift for protecting his kid. I'd imagine that the creature wasn't 'born' persay but I'm too quite sure how it came to be (a curse would be fun but atlas it'll make way for even more world building and characters)

The creature by the end of the story is reviered as storytale creature. Something that little kids would believe in and that teens would scoff at and the adults would be split in the actuality.

After all, marks on trees can't couldn’t have come from a wolf or wild cat, it would be too high for the wolf and the marks deeper than what a wild cat can make. The clicks has to come from somewhere and no fabric is dyed that shade of orange. But they have to come from somewhere.

A throughout time sequence would be cool as well.

The creature, who is able to dodge the hunters and pass on as a old wives tale, still living even after the people upgraded to photography and guns and not just swords. The things they collect from people who had dropped them accidentally. The observations of how cameras work and to disable them as pictures and drawings were what drew to people to start hunting it.

It wouldn't be able to learn to understand language but it can be taught to do certain things. It's smart enough to learn things easily after witnessing a couple time.

Did it learn humanity? Well kinda, it learned from what it seen and how it preiceves things.

Small children who don't know better, chirps and short light sounds convey friendliness, images of itself means its known and has to hide.

Sometimes it doesn't care to learn certain things like fire, it could be useful to it but it only sees the desolation it leaves behind after a forest fire, the sticks that people use to try to locate it, cooked food seemed like a chore and not worth the effort.

Digging through something that is able to understand things in its own way with completely different biology, priorities, and experiences is cool I think.

And I haven't really thought about how it looks like...... whelp, the imagination of the audience can fill in the rest

-reblog mutal anon

holy shit that's a really amazing story...wow dude im at a loss for words oh my god

i can barely write this that's awesome as hell woah

I'm really sorry for the short response I just- don't really know what to say this is fucking amazing

[anestheticrage]

Be me: Japanese honor student🎓, 15, with half a brain and even less of a plan. Hunting bitches by day and witches by night. Livin that dank only child✌️ life while mom n dad yeet all over the globe, leavin me plenty of time to forget not to make 2 lunches for myself #quirky 😜

no time for socialization or basic electronics skills ???📱??? when your best friends are an alien demon rabbit🐰👽 and the inexplicable Hole ™ in your brain. lmao, btw did i mention im ✨M✨A✨G✨I✨C✨A✨L✨

dreamin bout my 2D waifus again when familiar pink haired cancer patient dances through my brain passin out fliers: Kamihama Meguca Dating Service: Sponsored by Cult of the Magius. 250 stones per session 🤔

seems legit, Mr. Moneybags. wasn't spending my unwieldy sack of gemstones on anything else anyway. lets pull 💎💎💎

first up we have Redhead Radagast and her plethora of plants. 🌿☺️🦎

anndd, nearly dies immediately. 

well not off to a great start but i guess shes pretty cute at lea- oh FUCK its her girlfriend, Tsundere Poseidon😒🔱💦, and their exasperated, straight and single Sword Mom 😔🗡️🔥. fml gonna have to save up for the next pull. might as well play a few rounds with what i got tho. 

get in some good girl talk about things like school, color coded hair styles, body count, permanent soul damage, and our personal demon pacts. ya know, the usual 😚 . realize my dark backstory seems to be missing, so the girls take me to Ketchup Queen Sappho 🍅🥧 (wtf?) to molest my glowy egg stone. whatevs, more action than ive had since Kuroe 🖤 got added to the story anyway

the gang agrees it's time to hunt down the cutest rabbit pimp 🕶️🐇💵 in the city. >> say 🎵mukyuuu🎵 one more time and ill hug you so hard my backstory will pop right out, you adorable fluffy bastard. plz be my new best friend 💕

Form brand new friendship pact with Kyubae, and remember that my lil Sis 🐥 was always the best wingman for pickin up magic chicks, and kept her side of the room so spotless i forgot she existed. whoops 乁༼☯‿☯✿༽ㄏ Maybe if I find her i can stop paying these exorbitant pull fees.📵💎

speaking of which: hot damn this week's featured bachelorette is a 19 year old model and magical detective🔎 with massive levels of PTSD and self loathing 🥵💙💦 more likely to stab you or dramatically jump off a rooftoop than utter a single positive comment. wow, maybe i really COULD find true love…

... if i had MORE THAN A 1% FUCKING DRAW CHANCE. 😡 smh

hard to make much progress finding sis or winning the broken heart of a hard boiled detective amidst the never ending lover's quarrel of the Trident Vine Lesbians. 💔 Sword Mom tells them if they don't behave a monster will take them away. LOL classic mom 🤣

>>>HOLY FUCK IT DID

declare all-out war on urban legends, starting with staircases ⚔️ to reunite the dysfunctional trio, and hope that I net a way better lineup with the next 10x pull. at least sad sleuth lady came to help out. they say combat is the best way to bond wi-   and there she goes off the rooftop again 🙄 fml

alright that got way off track, we need a fresh start, away from all the loli drama. how bout a little B&E🔓🔨🤷🏻‍♀️ at the local house of worship to clear my head. ahh nothing like the unanswered prayers of the masses to get you in the mood for another wasted pull, and the 🔥 MIGHTIEST 🔥 headache you could ask for with a side of Double Cooked Pork 🐖🍜 (meh 5/10🧾)

venture forth into the spiritual unknown with your new human flamethrower🔥🌻🧡 and ask your favorite private eye to please, for the love of Eve, trade Meguca accounts with me~~~ Head through the eastern spirit portal to meet up with hologram propaganda sis and detective crush's evil ex, who joined a dating-app cult (#fuck) and also turned into the moon?🌕?(that's rough buddy)

get ambushed by Acid Horse on Wheels 🌈🐴 and vomit up my soul so hard that its time for a crossover episode. T U R F F F   W A R R R *que operatic harmonies* 💛 Blondie with the hair drills and enough attitude and guns to fill up a noble phantasm tries to ban my account permanently, but PI heartthrob denies her admin privileges. aww babe i didn't know you cared. 😭♥️

get kidnapped by my new true love and go back to her place 😏  defs enough empty rooms to house five emotionally traumatized girls and at least two ghosts hehehe👻 XD 💚🃏💜🎸 decide to form the anti-gossip brigade and recruit my blazing sunflower after getting ambushed by the witch living in my fruit loops🥣

❌outvoted 2:1 that cults are bad. mf. fiinneee one last pull to round out the team and then I'll delete the app. cmonnn Karin 🎃~

OH HELL YEAH TWO FOR ONE.

Always wanted a daughter 💜🔨🐄 with a penchant for pissing off the local Martial Arts & Books Club and drinking suspicious liquids offered by total strangers. Well if it's good enough for her AND the sexy mayadere with enough game to seduce a mermaid, might as well get in on that myself. 

#curseddrank 🤢 0/24 would not recommend to a friend, 'cept maybe Ria

win alot of cash 🤑, blow up a fountain, meet the pied piper²🎶🖕, moon cult, monochrome feathers, something about liberation✊🏻; adopt temper tantrum cow girl. aces 💜🥩

Next up!!! skydiving with DJ Hammer! Jump to apparently-not-certain death after suicidal A.I. 💚💾🗼 tells you to rescue her hostage before they run out of Radiohead albums and have to move on to Thom Yorke's solo discography. save the invisible shield kitten 💚👑😿 from happiness and get chased through the internet by the sexiest homicidal Paint Pallette 💚🎨😈 since Caravaggio. (apparently green is the color of the digital apocalypse. i’m deleting Kako from my friend's list)

that’s it, fuck this app. 250 stones 💎 per-life-threatening-experience is more than i’m willing to deal with 😓 don’t wanna mess with the perfect nuclear family anyway. we've already got: 

✔️the two emotionally traumatized moms with memory and commitment issues

✔️the adhd daughter with anger management problems and a giant hammer

✔️the psychologically abused scizophrenic cat

✔️and the eccentric aunt with crippling anxiety

#squadgoals

now that were done hoarding bitches, its time to hunt the witches. and the bitches makin the witches. btw did i mention the witches ARE the bitches! AND WERE ALL GOING TO DIE!? 📽️⁉️💀 wait fuck lets back up a second

This is Nemo📕 and Token🧪 and they have all the answers but prefer if you only ask vague questions in exchange for vague responses so they can fill in the rest by discussing their superior intellect 🧠 at length. not to mention they built that dating app, so of course everyone in my harem decides to be a FUCKING. TRAITOR.🤬

cept waifu prime ofc 🥰💙. [PTSD > brainwashing] 'yOu CaN bE tHe LeAdEr NoW'. i have been from the very beginning you traumatized Hinedere nightmare. maybe if you weren't so caught up collecting surrogate daughters you would've noticed IM👏THE👏ONLY👏 ONE👏PROGRESSING👏THE FUCKING👏PLOT✨

rescue the rest of dysfunctional found-family™ from selves before my adorable firebender burns down Disnihama🎡🔥😱 during her weekly anxiety attack. (love the makeover T B H) 

CHAPTER 8: Magical Girl Massacre🩸🗡️

   - everyone has like, the shittiest day ever

   - the new Pope really needs to be extradited from the church

   - make friends with a really pretty tree 🌺🌲✨

i swear, if i don't finish this god damn story in time to get that free pull im gonna beat the shit out of every mirror i find in that giant mansion that i haven't even had any time to even mention yet. 🖕🏚️ let alone EVERYTHING happening with the prequel [fuck you, I'm the star] girls 💗💜💙💛❤️️ and their multidimensional melodrama. We don't need that many repetitive af episodes to emphasize that Homo-ra is a shitty person. we've all seen Rebellion. 🙄

NO, I DONT CARE IF YOU WANT SAPPHO'S BACKSTORY, I ONLY HAVE 79 STONES LEFT AND IF YACHAN FINDS OUT I HAVEN'T DELETED THE APP YET IM GONNA HAVE TO GO SLEEP IN WITH SANA 😭💎💸😠

uhhhggggg where were we… Topple a cult and burn down Hotel Denoument only to realize that Sis was fused with the dating app servers this entire madokafuckin time (told ya she was the best wingman 😊). 

Dilemma: Sis =🥚, Triumvirate of Trouble want 🐣. What do? vote now:

Help Hatch - IIIIIII

Not Do That - IIIII

What The Actual Fuck Is Going On - IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Lets just fight everyone until something good happens.

🔥🔫🔥🗡️🔥😱🔥🌆🔥😱🔥🛡️🔥💣🔥

Kill (???) the artist-in-chief of the italian reindeer murder police after teaching her the true meaning of Christmas 🎄 hatch 🐣lil Sis and realize she WAS your wingman all along🐰 MUKYUUUU! we're just gonna ignore how much trouble it would have saved if you'd just mentioned that. "yOu DiDnT aSk..." 

FUCK YOU SPACE BITCH. ONCE AN INCUBATOR ALWAYS AN INCUBATOR 🖕🐇🔪

anywho, somewhere along the lines we of course summoned the Antichrist ⚙️ because why not raise the stakes to max and still not kill off a single character. Madofuckinkami, can we PLEASE wrap this up. 😩💤

feathers (not the culty kind, tfm) rain from the sky, and the power of friendship and not having the Urobutcher 🔪🩸as a lead writer saves our peacefully sectioned off alternate reality 😇

TL:DR fuck cults, real life waifus DO exist, don't sell your soul to space rabbits, or your stones to megacorporations. Enjoy arc 2 on the JP server with your shitty translation patch you filthy fuckin weebs 

Yours Truly, 

- Thirsty Weeb Eroha 💗💎😘 

[cyberbullyinc]

its time for some stories about my outdoor plants! i’ve had these for longer than ive had my indoor plants and they’re basically all over the place but im trying my best ok! (also i had to collage together some of the pictures bc tumblr doesnt allow more than 10 pictures per post smh)

it all begun with my sunflowers! i was at the store minding my business when i saw they sold sunflower seeds for dummies basically, they had a little package with a biodegradable pot and instructions (that i didnt read) on how to plant your own sunflowers! so i decided to give it a try. i planted the ones on the left on december 26. they’re not looking too good because they went thru some rough times and we (my mom and i) had to cut the flowers they already had bc they were wilting :( but they’re recovering and the biggest one is growing four flowers now! :) the ones in the middle and the right i got about a month ago when my original sunflowers looked like they were gonna die. i originally got ten seeds that i planted in five pots, but we had a few accidents along the way (a cat literally destroyed one of them at some point) and only three were born, but they’re doing pretty good!

next is my tomato plant. while i was at the store a few days after getting my first sunflower seeds i saw they also had tomatoes, pumpkin cilantro and basil so i was like eh, might as well right, so i got one of each ksndifndkdkf they were looking kinda weak but they’re recovering now and looking good! :)

next is my pumpkin plant thats not looking pretty good :( ive been taking care of her but shes looking weaker and weaker each day, i think some kind of insect is eating its leaves and weakening her :/

next we have my cilantro plant! shes thriving! it was really windy like a week ago so she got a little tangled to the side but other than that she’s doing great AND she comes with a surprise. on the same pot we transferred the cilantro its growing another tomato plant! i guess the dirt we used had some tomato seeds in it

then we have my basil plant, i love her so much shes doing amazing and she just started growing flowers a few days ago, i didnt even knew basil plants grew flowers if im being honest sindkgmdkfnc. she smells amazing and i think shes growing a few more sprouts around her

next we have my first dive into seeds 102, my onions. for these i only bought the seeds and i just ventured into the wild with them skdnfkndkff they’re still in their nursery pot and idk how they’re gonna turn out bc im not... sure..... u put onions in nursery pots since they grow backwards ??? djndifmdifkkg and this pot is definitely too small to grow multiple onions uhhh but .... im trying ok. it’s also growing some other plant that idk what it is, again, just some seeds from the dirt i used

lastly i have...... i mean… ok things get a little confusing here. these are some of the pots i used for the second batch of sunflowers i mentioned previously (remember how i planted 10 seeds using 5 pots… these are two of them) so these are from some of the ones that didnt grow sunflowers, and i decided to plant some forgetmenots and snapdragons in them (idk which is which because i forgot where i planted each jdmdkgnfkfn), two of my indoor plants, and see if they would grow outside. i dont have really high hopes because.... they’re indoor plants to begin with, but also because this dirt already didnt grow sunflowes, but theres no lose in trying right. i mean the round pot is growing something i just dont know what it is dimdifmfkfng. they also have TONS AND TONS of some little small insect and i think they’re tiny spiders and i know spiders are good for plants but also im pretty sure i saw one fly yesterday and i know spiders dont do that ??? and i have a suspicion they’re the ones who ate my sunflower seeds and prevented them from coming out but again i am completely clueless sindkgmfkf so

thats it for my outdoor plants so far. my mom helped me a lot with these since im a newbie and she has like a million plants and trees and flowers and everything. the sunflowers, tomatoes and pumpkins have already been transferred directly to the earth, the cilantro and basil (and accidental tomatoes) are already in their forever pots and the onions, snapdragons and forgetmenots are still in their nursery pots! :)

[valarmorghulis-butnottoday]

i got tagged by @thirteenstardisfam thanks buddy :)

favourite flower/plant/tree?

idk man, im an animal girl, not a plant girl. you should have seen me when i had to memorize grasses for horse management, it was rough. but i guess a willow tree? theyre pretty

favourite colours?

blue, green and purple. like a bruise lol

what do you always doodle?

i .... dont. i cant draw for shit, if i doodle its just random lines streaked across my paper

how do you take your coffee/tea?

fuck coffee. its nasty. i like sweet tea tho. good old southern sweet tea is just the best. also a slut for a chai tea latte

favourite candle scent?

i got something called like spiced apple toddy or whatever from bath and body works and im obsessed with it

sunset or sunrise?

sunrise. theres just something so peaceful about the dawn, when the world is silent and still slightly cool from the night and theres no one around except for you and some horses and the sun is painting the sky with colors that no one else is watching as the day slowly starts to warm up....

also my body is a piece of shit and thinks i always need to be awake for the sunrise even when im not working or going to a horse show so watching the sun rise from my window kinda makes up for that. im actually watching it right now. been watching it for the past hour.

what perfume do you wear?

eau de barn. pretty much all the time at this point in my life. i am a dirty barn girl

favourite quotes?

umm i dont really have a good quote, but ill drop my favorite passage from a book. its from the name of the wind, by patrick rothfuss and this is the quote that directly inspired lin manuel miranda to write the story of tonight in hamilton. seriously, i love this book so much and i can only hope to one day be writing as well as patrick can because his prose is just stunning.

“In the fullness of time, and with considerable help from Deoch and Wilem, I became drunk.Thus it was that three students made their slightly erratic way back to the University. See them as they go, weaving only slightly. It is quiet, and when the belling tower strikes the late hour, it doesn’t break the silence so much as it underpins it. The crickets, too, respect the silence. Their calls are like careful stitches in its fabric, almost too small to be seen.The night is like warm velvet around them. The stars, burning diamonds in the cloudless sky, turn the road beneath their feet a silver grey. The University and Imre are the hearts of understanding and art, the strongest of the four corners of civilization. Here on the road between the two there is nothing but old trees and long grass bending to the wind. The night is perfect in a wild way, almost terrifyingly beautiful.The three boys, one dark, one light, and one—for lack of a better word—fiery, do not notice the night. Perhaps some part of them does, but they are young, and drunk, and busy knowing deep in their hearts that they will never grow old or die. They also know that they are friends, and they share a certain love that will never leave them. The boys know many other things, but none of them seem as important as this. Perhaps they are right.“

favourite self-care routine?

cuddle an animal like my snake or go ride a horse. just get on and run.

fuzzy socks or house slippers?

slippers

what colour are your eyes?

brown

favourite season?

spring! thats when we get LAMBS and FOALS and im not SAD and COLD all the time and its the BEST

cheek, neck or nose kisses?

cheek

do you ever want to be married?

idk man. to get married you gotta actually find someone and i havent had the best of luck with that

cursive or print?

print

what’s your favourite weather?

like 60-70 degree ish with a slight breeze so i can go either in short sleeves or a light sweater

havent done one of those in while, that was fun

im not gonna tag anyone because idk who to tag BUT if you like dr who and you go to my fic (because i just published a new chapter) and leave me a kudos or comment ill tag you lol

[swish-the-fish]

So I didn’t want to post about this until the situation was resolved, but this is all that’s left of my colony of purple Moscow guppies

Out of eight adults and sixteen fry, these two fry are the only ones that survived.

This is kind of a long story, but here we go.

For anyone that may have been following me and my misadventures with guppies, you might remember that around the beginning of August I had a bunch of random store bought guppies, Momma, Annie, JB, an unnamed male, and a bunch of fry who I just kinda... stopped talking about. So what happened was I decided to redo their tank because they had painted gravel, and I wanted to switch to something more natural that wouldn’t flake off and hurt them if they ingested the paint. So I went to the store and bought a bag of fancy planting soil that was advertised as volcanic rock with starter cultures of beneficial bacteria.

Being my paranoid self, I didn’t really trust that, so I washed the devil out of it. I probably spent an hour washing the entire 20lbs bag. In order to not crash the cycle, I put a bunch of the new substrate (probably about half of it) in a Tupperware container and put it in the tank to start cycling. Fast forward a week, I take out all the old gravel and put the new stuff in place. I monitor the cycle just to make sure it didn’t crash, but besides a small spike in ammonia (it got up to .5ppm if I’m remembing right) everything was fine.

But then, one by one, all the guppies stopped eating. They stopped swimming around, they would just hover at the surface or at the bottom of the tank. I did my frantic research, and all the symptoms pointed to parasites. ‘No problem’ I thought, and I marched myself to the local fish store and bought a bottle and test kit for cupermine. Only the unnamed male has died at this point, and the fry had been moved to grow up tanks before the adult began to show symptoms, and none of them ever died so I don’t think they ever got infected. Over the course of treatment, the two females Momma and Annie die, but JB recovers! He starts eating again and he regains his energy. He gets moved to the fry tank as they’re now old enough that he isn’t a threat. I believe that means the treatment has run its course, so after some water changed I leave the tank up and running and put Pepper in there so she can enjoy the extra room. This is my big mistake, and I can only be glad that either she managed to avoid infection or the parasite was species specific to guppies.

Not having the 20g at this point, I give JB and the fry (now about 2.5 months old) to the lfs and move to Wilmington for college.

Flash forward to September and Hurricane Florence. The week before the hurricane hits I found out my friend from high school had committed suicide. Being so busy with classes I hadn’t checked the news and went straight home so I could attend his memorial service without knowing about the hurricane (and therefore leaving my fish behind). I was out of school for almost a month, and it was during this period that I got Diego, Artemis, and the new colony of guppies. I had taken in Artemis (a rescue) and bought Diego assuming that the bettas wouldn’t survive a month trapped in my dorm without any care, and my RA has agreed to let me have the 20g in the suite common room so I bought a group of 8 adolescent guppies from a lovely woman named Jen. Being the largest tank I had set up, they went in the 10g old guppy tank. This was big mistake number two.

So eventually I go back to Wilmington, get the 20g set up and everything is going great. The guppies are growing quickly, and there one female that just balloons in size. I mean she’s twice the size of the other females, and she the first to get pregnant. I assumed that she was just older, possibly from a different brood, and just went about things as normal. Fast forward again to the middle of December. I find the second largest female, pregnant at the time, dead. This throws me, and I check all the parameters, everything’s fine. I chalk it up to complications with birth and move on. The next week I go home for winter break, all my fish in tow. A few days later, the big female is about to give birth a second time. I see a long, translucent white stand coming out of her anus. Confused, I google it to see if its a sign of labor. Surprise surprise it isn’t. White translucent poop means internal parasites, I go to grab the cupermine only to find out that Cupermine only treats external parasites, not internal ones. I do more research, find the proper meds and dose the tank. Meanwhile the guppies are dropping like flies. The first to go was the third largest female who actually did die giving birth, I found about three fry swimming that day along with the dead female. The rest of them die one by one, and even after dosing the tank, many of them just didn’t make it. I’m left with one male and one female fry who I’m fairly certain will survive.

I didn’t want to post about this while it was happening because I didn’t know what was going on in the beginning and by the time I figured it out I felt like complete and utter shit. I failed them as their care giver, and I feel so guilt that I didn’t recognize what was happening soon and step in to correct it.

I still have hope though, in the form of Jen and the absolutely amazing @titans-guppies-aquatics. I got back in contact with Jen who had actually had her colonies go through a crash at the same time, and got my hands of a pair of pregnant females and a cross breed (bluexpurple) Moscow male. I also got a trio of blue deltas from Titan, and I’m hoping to breed the two together to get the beautiful full body color of the moscows with that stunning delta tail.

This is been a really rough start to my guppy breeding, but I’m hopeful that things will get better and that we can recover :)

Tl:dr I’m an idiot, parasites are so hard to get rid of and @titans-guppies-aquatics saved my butt

[blrdnames]

big plant update because i have depression 

this is canach, i am pretty sure he is a torch plant (a type of aloe?) which is exciting because then he has the potential to get to 10 feet tall. since i moved him into this bigger pot a couple months ago hes had a bit of a growth spurt which is wild! i had him in a slightly smaller pot before and he barely grew the whole time he was so its great that as long as i keep giving him a bigger growth space, he’ll keep growing

everything from my finger up is new growth, w/ my finger for some kind of scale

he’s had these smaller growths at his base for a while. ive debated separating and repotting them but im not confident enough to do so without damaging the root ball yet... maybe if they get bigger i’ll do it in the spring but i dont want to risk too much over the winter yknow lmfao

next is tegwen... im not good at plant identification but i think shes either an echevaria or a graptoveria. shes had a bit of a rough patch... a lot of my plants have to be honest haha... but her new growth is very tight and healthy looking so i think shes doing well! her stem is quite extended from the soil line because i had an issue with some kind of root rot in one of my plants that almost spread to her because they were sharing a pot at the time, but i quickly repotted her and shes bounced back

these black marks are actually burn marks. my window is south-facing and the sun has been super low and bright for a couple of months now, and i unfortunately noticed too late that her leaves had literally been scorched by the sun :0 these marks have sort of scabbed over like scars now which is really interesting even if i do feel bad for letting her get burned 

finger for scale lol... the root-rot victim tegwen was sharing a pot with was this eschevaria i called carys. the main plant had 2 heads both of which perished but i managed to grab a few of these little offshoots who have been growing pretty well. fingers crossed for these... (the lone leaf is from a different plant, i had a couple that i took a chance with and only this leaf managed to grow a root, the others shrivelled... heres hoping for it)

trahearne... my dear trahearne. victim of an asshole cat who sat on him enough to fully snap him in half. i took these stems from his corpse and planted them and honestly theyre thriving, theyre incredibly strong and healthy and i even found another broken stem behind my radiator like 3 weeks later, planted that and THAT managed to bounce back. literally unkillable this bitch, love it. no idea what kind of succ he is except the immortal kind (maybe some kind of sedum?)

dearest ceara, i think she might be a sedum too? her stem is kind of twisty because i moved the pot around too much and she kept changing directions to get the most sun and now i had to rotate her again because her long offshoot stem was hanging directly over my radiator and was starting to look a little dried out but i couldnt water it more because the main plant was in a good state and i’d have ended up overwatering like a fuckin trolley problem but the track i chose is having a twisty stem rather than killing 5 people.

lol she looks overwatered in this pic. aint that life

wow literally in the space of writing this post the sun has set enough to change the lighting. anyway this is my jade plant malomedies! my biggest success story! he was originally like a quarter of this size and hes just grown and grown. got him at the same time as trahearne and a little fenestraria i called caithe (who unfortunately died after flowering twice) about 2.5 years ago (ive been keeping succulents for 3 years total so like... hes my long runner lol)

noticed recently these white dots on the leaves that are apparently just because of mineral deposits in the water and the timing of these leaves lines up with when i filled my water bottle from the bathroom tap bc i was too lazy to go downstairs so ;| its nothing to worry about and i think it actually looks really pretty lol.......... wild how plants can just do that

ok now get ready to press F bc this is my current struggle . . . . .

:weary: even looking at her makes me wanna die lmfao.......... no idea the ID but this is wynne... she had a fungal infection. ive never had to deal with a fungal infection before. i think it was white fungus bc it was big grey patches and the leaves were just dying... i had to cut off all the infected leaves and the ones that were left over arent doing well because i got paranoid of mildew and rubbed off all the epicuticular wax or whatever its called but they still have some strength so its like... maybe she’ll bounce back. maybe. maybe. u_u

this is her new growth... you can see where i rubbed the wax off in my zealousness :( i have my fingers crossed for her but like... can she really recover from something like this? am i powerful enough to bring someone this far gone back from the dead? who knows but i hate looking at her bc it makes me feel like a failure lmfao

lest we forget, in remembrance of plants past: caithe (fenestraria), faolain (eschevaria), riannoc (yucca), niahm (yucca), kahedins (yucca), original trahearne (???), original carys (eschevaria)

[starco-conut]

Our Thoughts on Season 3

Hey everyone!! as you may have seen...Alan and I have been just a bit let down by some of the stuff going on. Luckily, we’re both huge ass nerds so we wrote it all out in a multi-paragraph post. With visual aids! if you’ve been feeling a little offput by the new episodes but can’t place why, we probably have your reason put into words somewhere in here. 

Reviews, replies, general additions to this post are not only permitted, but strongly encouraged!! :D

bold is nicole. italics is alan

Scent of a hoodie

I mean. one word summary;... Uncomfortable. it was rough to watch my girl obsess like that and honestly??? there was no clear message at the end... with the whole ‘the scent is in ur heart....’ do they mean to imply she’s getting over marco or that he’s always gonna be around in her mind??????????. yeh. not much to say here.

this episode was kind of strange and felt really awkward with star’s obsession with marco but had a sweet ending with star learning that its really unhealthy for her to latch onto marco like this and its time to move on. it felt like one of those iffy episodes throughout most of it but the end was decent enough

Rest in Pudding

Her little monologue to glossaryk was super cute and well done!! that whole bit was just. Good! felt like Old Times! but then there’s

This was... a gag? I dont know. when i saw it first my gut reaction was that they were setting up some angst about how star’s calling people on earth that aren’t her best friend Marco and THAT got me!! i was Ready To Be Hurt by that! but then like...nothing. Unless it comes up in a nearing episode this was just a bad joke. overall episode wasn’t bad at all though!!

i really enjoyed this episode! the pacing, mystery, and comedy all held up to the Star standard and only had a small amount of plot progression which felt appropriate for a halloween episode. my only gripe is that after the whole Battle For Mewni deal, i expected Moon to believe Star a bit more when she says Glossaryck is alive

oh yeah that too for sure

Club Snubbed

pretty much made me want to die and barf simultaneously. when it got to the scene above, where she talked about just needing a friend i thought, hey, thats cool. and accurate. maybe that dance scene clip, since its unfortunately not a flashback, is going to be presented as platonic!

nope. anyone in for a suicide pact?

To be fair, i should elaborate. Tomstar, in theory, is super cool. I definitely vibed with the fire and butterfly magic mix happening, back when I thought it was a flashback. But...Its been, what, 5, maybe 6 episodes since marco left and she’s already just...whoop? who’s marco? haha what? There’s not enough time. 

And from what I can tell, none of their old issues have been addressed. Tom still has anger issues, but because ‘its hard’ and he’s ‘trying’ suddenly star’s all over him? sleazy ppl come to their exes like ‘i’ve changed!!’ for a reason. the ex should actually. want. to see. change. Star seems content to say ‘fuckall, tom’s here, why not’

WHICH..could actually be good? If it’s presented that way? My hope is that she’s latching on to Tom because they have history, and a bond already. Marco’s gone suddenly, she’s urging for somewhere to direct her affection- lord knows the sweet girl has lots to give. and then they’ll part as friends after she realizes whatever they are now is unhealthy and ingenuine romantically. I have no backing for this and honestly it doesn’t look like that’s the way they’re going but... I’m gonna hope.

this episode definitely throws a spin on our view of tom as an “uncaring, lying, manipulative ex boyfriend” and for the first time i felt like i really saw Tom Lucitor, a boy with anger issues and an unfortunate history with his actions. i was really glad to see this character growth for him but i feel like the writers completely skipped over the real impacts that a relationship like tom and star’s had on each other. 

yes!! i didn’t say but, i kinda love tom as an independent character. his anger issues are presented as a part of his personality, he is a guy who has anger issues, not Anger Issues in a physical form. lots of cool depth on that.

realistically, star would not immediately fall back in love with tom because...why would she? we as the viewers know that Tom has changed but to Star? he has a significant history of lying to manipulate her and marco to get closer to them and star doesn’t have a real reason to believe what he’s saying is true and she shouldn’t have 100% faith in him so quickly especially when she had 0 trust in him just a few minutes prior. overall i was impressed with the development for tom but the future implications were disappointing to me

i will be talking more about my issues with Star and her trust issues later.

Stranger Danger

My only issue with this episode is that it doesn't exist outside of its own ten minutes. I literally forgot about it til i looked up an episode list of s3 to write this post. Eclipsa is sitting there, queen of darkness, in the same castle grounds as star, and shes nor the trial is brought up in the subsequent episodes. Alan goes wild on this one so I’ll let him take it away- he’s 100% on point here.

THIS IS A LONG ONE BOYS, STRAP IN,

i agree with nicole here, there is no buildup to the immense revelation that eclipsa is free and roaming the castle gardens. battle for mewni had planted the seed that eclipsa was breaking out but there was no mention of this in any other episode. and then there’s this:

what was this all about?? did no one notice that Eclipsa, the Queen of Darkness, one of the most powerful queens and magic users in Mewni’s history, and a wanted criminal, was FREE FROM THE CRYSTAL THEY FROZE HER IN?? And in BFM, Moon even visits Eclipsa’s crystal prison to check if she’s still there but now? she didnt seem worried about it AT ALL. only when Star is peacefully talking to her does Moon and the magic high comission show up because...plot reasons.

aside from that, however, i feel like the pacing in this episode was not planned very well. from the opening scene of Star taking care of Glossaryck for well over 4 minutes, it felt like this was going to be a fun silly episode with general shenanigans (there’s nothing wrong with silly episodes, it just didn’t end up being one). but halfway through the episode, eclipsa shows up and suddenly the plot is moving at a rapid pace. and while this felt like it should have been the climax of the 11-minutes, the climax just continues? there is no falling action in this episode. it continues with star being decontaminated and at one point she is strapped to an examining table and flashes through some disturbing faces

why is she smiling? who drew this? this feels really creepy, like someone is putting their kinks into the show and its really uncomfortable to watch and think about. there is a heart touching moment with Moon and Star talking about their actions and both side have somewhat understandable reasons, though star clearly has the show’s bias so the plot progresses (which is not necessarily a bad thing). afterwards, Star meets Eclipsa in her cell and still, the climax of the episode has not fallen at all with all the arguing. and then finally when star confronts eclipsa in her tower, she says,

“Just because i didn’t want you crystalized again, doesn’t mean i trust you.”

????

She literally has no past with eclipsa other than having a pleasant conversation with her. She knows next to nothing about her actual actions or personality but immediately doesn’t trust her? but in Club Snubbed she immediately trusts tom? the guy who directly had severe negative impacts on her life?? Why?! Why are the writers so inconsistent? nothing makes sense! It’s cheap, forced romance that’s why!

and after this ridiculously long climax the episode just ENDS. there is no resolution, and it doesn’t touch on it again anywhere in the next four episodes. It’s bad show writing.

Demoncism

I picked this screenshot because it was the most disgusting!!! this is just...more of an opinion here but I really like the trope where one is out of their mind, dangerous, causing magic destruction and the other defies the risk and holds them, curing the issue with The Power Of Love. it’s corny but I love it. and yet.

here. they decided to just. chuck it in. I’ve seen shows do this trope Very Very well (oddly, one example i can think of also involves a wild demon kid and a forest in blue fire.....) but to just...throw this in there. with. like 8 seconds of buildup. n-o. no. ESPECIALLY because tom and star, where they are currently in the show, aren’t ready to be romantic, and this trope always has romantic implications.

i got extremely mixed feelings from this episode. on one hand it had a great message that you shouldn’t force change but rather to grow naturally and learn from your mistakes. on the other hand,  a lot of it is still tainted by this cliche, boring, romance. Star immediately barges in and claims that he’s only doing this for her and generally is untrusting of his actions. 

......

are you noticing a common theme here? writers purposefully twisting characters’ interactions for the sole purpose of causing drama? give me one good reason for star’s sense of trust to be flip-flopping like this over and over again. im being serious, if you even read this far, leave a reply and call me out because i CAN NOT THINK OF ONE GOOD REASON.

“Okayy, but no tickling.” Again, more creepy bdsm, moving on.

Then later when hes doing that whole floaty, blue veined, writhing scene i will actually commend the writers for making a very good analogy of how painful and unhealthy this process is for tom to quickly force himself to change. then star comes back and hugs him and says shes here for him which would have actually been a very sweet moment if they had just been friends but of course, they’re not. its just a reminder that “uwu they’re in love now”. and then there’s this:

confirmation that yes, the show is going to do that. rush star and tom’s relationship bc #teendrama. and the worst part of it is: star and tom could actually have been an acceptable, if not role model relationship if it wasn’t written so poorly, which is what the next paragraph or so is dedicated to.

I don’t hate Tom and Star’s relationship. I don’t. i see it as a missed opportunity. Tom and Star were two people who used to be a couple in the past and broke up for reasons unknown. we can speculate that it was because of Tom’s anger issues and problems with lying, and also Star’s inability to deal with complex situations and face her problems. THIS IS AN INCREDIBLY COMMON REAL LIFE SITUATION. This was a ripe opportunity to go in-depth with Star and Tom’s issues, not just their own but also the issues between them. and it is wasted. I know that its hard to fit this into one measly episode but there’s a whole half season to develop them at a proper, realistic pace! i wouldn’t care if the entire season is dedicated to Star and Tom working to solve these issues if it meant we had this enormously important topic resolved in a healthy and wholesome manner. 

But the problem is, none of this happens. And it’s not going to. The writers completely skip over all of Tom and Star’s anger towards each other and go straight to “UWU THEYRE IN LOVE NOW”. Star is just rebounding off Marco and onto Tom and there’s going to be more unnecessary drama, and someone’s going to get hurt.

And I am disgusted.

Sophomore Slump

jarco saved this ep ? the only parts of it i could really relax and enjoy was the little jarco montage it was cute. and then. and THEN. the random dumping. I get what the writers were trying to say, y’know? ohohohoh, nudge nudge, we all know who marcos REAL best friend is...hohoho...except. they shouldnt have. said it. at least not via jackie. She was used in this disgustingly common way where she’s just there to deliver a message and help marco realize something. do y’all realize the most drastic adjective i can apply to her realizing she+marco wont work is like....”bummed”. It’s realistic to cry, to be fucking mad, to show...FEELING...i don’t care how cool and chill she is. It’s an absolute travesty to her to not let her be upset about it. 

AND THE CAPE. it was obnoxious, I hated his attitude about it, not because it was annoying but because he expected others to stop ‘acting weird’. I had hope when jackie knocked sense into him but then he...was then REWARDED for his obsession with it? He ended up getting what he wanted, a ticket back to Mewni, by being a stubborn arse about it. no.

god where do i begin. alright.

Marco was so out of character this episode. im not talking like “he isnt the safe kid anymore he takes some uncharacteristic risks”. no. I don’t know who this kid is but it is not Marco Diaz. He’s some plot device created by the writers to create drama. Why is he so obsessed with his cape? Why is he forcing his experience on mewni into every conversation? Why. Is he. The Croissant Girl. The dude spent over sixteen YEARS in other dimensions going on quests of epic scale and comes back home without a single issue readjusting. Not one word. but then he spends one week in the butterfly castle and serves essentially no purpose the entire time other than freeing Star from her chains one time. He was completely and utterly unimportant in the grand scheme of the BFM movie. and then he comes back to earth and feels this great pride as if he was some great part of the event. Why? what does he have to be proud of? there was no mention of this development in any of the earlier episodes. and i havent even mentioned the ridiculous forced breakup yet.

at some point it seems like Jackie’s words really do come through to Marco. He snaps out of his daze and seems to genuinely want to make it up to her. the scene with Marco and Jackie having a fun date at the pier was incredibly sweet and was generally a good experience. We got to see more of Jackie’s fun side that we were desperately searching for in season 1 and the first half of season 2. it was very satisfying to know that jackie was a character everyone would eventually come to love. but then

that. Why? Why has Marco not moved on at all and learned his mistakes? why does he not understand that he’s being destructive. why do the writers like creating unnecessary drama. you know what show had a very similar plot issue and resolved this properly??

That’s right! Everybody’s favorite racist, ableist, offensive, generally unfunny show: The Big Bang Theory. I don’t even remember this dude’s name but when he came back from space and was being annoying, his girlfriend talked to him and he realized that “WOW IM ANNOYING LET ME THINK ABOUT OTHER’S FEELINGS FOR ONCE.”

100%. if they had stopped with the callout via jackie, and he had actually taken off the cape, I would have been fine. lesson learned. but, obviously, they didnt do that.

 If this show (which has an incredible track record for doing crappy show writing) can get it right then why can’t Star vs the Forces of Evil? A show that is usually praised for it’s amazing talent for intelligent, easy to understand, and great moral messaging?

Because of the writers. They don’t want to teach important messages for these kids (the target audience may i remind you) to latch on to and learn from. They want to write their angsty fanfiction and throw it into canon.

Nicole-TL;DR my lasting hope is star’s affections for tom are, and are revealed as such, a way to cope with going cold-turkey on marco and things resolve without a stupid fucking love triangle also jackie and janna start  dating. aaand im just. disappointed with the show rn. something’s different and after shoving this amazing ass show in everyones face for so long just to see it kind of...well, it’s starting to peel. idk why. but im just hoping this is like...banagic incident but...several episodes long.

Alan-TL;DR 

[lokisbambi]

For an imagine. If you could do one where reader finds the group (whichever era) she's about 25 and has dad/guy trust issues. Very independent and doesn't want any help from a man. However you want to take it from there :) smut and fluff would be a huge plus.

Yeah, I hope you like it!

My Stranger

Daryl x ReaderWords number - 1500Warning- fluff and little smut

You entered the store to scavenge something to keep you satisfied for the week, you have been on your own for almost a year now, sure its lonely and depressing but its also safe.

It keeps you from getting hurt and betrayed.

betrayal…

something you knew all too well, even though it was right in front of you all these years, you refused to see it. refused to believe that the only person you loved would betray you

Your dad was a drunk, he would drink himself to sleep. Gambling with every cent you earned, even with your mother’s medical payment, he would still use that money you kept aside for her treatment, and well now she is dead and so was he.

He used you for money since you were 14, and now you were 25, yet the horrid memories wouldn’t leave you. you thought with you boyfriend around, he could be your wall, your stepping stone, your backbone that held you up, even though he cheated on you, he promised to never do it again, and being 17 and in love, you believed him.

Until a year ago, when your camp was being attacked by walkers and to save himself he pushed you in front of them so that he could escape.Sad thing, he didn’t escape and before taking further steps, a walker attacked him and ripped him apart, saving you instead.

you didn’t feel sad, remorse or regret. indeed it was that day that you realized that you dont need any man, or anybody in fact to take care of you. you took care of your mother and drunk father. you damn well could take care of your damn self and didn’t need anyone.

and thats how you ended up alone, for a year.

grossed in your own thoughts, you didn’t notice the walker that threw itself on you, knocking you to the floor, your gun flying away from your reach. Trying to reach for the knife in your back pocket, you couldn’t. the walker was so heavy and was persistant of having a bite of off you.

“Fuck!” you cursed as you tried to push it off of you

You thought you would die, but what you didn’t expect was the arrow that flew, and ended up right between the eyes of the walker.

you pushed it of off you, much easier now that it wasn’t struggling and stood to see a tall guy with long dark hair covering his face, he had a crossbow in his hand and he was wearing a vest and worn out jeans

“I could have taken care of it myself!” you said annoyed, you hated to admit that, a ‘man’ saved you

“Yeah” he scoffed as he turned, he started searching the shelves in the store

“Daryl, we found nothing!” A dark female, with swords on either sides of her back and a tank top appeared, behind her followed a man with a light scruff and grey color eyes

they saw you and drew their weapons, pointing it at you

“Where is Daryl?” the grey eyes man spoke, pointing the gun at you

“I dont know who Daryl is” you said simply as you walked around, not bothered with the gun pointed at you

“Rick” the man that saved you came, through a back door “Dont” he said motioning the grey eyes man to lower his gun and he did

The three of them seemed to have a silent conversation going on between them and suddenly all three approached you

“What?” you asked looking between them

“How many dead, did you kill?” the grey eyes man spoke

“And why should I tell you?” you asked amused

“Just answer him” Daryl said

“I dont count!” you said honestly

“How many living?” grey eyes dude asked again

“Ten” you said honestly

“Why?” Daryl asked

“Why? you tell me why?” you hissed as you tried to move around them, you were done with their games, but the girl with them came in front of you blocking your way

“Do you have a camp?” she asked and you laughed

“I’m all on my own!” you said as you tried to move but she didn’t let you

“Since when?” Rick, you think asked

“A year? I dont remember!” you said annoyed

“How about you come with us, we have camp and everything” Daryl offered and you smiled

“Yeah, no! I dont do well with groups!” you said honestly

“Just come, and if you feel you dont fit, than go back to the road!” the girl spoke and you nodded, you got nothing to lose anyway

——

All this, took part almost one year ago, you going to Alexandria, meeting and getting to know people, having your own house, a place to call home. something you thought you might never have again.

But what you really didn’t expect was your unconditional growing feelings towards Daryl.

before you knew it, you were in love with him, but you would never admit it. you had your fair share of heartbreak and betrayal and you would be damned if you let anything like that happen to you again. so whenever Daryl tried to get close to you, you would push him away, be rude and mean. hoping it would work

but Daryl could see right through you. he knew why you did all this and he would be damned if he lost you because of some stupid fear you had.

“Y/n!” Rick yelled and when you looked up, you saw a walker launch himself on you, his teeth inches away from your arm.

Before you could react, an arrow landed in the walkers head, saving you. you sighed in relief thinking it was all over now, oh boy how wrong you were

Daryl who just saved you, didn’t notice the walker that jumped him and now he was under the walker’s mercy, Daryl was far you couldn’t get to him on time. he was going to die because he saved you

fucking idiot thinks he can save everyone and now he was going to die

Thankfully, Michonne was there and she swung her sword, cutting the walker in two

You were so pissed with Daryl all the way back home, the bloody idiot thought he could save everyone at the cost of his life, who told him to save you, you could save your own damn self

when you reached Alexandria, you jumped off the car and stormed to your house annoyed

“Y/n!” Daryl jumped right after you, yelling your name, but you ignored him.

you went into your house, ready to slam the door, only for a foot to stop it from completely shutting.

you walked up stairs towards your room. you weren’t going to sit and talk to him, you hated him for defending you, he thinks he is invincible

you went to your room and as you were about to enter, a rough hand grabbed your arms, pushing you towards the wall

“What the hell is wrong with you?” Daryl yelled at you and you pushed him, you hit him hard against his chest, making him stumble a step or two.

“Stupid, Bitch!” he growled rubbing his chest were you just hit him

“You are the bitch!” you spat annoyed

“Whats your problem?"he asked calmer now

"You!” you snapped at him “You are my problem! you think you are superman? news flash Daryl, you bleed!”

“What are you even talking about?” he said honestly confused

“Who told you to try and help me? I dont need your help! I dont need anyones help! i can save my own damn self!” you yelled at him, he looked much calmer now

“Y/n..” he said softly as he approached you and you backed away, hitting you back to the wall

“What are you doing?” you asked breathless, Daryl was incredibly close to you right now

“I like you” he admitted and your eyes were wide “And I know you like me too, and you are trying to push me away” he confessed and your mind went blank

“What?” you breathed

“Just tell me that I’m not reading this wrong, that my feelings aren’t one sided” he said as his nose brushed yours, his lips inches away

“Daryl..” you whispered

“I wont ever hurt you, I promise, you dont have to be afraid when you are with me” he said and you felt his hands on your hips, rubbing small circles with his thumb

“Dee…”

And just like that his lips were on yours, kissing you hungrily.

his hand pinned yours upwards as he started sucking at your neck, making you moan.

your hands pulled out of his grip and reached out and grabbed fists full of his vest, holding him to you desperately as his tongue lay claim to yours. It moved at slow and languid pace against yours, yet it was strong and demanding. A groan rose up in your chest as his hands gripped you tight, making you shiver under his touch

His mouth left yours, causing you to whimper, until his sinful lips trailed down your jaw, to the juncture where your neck met your shoulder as he sucked a dark purple mark.

“Y/n!” he moaned against your skin, moving lower to plant reverent kisses on the swell of your breasts. Ripping your shirt open, a gasp escaping your lips. Pushing your shirt off your shoulders and kissing you fiercely again.

Your hands ran along his neck and into his long hair, the tips of your fingers dancing along the long hairs on his shoulder.

Daryl grabbed your ass and hoisted you up, and you to wrapped your legs around his waist. He moved away from the wall, walking you into your bedroom. He threw you on the bed and smirked. He removed his vest, tossing it in a chair before hovering over you, his breath mixing with yours

“You dont need anyone, but I need you!” he confessed

And this night he spent it proving you, just how much he needed you!

[concave-asscheeks]

the entire wishes section (for the space asks)

Comet: What’s your big dream? 

this is gonna sound super cheesy but i really wanna make ppl feel better w my art......that would be super cool to me.... it would be amazing to hear if someone ever told me my work helped them a lil when they were going through a rough time.............

Asteroid: What does your dream life look like?

living in a cozy apartment w lotsa plants and cats, spending my time on something i really enjoy!!!

Meteor: What’s something you wish you could tell, but can’t?

mmmm i really dont know..... i cant think of anything aa sorry 

Nebula: If you could undo one thing in your life, what would it be?

honestly?? nothing.. im pretty satisfied with how things went up until now!! they allowed me to grow into the person i am today and im ok with that! still got some stuff to work on but its good to have some objectives in life imo

Shooting Star: If you could bring back one thing, what would it be?

i had this milk carton-shaped pencil case and it had my fav pencils and eraser and brushes in it AND I LOST IT IF YOURE OUT THERE IM STILL THINKING ABOUT YOU PLEASE COME BACK BABY I MISS YOU

Pulsar: What do you hope to do in the next 10 years?

honestly 10yrs is a long time so i really dont know, but i really hope that ill still be doing art by then!! preferably professionally!! i hope ill have gotten better at animation too, thatd be sweet

Supernova: What’s one thing you want to do before you die?

sit on the roof of a building and just chill out!!! preferably with nice weather, maybe with a snack or something....or maybe at night just to get some fresh air and look at the moon... i rlly wanna try that once lmao

Quasar: If you could spend the rest of your life with only one person, who would it be?

mmmmmyself.... i havent rly met a person id wanna spend the rest of my life w yet haha........ im also scared we’ll end up growing apart or smth and i rly dont want them to be stuck w me forever if that happens :^)

Wormhole: What’s something you wish would happen, but know won’t?

I WANT TO BE TALLER PLEASE I GET USED AS AN ARMREST AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK

Black Hole: What’s the last thing you want to see?

the sky...................

thank you for askingheres the post if anyone wants to ask anything else!