#it's very natural for me ngl
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i draw dragoon
#wof#sunny wof#wof headcanon#concept art#hi wof community on tumblr pls accept me#i am one of you#recently have been hating my art so I returned to my true calling which is dragons#it's very natural for me ngl#not just wof#i base my dragon designs on wof concept but I do change it up often!!#big claw big wing big heart <3#anyway#adopt me wof community 🙏#wings of fire#dragon#dragon art#artists on tumblr
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I get that calling white lotus lbh a sticky little 'sheep' is a canon translation and stuck in the fandom now anyway, but I do feel the intended spirit of the original word wasn't the sheeple/dumb herd animal that's more common in the western world, but instead something actually conveying sweetness, innocence, purity and youth - lamb.
Famous for being utterly adorable and following around their mothers, gambolling in sunny meadows, curly white wool shining.
And NOW we can talk about black sheep/wolf in sheep's clothing metaphors.
#Picturing Sqq sweetly calling lbh a little lamb 🥺#Him calling lbh a sheep never felt quite right but LAMB???#And lbh following him around all bright and gangly and moon eyed ToT#Did you know the phrase originates from the wool of black sheep being much harder to dye and thus being undesirable in the wool industry?#That's why sheep are white and not like. Tan or brown or w/e like more natural colours.#But the black fur gene still pops up sometimes so you get white wool parents and siblings and a tiny black lamb trotting along#Who's wool you can never sell and who can't risk having offspring of their own#Also where the baa baa black sheep rhyme comes from! The wool was often sold at a very cheap price because it was so undesirable!#Ngl if someone called me their lamb idk what I'd do. Something desperate for sure#Theyre also sometimes a symbol for Jesus especially around Easter. So. That's a. Thing. That Sqq would most certainly read far too deep int#svsss#mxtx svsss#scum villain#luo binghe#luo bingge#luo bingmei#scum villain's self saving system#scum system#bingqiu#bingyuan#Idk but considering I'm talking about their pet names I'll count it#Gosh lbh calling Sqq shepherd in response... Crook around his neck metaphor I'll go wherever you lead us my guiding star mmm#Sleepy? Yes. Right? Also yes
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For the people asking if I'm okay, I'm fine!! Where I live it's just heavy rain but in other places there are floods and although it's not as extreme as it's been in Valencia (because there they didn't give them a damn warning btw!) it's still pretty worrisome in some zones.
#thank you for asking btw i'm naturally a very anxious person so it's been hard ngl#it's a natural disaster but i truly hope we keep spreading the word of what truly happened#and it's that they didn't handle this well at all and pelple were in the streets when they shouldn't have#i received two alerts this morning of possible danger and heavy rain telling me to not go out#but people in valencia didn't!!!!! and they're not even doing anything to fix what's broken anyway#it makes me furious#please try to spread information and ways of donating too!
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Against my better judgement I'm watching more of the 2016 ppg reboot and lemme tell you something. I HAAAAAAATE the way they write Utonium I HATE IT!!!
But sometimes there'll be a little moment here or there where he's kinda...cute > ^ <
#jane journals#self insert talk#🔬 starkissed scientist 🔬#ONCE IN A GREAT WHILE THERE'LL BE A VERY RARE W#like the one i just watched on recommendation from my partner where bubbles doesnt feel cute anymore cause she took a bad school photo#and woww they CAN write him being a good dad for once!! 🙄🙄🙄#not like good dad is a CORE PART OF HIS CHARACTER#but he reminds her that being cute is just ONE facet of what makes her a wonderful person#and then he brings her close and says 'between you and me you're the cutest one in the world!' UGGGHH#YOU CANT DO THAT YOU CANT TRICK ME LIKE THAT!!!!#and in the one i currently just finished he had a. job interview?? i guess he DOESNT get paid by the government#but the lady doing his interview said that they 'really love his work' and he BLUSHED ugghgh#fuck this show. ESPECIALLY FUCK IT FOR HAVING /SOME/ MOMENTS I ACTUALLY LIKE!!!!!#also it seems weird to me that bubbles would become so hung up on being cute#in the og its not like she's consciously being cute because its her THING she just IS#shes naturally innocent and good hearted ie CUTE#idfk#oh also buttercup pulls out a bucket list and the first thing is 'yell at a bird'#and ngl that made me blow air out of my nose ajfkf#ugh i could say a lot more but im not gonna
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WOW WHAT. I UPDATED 🎉Ch. 6 of The neighbor from 311 is up!🎉
#very light and calm chapter#there's not a lot going on ngl. idk how to even describe it. it's much shorter than usual too#but next chapter will be longer than usual as well ssssooo aha yeah#this chapter even though simple now. at first I had SO MUCH trouble writing it#There are a total of 5 unused drafts (about 6 or 9 pages long each) sitting in my docs now bc I kept making it too complicated#like nobody needs things to become so convoluted bitch calm down (me to myself)#I wanted to include so many more things but nothing felt right at the end. this last one felt so much better and flowed naturally. yay:)#nothing else to say. have fun and until the next update#the neighbor from 311#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun stampede#wolfwood#vash#nicholas trigun#reincarnation au#Trigun au#lenssi writes#trigun fic#trigun fanfiction#oh I should mention I'm working on writing the uni au. the bare bones of it are there#but I want to try out something new in my structure so we will see how that goes
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Screenshot spoof commission for @spacemeta! Really happy with how this came out!!
If you're interested in a commission, please don't hesitate to send me a DM :)
#tmnt 2003#teenage mutant ninja turtles#inuwashi gunjin#tmnt oc#tmnt 2k3#tmnt fast forward#ngl Fast Forward's art style specifically meshes really well with my natural style#so it's very fun to mimic highly recommend#I'd never attempted to draw the Inuwashi Gunjin before but it's made me appreciate their designs a LOT
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assuming you've read tsc, what are ur thoughts?
mixed feelings, anon!
on the one hand, tsc is just another confirmation that nora is a talented writer - i think the dialogue especially is where she really excels. the reading experience was overall very fun, i did enjoy seeing my faves again. neil is an icon, obviously. the culture clash between jean and the trojans was Comedy Gold. and it was interesting to see an exploration of a different trauma response than we've seen in aftg in jean.
on the other hand, i feel like jean's story in tsc mirrors neil's story in aftg - a troubled youth joins an exy team where he will make new friends and get better mentally - but is like. a simplified and less compelling version of that. it's good that jean is his own character, i don't need him to be a copy of neil, but i gotta say - neil's cameo appearances totally stole the show and made me wonder why i wasn't reading a book about him instead. however, it's all the other characters who were the real problem - it felt like i'm reading a version of aftg where a less fun iteration of neil joins an exy team consisting just of the upperclassmen and nicky hemmick which uhhh,, if you've read some of my old posts you know how i feel about him so there was no chance in hell i'd like cat alvarez and her whole shtick. the foxes felt good for the soul bc there was a balance between the upperclassmen's and the monsters' type of care for neil - and crucially neil chose the latter group to be his close circle, among other things, bc he felt they could understand him better. by constrast, jean is alone with the trojans who don't give any credibility to his claims that they just can't understand what he went through, don't respect his right to keep his trauma private and just keep trying to force his "recovery". aftg felt like a bunch of freaks with various but equally fascinating issues put in close quarters and you watch them sometimes butt heads, sometimes uplift each other in the most unexpected ways. tsc however felt like a bunch of normies bullying a traumatized kid - so basically one of those obnoxious fics where the upperclassmen are all in neil and andrew's business.
jean's bisexuality was a double-edged sword too: on the one hand, i felt very smug reading about how his attraction works bc 1) it's so obviously different from neil and 2) wow turns out years of psychological, physical and sexual abuse do not in fact take away your sexuality! le gasp! surprised fucking pikachu!! crazy how through all of this jean is still bi. the human spirit is unbreakable. (unless your mom hits you for kissing a girl, then it's breakable). so i did feel vindicated but at the same time this was not relatable to the point that i can't see myself getting invested in jean and jeremy's developing relationship. nothing is more of a turn off for me in fictional romances than when both of them are immediately attracted to each other and let the reader know in no uncertain terms. where are the mind games? where are the intricate rituals? it feels like a lazy shortcut. but good for them, i guess?
sooo idk. i didn't hate tsc by any means but i'm sad i didn't enjoy it as much as my mutuals😭
#book tag#aftg ask#aftg mine#i'm very happy for everyone who loved the book and is having fun with it rn#but ngl it felt good to go on goodreads and read some 3 star reviews#i myself gave it 4 bc neil's scenes elevated it for me#i mean that one line where he says to the fbi the trojans fucked jean's face up#bc he's french and so naturally makes people want to punch him is alone worth a million stars😂#but all of this to say if you didn't like the book you can totally talk to me about it#i like feeling not alone in my unpopular opinions#alsoooo i'm sort of afraid of the phenomenon where there's a continuation to some beloved media#and people start claiming it's better than the original#if i see stuff like that about aftg and tsc i'm blocking on sight lol
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did y'all know that apparently i'm a good dancer. who'd have thought
#i keep being told that irl lately#yesterday i kinda panicked from an assignment that requires awareness of my body and movement#(bc well. yknow how bodies are. esp when you're fat + trans + got chronic pains) (also i was off balance hormones wise)#and both our director and choreographer were surprised by that#they said that i seem to have very good control of my body and how to move it and such#which is funny bc ngl. i do not move much lol. i mean i used to barely get out of bed or off the couch before i joined this program#i didn't actually dance properly in years. in part bc my stamina is shit lmao 😭 which is also part of why i panic over this stuff#so. being told this stuff is 3 different types of distressing kinda#1 bc it catches me off guard 2 bc it changes my perspective of myself 3 bc i'm scared it'll develop expectations that i can't actually meet#anyway. been stressed by physical assignments and practices since i joined practically all the time#but i remember the first time i did i got praised for it. it was like. exaggerated acting like a silent film#and apparently i had enough control of my body to pull it off. again. who'd have thought#this is so weird this is a topic i rarely unpack bc i just assumed i lost all ability to dance or even control my body properly#and bc my body always feels like an enemy. so i usually don't even wanna try#but i'm going against my nature practically all the time these days bc i love theater and i love my group mates a lot. hm#anyway this was. a long and meaningless ramble#tomorrow we're working exclusively with our choreographer which doesn't happen much if at all so i'm a bit worried#i considered telling her i can't come but i feel like another day of rotting in bed won't do me any good 😭😭#vent#i guess. technically#letting out thoughts heh. this does help process shit i must admit
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Staring at my notes for myself on last frieren ep like that was good but I need to actually use some more words here 🤣
#ngl that ep was probably my fave of the second half thus far mainly for the conversation and its implications#brought me back to the very early episodes where the cyclical nature of the parties frieren travelled w/ was so potent#anyway yeah may try and actually use my words later. we shall see
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I know of a mutual acquaintance who can help with live2d if you ever decide you want to get in the game with a big model
listen to me
LISTEN TO ME
IF THAT MUTUAL AQUAINTANCE AINT ROGER D. CHEETO, I AIN'T HEARING YOU OUT.
#THE TONE SHOULD BE TAKEN IN A FRIENDLY MANNER HERE BTW#live2d is very scary for me but roger's model tbh is one of my favs ive seen n hes the ONLY person id feel comfortable learning from tbh#n i think no one talks enough about HOW MUCH work that already is.#when i was working on that pngtuber test i was losing my goddamned mind#i rlly respect the kind of dedication it takes to work in live2d because of all the tweaking that has to be done#i think it takes a patience and discipline i dont naturally have and so I really really look up to people who CAN do it yanno?#if i ever pick up live2d. id be rlly shy about it bc im super reclusive but id love to have him mentor me through it#for now though. i think my specialty lies in pngtuber territory. but i wont completely write off the idea of live2d anymore ngl#i MAY be willing to learn frm others eventually but i do think roger is who id wanna learn from
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I just wrote a thousand words of star trek fanfiction on my phone on a train without puking lets go we win thissss
#writers on tumblr#i guess lmaooo#i have been blessed by the muses#but I am going to stop know#it shows that ive watched so many hours of ds9 in a week that star trek comes naturally to me#i could hear the coms call in my sleep ngl#and the combadge too lmao#if anyone wants to know its actually a story of ocs in an oc shapeship ( actually two shapeships! oooo)#that's set right in the tos era#maybe spirk will appear but possibly in a cameo#who knowsssss#its been in my head for more than a year#its an enemies to lovers vulcan-human captain yuri we deserve#but it has a twist because the enemies is shown at the very beginning and its reasonable#its a story about redemption and forgiveness and thriving in the worst environments#which i think is very star trek#Hope and T’Ring
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OPEN STARTER | Baek Eunjae
"Science can explain fuck-all about bees and their fat bodies and their tiny wings, but we're definitely equipped for space-travel, sure, why not, sounds logical."
#;open starter#the social worker;eunjae#the social worker;open#you know i started writing these at around 22:50 or 10:50 PM or somewhere there#and i am very tired and have been for the past however many days#so if these one-liners seem stupid as hell please be kind to me i am just a GOON#this is eunjae energy tho don't worry the folies des hommes piss 'em off leave the moon alone#eunjae is they/them icon a social worker 27 ish somewhere they have a younger brother that#they basically raised and he depends a lot on them and they're very close so good family system#they're also a MIND READER it doesn't pop up a lot in threads because i get so excited about getting to write#their personality i forget all about the mutant aspect KJDFLSFLKFJDGFLKJ#but i'll only throw it in after prior discussion#honestly if you're familiar with apoth*cary diaries eunjae's a LOT like ma*om*ao in terms of#prioritizing and not fucking with others and display of energy#;queue#they're not even talking about whether humanity is equipped to handle space-travel in a technological sense#or even from a scientific point of view-- ATTITUDE!!! it's about ATTITUDE!!!!#humanity is still scratching their head about bees unwilling to admitt nature does whatever the fuck IT wants and not what we determine#it should do what the HELL are we gonna do in SPACE--#it's also about the bee movie ngl
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Try not 2 cry challenge almost failed in therapy today ughhh. Why does tearing up while talking abt the shit that bothers u feel so defeating...
#.personal rambles#She was like wow ur demeanor is off today...#and its like yeah...yeah...n ofc shes like...if you keep having these symptoms we should look into meds and im like...good luck#Been told for yrs i need to be put on meds but unfortunately I very much live in a house with a parent who thinks any fkrm#if psychiatric drug is bad...the whole do it all natural!!! type of personality n its like i already have enough going on...yanno?#n then theres also. me worrying meds wont make me feel like myself anymore...cus im so used to being the way i am...#also Im kinda bummed bc i found out atsushi sakurai died ...like i enjoyed buck tick but im ngl he kinda inspired some of my ocs designs...
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remnants from the war in the dunes between france and belgium
#ngl this did make me feel some kind of way#its very beautiful in a way. nature reclaiming everything and the place being so calm#.txt#that wall in the first pic was loooooong#also some of these could b entered but the entrances were v small/full of sand so i wasnt gonna risk getting trapped kdkdkd#ok to rb
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uhm hm mgmhmh. hi. 😳
#im so normal about her#bg3 spoilers#orin#im going insane over her but also im very weirded out by that bc im unfortunately playing as durge and just started act 3#took me 120h to get there bc i love saving and reloading to see all dialogue options and redoing fights to try out different strats#and also i have to explore every inch#i posted a bg3 compilation of one scene on yt some days ago and ppl are like 'omg im on my 6th playthrouhh and missed this'#ok i think you completing a whole ass playthrough in a few days is the issue here ngl. couldnt be my naturally curious ass#leevi liveblogs
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Sorry. I meant cis ted.  I would never baby girls transman that would be offensive.
???? yeah i mean. i kind of figured you probably meant cis ted, i was saying I got distracted on the topic of feminization kink. also i mean. yeah it CAN be offensive but i was talking about how me, as a trans man, enjoys feminization kink on a trans male/transmasc character (in this case trent, sorry) bc i project a lot😩 and it's fun specifically because of the inherent contradictory na--i mean i did explain this? didn't i? i. sorry??
#please tell me im not about to get a bunch of anon hate for . [checks notes] having a kink#anyway i only like it done a certain way like. im not into misgendering or whatever its more just like. ohhh idk how to explain it rn#Again. Headache#but like. its ABOUT the contradictory nature of it its ABOUT how it#ironically--perhaps paradoxically--is validating of my/his gender#and like i mean. aftercare. praise kink anyone? good boy? love that shit. validation.#like. it's just. a guy can enjoy being feminized. and a trans guy is a guy#with as much wide variety as cis guys#and sometimes hes into that! and not necessarily in the specific Misgendering way but just. in the regular way. like a cis guy might be. yk#sources: I Am Into It And I'm Transmasc#anyway tldr IM babygirling trans trent bc id like to masculine enough to be babygirld.#plus ngl it just plays into my Complicated Gender Feelings#one of my ideal genders (i collect them like a dragon#im fluid i think but i lean very masc but in different shades?) is like#i want to look like a boy in girl's clothing if that makes sense. masculine enough that i could wear a dress and people would think#'guy in a dress' not 'lady' but still like. you know. wearing the dress.#and this plays into that--being masculine enough that you can be feminized and still be recognizably a guy? or know that you are still like#you and your partner still Know and Perceive you're a guy? you know?#the security of that in your own gender + safety/trust in your partner + it's FUN it's just fun#idk how else to explain it man but it's literally me projecting my personal feelings#also idk what emoji that is it wont load for me rip#ANYWAY sorry to derail thats why i did it in the tags. im just like#honestly not as interested in ted getting railed which--again not that it's not valid but it's also like 90 percent of the fan content for#the ship and like. again that's not invalid or Not Canon or something im just more interested in WRITING about trent getting railed#bc i have blorbo disease and my own preferences yknow?#askbox#anonymous#if i get like. Cancelled over this. im going to. like. walk into the sea
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