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tbh people shold not take pictures of random people without their consent obviously but also. if youre taking a picture of something that isnt a person but theres people in the background you sohuld at least blur uot their faces or something
#is that too much to ask for. it annoys me when i see photos with random people in the bg of something and#they dont know theyre in the photo#like that still COUNTS right#its my worst fear#eugh#thunder roars
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*carefully checks keyboard smash before sending just to make sure i didn’t accidentally write a slur or something*
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one thing I will never admit is that my 120k novel is a reworking of my 16k bellarke fanfic and that i still write bellamy/clarke instead of my characters' name sometimes, the said characters who are drawn extensively from the fanon/fandom's various interpretations, and all because I've never been able to move on from a love like theirs and I needed to give them another chance. but mostly I'm afraid that people are going to get it anyway
#its my worst fear#people finding out i write fic#bc i cannot have them seeing the kind of fic i write#but bellarke fuells all my love stories#d.tag#d.life
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I don't want to regret the way I lived
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#choso kamo#junpei yoshino#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES#'did you sleep hina' no#ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD#i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew#also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To#he is implied through th dialogue#side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way#pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me#not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap
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"Bill... Can I call you that?" / "You can call me whatever you want except 'My Love'!"
"Ha ha! That's a joke! Everybody loves me!"
Y yo a ti Ford, or whatever. @fearoftriangles pointed out that in the Spanish version of The Book of Bill: Bill says Ford can call him anything but "Mi Amor" instead of anything but "Late for Dinner" and-
...I swear, Spanish translators cannot keep getting away with this
#Its been 4 years and i still regularly think about 'Y yo a ti Cas' you can't do this to me AGAIN#joke is that this is the format of the Destiel y yo a ti cas / dont do this cas meme but i fear by making them look happy i lost the vibe#I will redraw them with the og crying meme someday tho i think it'd be funny#Gravity falls#Billford#Stanford Pines#Bill Cipher#Ford Pines#young stanford pines#bill/ford#Bill x ford#Destiel meme#Fan art#Fanart#GF fanart#Artists on tumblr#My art#The book of bill#Tbob#Love them they are the worst and apparently even more worse in spanish <333#I hope i got the words right i do not speak spanish and i know google translate is the source of all evil 😅
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was talking to my brother the other day after i rewatched dark phoenix and he was like 'why is everyone so mean to charles in this movie?? were they always this mean to him ?? is it cause he's bald now- he lost his pretty privilege??' and i fear i havent recovered
#xmen#xmen movies#dark phoenix#charles xavier#professor x#snap chats#LIKE HE'S RIGHT 1000% I JUST DIDN'T EXPECT HIM TO SAY IT VLERKVJAKLJ#ANOTHER banger of a quote from my brother chat i screamed when he said that#adopting that into my belief system i fear#like really thinking on it they really did only start being especially rude after apocalypse im crying#dont quote me on that i have to rewatch apocalypse but as far as im aware. yeah 😭😭#and its SUCH a travesty cause i love how mcavoy looked in DP SO much he looks so good bald#like please if we were going to wrap up this era of xmen films why did we have to rerun DP#can we try again. please. i need him bald one more time in a movie i dont have to argue with myself i like#see DP wasnt the worst thing ever. probably. like scott got to do things again ..... and kurt .......#and the paris proposal. never forget that.#ALSO THE FUCKIN. 'no one cares charles' BIT ???? 97 ref'd that directly i know they did and i cheered#listen if they can ref the 'black leather suits' from the xmen movies i can believe they called back to that too <- delusional#anyway when james said thats the meanest thing erik could say/do to charles .... he was cooking ....#'thats the type of thing your wife/husband says' he was so right .... we know james never misses with the cherik takes tho#ok bye i have obligations that i need to complete so i can draw my favorite cue ball
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standing in front of a firing squad would have been easier than reading this script i need to be shot
#this is hands down the most insane script ive read i was sitting slack jawed half the time#not because its Outrageous but because. oh my fucking God#frank sure does have too much influence over *gestures broadly* This.#to see their dysfunction presented like this. is. so.#like. of course the reason they cant be nice to each other is because they all expect some kind of Trick. we see this again in s12#they've set a precedent where everyone is unable to be vulnerable out of fear that someone else is going to take advantage of them#its about knowing to Never let their guard down. because they can't afford to be stupid enough to think someone was being nice#its literally about them not trusting each other. they know each other. care about each other. but they're all still at war with each other#anything could be a trojan horse#and even when they try to do something thoughtful it's ruined bc their motives are being questioned and that provokes a defense#''of course i wasn't being Nice that's stupid why would i ever do that for you'' because otherwise theyre leaving themselves open to attack#i think this episode works purely because theyre All trying to change this at once and since theyre all aware of that fact#its like oh okay youre not fucking with me because we've established we're all trying not to be cynical#i cannot even begin to dig into the pure autism of this entire. not even just the episode premise. the whole basis of the gang's dynamic.#like yeah of course a group of weird neurodivergent people is hypersensitive to this#its the same thing as mac and dennis in suburbs questioning wally's intentions/demeanor welcoming them to the neighbourhood#literally in defense mode all the time because they expect the worst from people and they haven't had any reason to think otherwise#marder and rosell get it but thats not exactly new and surprising <3#but wow this script adds so much. at least for me.#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#ada speaks#character meta#for good measure
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do you think curly and anya got into arguments? what do you think is the silliest thing they ever argued over?
I think they all got into arguments. Stuck in a small space with only so much to occupy you with the same like 4 people. You learn patterns, you learn habits and odd little behaviors' they have. You learn to love or loathe them but I personally think these two would keep those type of gripes to themselves.
Personally I think they would argue over game nights because Curly is very much a “I don't really care about the game or if i win or lose ill have fun either way” person and Anya is so prideful and insistent that Curly would be so bitter if he kept losing, like her. It becomes a repeated back and forth because Curly is adamant he just would not care cause it’s a game, even mentions he lets himself lose with Jimmy a lot and they have a better time for it, and Anya just grabs him like the Cosmo and Timmy meme and rants about the thrill of running someone's pockets dry when they land on your properties in monopoly. He is taking the piss out of her. Like I feel like their arguments are just a bit absurd most of the time and like two casual friends teasing each other's quirks.
Though I feel if they had a real argument it would feel less like an argument and more like the most tense discussion of "I feel" statements and dead end routes. I can only really see them "arguing" about Curly's own health. Not pertaining to the games events (I tend to answer these type of asks as if it is prior or didn't happen), Curly does just seem to neglect himself in favor of is duties routinely, subsequentially impacting those duties. It's a lot of "I feel like you should rest more." or "I feel like this is not healthy for you." from Anya that inevitably turn into "Captain, this is not a good habit to have". Curly is a lot of "I feel fine"s that turn into "Please do not worry about me, Nurse Anya." and a sort of petty professionalism they put on when the other is being stubborn about the issue. I feel like he's also just a bit of a nag since he tries really hard to not be stern so its a sort of pestering but that's not Anya's specific.
They just don't seem like the types to bicker with each other because I don't think they want to be heated with each other, like arguing or you'd have to push them to that point unless it's something silly, in which the arguments sound like "I know you are but what am I >:)".
#idunno i feel like they talk to each other normally and a lot of peoples misconceptions about curly being able to be emotionally vulnerable#is muddied because he is open about his issues he just is open about them to someone who inherently warps and down plays them as he is#more than willing to clarify them when jimmy tries to call him out on them before backing down out of fear or shame like he likely would#have no problem opening up with anya is he saw her as a option on a scale like that but i feel like due to really only knowing her in a wor#context no matter the relationship they were develiping he was scared of over stepping and burdening her personally unlike jimmy who he#knew as a friend first and coworker/subordinate second but i already have a post about that#i think they would also argue about the best and worst P.E. meal because anya kinda likes the p.e food in my mind due to it tasting like th#fast processed stuff shes fond of and curly thinks its all bland like the gym bulking meals he occasionally makes and knows#are objectively dog water#mouthwashing#ask#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#nurse anya#captain curly
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“That’s right, false ‘Cinderella’—run, run, run away all you’d like. Once you’ve finally left behind everyone you know and love, that’s when you’ll realize… you only have me left.”
yuhua is mentally stable 👍 trust me i’m his distorted sense of self
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#my art#twst oc#yuusona#wei yuhua#yuhua wei#i dont remember which i use on this blog LMAO#tgtwst#lowk yeah#i keep drawing him terrified in a cold sweat#its a problem#but its so fun#mizu5 changed me fr#ah that is all to say#this is not the ‘real’ yuhua#but rather who he fears is the real yuhua#it’s more a manifestation of all his ‘worst’ parts
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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY
#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK#ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK#my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3#so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first#which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go#but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it#from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN#about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change#the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even#and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop#to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel#and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember#reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not#the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often#misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#playthru#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#change god#WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK
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Happy New Year here's a 5 minute doodle
#the changes from the FDA go into effect january 2nd#...soon#soon i will be free and work will calm down.#soon.....#ive called so many people about terramycin omg#soon ill be able to have spare time to draw the sillies!!!!!!!!!!!#for now heres a small ass doodle#the 1 kids.jpeg#sky cotl#doodle#prince alef#dawn ember#king resh#Hopeful steward#dusk ember#my art#if the manufacturers of Kbrovet dont get their act together soon i fear i may cry#anti seizure medication should nawt be out of stock for so long#potassium bromide i hate you#“”“ when are you guys going to restock kbrovet ”“” as soon as the manufacturers make the MEDICINE RAHH DONT LOOK AT US#WEVE BEEN BEGGING FOR THE MEDS FOR WEEEEEEKKKSSSSSSS#the worst part is other pharmacies and vet offices have run out of their supplies so now theyre sending people to US#LIKE POOKIES WE DONT HAVE IT EITHER#i have some oral liquid!! do you want some oral liquid??? super yummyyyy please take it because its alll weee HAVEEEEEEEE AHHHHHH!!!!!#im using this random post as my diary atp#anyways works been great everything is great im dying inside
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It wasn't the jayvik break-up song it was the jayvik forgiveness song, and somehow, that's worse.
#arcane spoilers#arcane#jayvik nation please#jayvik#not tagging this fully#refer to post one for context#also like i understand that the somg plays durong his body transformation#and that its implying thats its mainly about whats happening to him#but if you hear me out ✋️#to me it feels like viktor begging jayce to forgive him for what hes doing#hes crossing the line he knows that but he's also asking himself if he will be forgiven for what hes doing by jayce#and i think its dorected at jayce specifically bc of the lines about wanting the listener to remember the singer as they were before#also just as a disabled person it hit a little close to home#one of my biggest fears is getting worse than i am now and my loved ones only remembering my worst#if i go into anymore detail ill write an essay in the notes ✋️ yall dont want that#spoliers#jayce talis#arcane jayce#viktor arcane
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One thing I've noticed about the IWTV fandom recently is how unwilling people seem to be to engage with opinions they don't agree with. Like I've seen posts from at least a dozen blogs saying that they don't want to see anyone else's opinions on the ships if they don't exactly agree with OP. Like maybe I've just been too much in fandoms that are really chill (and mostly have adults) but I feel like I'm going insane.
#i feel like this is just ship culture at its worst#people refuse to engage with different actual canon parts of the show because the characters have complicated relationships#like i thought that was the whole appeal? having weird relationship drama and also murder.#but you guys seem to eant this to be a fluffy show about like 2 people.#iwtv#amc iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#daniel molloy#too scared to tag this as any ships (mostly for my fear of hardcore loumand fans)#armand de nothing
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for anyone wondering, what about Han Sungsoo? 🤔 it seems that he hasn't been the CEO of Pledis since early 2022, the role until now was filled by Lee Dahye, a former VP for Bighit. HSS has still remained in the company but was demoted to an internal director
if you're wondering how you missed this, don't worry, there was never an official announcement! 🙃 carats had to find this out more than a year after the fact by doing some digging
but now Lee Dahye is being replaced by Kim Yeon Soo, who's the original VP of Pledis before they were acquired. He's the one that appeared on SVT Club, and he has historically had a good relationship with Seventeen. the way I always thought of it is Nu'est was HSS's project group, where Kim Yeon Soo oversaw the creation of svt. after the acquisition, he was put in charge of Hybe Labels Japan. it seems now he will remain in that position while also taking over as Pledis CEO
personally, I don't know what to think of this yet. on one hand carats have always had a positive view of Kim Yeon Soo, and he's always seemed to have a close relationship with svt. and I would say I'd rather have him in charge than a hybe plant
but the timing of it is very convenient. this is pure speculation on my part but with Seungkwan's Instagram post recently and all the stuff going on with hybe, it wouldn't surprise me if hybe was bringing in Kim Yeon Soo to try and appease the members (and possibly other Pledis employees). it definitely feels like they're trying to appease /somebody/ with this move, and I can't see it being the fans since most carats didn't know about Lee Dahye being the CEO in the first place. so I can only assume it's people within Pledis they're trying to appease 🤷♀️
#i didnt post about lee dahye directly when i found out bc i still wasnt totally sure if it was true#even though the evidence seemed to be pointing that way#although im pretty sure i remember posting a vague rant about hybe when i found out lmao#its interesting bc even after the acquisition even though i hated hybe#i felt it was still better for the members to re-sign and stay in pledis#bc where else would they go that would still have the resources to support them? especially when they seemed to be doing okay under hybe#even if i didnt like the company#but now i really do hope they leave#idk where they go or if it means they cant promote for a while or if it means they cant use the svt trademark and branding anymore#but all my worst fears about hybe have been proven true and i wouldn't be upset at all if they just left#which is not something i ever thought id say#like my ideal is that pledis could break from hybe all together but i know thats unrealistic#and its so frustrating bc i know its just a company but pledis has had such a rich and unique history of not only artists#but creative directors producers and other employees#but its been changed almost to the point of unrecognizability now#even nana who was with the company for 15 years left which says a lot#even the people who were loyal to pledis despite everything have started to leave#what does that say??#anyway im home sick today so i had time to rant#might turn rb's off later but ill try leaving them on#melia.txt
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talking to my brother about quicksilver and i was like 'ik him and wanda are twins but he exudes little brother energy so much' and my bro Without Hesitation just went 'well thats what happens when you're the least favorite in the family' and he says this to me, the youngest in our family like 🧍♂️
#snap chats#i screamed honestly ajeLRKERAJ LIKE OH !! VIOLENCE youve decided violence tonight brother#AND HE'S NOT EVEN WRONG. my mom dont like me i know she dont she act like she do but fundamentally she thinks im gross#youngest of four thats me .... the beef between my mom and i is definitely more one sided but thats because i refuse to forgive but anyway#'snap is this just an excuse to vent about your mom' NO i just think its very funny ok let me laugh .....#pietro ive formed a kinship with you i fear. i too have the same exact face as the mfer i got beef with jvaeRLKVJAER#PLEASE i will make a comic about that at some point. i can finally project onto someone about this cause its the worst shit in the world#people tryna be nice or cute like 'aw you look exactly like X :)' like oh so you want me to die????? you hate me ???? you want me dead.#and you just gotta smile while thinkin Wow Wanna Say It Again I Dont Think I Was Psychically Damaged Enough The First Time#anyways i just thought that was the funniest thing cause my bro really didnt even think before sayin that... is that how he really feels ..#or did he just. forget i am the youngest ...w/e im ending it here before i start gettin petty ....#point is he Again accidentally said something incredibly funny and i was taken aback jvAWLKFJWRLKJA
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idk what medical problem this is but if I sleep on anything less squishy than a certain mysterious cutoff I will wake up continuously throughout the night with the beginnings of pressure sores. basically princess and the pea levels of fussiness about the effects of gravity and a mattress. seems like it could be circulatory or capillary in origin, like the compressed tissue isn't refilling fast enough or doesn't have high enough psi to prevent compression in the first place. in theory mexidol is supposed to be good at treating this kind of thing. sometimes I spend all night feeling like I'm sleeping in greater than earth gravity. sometimes I'm fine. I haven't been able to find any controllable variables except "don't sleep on your side in a way that lets unfleshed locations on the pelvis or tarsals make contact with the mattress"
#blog#mexidol#sickposting#the head of the femur is the worst#if i sleep on my side on that femur knob i will be limping for two days#they should be recruiting people like me for space missions#im not emaciated dont worry like im a little underweight but not pressure sores underweight its just a collagen thing imo#“get fatter” is an excellent solution but would put too much gravity pressure on the joints while awake i fear
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