#its now 4:30am

[goldetrash]

got hit with inspiration but not sure if im actually going to finish it fuwah

[xieliancore]

hoyo pls bring haikaveh back i miss them...

[v0idwraith]

i also hate whatever the fuck That was, but at least it so dramatically overshadowed any animosity between tebecca and tedependent stans that i haven’t seen a single post or comment trying to start fights between us since the episode dropped

[stcries]

love how sleep deprivation is making me write more than I have in the last few days

[synthshenanigans]

AT 4AM ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS

[altruistic-meme]

anyways i love my sister immensely i am dead now 👍

[ranvwoop]

consistently vexed and confused when symptoms disorder does in fact give me symptoms

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

I was falling asleep because it's 4:30 in the morning but then a friend that I have a mild crush on texted me and asked what horror movies corresponds to which areas at camp, and clearly Climbing Wall is Vertigo, Aquatics is Jaws and Ecology-Conservation is The Birds, (these were her assignments) but she wanted to know whether Blair Witch fit Scoutcraft (basic scouting skills) or Handicraft (arts and crafts) more, and I said Handicraft because of the figurine things, then she asked what Scoutcraft would be, and full disclosure, I like horror movies but I don't watch a lot of them. I'm picky. Because I don't like gore or zombies and I have anxiety so it's difficult. Okay. So I literally Googled "outdoor horror movies" and tried to find one that I recognized, and thankfully Midsommar was on that list and I've seen and enjoyed Midsommar, so that's what I said. The only other horror movies I can remember seeing are Cabin in the Woods (masterpiece but doesn't fit) and one I can't remember the name of but it's about a video game and has Frankie Muniz and the guy that played Mary Lightly in Psych. And tbh, most of my horror movies knowledge comes from parody episodes of Psych. Especially the Hitchcock episode. I only knew Vertigo because of Psych. This post was a whole lot of inconsequential nonsense, but I get a pass because it's 4:30am and I'm talking to a cool girl.

[wolfchans]

Show show show 😭😭😭

[biolums]

just woke up from a nightmare and while i was trying to leep myself awake for a bit to make sure i didnt just go back to my night msre MY LAPTOPS FIRMWEAR STARTED UPDATING. DO YOU ONOW WHAT IT FOUNFS LIKE. IT SOUNDS LIKE YOUR COMPUTER IS SELF DESTRUCTING. i entered a whole new nightmare that was terrifying

[narrativedoomed]

i hate 2 say it but i kinda hope ben gets offed soon so i can stop seeing tweets of people hating him

[katyobsesses]

I have spent the last like 3 days needing all the stimulation. Music, random hour long YouTube videos or an audiobook, writing, doodling, dress up games, the sims, scrolling TikTok/tumblr

Basically all at the same time

[phagodyke]

I had a dream last night an old friend of mine was texting and calling me to ask me to pick her up bc she was too drunk to drive home and I was reminding her I can't drive and also smth else was going on so I couldn't get her anyway and I was so stressed and guilty abt it ahhh

[s1gmagirl]

fuck timezones actually ://

[kurthorton-moving]

Im going 2 bed im so tired

[nopethatsnotembarrassing]

Okay so idk if my other post is gonna eventually show up or not but I got to play jackbox with a group of friends who have just assimilated me into them without hesitation and its been amazing seeing as I have been feeling like there might be a reason no one is my friend.

I'm pretty sure they're all a bit older than me but that's fine lol cause their humor is just as broken (if not worse) than mine!

And like I said we played Jackbox (the one with survive the internet, monster seeking monster, and the spray painting the drawing game) and these motherfuckers love their dirty jokes! Like I have been in a game of nothing but teenagers and it wasn't this bad!! It was hilarious! Especially since the #1 perp was an ace guy (let's call him... Wild) who makes all kinds of kink jokes (literally how I found out he was ace was the first time we were hanging out he made like 3 vore jokes followed by a couple pet play jokes only to realize how it sounded and in a worried panic turned to me and went "Oh No! I'M Asexual! These are just jokes!") And 1- hes the first Ace I've met who has identified that way since before meeting them. 2- typical me fashion I have some sort of feelings for him that I can't tell if it's a crush or a squish yet.

And as my luck would have it none of them had played monster seeking monster and I had so after I gave a quick explanation they wanted to play and as my delelu brain would have it the first message I get is from Wild and for the first like 3 or 4 rounds (even if he didn't say anything to me in game) he would pick me to date in the game. And I know I'm just looking to far into it but like oof.

He ended up being the vampire and turned me and I nearly fucking said "I'd let you bite me anytime." But thankfully I still have some filter around them cause idk if they know me well enough yet to assume thats a joke. Especially since this time I wore my choker that kinda looks like a prong dog collar so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯