#its been a massive breakthrough for me creatively but i cant help but feel like my

[minamotoz]

every year i draw komaeda and this year i cartoon network-ified him

(check out my last few komaeda drawings here x x)

[abimee]

i wanna say as someone whos been stuck the past 4-5 years in a pretty hard art block, i think one of the best things you can do is simply accept that its perfectly ok to have it happen. like, no one expects flowers to bloom every single day of the year. and yeah it super sucks not being able to get the images out, i still have trouble getting over that part. but something that helped was for me to recognize i didnt lose my creativity as much as it started flowing into different avenues, and i had fun following them even if they didnt lead to anything tangible (for ex i got really into writing for like a month or two once but all i ended up with was a shit ton of half baked drafts, but i still had fun). idk. art is a fickle beast and sometimes all u can do is get yanked around on its leash

yeah i had a massive 2 year block of time where i just didnt draw ever when i was younger and then another 9 month block of time before but besides the fact besides the commissions ive worked on i feel like i havent farted out a ''complete'' drawing in over a year. everything just feels like sketches and wips and nothing ''complete'' and i wanna start making ''complete'' art again orz i cant stagnate forever i need to try Something cause i think im on the cusp of a beautiful breakthrough 10 years in the making