#its 4 am watch me regret this when i wake up in 6 ish hours

[lovelyhan]

i absolutely hate it when i have to study until morning when i have exams but when i Don't Have To lose sleep over anything, i still stay up just to read and write fanfiction 🫥

[samanthaa-leanne]

*Whispers* Do them all! (If you're okay with it)

YES THANK YOU!!!!!

3 Fears: Spiders, snakes, and death.

3 things I love: Moon, pizza, animals.

2 turns on: Anime boys and more anime boys.

2 turns off: Non anime boys and uhh non anime boys.

My best friend: oof I have a lot. Theres my HS bff Krista, as well as @handsoffmyfriends @shinsou-lovin-hours-anon @yeet-these-hoez @taepoppin & @asadgwen

Sexual orientation: Bisexual.

How tall am I: 5′5 5′6 ish.

What do I miss right now: Getting 8 hours of uninterrupted sleep.

Favourite color: Blue.

Do I have a crush: On about a million anime boys.

Favourite place: Beach.

What am I listening to right now: I’m watching Criminal Minds 

Shoe size: Don’t make fun of me but 10.5/11. I have big feet.

Eye color: Blue.

Hair color: Brown with blonde highlights.

Meaning behind my URL: It’s my first name with an additional A and my middle name

Favourite song: At the moment? Brand New Vision by Point North

Favourite band: Way too many to count. 

How I feel right now: Happy

Someone I love: All of you

My current relationship status: Married

My relationship with my parents: Ehh okay..

Favourite season: Summer/Fall

Tattoos and piercing i have: My ears used to be pierced and I have a matching tattoo with my dad

Tattoos and piercing i want: I have an anime sleeve planned, a moon phase tattoo, and a few song lyric tattoos. 

The reasons I joined Tumblr: I honestly don’t remember

Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?: No :(

Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: Yes.

How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: Like 20 minutes

Have you shaved your legs in the past three days?: Nope

Where am I right now?: My house

Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?” The louder the better

Do I live with my Mom and Dad?: Nope. I own my own house

Am I excited for anything?: I have a trip to japan planned for October

Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?: My brother Alex is honestly one of the best people in my life.

How often do I wear a fake smile?: 8 hours a day M-F while I’m at work

If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?: Tom Holland or Johnny Depp or Jim Carrey. Honestly so many people

What do I think about most?: Haikyuu and BNHA

Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?: Behind

What was the last lie I told?: That I don’t smoke pot lol

Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?: I prefer to text

Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?: Yes and yes

Do I believe in magic?: Yes

Do I believe in luck?: Yes

What’s the weather like right now?: Its 92 degrees rn

What was the last book I’ve read?: I’m re-reading the House of Night series by P.C and Kristin Cast

Do I have any nicknames?: A lot. Sam, Sami, Sam I Am, Sammy Sosa, Bubbles

Do I spend money or save it?:  A little of both

Can I touch my nose with a tounge?: No :(

Favourite animal?: Penguins and Flamingos

What was I doing last night at 12 AM?: Sleeping

What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?: Falling Like The Stars by Cole Norton

What is my favorite word?: Any cuss word. Probably fuck 

My top 5 blogs on tumblr: @myherowritings @handsoffmyfriends @akaashichigo @burnedbyshoto @gallickingun and so many more

If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?: What’s up bitches

Do I have any relatives in jail?: Nope

What is my current desktop picture?: My Karasuno babies

Had sex? Yes

Bought condoms? Yes

Gotten pregnant? Nope

Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? Maybe? I don’t remember

Had job?: Yes

Smoked weed? Yes

Smoked cigarettes? No

Drank alcohol? Yes

Am I a vegetarian/vegan? No 

Been overweight? Yes

Been underweight? No 

Gotten my heart broken? Yes

Been to prom? No

Been in airplane? Yes

Learned another language? Kinda? I did 4 years of German in HS but I don’t remember most of it.

Wore make up? Yes

Dyed my hair? Yes

Had a surgery? Does oral surgery count? I had my  wisdom teeth taken out

Met someone famous? No

Stalked someone on a social network? Maybe...

Been fishing? Yes

Been rejected by a crush? Yes

What do I want for birthday? Anything anime related tbh or maybe another tattoo

Do I like my handwriting? Ew no

Where do I want to live when older? North Carolina or somewhere where there’s no snow

Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? No

What I’m really bad at: Drawing

What my greatest achievments are: My SMAU’s

The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me: My dad called me a cunt one time 

What I’d do if I won in a lottery: Pay off my house and my car and buy my mom the house she deserves.

What do I like about myself: My eyes

My closest Tumblr friend: @handsoffmyfriends

Any question you’d like? I really like the swings

Are you outgoing or shy? A little bit of both

What kind of people are you attracted to? Anime boys

Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?: Yes

Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Nope

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?: My brother

What does the most recent text that you sent say? lol ok

What are your 5 favorite songs right now? Me Against Myself by Wage War, Remembering Sunday by All Time Low, The Langdon House by Issues, Brand New Vision by Point North, Favorite Place by All Time Low.

Do you like it when people play with your hair?: AHHH YES

Do you think there is life on other planets?:  For sure

Do you like bubble baths? Yes

Do you like your neighbors? Yes

Where would you like to travel? Japan, Ireland, UK, Italy.

Favorite part of your daily routine? Leaving work lol

What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? My stomach

What do you do when you wake up? Go pee

Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? Nope

Do you ever want to get married? I’m already married

If your hair long enough for a pony tail? Sorta.

Would you rather live without TV or music? Neither

Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Yes

What are your favorite stores to shop in? Target

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Depending on what they do

Do you smile at strangers? Sometimes

Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?: Nope

Ever wished you were someone else?: Sometimes

Favourite makeup brand?: I don’t use makeup

Last thing you ate?: Pizza

Ever won a competition? For what? Nope

Ever been in love? Yes

Facebook or Twitter? Twitter

Twitter or Tumblr? Tumblr

Are you watching tv right now? Yes, Criminal Minds

What colour are your towels? Multicolored

Favourite ice cream flavour? Cookie n Cream

First person you talked to today? My husband

Last person you talked to today? My husband

Name a person you hate? I don’t hate anybody

Name a person you love? Everyone of you

Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? Probably lol

Do you tan a lot? Not anymore

Have any pets? 2 dogs and a kitty cat

Do you type fast? Yes

Do you regret anything from your past?: Ohh boy yes

Ever broken someone’s heart?: Probably @handsoffmyfriends with all my angst

Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?: Yes

Is cheating ever okay? No

Do you believe in true love? Yes

What your zodiac sign? Virgo

Do you believe in ghosts? Yes

Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? (via catscuddlingandyou) “Beautiufl, see the cloud, the cloud appear. Beautiful, see the rain,  the rain draw near.”

[adachiyoujinjin]

Thank you @gayforyukhei for tagging me

RULES: Answer these 85 statements about yourself then tag 20 people. (I don’t have that many people to tag so I’ll only tag a few)

Let’s get it!

LAST…?

1. Drink: Water

2. Phone call: Dad

3. Text message: Aunt

4. Song you listened to: You and I - Lady Gaga

5. Time you cried: Last night, don’t know why

6. Dated someone twice: Never

7. Kissed someone and regret it: When I was 16-ish

8. Been cheated on: yea

9. Lost someone special: In a way.

10. Been depressed: Yes

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no

12. Favorite color: Purple

13. Favorite color: Black

14. Favorite color: Pink

IN THE LAST YEAR YOU HAVE…?

15. Made new friends: Kinda

16. Fallen out of love: No

17. Laughed until you cried: no

18. Found out someone was talking about you: To my face I guess

19. Met someone who changed you: no

20. Found out who your friends are: I already knew

21. Kissed someone in your Facebook friends list: What’s Facebook

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know irl: New phone who dis

23. Do you have any pets: one dog and two little brothers

24. Do you want change your name: I would if I had money

25. What did you do for your last birthday: Literally nothing. 

26. What time did you wake up today: 2:30 pm

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: online

28. What’s something you can’t wait for: To be done with school

29. Last time you saw your mother: a few hours ago

30. What are you listening to right now: Edge of Glory - Lady Gaga

31. Have you ever talked to a Tom: Proably

32. Something that is getting on your nerves: White boys

33. Most visited website: YouTube and Tumblr

34. Hair color: Brown (And I have white patches)

35. Long or short hair: Short (I need a hair cut)

36. Do you have a crush on someone: Always

37. What do you like about yourself: My clavicles 

38. Want any piercings: Helix

39. Blood type: Who’s she

40. Nickname: Baby Girl

41. Relationship status: single and should probably stay that way but flirts to much

42. Zodiac: Aries

43. Pronouns: She/Her

44. Favorite tv show: Anime

45. Tattoos: 2. A moon on my left foot and a sun on my right. In plain black, very simple.

46. Right or left handed: Rightie

47. Ever had eye surgery: Nope

48. Piercings: Two on my lobes. But I’ve gotten a total of 4 though out my life.

49. Sport: Working out ish

50. Vacation: I’m going to Florida this august

51. Trainers: No I think

MOST GENERAL

52. Eating: Nothing, actually starving

53. Drinks: Water and coffee

54. I am about to watch: Music Videos.

55. Waiting: For school to start

56. Want: To stop stressing

57. Get married: eh

58. Career: I’m majoring in psychology for now.

WHICH IS BETTER

59. Hugs or kisses: both

60. Eyes or lips: lips

61: shorter or taller: Depends

62. Older or younger: In boys older, in girls younger but not by a lot

63. Nice arms or stomach: arms

64: hookup or relationship: Why not both

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant alone, around people I’m the cool friend

HAVE YOU EVER

66. Kissed a stranger: no

67. Drank hard liquor: ha

68. Turned someone down: yea

69: lost glasses: Its everyday bro

70: Sex in first day: no

71. Broken someone’s heart: idk

72. Has your heart broken: yea

73. Been arrested: no

74. Cried when someone died: yes

75. Fallen for a friend: yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…?

76. Do you believe in yourself: I have to unfortuantly

77. Love at first sight: Frank Iero and his wife kids.

78. Santa clause: bitch please

79. Miracles: its pronounce coincidences 

80. Angels: nah

OTHER

81. Best friends name: Caiden

82. Eye color: Blue

83. Favorite movie: Anything by Wes Anderson

84. Favorite actor: Bill Murray?

I’m gonna tag: Whoever wants to do it

[goblinsbriide]

I was tagged by @thenextsmile-thenextwish, thank you for tagging me ❤️.

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 ppl.

THE LAST:

1. Drink: Coke

2. Phone call: Dad

3. Text message: My close friend

4. Song you listened to: All the stars by Kendrick Lamar and SZA

5. Time you cried: About 3 weeks ago

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: Nope

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: No

8. Been cheated on: Nah 

9. Lost someone special: Yeah

10. Been depressed: No

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: No

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Red.  13. Black.  14. Peach

15. Made new friends: Yess

16. Fallen out of love: Nope

17. Laughed until you cried: Nah not yet

18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah

19. Met someone who changed you: Yes

20. Found out who your friends are: Yes

21. Kissed someone else on your facebook list: No

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Most of them

23. Do you have any pets: No

24. Do you want to change your name: No, I love my name although its a really common name

25. What did you do on your last Birthday: I just went to the restaurant with my brother and my cousins.

26. What time did you wake up: Around 10:00am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: I was watching a tv show called Black-ish

28. Name something you can’t wait for: I can’t wait to talk to this person that I realllyyyy like

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: An hour ago

30. What is the one thing you wish you could change in your life: Nothing 

31. What are you listening to right now: Tere Mere (reprise) by Armaan Malik

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: My brother, he is so annoying

34. Most visited website: Tumblr

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME:

35. Mole/s: none

36. Mark/s: I have few beauty marks and one birth mark

37. Childhood dream: To become a singer

38. Hair Color: Dark Brown

39. Long hair or short hair: They are neither short nor long.

40. Do you have a crush on someone: Nah

41. What do you like about yourself: i like the fact that I am really calm

42.  Piercings: Two in both ears.

43. Blood Type: O+

44. Nickname: Muchu, Mushi, Musk, Moxo

45. Relationship status: Single

46. Zodiac: Leo

47. Pronouns: She, her

48. Favorite TV shows: Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, Black-ish, The Good Place, Zindagi Gulzar Hai, Grown-ish

49. Tattoos: None

50. Right Or Left: Right

51. Surgery: No

52. Hair Dyed in different colour: No but I would love to do that in future

53. Sport: I don’t like sports

54. Vacation: I will prob go to Banf this summer vacation

55. Pair of trainers: just one

MORE INFORMATION: 

56. Eating: POUTINE AND THE BLUE LAYS MAGIC MASALA CHIPS FROM INDIA

57. Drinking: Coke and water

58. I’m about to: do absolutely nothing except for listening to songs from old shahrukh khan movies❤️ 

59. Waiting for: MY DRIVERS ED CLASSES

60.  Want to get: a new phone

61. Get Married: When I find the right person

62. Career: Lawyer

63. Hugs or kisses: BOTH

64. Lips or eyes: Eyes

65. Shorter or Taller: If it’s a guy taller

66. Older or younger: If it’s a guy then a few years or months older

67. Nice arms or nice stomach: Both

68. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive

69. Hook up or relationship: Relationship only

70. Troublemaker or hesitant; hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER: 

71. Kissed a stranger: Nah

72. Drank hard liquor: Nope and I am never gonna do that

73. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Lol yeah too many times

74. Turned someone down: Yes

75. Sex in the first date: Nope

76. Broken someone’s heart: I hope not

77. Had your heartbroken: Ahhh yes

78. Been arrested: Nah

79. Cried when someone died: i hope i don’t sound heartless but no I haven’t cried when someone died

80. Fallen for a friend: No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

81. Yourself: Yes

82. Miracles: Yes

83. Love at first sight: Nope

84. Santa Claus: Nah

85. Kiss on the first date: No

86. Angels: No

87. MBTI Type: INFP

I’m tagging: @disneyslocket, @zeetvandchill, @h-lessings, @nawaazishein, @tejaaass, @what-is-this-bakwaas, @kul-est, @paulfwesley

[thegreatwhiteferret]

I was tagged by: @its-reddie-bitch (Thanks for this by the way, Elle. 85 fucking questions...Jesus. Lmao ❤️❤️❤️ )

1. last drink?: Venti Soy Blonde Latte from Starbucks because I am a basic white bitch

2: last phone call?: My older sister when I was on the verge of a mental breakdown.

3. last text message?: “Can I use your card for Starbucks?” Because I am a poor ass basic white bitch.

4. last song you listened to?: Rainbow by Kesha (Gets me in the feels every time)

5. last time you cried?: Mmmmmmmm last night or the early hours of today...

6. dated someone twice?: Noppppppppppppppe. Thank fucking God.

7. kissed someone and regretted it: I don’t think so.

8. been cheated on?: We weren’t “exclusive” so...but I’d fucking say that it still felt like it.

9. lost someone special?: So so many.

10. been depressed?: Severely for the majority of my life. (In case y’all hadn’t figured out that I’m an anxious and depressed mess)

11. gotten drunk and thrown up?: OH MY GOD. Only twice that I can think of, but one was really bad. Sour blue raspberry Smirnoff vodka and Titos vodka, and I filled like a full tumbler glass with that and chugged it...because why the fuck not? I’ll tell you why not, I ruined a $2,500 cowhide rug...fuck.

fave colors

12. Fluorescent Pink- Basic white bitch with Barbie tendencies.

13. Tiffany Blue- See above reasoning

14. Anything Pastel Ever

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends?: Yes, but I also lost a shit ton.

16. fallen out of love?: Hahahahaha. No romantic interactions at all in the past year so...not possible.

17. laughed until you cried?: All the time. That wine drinking Pennywise was the last thing that made me do this.

18. found out someone was talking about you?: Yes, and that bitch is lucky I had enough self control to not throw hands with her.

19. met someone who changed you?: Yes. (For better and for worse)

20. found out who your friends are?: In the hardest way possible.

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list?: Nope, and we can leave it that way.

general:

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl?: All of them.

23. do you have any pets?: My furry baby who is actually an alien like Stitch dog, Pippa. (But I also have my sister’s dog with me right now)

24. do you want to change your name?: Nah, I’m good.

25. what did you do for your last birthday?: Went for dinner with my family and tried to keep myself together.

26. what time did you wake up today?: Erhmmmmmm 10:30 ish, but I laid in bed with the dogs until almost 12. It was glorious.

27. what were you doing at midnight last night?: Finishing the latest chapter of I Will Try To Fix You so I could post it and watching Bloodline (legit only for Owen Teague...don’t judge me.)

28. what is something that you can’t wait for?: Things to get better...?

30. what are you listening to right now?: Someone You Like by The Girls and The Dreamcatcher 

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom?: Yup.

32. something getting on your nerves?: What doesn’t get on my nerves would be a shorter list. What irks me more than anything is people being assholes to other people because their ideals don’t match. No one is fucking asking you to engage in a poly relationship or marry your same gender so fuck off! Gahhhhh.

33. most visited website?: Tumblr (But if Google Docs counts (14 tabs open Jesus) then that’s close behind and so is Ao3).

34. hair color?: Bleached white blonde with horrendous roots. I sooooo want to do something drastic to it though, 

35. long or short hair: It’s shoulder length so whatever that is.

36. do you have a crush on someone?: A real life person? No. Celebrities? Hilary fucking Knight always and forever. People on this site? ...Maybeeeeeee.

37. what do you like about yourself?: This is a really hard question. I guess I’m an alright writer and I genuinely like helping people. 

38. want any piercings: I have quite a few, but I have my eye on a few for the future. 

39. blood type: O+

40. nicknames: Meg, Megs, Meggie, Mefge (Typo from Wii that will never cease to haunt me!), Texas...really freaking boring I guess.

41. relationship status: Single AF...by choice, not my choice, but a choice.

42. zodiac: Libra 

43. pronouns: She/Her

44. fave tv show: Golden Girls (and a million others, I watch a lot of TV tbh)

45. tattoos: I have a list of 14 that I want when I have money.

46. right or left handed: Right

47. ever had surgery: I’ve had sinus surgery and gastric related surgery so far. There will be more in the future I am sure.

48 . piercings: Two lobes each ear, industrial, rook, conch, and tragus. (Nips, belly button, and something else in the future hopefully)

49. sport: HOCKEY, ALL DAY EVERY DAY BABY!!! 

50. vacation: I haven’t been on one in years. I am dying to go to Disney and London.

51. trainers: Converse Chuck Taylors

more general

52. eating: Salad but I want to make a mug cookie...

53. drinking: Still working on that Latte

54. im about to watch: I’m watching some British family cook off show with my mom and sister on Netflix.

55. waiting for: Better days, they better be coming quickly.

56. want: To actually be motivated enough to quickly finish the 14 requests I have!!! Hahahaha, that’s why it’s a want and not a possibility. 

57. get married? YES PLEASE! But I think someone has to actually be able to tolerate me for this to happen. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

58. career: I quit my original dream career and now I am going back to school for nursing. It was toxic and I needed a change.

59. hugs or kisses: ALL OF THE PHYSICAL AFFECTION PLEASE!

60. lips or eyes: Eyes. Oh my God, EYES.

61. shorter or taller: ¿Por que no los dos?

62. older or younger: I don’t care as long as they are at least 18...sounds bad but whatever.

63. nice arms or stomach: Uhmmmm either?

64.  hookup or relationship: Relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant: It depends on the situation.

66. kissed a stranger: Not yet, but I would.

67. drank hard liquor: Pretty much all I drink because I am allergic to beer and do not like wine. I actually owe my sister six shots of fireball, so that’s going to happen and I will be on the floor...

68. lost glasses: All the fucking time and then I can’t find them because I’m blind! Endless struggle.

69. turned someone down: Yes...and ghosted people too.

70. sex on the first date: SURE. Why the fuck not??

71. broken someones heart: I don’t think so.

72. had your heart broken: Yes, and at the time I thought I would never recover, but I’m still kicking bitches.

73. been arrested: No.

74. cried when someone died: So so so so so so so so much. 

75. fallen for a friend: Yes, multiple times, and they were awful decisions!

do you believe in…

76. yourself: No. Unfortunately. It’s a struggle, but I promise that I am going to get help very soon and work on this. I’m just very very hard on myself and don’t like when I’m not perfect. 😕😕😕

77. miracles: Maybe...

78. love at first sight: Nope. Infatuation of lust at first sight? Yes. Love? No, I don’t think it’s something to play around with and it has to grow.

79. santa clause: I CAN HEAR THE BELLS!!!!

80. kiss on a first date: I mean I already said why not to sex on the first date, so kissing is mild.

81. angels: I don’t know. Angels I’m not sure about, but I do believe in spirits and things of that nature.

82. best friend’s name: Can I say my dog? Is that pathetic? Pippa is my ride or die, guys.

83. eye color: Blue

84. fave movie: Inglorious Basterds, IT, and Rise of the Guardians in no specific order, because I am indecisive and can’t choose.

85. fave actor: I can’t choose one! Taron Egerton, Michael B. Jordan, and Evan Peters are high on my list though.

I have no idea who has already been tagged so I’m just going to throw some names out... @billbenbev @milagric @theriodiaries @demianhill @dannybriereisaliferuiner @valiantlydeepestdinosaur And literally anyone else who wants to do this!

[pioneergirlsie]

85 Questions

I was tagged by the lovely @dearponty <3 Thank you!

I’m tagging: @random----fandoms (I always keep thinking you’re still papillion XD) @thatwouldbeunfortunate @booksinthenooks @flyingthroughthemoonlight @xxno-wayxx

— what was your last…

1. drink: Water out of my huge Newsies cup. Or if water doesn’t count, I had a Mountain Dew yesterday

2. phone call: My aunt so I could wish my little cousin a happy 7th birthday

3. text message: @random----fandoms aka my bestie

4. song you listened to: “From Now On” from The Greatest Showman

5. time you cried: A few weeks ago I was so stressed that I just cried for about a half hour and did nothing

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: Haha I haven’t even dated someone once XD

7. kissed someone and regretted it: Haha I’ve never kissed either

8. been cheated on: No

9. lost someone special: Yeah. Too many special someones

10. been depressed: Yeah. After reading A Series of Unfortunate Events I got into a funk and it didn’t really go away on its own... 

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: No but I gag whenever I smell alcohol

— fave colours

12. Blue

13. Green

14. Blue green

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: Do online friends count?

16. fallen out of love: Well... Fallen out of “like” is more accurate (and it happened twice so...)

17. laughed until you cried: Oh yes XD

18. found out someone was talking about you: Yes, but not in a bad way

19. met someone who changed you: Yeppers

20. found out who your friends are: A lot of them are the same, but I see now that distance can change people

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: I’ve kissed my parents, and we’re facebook friends, does that count?

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: All of them because I don’t friend people I don’t know

23. do you have any pets: Yessss! I have three cats (one of which is missing and she’s my favorite) and a black lab/pointer mix who is adorable and I love him so much even though I don’t like any other dogs

24. do you want to change your name: No I love my name!

25. what did you do for your last birthday: We were on a road trip and my dad decided to pull off to a war memorial even though we were on a tight schedule, so that was interesting. There were LARGE mosquitos there. Then we drove for ten hours. We stopped at a gas station for a bathroom and they didn’t have a toilet seat, so that was... an experience. I cried. We finally arrived at Disney Springs where we got ice cream for my birthday. And the next day, on my bro’s birthday, we went to DisneyWorld. (But it’s alright because we both wore birthday buttons our whole trip and got mistaken for twins constantly and got many magical moments)

26. what time did you wake up today: 8 am

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping thank goodness. But I also could have been sleepwalking or talking because I do that

28. what is something you can’t wait for: My online classes being done (but I get my wisdom teeth out two days later so... maybe I can wait)

30. what are you listening to right now: Star Wars Episode I: The Phantom Menace soundtrack XD

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: I think my aunt’s brother is named Tom but I don’t think I actually talked to him at that wedding...

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: Drama queens/kings

33. most visited website: Tumblr, YouTube, and the site for my college courses

34. hair colour: Brown

35. long or short hair: Medium-ish because I just got it cut from it being really long

36. do you have a crush on someone: It’s complicated

37. what do you like about yourself: I like my eyes a lot, and I like my personality. I have fun :)

38. want any piercings: Nopity nope nope, nope nope. 

 39. blood type: Ha, funny story. I skipped the day of biology where everyone got their blood tested and went to Disney instead 

40. nicknames: Elsie

41. relationship status: Single

42. sign: Pisces I think. I don’t really care

43. pronouns: she/her

44. fave tv show: The new Tangled series!

45. tattoos: Oh nodie dodie.

46. right or left handed: Right

47. ever had surgery: No but I’m going to need a couple

48. piercings: Ears

49. sport: I am totally into motocross. I can’t figure out how to shift, but I love watching it and riding little 50s. 

50. vacation: Are we talking all or most recent? I’ll go with most recent. We took a roadtrip through the deep south this winter all the way down to Florida to visit Disney and my friend at college and saw a Supercross Race over my brother’s and my birthdays.

51. trainers: Do braces count?

— more general

52. eating: Not right now, but if I am it’s probably pasta

53. drinking: Water, but later I’ll have a Mountain Dew

54. I’m about to watch: Some YouTube or the end of The Phantom Menace (again)

55. waiting for: Summer so I can be free

56. want: To star in a Broadway show XD Besides that, I’ve wanted this cute jacket for awhile. Ooh! And I want Newsies Live to get a CD and DVD

57. get married: Maybe after I’ve dated and found the right guy XD

58. career: Hopefully an author and an editor! Or I could do newspaper reporter/writer things

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: hugs, especially when the person is really good at hug giving.

60. lips or eyes: eyes

61. shorter or taller: Well... I am shorter... so idk. But taller can be helpful to reach high places... idk

62. older or younger: Um? How do I answer this? I’d say younger because when you’re older everything starts to hurt

63. nice arms or stomach: Nice arms because they’re good for hugging

64. hookup or relationships: Hookups are bad. Relationships all the way

65. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant 

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: Ew no way. I’d maybe kiss my fiance, but not before we’re engaged XD

67. drank hard liquor: Ew absolutely not! 

68. turned someone down: One time in high school a boy wanted to touch my butt and I shut that down hard. Oh, and another time this boy asked out about 5 girls at the same time, including me and my friend, and we both told him that that is not a good way to go about getting a girlfriend.

69. sex on first date: Ewwwww, save that for marriage please

70: broken someone’s heart: I really hope not

71. had your heart broken: Ha. Ha ha. Yeah. About three times. The first time was the worst

72. been arrested: Nope

73. cried when someone died: Absolutely. 

74. fallen for a friend: Well... I guess he still considers us friends, so yeah

— do you believe in

75. yourself: Mostly. Sometimes I panic, but for the most part yes.

76. miracles: Definitely

77. love at first sight: Yes, and it gets me into trouble XD But I also believe in falling slowly

78. santa claus: Well... I believe in the spirit of Santa. I never actually believed in the person of Santa Claus because Jesus is the reason for the season

79. angels: Yes

— misc

80. eye colour: Blue green. And it changes on a day to day basis

81. best friend’s name: @random----fandoms

82. favourite movie: This is an unfair question XD I love anything Disney, Narnia, or Star Wars. And don’t forget the forever underappreciated “The Adventures of Tintin (2011)”

83. favourite actor: Kara Lindsay

84. favourite cartoon: Kim Possible all the way. Also the old Loony Toons are great, as well as the new Tangled Series.

85. favourite teacher’s name: Mrs. B, Mrs. K, and Mrs. L were all so incredibly influential in my life. Mrs. B was like my crazy fun aunt who encouraged me to just be me. I came out of my shell so much because of her. Mrs. K encouraged me very early on as a writer, and she helped steer me towards my current career path. Mrs. L was my school mom. She also dragged me out of my shell and shaped me into the singer/actress I am today. 

[mercurymagpie]

Tag game

rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people (ish)

i was tagged by @sansaoswald thank youuu!!💜

i tag: @severe-queer @odair-goes-my-feels @kieran-sw @thequirkyquibbler @pasmater-ay @gravy-gay @artslip @meme-femme @frecklesnconstellations @inaej-ghafa @shouldernova @pleasemakeitgayer @resting-meme-face @aprilmaclean @fantasy-over-reality @plobspez @sneezingbeagle @cry-cats and anyone else who wants to!! y’all dont have to do it if you dont want to because it takes foreverrrrr

the last:

1. drink - lemon and ginger tea

2. phone call - my mum

3. text message - the group chat with my friends

4. song you listened to - would you be so kind by dodie, almost a hundred times, on repeat, for the last three days,

5. time you cried - yesterday at orphan black,,

6. dated someone twice - never

7. kissed someone and regretted it - that fucking idiot boy when i was like nine because he still talks about it, GROW UP JAMES

8. been cheated on - never

9. lost someone special - my aunty a few months back

10. been depressed - umm always

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - a party a few months back

favourite colours:

12. pastel purple

13. yellow

14. dark blue

in the last year have you:

15. made new friends - yes!

16. fallen out of love - no, but the opposite

17. laughed until you cried - no

18. found out someone was talking about you - ha story of my life

19. met someone who changed you - no

20. found out who your friends are - yeah

21. kissed someone on your facebook list - nope

general:

22. how many of your fb friends do you know in real life - almost all of them

23. any pets - two irritatingly adorable cats called willow and ziggy and an annoying cutie border collie called ozzie

24. do you want to change your name - idc

25. what did you do for your last birthday - went to comic con with my friends because we’re massive sad nerds

26. what time did you wake up - like 2pm

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - watching orphan black and crying

28. something you can’t wait for - going to greece next summer!!

29. when was the last time you saw your mum - like 2 hrs ago

30. what are you listening to right now - would you be so kind by dodie,,, still,,,

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - dude there are lterally like 30 toms in my school

32. something that is getting on your nerves: nazis.

33. most visited website - this cursed hellsite

34. hair colour - light ginger

35. long or short hair - short

36. do you have a crush on someone - HAHAHAHA

37. what do you like about yourself - umm i have nice eyes i guess and im p smart

38. piercings - none

39. blood type - i dont know but i wish i did!!

40. nickname - yellow because all my friends are sad and we call ourselves after the power rangers fjgjkgdj / madizzle because one of my friends is sad and adds izzle onto everyones names / maddy is technically a nickname / mad

41. relationship status - single and sad

42. zodiac - virgin

43. pronouns - she/her

44. favourite tv show - sense 8, orphan black, dw

45. tattoos - none but i want lots of flowers

46. right or left handed - right

47. surgery - none

48. piercings - still none

49. sport - HAHAHA

50. vacation - my last one was to the beach last week, my next is to wales, my dream is iceland

51. pair of trainers - converse

more general:

52. eating - rn nothing its half past midnight

53. drinking - rn nothing but i am dehydrated because its taking me hours to answer these goddamn questions

54. im about to - sit here for several more hours answering these endless questions,, then watch netflix

55. waiting for - death

56. want - to die

57. get married - hopefully one day if someone will love me

58. career - who’s she

59. hugs or kisses - hugs

60. lips or eyes - eyes

61. shorter or taller - idm but its hard to be taller than me

62. older or younger - are we talking about someone else? idm

63. nice arms or nice stomach - all arms and stomachs are nice?

64. hook up or relationship - i am unsure of whether i am capable of either

65. troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant

66. kissed a stranger - no

67. drank hard liquor - no but i would

68. lost glasses or contact lenses - literally everyday because im stupid as heck

69. turned someone down - nope

70 - sex on the first date - no

71 - broken someones heart - no

72. had your heart broken - HAHAHA not officially

73. been arrested - no

74. cried when someone died - yep

75. fallen for a friend - i wouldnt exactly call her my friend so no

do you believe in:

76. yourself - HAHAHAHAHA

77. miracles - nope

78. love at first sight - noope

79. santa claus - nooope

80. kiss on the first date - sure thing

81 - angels - noooope

other:

82. current best friends name - its kinda unique and i dont want her to discover my secret to tumblr so unfortunately classified

83. eye colour - dark green

84. favourite movie - umm juno, moonlight, desperately seeking susan, the breakfast club,

FINALLY GOT TO THE END GOD BLESS i am about ten years older

[oh-its-rois]

Get to know me - tag

I was tagged by @learntfromamillionmistakes

RULES: You Must Answer All Statements and Tag 20 Peoples

THE LAST

1. Drink: Coke Zero

2. Phone Call: My best mate on her bf’s phone

3. Text Message: A family friend about my dad’s birthday party next week

4. Song you listened to: We Hold Each Other by Beth Park (I think it’s originally by A Great Big World but she does a lush acoustic cover and it’s my bi anthem tbh)

5. Time you cried: last week but it was crying from laughter (playing CAH with my friend and her brother and mum)

HAVE YOU EVER…

6. Dated someone twice: Yes and oooohhh boy was that a mistake 

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: once because the girl i was kissing got the completely wrong impression and i ended up having to get a friend to pretend she needed help so i could escape

8. Been cheated on: Not as far as i know

9. Lost someone special: Yeah

10. Been depressed: currently living that depression life lol

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: whoops yes several times 

FAVOURITE COLOURS

12. lilac

13. light blue

14. pastel tuquoise (actually just give me all the pastel colours thx)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15. Made new friends: yep

16. Fallen out of love: yeah (only just a year ago tbh)

17. Laughed until you cried: yes plenty (see above)

18. Found out someone was talking about you: ......? no? idk what this means tbh

19. Met someone who changed you: so i’ve changed quite a bit this year as a product of lots of things and i guess that includes the people i’ve met, but there hasn’t been one person who’s had that big an effect on me

20. Found out who your friends are: i guess?

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: lol yeah - i think all but 3 of the people i’ve ever kissed i have on fb

GENERAL

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: basically all of them, though some more than others

23. Do you have any pets: my pooch Beamish - she’s a border collie, epileptic, arthritic, overall quite dull, and ofc the best dog 

24. Do you want to change your name: not really

25. What did you do for your last birthday: went out for drinks with a couple of friends and some people i have not spent time with since lol (it was a month into uni i was still figuring out shit)

26. What time did you wake up: about 8:45am because i had work today

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: trying to sleep because i am ill af and had to work today

28. Name something you can’t wait for: 1- this cold to GO THE FUCK AWAY GAH and 2 - my dad’d bday party because all my family from ireland are coming over for it and i’ve not seen them in a year

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: yesterday when i dropped her and my dad off at the train station

30. What are you listening to right now: nothing apart from my dog snoring and the birds outside

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: several toms, my grandad being one of them

32. Something that is getting on your nerves: this goddamn cold jfc my nose is so sore make it stop

33. Most visited website: tumblr because i have no life yayyy

34. Hair color: dirty blonde brown (my hair used to be blonde and i am finding it hard to let go of that) and a bit purple lol

35. Long or short hair: long ish (boob length)

36. Do you have a crush on someone: not atm, but i kinda want one? like i’ve been single for a year, and in that time i have not had a proper crush and i kinda miss it

37. What do you like about yourself: my eyes, and my singing voice sometimes

38. Piercings: just my ear lobes once atm, but i kinda want more? like maybe my cartilage? idk

39. Blood type: umm red?

40. Nickname: Ro/Rosh 

41. Relationship status: single af

42. Zodiac: libra

43. Pronouns: she/her

44. Favorite TV Show: atm GoT but it changes day by day tbh

45. Tattoos: none yet but i’ve been thinking about getting one for a while...

46. Right or left handed: right

47. Surgery: i once had to have 4 teeth out for braces and so i was put under for that

48. Sport: hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah the only sport i like is rugby and even then only watching it

49. Vacation: so i’m on my break from uni for summer, but i also have a job (only part time) so my vacation is working/scrolling through tumblr for hours/eating lol

50. Pair of trainers: one (1) pair 

51. Eating: just had a ham and cheese toasty :))))))

52. Drinking: not currently because i’ve had like 3 bottles of water today plus tea coffee and coke to hopefully get myself better sooner

53. I’m about to: spend hours scrolling through tumblr, watch some crappy tv, chill

54. Waiting for: my dad’s birthday present to arrive, the sun to go down because it’s been really sunny today and i’m too warm, my beep beeping bloody beep cold to leave 

55. Want: a cuddle, my mental health sort itself out ffs, and for it to be autumn now pls thank

56. Get Married: one day hopefully

57. Career: not atm, still in uni, but hope to be a counselling psychologist one day

58. Hugs or kisses: hugs are #1 but also love kisses

59. Lips or eyes: Eyes

60. Shorter or taller: i really don't care tbh

61. Older or younger: probably older? although i don't really mind as long as its not by more than a few years in either direction

62. Nice arms or nice stomach: idc, arms?

63. Hook up or relationship: relationship pls

64. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant lol living that anxiety life

HAVE YOU EVER…

65. Kissed a stranger: yes

66. Drank hard liquor: yepp

67. Lost glasses/contact lenses: not permanently, but i have put my glasses underneath things before and spent longer than i’m proud of looking for them

68. Turned someone down: yeah

69. Sex on the first date: nada

70. Broken someone’s heart: yup 

71. Had your heart broken: i don’t think so, not really

72. Been arrested: nah

73. Cried when someone died: yes

74: Fallen for a friend: yup and it was bad lol

75. Yourself: no thank you 

76. Miracles: yeah, but not in the bang crash flash of light and you're healed way

77. Love at first sight: not real love, infatuation/attraction yeah, and those can grow into love

78. Santa Claus: once upon a time but alas no longer

79. Kiss on the first date: yeah if it seems right and the other person is okay with it, but it’s not essential

80. Angels: idk tbh

81. Current best friend’s name: Emma (@clostridium-sporogenes)

82. Eye color: blue-grey

83. Favorite movie: Pride is a masterpiece

Now, on to tagging 20 people… lol no way i’m gonna tag 20, but i will tag some: @clostridium-sporogenes, @romulusandremuslupin, @meowgraine, @maraudersmadness, @ravenclawslittleplush none of you have to if you don’t want to and anybody else who fancies it

[batsy-bueller]

I Was Tagged

Rules: Answer these 85 statements and tag people  Tagged by: @vodkanburgers I tag: @bruciewyne cause you are the only one I regularly talk to consistently lol (its long though so if you don’t wanna I getchya) 1. Drink: I typically only drink water but I also like apple juice  2. Phone Call: Last one was with my dad while we were two rooms apart from each other lol 3. Text message: On my phone? To my friend Maggie. On tumblr? Danny 4. Song You Listened To: 50 Ways to Say Goodbye  5. Time You Cried: About four hours ago when my parents dropped me off at school 6. Dated Someone: Single and doesn’t know how to mingle  7. Kissed Someone and Regretted it: My first kiss was my last kiss and it was during spin the bottle sooooo 8. Been Cheated on: Never been in a relationship to get cheated on  9. Lost Someone Special: Yes 10. Been Depressed: I don’t think so 11. Gotten Drunk and Thrown up: I don’t drink 

3 Favorite Colors

12. Navy Blue  13. Red 14. Purple

In the Last Year Have You

15, Made New Friends: Yup! Again the answer is Danny 16. Fallen Out of Love: N o p e  17. Laughed Until You Cried: I honestly can’t remember  18. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: Nuhuh 19. Met Someone Who Changed You: Still Danny, my love for DC has expanded cause of her  20. Found Out Who Your Friends Are: Uhh the same people I’ve always hung out with?? 21. Kissed Someone on Your Facebook List: I don’t even know what a Facebook list is

General

22. How Many of Your Facebook Friends Do You Know in Real Life: The majority of them. I don’t accept the request unless I know who the person is  23. Do You Have Any Pets: Two black labs! A 12 year old named Darcy and a 4 year old named Kayla  24. Do You Want to Change Your Name: Nope 25. What Did You Do for Your Last Birthday: My birthday was on Easter this year so I went to mass then chilled at home with my parents and brother  26. What Time Did You Wake Up: 8:30 am 27: What Were You Doing at Midnight Last Night: Might have already been asleep. If not then I was panicking about going back to school  28. Name Something You Can’t Wait for: to go home  To visit my friend at her college in October! 29. When Was the Last Time You Saw Your Mom: Like four hours ago when I hugged her and my dad goodbye 30. What Are You Listening to Right Now: My fan 31. Have You Ever Talked to a Person Named Tom: I used to have an Uncle Tom 32. Something is Getting on My Nerves: Tumblr is lagging as I type this  33. Most Visited Website Tumblr or Buzzfeed 34. Hair Color: Dirty blonde?? Or light brown idk  35. Long or Short Hair: Long hair. I miss my long hair/being able to braid it  36. Do You Have a Crush on Someone: Nah 37. What Do You Like About Yourself: My loyalty I guess 38. Piercings: My ears only, I hate needles so could never get anymore  39. Blood Type: Either O+ or O- idk 40. Nickname: Shortie, Meg, Meggie, Mogan (friend calls me that one to piss me off)  41. Relationship Status: Alone in bed eating dry cheerios  42. Zodiac: Aries  43. Pronouns: She/Her 44. Favorite TV Show: Mythbusters and Parks and Rec 45. Tattoos: Phobia of needles  46. Rightie or Leftie: Right handed though when I was first learning how to write my cousin tried to make me a leftie 47. Surgery: Nope (knocks on wood)  48. Sport: I am not, as they say, athletic  49. Vacation: I would love to get out of the country and visit Germany and Ireland. In the United States I’d love to go to Boston. Last vacation I went to was to Universal Orlando in 2016 50. Pair of Trainers: Do you mean gym shoes?? I own nine pairs of Converse if thats what you mean??

More General

51. Eating: I’m currently eating cheerios with my fingers. Last real meal I had was Noodles and Company for lunch  52. Drinking: Water 53. I’m About To: Draw or watch Netflix. Maybe both  54. Waiting for: My anemia to go away 55. Want: Friends (or my anemia to go away, I’m not picky)  56. Get Married: I hope 57. Career: Work in a history museum or with history in general

Which is Better

58. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs (especially my dads I never want them to end) 59. Lips or Eyes: Eyes  60. Shorter or Taller: Taller  61. Older or Younger: Uhhhh older I guess 62. Nice Arms or Nice Stomach: (insert shrug emoji)  63. Hook Up or Relationship: Relationship  64. Troublemaker or Hesitant: Both don’t sound great but hesitant??

Have You Ever

65. Kissed a Stranger: Nope 66. Drank Hard Liquor: No 67. Lost Glasses/Contact Lenses: No but if I lost my glasses I would be screwed because I would need my glasses to find my glasses 68. Turned Someone Down: Ehhh kinda 69. Sex on the First Date: No sex period  70. Broken Someone’s Heart: Hahaha I doubt it 71. Had Your Heart Broken: Romantically involved with someone? ME?? Haha. The answer is no 72. Been Arrested: I’m a goodie goodie  73. Cried When Someone Died: Yes?? 74. Fallen for a Friend: Nah

Do You Believe In 

75. Yourself: Sometimes.....ish 76. Miracles: Yah 77. Love at First Sight: No 78. Santa Claus: I miss those days (though I did believe in him all the way until 5th grade) 79. Kiss on the First Date: No (not that I even go on dates to not kiss them to begin with) 80. Angels: (I almost wrote angles omf) Kinda, want to say yes

Other

81. Eye Color: Grayish blue  82. Favorite Movie: Ferris Bueller’s Day off  Wait a fucking second how do I only have 82????? Oh well

[ronandreams]

tagged by @bellameblake, @wcndamaximoff, and @nymqhdora, thank you bbs!

Rules: you must answer these 83 statements and tag 20 people

Last… 1. drink? coffee 2. phone call? big sister kayla 3. text message? a message to my friend chris, i was ranting. or you mean the last one i got? it was “mmh no problem” after i thanked him for telling me to have sweet dreams 4. song you listened to? pillow talking - lil dicky 5. time you cried? a couple hours ago haha

Have you ever… 6. dated someone twice? nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it? yeah haha 8. been cheated on? not technically 9. lost someone special? yes 10. been depressed? yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up? nope, i can get drunk and never throw up its great lol Favourite colors: 12. red 13. purple 14. green..or greenish blue..or blue sorry i like too many colors In the last year, have you… 15. made new friends? a little  16. fallen out of love? kind of? yes 17. laughed until you cried? yeah 18. found out someone was talking about you? yes 19. met someone who changed you? yes 20. found out who your friends are? yes 21. kissed somone on your facebook list? yes my now current ex lol  22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life? most of them are from high school, or from my current city so, about 150. with a few internet friends in there 23. do you have any pets? kitty and a dog 24. do you want to change your name? i mean i wont do it but i do wish i had a more normal name so i didn’t have to constantly have people mispronounce it  25. what did you do for your last birthday? i dont really remember, nothing special  26. what time did you wake up? late af 27. what were you doing at midnight last night? talking to a cutie named michael and probably watching friends 28. name something you can’t wait for: live action mulan? i guess. and death 29. when was the last time you saw your mom? 17 hours ish 30. what are you listening to right now? im not listening to anything 31. have you ever talked to a person named Tom? definitely 32. something that is getting on your nerves? PEOPLE that keep breaking my heart  33. most visited website? tumblr, and youtube 34. hair colour? brown 35. long or short hair? long 36. do you have a crush on someone? i dooo but i aint getting my hopes us cuz they live in a different state 37. what do you like about yourself? my willingness to see the good in everyone, which i’m starting to think might be a flaw and not a good thing 38. piercings: just in my ears but i haven’t worn earrings in forever 39. blood type: A+ 40. nickname: chance

41. relationship status: single 42. zodiac: cancer 43. pronouns: she/her 44. favourite tv show: the 100, teen wolf 45. tattoos:i want one 46. right or left handed: left 47. surgery: nope 48. sport: what is sport? ha jk but no 49. vacation: yea right 50. pair of trainers: what even is that? shoes? 51. eating: nada 52. drinking: coffee 53. im about to: clean shit. or scroll tumblr 54. waiting for?: i think i answered this, but. when tf is taylor swift gonna put out a new album? also i swear i’ve been waiting for the fallen movie to come out, based off the book series by lauren kate 55. want?: some hugs. i never have hugs :( 56. get married?: if that day ever comes yes. but tbh when i think about actually getting married and walking down the aisle, it gives me major anxiety. so idk i might just do a courthouse wedding 57. career?: yea right... idk 58. hugs or kisses?: hugs 59. lips or eyes?: eyes 60. shorter or taller?: taller 61. older or younger?: older 62. nice arms or nice stomach?: nice arms 63. hook up or relationship?: relationship 64. troublemaker or hesitant?: hesitant but i have my moments for sure 65. kissed a stranger: i mean. i kissed a friend of a friend after only knowing them for a couple hours. but not an actual stranger 66. drank hard liquor: yeah 67. lost glasses/contact lenses: dont need em 68. turned someone down: yeah 69. sex on the first date: it happened. but normally no 70. broken someones heart: not really. ive turned people down but usually before i start dating them.  71. had your heart broken: YES  72. been arrested: no 73. cried when someone died: yeah 74. fallen for a friend: yeah Do you believe in… magic 75. yourself? haha no 76. miracles? maybe 77. love at first sight? no 78. santa claus? no 79. kiss on the first date? it depends  80. angels? yesss 81. current best friend’s name? what’s a best friend? wish i knew 82. eye colour: brown 83. favourite movie: comet 2014, emmy rossum and justin long at their best

i am going to tag: @rowofstars, @sebbys, @rihardgansey, @lupins, @purgatoan, @novampiresbutyou, @slayerstark, @elizabetbenneth, @chaol-westfall, @opheliawaits, @marthajoness, @reysjedi, @lydias-martin, @lenitass, @hestiajonees, @isabellenightwood, @isabellaswanns, @bellascooby24, @ronankavinskys, @peteir, @queens-clarke.

[johnmulaneys]

tagged by: @rorygilmuore  rules - you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 (ish) people. tagging: @petsohp​ @juliaslouisdreyfus​ @mulaneysbutt​ @solanos​ @boburrham​ @latingirlmp3​ @mrsperaltiago​ + whoever wants to do this

1. drink: water 2. phone call: doctor’s office to confirm my mom’s appointment 3. text message: sister 4. song you listened to: my prerogative by britney 5. time you cried: its been...a while? i think when i decided to give up on that stupid class

HAVE YOU EVER 6. dated someone twice: no 7. kissed someone and regretted it: um no 9. lost someone special: depends on what u mean by lost? i miss grandma 10. been depressed: uhhhhhhhhhh 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: ...yes

FAVORITE COLORS 12. pink 13. lilac 14. a certain shade of green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. made new friends: yes 16. fallen out of love: i think so? maybe not 17. laughed until you cried: yes like last sunday playing “who am i” with the family 18. found out someone was talking about you: yes i did....and it was both scary and flattering 19. met someone who changed you: i think so? 20. found out who your friends are: no 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: no?

GENERAL 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like about 90%? 23. do you have any pets: a pretty lady cat named kimi 24. do you want to change your name: nah 25. what did you do for your last birthday: my family came over but it was boring lmao 26. what time did you wake up: 8:30 a.m. 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: stressing over these papers 28. name something you can’t wait for: for this semester to End

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: couple hours ago 31. what are you listening to right now: dogs barking, construction sounds 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: no but @ tom harlock call me 33. something that is getting on your nerves: these papers and college in general 34. most visited website: tumble dot com 35. hair colour: dark brown 36. long or short hair: long 37. do you have a crush on someone: lots of someones, queen of having crushes 38. what do you like about yourself: my heterochromic eyes  39. piercings: nah not even earrings 40. blood type: o+ 41. nickname: gabi, lola (my family and some of my close friends? theres no explanation) 42. relationship status: single and sad 43. zodiac: scorpio 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: floating between jane the virgin and veep 46. tattoos: no but i want at least 2 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery:  none and let’s keep it this way 49. piercing: lmao again? no 50. sport: i love watching soccer 51. vacation: even though i live on a beach city i love going to places with beaches, i also miss going to camp with school 52. pair of trainers: i have 2 but i prefer the black and white one

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: nada 54. drinking: i should be drinking water 55. i’m about to: start this paper 56. waiting for: this semester to end 57. want: motivation to finish this paper real quick 58. get married: with a rich person 59. career: trophy wife hopefully

WHICH IS BETTER 60. hugs or kisses: i’m accepting both 61. lips or eyes: im a slut for eyes 62. shorter or taller: taller 63. older or younger: older 64. nice arms or nice stomach: i love arms 65. hook up or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER 67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: no? 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: i have good eyes thank 70. turned someone down: ye 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: no? no 73. had your heart broken: yea 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: yes 76. fallen for a friend: shut up

DO YOU BELIEVE IN 77. yourself: who 78. miracles: jafael could rise again so yea 79. love at first sight: no thats dumb 80. santa claus: yea i love daddy christmas 81. kiss on the first date: yes why is that an issue 82. angels: justin baldoni exists so yea (no)

OTHER 83. current best friend’s name: "a best friend isn’t a person, it’s a tier” LAHIRI, Mindy 84. eye colour: heterochromic brown/green/blue 85. favorite movie(s): heathers, mean girls, moonlight, finding nemo, idk

[the-v-gan]

☆…SHOULD WE KNOW US A LITTLE BETTER TAG…☆

Tagged by @marksonislovely (thanksssss mommmm ♡)

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20ppl… THE LAST: 1. Drink: water 2. Phonecall: Home 3. Text message: my friendu @blurguppy 4. Song you listened to: GOT7 ‘Go higher’ (you can imagine me turning up on the bus as i travel to school) 5. Time you cried: the two nights before (I watched Fly in Seoul Final and the boys was just so emotional and my heart just) 6. Dated someone twice: nope (i am a virgin at dating, so don’t even ask) 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no (i am also a virgin at this) 8. Been cheated on: ehhhhhh if friends are considered, yes. (I SWEAR) 9. Lost someone special: yes 10. Been depressed: ?? (what is this even) 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope (also virgin at this omg i need a life)

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: Red, white, blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yeahhhhhhh

16. Fallen out of love: Fell in love instead (with 7 boys) (where all my ahgases at)

17. Laughed until you cried: always

18. Found out someone was talking about you: nope (no shade pls)- WAIT THERE WAS

19. Met someone who changed you: yessie  ♡

20. Found out who your friends are: yes, in a good way

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope (i am a child ok someone teach me on how to live a life) (and my facebook is prolly ded)

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: ehhhhh idk haaaaaaaaa once again what facebook

23. Do you have any pets: no (I want a golden retriever and all the types of dogs omg♡)

24. Do you want to change your name: nope nope nope (even though my friend has brought back that spongebob joke)

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: dinner with my fam; received gifts from friends omg they are the sweetest

26. What time did you wake up: what is wake up, more like wake me up inside (i cant wake up)

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: drawing mark’s ceci photos until my eyes felt like it was falling out

28. Name something you can’t wait for: graduation (??) (i want my diploma)

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: an hour agoooooooo 

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: hmmmmm maybe my sweat glands (am i answering this right) because my skin is raining 24/7 i swear its hot all the time out here.

31. What are you listening right now: listening to the sound of the air conditioner in the quiet lab (and i heard footsteps in here) (this place isnt haunted right)

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no, but I have talked to someone called Jerry (tom holland talk to me pls)

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: when someone gets butthurt so easily and is gets salty about it like what even 

34. Most visited Website: tumblr is bae

35. i don’t know what the question was haha + 36. same + 37. same -no idea what this is but anyway+38 same (i’ll just go in order by number ha) what?😂 (what is this what is this what is this ok i should move on)

38. Haircolor: brown black-ish (i have been on this earth for 18 years and i still dk what color is my hair)

39. Long or short hair: medium (ah ha not even in the options of this question)

40. Do you have a crush on someone: yes (always, on all the hot boys) (in kpop) (ok srsly, yes)

41. What do you like about yourself: i love that i love food and I can draw (does that count ok idk lalalalala) (draw all my baes wooohooooooooo)

42. Piercings: one on each ear

43. Bloodtype: A

44. Nickname: Squrriel (i freaking swear this bobsponge joke)

45. Relationship status: single ladies all the single ladies

46. Zodiac: LEO LEO LEO LEO 

47. Pronouns: he, she

48. Favorite TV Show: 13 reasons why and if anime counts, attack on titan (s3 next year yayyyyyy) and if kdrama counts, Weight-lifting fairy Kim Bokju (i ship)

49. Tattoos: nope nope

50. Right or left hand: rightie ♡

51. Surgery: nope nope (unless my birth was counted) (ok maybe not, natural birth babyyyyyyyyy)

52. Piercing: errrrrrr my ears (?) (i answered that?)  refer to 42

53. Sport: i am an unhealthy artist who sits on her ass all day

55. Vacation: been to hongkong, malaysia, thailand and taiwannnnnn (i wanna go to oppa-land aka S.Korea aka where my baes are at)

56. Pair of trainers: what does this question mean ok someone help 

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: I love home cooked food, preserved foods, outside food (i love food)

58. Drinking: water is bae

59. I’m about to: go buy food (after i answering everything) (when will this end)

61. Waiting for: this to end (my stomach is screaming at me)

62. Want: happiness to the world and health to my fam and friends

63. Get married: waiting for one of my 7 husbands to accept my proposal ok but srsly, yes i hope.

64. Career: unemployed; futurn intern who needs cash now (hire me pls) 

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs (i havent done this kissing thing omg)

66. Lips or eyes: eyes 

67. Shorter or taller: taller for bae but anything fits

68. Older or younger: age is just a number (its actually a word haaaaaa)

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms (btw have yall seen mark tuan’s arms omg i died and revive and died again)

71. Sensetive or loud: loudddddd (no sensitive omg i cant take that)

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship (duh)

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: no no no (why)

75. Drank hard liquor: nope (i am alrdy going to be 19 and i havent done shit)

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i have been wearing them (my glasses) for more than a decade, i would slap myself if i lost them

77. Turned someone down: i got no one to turn down (cries into the abyss) 

78. Sex in the first date: nooooooooo what this even i havent even kissed anyone whatttttt

79. Broken someones heart: errrrrrr idk (maybe that boy in preschool) (he was shorter than me and was butthurt) (but it was just tru)

80. Had your heart broken: yes (irl and also by all the korean boys who are snatching my hearts ok stahp yall)

81. Been arrested: um not arrested but got arrested into the got7 fandom haaaaaaaaaa guilty

82. Cried when someone died: yup

83. Fallen for a friend: hmmmmmmm no yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: errrrrrrr most times

85. Miracles: YES

86. Love at first sight: yes (still waiting for this to happen irl)

87. Santa Claus: I believed in santa because i thought my dad was santa 

88. Kiss in the first date: no (once again i have never tried this)

89. Angels: yes

OTHER:

90. Current best friends name: grace

91. Eyecolor: dark-brown

92. Favorite movie: i am a trash for good movies esp horror (even tho i get scared all the time and ask myself why all the time)

Tagging: @umma-jy @wang7gae @marksseunie @bxmbxmn @blurguppy @emiipopo @the-assgoblin (i need more tumblr friends omg help)

do it if you wanttttttt (so that i can readdddd)

[namyoong-archive]

🌻 a “should we know us a little better” tag 🌻 RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people Tagged by @puppytae (this took me so long omg, thank you for tagging me!! 💖) THE LAST: 1. Drink: green tea 2. Phone call: my brother 3. Text message: t-mobile lol 4. Song you listened to: we are bulletproof pt.2 bt BTS 5. Time you cried: friday i think 6. Dated someone twice: no 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: never kissed anyone 8. Been cheated on: no 9. Lost someone special: yes 10. Been depressed: yes 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yes LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: dark blue, bright yellow and pastel pink :-) IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: ummm no 16. Fallen out of love: nope 17. Laughed until you cried: yasss 18. Found out someone was talking about you: i think so yes 19. Met someone who changed you: not really 20. Found out who your friends are: kinda 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: pretty much all of them 23. Do you have any pets: 3 cats whom i would do anything for and a supercute rabbit ♡ 24. Do you want to change your name: nope i quite like my name :-)) 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: had some family over and than i went bowling with my 2 best friends which was really fun also i worked on my birthday which sucked but we did have a fancy meal when i came back so yeah 26. What time did you wake up: umm i think 10.30 ish?? 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching In The Flesh 28. Name something you can’t wait for: seeing some friends again this thursday :-)) 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: about 1 hour ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i want to be happy with who i am and not feel the need to change for anyone 31. What are you listening to right now? No music, but i can hear cars passing by so yeah :p 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: dont think so? 33. Something that is getting on your nerves? Im taking a gap year and everyone is telling me that i should start school again soon because im so bored and i know that, i wanna start school but it wont start until September and there is nothing i can do about that so stop telling me to go to school bye 34. Most visited Website: tumblr 35. Mole/s: i have quite a few 36. Mark/s: do scars count? Got a big ass scar on my right ankle 37. Childhood dream: i wanted to be a surgeon omg 38. Hair color: browish blond 39. Long or short hair: i guess its pretty long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: hmm like a low key crush 41. What do you like about yourself: i love my waist and my hourglass figure in general also i love my eyes. And personality wise i like that im always open to anyone and dont judge people just by their looks, also:; my music taste :-)) 42. Piercings: 2 in each ear and an helix in my right ear, i also had a nose piercing but i stopped wearing it some time ago 43. Bloodtype: o god idk :0 44. Nickname: Nini 45. Relationship status: single 46. Zodiac: Sagittarius 👌 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: Merlin, Sense8 and a lot of anime lol 49. Tattoos: yes i've got 2: a music note on my left wrist and a flower tattoo on my right arm 50. Right or left hand: right hand 51. Surgery: for when i broke my right ankle 52. Piercing: answered this already ahaha 53. Sport: nothing lol 55. Vacation: London or Japan 56. Pair of trainers: black and white pumas MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: nothing :0 58. Drinking: nothing :0 59. I’m about to: watch a serie in bed 61. Waiting for: me to start feeling sleepy 62. Want: to start my new study 63. Get married: yes but tbh only for the wedding dress lol 64. Career: singing teacher WHICH IS BETTER?: 65. Hugs or kisses: hugs!!!!! 66. Lips or eyes: eyes omg 67. Shorter or taller: i think taller 68. Older or younger: older :-) 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: i guess in the middle HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: no 75. Drank hard liquor: yes 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no 77. Turned someone down: yes 78. Sex in the first date: no 79. Broken someones heart: i think so 80. Had your heart broken: nahh not really 81. Been arrested: nope 82. Cried when someone died: yes 83. Fallen for a friend: i guess DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: depends on my mood lol 85. Miracles: yes 86. Love at first sight: yes 87. Santa Claus: no 88. Kiss in the first date: yep 89. Angels: yes OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: eva 91. Eyecolor: green, blue and grey lol 92. Favorite movie: The Cat Returns Im not tagging anyone but if you wanna do this than consider yourself tagged 💓 This waz so fun to do!!!! ♡

[park-j1m1n-bts]

“Should we know us a little better” Tag RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people I was tagged by: @justbeingbrookee THANK YOUU BABE💛hopefully I’ll be able to answer all! THE LAST: 1. Drink: Water, it is so hot right now in England so I’ve been drinking GALLONS 🤤. 2. Phone call: I don’t often call people but it was probably my mum. 3. Text message: My bestie . 4. Song you listened to: Currently listening to Monsta X’s new song “Shine Forever” 🔥🔥 5. Time you cried: oh god I cry all the time 🙈 last time I full on cried was about a week ago before my last uni exam! God I was stressed!! 6. Dated someone twice: no 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. Been cheated on: no 9. Lost someone special: YES 10. Been depressed: no, I always try to be happy and positive 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no, I’ve got a strong stomach and can handle my drink pretty well 😎 LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: Ooo this is hard, it changes all the time but at the moment: Pink, Yellow and pale green. IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yessss, met some lovely people at uni 16. Fallen out of love: no 17. Laughed until you cried: haha all the time!!! 18. Found out someone was talking about you: yep constantly 💁 people just hate to see you happy 🐸☕️ 19. Met someone who changed you: ermmm don’t think so 20. Found out who your friends are: Hell yeah, when you are away from home for most of the year it is interesting to see who stays in contact. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All, I only add people I have see in real life 23. Do you have any pets: yes!! Two gorgeous dogs 24. Do you want to change your name: no, I’m quite happy with mine :) 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i’m not someone to have a big celebration, I think I just went to the beach with my family and watched some films 26. What time did you wake up: 6:30 AM ugh work 😞 27. What were you doing at midnight last: YOUTUBE! Omg I’m obsessed I could spend hours and hours watching videos! can’t really remember exactly what video but I know it was BTS related. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: To be able to drive 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 10 mins ish ago. 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I love my life! I would not change a single bit, anything negative has shaped me into the person I am today 🤗 31. What are you listening right now: Binge listening to Monsta X today!! I love them. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: My brothers name is Tom soooo yes! Haha I love him so much we are so close 💑 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: the heat definitely and responsibilities haha! Come back from uni expecting to relax but no, need to earn money, need to learn to drive etc ugh 34. Most visited Website: Youtube 100% 35. Mole/s: I have a lot of freckles?? Same thing or not I don’t know 36. Mark/s: I have 3 birthmarks and a chicken pox scar on my left cheek 37. Childhood dream: Okay this is gonna sound weird but I had a recurring dream where it was my job to push different size balls down their according tubes and I remember waking up panicking because I accidentally jammed a big ball down a small tube ….. haha god knows what was wrong with me 38. Hair color: brunette 39. Long or short hair: medium length. 40. Do you have a crush on someone: other than idols 😅 I don’t think so… 41. What do you like about yourself: oh nooo this is a horrible question! I seriously lack self confidence so this is going to be tough…. I would like to think I am a kind person, I am not someone who ever is nasty to anyone and I always try to see the good in everyone 42. Piercings: One in each ear 43. Bloodtype: no idea … 44. Nickname: don’t think I have one … 45. Relationship status: Single 💁 46. Zodiac: Virgo 47. Pronouns: she/her/they 48. Favorite TV Show: I’m a sucker for crime/detective dramas so like Silent Witness or Death in Paradise 49. Tattoos: not yet 50. Right or left hand: right handed 51. Surgery: nope 52. Piercing: still one in each ear 👀. 53. Sport: HAHA great joke. 55. Vacation: Haven’t been abroad in ages because of my dogs but anywhere with my family I’m happy! . 56. Pair of trainers: I’m really bad when it comes to trainers, I always end up by the expensive branded ones 😬😬. MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: Just had a ham roll (classic) 58. Drinking: Water 59. I’m about to: Watch BTS’s V live as I got a notification halfway through doing this! 61. Waiting for: BTS to come to the UK 😪😪😪( a girl can dream) 62. Want: JIMIN!!! …. sorry er I mean…. chocolate errr yep chocolate 😅😅 63. Get married: Yessssss, just need a groom now 😪 64. Career: hopefully two more years at uni will help WHICH IS BETTER?: 65. Hugs or kisses: HUGSSSS I literally give hugs to everyone 66. Lips or eyes: I love people with good smiles so lips 67. Shorter or taller: its not a massive deal for me but if I got to choose it would be taller 68. Older or younger: Don’t particularly want a guy older than 21 or younger than 17 (I’m 19) 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: THIGHS. 71. Sensitive or loud: i am quite a quiet person, I find loud people quite intimidating 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship deffo!! 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: very hesitant HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: nooo 75. Drank hard liquor: as a dare yes 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: 20/20 vision baby 😏. 77. Turned someone down: yes 78. Sex on the first date: no 79. Broken someones heart: don’t think so 80. Had your heart broken: no 81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: yes 83. Fallen for a friend: 😶 DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: depends on the situation 85. Miracles: yes 86. Love at first sight: until faced with this, who knows 87. Santa Claus: no 88. Kiss on the first date: no, I have to know the guy properly I think. 89. Angels: yes OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: He doesn’t want me to say his name but I only have one best friend and he is such a lovely person and I am so thankful that he is part of my life ❤️ 91. Eyecolor: green 92. Favorite movie: oooo tough question to finish off…. got to love anything with Jim Carey in

Wow! That was long but fun!!! I tag : @my-bts-obsession @heyhosam @bangtansonyeondarnit @kookiecat @strongjooheon @al3lora @starryyoongi @hyobincat @kaymaybeonfire @btserenity @panicattheswiftie @jiminismysnakeu @killerjulie @jeonnings @nini17 @randomlyguilty @trying-not-to-stan-another-group @notoverbtsyet @reiladay @kpop-and-animee I think that is 20!! Obviously you don’t have to do it but the option is there ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[overseerjules]

First off, I’m so so so sorry that this is so late! I ended up rewriting this almost 4 different times and I’m still not completely happy with it but it’s my first fanfic so screw it, I like it enough to give it to you @hisagishuuhei I hope you like it! P.S. Sorry if its cringy lmao For the @yuri-on-ice-valentine-exchange

Pairing: Emil X Mickey

Disclaimer: I wrote this like one would write a diary so everything that’s written is in Mickey’s viewpoint until the very end

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 3 days until Valentine’s Day

Current time: 3:27 pm 2/11/17

I’ve got it bad…….. Like extremely bad. I can barely sit still during this stupid ass lecture it’s so bad. I know I know, I need to calm down. It’s only love. Well… it’s probably love, all I really know is that I want to make that boy mine and never let him go. God the things I could do to him, I could just eat him up! Wait I’m in class so I shouldn’t be thinking about this, I could pop a boner if I continue. Ugh, how much longer is this class??? I swear I’m gonna die here. I wish I never took this stupid marketing class… I DON’T EVEN LIKE MARKETING! I should’ve taken like a sports history class or somthn. That would’ve been waaay better. I need to just chill out… I mean there’s only like 40 minutes left in the class anyways, and then I can go back to the dorm and see Emil! Just mentioning him in this journal gets me so excited. I’m a lovesick mess huh?

Current Time: 5:58pm 2/11/17 My original plans to go straight back got totally ruined! All I wanted to do was go home and see Emil…. But nooooo. Sara just had to come and jump me after class and she even dragged me to this stupid cafe. I mean it wasn’t that bad tbh but it still was not what I wanted. I think the only good thing that came out of it was that she agreed to help me buy something for Emil. So now I’m stuck waiting in the car for her to ‘properly get ready’ since she didn’t think she was pretty enough to go out on the town like she was. Like, what does she thinks gonna happen? That some mysterious and hot af guy is just gonna pop up and ask her out?? Besides even if that were to happen, I’d never let someone touch my lil sister…. hmph .

Current Time: 9:32pm 2/11/17

I’m sitting outside on the bench right below our dorm trying to catch my breath as of right now. Why is that future me may ask? W E L L. Sara being the little shithead she is made me walk home by myself after finding some of her friends but that’s not all folks! It started raining too so I had to run back here! Hence why I’m out of breath. I’m just glad that she promised to wrap up the teddy bear and the electric razor I got him. Ok yeah I know buying him one of those isn’t really romantic or anything but it’s supposed to be funny since he knows how much I hate his beard. Facial hair in general is just….. No.

2 Days until Valentine’s day

Current Time: 12:13pm 2/12/17

Last night had to be the best night in my life. It started off extremely normal, just me walking into our dorm and seeing Emil making food. Oh and have I ever mentioned how great of a cook he is? Well he is and lemme just say this now, he’s perfect wifey material. Ok but back to what I was originally talking about, we ate while we watched a movie and I don’t ever remember falling asleep but I guess at some point I did because I woke up around 4 or 5-ish and me and Emil were all cuddled up. Wait what was that? Can I repeat that you ask??? Me. And. Emil. Were. Cuddling. Oh god, I can’t believe that happened but to top the whole situation off, when I tried to move away he frickin grabbed me in his sleep and hugged me even tighter. When he did that I could barely hear him say “don’t go..” over my heart slamming in my chest. I legit thought I was going to die. I mean I would’ve died extremely happy but no I can’t die yet! Not until we’ve slept together again with roles switched, not that I didn’t like being the spoon or the warmth of his oh so strong arms around me. It’s just that I really just wanna hug him all night, hell if I could I’d do it 24/7. Ugh but I gtg finish my homework for my next class since I missed my first one , I’ll come back and write in you later.

Current Time: 3:02pm 2/12/17

I spent the whole class thinking about Emil again. I really need to stop doing that… I’m going to end up failing my classes at this point. But forget that, more importantly I think he’s avoiding me now, I mean it’s totally plausible since we are in no way, shape, or how romantically involved and we ended up on a small ass couch cuddling. But still, that’s no reason for him to jump when he see’s me or to hurry and leave the dorm. FYI, that happened about 20 minutes ago so I’m still quite hurt about that. I guess it’s whatever, we’ll be fine over time I hope.

Current Time: 10:44pm 2/12/17

Sara stole me again, not that I mind this time since I’m sure Emil wouldn’t wanna see me anyways. Kill me now please. But yeah I filled her in on what happened last night and she was more than thrilled. She kept reassuring me that he’s just embarrassed since he likes me too and that’s why he’s doing that but I just don’t know what to think about it. After we spent like an hour and a half or so just fucking around at the cafe she told me to go back and try to talk to him. Let’s just say I tried. I came home to him icing one of his bomb af cakes he loves to make, but that’s not the reason I’m pissed. He went and wrote ‘To the one I love’ in bright red icing on it. Upon seeing that my jealousy skyrocketed and I went and asked such a dumbass question. “So is that for your girlfriend?” Normally the sight of him blushing would melt my heart but the fact that I know he’s bright red because of someone else is just sickening. “Ah no… just someone I really like” “Tch, same difference, anyone who would reject you after giving them that would be brain dead” After that I kinda just stormed off into my room which is where I am and am perfectly willing to stay. I don’t want to go out there and see that stupid cake of his, or him for that matter. Oh god could I just cry right now. Fuck. I wish I could just snap that person’s neck that stole my loves affection from me. Nvm, he’d just hate me even more then. Fuck I just want things to be simpler!

1 Day until Valentine’s Day

Current Time: 1:29am 2/13/17

I was awoken by Emil carrying me princess style to my bed. Never would’ve imagined he’d do something like that but nonetheless it happened. And me being stupid like always told him to go away, which I highly regret saying but it’s not like he left anyways. He softly told me, “I’d never, you’d catch a cold sitting out like that you know?” At that moment I thought my heart was going to explode, any trace of anger I held just dissipated and turned to sadness so when he sat me down and tucked me into my bed like a 5 year old, I curled up and just layed there on the verge of tears. I guess it was pretty obvious since he crouched down and asked me what was wrong, I just told him that it was the valentine blues since it’s not like I had anyone. The smile he had on his face the was one that looked kinda pitiful, almost like he wanted to cry too. And well umm hold up, I’m not really good at inserting dialog so I’ll just do it screenplay like? No clue really but all that I know is that it’s gonna make writing in this journal a hell load easier so here it goes! Emil: Eh? I would’ve thought that you’d have girls lining up to get with you since you’re so hot.

Me: So…. you think i’m hot? *blushing like crazy*

Emil: N-no that’s not what I meant! *I think he was blushing? Couldn’t tell very well*

Me: It’s ok… I know you were messing around. *I tried smiling even though I wanted to cry even more, sooo*

Emil: It’ll be ok Mickey, I’m sure you’ll have someone this year, now go and get some sleep. Ok?

Me: Thanks for the encouraging words Emil. Anyways, night.

Emil: Sweet dreams~

Current Time: 9:57pm 2/13/17

I woke up this morning around 11 and had the great idea to watch Emil sleep. I mean it’s not like I set out to do it? I kinda just walked out into the kitchen and saw him laying on the couch sleeping. So why not? Oh I can tell you why not. Reason 1) trying to explain yourself is utter hell bc you won’t have an explanation. And reason 2) The awkwardness afterwards totally kills off any good vibes for a good two hours. He wasn’t to creeped out but I still regret doing that, and lucky me he went out of his way to make it less awkward by asking what I wanted to do today. But knowing Emil, he’ll just pick something he wants to do anyways so I told him it was his call. And that’s how I ended up watching every. Single. Episode of voltron today, and after that he turned on The Magicians and we’re currently on the 3rd episode. He kept going on about it for awhile now but as soon as he gets to watch it he falls asleep. How careless, not to mention that he’s sleeping all curled up under my arm. Man. I wish tomorrow would never come because I know he’s just going to go off to his valentine…

V A L E N T I N E ‘ S D A Y

Current Time: 6:03am 2/14/17

Fuck. FUck. FUCk. FUCK. I forgot to grab his presents yesterday. Sure he already has someone but that does not mean that I’d just not give him anything, plus I spent good money on that stuff. Anyways, almost as soon as I woke up, I dashed out of the dorm and all the way to Sara’s house. I regret running but it was worth it. I grabbed those presents after waking her and everyone else up on the block by my loud knocks and bolted back to my dorm.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Real Time~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

What I walked into almost shattered my heart. I laid Emil’s presents down and ran over to Emil who was crying on the couch. I took him into my arms like my life depended on it and we stayed like that for a good while. “Hey… Emil. what’s wrong?” I asked “I thought you left me…” “Nooo! I’d never leave you, understand? I only left to go grab something for my valentine” “Then why are you back here? Shouldn’t you go and give it to them?” He mumbled into my shoulder, crying even harder now. “Who even is it?” I could barely hear him say it but I took his face in my hands and wiped the tears from his glossy blue eyes. “It’s you, ya dumbass. Who else would it be?” “A..are you serious?” “How could I not be in this situation Emil? I’ve been trying to work up the courage to tell you how I felt the last two years but I just couldn’t do it and well this year I wanted to make it a surprise but this happened instead.” “I’m sorry…” “Don’t be, I’m just glad that I can tell you how much I like you” “Ya know… You were also supposed to be my valentine, I even made you a cake but the face you had when you walked in and saw it was really scary Mickey. I mean I know you love it when I make them for you so why’d you react like that?” “Because I thought you were going to give it to someone else. My jealousy skyrocketed and I couldn’t handle it. I’m sorry Emil” “I kinda figured” He half choked/half laughed. “Don’t die now, I just got you where I wanted you” I pulled his forehead to mine and looked into his red and puffy eyes. I was really looking forward to be the one that engaged the kiss but he beat me to it. No sooner than I opened my mouth to ask how he was feeling, I could feel his lips on mine. They’re chapped and a bit sticky from him crying but I don’t care, all I care about is how his lips are on mine and that he’s pushing me onto my back.

~~~~~~~~~~~Happy Late Valentine’s Day~~~~~~~~~~

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Single parenting 101

It’s been over a year since I became a full-blown single parent. The hows and whys of the divorce don’t really matter. As I’ve said before, no one gets married to one day get a divorce. It’s hard on everyone and believe me, while people will judge, it should be known that marriages don’t fall apart without first extensive trying and hoping and praying and self-convincing. But eventually, people have to choose happiness.

The hardest part for me relates to my boys, ages six and nine. It was heartbreaking to lose the family unit. Until you’ve been through this, you have no way of knowing how it will all feel, but the loss of the marriage and the loss of the family unit are two entirely separate experiences. I’d already grieved the loss of my marriage, even when I was still in it. But at that time, I still had the family unit, so even though the marriage was struggling, I still loved having the family together.

A weird and unintentional confusion happens when couples stay together for the children. Because there is a disconnect between the adults in the house, all of the energy, focus and attention goes toward the children which then makes the family unit even harder to pull away from. What ends up happening is the children get a shell of who you really are and they also get a non-existent model of what a fun-loving marriage looks like, but they also become accustomed to both parents being solely child-centered. Then once the divorce happens, you go from being with your kids 100%  of the time with maximum effort to spending multiple days without seeing them at all. It’s all very jarring to the psyche.

Nevertheless, as humans do in every situation, we adapt and figure it out. We learn to find a new normal. As I think about the past year, I’ve learned a number of things regarding how to be an efficient and positive single mom.

7 Helpful Tips for Single Parents

1). Be a good planner: There’s a quote that says, “Fail to plan, plan to fail.” This is my constant mantra. And I’m not just talking about planning out the week, I’m talking about long-term planning as well. When there’s only one parent in the home, there’s no tag teaming. The one parent has to do everything, so planing is imperative. I try to plan weeks and months in advance so I can figure out my work schedule, custody, childcare, doctors and dentist appointments, etc. On a weekly basis, I’ve found if I plan the week’s meals and coordinate my workouts with the boys sports’ practices, everything goes more smoothly. When I don’t plan accordingly, we end up at the grocery store every day at 6:00 p.m. and this does not make for a happy, productive evening. Also if I don’t plan when I’m going to work out, it doesn’t happen and then I’m grumpy and feel guilty for not exercising. If you plan well, you can spend quality time with your children instead of constantly scrambling around playing catch up.

2). Communicate clearly with the other parent: This one may be challenging if you and your ex don’t get along or if there’s a lot of bitterness, but even if that’s the case, you have to rise above that and do what’s best for the children. The boys’ dad and I are amicable and good at communicating for the most part. There have been a couple mishaps, but that’s going to happen until everyone gets in a solid groove. If we need a change in a weekend or in the custody schedule, we try to tell each other months in advance. If I learn of a school or sporting event when I have the boys, I let him know, and vice versa. We communicate in a number of ways including talking on the phone, text and email. If it’s impossible for you to talk to the other parent without getting frustrated or annoyed, use another method such as text or email. I’ve found the following tips make communicating easier.

3). Accept that doing it solo is exhausting: The sooner you accept this fact, the better. Single parenting offers zero relaxation, especially if you work full-time out of the home. For 12 hours every day, it’s balls to the wall. Wake up, cook breakfast, get ready for school, drop  boys off at school, work all day, pick up children from school, take them to sports practice, drive home from practice or after school, cook dinner, clean up from dinner, do homework, sign agenda books, make lunches, fold laundry, get ready for bed, put children to bed. Then repeat everything the next day. The funny thing is, I actually enjoy it. It’s mind over matter. I don’t have any delusions that a gnome or fairy is going to appear and help me with some of these tasks so I can sit on the couch and paint my toenails. I love being a mom and I know what my day looks like going into it, so I just tackle it head-on. End of story.

4). Find time to be with yourself: This one is paramount. It’s important to find time to be with yourself on the days you have the kids and on the days you don’t. When I have the boys with me, I get up significantly earlier than them. I’m a morning person so this time works well for me. I enjoy my coffee and either read, journal or blog. It’s my sacred quiet time. When the boys aren’t with me, I try to get alone time working out or cleaning or something along those lines. The quiet alone time when the boys aren’t with me can be hard because I start missing them or wondering what they’re doing. Either way, it’s important we continue to love and befriend ourselves. There is a lot of guilt, grief and regret after the breakdown of a marriage which makes it even more important that you be gentle with yourself and feed your needs.

5). Engage fully: I actually feel like I’m a better, more engaged parent now that I’m divorced. With there being no other adult to pass them off to, I am fully focused on truly being with them. I’ve talked with other single parents who feel this as well. When it’s the just one parent and the kids, a unique bond forms and all parties get to know the others on a much deeper, more intimate level. There’s no longer the adults up here and the kids down there. It all blends together and I’ve really enjoyed this. While I miss having help and having another adult to talk to, I love focusing so intently on my littles.

6). Have fun when you’re not with the kids: The boys’ dad and I don’t have 50/50 custody, but it’s close. More like 60/40-ish where I have them a bit more than he does. Modern research says this is the best set-up if both parents live in the same town. I still see them every day because I’m involved in afternoon pick-up, sports drop-off; however, it’s still grueling going 5 days at a time without their little heads in their beds at my house. To combat this sadness, I do things I can’t do when I have them. I spend a lot of time with my boyfriend Matthew who is also a single parent. He has the 60/40 custody arrangement as well and he is a very engaged father. Together we have five kids. On the weeks, the kids are with the other parent, we go on long bike rides, try out new recipes, travel, clean our houses, read, veg out and watch Netflix, work late if we need to, etc. I know everyone isn’t fortunate enough to have a signifiant other after divorce, but don’t settle just to have a person to hang out with it. The right person will come along. Believe me, it’s worth waiting for. Having fun on your off-days not only diverts your mind from not having the kids but it also fuels your own hobbies and goals which ultimately makes you a better parent.

7). Ask for help if you’re overwhelmed: Some single parents have little to no help from the other parent and if that’s the case, be sure to find a support system. Whether it’s friends, colleagues, church members or neighbors, you can’t do it on your own without eventually burning out. Since my mom’s passing, I don’t have someone who can consistently help me. Our awesome baby-sitter started college this year and my dad has watched the boys here and there, but he still works part-time. I sure do miss having my mom around. I feel blessed that the boys’ dad wants to be in their lives so much, and I work hard to get all my own stuff accomplished when they are with him. That way, they are my priority the rest of the time. Sometimes it’s hard to ask for help but people are more willing than you think, so if you feel like you’re about to lose it, reach out to someone. You’ll be so glad you did.

I’m the furtherest thing from a single parenting expert, but I am an optimist and a good problem solver, so just like any situation in my life, I’ve figured out how to navigate this new season so that everyone I love, including myself, can feel safe and happy. There are a lot of various personalities to navigate, both on the adult and kid front. Each day is truly its own adventure, but I’ve become an expert at gratitude. I am so extremely grateful for my faith, my work and the precious people in my life. If you’re a single parent or will be a single parent soon, you’re not alone. As Glennon Doyle says, “We can do hard things.”

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