#its a problem orz
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[Laying down on the floor]
I like too many guys
#its a problem orz#because I. cant. focus#on one bajillion blorbos#they live in my head rent free#when they SHOULD BE PAYING RENT#sans is there#and guess what sans has 1 million au variants that are also there#😭#i have so many WIP and notes#i wish i had time to write and draw all of them#ONE DAY I WILL DRAW ALL OF THEM
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astewian :3
#art#traditional art#watercolour#fanart#synthesizer v#synthv#asterian#i wanna give the celestial polycule more fanmade outfits. mostly because while i love their designs. i dont wanna draw all that LOL#problem i have with a lot of vocal synth designs as a watercolour artist. fighting for my life out here with simplifying orz#but anyway for some reason i picture the starry court guys with like somewhere between modern loose stylish fashion and like.#distantly hippie esque stuff. i think its because theyre all like dieties. i should draw the other two as well
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of all the times for my dog to get an eye infection it's over the public holiday.. will he be ok waiting a few days 😭😭😭😭
#😔😔😔😔 i dont think it quite constitutes an emergency yet#but ideally he would see the vet asap orz.#and our preferred vet has gone appointment only so who knows when thatll be#same dog with the thyroid problem btw#he was supposed to go in about 10 days from now anyway to see how hes faring#with the meds. but this cant really wait 😭😭😭😭#hopefully we can do the check in when we drop by for his eyes#he is very quickly racking up bills for the vet and i assume this trend will continue as he ages#its just the one eye and theres like slightly yellow/green/grey mucus-like gunk coming out#so im thinking he might have scratched it or injured it somehow#theres just no telling how bad x_x#sometimes it seems ok like hes got both eyes open but others hes kind of squinting with it and the sclera is quite red#eyelid etc looks dark and slightly swollen and i think its affecting his appetite u_u#once in a while he paws at his face#only really started friday i think
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massive L to playing that entire fucking storyline half-asleep is that I have NO fucking idea which terms were in English and which were in Chinese and who would know what LOL
#also apparently i didnt retain any lore WHO IS ENA????#i know gaiathra triclops is the english name for the god because well. its obvious#but mama fenge.......was that only said in chinese or was it in the english text...#my eyes got too tired to read at some point orz so i dont know#there was also another title i straight up cant even guess the writing of lol......biyao????#eng sub problems#😞#yueshuo
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rolling about on the floor wailing in despair (<- considering asking for help for something they need help with)
#its been over a week and i havent done Thing I Actively Wanted To Do because im so goddamn. tired. all the time;;; orz#iwanna cook myself actual food that i enjoy and like making and like eating but i think abt having to get up and make the food and#despair despair agony agony..#i Like cooking!! i Enjoy it actively!! but i cant even seem to want to do that much <:/ which is a huge problem#but most importantly ill feel super guilty if th stuff goes bad and thatll make things even worse. living And lamenting; even;#piktalk
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#BACK FROM MONTREAL HIII#workin on that animatic for my brother so i ca get him to watch an ep of monkie kid.. clenches fist...#i wanted to work on frames on the drive there or while at the hotel but the problem is i didnt have time to make the rough copy on paper#before i left.. and i have to test the frames on premiere while working on it which i couldnt do cause i was away from my pc orz#idek if im going to keep this frame i keep wanting to redo it. i want to get it done tomorrow since i have a day off#this was rtunning in the back of my mind the whole trip and it frustrated me to no end.. but i had fun in montreal!!#its hard to find good parking because everythings in french theres no parking lots and where you can and cannot park is extremely vague#but i liked the science center and the biodome.. i kind of prefer the academy of sciences in LA just because there are so many animals#but i like how the biodome was an open enclosure. walking around old montreal was cool too#wip#doodles#lego monkie kid#lmk
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When you draw something that's spoilers for a DND campaign you're in and you wanna share it with everyone so bad, but you cant
#lynx thinks#orz#i just wanna show evwryone all the things I've drawn but its so many spoilers ;w;#i have so much art that im having to sit on because of this actually. its kind of a problem#i at least have one project that should be done relatively soon. done enough to post ig
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I saw a black blob moving very slowly at the corner of my eye so I was like: "??? What is that?" I glanced at it and the first thing that my head processed was "Oh a kitten" and then a split second after that thought my brain finally activated and went: "Wait a sec-- the gate is closed--" So I finally properly processed what it actually was and it was a rat... orz... Immediately chased it away and MAN do these guys fit in such tight spaces.
#aria rants#IT WAS WALKING SO SLOWLY TOO LIKE-- okay i guess the rat thought i wouldnt be able to see it if its moving so slow and quiet#well the problem is that the path is directly in my sight so i can see if anything happens at the corner of my eye no matter how slow it is#AND LIKE-- when i went to chase it away. most rats ive noticed would just Bolt right out but that guy kept walking SO SLOW#it even looked back and i swear if that rat can emote like a dog itd go 🥺LIKE??? im honestly impressed. thats the first ive seen one#that isnt immediately scared of people and would even look back like that but unfortunately for that lil guy. no pests allowed!#it went in and out from the veeery small and tight gap at the bottom of the gate which is such augh orz... and btw as i was making#this post the rat STILL tried to get in. i alrdy placed a rag by the gap to block it and when i looked it was moving up so that guy#is tryna FORCE ITS WAY IN! LIKE NOOO!!! STAY OUT WILL YA??? YOU HAVE OUTSIDE! I HAVE INSIDE! STAY OUT!
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Starting to think computers are actually the work of a dark and twisted demonic force.
#trying to trouble shoot a pc problem and we've gotten to the point wherein i am considering just ignoring it and hoping it solves itself orz#everything i try just makes things worse!!#i cleared my site data instead of just the temporary files in firefox and now nothing loads so im restarting the damn pc#but its taking. FOREVER. which is always a great sign. if this doesn't fix the page load times (not even the original problem!) im going to#freak out. just completely. because now i have to fix two things tomorrow... i wanna go to bed i don't want to do tech support anymore#im just frustrated and doing things impulsively that are not very helpful. so now i have to sadly sign back into every website on earth#which is very slow and painful because SOMEONE is hogging all my disk#everyone stop hogging all my disk and let firefox load challenge difficulty level impossible#but hey. restarting it did make the pages actually load now. i started this post on my phone and am now editing it on my working pc -w-)b#i am going to have 500 security alerts in my inbox tomorrow lol.#snow blogging
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i wanna make a neocities site but idk what i would put in there.. maybe a diary or media analysis blog type thing
#there is just one problem..#recently ive noticed that when it comes to the things i truly care about. things that make me feel strong emotions.#i cant get any words out. i cant properly convey what i truly want to say.#i know i sound like that certain white haired selfish naive idiotic guy from that one series rn but im being serious!!#so if i were to make a blog like that im not sure id be able to properly write anything..#the reason I dont talk about no6 or mafumafu songs in depth is bc i find it all difficult to translate into words#if its something i dont love as much i can do it well but.. orz..#also ate so many homemade cookies today im about to die i think#shion.txt
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AHHH I NOTICED ANOTHER ERROR!!!! On the TWD masterlist you put me under "Nick Clark" when I write "Negan Smith" instead.
🫡 edited that too!! thanks again!!
#ooc#replies#general kalani#its the problem that comes with filling the masterlists. usually once a week so theres 293842384089 urls and i get Confused orz
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the villainess flips the script is a really fun manhwa with gorgeous art and my wonderful son luca who is a little bitch who i love so much BUT i will say. the family tree situation as the story has gone on makes my head hurt
#luca buddy im sorry ur family tree has at least one circle in it#somehow the most. ethical? incest? his parents were unknowing um. second cousins? hold on i need to work this out#are they second cousins or are they first cousins once removed. i need to consult charts#I THINK they were second cousins. lets go with that. okay so they were second cousins who didnt know they were second cousins#accidentally having a drunken one night stand and thats how luca came to be. no personal relation and apparently risk of like#genetic issues goes down with second cousins. so i guess its like. the most um. 'ethical'? it could possible be. but still :(#but also luca love interest is his second cousin too maybe? the kid of his blond great uncle???? i dont know man#all so the main character can turn out to be secretly royalty orz TOO COMPLICATED too complicated#although i guess this is how a lot of historical royal and noble families were tho. a bit circular.#that is something i would change tho if i wrote this. first of all i would make judith his bio mom instead of pretending#because i think a fl who had a drunken one night stand the dead playboy brother of her LI is just really interesting LOL#but also i would just like. remove her relation to the royal family entirely#but thats me personally. i find the main character finding out about secret royal blood trope suuuuper boring LOL#but it is common in stories like this so i deal. but in this case i would absolute strike out that plotline. maybe give it to#luca instead like make him look oddly like his great grandma and make the former king obsess over him instead#we'd still get a lot of the same plot beats because of judiths relation to him but just without the loopy family tree JKSDJHDKs#ALSO also i would make lucas relationship with rudiger stronger. NOT SAPPIER like the original in universe novel i like the difference#but i would make them closer in like a shitty uncle who sucks that you hang out with anyway and the shitty nephew u lovingly bully#sort of way. if that makes sense. one problem i have with a lot of villianess stories that have a kid in it is when the love interest like#doesn't have much of a relationship with the kid. i think its lame. i want them to be CLOSE not just like mild coworkers#but thats just me. thats just me#despite all i just said i still really like it. rudiger is cute luca is my baby boy who i love so much and judith is so silly and i love he#great characters even if i would personally alter their relationships
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Me when clothes shopping: Wow, what a cool graphic tee! Think I'll treat myself :] (has over 10)
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would anyone want to buy the og ina11 manga and databooks from me? i want to buy the full collection of ina11 books off someone else but like what am i gonna do with 2 copies of the manga volumes
#the databooks i guess if i had 2 copies of each i could unbind one to scan it so thats not really a problem.... but the manga#for like 10 or 5€ theyre a little beat up i just want someone to take them off my hands :')#actually for free if u pay the shipping its more expensive than the books orz
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pjsk has also completely stopped working for my phone i hope they fix it soon
#it crashes everytime i try to play a song#and apparently its a problem with other people that have androids#but this completely ruined me saving up for the cards im waiting for orz
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angst, angst I say!! How much worst would it be if Norton had the touch of tuberculosis?
oh GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSHH 😭😭😭😭
add a bit of BLOOD to those coughs and AAAAAAAHHH 😭😭😭😭
Like TB is infectious but can only be caught if you spend a lot of time with the person infected with it. So in Norton's case if Benny had it, then Norton would too, sense it seems like Norton only really spent time with Benny and a lot of time at that, enough to catch a thing like TB. orz Gee thanks Benny....
"Treatment Early diagnosis, adequate diet, rest, and fresh air could help some people recover or at least have a remission. However, such care wasn't an option for the poor <---------- 🙃
Death rate In 1882, TB killed one out of every seven people living in the United States and Europe
Leading cause of death In 1899, TB, also known as "consumption", was the leading cause of death worldwide
in the early 1900s, even under the best conditions, 50% of people with TB died within five years"
Bro would 95% be on his way OUT orz Bro would be at the point of: find a bed, lay in it, and calling it a life DX NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
*points at* vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv Doc Holiday
talk about not caring anymore and just collecting as MUCH money as he can in ANY WAY that he can. Like, he is gonna die soon anyway so why not grab all the money he can get his hands on for as long as he can.
the key years that might have helped him survive it were gone and wasted in the mines anyway, so, thinking his fate is sealed, might as well live a life that gives him blue skies
a life of Gambling, Drinking, Travel, Blackmail, and all around not giving a FLYING F---CARE
I think he would survive longer than he thought, but still counting his days for sure.
So he would 100% accept that invitation to a fancy manor cause "why not, sure, it'll be fun to be in a fancy place for once and a life is all it costs for all that money, then I could just relax and drink when I don't feel like gambling"
Feeling that fatigue getting to him and needing more money so he can have more rest days orz
"Those with active TB can show any of the following symptoms:
Bad cough (lasting longer than two weeks).
Pain in your chest.
Coughing up blood or sputum (mucus).
Fatigue or weakness.
Loss of appetite.
Weight loss.
Chills.
Fever.
Night sweats."
Gosh DANG orz
Like the image of Da Capo in the same room as him and he just looks an absolute sweaty mess that is sort of drunk (and being drunk causing him to be more chatty)
-Norton knowing everyone is staring at him- "what..? ya can't catch it unless you're locked in a room with me, breathing the same air for a looong while." -leans forward with a smirk- "Heeeell, we can even share a kiss right now and you wouldn't get it~"
Bro would be drowning in the walls he has put up around himself and the characters he puts on. IT would take an excavator and years to get to the real him by this point ;;
But the thought of bonding with the Da Capo/(except Orpheus pff) group through shared trauma after escaping, and and just constantly having each other's backs. Even though its a lot of getting Norton out of trouble cause he keeps going back to gambling when drunk and causing problems in towns they go to.
And then the time would come when Norton ends up in a hospital and just "looks like this is my last stop..." and unable to follow the group in their efforts to run and stay safe from anything manor related that is following them.
OH and then after hearing they left town he just gets out of bed and drinks as much booze as he can and causes one last big scene that prompts those who have been following them to go after Norton only for him to blowup one more mine.
orz
#-I WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP-#NORTON NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#in my mind drunk norton who is actively dying is a chatty problem starter ahh#he would be so much like that loosie goosy vibe of fool's gold for sure#humming all the time#head swayed off to the side#an annoying smile on his face#having fun at other's expense#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE AAAASSSSSSSSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK#identity v#idv#norton campbell#idv prospector#idv norton#identity v norton#ask#asks#minty answers#minty speaks
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