#but i also feel bad when ive spoken bc what if someone else had smth to say and i steamrolled them
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#im gonna spee this out and feel better#okay so. ive Always been concerned about talking too much#and lately idk what it is but its like heightened#if theres a silence during a convo i feel like i have to fill it#if no one reacted yet to smth someone said i feel like i should do it#i do it not Just bc i dont like rhe silence and get anxious in between#but also bc i dont want anyone to feel like idk ignored ?? mayge idk#or even like. tuned out bc ik i get rlly hurt when i feel that way and i dont want someone elsr to feel that way#HOWEVER#lately ive been in this limbo syate between#'i should say smth' and 'theyre not waiting for YOU to respond'#so i sit there with an automated response or reaction like on hold#and listen i dont think its as bad as im thinking it is but!#idk! idk i just dont rlly know how to solve it#i feel bad Not saying anything bc what if they feel ignored#but i also feel bad when ive spoken bc what if someone else had smth to say and i steamrolled them#i feel. like a conversational steamroller#urgh#idk#i just feel like i gotta shut up a bit these days#its not great#idk if its my anxiety making me think im not valued#or like just a period of restless and stress making me feel too loud or too much#its been hard to get over#anyways!!#hopefully ill be free from this soon
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this is the same anon again and sjkskdj i loved reading your responses!! im trying to respond to a bunch of different things so sorry if this is a mess but as far as the βbabesβ thing goes youre absolutely fine!! i lowkey have an obsession with calling people and even tHings??? that, its just feels so right π sometimes i go overboard tho like babes,,, πππ chill skkdjwkzj
i literally thought the same thing about forensic anthro cause i took forensic science in hs so i was like βoh, okay coolβ when signing up for this class and i still dont know what it specifically means but it was pretty much a whole class on murderers/serial killers and the dead. it was really sad sometimes but we read a lot of interesting books on different things people do to dead bodies/cadavers/things you can donate your body for as well as the stories of people who do autopsies for a living!
ive never really heard about that βhave you seen this manβ thing and now i really want to look it up!! however, it is 3:40am so ill save myself the potential nightmares and do it in the morning if i remember lol i lowkey love reading about those type of things cause i think its so cool thinking about all the different things that connect us but we just dont realize it (even tho that one in particular is a hoax, its still cool stuff π)
my dumb brain is slowly forgetting the stuff i mentally took note of to respond too so oOpsie if i missed some ππ but i agree with you on the aot vs. tmr thing cause i think id definitely have a much harder time surviving if i knew the only thing id be greeted with is titansπ§οΏ½οΏ½οΏ½ββοΈlike no maam, not for me ill pass βπ» on a separate note,,,,, who is your fave character from tmr??? i was OBSESSED with it a couple years ago but now im back on my bullshit π€ͺπ€ͺπ€ͺ newt really makes me so π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίππ
alright,,,,, ill come clean,,,, the dirt vs. sand thing was cause all of a sudden i was thinking about minecraft and i really wanted to play but once again,,,, its like 4am now πππ but so that made me so inclined to ask that question lol thank you for humoring me π₯°
i feel you on the cats and dogs thing!!!! i do have a cat but i always felt like the odd one out when i was little cause everyone loved dogs so much more but cats are just so π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί funny story tho: my friend just go a kitten and my other friend was holding her and hes a pretty big and buff dude so he was holding her in one hand and just looked at me like: πππ βdude... i could just squeeze once and shes done forβ likE BRUHβ he aint wrong tho anjdjws my cat on the other hand is LITERALLY the size of a WATERMELON but shes a bad bitch regardless π©π
π»π€ͺπͺ (shes an all black cat named luna too :))
alright, i think there was more i wanted to say but now its like 4am officially so im sorry but i shall be surrendering to sleep now but this was really fun! it was cool hearing your view on all my weird questions lol i hope your cramps feel better btw ;-; sometimes mine feel like world war 3 and wow its somethin else so im sending you my love and good vibes ππ©β€οΈππππβ£οΈ
goodnight! π
nonnnie as far as i know this is the first time we've spoken but i love you also i hope you're asleep please be asleep
again, answering under the cut bc dont wanna make people scrool too much AHAHAH
forensic anthro sounds so intersting now?? i really enjoy watching crime shows (or maybe it's just cirminal minds, i'm not sure) and learning about that type of stuff so i feel like i'd enjoy the class! i wanted to do study criminal law or smth similar but my parents were so against it AHAHHA so nvm
i used to love tmrw so much !! i admit i never finished watching the scorch trials or the death cure (ngl idek if theres a death cure movie) but i read the books when i was in highschool and ahhh!!! i really liked minho and newt!! tbh i dont remember why but yes !
if we're tlaking dirt vs sand in minecraft i will say dirt bc i like how grass just pops up after a while AHAHAH
NOOOO HAHAHA ur friend w the kittennnnn CDKJSVJDKVNS what a sigh that would have been though. (... the "big buff dude holding a kitten in one hand" sight, not the "squeeze once and shes done for" sight. just to clarify.) a black cat named luna!!!! i love her already tell her some random viet girl in australia loves her tyvm <3
im watching a crime kdrama and everytime someone gets stabbed i'm like.. bitch,,, same,,, what a mood,,, no but ty for entertaining me despite how late it was for u oh my god i hope you have/had a good sleep (and get/got enough sleep)!!! [insert heart emojis]
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