#itoshi sae oneshot

[boughkeeping]

HEADS OR TAILS?

Itoshi Sae x GN! reader

Angst/comfort

Pt 1

Heartbreak is one thing my ego's another, I beg you don't embarrass me motherfucker...

Sae and his little brother used to get along just fine.

You just existed somewhere out there, sure you three were pretty close being neighbours but you knew you couldn't compare to the bond and love the itoshi bros had for eachother.

You just existed somewhere out there and it was fine with you.

"Your bangs are ugly"

"They're not"

"Heads or tails your bangs are ugly or not"

"Heads"

"I'm tail then"

You flipped the coin to reveal tails

"Yeah your bangs are ugly"

From your window you could see Sae and Itoshi, seemed like Sae was struggling to pull Rin from budging.

You immediately ran down to them "What happened?" You asked as you pulled Rin's round cheek but he smacked your hand away, he was very pouty for some reason. "He dropped his popsicle and when I told him he can't eat it he's getting angry"

You chuckled and crouched to Rin's level "Aw hey you can get another next time right?" But he just huffed and turned around. You sighed and pulled Sae's arm. "Alright since it seems like you won't listen to your brother I'll steal him thanks"

He immediately stood up and separated your arm from his and started pulling him to continue their way.

Sae waved you a quiet bye and you watched them leave, again you just existed somewhere out there but you didn't mind.

Itoshi Senior left for Spain and you were left with Itoshi Junior who still didn't like you. Years passed and Itoshi's dislike towards you lessened, you two could even hold conversations without him giving you a nasty look. Perhaps he matured.

One day you were just about to head out to a nearby store to buy snacks then you met Rin returning, he looked pretty pissed but then again when is he not.

"Who burst your bubble Itoshi Junior?" You leaned on the fence. "Sae... He's.." he muttered and you raised an eyebrow "Sae what?" He started walking away "He's back" you bent a little over the fence and pulled his sleeve "HE'S WHAT?" he slapped your hand away "He's back, in the grounds right now... But he's different I suggest you don't meet him unless you want to ruin your mood" with that he slammed the door.

You wasted no time running to where Rin said Sae is.

You felt like your lungs were gonna explode with the way you ran, when you saw reddish hair "S....ae?" You breathed heavily and rested your hands on your knees trying to catch a breath.

He said nothing. You looked at him, he grew up indeed. Both the Itoshi brothers did. You saw him on tv once months ago but seeing him in the real just felt different. "And.. your bangs are still ugly" you laughed lightly, but no response again you slowly walked towards him "Hello? Earth to Itoshi Sae? Did Spain turn your ears deaf?"

He finally said something "Don't bother." Was all he said, you tried to catch his arm to make him stop but he just moved away "You both are still stuck in the past, no wonder you two will never move ahead" you retracted your hand, whatever he said after that or did he even say anything?

That day it wasn't just Rin who left pissed.

Time passed and Itoshi Junior left for some football organisation too, and he couldn't come home for the duration. You were alone now.

You sipped on cold tea sitting outside looking at the sky that hardly had any starts, you could see two if you squinted your eyes and another one was even smaller and even farther away from those two stars.

It almost reminded you of something.

You hissed sat down in the cold grass and pulled out your phone to search.

I|

It|

Ito|

Itos|

Itosh|

Itoshi|

Itoshi S|

Itoshi S|

Itoshi Sa|

You picked up your tea cup and deleted everything instead.

Itoshi S|

Itoshi|

Itosh|

Itos|

Ito|

It|

I|

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You sighed "Let's not think of assholes that piss you off". You slurped. You didn't even have his number to keep in touch with him, you did see his socials but why would he follow you back. You bet he saw you only as a friend but after that day you wondered if he even considers you a friend anymore.

Of course everyone went forward Sae had gone to Spain, Rin is in that football faculty or whatever and you're still stuck here. Just existed somewhere. Both of them were prodigies excelling at Football and you were just, an ordinary teen who spares a normal amount of time for your hobbies.

You looked above again and for some reason the gap between the two stars and the one star in the distance felt even bigger.

Those two were in a whole different world and here you were, it felt awful. You wanted to switch schools your guardian recommended you study in Osaka where a relative knows you.

Maybe it was time to make changes.

You were snapped out of your thoughts when your phone beeped for a second and you saw you got an sms from an unknown number.

"[Name]"

Who could it be?

[cheralith]

childhood bestfriend!kaiser who specifically always demands his managers to reserve a spot for you at every single one of his games.

you always go to support him, with him insisting he needs you there as some sort of “lucky charm” (he won’t actually admit he thinks those superstitions are bullshit), so imagine his shock when he finds out that your seat is empty on the day of one of the most important games of the season—the game that will decide who gets to compete in the german cup.

it’s ten minutes before the game starts and despite his coach’s pep talk to the team, all kaiser can focus on is your empty seat and the absolute betrayal you’ve bestowed upon him, your supposed “best friend.”

he hasn’t realized it—nor will he admit it if he ever were to come to such an epiphany—stubborn as he is, but the reason as to why he does so well in games that you’re present at is because of the fact it gives him more motivation to win and impress you rather than just solely being dependent on the faces of despair from his opponents. a unique sort of euphoria that he gets whenever he can spot you jumping up and down in your seat with his number #10 jersey on, that your praise belongs to him and him only.

so when he steps out on to the field and sees that your seat is still collecting dust, he seethes silently to himself, gritting his teeth, pissed that he even called you his best friend to begin with. because what sort of friend doesn’t show up to one of the most important games in germany’s football?!

he’s still planning to win, of course. he’s michael kaiser—he’s famous for doing so. and he plans to use all his rage that you’ve caused to do so, just in spite of you.

because he’s michael kaiser, number ten of bastard mündchen. he doesn’t need your help. he never did.

(see, what he doesn’t know is that you’re simply home sick with a cold and that you’re still dressed in his jersey, just also with a sweater and bundles of blankets on top to stay warm, but regardless, you’re still watching and cheering him on from behind the tv screen. you’ve sent him some texts and voicemails telling him so, but none have received a reply back yet and you can only imagine what this drama queen has in store for you once he wins the match.)

[readerforexiao]

𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐲𝐨𝐮 | 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ

⌗ Itoshi Sae x Reader | angst, open ending?? | tw: heartbreak/seperation, self worth issues, emotional neglect, codependency/unbalanced relationship, fear of abandonment, internalized guilt, self blame, | wc: 1.4k

⌗ A/n: Honestly, I never planned on writing for Blue Lock because I don't feel confident enough to be able to capture their characters to my liking. But I’m hoping this is a decent first attempt <3 (i use the term soccer but changed it to football bcs..)

⌗ "To love you was to lose you. But as it turns out I never really had you to begin with"

“I always knew,” you admitted, the words leaving your lips heavier than you’d imagined. It would appear confronting the truth out loud, stripped away the barriers of ignorance and bliss and made it feel much too real and inescapable.

“And it was enough…”

A tear gathered in the corners of your eyes like an unwelcomed tide. The moisture blurred your sight, clinging stubbornly to the edges as if hesitant to fall, but the weight of emotion behind them pressed forward.

Your thumb trembled as it traced the apples of his cheeks, the motion delicate and almost reverent. Your touch lingered with hesitancy and perhaps for the last time, you thought in bitter sweetness as it settled in your chest like stone, for the warmth of his skin beneath your fingertips felt so real but the uncertainty made it feel like the distance between you had never been wider.

He said nothing as he looked you in the eye, his expression unreadable and his mind an empty canvas— or perhaps a ruined masterpiece, where vibrant colors and once-clear memories bled into shadows that left only smudges of black, where the only hope of restoration and of salvation seemed to lie in wiping it clean and starting anew.

“You’re not hard to love, Itoshi Sae.” Your voice faltered, but the honesty behind it rang clear contrasting with his face through the blurring bleakness of your vision, which wavered like a fragment of a dream slipping beyond reach, as if he were already beginning to dissolve from your life.

If anything you must admit that the past year apart only made you desperate to love him more, aching for nothing more than the sight of him, your heart pulsing for his touch and for his fingers to weave through yours despite his careful distance with physicality.

Sae’s gaze peered into your soul and his pupils dilated, beckoning you into an everlasting silence as his grip on your waist faltered, fearing that like everything else you would slip through his fingers, like sand carried away by the wind into nothingness— lost alongside his former self and the desires he long abandoned to the tides of forgetting.

A slow breath passed from him with the faintest of tension in his jaw as he processed what you said. His eyes were empty and his hands, numb as they fell to his sides almost mechanically. “Is it worth it?”

For as long as you’d known him, Itoshi Sae never uttered such a thing that allowed even the slightest hint of vulnerability to pass his lips. He never let the quiet ache of it slip free.

His life, his single-minded pursuit of greatness had always been a wall and a boundary he never let anyone cross. He always expected you to walk away eventually, to realize what he was— how cold and distant he could truly be— and leave. At the time, the thought of you leaving didn’t seem to hurt at all. He believed he’d be able to move forward and continue as he always did— chasing after a goal, never allowing failure to deter him, because in time that persistence paid off and he learned never to falter again.

Why was this so different?

Why did he find himself yearning to understand what it was like to feel the way you did, to experience that unfiltered hunger that pulsed in your veins.

He could perhaps draw a parallel of his obsession with football to your devotion to him but it would be weak, pitiful even, because the look in your eyes was something beyond comprehension, something pure and genuine, greedy but not in the way he was greedy for success.

It was a hunger that didn’t claw at the world for dominance but sought something he could hardly remember: a kind of affection and affinity so unmeasurable and untouchable.

In that moment, he realized it was beyond him and that he would never truly be able to grasp.

“You’re worth every effort”

“…You’re a fool,” he muttered, but there was no malice in his voice.

You could feel the weight of his emotions in that sentence. The longing in your chest burned, but you knew no matter how much you reached for him, no matter how desperately your heart called out— it wouldn’t be enough to pull him back.

“… In everything else, but never for loving you.”

Ever stubborn, he might have smiled if not for the suffocating melancholy coiling around his throat like a tightening noose.

“You make it sound so simple,” he said, his tone flat, “Like I could change, or let myself be something else. But that’s not who I am. I’ve never been anything other than the pursuit of my ambition. I’ve built my entire life around this… around what I’ve become”

You understood it more than you ever wanted to because loving him was like admiring a flame that burned so brightly it scorched your heart in return. His passion, his arrogance, both were impossible to ignore and somehow endearing. But to love someone like Itoshi Sae meant accepting the inevitable loss because he’d never truly be yours. Not yet. Not in this lifetime. Maybe not ever.

You held your quivering lip hostage between your teeth, your hands shaking as they fumbled restlessly in front of you.

Sae looked at you, his heart a mess of conflict, wavering in a way he couldn’t shut it up. Fuck… he couldn’t do this. He was so cruel for taking your hand and pressing it to his lips.

The warmth of his touch seered itself into you, a memory carved into the deepest corners of your mind, destined to be punished by the sin of remembering.

“You say I’m worth it,” His breath caressed your knuckles, “But is it worth it for you? To love someone like me, someone who’s never been able to love you back the way you deserve?”

Your time together had been marked by missed anniversaries, quiet nights where the words that needed to be spoken were left unsaid. Too many moments passed without enough kisses, without enough attention.

But still, you wanted to tell him that it meant everything to you— the flowers he’d leave on the table, the small, neatly wrapped gifts with his name on the card.

He was distant, fumbling through the things he didn’t know how to express or handle, but those little gestures in place of him filled you with happiness.

How could you explain to him just how much those stolen moments meant to you? The times you’d slip into the living room while he was busy, leaning over the back of the couch to steal a kiss, and how he’d subtly tilt his head, creating the perfect space for your face to rest between his ear and shoulder, or how he never once missed the chance to meet your lips, even in passing.

How could you tell him that is what you cherished without it seeming like you were sinking in denial and desperation?

“It’s enough,” you whispered, your fingers tightening around the fabric of his shirt. You didn’t need anything more, just him, as he was.

“Until it wasn’t,” Sae murmured, saying what you couldn’t. He slowly loosened your grip, his hands guiding yours away, letting them drop in front of you.

He was letting you go…

As he pulled away, a suffocating heaviness settled in his chest— he was going to leave you with nothing but the ache of all his failures. And you couldn’t help but feel that it might be the last time he’d touch you like that

“I…” His words barely alive before his hand tangled its way into your hair and pulled you close until his lips crashed against yours with a desperation that twisted something deep inside him.

The kiss was torn, like a fragile thread snapping under the strain of something too heavy to hold. It was clumsy and urgent— agonizing and broken as the world crumbled between you.

A tear, unnoticed at first, broke free and drifted between your mouths, a silent testament to all that was buried deep within him.

He was crying…

But of course, it was just like him to remain so impossibly composed.

“You deserve better than me…” His words hit with finality, leaving no room for argument. “You deserve someone who can give you all the attention and time that I can’t.”

“Maybe I do… But I wish that person was you”

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[glamourscat]

Some general hcs about the blue lock guys? Maybe if they are a girl or boy dad? Idk, anything of the sort thx 🙏🏻

Girls dads vs boys dads BLLK BOYS EDITION

GIRL'S DAD

⁃ REO MF MIKAGE. He is the N1 girl’s dad. So much that he *will* accidentally spoil her to the moon and back (literally). And he will hit you with “but look at her and her puppy eyes? How can you resist her? Is not my fault if she asked to own a star in her name for her birthday. It’s the least I could do for my own little star “

⁃ ISAGI: I don’t think I need to elaborate on him. But I will, because i love to yap. It's canon (or i think? i am pretty sure i have read it in the egoist bible but i cannot find the link i had saved for the life of me) that he would have loved a younger sister growing up. So it just makes sense.

⁃ BAROU : he has two younger sisters to which it's canon he cares and loves them for his dear life. Barou pretty much is already wired in husband and father mode ⁃ YUKIMIYA: purely out of personal vibes.

HEAR ME OUT ON THIS ONE:

⁃ SHIDOU: In the eventual future where this little gremlin fixes whatever he has going on, he would make such a good girl dad. Why? vibes. He just fits the girl's dad vibes i can't explain to you why, you either see it or don't.

At the same time tho, I also see him as the unhinged, fun uncle who is everywhere at once. Living his life the most weirdly, yet oddly free, way.

BOY'S DAD (this is all about pure vibes honestly)

⁃ KUNIGAMI

⁃ CHIGIRI

⁃ GAGAMARU

BOTH

⁃ BACHIRA: My favourite Bee. He just wants a child honestly, in a very far future. He would be such a great dad. The fun, loving and just an absolute gem. He just want at least 2 kids, boy or girl doesn't matter as long as he can shower them with love.

⁃ NIKO

NONE

⁃ NAGI: I mean lmao.. self explanatory. He thinks everything is an hassle. Definitely doesn’t want kids

⁃ ARYU: I can’t personally see him having kids, he lives a stress free life and kids are definetly no stress free— he is the cool aunt that travels the world, has always some crazy stories up his sleeve and loves expensive wine and clothes.

⁃ KAISER: his childhood was everything but good. And the scars he suffered are a life time reminder of the neglect and abuse he faced. The amount of trauma cannot be healed over the course of a month nor a few years, it's a constant learning curve that will follow him until his last breath. Honestly speaking, just like Rin-- but in a more complicated way here, it would be extremely hard to get into a relationship with him alone. I cannot image how dating/ married and having a kid would work with his twisted way of seeing life and relationships.

⁃ SAE: emotional range of a tea spoon. I can’t see him settling down in a marriage, much less having a kid.

⁃ RIN: this is complicated, because I think he could settle in the “both” category and here. The thing is, objectively speaking, he is very selfish. His football career will come before anything, and like we see, he is not thinking twice before cutting people off if needed. Thus, if he doesn’t change his mindset/grow up.. if he wants a long, standing football career, I cannot see him settling any time soon. Not to mention his struggle to make friends, let alone being in a relationship. But, in the case he does change, I think he would like two kids for sure.

[yxxdel]

𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐇𝐎𝐓 FT. SAE ITOSHI 𖦹°‧ ** you can’t bear physical contact during summer, it’s just too hot. your boyfriend think otherwise.

W/C : 1.3k

C/W : none, pure fluff, reader is feeling insecure (?)

A/N : first fluffy post hihi

𝐒𝐀𝐄 𝐈𝐓𝐎𝐒𝐇𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐃 a lot of things.

He hated weak and annoying people; he hated when his body was too exhausted to train; and he hated when someone raised their voice at him.

But one of the things he hated the most, was the summer. The air was too hot to even breathe, his clothes stuck to his body due to sweat, he couldn’t train properly and the list went on..

But if he hated summer so much, it was for one particular reason.

Sae preferred the cold weather, not only because it matched his personality but also because he could be near you all the time.

Your cute eyes looking up at him and asking him to warm your hands— he loved that. He loved wrapping his arms around you and kissing your red nose.

So yes, Sae hated summer just because he couldn’t be close to you.

Every time he tried to hold you, you gently pushed him away, saying that you were too hot.

So here he was, sulking like a baby on the couch as he was watching one of his previous games.

Yet he couldn’t concentrate; his mind was always drawn to you.

He let out a sigh as he leaned back against the sofa, closing his eyes. Sae didn’t consider himself clingy, but when you refused to kiss or hug him ?

Damn, he was like a child.

Hearing your footsteps, his body immediately rose as he saw you walking toward the kitchen, in underwear.

Well, him too, he was shirtless and in short, and was slowly melting because of the weather .

He titled his head to the side slightly, his teal gaze admiring your curves.

He called your name in a small whine, walking behind you as you put your empty glass on the counter, smiling.

“What is it, baby?”

You noticed his pout, something unusual.

But when he tried to wrap his arms around you, you put your hand on his chest and gently got away from his embrace.

“See? You don’t love me anymore.”

Sae crossed his arms as his tone was cold, like always, but still soft in a way he only used for you.

You giggled as you shook your head, grinning because you found him so cute.

“I love you, Sae. It’s just that I can’t bear the heat of your body right now. I know you want to cuddle, and I’m sorry.”

He only scoffed, grabbing your wrist to bring you closer. He rested his chin on your bare shoulder, his arms wrapping tightly around you.

“You can take it, it’s not like you’re gonna die.”

He mumbled, not even caring if his body was starting to get hot too.

He wanted your touch, so he will get your touch. Winter, autumn, spring, and summer.

Your cheeks started to become red, both from the sentence he used and the sudden wave of heat running through your body.

You smiled, grabbing his shoulders.

“Sae, baby, I’m serious. Plus we’re both sweating, I mustn't smell good. “

The midfielder only pulled you closer when you tried to push him away again, shaking his head.

“No, you don’t smell bad.”

For him, you always smelled like a delicate flower. Like tulip. He didn’t even know why, since you didn’t own any perfume with this scent.

Maybe it was something psychological for him.

You couldn’t help but smile, finding it adorable how needy he was for your touch. Caressing his scalp, you sighed.

“Alright, let’s take a shower together, alright ? So you can hug me without the risk of me fainting.”

He immediately raised his head from your neck, his eyes narrowing.

Oh, Sae liked that idea.

“Ok.”

He then took a step back, leaving you with the space you needed.

You inhaled deeply, showing him a sweet smile. You noticed his eyes running down your body, and you felt yourself blushing again.

“Can I kiss you now ? Or in the shower ?”

His question surprised you, and you chuckled.

“You can do both, but wait to be under the cold water to actually kiss me.”

He immediately stepped closer the moment you agreed, but his face stopped inches away from yours at your last words.

With a frown, he asked you:

“What do you mean ‘actually kiss you’ ?”

Your fingertips trailed from his collarbone down to his chest, like a feather, and it made him shiver.

“Well, you know. Kisses with you always end up with your body on top of mine, so I can only give you a peck right now.”

You could laugh at how random the conversation ended up, but you loved it. He crossed his arms, his stoic expression staring down at you.

“Then from now on, I will hate your peck.”

You laughed, clearly amused about how much he looked like a child behaving like this.

“Is that so ? So I’m not going to give you my small kisses before you go training, or when I leave the house ?”

Sae stayed silent for a moment, evaluating the situation with his tongue pocking his cheek.

He then simply leaned in, turning his face slightly so you were facing his cheek.

“I changed my mind. I want the small kiss now, and the big kiss for under the shower.”

Shaking your head, you leaned in and met his skin with your soft lips. Stepping back, you bit your lips as you saw his ear became the same color as his hair.

“Let’s go then, a cold and long shower awaits us.”

He grabbed your wrist as you walked toward the bathroom, following you like a puppy with a small smile tucking his lips.

Inside the bathroom, you were now curiously more shy.

It wasn’t the first time you and Sae took a shower together, but each time it still made you nervous.

What if he didn’t like your body ? What if he saw you the way you saw yourself ?

Those questions ran through your mind all the time.

Oh, but foolish you were for thinking that.

Sae adored your body; he worshiped every single inch of it. Either it was your chest, stomach, thighs, or ass, he wanted to kiss it all the time.

Yes, he loved your body, but that wasn’t what he loved the most. Because, above all, he loved you.

Sensing something wrong, Sae held your hands in his, his lips flying above your skin.

In a heavy silence, he left a trail of soft kisses from your knuckles to your shoulder. Without breaking eye contact, he gently grabbed the strap of your bra and pulled it down slowly.

When both of you were naked, he held your chin.

“Look at me, love.”

And you did because, of course, you trusted him.

In the shower, he cleaned your back and you did his.

The cold water soothed both of you during the hot summer.

His pink hair stuck to his forehead because of the water, making him even more attractive.

“And now, do I get my kiss ?”

He said it teasingly as he gently pushed your back against the shower wall, his finger putting away the hair in front of your eyes.

Closing your eyes, you kissed him. He let out a faint groan as he deepened the kiss, his hands exploring your body.

Well, he missed you—it has been only two days—but he still missed your body. Like the touch-deprived person that he was.

Further in the day, after the shower healed you from the heat of your apartment, you were both lying in bed.

You randomly remembered that you bought a big ventilator; Sae almost killed you for that.

You turned it on in the bedroom so your needy boyfriend could finally cuddle with you.

So here you were, his arms wrapped around you and his face on your chest, sleeping like a baby.

So no, you weren’t on the ‘what Sae Itoshi hates’ list, but on the contrary, you were on the ‘rare things Sae Itoshi likes’.

And you were at the top of that list.

© yxxdel 2024 — all rights reserved. do not copy, modify, or redistribute my work without permission.

[munv]

𝗜𝗠𝗠𝗘𝗥𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗜𝗡 𝗘𝗦𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗦𝗬

𝗜𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗱𝗶𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝗕𝗹𝘂𝗲 𝗟𝗼𝗰𝗸 𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗜𝘁𝗼𝘀𝗵𝗶 𝗦𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗲𝗹𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝗛𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗷𝗼𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗲𝘆 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂? 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 ���𝗼𝗮𝗹𝘀 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼?

P9

Im keeping my promise about posting guys <33

The morning sun slightly blended in through the curtain of your room, it was the weekend and you had no real intentions of waking up. At least, that was the initial plan. 

"Nee-san!"

 You grumbled over your breath in response to the familiarness of the name, rolling over to the other side of your pillow and finding a comfy position before getting ready to double click on the z's again. "Nee-san!" 

A small head of tussled black hair dashed into your room, with a slightly taller head of reddish brown following close behind. "NEE-SAN". The ongoing commotion from the two children managed to wake you up from your slumber, not without irritation of course. "what the hell.." you peeked from under your covers to come face to face with your two so called brothers, and to think that you were safe this morning since you had time before your parents went out. Turns out the time was too little. 

Using your pillow as a support, you manage to sit up successfully and turn to look at your brothers, eyes squinting from the sunlight you manage to get a few words out, "can you guys explain.." you take a pause with a long sigh, "why you two are running around the house like some wild pets that are yet to be vaccinated??.."

"soccer!"

You blinked before coming to your senses. "what?."

"Soccer." Replied the older of the two

The both of them chanted, Little Rin with the biggest smile and Sae behind him with this stare. You thought having one soccer fanatic in the family was enough, but Rin ended up picking up the terrible obsession after hanging out too much with Sae. You make a mental note on how much this is your fault since you were so busy with other things to actually make an attempt to bond with your little brothers. A miscalculation on your end you will make sure not to make ever again. 

Rin stepped forward and presented a soccer ball in his hands with energy and excitement emitting off of his very being. "play with us, please!"

"quit being lukewarm and get your lazy butt out of bed." Sae said with a light glare. You took off the top sheet you used to cover yourself with before facing the little devils. "Quit making an intense overuse of "lukewarm" for me while you get that attitude in check" you snarked back. 

"let's play! please nee-san! You aren't busy right? Lets go, go go!!" It was early as ever this morning and Rin was already raring to go, tugging on your arms and all. You sweat dropped at the sight of the little boy trying to drag you out of bed. "Sorry Rinny..I have plans."

Suddenly it wasn't Rin in front of you, but Sae, "nee-san...surely you wouldn't leave your little brothers all alone" The little brat upgraded to a bastard in less than 10 years..you underestimated him a bit too much. He knew what he was doing, but what hurt even more was that you knew that he was right. You couldn't leave some 4 and 7 year old's to their own devices, especially these two. Sae was a far from normal child and leaving Rin with him was more of a gamble than you were willing to take.

With a depressed sigh you came to a bone crushing conclusion, "get dressed in 5, we're going out." You were going to regret this, not like there hasn't been a moment you haven't. 

"[name]!" A young boy called out. Your meeting today was near a soccer field, and oh the irony, since you've brought the two addicts in the flesh. His blonde hair grew longer since the last time you've seen him, and not to mention he's grown a little taller. "Micheal!" you waved back. He ran up to you from his spot with sudden urgency. His clothes were dirtied more than they would usually be.

you assume hes been practicing a lot more recently with the way he started panting like a dog. “Oh, did you bring your little brothers??” He looked at the small children behind to you. 

Rin looked at him curiously before bursting out into a smile “Hi!! Are you [name]-nees friend??” 

“Too bright”…you sweatdropped at the mini sun introducing himself. Sae, ever the anti-social one, settled to stare at the older boy instead. 

“Lukewarm—“

before he could finish the rest of the sentence you slapped the back of his head while Kaiser doubled back in surprise. 

“Sorry about him. He’s been on this one word tangent for a while and won’t stop. This is Sae” you introduced him.

”aha! Right!” He wondered with the way the youngest didnt react to you slapping your brother if this was a normal occurrence. ”so what did you have in mind today?” 

“You want to walk around? Theres some good as scenery's around here I wanted to take a look at.”

“Sure! Im down for it.” You didn’t want to do anything too exciting today, considering the fact Micheal had to get back home soon. You were aware of his situation at home and tried your best to accommodate the best you could.

the two younger Itoshi’s could only watch you two chatter away with smiles. This was sure to be an interesting evening.

                           ITOSHI OMAKE

sae was, unsure of what to make of this. Him and Rin were walking behind you two as you both giggles and chuckled away. 

Just what the hell was this?

surely this couldn’t be the start of what he thought to be…what do you call it, potential love interest? It can’t be. Its just too good to be true. 

Rin, ever the angel wouldn’t understand the danger their older sibling was in right now. If he didn’t tread carefully, that blue serpent would steal you right from under his nose. 

“nii-san…does nee-san like him?” Good God. If even Rin noticed the new behavior, he knew you were a goner.

”they’re just good friends, Rin.” He remarked, almost as if he was convincing himself. Yeah, just good friends. Nothing else brewing in the pot. 

“Okay!!” He nodded along. Anything his older siblings said was nothing short of truth in little Rin’s head, of course.

[sweetheartsaku]

(BLLK) you plus me is three

𝜗𝜚 ITOSHI SAE: KNAUTIA.

a/n: [fem!reader] sae sae sae come home the kids miss you butt mention near the end ☹️ inspired by a reel i saw on insta!!!! ENJOY HUHU!!! ♪( ´▽｀)

to love,

"i'm home!"

the smell of comfort washes over your weary soul after another demanding day at work. as you take a deep breath, a bit of dusted cocoa, hints of cinnamon chai latte and just a smidge of caramel seeps into your lungs. whirrs of the dish washer, occasional rumbles of the washing machine and cicada chirps flood the energy in your brain, making your body feel limp. it feels like your ankles are about to give out as you take of your shoes while touching the wall to keep balance.

walking in, all the lights are warm and dim. unlike your workplace, walking in being greeted by a wave of cold air, where the lights are too cool for your liking. you let out an exasperated sigh, before looking from side to side to see of you could spot your husband, sae, or your daughter, fuyumi.

faux cosmetic products scattered the floor with its bright pink hues too vibrant to miss. occasional dolls here and there, with new hairstyles and plastic hair clips littered here and there. the tv has been left on pause, so it’s not like they’ve been away long. you smile to yourself. definitely didn’t get bored while mama was gone, huh?

to change,

you and sae had evolved from initial necklaces and hoodies, to wedding rings and shirts. slipping into something snug and soft, curiosity infects your heart once again and the feeling encourages you to keep searching for them. walking up the stairs, you feel the cold railing under your fingertips send little chills down your spine. the warm cocoa smell gets washed over by the overwhelming scent of your frangipani and coconut perfume.

“yumi~! where are you two silly little…” chuckling to yourself, thinking about what the two might be up to. you walk down the hallway, grazing your hand upon every doodle sprinkled door before ending up at you and your husband’s shared bedroom where the door was slightly ajar. before even laying your fingers on the handle, you’re greeted with a soft thud.

you suddenly gently bump into a familiar detergent. rosewood and jasmine. the subtle scent hypnotises you for a second, nostalgia washing over you until the friction of your husband’s hands meet your skin. he fumbles with his hands for a split second before effortlessly holding the base of your back, catching you with ease.

“hi sweetheart.” he smiles, sae’s hands slowly slip down to your rear, gently squishing a handful.

“hi, sa—“your sweet voice cuts off, spotting little stains of lips on his shirt.

“where did this come from?” you smile awkwardly, your hands on his chest moving to tug at the collar of his white blouse, noticing a couple of small pink kiss marks scattered near his neck, slightly dishevelled.

fuyumi’s little figure emerges from your vanity, your old lipstick in her small grasp. her rosy bangs which matched her father’s (slightly shorter than her eyebrows), small toothy smile and long lower lashes catching your eye. she wraps her little arms around you and sae’s leg, squeezing her face in between.

“meee!” she giggled.

and to become.

[sirhamburrger]

and some roommates (don't worry, we're cool!)

a/n: thinking silly thoughts today... having sae itoshi and ryusei shidou as roommates while getting involved with rin itoshi… (unrealistic since they'd both probably be really rich by the end of bllk, whenever that is, or adulthood) for the purpose of this drabble please pretend they are two broke boys 🙏

wc: 739 || tags: all characters are 18+, gn!reader, reader is in uni, situationship ryusae once again putting the bl in blue lock, background rin x reader, 700 words of domestic crack and more || header from bllk manga

(continued here in my christmas miniseries, more rin x reader centric)

it all begins when you're looking for an apartment in downtown tokyo. but since you can't afford one of your own at the moment, you're looking to see if anyone could use another roommate to split rent with.

and after days of scouring the internet, you find a promising place. clean, well-furnished, spacious - but there's already a couple living together in it...

oh well. the more the better. 

so you show up at their door after a couple of text messages exchanged with one of the very enthusiastic co-tenants, hoping to get a better look at the place. you ring the bell. no response. you try again. and again. maybe they're out -

“shidou, will you just get the damn door already?”

oh. okay.

the door finally swings open, and you're greeted by a tall, tan-skinned and vaguely familiar-looking man with a terrifying grin. you take a step back, a little shocked, but he just beams at you.

“you're the one who's been messaging me about the apartment, aren’tcha? come on in!”

he loops an arm around your shoulder, introducing himself as he walks you in. he's ryusei shidou, a member of the national football team who played in an exhibition match a few years back (which explains why you find him so familiar).

“so, uh…” you shudder slightly when shidou fixes his gaze on you. “where's your girlfriend? or, uh, boyfriend, i guess. partner. i should probably meet them.”

and it's at this moment that you abandon your inital thoughts of finding another place because sae freaking itoshi steps into the kitchen??

you think you might just faint. 

“o-oh my gosh, sae,” you stammer,  “it's an honour to meet you –”

he stares at you blankly, then at shidou with murderous intent in his eyes.

“who is this?”

“i'm not, like, a side chick or anything,” you quickly clarify, but shidou simply grins.

“we need someone to split rent with, and-”

“and i thought i would just check your place out, seeing as i'm in the same boat,” you finish. “but you two, as a couple, should probably discuss this. you know what? i can wait outside-"

“wait,” sae says slowly, pure, unadulterated disgust in his eyes. “he told you we're a couple?”

shidou's face falls. "we're not?"

and that's the story of how you move in with two men around your age who have some weird dynamic going on that you don't question.

japan's talented young midfielder is a great roommate (then again, you did go into this with no expectations whatsoever). he does the dishes when he's supposed to, takes the heavier bags off your hands during grocery runs with you, stays quiet after ten pm. he makes breakfast for you and shidou in the mornings, and teaches you about football.

ryusei shidou, though... oh, you get why sae's so sick of him now.

he takes the most massive dumps in the bathroom and doesn't flush. or put the seat back up after he's done. or turn the tap off properly. (he's flooded the sink before.) speaking of sinks, he leaves his dirty dishes in the sink. sometimes you want to tear his diabolical dye job off his scalp. sae informs you he has has tried just that and failed to do so.

but he does make you laugh a lot with his jokes and antics.

"one thing you should know about genius sae-chan is that he loves back hugs." "please don't speak for me."

and the two of you absolutely love making fun of sae's attempts to properly reconcile with his brother. you'll be peering over at his phone screen, ryusei on his right and you on his left, as he types out something about lunch plans tomorrow.

"you spelled 'restaurant' wrong for a second there."

ryusei dodges the pillow that comes flying at his face.

they've known each other for longer than you've known them, but they tell you things they wouldn't ever tell the other. like when ryusei quietly admitted to you one night, that despite all his careless flirting, he does really want to be with sae, in a more-than-friends kind of way. or like when sae told you in confidence that he secretly likes ryusei's back hugs.

and when against all odds, a certain green-haired boy in your lectures starts talking to you, you shudder to think that you now have something in common with ryusei - being deeply obsessed with an itoshi sibling.

bllk masterlist || general masterlist

© sirhamburrger 2024

[0547]

light work (nagi x reader drabble)

smtg simple and short for my first post hehe will do more drabbles of these lol.. um very ooc nagi but idk how to write him that well sigh… pls reblog helps me a lot

“are you seriously going to keep playing that while i’m suffering?” you whined, dropping your pen down.

“A, i already memorised the content. B… you haven’t.” nagi said, a soft smile on his lips, closing his phone.

you looked down at the dozen mathematical formulas you needed to master by tuesday.

you could probably not fail, just pretend sick on the exam day.

“i know what you’re thinking. i’m just gonna drag you out anyway.” nagi said, removing your hands which had a death grip on your scalp.

“it’s a hassle, but you can just ask me to help you. if you let your ego down… y’know?” he said trying to coax you, by gently massaging your temples.

you snorted. out of all people trying to get you let your ego down… had to be your ego driven soccer boyfriend.

“fine. you can help me.” you gave in finally, closing your eyes.

because as much as nagi finds literally everything a hassle, he always wants to be of help to you, and make you happy.

“cool.” he hummed. he took a seat next to you and grabbed your abandoned pen, and gave you a swift peck on the cheek.

“i saw you had trouble with this one, its pretty easy… so just substitute the variable here and you can get this…”

“wait. you noticed that when you were playing your video game?” you asked, stunned.

“i’m a good multitasker.” he replied easily. to which you rolled your eyes.

[antennaed-kenzy]

Nightmare on Christmas [Itoshi Sae]

❄ Itoshi Sae x f! reader

❄ notes: not proofread, 18+, kissing, blood, peeling,

❄ Day eight of the Christmas Series.

❄ Extras: Work count 1.6k words The eight day of the twelve days of Christmas with someone who had my kid. Masterlist of series

waking up to the sound of a lovely voice to mask the fears in your sleep. Fears of not being able to save her again and again.

Blood dripping from her nose stains the white snow. She stood still, letting the blood glide from her nose falling where it was necessary. Sae watches not able to run to his wife and help her, cover the imperfection, and heal it right up.

“Help me, Sae.” She speaks in a monotone voice. 

Does she want help? Is she being real? Is she real?

Sae tried to move his feet, trying to move his legs that were being covered by the snow. He tried to reach out to his wife and help her. He tried to speak, but nothing came out of his throat. He opened his mouth and he could not. He tried to move any muscle in his body, but nothing moved. 

The only thing beating was his heart. The feeling of it being broken down the bites and ashes. 

“Sae, save me!” She cried out even louder. Her feet picked up through the thick snow. Her nose rushing blood. “Save me, Sae!” Her eyes glisten from water wanting to break down. “Sae!” 

Bloodstained every surrounding it touched. She called out his name louder, cries down her cheeks, her voice straining and cracking. The white snow had turned red, red from her. Not the kind of red that reminds you of love– no the kind of red that reminds you of hate, of death, of dying.

“Honey are you ok?!” 

Sae shots of from bed in a cold sweat. His eyes follow the sound of the voice. {Y/n} and their daughter Yumekui greeted him with a morning smile. 

“Honey, are you ok? You are sweating?” {Y/n} repeats giving her husband a worrying smile. 

The daughter Yumekui jumps on the bed in glee, “Guess what me and mommy did, Daddy?” 

Sae grabs his daughter placing her in his lap. “What did you and Mommy do?” He asked her with an intriguing tone. 

“We made cookies!” The daughter giggles. 

Sae engulfs her daughter in a playful hug. “Are they good?” 

{Y/n} moves her husband's hair out of his face, and he looks at her with a doubtful smile. “They are good.” She speaks softly to him, speaking not to his face, but pressing through his heart, “Are you good?” That is what she wanted to say. 

“Can you go get me a few cookies then, Yumekui?” Sae placed his daughter on the floor and she ran out of the room to the kitchen. 

The female lays beside Sae on the edge of the bed. He wrapped his strong arms around her waist pulling her close so she didn’t fall off. They admire each other, looking deep within each other. 

“Sae~” {Y/n} sang his name, the melody itching his brain. “Did you not sleep well?” She asks combing her fingers through his messy dark burgundy hair. 

He softly nodded his head, watching her mess with his hair. The feeling made him calm from the nightmare. Even forgetting about it. 

“Remember,” She looked into her husband's eyes, “We have somewhere to be today.”

“Huh?” He hummed.

“The Christmas party today. We have them this whole week till Christmas Eve.” {Y/n} sat up from the bed, Sae's hands falling off her form. 

The male sits up on the bed. Their daughter enters the room with a sugar cookie the design of a Christmas tree. “Here Daddy!” She gave him the cookie, a grin of satisfaction spread on her face. 

Sae takes a bite of the cookie, his face lights up when the flavor comes in contact with his taste buds. “This is really good.”

{Y/n} kisses her husband's cheek, “Of course it is, we made it.” She lifts her daughter on her shoulder. The two females walk out of the room. Sae watches them until the door shuts behind his wife. 

Sae gets up from bed going to his closet to pick out clothes for the event he is going to with his wife and kid. She looks through the finds a nice dress shirt and suit pants. He didn’t want to try hard, it was for his wife and he was just a plus one. 

A while later the small family set out for the Christmas house party. Yumekui was in a cute red and green puffy Christmas dress, and {Y/n} was in a long green dress that hugged her curves perfectly.  

Sae was in the driver's seat. He wore a white dress shirt with dark green pants that matched his wife’s dress. They drop off their daughter with his play friends before they make it to their party. Sae drops off his wife and the entrance as he finds somewhere to park in a lot of many different cars. 

{Y/n} was already talking with some friends when Sae entered the place. He found a bar and sat down at the end wanting no one to talk to him for the night unless it was his wife. His sky-blue eyes scan the room. 

People were all dressed in dresses or suits of some form. It was a formal Christmas party for famous people in all types of demographics. There were directors, actors, singers, sports players, and his wife’s category artists. There were about 100 people around, and all of them seemed to be putting on a facade. 

Sae’s eyes found his wife. She was talking to someone who didn’t seem an ounce interested in what she was saying. His heart went out to her, seeing she wanted to leave the conversation but was stuck where she was not wanting to seem like a bitch. 

After watching her with the person for a while they walked away. {Y/n} sighed letting out a huff of air she didn’t know she was holding in. 

The women around his wife were pretty and captivating, but she stuck out from the crowd. Her body language spoke values in a crowd, her actions were sincere. To Sae, she was an angel. 

“Sae!” A voice cried out for him. 

He whipped his head at the sound. Blood splashing the snow the same color. Her face, his wife’s face was being ripped off by herself. A lump in his throat as he tried to call out for her.

“Sae, save me!” {Y/n} cried, her hands covering her bloody face. “I don’t want to look like this!” She cried, tears falling on the bloody snow. 

The dark burgundy-haired male tried to move from his spot but he was bound to the ground. She cried out for him, her face bloody and eyes watery. 

Sae tried to move his legs in the snow, but chains were pulling him down. He saw his wife bleed and plead for his help. Yet he was helpless not being able to move, not able to reach out and grab his wife in a hug to comfort her. 

“I wanna crawl out of his body, Sae.” “I wanna change, Sae.” “I don’t wanna be like this anymore. Sae.”

“Sae?” A calming voice echoed through his head. 

“Sae?” There it was again.

He looked around, though it was only the two of them. 

“Sae? Wake up,” The voice got quieter. 

He opened his eyes. ‘It was a dream.’ Sae looked around the room. His wife was next to him, a panicked expression on her face. Whipping off the tears on her face he sat up beside her. 

“Sae, have you been having nightmares?” She questions him, grabbing his hand from her face. 

He didn’t say anything, he didn’t want to say anything, but the look in his eyes said all she needed to know. 

“Talk to me about it. What have they been about?” She propped herself on her knees, facing him head-on. “I’m your wife, you married me. I want to know what is going on with my husband. Even in his sleep”

“They have been about you.” He stated.

{Y/n} was taken aback but let him continue. “We stand in the snow, you are across from me, your face bleeds– well your nose bleeds, you peel off your face, you hold your body piercing your fingers in deep in your skin. You stain the snow with your blood. I stand away from you as you cry out. I can not move, I cannot help you. I stand useless as you cry out for me, wanting to be saved though you cause yourself pain.”

Without another word from his mouth, {Y/n} wraps her arms around her husband. Hugging and holding him tight, not letting go, not letting him move away. “I’m so sorry, Sae.”

He kisses the top of her head. “I know why you do what you do in my dreams. Every time we get in the car from an event of yours. You always mumble to yourself. Take how you want to change your body. Talking how you wish to look like the other woman there.” He pulled away from the hug, looking his wife dead in her [e/c] eyes. “You are perfect in my eyes. I married you for a reason and I wish for it to stay that way in every universe, every time we are reincarnated I wish to be in your arms, hold you, and show you the world.”

“Sae,” Her [e/c] eyes start to tear up as she looks at her husband, love in their eyes toward each other. 

“I want to spend Christmas with you, not going to their party where people shun you away. I see how they talk to you, uninterested. When you are the most interesting person I know.”

“I love you, {Y/n}. I don’t want you to change.” 

a/n: this was supposed to be longer, but I'm behind and im actually going to jump. ;)>

[boughkeeping]

That Itoshi Sae!

"you're a pain in the ass"

"I'm YOUR pain in the ass"

Itoshi Sae x fem!reader enemies to lovers but it's actually one sided :p high school au let's pretend he studied 💀 songfic

Listening to your currently favourite song Everybody's talks by Neon trees and walking hurriedly to your school, ball just smacked the back of your head almost making you tumble and instead of being greeted with an apology you got a simple "pass the ball"

♫I could hear the chit-chat

Take me to your love shack♫

"I'm telling you- if I wasn't in a hurry that day..." Your friend concerned at your current rising blood pressure gave you a playful pat on your back "okay calm down do you know his name?" You hissed "that's the issue, I don't I was in a hurry that time"

She sighed "Do you at least know what he looks like?" You bit your lower lip "of course! Pink or red head with ugly bangs" "I think the only one with that hair colour in our school is Itoshi Sae" "He's gonna get it- THAT ITOSHI SAE!" and that's exactly when someone coughed behind you.

A very familiar guy behind you two. "You......" do you call him a cunt? Asshole? Would it be too hyper for you to do so? "...have no manners!"

He simply put his pinky finger in his one ear and walked away squeezing himself between you two to make way.

♫ I'm a sorry sucker and this happens all the time

I found out that everybody talks ♫

You swore you don't want to see his face again but as if the fate and universe collaborated together to make sure nothing goes your way here you were with that Itoshi Sae cleaning the grassy grounds at the back of your school as a punishment for being late again.

He was too quiet, you disliked that. Because it prevented you from getting any reason to go off at him. "saysomethingsaysomethingsaysomething" you stared hard into his back profile as he was brooming away the leaves.

You didn't know but he felt goosebumps up his spine, he turned back to look at you with an eyebrow up a 'something the problem?' expression but you just looked away and pretended to ignore him.

After a good twenty seconds which wasn't even long you couldn't hold it in anymore, the incident embarrassed you, your airpods falling into the drain as the ball collided with your head. It all flashed in ur eyes again.

"hey." You called out, he didn't respond. "Is he for real?" "Hello?" You called out again but he didn't respond, you wondered if he was deaf. "Earth to Itoshi???" Still no response you walked with heavy steps and pulled him by his collar "Excuse me mister you're surely not deaf?"

"tch" he hissed, "Wow you're seriously gonna pretend nothing happened yesterday?" He dug his ear again "What happened?" He played dumb.

Seriously that Itoshi Sae....

♫Hey honey, you could be my drug

You could be my new prescription♫

This was severely getting out of hand now, your lunchbox just got knocked out by that Itoshi Sae again. Him and his dumb ball. You got up and marched towards him, all eyes on you two.

You grabbed his collar "See I don't know if you're doing this on purpose or not but get that stupid ball anywhere near me again and the consequences won't be good"

He dumbly tilted his head towards where your lunch had fallen down "oh?" Was all he uttered, "Is that all you have to say!? You have no manners do you!?"

He sighed and put his hand over yours to remove his collar from your grip "I'll treat you to lunch" normally you'd refuse but you were seriously hungry this day because you skipped breakfast, you could swear you saw a smirk for a split second on his face. You huffed and marched towards the canteen "I'm robbing your wallet dry by the way"

♫Hey sugar, show me all your love

All you're giving me is friction ♫

He didn't come to school for two weeks, probably busy with his football bla bla bla stuff you hated it even more, the fact he's actually almost professional at something.

But hey why are you suddenly reminded of that fool? Is it because you saw reddish brown roses on the way? "That Itoshi Sae....cabrón" you hissed as you got into the bus and then again as if fate wanted to tie you two together regardless of your wish,

he was right there in his seat at the corner.

All the seats were empty. You'd want to pick the seat farthest from his. He was sitting at the corner like a loner his earbuds were in, seems like he didn't notice you entered. It hit you, you could do the funniest thing right now.

You sat next to him with a stupid smirk on your face, but he paid no mind. In fact, he didn't even flinch. You waved your hand in front of him that's when he finally turned his head to you.

He didn't even say anything but the 'what do you want?' expression on his face was clear. "I came here to piss you off" you announced and he simply pointed his finger towards his earbuds and waved his hand, it gestured 'I can't hear you over my music'

You just gave a quick sigh and opened your phone, to turn your Bluetooth on but it hit you that your airpods were done for good, obviously because of the guy next to you right now, wait why is an earbuds open to connect on your screen?

You quickly plucked an earbud from his left ear and it was the first time he had an expression other than that dumb deadpan face, his eyes looked a little shocked.

You put that earbud on your ear and.....nothing was playing.

"Were you pretending to not hear me all this time?"

He looked away "yeah."

He looked away expecting you to be mad or start yelling already but instead for the first time his open left ear where you just snatched his earbud from was graced with a genuine laugh from you instead.

You connected your Bluetooth with his, "Seriously? You're so stupid....hah"

A music played, he usually doesn't listen to this type of song but he liked this one for some reason. Maybe because you played it? Or not who knows who cares.

♫Never thought I'd live to see the day (ooh-ah)

When everybody's words got in the way, oh!♫

The song was over and you got up, what surprised you was he grabbed your wrist, "My earbud" you slightly pulled out your tongue and removed your wrist from his grasp. "Not returning till you get me one, payback bye!"

♫I could hear the chit-chat♫

Take me to your love shack

The club meeting was over and being the vice president it was your job to close the classroom after putting the files in place, that's when you saw the magenta haired guy with the badly cut bangs stand firm and in a straight position behind one of the pillars.

"Sae? What are you doing h..." He put a finger over his mouth as his eyes moved toward his right, the teacher was there in a distance.

After a few seconds the teacher left. "You're bunking classes? Not so very academic weapon of you"

He relaxed his shoulders and crouched down "I don't even look at my report cards" you chuckled "You don't look at it because you know you're too good or because you know you're too cooked?"

He put a hand over his cheek and looked above at you, "What do you think?"

Fuck he was kind of cute "wait what?" You realised "what?" He asked.

You immediately gave a disgusted look at him and started to walk away "shut up!" He mumbled "I didn't even say anything..."

Unknown footsteps were heard and the both of you like scared deers looked at each other.

The teacher opened the door to be greeted by an empty classroom. "No one's there? I swear I heard... whatever" he left.

Now currently under the table "why are you hiding?" Sae asked. "You're right why am I hiding too?" You asked as well. "And you're the one who called me stupid..."

You laughed "If you were smart you would've realised I'm giving you company right now"

He looked at you with doubtful eyes "yeah right..." you defended yourself "Hey don't look at me with those eyes, you know what your eyes make up for your bad haircut"

"They're pretty"

The table was a little small and your heads were close, Sae too for some reason his demons told him let him be possessed.

♫It started with a whisper

And that was when I kissed her

And then she made my lips hurt♫

He put his hand over your chin and SMACK!

"ARE YOU CRAZY WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO SOMEONE YOU HATE" you immediately got up banging your head on the table, but recovering quicker than super glue you got up again and ran away.

♫Hey sugar, what you gotta say?♫

He didn't appear to school for three weeks again, you were worried he dropped out because of last time. 'haha no way he'd drop out because of something like that right?....right?'

You banged your head hard on the table concerning your friend beside you, in doing so something made a noise beneath your desk.

It was brand new box of airpods with a note

"Sorry and also,

I don't hate you. Never did."

You didn't need a name on the note to guess who it was, You got up immediately and shook your friend "Hey which class is Itoshi Sae in?"

♫It started with a whisper♫

He heard the heaviest footsteps of his life as he was leaving the class at last in the empty corridors. Turning around who else could it be if not you?

You were panting so hard your words were heard in a ghostly whisper "f...uck...the stairs agh hahah" you walked to him and slapped his shoulder very hard "I don't hate people who don't hate me either stupid"

He rubbed the place you slapped him at looking like a victim, you hissed "You're a sports kid you can take that much!"

He suddenly leaned into your face.

"So you don't hate me?"

"not anymore....but!"

"It's wrong to kiss people you hate?"

"...uh...yeah!"

"but now we don't hate each other anymore?"

"you're twisting my words now-"

"So I can't kiss you still?"

"That's not what it means... you're so insuffera-"

And that was when I kissed her♫

Already cut off with a kiss, but you didn't smack him this time, you gave in.

"You're a pain in the ass"

"I'm your pain in the ass"

And then she made my lips hurt♫

I could hear the chit-chat♫

"He looks happy today" you talked about Itoshi Sae that was walking towards you, your friend raised an eyebrow squinting her eyes "Huh? He looks the same what do you mean"

You opened your mouth "He clearly looks like he's in a good mood today" she couldn't believe you "he looks the same okay? Yeah sure only you can read him"

"Oh that Sae he's calling for me, see you later!" You hurriedly scurried to his side.

It doesn't take long for your friend to get hundreds of questions of the same kind "didn't they hate each other?" To which she simply responds "Would take one to know one"

♫Take me to your love shack

Mama's always gotta back-track

When everybody talks back♫

[venusxstars]

𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇! ⸻ nsfw.

itoshi sae × fem!reader

keynotes ⸻ dom itoshi sae. slight mention of penetration. clit stimulation. nipple play. praise. dirty talking. thigh humping. wherein you have a hard time cumming from finger to clit stimulation and penetration, so sae let's you do what you think feels best for you.

venus' note ⸻ just wanted to put this here since everyone's bodies don't work and feel the same. what may be pleasurable for others may not be for you, and that's normal. ( also, sae's thighs are so thick & hot i wanna smother my face— )

"FUCK, FUCK, FUCK—" Sae breathy groans brushes against the side of your ear as his cock pounds into you desperately. "So fucking tight around my cock, shiiit—"

You moan softly in response, his obscene words shooting directly through your pussy, but nothing too good enough to pull you closer to the edge. You feel as if you're simply standing at the edge of a cliff, but never actually falling into a sort of mind-blanking orgasm that you hear your friends and other people in the internet talk about.

Your brows furrow, gripping his shoulders tighter with your nails digging against his skin. You buck your hips upward in need and this causes your boyfriend to pound into you harder.

"I'm gonna fucking cum, baby— fuck! cum for me please, cum with me—" He licks his middle and index finger and brings it to your clit, rubbing fast circles. "Come on, baby— you can do it—"

You clench your pussy purposely tighter, bucking your hips more as you feel his cock twitch inside you. You bite your lip, tearing up a little as he pulls out to shoot spurts of cum all over your stomach, squeezing and pumping his dick to ride out his own orgasm.

You lay down on the bed, frustrated and frowning. Why is it that nothing seems to work? You've gone and went to different websites, obtaining knowledge on your own anatomy and learning about other people's sex experiences to guide you, but nothing seems to work in bed with your boyfriend. You clench the sheets tighter, frowning further.

"Is there something wrong with me?" Your words tumble out of your mouth before you could think about it further.

You jolt when a hand lightly chops your forehead. You turn your gaze up to see your boyfriend staring blankly at you, now calming down from his high but still breathing heavily.

"There's nothing wrong with you, stupid." He shakes his head.

"T-Then, why didn't I—" You halt, scratching your head in irritation.

"Hey, hey, relax." He catches your hand and gently places it down on the bed. "Everyone's bodies are different."

"I know, it's just..." You sigh. "It still doesn't change the fact that I'm pretty boring in bed."

He lightly sends a chop on your head again you pout. "You're not boring in bed." A light shade of red spreads across the apples of his cheeks as he mutters under his breath. "You're the only person who's ever made me feel this way. Now..."

You gasp when he pulls you to sit up, running his palms against the side of your neck as he gazes at you intensely with his greenish-cerulean eyes. He tilts your head up with a thumb to your chin, and soon, he's pulling you in for a soft kiss. You move closer, clenching your thighs together tightly as the earlier frustration blooms into your body once more.

He pulls away a few minutes later, a string of saliva stretching between your previously connected lips. His lips then lands onto your neck, licking and nipping at the skin lightly, causing you to moan.

"Let's find out what makes you feel good" He rasps out and bites the shell of your ear.

Your fingers dig onto his back and pull him closer. You gasp once more when his hands that were once holding the back of your neck and your waist moves up to grasp your breasts suddenly. His hands hovering ever so slightly against your puffy nipples, poke against the center of his palms before he's grasping your breasts completely. His hands are rough against your skin, kneading the flesh and pinching the little swollen buds.

Your lips part as a moan erupts from your throat.

"How do you touch yourself, baby? How do you make yourself cum? Come on, tell me" He breathes out against your ear roughly, still kneading your tits.

"A-Ah—" All that you could seem to respond with are soft noises and unintelligible words.

He halts and pinches your nipples a little harder all of a sudden, causing you to gasp. "Come on, baby, tell me. Do you shove your fingers up into your cute cunt?"

You shook your head shakily as he continues to pinch your nipples.

"Then what?" He licks the side of your neck before biting and sucking onto the skin. "Can't help you if you won't tell me"

He pulls you to sit on his lap and grabs your ass as he continues to place kisses on your neck and collarbone. You buck your hips a little against his and he pulls back slightly with a groan. His eyes are half-lidded as he smirks. "Bet you like to hump my pillow whenever I'm away."

Your hips move as you paw at his shoulders, trying to gain more friction.

"Oh? So I'm right?" He chuckles, adjusting your position so your straddling his left thigh. He clenches his muscle and push you down with hands on your ass. He feels a slight pulse coming from your pussy and he smirks. "I'm right, hm? Come on. Use me then, baby. Bet I feel a thousand times better than just my fucking pillow."

You whine, bucking your hips against his muscled thighs and placing your hands on his shoulders to balance yourself. Fuck, he was so right. Not just in the aspect of humping his pillow while he was away, but also the fact that he feels a thousand times better. You twitch, moving your hips desperately, wetting his thigh with your arousal.

"Fuck, she's drooling for me, baby" He grunts against your ears, getting you even more riled up. He dips his head down and catches one of your nipples between his teeth before he's sucking and biting on it.

"H-Haah, S-Sae!"

He hums against your breast, eyes pinned to your face to watch your expressions contort to one of pleasure. "Hm? Yes, baby? Talk to me."

You only respond with a moan, throwing your head back and pushing your chest against him more. You buck your hips desperately, and when he notices that you were losing your rhythm, he guides your hips with his hands on your waist. He pulls you down against his thigh further, your cunt brushing against his skin more.

"A-Ah!"

"Good?" He chuckles breathlessly, a sheen of sweat forming on his forehead. He brushes his hair back quickly before continuing to guide your hips. "Look at you... so pretty humping my thigh like a bunny in heat. You like that hm?"

You bite your lip hard, sliding your cunt back and forth against his thigh with a slight bounce, and with each time your clit slaps lightly against his skin, a shock of pleasure runs through your belly. The pleasure multiplies as his mouth comes in contact with your neck again as one of his hands play with your breast and while the other grips your hips tightly.

"I-I'm gonna—"

"Gonna cum?" He rasps, lips more desperate against your neck. "Come on, baby, cum for me. You can do it, fucking cum. Yeah, just like that..."

You twitch before your pussy stutters as your orgasm washes over you like a strong tidal wave, rushing all over your body. You shake a little, riding your orgasm with slow bucks of your hips before you eventually calm down and fall onto the bed. Your chest rise and fall deeply as you lay down in exhaustion.

You make eye contact with your boyfriend and he sends you a wink with his expressionless face. "Knew you could do it."

You throw a pillow onto his face.

[boinin]

panel and scanlation of the new Rin oneshot, via hoshi

it's such a small thing but like, there's something really heartbreaking about this. The brothers are similar, far more alike than they differ and by rights, they should get on.

but... Sae went through something in Spain. He lost his dream, and had to choose another. When he came home, looking for sympathy or maybe understanding, Rin threw it back in his face. So Sae went and did the unforgivable.

And now Rin can't even look at his own reflection without dwelling on his bitterness towards Sae 🥲

Their relationship isn't totally lost for good though. Rin does decide to see Sae's game. Later on in Blue Lock, he addresses the situation as follows:

And while the U20 match proves to be a set-back for them, note that Sae doesn't really discount Rin's worth as a striker. He simply doesn't address him.

He says Isagi will change Japanese football, because he was able to draw out Rin's instinctual (most optimal) playstyle. Rin takes this as a diss. While it was shitty of Sae to skim over Rin's growth, I'm not sure he intended to hurt Rin so badly. I think Sae may just want to see Rin thrive as a striker with his own style of play, not as a hollow imitation of Sae. Hence his praise of Isagi.

Rin gets this close to realising this, but his grudge against Isagi blinds him.

Eventually, there'll be a reckoning for these two, on or off the pitch. I really hope the manga gives them some closure, as much as I enjoy edgelord Rin. I suspect miscommunication is as much their problem as it is Nagi and Reo's. 🥲

[linics]

where would blue lock men take you on a first date?

featuring : m. reo, m. bachira, s. nagi, i. sae, i. rin, r. shidou, i. niko, s. barou

a/n : hihiii i’m trying to post daily n fight the horrible writers block… i also don’t understand shidou hype ,, sorry. also these are JUST hcs. no situations. some may be ooc as i don’t hyperfixate on them all, sorry !!

m. reo

i feel like nobody says this, but he would be really busy. between soccer, possibly still being in school, AND possibly running a company (or preparing to)? his schedule would be tight. regardless, i’m sure he’d free up time to suit you.

obviously, it would be a very nice place. maybe a restaurant? if so, he definitely looked up the menu and prepared for what he was going to get. probably asked if you had any allergies early on and made sure there was an array of things you could eat even with your allergies.

whatever happens and wherever you go, he will make sure it all goes perfectly.

m. bachira

for the most part, this man matches other people and bends to them. he’d listen to what you want and what you enjoy doing. if it’s a hobby, days prior to it, he’ll work his ass off trying to get good at it. he won’t want to outshine you, so during the date, he starts off by acting like he needs your help. as it progresses, he’ll get much better and, while giggling, compliment how good you are at teaching him.

i feel like it’d be more of a lighthearted date. maybe you were super nervous, but realized that he is just a simple man during it. sure, he has his weird rambles, but you enjoy listening to them regardless.

s. nagi

first of all, you’d have to be into games. sure, he can adjust to people, but why would he want to adjust to you? so much effort .. he’d just find it easier to go for someone who is similar to him (in interests, at least). so an arcade. maybe if he was feeling really lazy, half way through, he’d ask if you wanted to come back to his house.

your first thought was that he was like one of those guys, regardless, you agreed. but this man got you some simple food, and then just played games with you. at first, maybe he was a little competitive, but if you were getting upset, or were new to the game, he would be nicer about it and teach you how to play.

i. sae

lowkey i could see him taking you to a fancy diner. i know i said the same with reo, but cmon. either that or he’ll want to do something physically active like soccer. realistically, not many women would go for that as a first date.

after learning that, he’d change it up to something more simple. a classic restaurant. i feel like the conversations would go smoothly, even though he’d talk on and on about certain subjects, he still listened well and fully processed your words.

i. rin

he would, without a doubt, do whatever sae does. to be a good striker, you need to have the popularity for it. or that’s what he’s going to assume. regardless of his logic, he will copy whatever sae does.

another thing ;; not much pda. or really any. you’ll have to be really observant to tell he’s even interested in the date. at best, he’ll listen to you and remember everything you say, then show that later on. but besides that, it’s hard to get affection from him.

r. shidou

i feel like he would be ALL over you. wherever you are, expect an ungodly amount of pda. he would let you choose where it is probably.

like bachira, expect it to be a lighthearted date. he’s just going to try getting to know you as much as possible in the stupidest ways ever.

i feel like he’d be veryy clingy. doesn’t matter how close the two of you are, you cannot get rid of him.

i. niko

i saw a hc somewhere of him being a sightseer, and i LOVE it. especially bird watching or something. this man will take you on the simplest walk / hike and bring you to the most ethereal place possible, at the perfect time.

he knows about literally everything in the forest too, so ask him anything, and he will have a full answer. you’ll never heard the words, “i don’t know” from him. ever.

s. barou

a museum. he’s a clean freak who follows rules. museums don’t have many rules, they’re pretty, and so, so clean.

i feel like going to a museum would be such a relieving place for him, he probably has gone to so many.

and yes, he will be dressing up in the cleanest, fanciest clothes this man has.

[glamourscat]

BLUE LOCK M.LIST

MULTI-CHARACTERS | EXTRA

✮⋆˙ Itoshi brother’s dynamic analysis ✮⋆˙ “Don’t give me space. That’s the last thing I want from you.” (ONESHOT— Shidou, Bachira, Reo) ✮⋆˙ Girl vs boy dads ✮⋆˙ Songs I associate with them ✮⋆˙ Thoughts on Kaiser ✮⋆˙ Introvert or Extrovert? BLLK HCS ✮⋆˙ You Messaged... ✮⋆˙ Shidou and Kaiser anaylsis ✮⋆˙ Beautiful as...? BLLK edition ✮⋆˙ Who would they date?

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BACHIRA

✮⋆˙Smutty oneshot ✮⋆˙Besos

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BAROU

✮⋆˙ Barou's analysis

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SHIDOU

✮⋆˙ Shidou's character analysis! ✮⋆˙ General hcs ✮⋆˙ My love mine all mine ✮⋆˙ Makeup and kisses ✮⋆˙ Where Wild Hearts Find Home

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RIN ITOSHI

✮⋆˙ nothing yet

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ISAGI YOICHI

✮⋆˙ "Tell me, Isagi-chan, what are you going to do about it?" ✮⋆˙ "Tell me, Isagi-chan, what are you going to do about it?" PT2

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CHIGIRI

✮⋆˙ thoughts on dating Chigiri

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NAGI

✮⋆˙ smutty oneshot

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HIORI nothing yet

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ARYU nothing yet

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KUNIGAMI

✮⋆˙smutty hcs

[waffledforbreakfast]

Dreams of you - SAE X READER [oneshot]

Sae x Reader , oneshot, angst + comfort(??)

[pt.2 ]

[Kaiser edition (wip)]

[ BLLK Oneshot Masterlist ]

TW: heavy ooc, bad grammar, bad spelling, bad formatting, cringe, scuff, etc.

“I love you, Sae.” “I love you too, [Y/N].” “Please babe. Wake up.” 

Sae shot up, cold sweat running down his body. His hands were shaking and his breath was uneven, how many times has this been now?

26. It had been 26 days since he broke up with you. Why was he still having dreams of your first date? Your loving words and tender affirmations, your smile so bright it had engraved itself in the back of his mind.

It had been a month since he broke up with you, and yet every night your warm touch had seeped into the back of his mind, and into his dreams.

Breaking up with you was meant to help him focus. Not the other way around.

He wondered if it would’ve been better if he just didn’t leave.

“Whatever. What’s been done has been done. There’s no going back.”

He took a deep breath, fingers pressed against the bridge of his nose.

The clock read 4:02 AM. Not that he had to check, it was always 4 in the morning that these dreams released him.

Sae wondered what you were doing in Japan, did you have lunch yet? What were you eating? Who were you eating with? Was it your new boyfri-

“Stop.”

Sae hissed at himself, trying to keep his thoughts in check. He would think of you everyday, he hated it. Whenever he saw your favourite food, he’d think of buying you some. A plushie, would you like it? The cats at the shelter, maybe he should send you a pic…

He grabbed his hair, nails digging lightly into his scalp. It was always you. Why must you haunt his poor heart  head? 

He refused to waste more time on this. He stood up and fixed his bed, a habit he got from you. It was already 4:11, he’d used almost 10 minutes thinking of you again. He clenched his jaw, mentally noting that he didn’t deserve to get himself a sweet treat today, for wasting such time.

But it was better than yesterday’s 18 minutes, right? That’s improvement! Plus, he had trained for 10 hours yesterday as a punishment, so surely it’d be okay to take it easier today, right?

Sae remembered how you used to convince him to take breaks from training with such logic.

He dug his nails into his palm. Enough of you already, he had things to do.

Sae left the apartment, wandering the empty streets illuminated by the streetlamps and the few open cafes/restaurants. 

Sae used to blast music through his headphones to mute his thoughts, but it stopped working after he was reminded that you were the one who handcrafted all the very few playlists of his.

So now he just tried to focus on his surroundings, promptly ignoring any thoughts of you.

He’d been doing this for weeks now, did he feel any better? Would he be happier if he fully got over you? Sae didn’t let himself answer that question.

He was well familiar with the area by now, becoming a regular at any place open at this time around here. There was nothing new for him to focus on.

No no, surely there was something. Wasn’t a new cafe opening somewhere? He could’ve sworn someone handed him a flyer about it…

But truthfully, he could barely remember anything these days. 

Sae pulled out his phone and looked through his gallery to find the picture of the flyer, pretending to not see the dozens of your photos, which he had deleted and re-downloaded multiple times now.

He followed the map towards the cafe, flipping through its online menu. It seemed that the cafe really was new, almost nothing had been set up online, no images, no menu, no reviews. It seemed to be a small struggling business. Sae almost pitied them. If he was capable of such emotions anymore.

Sae pushed open the door, the small bell dangling above it rang a light jingle, notifying the worker that there was a guest

“Oh hello! Uhm… that door was supposed to be locked, haha…”

The poor employee laughed awkwardly, sweating visible bullets.

Sae turned around to look at the door, the rusted lock fell off the frame on to the floor.

The employee gulped, “So, what can I help you with!” She tried to put on a bright smile, since the customer was clearly wealthy, given his looks, there was no way she’d be able to tell him to get out!

Sae looked around, the place really was run down, was it really ready to open?? 

“What do you have?”

“Uhm, let’s see… We have water?”

“...”

“uh- hahaha… just kidding! W-we have other stuff too… uhm- dango, milk tea, tanghulu, pudding, anddd milk?” 

The worker gave a weak smile, Sae was staring right into her eyes, she felt like he’d jump her at any moment!

“Get me two waffles”

“I- sorry?? We don’t offer those, haha…”

She did NOT remember listing waffles as an option, was the guy even listening???

“Oh”

He was not listening

“... Actually- I’ll get that done for you! Give me a few minutes….”

She headed to the back to get his order done.

Shit. Sae impulse ordered waffles again. He doesn’t even like waffles! It was supposed to be your favourite food, not his. Why’d he do that…

He knew exactly why, but refused to admit it.

What was he even going to do with two of them!? The only option really was to scarf it down…

“Uhm… you’ve been staring at me for a while… is there something wrong?”

“Hm? Oh, I wasn’t aware, sorry.”

The worker gave him a skeptic look, as he was still staring, even after the apology. “This guy must be barely awake…”

“Well, here’s your waffles!”

She handed him a paper bag, with clear plastic on one side so he could see inside. Two warm waffles sat, Sae could feel the heat.

“Could I ask, what made you think we were open? No offense or anything- It’s just that the sign on the door said we were closed, and all the flyers said we’re opening next month… I don’t wanna mislead anyone or anything, haha..”

Sae gave a confused look, did he hallucinate…? It wouldn’t be the first time…

He pulled out his phone to check, and sure enough, “GRAND OPENING: NEXT MONTH” was written in bold. How did he miss that???

“Sorry, [Y/N].”

He mumbled, pulling out his wallet, and putting a few hundred bills on the table and sliding it to the worker, “For your troubles”

“Oh! Uhm, Thank you!”

The worker was visibly taken aback, he had given her $750! If she was in a different situation, she probably would’ve insisted on giving it back, but with the way the store was looking, it would go a long way.

Sae headed towards the door, checking the time

“Uhm sir, my name’s not [Y/N] by the way… you can just call me-”

“Oh. Sorry.”

Sae cut her off. He didn’t really care who she was. Now he knew why he was staring at her the whole time, her eyes looked like yours.

“Barely. [Y/N]’s are darker.”

Sae took a waffled from the bag, taking a bite as he walked home

“What am I doing with my life, I can’t even remember Rin’s eye colour but I know her’s? What curse am I under…”

“Maow!”

Sae looked down, a tabby cat was jumping up his leg, reaching for the waffle bag.

“Maowmaowmaowwwwww”

Sae leaned down, squatting as he opened the bag and gave the cat a waffle.

The tabby ate it happily, it seemed well groomed and clean, maybe it belonged to someone?

Sae pet her head, the cat leaning into his touch with a content smile as she purred.

“How cute, they have the same eyes…”

Sae stood up, dusting himself off. He waved goodbye to the cat and continued walking home.

But the cat followed, meowing loudly to get his attention. She didn’t seem to have any intention of leaving.

Sae looked at it for a bit, hesitating. You had always wanted a cat, you even had names prepared. Maybe one day, when you visit, he could show you the cat and convince you to come to his apartment.

“Forget it. She’s never coming back.”

There was no point in keeping the cat, he was never planning on getting one.

And yet he still stared at the cat, the cat staring back with those eyes that he oh so loved, resembling yours.

Fuck it.

Sae scooped up the cat, and continued walking,

“You’re mine now.”

A/N: Teehee! First oneshot :3 this ones inspired by irl events ;) bc i have a crazy rate of dreaming- (daily. And I can remember 75% of the time, which mean my dreams give me crazy amounts of content LMAO)

Hope u like it :3