#its been 5mins????????
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Bby can u go out?????
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tumblr said draw something bad so I did but I'm mad I still didn't feel anything
#man i started tagging this and i cant even bring myself to do it. hashtag art hashtag illustration hashtag capitalism.#sorry to be sadposting... tumblr is the only place i can admit ive actually been really really struggling with my love for art...#i should be grateful. i should be thankful for the fact that i can do art as my job. i shouldnt be whining about it like this.#but theres a hole in my soul where my joy for creating used to be and i dont know how to fix it. i want to love to draw again.#its been like this for probably over a year now and i dont know what to do. i cant abandon everything ive been working on for 7 years.#im also unemployable. so its not like i would dare to quit moonlume...but i just want to find joy in it again...#but capitalism has dug its wretched claws into my skull so badly that everything has been feeling incredibly soulless. i hate it.#anyway. might delete this later. its unprofessional but this is the one website where i can let go of professionalism for 5min and be human.#i dont hate what i do and i really am thankful..i just i wish i wasnt so stressed about making everything look good and perfect and sellable#but at this point its subconsciously connected to my survival that every time i think about drawing i stress myself out before i even start#ugh idk. neither here nor there. cant quit but dont feel connected to my work but cant change what i do or i will alienate my audience 👍
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started listening to malevolent today so i wouldn't have to finish tma today at work
im like 3 mins in and its so cool!!!
#i predict im gonna cry at the end of tma for what little ive been spoiled about#and since im on 195#it wont take long to finish#and work's gonna take a few hours#and im not ready to cry about it yet#malevolent has been on my tl a lot so thats why i chose it xd#5mins in now and its so cool#tma podcast#malevolent#tma#the magnus archives#is this the tma to malevolent line?#bee's podcast tag
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I think Link and Riju are my children and deserve to have fun and do nothing (wearing comfortable clothes). Doodle prompted by my dear friend @ziskeyt !
Give me a 🔁 if you 💟 what I do!
#if youre wondering..time passes diff for me. its been 5min since i asked for prompts#botw#totk#link#riju#botw riju#totk riju#botw link#gerudo outfit#tloz#loz#zelda#riju fanart#link fanart#tloz fanart#loz fanart#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#gerudo town#tonbane#also person in my inbox youre seen and loved i just act slowly here
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had a dentist visit a week ago and they accidentally tore a little bit at the corner of my mouth and now anytime I open my mouth it re-cracks and bleeds again >:[
#its been a week just heal already !!!!!#having to taste fresh blood every 5min is an unnerving experience i am not meant for a vampiric lifestyle
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wilbur's train has already divided into spanish and english HOW
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Heartbreaking: local freak just made a really funny joke home alone where nobody could hear it
#i lost hearing in my left ear on monday and ive been waiting for it to come back#its almost there i can alllllmost fully hear#cut to me singing 'wishing i could somehow hear again' to the tune of phantom#laughed alone in the kitchen for 5min#:')#i should go outside methinks
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drew the funniest fucking picture
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Being a bug lover in a non bug lover household is fighting an endless war where my only goal is to save as many lives as possible and every failure is a soldier that isn't coming home. Yesterday I was making food and saw a wasp on the floor and I heard my dad coming to get his own dinner and I didn't have time to get a cup so I had to grab him with my hands instead. I just feel like it shouldn't be that dire.
#btw wasps and horbets really do not sting you unless youre aggravating them#this one didnt hurt me and none have#ive even fished waterlogged ones out of buckets and even when theyve yad to sit on my hand for line 5min to dry off ive never been stung#also even if they do sting me my honest opinion is idc... so ihave to deal with a small amt of pain to save a small creatures life#its such a small thing to have to suffer to save a life why would that make them undeserving of being saved?
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In a general sense Joshua's pics are much better than Lloyd's but what I find strange is that some of Joshua's pics have been awful but but they're still praised. There have been several really blurry pics and one was so awful that I wonder if Joshua posted it for a laugh and to see if fans would call him out for it. They didn't, they were praising it. When the hypocrisy was brought up they used the excuse 'blurry shots fit Louis' aesthetic'. Like Louis, the people around him can't do any wrong. If the fandom is going to always criticize Lloyd then at least criticize Joshua for his bad shots.
Yes the hypocrisy is real there, but again Louis (like Harry) approved said blurry shots!! I think theres also a lot that could be unpacked here about how being in a boyband where every official image of your face/body/band was sanitized for mass consumption might lead someone to take more risks/artistic liberties with their tour images later in their careers… seems kind of an obvious pendulum swing. That is evident in BOTH their tour images, to some extent. But alas i am not going to do that unpacking here today 🤍
#starting a new (to me) show#something something crowded room on apple tv#and i need to pay attention bc its been 5min and im already lost
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wait the pomodoro technique for homework is actually great why did i never try this
#this whole time ive been like “ok time to study the next four hours” then i suffer and get distracted and feel like a failure even tho#barely anyone can study that long with no breaks and pay attention#if anyone is wondering the method is 25min studying 5min break repeat for times totally to 2 hours#if you have more than 2 hours of work take a 30min break then start the method again#idk if everyone already knows this & im behind but its pretty great. doesn't help my brain fog obv but it keeps me more on track for now 👍
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the fucking air quality thingie: uh oh! light's red again! Open The Windows!! me, sitting right next to the window: ughhhh do we have to?? the teacher, technically legally required to and actually still somewhat convinced that this is necessary: yes. me: but it's cold! it'll be much worse for our immune system to sit in the cold all the time because this room never gets warm ever! can't we at least just open the windows after each lesson? teacher: sorry, but the we have to me, pulling on my scarf and hat, staring at the table with a dramatic but very real desperation: it's. it's literally snowing onto my notes......
#i get it! covid is dangerous! i really do!#but all the other regulations have been lifted again#and this one does more harm than anything else!!#my sibling literally had to come home today and cannot move their neck because of this shit#it SNOWED ONTO MY TABLE#the hallways directly in front of the doors outside are warmer than our classroom!#we are freezing every day for hours without moving but THE FUCKING MINISTRY---#I SWEAR IF THEY HAD TO SIT THROUGH EVEN JUST A SINGLE LESSON OF THIS#IT WAS -10 DEGREES OUTSIDE AND WE HAD TO FUCKING OPEN THE WINDOWS FOR LIKE 5mins AT A TIME. EVERY TEN MINUTES#WE COULD SEE OUT BREATH NEAR CONSTANTLY#AND THIS SHIT IS S T I L L THERE?????#like okay most teachers just Do Not Care Anymore as well (or dont like to freeze)#and the guys at the back unplug it sometimes and when you plug it back in its green again#but godDAMN#a biscuit's rambles
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I wish steak and shake was closer bc I really fucking want their chili so bad rn 😩
#the cans there are like $3 and on scamazon theyre like $10 😭 im too cheap for that#i want fresh hot chili but the cans are so so good to have on hand bc it takes like 5min on the stove snd then it's as good as fresh#let me eat my shitty chili in peace sgdgdgdgd#i think there's still a steak and shake in the shitty near the actual dump side of town but i don't eat there on account of the methane +#did i mention it's near the literal dump?#there used to be one in the town i alwsys shop in and mom and i used to go there like every Friday dgdgdd its been gone for years but i#miss it so so bad still 😩#what replaced it is narsty sgdgdggd like come on man... fuck you#i need them to sell me like a 12 pack of cans sgdgdgdgdg sell them in a box so im not ordering 12 individual cans#one time i went and i got 2 cans and 2 hot bowls agsggdgdgdd the guy looking at the order was like 🤨 huh... sgdgdgdggdgdgdgdgdg#like sorry i dont make the rules my arfid/autism does and the rule rn is: chili. now. later. all the time.
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breaker whiskey the lauren shippen podcast?
yes! harry and whiskey's coworkers/bitter enemies/roommates/love interest dynamic is fascinating to me
#bw#breaker whiskey#enemies is maybe a strong word but they do NOT get along (except when they do)#my main pitch is that if you like the more fucked up parts of thasmin youll love this#its a lot of episodes because they release every weekday but theyre also super short (generally 2-5min)#like most podcasts it takes a while for the main plot to get going#but a few weeks in whiskey accidentally calls herself harry's absent husband and I have been completely sold on it ever since
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Also srry if it seems like a focusing on diff things and ignoring others my brain is truly just an Olympian at gymnastics and never sticking to a thing for two seconds and then leaving a child abandoned until I remember to look for it then I bring it food and then walk away forgetting that I should probably not leave the child there
#long story short im just manic and i promise im not ignoring any of u its just hard to get into the simplest headspace of smthn when im in#some other headspace. its like pretending i only have one date to prom then switching every 5min between seven#lol lets gets real id never get a date to prom. i didnt actually lol went with friends but actually ended up having that dream slowdance at#the end with a guy im not kidding. he was my old friend from army cadets and he is gay and i am gay and he was wearing a suit & i was#wearing a dress n it felt so nice to me to have that lame movie slowdance with a loser i love in the most soft non romantic way#that was Not a short story but my tags never are#i rmmbr having a crush on him during cadets lol gays of a feather gay together (neither of us were out at the time but i wouldve been a#Great beard#he has a really cute boyfriend & im p sure they live together & he fucking Bakes now and grows veggies and wow i should message him 🥹#wish him the best always i hope he is happy forever
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sat down to do something specific, picked up my phone, unlocked the screen. tumblr is still open from before, i figure i'll just scroll for a little bit.
it is now much more than just a little bit later and i have forgotten what it was i meant to do
#why do this keep happening#its been line 5mins since i realised and i still havent remembered what it was i meant to do#all i know is that it involved my phone some how but thats not much help#my posts
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