#same dog with the thyroid problem btw

[lokh]

of all the times for my dog to get an eye infection it's over the public holiday.. will he be ok waiting a few days 😭😭😭😭

[madnessismylover]

The thing that still scares me about losing her is that her sister is still here. They came from the same litter. They're the same age. Peaches has(had? We're still giving her meds so has) thyroid problems but she's not as skinny as Buh-Bee was (that's not her real name btw but I'm embarrassed by her real name because my brother - or his friend we got her from I don't remember - named her in middle school and we just never changed it... And she has a mustache (photo below)... I'm sure you can guess her name. It's the second one, not the first name that would be worse... I mean she came when we called either her name or "Buh-Bee" and I called her Buh-Bee soo...) And Buh-Bee couldn't jump as well anymore but Peaches is still able to jump some. (also full name Diced Peaches, again named by my brother in middle school. She doesn't have a mustache so he named her after a food he liked.)

And and and I know cats realize when an animal is missing... Our cat Jak (RIP buddy... Fuck that was only last year in May I think? Maybe even June too????) knew when our German Shepherd Joey was gone (god damn this is the 5th pet I've lost... 3rd within 5 years or so. First two I was really young still, but I knew what was going on and I even went to the vet when they both got put down. The only pet I didn't go to the vet to get put down was Jak because he had a heart attack.)

My point is idk how Peaches is gonna react because her sister isn't coming home. Will she become depressed? Will she feel out numbered (because she still doesn't like Sweetness or Luna -dog.). Will she somehow realize that mom took her sister away in the carrier and never brought her back and hold a grudge??? (Idk) She didn't react when Jak was gone because the two sisters hated him pretty much. Sweetness was okay with him but they still weren't buddy buddies so she didn't really react either to him being gone... Well... Actually the first week or so they all activly avoided the area he died ... but idk if they mourned him.

I just don't wanna lose Peaches too... Like she's mean and she kinda terrorizes the dog if we don't watch but I still love her. The sisters have been here the longest. They're 18 years old and we got them when they were a few months I'm pretty sure. Fuck I was like 6-7 when we got them...

Here's a picture of My Buh-Bee (idk when this was taken because they haven't used that bed in years). This photo is on our fridge ... Which idk why we do that because I can't get juice without crying...

And this one will be on her box (we're getting her cremated)

(took this one with my DSLR camera)