#its late and im just thinking out loud

[angelpuns]

Having a very ' everyone secretly hates me ' kind of day smh

[volivolition]

DETECTIVE ENSEMBLE [Dick Mullen's Hat & Pinball Maker's Coat] +1 Encyclopedia: Matching with Empathy +1 Empathy: Matching with Encyclopedia

[based off of two asks to the Encyclopedia skillsposting blog]

[bnnuy-wabbit]

Sometimes i wonder what of mine people would keep for themselves If i died. They say love is the little things, so would the little things be bigger now? I've made so many little things for people thru the years. I like cooking for people. And doing art. And I've made quite a few sculptures and paintings for family members. I wonder if they'd be attached to them. Maybe they'd keep them. Or frame them. People often tape my drawings to things, which is nice. I prefer that to framing but i suppose they wouldn't last as long. I wonder what they'd respond if someone asked what it is, the decoration that doesn't match. Would they cherish those? Or would they put them away? Will they ever see the effort i put in the things i do? The chores? The care? The way I'm often available in a pinch. Purposefully. How i usually accept those requests for help even if it's late or inconvenient for everybody involved. I just like helping. Most people take that stuff for granted. I wonder if those would mean something if i was gone. Or if it'd mean something else. I wonder what memories would stick around too...

[rxg1nald]

shut up oh my god

[crescentfool]

ohh the joy of videos and streams... i like listening to people talk about things they like/think about it’s very contagious... 🥺

[mariska]

in a lil under three hours where i live it will be may 6. which is my birthday. and i was born at 12:15 am so my actual Birth Time On The Day is just like. when the day starts. which means. that in three or so hours i will be.

Twenty-Seven (27). Years Old. 27!!!!! 27. absolutely incomprehensible and surreal

[stellardeer]

Is it wrong to be a Taylor Swift hater?

Like... is it low-key leftover internalized misogyny?

Or does her music just suck?

[that-wizard-oki]

Also I’ve had a few folks ask me about commissions… and i am Thinking about it….

[frostbitesjc]

jjk season 2 is officially dropping in 2 days. i wonder how 2021 me would feel

[wollfling]

4 am and I can't sleep bc my joints are in so much pain 😒

[malkaviian]

vamp au maki, shuichi and kaede is just the "haha [name], youre banging my [wife/daugther/etc]" except shuichi doesnt really mind lmao

[kittykatinabag]

Research question for the neuroscientists: Does alcohol's effects on the brain mimic dopamine's effect on the brain?

Yeah I know there's the whole thing about inhibition and lower of cognitive barriers, but I'm talking like the molecule level. Like whatever passes the blood brain barrier with alcohol to make the brain act this way, does that molecule/signal/whatever look suspiciously like dopamine because my god the delusion I get when I'm drinking feels like the few times I've overloaded my system with dopamine/oxytocin etc but with blurrier vision.

I single out alcohol because well, I've never done hard drugs and the few times I've smoked weed makes me paranoid and anxious. Its only alcohol that's made me feel this way, though I'm sure harder drugs would too but my family does tend to have a history of functional addiction so I try to avoid most drugs. Honestly don't even drink that much now-a-days either, at least not to the levels that I did back in 2019.

[skyeateyourdonuts]

one sec plz

[aquaslove]

I feel like huh like whatt

[thtcloud]

Chemical kids and mechanical brides by ptv could actually lull me to sleep actually

[lovsome]

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