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idk how to politely tell my parents that as much as i would love to go to brugges with them in a year and a bit i cannot afford it. Theyre like 'save £80 a month and you'll be fine' and its like. i would have a whole of £190 a month for food if i did that each month. Do you wanna live on £190 a month for food? For a year and a half? Its not happening.
#itd be nice ofc i wanna go but like.#theyre all 'if u tell urself u cant do anything cause of money then u wont do anything' YEAH. THATS THE POINT. I NEED MONEY TO DO THINGS.#ESPECIALLY IF YOURE EXPECTING ME TO PAY TO GO.#like i love that u live in a world where u can just book a holiday abroad and not worry about it#but im now gonna be dealing with budgeting for a 5 day holiday for a year and a half. what the fuck.#i might tell them i cant do it
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yk ive always wanted to open some kinda 24/7 hang out space (™️™️™️)
like you dont have to pay anything to be there but you can just chill, maybe there ARE snacks and drinks you can buy but you dont gotta to be there (i think if there are any baked goods made inhouse theyd be free if theyre not sold in the next like... 36hrs??? after being displayed)
board games, card games, ttrpgs, etc thatre free to use so long as you like. check them out maybe?? a kinda 'trade your id or smthn' type system?
id also want it to have like. showers. theyd have the same kinda system i think
n then ideally itd also have rooms in addition to the main area for like, when you/your group want relative quiet/privacy or when yall dont wanna disrupt the others in the main area. n rooms can be reserved in advance for those late-night ttrpg sessions or smthn lol
basically theres a lot i think COULD go into this but. i have No Idea how id go about executing this OR how to keep it up and running beyond like. occasional donations and fundraisers. like id unfortunately need so much money for a space and amenities and if i wanna keep this theoretical place as no-cost (for patrons) as possible id need funds from Somewhere 😪
tl;dr: would love to open a third space thatd be Safe and Chill and (Mostly) Free (™️™️™️), but idk where id even start w that and id need Money 😭
#cryptic ramblings#third places#the reason itd be 24/7 is bc the amount of times where my friends and i can only rly hang out are like. after 9pm but we still wanna do smth#but Dont wanna go into a restaurant or a club or whatever the fuck. but also all of us DONT wanna be at home#like we have no real places to go. yeah theres the park but like. its dark. and theres too many Risks and we all have anxiety#anyways im always thinking 'man... itd be nice to have just like. a place to go thats chill but i dont have to buy anything to sit there#at 11pm or 1am or smthn#n i dont even wanna make a profit or anything like itd be a nonprofit business but ofc id wanna pay employees properly#sigh... in an ideal world...
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The amount of times I've started a new post and simply typed "Olivia Broussard" and then deleted it is frankly embarrassing I can't take this anymore can everyone I've ever met just start being obsessed with this sad divorced woman too
#rat rambles#oni posting#like goddddd she still makes me feel so crazy#its so hard to sell ppl on oni lore because its just like yes its abt two divorced women and yeah its told through work emails and#work logs along with a bunch of other unrelated work emails and logs which you should also read no they are not actually relevant to the#plot the vast majority of the time but you need to read them anyways or Ill cry rly hard#oh also some of the divorced women lore is hidden in object descriptions that you have to find in game yourself#and also the wikki is outdated as hell so theres also a shit ton of logs you can't read out of game#also the divorced women arent technically canonically divorced but shhhh doomed toxic yuri guys#can anyone hear me? is anyone there? Im losing it over here#Im kidding ofc Im not broken up abt no one I know getting into oni quite frankly I dont think itd be their thing#there's like what one person I know who I think would enjoy it? and even them Im dont think theyd get as into it as me#but it does kill me that no one makes oni fanart for non duplicant characters#I love dupes but I wanna see the scientist going thru shit I wanna see hcs man#like not just for olivia and jackie but for all of them#for example I hc that ada is the type of person who has a mad scientist laugh as their normal laugh#she also likes to mumble to herself as she works and had a tendency to monologue dramatically as she sets a project into motion#some of her coworkers find her kind of intimidating because of this but she is genuinely rly nice#oh I also hc that she wears glasses 👍#now tbf having any hcs for the scientists risky since theyre prone to be actively contradicted in the future but idc I wanna have fun
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#the way i need a good fucking in the ass#its not gonna fish shit but god it would be sooo relieving#but not even in my dreams i can catch that#ill have to wait on my antropological casual sex/ self knowledge experiment#my sister says i should go to therapy and ofc shes right but i still wanna try this#mostly bcos for pbserving other ppl#and get to know them and this activity in a way that doesnt require invoking feelings of any sort#i cant and wont do feelings (what therapy eould help with) im greyaro#like itd be nice if it were to happen but i just cant do that again#especially if i take the aftermath of the thing with alan as a reference#anyway i need a good and thorough fucking in the ass
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ooohhh i was thinking yet again abt thomas getting a lf skin for the game ( manifesting it still, if they can mention the hewitts in voicelines then theyve gotta have the license to some degree right?? ) and like what other ways they could bring in the hewitts & the remakes etc and ofc i doubt they could make luda or h*yt exactly as they are in the remakes bc both of their actors are no longer with us so that may be a Problem idk BUT,
it WOULD be so fucking nice to see the hewitt property fleshed out as a map??? bc we only get glimpses of so many rooms in the hewitt house, but that home is actually bigger than it looks & what we get to see and i just wanna know what more there is to it yk!!
bc i feel like when comparing the hewitts to the sawyers? the sawyers are close-knit. yes they have their bickering etc but their values as a family unit goes beyond just that immediate core group ( ie. gramps, bubba, drayton, hitch, chop ) and you can still see where those bonds hold strong as you branch out ( ie. to sissy, johnny, nancy ( questionable ) and so on ) vs the hewitts who i believe once the family started hitting rough times? crumbled and turned on one another and focused only on their respective immediate families rather than attempt to help & preserve the family as a whole.
and for my luda, who i have as being partly adopted into the sawyer family thru her father, going from a family who would do Anything for one another and marrying into one whose members are relatively Selfish & self-centered in comparison was likely very isolating and upsetting.
but before i go on too much of a tangent on that front, back to the hewitt house cropping up in-game as a map - i just think itd be so neat to see the hewitt property in far more detail for the first time. i think ppl see it as just that front section, of the pillars and the double-story front end but theres an entire whole other half on the first level that we never get to actually see, theres other outer buildings too. and i just think itd be so cool to see it laid out fully for once.
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ok now onto proper character analysis: is keicho a catboy or a dogboy? I'm convinced he's a dog person but he could still be cat-coded you know
i hav drawn keicho and badco as a bunch of cats so id say hes kitty-coded. i think okuyasu is a dogboy tho. if we're going by cartoon animal stereotypes, cats tend to be quite well-groomed and a bit prissy. since keicho really likes order and routine (as seen by bad company's mannerisms and his reaction to when josuke killed a few), i think hed be more of a cat... i think catboy keicho would love to keep his tail and ears nice and w/o any extra strands sticking out. i think itd ruin his entire day if he found out that something is even slightly uneven and he will spend the time combing it out. (do catboys groom themselves? more at 9.)
it doesnt seem that keicho rlly likes anyone but himself in canon (at least that's what he wants u to think. he cares abt okuyasu a lot, hes just. very very very unwell and uses having balance and harmony in his stand and even possibly day to day life to compensate for his awful life.) so i think that adds onto him being more of a .. less social catboy. unlike akira who loves meowing and gets the zoomies which annoys the hell out of keicho.
NOW. abt okuyasu who.. ok he just kind of shoved himself here but. i jus wanna add more insight to my argument abt keicho being more catboy-coded by adding some contrast. ok
dogs are usually portrayed as rowdy and messy. during tonio's arc, okuyasu had a lot wrong with his health ranging from poor hygiene (his cavities. but this could also b due to genes. but tbh knowing that him and keicho do not live in a very . good place this is jus sort of Obvious) and also insomnia, iirc back pain and other health issues. this gives a glimpse into okuyasu's mental state and lack of order in his life u know. * i think he is a dogboy also bc he tends to resort to violence or aggression first and foremost when encountering things he doesnt understand or feel comfortable with. (like when he insulted mikitaka and tried to get all up in his face while josuke held him back from doing something stupid. oh also him telling mikitaka to get out of the way during toyohiro's arc. oh and also his interactions w shigechi and him immediately going after harvest when it didnt even harm him directly during their first meeting.) and also his want to stick to ppl and rely on them since apparently everyone loves telling okuyasu that hes stupid . so he eventually internalized that but i digress.
* this also plays into well. his experiences in the past which im not comfortable talking abt whatsoever. its learned behavior passed on from his dad -> keicho -> and then him. dogs tend to mimic and pick up on things quite well which adds onto my point.
rohan mentioned that okuyasu has a complex surrounding his dead brother and how he always thinks of "what would keicho do" before making big or life changing decisions. dogs tend to try to please whoever's taking care of them and they look up to their owners as 'rolemodels' .. which kind of shows how okuyasu thinks of ppl like keicho and by extent josuke too. OFC im overanalyzing this to all hell but. okuyasu is def more of a dogboy than keicho.
#ask#jjba#ogurizz#i was gonna ramble abt keicho's opinion on animals before i reread what ur initial question was and i was like. oh no Lol#this is the most important question ive recieved in my life KSYSHDGDJDYD
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my thoughts on imas (2011) so far as a LL fan watching it for the first time!!!! even though nobody asked :)
im REALLY enjoying it so far!! liek more than i thought i would. its certainly different from all the love live shows but it still has a similar charm and some REALLY lovely characters. i just finished ep 12 which was an especially nice ep, at first i wasnt really super interested in miki but this episode def pushed her further up on my ranking, shes so cute and i thought the ep was v sweet. by now i feel like it's only gonna go up from here. the past episodes have been great but there were a couple that just didnt hit the mark 4 me, but i have high hopes for whats next :)
my initial favorite was chihaya but im starting to think shes not quite my type? like i like her dont get me wrong, shes just not the type of char im usually into. my current fav is ritsuko, although she's not in the group im like. 99% sure she ends up joining later which i am VERY excited for because i am super interested in learning more abt her. shes so cute and funny and Uuuurfgjgjdjfd KISS ME (does this mean i can call myself a ritsukoP)
as for my LEAST favorite definitely yukiho I'm sorry... not a fan of the "a m-m-m-m-mmmaaann... oh noes.... im so sshyyy and scawed ouuuughh:(( so cutesy and shyyyy uwu" shtick (although the man thing was dropped im still not a fan lolz).
ofc its imas so i have to bring up the weird sexual fanservice. its not as bad as i thought itd be but its always annoying whenever it shows up. unfortunately i think atp theres bound to be weird gross fanservice in every idol anime
basically i love it so far and im so excited to watch some more... i wanna get REALLY into it i wanna be an insane person collecting all the merchandise i can of my favs i want to be AN IMAS FAN!!!!
thanks 4 listenign to me ramble ‼️
side note: chihaya and haruka are... LITERALLY umi and honoka oh em gee its weird
#imas#the idolmaster#im@s#the idolm@ster#million live#idolmaster#idolm@ster million live#imas million live#idol anime#anime
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roblox game idea for mc
become a comm cube. itd be RLLY fun to see i think HEAR ME OUT I SWEAR ITS NOT ANOTHER RDITE GAME
when u start the game, it’ll open with an select screen that’d look similar to the hologram screens that the people open in mc. there’s a 2 choices to play as: mc characters, or yourself.
for customizing urself, u can change the position and size of ur accessories (cuz everyones gonna be a cube head) so it won’t clip thru the corners of ur head. and then you’ll be able to choose the color of ur light (since the comm cubes are holograms and they project light) so it fits ur avatar, then you’ll be able to choose the map u wanna go to.
for mc characters, there be more categories to choose on the side (but you’ll go to the burners select screen first): the burners, the mamas boys, the amazons, the terra dwellers(?), the LARPers, the skylarks, the weekend warriors, kaneco, and misc. idk what category to put the duke in so im putting him in misc cuz he doesn’t rlly have an established “gang” plus i dont even know if his goons would rlly have a comm cube. they mostly facetime anyway xD but i know cyborg dan has one. idk if reds’ old outfit had a comm cube in the first place so idk if i should put him in misc or just not put him at all, but his newer outfit will be put in kaneco ofc.
the map(s) would probably take place around all the cars we’ve seen so far and ppl could just mess around with the controls and go around the car. maybe for mutt, if u opened one of chucks’ screens and went to the right menu, u could flip players off of mutts’ hood just like vendetta lmao xp but there will be a 30 second countdown to prevent spamming and possible lag. OH, and being in the mamas boys car would be mega fun too ^_^ since i noticed there’s buttons similar to what you’d see when listening to music, it’d be fun to see ppl mess around with the random audio whoever’s programming would put.. let’s hope they can find bypassed music too. (NOT INAPPROPRIATE MUSIC I MEAN THE ONES THAT BYPASSED THE COPYRIGHT THING) bored of cars? go in a pod! players will be able to see the organized buildings and other pods in deluxe, but there’s less to control besides maybe looking at kaneco’s selection of outfits on a red screen. (yes this is claires’ pod) I’d let different players spawn in different pods, but it might be hard since the pod will be moving (rlly slowly tho) and some ppl might have a hard time reaching the other ppl they wanna meet.
all players will have the ability to float around (obviously) but probably not clip through the cars even tho the comm cube are technically holograms. then the giant cars would feel useless.. oo and what if the players could also have the ability to zap out just like when the characters in the show hang up on a call, and they could become a ghost… ooooOoOooOoo. and jumpscare someone when they pop back up lol x)
overall, i think this would just be a fun hangout and rp game to have :) the cars would give a nice atmosphere along with everyone just floating around, and the ability to mess with the controls of the cars and with other players would just be so sily!1!1! i’d build this myself but i do not hv the energy or time to actually finish the whole thing and idk how to code!!1! xp but i do NOT want this idea to go unshared so thats why im posting here lolz
#motorcity#disney xd#roblox#ITS FREEE!!! /q#only thought of this bc i literally havent played a single game in 3-4 days and i remembered the only other game i play is roblox 💀
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sorry this is so late but not knowing if your neurodivergent or whats goin on in your brain is too real 😭😭 honestly, i never even realized it was a possibility for me to be neurodivergent until neurodivergents friends of mine straight up told me, "hey you probably have this btw." and im like "? oh whaaaat"
and in recent years looking back at it i realized how little like??? mental health has been discussed in my family when i tried bringing it up to my mom she looked at me like i was an alien LMFAO .. itd still be nice to get a diagnosis to know what on earth is going on with the hamster in my brain though, even if it'll take a while 😭😭
sorry for such a long like. rant. ask? omg but can i also claim claim an emoji anon?? 💌 anon if possible
THATS SO REAL i never even considered that i could be neurodivergent until yeah, neurodivergent friends were like 'ur one of us' and im like OH. YEAH REAL i do like research snf stuff snd im like thats Me !
OH THATS SO REAL TOO whenever i try bring it up i feel like im a 2cm ant being stared at by like five fucking 6 year olds if that makes sense BYE so im like i dont think diagnosis is in the cards for me even if i do wanna know whats goin on in the ol' noggin
ITS OKAY this is super helpful 4 me personally and i just like talking abt brains and this and like ive never once had an original thought ever im realising HFBFVD
AND YEAH OFC !!! 💌 anon u are <3
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something that has been bothering me a hell of a lot more than usual is ppl seem to never have time for me (sorry this is so incredibly long)
when i was a kid ofc ppl didnt either like for basketball games or band concerts my friends never went they said they never have time. but now on tuesday is my NAHS induction, i cant stress enough that this is only 15 mins, from 5-515. and no one can go....everyone ive invited except my parents are too busy, my best friend of 10 years, my bf, my only school friend, everyone. shes always busy tho and refuses to make time for anyone but herself even if she makes everyone else make time for her events, which i do go to. i think swingin 15 mins on a tuesday evening isnt that difficult. i mean my bf lives kinda far and my best friend has some kind of other event, and my school friend just never has time for anyone but herself. youd think id be used to ppl not going to my things (ive had many bday parties as a kid that turned out to just be me and maybe 2 other kids from school...) i wanna know why tho. why ppl never seem to make time for me. am i not important enough to just miss out on some studying? skip a school meeting? catch a ride from someone who lives closer? i mean it stings. it really does. to go to all of their events and important things and then when i have one important thing (most important thing thats happened to me in my 2 years so far of highschool) no one seems to make time for me. im grateful my parents are going ofc but still itd be nice to know other people like me as much. again i thought i was used to sort of being left out or forgotten about i mean it has happened my whole life but this this is so important and these people know that and they still wont go. i mean its 15 mins. FIFTEEN MINUTES OF THEIR TIME AND IVE GIVEN THEM HOURS AND HOURS. ive missed therapy appointment, dr appointments, family dinners, schoolwork for these people and they wont even give me 15 mins of their evening. i feel bad esentially being on my knees begging them to go so ive refused to ask again. i might ask my bf again and see if i can emphasize that its only 15 minutes. he doesnt have to stay for the whole art show which is till 7. he only has to sit in the auditorium for 15 mins and maybe hang out a bit in the lobby afterwards. thats all any of them have to do...maybe im the problem w this i mean the only common thread is me so maybe im just a shit person and unaware of it and thats why ppl never seem to want to hang out w me. i mean they know its so important to me but here they are not planning on going. it really burns to be the friend thats always forgotten about.
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CROCHET?? PLEASEEE share the finished 8turn products id love to see them too!! >< (IF THATS OKAY WITH YOU OFC!!)
and omg im glad u asked because like,, recently leehan and sungho have been plaguing my mind.. i saw SO many tiktoks of their recent behind the scenes photoshoot, and LEEHAN IN A TANK TOP MESMERIZED ME. hes so handsome like taesan i get it too.. who wouldnt be staring at leehan..
SO! therefore i was thinking like, gym crushing on leehan.. like ooh whos that mysterious + very attractive guy in the gym.. but sadly theres no right moments to talk to him, hes always so focused working out that itd be a shame to disturb him!! UNTIL one day leehan forgets to connect his headphones to his phone so his songs start blaring around the gym.
Which leads to reader finally being able to start a conversation with him!! (Leehan would be listening to Taesans playlist 100%.)
NOW for sungho, our vocal king. I was thinking producer reader,, with studio Sungho. Reader makes sungho re-sing his lines repeatedly and hes a lil intimidated from the very strict expectations.
but it turns out the reader just wants to listen to his voice constantly.. kwkwkw big misunderstanding.
stop wait bc sunghos cheeks r so squishable,, imagine reader with a little sibling who’s obsessed with playing with sunghos face. SOBBINGGG
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yes of course :D! im only going to show a couple bc my irl friends know about them and i don't want to be hunted down >< having a tumblr account and writing fanfiction is like my guilty secret ONLY ONE OF THEM KNOW
myungho and yoonsung!!!
AND BRO I'M SO GLAD YOU MENTIONED THAT BECAUSE TANKTOP LEEHAN IS EVERYTHING. i'd like to giggle and pretened like i go to the gym but my ass would not be working out like i am way too lazy for that. maybe like a treadmill or something but only if but sometimes is blasting. i'd still trip and fall and get my face ripped off because leehan with sweat dripping down his forehead would actually give me a seizure.
stop omg if i was a producer i would be way too nice like i physically don't have it in me to be stern i hate telling people what to do. but ugh the idea of that is so sweet like reader just going :) while listening to him AJAJA.
right now i'm imagining my littlest nephew squishing sungho, but ngl i'd be the one squishing his face i love poking at people im close too like AUGH all my friends are cute i just wanna squeeze em
such cute ideas once again melonnn your brain is so beautiful :,)
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Yo I saw this and thought it was cool so once u see it and have the time itd be cool if u matched me
Anyways I'm pansexual and I use any pronouns but he/she. I'm like 5'6" and a bit heavyset if that matters. I'm also an entp and 5w4 so yeah. It also gave me the result of king when I took that one soldier poet king test. I absolutely love to draw and make and consume all kinds of art like music, writing, animation, drawing, jewelry, etc. etc. etc. like art is my life, man. Anyways, my favorite artists are Crystal Castles, Justice, and You Love Her Coz She's Dead, though I really like Mommy Long Legs, CRIMES, etc. etc. too. I listen to them all hours of the day I can, like I am hyperfixated on the first three. Speaking of that, I have adhd. In terms of other things about me, I absolutely love Minecraft, miitopia, and other such video games. I oftentimes wish I were literally alone, but figuratively I am a bit lonely. Some people have called me nice and easygoing when it comes down to it. I also believe I am laid-back, but I am not the person to say all this stuff about me; I don't wanna be biased. Admittedly, I am a bit of a procrastinator, but I still wanna achieve a lot. I wanna go places, I wanna connect with people from many different cultures. I wanna learn things, and do things. Almost all of the time, I don't like hugs, but who knows(hc thing idk wink wink). If you do end up doing it, thank you! Regardless, thank you for considering
Ofc I can!! I match you up with... (sorry for the lateness, btw!!)
Shadow!!
My choice may seem weird, I know, but hear me out!!
There's a contrast yet similarity between you and Shadow that I can see, and I think he'd compliment your personality extremely well- especially with your likes and personality, so let me explain.
He's very uptight compared to you, and quite the complete opposite (as they say, opposites attract!), I can see Shadow probably, at first at least, not liking you all too much or finding your interests a waste of time etc.
Over time, as he gets to know you, he'd try and see why you love all these things so much, trying them out for you and trying to hang out with you through these said interests. He's *super* confused with all the video games you play though, like Minecraft, he doesn't know how to play it at first but if you teach him- he'd.. still probably not get it, but it's fine as long as you're enjoying it.
He's also very lonely, and.. well, quite emo- I can see him trying to not let you have that same fate and trying to be near you, even if he's just quiet most of the time. He tries his best.
He'd motivate you and probably urge you to complete or achieve the things you're trying to work on or trying to achieve- he may come off as pushy, but I can see him backing away a little if you tell him off for this.
Shadow would probably not be too fond of physical affectionate, resorting to gift giving or vocally affirming you instead of hugging you. If you do ask for one, he'd comply, just know that he'd probably be just a bit awkward.
(Again, im so, so sorry this is so late and short!!)
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no like ur reasons r totally fair an at some other point i mightve agreed bcz i could pay off my family's debts but im at least a little bit selfish. and i was homeless for a bit as a kid and im fairly confident at this point in my life that i wont end up homeless again i just might end up in some shitty living situations so maybe its just my current privilege talking but being poor just doesnt seem as terrifying as it used to. if it was like "live in isolation room for 30 days or become homeless with nowhere to go" i wouldnt be so sure but as of now i think the worst situation ill end up in is having to share a bed w like. 4 other ppl again. which definitely sucks sometimes but is livable. and even thats like the worst that could reasonably happen, like i currently have my own bedroom i just might have to share w siblings again some day. also most of these hypotheticals assume more money = more agreement but i just feel like theres no good surefire way to unburden myself of that much money that is an insane amnt of money and finding the best way to get rid of it in a way that would help the most people is not an easy task. itd be nice to get to quit my job ofc but a significant change to my life and routine like that would be really distressing and i just cant see that amount of money having an exclusively positive impact on my life for someone like me. i am just not smart enough to handle that responsibility an would feel tremendously guilty abt mishandling that much money. like even if i didnt tell my family an friends how much i had id have to give them some money bcz with that much i would just feel really shitty not giving them some when i had the opportunity, but theres no way id be able to convince them that i could only spare exactly what i deem reasonable to give them and no more. and how do you even decide how much to give them? even if you gave it all to someone you trusted enough to disperse it in a fair way a lot of people wouldnt agree with your choice and would blame you both for it. some people expect me to give more to them than others, would get mad at me for giving some to others at all, like ofc i wanna give my family an friends money but having to deal with such an insane amount all at once would cause a lot of problems. like not everyone i love likes eachother, and i dont think id be able to give that much money away and keep it a secret. plus for loved ones w drug problems would it make more sense to just buy them a house and pay for their living expenses or just give them the money? i couldnt just not give money to someone who's struggling if i had it but being responsible for someone's relapse would be awful. i just feel like the only thing id suffer that much for is me an my loved ones all having a place to sleep and clean running water an at the moment and for the foreseeable future i have those things so it just isnt worth it.
everyone saying they wouldn’t experience psychological torture for a lot of money has clearly never experienced psychological torture without even getting money out of it
#i hope this doesnt come off like im judging ur choice also this is all just answering hypotheticals for fun#trying 2 keep it relatively unserious despite my kinda serious justifications. i just like to argue abt things that will never happen#like even if u call my choice cowardly thats fair too#im basically opting out of trolley problem bcz i dont trust myself to make the right choice#like anything thats like 'would u do xyz for 60 million' id still have to think about it because having that much money would stress me out#and getting rid of it wouldnt necessarily get rid of the stress an responsibility#if it was like 'doing xyz would make 60 million dollars somehow be distributed in a way that would do the most net good#an would be out of ur hands' id kind of prefer that#like it is a bit selfish of me but i just do not ever want to be that wealthy. let alone like. all at once#like im just some random 20 year old what makes me qualified to decide how that much money should be given away#long post
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one of my favorite details about liam is the fact that he is very nice!!!! but he does NOT seem to get manners
his whole motive thruout season 2 is that he wants to save the others. from the looks of it, he doesnt CARE about the revenge part that much. like yeah itd be nice to stop the guy that physically harmed and killed you bc he did that, but thats an afterthought really - and i didnt interpret liam trying to kill airy even as an attempt at revenge so much as an extremely irrational and extremely stress-induced method of trying to make sure his friend + the others DIDNT get sent to the plane. his main priority is repeatedly that he wants to stop this from happening to anyone else. the only time he mentions himself is when saying that he 'cant live the rest of his life not knowing WHY this happened' (thats paraphrased) but that is immediately followed up w concern for this happening to other people
ofc, he also thinks he literally Has Nothing so the lengths he goes to to save the others CAN be interpretted as not things he would do if he thought he could go back to normal but at that point, thats just extremely specific speculation and i dont think thats supposed to be whats conveyed. some situations wouldnt even be necessarily related to him not having anything, so much as related to helping the others. he still throws himself into everything after "remembering what its like to have a life again." even when he realizes that he doesnt HAVE to have lost everything, he still cared and wanted to help the others more
i think he wanted closure, yeah, but he really did want to save the others. the scene of him helping julien is there for a narrative reason, after all (though i dont wanna get into that bc id go on a tangent about narrative choices in ONE). hell, hes the only one to try to get charlie out of the way of the stakes! (not that the others didnt try, but i feel like the intended take-away of liams general nature is fairly clear)
anyway, liam is nice!! he cares a lot abt others and doesnt want bad things to happen to them, and hes ok with bad things happening to him if it can help them.
but he does NOT understand a lot of social etiquette, or the concept of being polite.
my favorite example of this is the whole discussion abt going to go see bradley. when the restaurant gets shut down, liams first thought is to go 'sooooo. you dont have work, right?' when liam realizes he cant pay for the laptop, he just kinda. 'i dont have any money.' and stares at bryce like a cat looking at your plate of sandwich meat, waiting for you to inevitably give them some
this isnt even ONLY after the 7 months, theres hints of this trait before then! when amelia is talking abt stone making her team when the challenge, he just goes 'yeah sorry.' then talks abt how texty won their teams challenge, pointedly when texty is RIGHT there. liam doesnt even say goodnight back to owen! (this ones less impolite than the others but i think its silly to include)
it should be noted tho, that while this ISNT present before and after the plane, it DOES show up more prominently afterwards, and this could very much be the stress! but looking at WHY its more prominent afterwards also feels like it points more towards this just being How He Is.
all of the things hes kinda impolite abt? are things where he is TRYING to be nice, or arent unkind inherently. hes going to talk to bradley? well, doesnt bryce want to come? driving him there is more efficient anyway. oh you have work? well now you dont! so now things are easier! staying here isnt gonna make the restaurant reopen anyway! (liam also probably does NOT have the same weight associated w jobs that bryce does, since liam hasnt had a job in a capitalist society in 7 months. its probably still subconsciously there, but not at the forefront when the plane is still out there). i crashed your car? well, i think the lives of others matters a little more. you can get a new car, but if something happens to airys contestants WHO KNOWS whatll happen to them
a lot of it, i think, is made more extreme by stress and trauma, yeah, but these are patterns in logic that seem to already discard manners as being that relevant. and i, autistic, chose to view that as something hes just Like. hes not a dick and he doesnt ever mean to be! but also if someone can do something fairly minor to do something more important, why does he NEED to be polite abt it?? whats the POINT you get the same message across! and thats assuming he even REALIZES these things are "impolite," based on a lot of his interactions w vryce, i legitimately dont think he realizes how he acts could sometimes be considered 'impolite'
where bryce is knowingly kind of rude sometimes and doesnt care (though is STILL kind, he is just more blunt and uninterested in sounding nice, which i could do an entirely different essay on the autism of), liam seems to not really notice manners, nor does he think theyre very important to consider, and i just. really love that about his character :)
this is the kind of guy that, if you stubbed ur toe, hed probably not say 'oohh, sorry :(' and hed just be 'dang, that sucks' and move on
#hfjone#liam hfjone#yes im maintagging this bc i like my liam analysis#i LOVE characters who are kind but dont acknowledge manners#i point at a character i like and go im going to give you the highest honor i can bestow and its an autism diagnosis#also the reason i care abt this is because i see a lot of ppl write him as concerned abt how he comes across and being a bit shy abt it?#and like!!!! thats ok#different interpretations of the same character can exist!!!#esp w a character whose actual personality is fairly muddled by the events of the story#but i also overanalyze characters and have noticed this trait of his and i think id like to see it in more interpretations#bc its how i see him and i think its very fun!!! though that could just be me :)#idm the other interpretations of liams personality i just wanted to throw this one out there bc i think abt it a lot#and i dont think it changes much but as an autistic i enjoy interpretting liam this way :)#anyway. liam autism forever 🎉🎉🎒🎉🎉🎉#hfjone spoilers
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as far as i'm aware all techno did was like. slightly manipulate tommy by not fully revealing all his plans. and maybeee using him a little bit. that's it that's literally....all i can think of. how are people interpreting that so drastically differently
Yea AT MOST i can imagine those circumstances being like..... even Possibly being misinterpreting as Horrible
Like. Techno Did omit the truth of his intentions and goals from tommy. I cant find much fault in that though because Simply Put he Didnt Trust tommy at first. And 'using him' at most was like..... as a means to check out lmanberg and get some Intel? Or he INTENDED to use him to get to lmanberg. But honestly. I dont feel techno got much out of that shsoegiedgd
Like. Its not Nice ofc. But also what was he Supposed to do? He finds tommy, a person he once trusted whom betrayed him and didnt tell techno what he was Really doing, in his house having been exiled and presumably fucked up. Was he supposed to be like 'oh hey uh anyways welcome im going to blow up lmanberg soon heres all my secrets'
At MOST. techno was shitty to him. But theres no tangible Real reason to call him abusive or manipulative or any a that shit. And what ppl Never seem to remember is like.... techno CAME CLEAN to tommy. Admitted what he wanted, his plans and goals, exposed his own secrets such as the vault, and didnt rven Pressure tommy into Joining Him. He gave the option of sitting by, or helping techno take out lmanberg.
Also almost forgot. But ONE OTHER THING i Always have seen used as a Point as to why Techno Was Manipulative or whatever is.... that techno would say tommy cant trust tubbo or lmanberg and he shouldnt go back to him.
Like. I dont get that because frankly techno was just Right. Techno doesnt Know absolutely everything pertaining to the details of tommy's exile n such. From his perspective its that tubbo exiled tommy, dream was the only person tommy had contact with which Presumably Wasnt Good Contact, and that he'd ran away from his 'exile'. Like. Itd make SENSE that techno would see all that and say 'hey tubbo DID exile you in the first place'. Mans was sharing his Own Opinion of tommy's situation and the ppl of lmanberg.
Maybe was biased in waying tubbo wasnt Good to go back to and shouldnt be trusted or whatever. But he wasnt WRONG in saying that tubbo Was the one who exiled tommy. Literally like............ he wasnt being Bad there in any way.
The fact we Still argue bout the raccooninnit arc and if techno was Manipulative is so fucking wild. Literally the man himself hates this particular conversation and slander of his character like he Has Said So Way Long Ago In Technocord. I think ppl jus wanna See him as evil and whatever, whether its inflating mannerisms and Traits that techno Himself has as a person like how he pokes fun of tommy out of canon, or jus..... twisting his actions in such ways.
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Okie, so here's the idea:
Charlie is a duchess/landlady or smth like that
Her father and mother were nobels and when they divorced Lilith took Charlie with her and after she disappeared Charlie is taking care of her Estate. Idk how the whole territory division would work so that's all i have
She has this lil' project of taking people of her territory out of poverty and take them to court or respectable jobs or smth
There is the kingdom shes in (heaven would be the capital) where they take people who are deemed like too poor or then useless to the country advance and recruit them into the military???? Ok im still figuring out that part
I don't know how the overlords would work.
Angel Dust is a prostitute who accepted to get into Charlie's program just so he could hang out in her Estate and eat nice (kind of like The Selection book series) (ill have so much fun making his human design)
Maybe Val is a slave owner who pays for angels stuff (im gonna make angel a free person for this one) and his whole control over angel is financial control. I will elaborate on that later
Then maybe Alastor is a slave owner too. Im gonna see what the overlords do later
So we know niffty and husk are his slaves and Alastor takes them both with him when he decided to help the duchess
Vaggie is hmmmm either an ex-high rank from the Capital's military who got kind of exiled (?) or like a poor person with some different beef about the Capital
Maybe the capital killed her parents or forced them into the military and now she kind of wants revenge. Or not. Because she wanna help charlie
Im gonna go so far with the whole Devoted Knight thing for her
I wonder what vox does. Can's have the whole old fashioned x modern conflict when theyre like. Medieval.
Maybe Vox's an inventor. Maybe were not talking medieval medieval but something more crossover with the industrial revolution. But also medieval because i want to
I also wanna give alastor one of those birds who deliver letters. Because its cool. And old-fashioned
Oh the whole industrial revolution thing would make sense because sir pentious was an industrial revolution guy and then hed still be one and ofc, want to impress Vox who is The Industrial Revolutiom Guy
Maybe Lucifer was very close to the royal family or a part of the court's higher ups and he got exiled and now the Magnes (im gonna go with their pilot last name because its more classy and old-y) have a very bad fame despiste being very powerful. And now their territory is very very far away from the Capital
Would explain why none of the overlords take Charlie seriously
Oh i think im gonna dress her up like a prince. Gonna go rlly gender with her
She is gonna be the most masculine out of her and Vaggie, but ALSO the most feminine out of the two. Im gonna make her so gender
Oh and Niffty's design can be based on a maid. That'll be fun
Now I'm thinking about Velvette and i think that as 'the backbone of the vees' shes have a lot of contacts in the court and is prob a stylist of some kind. She wants inovation in the fashion industry. Shes prob rlly pro androginy too. Oh I can think of some fun interations for her and charlie
Now whos left
Is it gonna have a Church
Itd be super cool and prob the reason Lucifer got exiled from the court's inner circles if its a Church > State scenario as these medieval places often were
Ohohohoho im getting real hyped up for this
MWAHAHAHAHAHA im gonna make a self-indulgent hazbin hotel medieval au so hold that thought brb
#hh medieval au#au tag#rambles#wow so ok i rlly hope yall like hearing me talk because this got LONG
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