#its not reallt bad im just like...SIGH
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#yeah this is a tags talk sit cross legged on the floor with me#its not reallt bad im just like...SIGH#in the era of lifestyle changes and yet every time things change something shifts in the system#and some of the first things that fall out of our memory are coping mechanisms and accessibility tools#like...yeah no wonder im having flare ups when i stopped buying the Control Flareup food#its in a different store in a different place the habit just got left behind until the problem has me shaking and panicking on the floor#because a symptom is panic -_- not because it was a big deal#building that ahit back up with trial and error and tears! but getting there!#however: WHEW! UGH.
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#and here we are#yunno this is probably the best ive ever felt while wishing i could die#its all so complicated. whats even making me feel like this? is it cuz im going back on medical leave?#cuz i had an imaginary fight with my mother in my head? because im too tired to keep going and too sick to get better?#or is it just the depression today?#maybe not even regular depression#maybe you literally want to die because its cold outside and you had do go buy wraps#is that enough to make me wanna die now? really? after how far ive come?#i dont even reallt know why im here this time#but as far as coping mechanisms go this isnt a bad one#i could just be over stimulated#shut up you know thats not it. this is... depression from the chronic illness stagnating i think#sigh. i need to make those phone calls this week#second payment to medcare is going through tomorrow whether i want it to or not#i missed the deadline again :')#sigh#i need to go home and go do some laundry#id say delete later but i wont
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hrhrgrgrggr i wanna make an animatic of becky apples with certain hazbin hotel characters but i can't. and like even if i had the motivation this very second i do not have TIME FOR THAT so uhh might just spill my ideas all over here w/ altered lyric captions
husk . lucifer . ugh !! husk
i bet lucifer's got perfect hair [vox imitating sweeping hair back cuz he's a jealous and bald mfer lmfao]
husk. husk's got stupid STUPID [ears? claws? idk tbh but he doesn't have hooves so we're changing that lyric,,]
i'm never gonna eat another appLE EVER AGAIN!! [god have mercy on my mediocre art skills bc i will have to illustrate vox not only crushing an apple but with his clawed ass hands]
OO it reallt bunches my f luff to thrink how badly he hurtyou. bbg. tell me your story
[idk what to do with the lines "i left my rider so that i could raise an army (so that you could raise an army) then c-doug popped up and he said something alarming (oo, what'd he say?) he told me that my best friend's ridden (no!) another horse so pretty (no way!)" but i do want to have the latter two lines have charlie just talking about alastor and lucifer fighting all the time like haha those guys. those silly little rascals]
and his name is lucifer [morningstar/the king of hell/HIMSELF] because UGH of course it is !! !
lucifer lucifer whag a gorgeous famcy SCHMUCK luci how you like em apples cuz i think ur apples SUCK [naybe at that part i animate an apple pelted at luci just for shits and giggles itll be fun trust me] lucifer lucifer ggeues what i knew alastor first and while technically i dont know lucifer i know hes the WORST
ugh he is soo the worst vocks . right?? its unbelievable !! stupid luci. but can i tell you about someone whos,, kind of a total lucifer in my life? okay i—i mean im kinda not done being mad about lucifer bu—
WELL I WAS flirtin glirtin with a slick promstoar (this is not the same situation.) he was the finest spider femboy that i ever pursued (rhere was more than one??) he played me like a ukulele (he did.) i dont want no drama baby (too late?) but i FLIPPED when i found out his boyfriend was a wwinged cat guy idk how to change this lyric tbh sorry guys
oh that husk[er] that husk[er]s got stupid pretty legs and i bet that angel dust would let HIM adopt his eggs [cut to vox being horrifically confused and weirded out for half a second] hUsK [angel talking about him happily] HuSk [angel talking to him on the phone] hUsK [angel greeting husk at the door] HuSk [angel moaning his mame while getting fucked lmao get fucked val wait wut] UGH !! even his wings are perkier !!
maybe husk's flirty boyfriend is the one whos the ACTUAL jerk here... UGH!! husk!! making me feel bad for projecting my own insecurities and displacing blame on HIM, when HE really did nothing wrong? UGH. hes the WORST.
[vox clear he throat]
OH RIGht! ur sad :3
i feel ur pain girl, im ur vindicator, and we dont know husk, lucifer, we just know we hate him . this isnt okay and this isnt fiiiine
...let it out bbg
[vox drops his face into val's fluff as he sighs]
its just i thoughgt al,, would always be miine
ok spilling out my ideas FINALLY done jesus fuck this sucks when it's explained rather than imagined or animated lmao
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HI IM BACK!! 🥺💖 Can I request Mitsuba, Yashiro, Tsukasa, Akane, and Aoi (I don’t know how many limits you write for characters so If that’s too much you could get rid of Akane(male) with a s/o that has long hair basically like Rapunzel yk?
(Take you time and have a nice day/night ^^)
Repunzel
Genre : Fluff
Characters : Mitsuba Sousuke, Yashiro Nene, Akane Aoi, Yugi Tsukasa
TW : None
A/N : I knew I was forgetting something— Lol, I removed Akane just as you said cause it was indeed to much HAHAHA, But as of now I have a character limit if 4, And of course! I'd love to do your request~
Repunzel is one of my favorite disney princess so this wont be too hard
So long yet so soft.. how do you do it..
He thought your hair was a normal length, but oh boy
Cause you always had it up in a bun or a ponytail
or even cute little space buns
But you took of your ties though aha
Left him shocked
Your hair was almost down to your legs
How do you even comb your hair in the morning?
He snapped out of his thoughts and saw tou struggling to comb your hair
aahh tangles, just something you loved
So he went over to come and help you out! Although he was too shy to say it so he just forced you to give him your brush—
"Hey you're gonna go bald if you dont brush your hair gently!" He grabbed your hairbrush from your hands as he started combing it gently, getting rid of the tangles
Riigghhtt, Bald.
Sighing you just know he wont give it back until the hair tangles were all gone so you let him do what he wants "I'm bold gonna go bald Mitsuba—" Placing your cheek on your palm
"Well you will if you keep doing this treatment— I'm just saving you the regret" He said with sass, you deadpanned
You two talked about random things as he smoothen your hair and help you but it in a bun to prevent it from getting tangled again "I envy you.. You have really long hair but its very soft.." He mumbled, but you heard it loud and clear
"Ooohhh?? ~" You turned to look at him
"S-SHUT UP YOU DIDNT HEAR ANYTHING I HOPE IT GETS TANGLED AGAIN!" He stomoed away leaving you laughing your butt off
You remind me of repunzel!!
He absolutely ADORED your long hair
You didn't know this but he is actually good with braids
Every chance he gets, He braids or styles your hair
Would put cut little pins he finds too!!
like a heatt, a star, or just regular ones with a pearl design
He also loves to play with your hair, it's so smooth and soft
He once pointed out that you were an in real life repunzel
You told him about repunzel and watched it with him and he just absolutely loved it
So that's where he got the idea from
You were heading up to the broadcasting room as it was the end of the day and you didn't feel like going home yet, as it was boring
Opening the door you felt a strong force suddenly hug you as you fell backwards "[F/N]!!! WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG?!?" Tsukasa was reallt excited to see you, as Sakura and Natsuhiko went iver to see the commotion
"H-hey shrimp get off [L/N] You are making them uncomfortable!" Natsuhiko tried to pry Tsukasa off you but he wouldn't budge, Tsukasa finally got off you and dragged you to another part of the broadcasting room
While talking to him, Your ponytail accidentally snapped letting your hair let loose, You grabbed the broken hairtie and sighed "This is the 4th time this happened to me today" Hiding the broke tie in your pocket, Tsukasa grabbed your hand as he smiled at you
"Now, What hairstyle should I give my beloved today Hm?~" Grabbing your hairbrush from your back as he indian sitted behind you floating, He styled your hair into this cute two braided ponytails
"There!~ You look very cute" Tsukasa hugged you tightly as you giggled "I really like your long hair, You remind me of repunzel!" He went on about his rant about you and repunzel being the same as you listened on to his ranting
Your hair is beautiful
Yashiro envied your long hair
It's always so smooth and soft and never once did you have a bad hair day
She also thought your hair as the same length as hers
but you were just hiding some length with tying a ribbon on the end
You two would ALWAYS Take turns styling each others hair
Pigtails, Braids, Ponytail, Half ponytail
Any hairstyle you guys would think off
Would try new styles each day too!
She would sometimes ask how you get such soft and silky hair
You'd invite her over for hair makeovers teehee your room would become a little salon~
You grabbed your hair straightener and placed it your desk "Hmmm.. I think slight curly hair would match you Nene!" Grabbing the Iron as you started curling her hair on one side "Do I look good it curly hair?.." She questioned as she looked at you thru the mirror
"I Promise you do!" Continuing to curl her hair, Yoy two talked about random things as you continued to style her hair
As you were finished you put on her hair clips again, fixed a few strands of her and her bangs "Ta-da!! All done!" You moved away from the Mirror to show her
"W-WAAHH I LOVE IT! THANK YOU [F/N]" She hugged you tightly, She also sat you down so she could style your hair "I wish I had soft Hair like you.." Combing it "Mmm, I do have a hair routine, Do you want me to tell you?" She nodded
You told her EVERYTHING
I mean, you took the routine from youtube anyways, It's not something you should gate keep
You helped her do the routine now too! And she too ended up with soft hair
The day went on with laughter and chatting, maybe chatting about your crushes in between 👀
Now we're matching Aoi!
Just like you, Aoi also has long hair
You just couldn't think of it because she always had her hair up in that cute little pigtails
Aoi's hair was waist length, as yours was about to hit the floor—
She'd sometimes help you comb out any tangles
And put little flower hairclips!!
You two once watched Repunzel together and was inspired to that braid on you
"Ah! [F/N] Lets do the braid Repunzel had at the movie!" You nodded excitedly wondering how that would up like, Everyone in class called you Repunzel becayse of how ridiculously long your hair was
Aoi brought out a pouch that contained elastic bands, hair ties, and loads of hairclips as she got to work, You two would talk about how much the both of you loved repunzel and can relate to her so much, Not until—
"AOI-CHAN! YOU'RE AT YOUR MOST PUREST TODAY!" Akane brusted in as he knelt down infront of the two of you holding flowers that looked like he plucked it from the garden "Mmmm.. 4 Points, You shouldn't pluck the members hardwork from the garden you know~" She placed her cheek on her palm as she had imaginary flowers around her
"NY APOLIGIES AOI-CHAN!!" He kneeled down and sulked, as Yamabuki stood beside him not paying attention to his friend, Aoi put a little more flowers pings and clips as she added finishing touches "There we go! All done! What do you think [F/N]? ~" She handed you a mirror as you admired her work "I love it! It's even the exact tyoe if braid repunzel had in the movie!" You complimented ger work as she blushed
You didn't take a single pin or elastic off your hair, It was too pretty!
would get LOADS of compliments and ofc you had to mention your stylist~
Am so sleepy but I wanted to finish this HAHDHHHAHAHA, I'll check any errors in the morning, I hope you enjoyed Sumire !!
#toilet bound hanako kun#jibaku shoujo hanako kun#tbhk x reader#jshk#tbhk#tsukasa yugi#tbhk tsukasa#tbhk mitsuba#mitsuba sousuke#akane aoi#yashiro nene
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