#its just that when it comes to time and effort concearning you i dont have any | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

psilocybinaut · 3 months ago

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Part of me feels like i legit have a chance at growth towards something I've desired for a while, and like you're just whispering a whole bunch of stuff in her ear. It's so hard to trust you.

And why should I?

Do you think you're trust worthy?

Do you think you're an adult?

You got me feeling stupid paranoid

And you're moving funny enough to a point where it's starting to feel not so crazy to indulge those delusions

#posting about mean girls energy is so fucking funny from you lol #go have fun with your new friends #youre not pretending anymore #you are plastic #yeah you are aloud to just be done with thingsb #whenever you want #just like the drop of a hat #but then everything that followed #super sus #put a big sweet sugar coating on it #no we're still friends #its just that when it comes to time and effort concearning you i dont have any #what fucking bullshit #at least call it what it is #but then after that to have a sappy birthday post to the guy that introduced you to crack #right #thats the guy that you have time and effort for #and then you get a girls day with her #cant say that doesnt hurt #cause it seems like shes avoiding me #and im seriously at a point where it feels like youre the one telling her to #because why should i have a slimmer at a hope of a chance at growth right?#i cant trust you at all #i cant trust my secrets were safe #i cant trust youre even sober #do you know why?#because youre fucking not #but fucking a all ive done is fucking worry over you #you do a whole bunch of shit like that as to super not only not quelm that fear #but really leave me up shits creak

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