#its just a bad habit of mine
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#i see a pretty man i put him in a skirt thems da rules buster#spend all of the gender that was left in the house on the lad#only the best for him#btw dont do what he does dont put pins in your mouth or clothes its unsafe#its just a bad habit of mine#so im imparting it upon him#isat#isat isabeau#isat spoilers#technically since its a post game design#in stars and time#late night projects is where sleep schedules (and eyesight) go to die
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miku didn't even make those songs man....
#the meme spins off from the bad habit of early (western esp) vocaloid fans#to credit miku to songs she was just used in. rather than the actual producer(s)#i still have a lot of old recordings of vocaloid songs listed in my ipod as 'by hatsune miku'#so then this nod to vocaloid fans' bad habits becomes a bit of a joke#and then some people just keep repeating it forever#and its like man. the hwole point is that no she didnt. a person made that.#miku is not a person. shes an instrument. thats like saying a trumpet made world is mine. no tf it didnt#myaa
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Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN
#had to re-edit the image real quick because the original edit was from a post I made about Drew years ago#and while the Drew thing is becoming less and less likely. Nevin havinv one has basically been canon since#someone mentioned Greg's (was it Britney's) aura being familiar in s2ch1. ive been putting together a list of every line#that points to Nevin's aura throughout the whole thing (most from s2ch1 but then s2ch10 came out and it was really canon at that point)#but clearly i'm running out of time to say ''i fucking called it'' before it's explicitly stated and i dont want to be in another situation#where somebody else will beat me to a theory and me posting anything about it will seem like copying them. sorry about that btw i had#thought i had already mentioned theorizing that nevin was possessed by a demon in that old theory i made but i had forgotten that one was#super old and was about sigma. so no copying there i just got extremely paranoid there was a mention of a cult and i was like ''nuh uh#that's way too specific and out there of a detail to end up in both our theories'' and i forgot the rest of my super old post was outdated#as hell. and echos had gone ''yeah they're so similar!'' and i took their word for it but now i'm realizing they were probably just trying#to be supportive. so yeah no copying there i was just beaten to the punch of saying something. but i will NOT back down from the aura shit#because i have been calling that shit FROM THE START or at least since i started reading ibvs back when ch20 came out.#also not backing down from saying chris was the worse friend because these past few chapters are the first time isaac has done anything tha#could knowingly upset chris meanwhile chris has. let edward drag isaac to the lair after isaac said edward would beat him up. chose not to#believe edward was holding the secrets over their heads because 'it was something isaac had said' and then immediately distrusted edward in#the next chapter because a random person he didn't know said to steal a book (might i mention how that entire scene proves chris' lack of#development and refusal to take responsibility because it perfectly alludes to when chris had brought those fireworks into his old school#and makes me wonder if charlie has actually gotten him in trouble with his past schools or if he's still just not taking responsibility#and if him following nevin to the woods to test out their powers is an extension of ''if something bad happens its not my fault''#like seriously this man would bring a mysterious suitcase onto a plane if he's told to). uh what was i talking about agai#anyway on a related note my mental state has only gotten worse since i left tumblr and the habit of thinking about chris instead of sleepin#or doing schoolwork has not stopped. so i was still failing for a while and might graduate now but am still staying away from tumblr.#so yeah this was a little update and im not going to linger this time im just going to leave tumblr again right after hitting post#addendum because i just can't let things go. and was thinking about chris again. i don't think his lack of development is because of bad#writing (anymore. i used to.). instead i'm certain his character arc is going to continue into him following someone (nevin probably) into#doing something really bad. and then he'll finally get actual consequences and go 'oh shit i fucked up real bad this time'#if you think that theory is reaching too far into the future you should hear mine about isaac dying at the end lmao
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people who dont edit as they write give me your power, share with me your wisdom 🙏
#its such a bad habit of mine and i KNOW it is#but i dont know how to kick it#esp when i hit a lil stumbling block and i go back and read and then just. start editing#sometimes it helps. mostly it really doesnt
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Went into a tag for a show I haven't finished yet and saw spoilers
*shocked pikachu face*
#how couldbthis happen to me#lmao#anyways in seriousness its such a bad habit of mine#i just start to get so excited i wanna see what others say#also in my defense#usually major spoilers are not just right at the top when i look in the tag#itsbusually like an obviously gonna be paired together couple kissing or some other cute scene#and usually im good at going past things that are spoilers and dont absorb them#and lastly usually if im spoiled its something i dont care about#but i actually saw something that woulda been such a hype reveal rip#my bad#the risks i took were caculated but i am bad at math as the bird says
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○・゚ gathering hair styles for modern nami....
#🔱 ooc#🔱 part of your world ⚬ modern#slowly getting more and more hair styling shorts... its better than those reddit computer voice readings all the time#bad habit of mine to just continuously scroll i dont even enjoy it hsdfkjlfgh#at least now im getting inspiration from it...
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Hate how i got into the habit of (objectively!) criticising/pointing out flaws with my work to compensate being overpraised as The Gifted Kid TM & how it makes me sound like i'm being self deprecating
#its such a hard habit to get rid of#tbf its true im not the best at taking compliments but mostly im just. allergic to praise i dont deserve and/or that singles me out#and it comes up every now and then w irl ppl how i am supposedly constantly talking myself down#even though among my artist friends i am doing that the least amount!#like. guys. there is a difference between not giving myself credit and acknowledging flaws#bc belive it or not i can do that without feeling shit about myself!#and half the time im not even talking abt myself im talking abt others?#cus i hate when people talk themselves down and i will often chime in to say what i think theyre good at#and bc *they* start comparing themselves to me i will then counter with what they are better at than me#or that yeah maybe xy about mine is better but ive also got a lot more practice#and idk i genuinely dont belive that is being self deprecating???#if anything you acting like im a prodigy or sth is devaluing the time and effort i put in to hone a skill#which btw being able to feel ok about my skillset including the goods and bads is also a skill i had to learn!#idk.#lay rambles#sorry for the rant this is just sth i get frustrated about way too often#this doesnt just apply to art but thats where it comes up the most#actually im not done sorry#this specifically was in the context that we got a project graded and the teacher graded us by comparing projects#(which is questionable in itself but i digress)#& then when it came to me i argued that the person he compared me to deserved a better grade and then listed a bunch of reasons#bc she visibly put in more effort and had included things i hadnt and i thought the grade was unfair#and i never once said i thought mine was bad or didnt deserve the grade! but i know i did not put much effort into it and that this showed#and yes it still turned out visually nice; i got pretty good at getting the most out of the least effort possible#and i acknowledge that this is also a skill!#but also pointing out the very visible differences in quality and effort is not? self deprecating?? or am i missing something???#and then had 4 ppl calling me out later for talking down my own project smh#like guys at this point youre just projecting#ik im grumbling abt this way more than warranted lol but a lil venting never hurts
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ramble ramble boo boo tomato tomato🍅🍅. but anyways sometimes i think i draw those freaks a little too much but also at the same time i like drawing them . i don't think i have been this motivated to draw for a whiiile (if ever) , its nice. its fun! giant shirt that says "I HEART DRAWING"
#putting the rest in tags#ive only shared... an estimated 58% of what ive drawn of them but the other 42 is stuff im embarrassed about or i think its just too old#ive been drawing that one freak for about 7 months straight so theres some struggles in the beginning but anywyas.#i used to only draw once a month or so. probably not even that so shouout to that rabbit and mouse... and brain if i have to#i also see all the notes/comments people put and i go :-] hehehe#i need to interact with people more. i have a bad habit of just lurking without interacting and idk where that stemmed from#its been like that for a while. for some reason i think if i like someones post theyre going to find me and kill me (not actually. hyperbol#im bad on here with it but at least theres tags i can put stuff in. on twt im terrrible about it. i will have to work on this#anyways sorry this is a post full of nothing. i guess the main thing to take from this is that i do see everything everyone does and i#appreciate it a lot. smile!#i'm glad people can enjoy my sick and twisted mine (3 same characters)
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maybe it doesn't account for much considering i'm a very casual viewer - in fact, even calling myself a viewer is generous - but the finale of hidden agenda really felt so mismatched with the rest of the series in a lot of different aspects. also appreciate what it did in highlighting tense family dynamics but it left a lot to be desired
#hidden agenda#thai bl#thoughts#i will say#what i mean when i say i'm not really a viewer is i truly did not watch any episode the whole way through#i just skip/fast forward through its a bad habit of mine#though also i think that says a lot about the pacing of the series if i can do that so idk
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i need you all to promise me you wont look at my art from april/may PLEASE /j
#im having a moment at 3 am and i want to delete all my old art so SO SO BAD. its been a bad habit of mine to just delete my art off-#the internet after. a few months BUT IVE DONE PRETTY WELL. SO FAR#its so ugly its so BADDD i swear ive gotten better at art ‼️#okay sorry moment over#dont tske this too seriously its 3 am and j cant sleep ill wake up in the morning see this post and be like “what the fuck was i on about”#my post
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what fanfic(s) that you've read has the best true-to-canon Will in your opinion? i'm looking for something good to read
I’m gonna be real bro I don’t read fanfic that often✌🏻all my respect to fic writers but I just never read period so that includes fics. If you wanna find one it might just be a trial and error type thing or you might have to consult someone else
#i know that i write fics so maybe it is hypocritical of me lol but also i dont expect ppl to read mine if i dont read theirs 😂#and its just a bad habit of mine im trying to get into more books#my fatal flaw#like imma be real if its not short enough to fit onto one tumblr post i probs havent read it 😂#anon#asks
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Having my own money is so dangerous because i just went to primark planning to spend like £30 on one full outfit (minus shoes ofc) to add to my autumn/winter wardrobe and came out buying two £20-£30 jackets, a reduced sweater, socks and a fucking £14 bag- that is like £70 for not even a single full outfit 💀
#in my defense i used girl math 🥺 because like- i dont have many jackets rn at least none for autumn#i have a cold winter jacket (my big ass hellbunny elvira i spent £100+ on and hardly wear) and some light denim jackets and cardigans.#so like i kind of need the coats because 1 they are simple staple pieces i can mix and match and 2 they are good for the current weather#so by buying them im actually saving money by making my current summer outfits more suitable for autumn/winter. so i dont need to buy more#and one of the jackets is like a suit jacket that is meant to pair with my suit i brought from primark last time!#so i could like pair it all together to make a really formal outfit-#i could pair the pants and jacket with just a tshirt for a more casual but classy look-#or i could pair just the jacket with a tshirt and black jeans for a super casual but stylish look!#im so smart 😊 im a fashion icon fr fr#also i totally needed the bag because i only have one black bag and it has GOLD accents so i cant pair it with silver#this one has silver accents so i can use it with silver jewellry without ruining the look!#also i needed a sweater because i have a bad habit of throwing mine away the moment spting comes around 💀#like i do a closet clear out and say 'i dont wear this anymore' and its like bitch of course you dont its literally july 💀#minors dni
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was getting a twelve pack of beer a bad idea? probably. am i enjoying it though? absolutely.
#im just glad i didn't end up getting the vodka like id originally been thinking#bc i would've ended up actually getting drunk on school nights#can't actually get drunk with beer bc i get full before i can drink enough to actually get drunk#but i am enjoying the feeling of killing brain cells by mixing it with benadryl#could this be the start of a bad habit? possibly#but im not too worried for now bc it's only beer#now if i start cooking barbiturates in the microwave ill know ive hit bottom#but ive got 4 more years to go so im saving that for later. preferably my last year#ive got a list of substances and a general timeline so i don't end up empty handed with another two years left to go#i hope this blog doesn't end up turning into a drug log over the next four years lol#well if thst happens ig i can just create a sideblog for my mental breakdowns#if folks have recommendations for stuff that might help im open to suggestions#well besides cigarettes bc i am currently fighting the urge to start smoking with everything i have in me#bc i know for a fact I'll get hooked right away and it'll ruin my life by making me light up a cig every few minutes#I'd be taking smoke breaks every hour between classes#I've only smoked like twice in my life and i cannot stop thinking abt how good it would feel to start smoking#just. its not even the nicotine it's just so easy to romanticize self destruction with cigarettes yknow#it feels like you're actually doing something. like it makes the suffering more tangible or something#idk maybe i might try it and realize it's actually nothing like i kept thinking and be turned off by it#but with the way i cant stop obsessing over them when i haven't even started? im not taking my chances lol#anyway. feel free to ignore the mental breakdown lol this will definitely keep happening more in the future#alcohol tw#mine#vent
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do you think me having been horribly depressed all summer is a good enough excuse to not have my ap summer work done
#augghhgghh#ill get it done hopefully its just art stuff but like#i dont even know#i genuinely have not been bring myself to draw anythint for weeks now its awful#like ill maybe. draw one or two little things but its never to the extent of what i normally do… and it isnt really as fun or fulfilling#i have like eight canvases on ibispaint that are just like#one or two horrible doodles from me trying to get. SOMETHING done#normally i would just live with this like whatever im not feeling it that just happens sometimes BUT I HAVE TO GET THIS SHIT DONE 😭#hoping praying etc some stuff ive made over the summer just on my own time can be counted towards my pieces needed for this#i mean.. she doesnt need to know it wasnt intended for the class#or maybe that counts still i dont fuckint know!!!! she doesnt explain shit!!!!!!#okay im gonna stop talking abt this i need to go to bed#ugh#inquisitivewaltz.txt#vent#<-I GUESS idk im tagging jic for filtering stuff yknow#trying to not talk abt personal shit too much online cuz i feel like thats a bad habit of mine .i dont think ive done that great of a job w#that lately but whatever#its not anything to worry abt or whatever btw ive just been kind of misreable for no good reason for ages#tht sounds rlly bad when i say it like that help
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I have two of my cats for 9 years. They've always shown some interest in my food but they will stay away without any hassle and I'll eat in peace
Until recently
These past few months, I don't really know what happened with me or why I started doing whatever I did to cause this
But I've spoiled Meowlnir to a point where he actively gets into my space and wants to get at my food
He will grab at my hand or get cute and try to beg. And I know it's entirely my fault
And he's soooo cute. And I guess I just softened and spoiled him too much coz I thought it was adorable to share but I've turned him into this lil manipulator who thinks if he gets just cute enough he can get something
So now I'm working on reversing what I've done 😅
#mine#my cats#meowlnir#i just love give him lil bits of my food and its so cute to share but this is not good behaviour to encourage lol#Silly Owner Spoils Cat Builds Bad Habits
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Willing myself to not touch the Nightheart discourse til I actually get to ASC and see his arc for myself.
#i mean i dont doubt the misogyny cause that is totally on track for the erins and the examples ive seen are Bad#but like. i feel bad criticizing a book i havent read. its a bad habit and i feel it sets me up later in a bad way#like ill read a book convinced i will totally hate it and then i do and dont appreciate anything good in it#or i will actually end up really liking it and feel like a total jackass (not likely for this arc but still)#i mean i just did it with asir sdklfjksdlfdsf and thats not fair#also ill add my own two cents on regular posts sometimes but i have no interest in reblogging posts intending to start discourse#i am exhausted and i do not want to#i am here to bitch but not to throw down with other people. i know thats a bad combo but damn it its mine
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