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No Strings, No Heart
Kinkvember Day 23: Friends with Benefits
ITZY Lia (Choi Jisu) x Male reader
You and Lia had been friends since high school, back when neither of you had any idea what life would have in store. She had been the new girl, fresh from Canada, with a soft-spoken voice and an air of quiet confidence that intrigued everyone, including you. Youâd been assigned seats next to each other in English class, and what started as casual small talk soon grew into a friendship you hadnât expected.
Lia, or Jisu as sheâd been known then, had dreams even back then that set her apart. While most of your classmates were focused on cramming for college entrance exams or deciding what clubs to join, Lia was already chasing something bigger: a career in music. She was always humming under her breath, jotting lyrics in the margins of her notebook, and rushing off to auditions after school.
When she finally became a trainee, it wasnât a surprise, but it did mark the start of a more distant phase in your friendship. She spent most of her time at the company, training long hours, while you finished school and moved on to university.
Despite the distance, you kept in touchâtexts here and there, occasional coffee meetups when she had a rare free day. When she debuted with ITZY, you were one of the first to congratulate her, your heart swelling with pride as you watched her music videos and performances from your tiny apartment.
Even as her life grew more hectic, Lia never let go of your connection. Whenever her schedule allowed, sheâd call you up, sometimes late at night, her voice exhausted but warm as she asked about your day, complaining about the pressures of idol life in the same breath. She was still Jisu to you, your old high school friend, even as the world knew her as Lia.
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It was one of those late-night meetupsâa rainy evening in her cozy Seoul apartmentâthat changed the dynamic between you. Her space smelled of vanilla candles and faintly of jasmine tea, her usual go-to after a long day. You sat awkwardly on her beige couch, holding a mug that was almost too hot, watching her as she lounged on the floor, cross-legged in an oversized sweater and shorts.
âYouâre always so tense,â Lia said suddenly, her voice cutting through the soft patter of rain against the windows. Her damp hair fell in natural waves around her face, framing her features in a way that was almost disarming. This was not the poised, camera-ready idol the world saw. This was the Lia you knewâbarefoot, casual, real.
You chuckled nervously, unsure where she was going with this. âWorkâs been crazy, I guess.â
âThatâs always your excuse,â she teased, setting down her mug with a soft clink. âBut honestly, youâve been like this since high school. Always wound up. Always overthinking.â
âWell, sorry for being consistent,â you shot back, a smile tugging at your lips.
She smiled too, but there was something different in her expressionâsomething calculated yet sincere. âYou know, we could help each other out.â
Your brow furrowed. âHelp each other out⊠how?â
Lia tilted her head, studying you with an intensity that made your pulse quicken. âI donât want anything complicated,â she began, her tone careful but confident. âNo drama, no commitments. Just⊠something easy. For both of us.â
The words felt surreal, hanging in the air between you. âWait, are you sayingâŠ?â
âIâm saying,â she interrupted, her voice softer now, âthat weâre both stressed. Both stuck in our own routines. And youâre⊠safe.â
âSafe?â you echoed, unsure whether to feel flattered or insulted.
Lia rolled her eyes, laughing. âYou know what I mean. I trust you. Youâre not going to do anything stupid like fall in love with me. And letâs be honestâyouâve never been great with relationships.â
âWow, thanks,â you muttered, though you couldnât deny the accuracy of her words. Dating had never come easily to you, and Lia knew it better than anyone.
âIâm just saying it makes sense,â she said, her smile softening into something almost reassuring. âWeâve known each other forever. We trust each other. And I need⊠an escape, you know? A way to blow off steam without it becoming a mess.â
You hesitated, turning the idea over in your head. âI donât know, Lia. Stuff like thisâdoesnât it get messy?â
âNot if weâre honest with each other,â she said simply. âWe set boundaries. We stick to them. And if it doesnât work, we stop. No harm, no foul.â
Her words were logical, almost too logical, and the idea of being close to someone you trustedâsomeone who understood you without the usual complicationsâwas more tempting than you wanted to admit.
âI⊠guess,â you said finally, your voice tinged with hesitation. âIf youâre sure about this.â
Liaâs smile widened, a spark of relief and something elseâsatisfaction?âin her eyes. âIâm sure.â
And just like that, the boundaries of your friendship shifted. You told yourself it was perfectâa way to connect without risking anything deeper.
The first few times were⊠great. Better than great. There was an ease to it that neither of you had anticipated, a natural rhythm that made it feel less like a new arrangement and more like something that had always been there, waiting to be discovered. The way your bodies fit together was effortless, as though theyâd been designed for this connection, every touch and movement aligning perfectly. It wasnât just about the physical pleasureâthough that was undeniableâit was the comfort of being close to someone who understood you in a way no one else did.
Lia had a way of melting into your arms, her laughter and sighs carrying a vulnerability that made the moments feel intimate even in their simplicity. You liked similar things, and exploring that together felt easy, seamless. The way her breath hitched against your skin, the way she responded to every touch with a soft moan or a shiver, made it feel less like an arrangement and more like a quiet escape for both of you.
When she reached for you in the stillness of her room, there was no hesitation, no awkwardnessâjust a mutual understanding that you could let go with each other.
It was everything she had promised: no drama, no complications. It was a release, a way to step outside the stress of your individual lives and find solace in each other. You told yourself that this was enough, that it didnât need to mean anything more. And for a while, it didnât.
But then, one night, everything shifted.
The atmosphere in Liaâs room felt thick with the unspoken, a cocoon of warmth and intimacy as the world outside faded away. The soft scent of jasmine and the lingering notes of her perfume were a quiet contrast to the faint tension in her voice as she spoke.
âItâs been⊠such a day,â she said with a sigh, leaning back against the headboard, her oversized sweater slipping from one shoulder. Her fingers idly played with the hem, a distraction as she tried to put her thoughts into words. âI feel like everyone wanted a piece of me today. The schedules, the cameras, the smilesâthey donât stop.â
You nodded, sitting close enough to her that the faintest brush of her knee against yours sent sparks up your spine. âYou donât have to explain. I can see it,â you said softly, meeting her eyes. âYouâre always carrying so much.â
Her lips twitched into a small, tired smile. âSometimes, I wish I could just turn it all off. Just⊠for a little while.â
âYou can, here,â you offered, your voice steady despite the way your heart was racing. âYou donât have to be anything but you.â
Her eyes softened, and she reached out to touch your arm, her fingers grazing your skin. âThatâs why I asked you to come tonight,â she admitted, her voice quieter now, almost fragile. âI need this. I need you.â
The weight of her words hit you with a force you werenât entirely prepared for, but you nodded, leaning in slightly. âIâm here,â you said simply, your hand finding hers and squeezing gently.
The next moments unfolded slowly, deliberately, as if neither of you wanted to rush. Her sweater slipped further, pooling around her elbows as she lifted it over her head and let it fall to the floor. Her body, bathed in the soft glow of the bedside lamp, was breathtaking. She looked up at you, her eyes steady but vulnerable, as if daring you to say something, to break the spell.
âYouâre beautiful,â you murmured, the words escaping before you could stop them.
A soft laugh escaped her, and she reached up to brush your cheek. âYouâre such a sap,â she teased, though her voice was warm, her expression soft. âBut I like it.â
You leaned in to kiss her, your lips meeting in a slow, deliberate connection. It started tenderly, a gentle brush of warmth, but quickly deepened, your hands finding her waist, her hips, exploring the curve of her body. She gasped softly against your lips, her hands sliding under your shirt to tug it off, the cool air of the room making your skin prickle as she traced patterns along your chest.
Guiding her back against the bed, you hovered over her, her hair spilling across the pillow in soft waves like a dark halo. The soft glow of the bedside lamp illuminated her features, her flushed cheeks and slightly parted lips evidence of the momentâs growing intensity. Her hands found your shoulders, her touch steady but eager as her breath quickened. The feel of her bare skin against yours, the warmth of her body beneath you, sent a rush of heat through you.
Before moving further, you paused, reaching for the small foil packet on the bedside table. Lia watched you, her chest rising and falling in shallow breaths, her gaze steady yet filled with trust. You slipped the condom on quickly, her hand brushing lightly against your arm in a silent gesture of reassurance.
As you align yourself with her, you paused again, your gaze locking onto hers. âAre you ready?â you asked softly, the weight of your question hanging in the quiet space between you.
Her lips curled into a faint smile, and her legs wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer. âAbsolutely, I need this,â she whispered, her voice barely audible but filled with unmistakable longing. âI need you.â
The moment of joining was slow, deliberate, her body tensing slightly as you pressed into her. A quiet gasp escaped her lips, her fingers tightening on your shoulders, her nails faintly digging in as she adjusted to the closeness. You paused, giving her time, your heart pounding in sync with hers. Her breaths quickened, each rise and fall of her chest matching the rhythm you were beginning to create. The heat of her skin against yours was all-consuming, grounding and electrifying all at once.
You began to move, slow and measured, each motion deliberate. Her soft moans and quiet gasps filled the air, small sounds that spurred you on, each one sending shivers down your spine. Her hands roamed your back, nails occasionally dragging across your skin, her hips lifting instinctively to meet yours. The connection between you was unspoken but undeniable, a rhythm building that felt less like something physical and more like a quiet surrender.
Her lips parted as she whispered your name, her voice soft and trembling, a plea that made your chest ache. The way she looked up at you took your breath away. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes fluttering open and shut, and the vulnerability in her gaze made you falter for a moment. Youâd always thought Lia was beautiful, but here, now, she was something moreâraw, open, and completely unguarded. Every quiet sound she made, every brush of her hands against you, seemed to weave a thread between you that went far beyond the act itself.
Your pace deepened, becoming more deliberate as you leaned down to capture her lips. Her response was immediate, her mouth opening to you as her hands slid into your hair, pulling you closer. The heat between you grew, a symphony of gasps, moans, and murmured words filling the space. Her legs tightened around your waist, her body pressing into yours as if to pull you even closer.
You pulled back slightly, your lips trailing down her jawline to her neck, brushing over the delicate curve of her throat. Her skin was warm and flushed beneath your touch, and you felt her shiver as your mouth moved lower, pressing kisses behind her ear. The spot youâd discovered during your time togetherâthe one that always drove her wild. Her reaction was immediate, a soft gasp escaping her lips as her body arched into you.
Her hands clung to your shoulders as your lips continued their path, down her collarbone and toward the swell of her chest. You paused for a moment, letting your tongue flick gently over the sensitive skin there, before capturing one of her nipples between your lips. Lia let out a low, trembling moan, her nails digging into your back as you lavished attention on her. You alternated between gentle kisses and firmer, more deliberate nips, her body responding to each one with a sharp intake of breath or a soft cry.
Your free hand roamed over her body, sliding along the curve of her waist and the dip of her hips. You teased her other breast with your fingertips, rolling and brushing against her skin in time with the rhythm of your lips. Her body writhed beneath you, her hips lifting instinctively as if to draw you closer, the heat between you growing with every touch.
From her chest, your lips traveled downward, leaving a trail of warmth across her stomach. Liaâs breathing grew heavier, her hands tangling in your hair as you moved lower, savoring the way her body reacted to every press of your lips, every flick of your tongue. Her quiet whimpers and soft moans filled the room, a soundtrack to the intimacy building between you.
You moved back up, your mouth returning to the curve of her neck, brushing kisses along her jawline before finding her lips again. The kiss was deep and consuming, her hands pulling you closer as though she couldnât get enough of you. Her legs tightened around your waist once more, her body pressing into yours as the rhythm between you grew more urgent, more deliberate.
Her reactionsâeach shiver, each soft cry, each whispered pleaâfueled you, blurring the line between physical connection and something deeper. You knew every spot that made her tremble, every touch that left her gasping, and you used them all, the intimacy between you growing with each passing moment. It wasnât just her body you cravedâit was her trust, her surrender, the way she opened herself to you completely, leaving you breathless and wanting more.
Her voice broke through your focus, her breathless words trembling as she gasped, âYou feel so good⊠Donât stop.â
âI wonât,â you murmured, your voice hoarse and strained, barely able to contain the emotions coursing through you. Her flushed cheeks, the vulnerability in her gaze, the way her body clung to yoursâit all struck you in a way you hadnât prepared for.
The tension between you built steadily, every motion pulling you both closer to a precipice. Her moans grew louder, breaking into desperate cries as her body moved in sync with yours. Her hips met you with an urgency that matched your own, and her hands tightened their grip on your shoulders, her nails dragging against your skin.
âIâm so close,â she whimpered, her voice trembling and raw in a way that sent shivers through you. Her head tilted back, her body arching beautifully beneath you as she clung to you like you were her lifeline. âIâoh my god, Iâm cumming⊠I love it, donât stop, please.â
The words hit you harder than you expected, the raw need in her voice breaking through every wall youâd built around your feelings. Her climax overtook her in a wave, her body trembling violently as she cried out, her voice unguarded and desperate. The sight of her face, twisted in pure ecstasy, sent a jolt through you. Her name fell from her lips like a prayer, her body shuddering as she reached the peak, clutching at you with a force that left no doubt of the depth of her release.
And then, it hit youâseeing her like this, so open, so completely undone, you realized something you couldnât ignore. You wanted to be the only one to give her this feeling. The thought struck like lightning, leaving you trembling even as your own release loomed. It wasnât just about the actâit was about her, about how much you wanted to hold onto this moment, this connection, this vulnerability that was uniquely hers.
Your climax followed, surging through you in powerful, unrelenting waves as you buried your face in her neck. A guttural groan escaped you, your body trembling with the intensity of it. The warmth of your release pooled into the condom, each pulse carrying with it the weight of everything youâd been holding back. The sensations were overwhelming, magnified by the realization that this wasnât casual for you anymore. Maybe it never had been.
Even as the waves subsided, you stayed close, holding her tightly against you. Her fingers traced lazy, soothing patterns along your back, her touch grounding you as your heart pounded against hers. Her breaths were soft, mingling with your own in the quiet aftermath. The intimacy of the moment was almost too much, yet you didnât want it to end.
Finally, you pulled back slightly, your heart still racing as you pressed a kiss to her damp forehead. Her cheeks were flushed, her lips curved into a faint, tired smile, her eyes fluttering open to meet yours. For a moment, neither of you spoke, the silence between you filled with unspoken emotions that neither of you seemed ready to name.
You leaned back carefully, slipping out of her with a quiet groan as her body shuddered at the loss of closeness. Reaching down, you removed the condom, tying it off as you moved to the side of the bed. Liaâs gaze followed you, her cheeks still rosy from the exertion, and when her eyes landed on what you held, her lips quirked into a teasing smile.
âWow,â she said, her voice still breathy but laced with playful amusement. âYouâve been⊠pent up, huh?â
You couldnât help but chuckle softly, the tension between you easing slightly at her tone. âYeah, maybe a little,â you admitted, your voice still low and rough from the intensity of the moment.
She laughed, a soft, light sound that made your chest tighten again, her fingers brushing over your arm as if to reassure you. âIâll take it as a compliment,â she said, her smile widening slightly as she leaned back against the pillow, her gaze softening.
In that moment, as you looked at herâflushed, vulnerable, yet teasingâyou couldnât ignore the shift that had happened. Whatever boundaries had existed between you before were gone, and the weight of that realization lingered, pressing gently against your heart.
You stood, disposing of the condom in the bathroom, your mind still reeling from everything that had just unfolded. The intensity of the moment lingered, but it wasnât just the physical closeness that consumed youâit was the emotions swelling in your chest, threatening to spill over. You tried to push the thoughts aside as you cleaned up, focusing on the simple motions as a way to steady yourself.
When you returned to the bed, Lia was already nestled under the blankets, her cheeks still faintly flushed, her hair spilling over the pillow in soft waves. She looked up at you, her eyes warm and inviting, and without a word, she lifted the blanket in a silent invitation. It was a gesture youâd grown accustomed toâa familiar rhythm that had followed these nights together. But this time, something about it felt heavier, weighted with an unspoken shift between you.
You climbed into bed beside her, the mattress dipping slightly under your weight. She moved closer almost instinctively, her body curling into yours, her head resting against your chest as her arm draped across your stomach. The warmth of her, the way she fit so perfectly against you, was both comforting and terrifying.
Her breathing began to slow, her body relaxing as if this was the most natural thing in the world. And it wasâfor her. For you, though, the usual ease wasnât there. You lay stiffly, staring up at the ceiling as a moment of dread washed over you.
Youâve broken the rules.
It hit you with the weight of a confession youâd been avoiding for weeks, maybe months. Youâd convinced yourself this was fine, that you could keep things casual, that it was just a way to connect without getting too close. But tonight had shattered that illusion. You werenât just drawn to Liaâyouâd fallen for her.
Your chest tightened as the realization settled in. The way she laughed, the way she trusted you enough to let her guard down, the way she made you feel seen in a way no one else ever hadâit wasnât just something you could brush aside anymore. It was real, and it was terrifying.
You glanced down at her, your heart aching as you took in the soft curve of her lips, the peaceful expression on her face. She looked so at ease, so content, and you couldnât bring yourself to disturb that. But the weight of your feelings pressed heavily against your chest, threatening to suffocate you.
Lia shifted slightly, her arm tightening around you as if sensing your tension. âYouâre quiet,â she murmured, her voice drowsy but laced with curiosity. âYou okay?â
âYeah,â you lied, your voice barely above a whisper as you forced yourself to relax beneath her touch. âIâm fine.â
But you werenât fine. Because as much as you wanted to stay in this momentâher warmth, her closenessâyou knew that everything had changed. Youâd crossed a line you couldnât uncross, and now you werenât sure what to do.
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The weeks that followed were an emotional minefield. Every stolen glance, every shared laugh, every moment Lia curled up beside you after an intense nightâall of it dug deeper into the growing pit in your chest. It wasnât just about intimacy anymore; it was everything. The way she smiled at you, her guard let down for just a moment. The way she playfully mocked your quirks, grounding you with the ease of someone who knew you better than anyone. You craved her in ways that went beyond physical. You wanted all of herâher bad days, her hopes, her fears, and everything in between.
But you couldnât say it.
The rules had always been clear: no emotions, no strings, no complications. Lia had built walls around herself, walls you understood were necessary given her chaotic life. Your arrangement was her sanctuary, an escape from the pressures of her career, her fame, and the unrelenting expectations placed on her shoulders. You told yourself that being her safe space was enough. It had to be.
That night had started like many others, but it carried a weight you couldnât ignore. As the moment reached its peak, Lia shifted downward, her lips trailing across your skin with a deliberate slowness that sent shivers coursing through you. When her mouth finally enveloped you, a deep groan escaped your lips, your hand instinctively tangling in her hair.
Her movements were teasing but purposeful, each flick of her tongue measured to drive you closer to the edge. Her eyes flicked up to meet yours, glinting with mischief yet laced with something softer, something deeper. âYouâve been so stiff lately,â she murmured, her breath warm against you before continuing, her voice low and sultry as her tongue worked with maddening precision.
The intimacy overwhelmed you, her familiarity with your body leaving you utterly undone. She knew exactly how to unravel you, to find the places that made you tremble, the rhythm that pushed you to your breaking point. When your release finally overtook you, it was overwhelming, waves of pleasure crashing through you with an intensity that left you trembling. Your fingers tightened briefly in her hair as a hoarse gasp escaped you, the heat of the moment leaving you breathless.
Lia pulled back gently, her lips curling into a satisfied smile as she wiped the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand. She moved back up to lie beside you, her body fitting against yours with an ease that should have felt comforting. But this time, it didnât. This time, it felt different.
She settled against you, her head resting on your chest, her breathing steady and calm. Her hair tickled your skin, her warmth both soothing and torturous as a quiet dread began to build in your chest. It wasnât just physical anymoreâthis was heavier, filled with emotions you couldnât keep bottled up.
Before you could stop yourself, the words rose in your throat. âJisu,â you began softly, her name catching in your throat.
She hummed in response, her eyes still closed, a faint smile playing on her lips. âHmm?â
âDo you ever thinkâŠâ You hesitated, the words feeling too heavy, too dangerous. But they pushed forward anyway, your voice barely above a whisper. âDo you ever think this could be something more?â
Her eyes opened slowly, the smile fading as her expression shifted into something unreadable. She propped herself up on one elbow, her hair falling in soft waves around her face, the sheets slipping slightly off her shoulder. Her gaze met yours, searching and cautious, and the seconds stretched into an eternity.
âWhy are you asking?â she asked softly, her tone carrying a mix of curiosity and caution.
Your heart raced, panic rising in your chest as you scrambled for a response. âI was just thinking,â you lied, the words tumbling out too quickly. âItâs nothing. I donât know, just⊠a thought.â
Her expression didnât change, her gaze lingering on yours for a moment longer before she sat up fully. Wrapping the blanket around herself like a shield, her voice was calm but resolute as she said, âHmm, no, I donât think so. The reason this works is because itâs casual. If we start complicating things, itâll ruin everything.â
Her words hit like a punch to the gut, sharp and cutting in their finality. You nodded slowly, forcing a smile you didnât feel. âOh⊠yeah⊠Youâre right. Forget I said anything.â
She smiled faintly, but it didnât reach her eyes. She lay back down, resting her head on your chest again as if nothing had happened. Her breathing evened out, her warmth against you a cruel comfort. But for you, everything had changed.
The words youâd been holding back, the feelings youâd buried, wouldnât stay quiet anymore. They clawed at you, louder with every passing day, until the very thought of continuing like this felt unbearable. You had broken the rules, and the weight of that truth suffocated you in ways you hadnât thought possible.
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Over time you tried convinced yourself to accept her boundaries, telling yourself that being with Lia on her terms was better than not having her at all. But that fragile resolve cracked wide open the day you saw the article.
It was a lazy Sunday afternoon, the kind of day meant for doing nothing. Sunlight spilled through your apartment windows, painting the floor in golden streaks as you scrolled absently through your phone. Outside, the faint hum of the city mixed with the rhythmic ticking of the clock, a peaceful backdrop to your aimless thoughts.
Then your phone buzzed, pulling you from the haze of routine. Without thinking, you tapped the notification.
The headline hit like a physical blow: "ITZYâs Lia Spotted on a Romantic Date with beloved Idol."
Your stomach tightened instantly, a sharp ache blooming in your chest as you scrolled through the accompanying photos. Each swipe felt like tearing open a wound. There she was, walking arm-in-arm with another idol. The soft rustling of the parkâs trees in the background, the dappled sunlight falling on their facesâit all looked so serene, so effortless. Their casual clothes hinted at an attempt to keep things discreet, but the atmosphere around them screamed intimacy.
And then one photo stopped you cold.
Her head tilted slightly, her hair catching the sunlight like a halo. Her eyesâsoft and filled with a warmth that felt painfully familiarâwere fixed on him. She was smiling, bright and genuine, the corners of her lips curving in a way that was devastatingly effortless. That smile was reserved for someone special. Someone who wasnât you.
Your chest ached, a dull yet unrelenting pain spreading through you as you stared at the screen. The world around you seemed to fade, the sunlight that had once felt comforting now harsh and uninviting. The faint hum of the city became muffled, replaced by the deafening rush of your own thoughts.
Has she ever looked at you like that? Has she ever smiled at you in that way, with that kind of quiet adoration? A part of you knew the answer, even if you didnât want to admit it. The answer cut deeper than anything sheâd ever said or done.
The seconds stretched into minutes as you stared at the image, the knot in your stomach tightening with each passing moment. You could almost hear her laugh in your head, see the way she looked at you during your private moments together. But it wasnât the same. It had never been the same.
The sharp buzz of another notification snapped you out of your spiraling thoughts. Liaâs name flashed across the screen, her message simple: âAre you free?â
The words sat at the top of your screen, directly above the article. The juxtaposition was cruel, a perfect encapsulation of everything that had been tearing you apart. Your thumb hovered over the notification, your mind swirling with a chaotic mix of emotionsâanger, hurt, jealousy, longing. Every rational part of you screamed not to reply. To protect yourself. To draw a line before it was too late.
But as always, your heart betrayed you.
The faint sound of your breathing filled the room, shallow and uneven as you tapped her message. You opened the chat, your fingers trembling slightly as you typed the only thing you knew how to say to her.
"Yeah, Iâll be there."
The moment you hit send, the weight in your chest seemed to shift, but it didnât lift. Instead, it settled deeper, anchoring itself to the realization you were too afraid to face: no matter how much it hurt, you couldnât walk away. Not from her. Not yet.
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Lia greeted you at her apartment door with the same casual ease as always, dressed in a loose sweatshirt that hung just off one shoulder and shorts that left little to the imagination. Her hair was tied back loosely, and the faint scent of her lavender body lotion hung in the air as she stepped aside to let you in. She smiled, warm and familiar, but to you, it felt like a knife twisting in your chest.
âHey,â she said softly, leaning casually against the doorframe. Her tone carried a cheerfulness that felt almost jarring compared to the turmoil swirling inside you. âRough day?â
You swallowed hard, your thoughts tangled with the image of the articleâs photos. The memory of her walking arm-in-arm with someone else clung to you like a shadow, an ache that wouldnât loosen its grip. âYeah,â you said finally, your voice flat. âSomething like that.â
Her brows knitted slightly, a flicker of concern crossing her face before she masked it with another smile, softer this time. âCome in,â she said gently, stepping aside. âLet me fix you some tea or something.â
You followed her inside, the familiar warmth of her cozy apartment stirring something deep and painful within you. The dim lighting, the scent of jasmine mingling with lavender, the soft hum of a playlist you knew by heartâit should have felt comforting, but tonight it only made the ache worse. To her, everything seemed normal, unchanged. But to you, every gesture, every laugh, felt magnified, a sharp contrast to the images still burned into your mind.
She led you to the couch, her steps light and unbothered, her usual ease a stark reminder of how differently you were experiencing this moment. She sat close to you, her knee brushing against yours as she turned to face you fully. âYou seem tense,â she said softly, her voice lowering into something soothing. Her hand rested lightly on yours, her touch simple yet disarming, as if she could sense the weight pressing down on you. âLet me help.â
You hesitated, the memory of her smile in those photos flashing through your mind. The warmth she had shown to someone else, the intimacy of it, felt like a stark contrast to the Lia sitting here with you now. Part of you wanted to pull back, to say something, to ask her what that meant, but the words wouldnât come. Her touch, her presenceâit was too much to resist, and before you could think better of it, her lips were on yours.
The kiss was familiar, practiced, but this time, it felt different. Your movements were slower, less certain. A part of you wanted to push her away, to demand answers, but the other partâthe part of you that craved her touch, her presenceâwon. You kissed her back, the frustration and longing coiling tightly in your chest, fueling your every move.
Her hands slid beneath your shirt, tugging at it with the ease of someone who knew you too well. Your resolve crumbled under her touch, the confrontation slipping further from your mind. It could wait, you told yourself. For now, you let the emotions swirling within youâfrustration, jealousy, and something darkerâtake over.
By the time you reached the bedroom, something inside you had shifted. The weight of your suppressed emotions guided your actions, a storm of unspoken feelings driving every touch, every motion. You turned her toward the bed, your hand firm on her shoulder as you eased her down to her knees.
Without a word, you unbuttoned your pants, the sound of the zipper cutting through the quiet room like a spark igniting the air. Liaâs eyes followed the motion, her gaze flicking downward before snapping back up to meet yours. Her lips parted slightly, a flicker of surprise crossing her features before melting into something softer, almost eager. When you pressed yourself to her lips, her hesitation was brief. Her hands found their place on your thighs, steadying herself as she took you in.
The shift in her was immediate. This wasnât like beforeâthis wasnât the usual playful or restrained dynamic between you. You gripped her hair firmly, the silky strands slipping through your fingers as you guided her movements. Liaâs soft, muffled moan against you sent a shiver down your spine, the vibration electrifying. The control you felt, the way she surrendered so willingly, was intoxicating, and you couldnât help but give in to the moment fully.
Your hips began to move, your thrusts deliberate but rough, each one pushing deeper as you set the rhythm. Liaâs hands tightened their grip on your thighs, her fingers curling slightly as her body swayed to match your motions. Her cheeks flushed a deep pink, and her breathing grew heavier between moments when you gave her just enough time to adjust. She looked up at you, her wide, watery eyes filled with surprise and a growing hunger. This wasnât what sheâd expected, but the way her body responded told you everythingâthis was what she wanted, what she craved.
Her moans grew louder, though muffled, as her lips and tongue worked in perfect sync with your movements. Her usual confidence had melted away, leaving behind a raw vulnerability that only fueled you further. This side of youâassertive, unrelentingâwas something she hadnât expected, and the way she gave herself over to it was driving you wild.
You tightened your grip on her hair, guiding her more firmly as her hands clutched at your thighs for balance. Her breathing was heavy, her moans blending with the wet, rhythmic sounds that filled the room. Tears began to streak her cheeks as her throat constricted around you, her body tensing slightly as she fought to keep up. Still, her eyes never left yours, wide and watery but filled with trust and unmistakable arousal.
Her muffled cries grew needier as your rhythm intensified, her nails digging into your thighs as her body trembled. The tension coiled tighter and tighter in your core, every sound she made pushing you closer to the edge. When her moan vibrated against you again, it sent you spiraling, your hips moving faster, rougher, with a desperation you couldnât suppress.
You felt yourself reaching the breaking point, your control slipping entirely. Liaâs breathing hitched, her hands shifting to grip you tighter as you thrust one last time. Your release hit like a flood, overwhelming and unstoppable. A guttural groan tore from your throat as you came, the heat surging through you in waves. Liaâs body instinctively tensed beneath you. Her throat worked desperately, swallowing each hot pulse as it filled her mouth. Her gag reflex kicked in more than once, her soft, choked sounds blending with the wet, rhythmic movements that echoed in the room. Despite her efforts, some of it spilled from the corners of her lips, trickling down her chin in thin, glistening streams. Her hands gripped your thighs tighter, her nails pressing into your skin as she did her best to keep up, her flushed cheeks stained with tears and exertion.
Her breathing was uneven, her body trembling with the effort to take everything you gave her. When you finally pulled back, a string of fluid connected you briefly before breaking, her tongue darting out to clean her lips as she gasped for air. Liaâs eyes lifted to meet yours, glassy and dazed, her expression a mix of exhaustion, surprise, and something playful.
She wiped at her chin with the back of her hand, her lips curving into a faint, teasing smile. âFuck that was hot,â she murmured hoarsely, her voice laced with mischief despite her breathlessness. âWhat's gotten into you?â
You didnât respond, the fire in your chest still burning too hot for words. Instead, you leaned down slightly and tapped your member against her cheek a couple of times, the wet sound punctuating the charged silence. Lia blinked up at you, her flushed face lighting up with surprise, a soft gasp escaping her lips.
Without a word, you reached down, your hands finding hers as you pulled her to her feet in one smooth motion. She let out a soft, surprised laugh, stumbling slightly against your chest. Her body was still trembling, her knees unsteady from the intensity of what had just happened. She clung to you for balance, her breath brushing against your neck as she steadied herself.Â
Before she could add anything else, your hands moved to her sweatshirt, gripping the fabric at the hem. Her laughter faded into a small, knowing smile as she raised her arms without hesitation, letting you strip it off her in one smooth motion. The air between you felt charged, electric, as the garment fell to the floor.
Her shorts followed quickly, her own fingers fumbling with the waistband as though eager to match your urgency. The two of you moved in tandem, discarding every barrier until she stood before you, bare and breathtaking in the dim light. The soft glow illuminated every curve, every flushed detail of her skin, making her look impossibly beautiful.
You climbed onto the bed, hovering over Lia as she lay beneath you, her chest rising and falling rapidly, her body still trembling from the intensity of earlier. Without a word, you captured her lips in a bruising kiss, pouring all the frustration, anger, and sadness youâd been bottling up into the connection. Her soft moan was muffled against your mouth as she melted into you, her hands reaching up to grip your shoulders.
You didnât stop there. Your lips trailed away from hers, moving down the curve of her jaw to her neck, where you nipped at her skin with sharp, deliberate bites. Lia gasped and squirmed beneath you, her body reacting instinctively to each sting of your teeth, her fingers clutching at you for balance. The sound of her soft whimpers drove you on, each one fueling the storm raging inside you.
Your hands gripped her thighs, holding her steady as you moved lower, leaving a trail of heated kisses down to her collarbone. You didnât hesitate to bite there too, hard enough to make her arch her back, her body pressing closer to you as though craving the sting. Her breaths grew quicker, her chest heaving as she writhed beneath your relentless attention.
Her squirming only pushed you further, your need to control, to channel the storm within you, manifesting in the way you held her down. One hand moved to her neck, wrapping around her throat in a firm, deliberate grip. Liaâs reaction was immediateâher body froze for a second, her breath catching, before her eyes fluttered open, locking onto yours. There was no fear in her gaze, only surprise and raw, unfiltered desire.
You didnât pause, letting your other hand slide down her body, brushing over her stomach before reaching her folds. The heat and slickness there were undeniable, and it made you tighten your grip on her neck as your fingers teased her entrance. Lia gasped, her body jerking at the touch, her hands clutching at the sheets for balance as her hips instinctively pressed toward you.
You didnât slow down, slipping two fingers inside her in one swift, deliberate motion. Her reaction was instantâa choked moan escaping her lips as her body arched against your hand, her thighs trembling uncontrollably. You tightened your grip on her neck, holding her firmly in place as you set a rough, relentless rhythm, each thrust of your fingers matching the intensity of your emotions.
Her breaths came in short, desperate gasps, her body completely at your mercy. You didnât let up, your fingers curling inside her, hitting all the right spots as her moans grew louder. The way she reactedâthe way her body writhed and her voice broke with every movementâpushed you further into the haze of emotion driving your every move.
Liaâs hands gripped the sheets tightly, her knuckles white as she clawed at the fabric, her head tilting back as her lips parted in a silent plea. Her hips began to shift, trying instinctively to pull away from the overwhelming sensations, but you didnât give her the chance. Each time her body tried to escape, you followed her movement with ruthless precision, maintaining the relentless pace that left her gasping and trembling beneath you.
âPlease,â she choked out, her voice cracking as her hips jerked sharply against your hand, torn between chasing the pleasure and trying to find relief from the intensity. Her thighs quivered as the wet, obscene sounds from her folds filled the room, mixing with her soft, desperate whimpers.
Your fingers thrust with relentless precision, plunging deeply while curling just enough to make Lia cry out with every motion. Her gasps turned into desperate, broken cries, the sound spilling from her lips in sharp, uneven bursts. The way her body tightened and arched against your hand drove you further, your thumb brushing over her clitâfirst in slow, deliberate circles, then pressing firmly and flicking sharply as her hips jolted against you.
The hand around her neck tightened slightly, your fingers pressing just enough to make her breath catch. The mix of pressure and roughness sent her spiraling, her voice breaking into a low, guttural moan as her eyes fluttered open briefly, wide and glassy, before rolling shut again. Her legs trembled uncontrollably, her entire body trembling as your thumb quickened its pace, alternating between firm, relentless circles and sharp, deliberate flicks that made her hips buck wildly.
Her thighs tried to clamp shut around your hand, her body instinctively attempting to shield itself from the overwhelming sensations, but you didnât stop. Your pace only grew faster, harder, as though chasing something deeper. Her moans turned into broken cries, her hips jerking helplessly against your hand as you pushed her closer and closer to the edge.
The slick heat from her folds coated your fingers as her walls tightened around you, her body reacting to every motion. Her breath hitched, her cries becoming louder, more desperate. Her hips jerked erratically, trying to escape your relentless pace, but you didnât let up. The grip on her neck tightened again, her breath coming in shallow gasps as her eyes snapped open for a moment, unfocused and dazed.
âGodââ she managed to choke out, her voice breaking as her body convulsed. âIâcanâtââ
Her body tensed beneath your touch, her breathing erratic as she teetered on the edge of release. Just as the moment was about to break, you pulled your fingers out abruptly and delivered a sharp smack to her folds. The sudden sting and shock sent a jolt through her entire body, her back arching violently off the bed as a strangled moan tore from her throat.
That was it. Lia shattered beneath you, her climax crashing over her like a tidal wave. Her thighs clamped around your hand, trapping you there as her cries turned raw and broken, each sound carrying the intensity of her release. Her body convulsed, trembling violently as wave after wave of pleasure overtook her. Her hands clutched at the sheets, her nails digging into the fabric as her hips jerked uncontrollably, seeking and shying away from the overwhelming sensations.
You held her firmly, your grip on her neck steady, grounding her as your hand returned to her folds. Your fingers worked with deliberate precision, prolonging her climax as her cries grew louder, more desperate. Her hips bucked wildly against your hand, her body writhing beneath you as she gave in completely to the pleasure overtaking her.
Her release seemed endless, the intensity of it leaving her gasping for breath as her body quaked under your control. The room was filled with the sound of her broken moans and the rhythmic slap of your palm against her oversensitive lips. Each touch seemed to reignite the flames, drawing out her pleasure until her body collapsed back against the bed, trembling and spent.
As the aftershocks coursed through her, her breaths came in ragged, uneven gasps, her chest rising and falling rapidly. Her skin glistened in the dim light, her face flushed and damp as she tried to catch her breath.
You loosened your grip on her neck, your fingers brushing lightly against her skin as you leaned over her. Liaâs eyes fluttered open slowly, glassy and unfocused, her lips parting in a faint, breathless smile. Her body continued to tremble slightly, the lingering sensations leaving her utterly undone beneath you.
You guided Liaâs trembling, sensitive body onto the bed with deliberate intent, her flushed skin glistening as she struggled to catch her breath. Her wide, dazed eyes met yours, still hazy from the intensity of her previous climax, but you werenât doneânot yet. Slowly, you lay down and pulled her back against you, arranging her pliant body with steady hands.
Her back pressed firmly to your chest, her legs spread wide and bent at the knees, her thighs trembling as you slipped your hands beneath them. Your grip steadied her, your fingers curling securely around the back of her thighs, holding her legs in place and spreading her open. The position left her entirely vulnerable, every inch of her body on display. Her arms rested near her sides, loosely pinned between your bodies, emphasizing her complete surrender to you.
Her head tilted back against your shoulder, her neck fully exposed, giving you an unobstructed view of her flushed cheeks, parted lips, and the faint sheen of sweat that glistened on her skin. Lia let out a soft, breathless gasp as the new position registered, her body tensing briefly before relaxing into your hold.
The vulnerability of it, the way your grip anchored her while she was spread open, only seemed to heighten her arousal. âWhere did you learn this?âŠâ she murmured, her voice trailing off into a whimper as she felt you press against her entrance. The sensation made her hips shift instinctively, her body eager and trembling as she surrendered completely to the moment.
Without hesitation, you entered her in one deep, deliberate motion. The pace was fast and unrelenting from the start, your thrusts deep and purposeful as you held her firmly in place. Lia cried out, her voice breaking into a desperate moan as her body responded immediately. The position allowed you to reach depths you hadnât before, and her body clenched tightly around you, the new sensation overwhelming her.
Her head tilted back against your shoulder, her eyes fluttering shut as she gave herself over to you completely. The sheer submissiveness of her posture, her willingness to let you take control, drove you on. You leaned down, your lips brushing the curve of her neck as you pressed open-mouthed kisses along her flushed skin, your teeth grazing lightly before biting down just enough to make her gasp.
Lia let out a trembling gasp as your hand found her clit again, circling it with a firm intensity that made her entire body jolt against you. Her thighs quivered uncontrollably, her hips writhing in an attempt to escape the relentless stimulation. âWaitââ she whimpered, her voice breaking as she tried to shift away from your touch. âIâm sensitiveâtoo muchâŠâ
Her words barely registered, muffled by the storm in your mind. The frustration and anger churned like a relentless tide, the image of her smiling, her hand entwined with someone elseâs, replaying in your head like a haunting refrain. It consumed you, fueling the roughness in every movement.
You tightened your hold, your hands locking her helplessly in place. Her legs trembled, trying to close against the overstimulation, but the position left her completely vulnerable. With her legs spread wide and pinned by her own weight, she had no leverage, no way to resist as you drove her higher. Her body squirmed, her hips shifting desperately, but your arm around her wrists and your thighs holding hers apart ensured she couldnât escape.
You leaned in, pressing your lips to the back of her neck where you could reach, the soft curve of her skin damp with sweat. The kiss was possessive, claiming, and when you bit down, she let out a sharp cry, her body arching against yours. The sting of your teeth sent a fresh wave of shivers through her, her voice breaking into a soft whimper as you soothed the bite with another heated kiss.
Liaâs body trembled, her reactions raw and desperate. Each time you bit down, harder now, her cries grew louder, her head tilting back to expose more of her neck as though surrendering completely. Her thighs tried to press together again, but the position made it impossible, leaving her entirely at your mercy.
Her pleas melted into choked moans when your hand left her clit briefly, only to return with a sharp slap. The sound echoed in the room, followed by her broken cry as her body jolted against you. The sting sent her closer to the edge, her breath hitching in ragged gasps as her hips jerked involuntarily.
The relentless combinationâthe deep, fast thrusts, the circling of your fingers on her clit, and the sharp bites you pressed to her shoulder and neckâpushed her further into a haze of overwhelming sensation. Her cries grew louder, her body trembling violently as she fought against the intensity. Even as her hips shifted and tried to twist away, her body betrayed her with every shiver of arousal, her movements weak and yielding to your pace.
Just as her body tensed in anticipation of release, you pressed harder against her clit, your fingers moving in swift, relentless circles. Lia gasped, her walls clenching tightly around you as her entire body strained, her climax teetering on the brink.
When you sensed she was at her limit, you delivered a sharp, deliberate slap to her clit. Lia screamed, her voice raw and broken as her body convulsed violently. The sharp sting mingled with the overwhelming pleasure, the combination tearing through her with a force that left her trembling uncontrollably. Her thighs twitched against your hands, her chest heaving as she sobbed softly, her cries a mix of pleasure and surrender.
You didnât stop, your fingers continuing to flick and slap her nub while your thrusts maintained their relentless pace. Her body collapsed further against yours, her legs trembling as the overstimulation sent her spiraling beyond her limits. Another broken scream tore from her throat before her body finally gave out, her muscles going slack as she slumped back onto you, her head falling onto your shoulder.
Her breath came in ragged, uneven gasps, her body trembling as aftershocks coursed through her. You released her wrists, your hands smoothing over her legs as you pressed soft kisses to her temple and along the marks your teeth had left on her shoulder. Her breathing gradually steadied, her skin still flushed and damp as she tried to catch her breath.
Your pace didnât falter, even as Lia slumped further against you, her body trembling and utterly spent. The overstimulation of her climax had left her broken in the best way, her cries now soft whimpers, her breath hot and uneven against your neck. Her legs remained pinned, trembling as your relentless thrusts sent aftershocks rippling through her. Each deep motion made her body react instinctively, her hips twitching as though trying to pull away, but the position left her helpless, completely at your mercy.
As the intensity built, her breaths grew sharper, her head tilting back against your shoulder. The haze of her earlier release lingered in her glassy eyes, her thoughts slow and unfocused. Yet, as your thrusts grew faster and more erratic, realization flickered faintly in her expression. She gasped softly, her thighs twitching against your hold.
âWaitâŠâ she murmured, her voice trembling and breathless, her mind catching up to what her body already knew. âDonât⊠donât cum inside me,â she pleaded, her tone cracking under the weight of her exhaustion and arousal.
Her words were faint, almost drowned out by the rhythmic sound of your hips meeting hers. Her protest lacked strength, her body betraying her as her warmth clenched tightly around you, pulling you deeper with every motion. Even as she tried to speak again, her words dissolved into soft, broken whimpers, her thighs trembling violently as her overstimulated body refused to resist what was coming.
You could feel the tension coiling tighter, the edge drawing closer with every thrust. Her whispered plea echoed faintly in your mind, but the overwhelming heat, the way she writhed beneath you, the way her body pulled you in, made it impossible to stop. The last thread of your restraint snapped as her walls tightened around you one final time.
âFuckâŠâ you murmured hoarsely, your voice trembling with the urgency of your release. Her body stiffened briefly, her lips parting in a faint gasp of realization, but she couldnât move, her legs pinned wide and her body limp in your hold.
With a guttural groan, you pressed as deep as you could, your release surging into her in powerful, shuddering waves. Liaâs breath hitched sharply, her fingers weakly clutching at your arms as she felt the warmth spreading inside her. âOh my GodâŠâ she whispered, her voice barely audible as her head fell forward, her body twitching in response to the unfamiliar sensation. The flush on her cheeks deepened, a mix of disbelief and something unspoken as she lay trembling against you.
When the last tremors subsided, you loosened your grip slightly, your hands smoothing over her legs as they remained draped across your hips. Her breathing was ragged, her chest rising and falling rapidly as she tried to catch her breath. The room was quiet except for the faint sound of your mingled breathing, heavy with the weight of what had just happened.
Liaâs voice came out as a whisper, trembling with exhaustion but edged with frustration. âToo much⊠it was too muchâŠâ Her body twitched beneath you, her trembling legs sprawled limply against your hips. Her chest rose and fell in uneven gasps, her gaze hazy but laced with something sharper as she tried to steady herself.
Then her eyes locked onto yours, and the flush on her cheeks deepened, no longer just from exertion. âI canât believe you came inside me,â she muttered, her voice low but biting. âYou know we canât do that.â
Her words cut through the heavy air, and for a moment, her expression hardened as she tried to assert control over the whirlwind of emotions swirling between you. But the tension in her brows faltered as her body gave a faint, involuntary shudder, the lingering sensation of everything pooling inside her impossible to ignore.
She shifted slightly in your hold, her thighs twitching, her skin hypersensitive and her mind torn between anger and something much more confusing. Her lips parted as if she wanted to say more, to reprimand you further, but no words came. Instead, she turned her head to the side, her expression tight, though not entirely resolute.
Inside, you could tell she was battling herself. The heat spreading across her neck and cheeks, the way her legs trembled against yours, betrayed a truth she didnât want to face. Even though she was angryâshe had every reason to beâthe intensity of what had happened, the rawness of being completely at your mercy, lingered in ways she couldnât deny.
Lia let out a sharp exhale, her body relaxing slightly against you as her anger seemed to ebb, replaced by a reluctant acceptance. Her head fell back onto the pillow, her breathing still uneven, her lips pressing together in a faint line. The silence between you was heavy, her internal conflict palpable, as the reality of the moment settled over both of you.
Her eyes met yours, and for a moment, the air between you was filled with something unspoken, a tenderness that lingered even as exhaustion pulled at you both.
âJisu,â you said suddenly, the word breaking the silence like a crack of thunder.
She turned onto her side, propping herself up on one elbow to look at you. âHmm?â
âCan this ever be more?â The question came out unsteady, raw with emotion, as though it had torn its way out of you.
Her smile faded, replaced by something gentler but distant. She sighed softly, the blanket slipping slightly as she shifted to sit up. âWeâve talked about this,â she said, her tone careful but firm. âThe reason this works is because itâs casual. Itâs⊠uncomplicated. Thatâs why itâs good.â
You turned your head to look at her, searching her expression for somethingâanythingâthat might suggest she felt the same way you did. But all you saw was a calm resolve. âYouâre great,â she continued, her voice quieter now. âYou really are. But if we start complicating things, itâll ruin what we have, could you imagine even trying to do this while one of us has feelings.â
Her words struck you like a punch, each one cutting deeper than the last. You forced a small, hollow smile, nodding as if you understood. âYeah,â you said quietly. âYouâre rightâŠâ
Liaâs hand brushed over your arm lightly, reassuringly, before she lay back down beside you, curling into your side as though nothing had happened. But something had. For you, the illusion that this could be enough had shattered, and no matter how hard you tried to tell yourself otherwise, you couldnât shake the feeling that this was the beginning of the end.
As Lia slept peacefully beside you, you stared at the ceiling, your mind racing. You couldnât keep doing thisânot when your feelings for her only grew stronger with each passing day, and not when she had made it clear she would never see you the way you saw her.
You slipped out of her bed quietly, careful not to wake her. The city lights outside her window cast long shadows across the room as you let out a soft apology,dressed and left. You told yourself that it would be the last time, that you couldnât go backânot for her, not for anyone. You needed to find someone who would value you, who would want you the way you wanted them.
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The next morning, Lia woke up alone, sunlight filtering softly through her curtains as the warmth of the day began to creep into the room. She stirred slowly, her body aching in unfamiliar waysâher neck, her thighs, her coreâall reminders of the intensity of the night before. She shifted slightly, wincing at the tenderness, and as the memories flooded back, her cheeks flushed with heat. The rawness of how you had been with her, the way you had consumed her so completely, lingered in her mind, each thought sending a fresh wave of warmth coursing through her.
Reaching for her phone, she hesitated for a moment, her fingers hovering over the screen. After a deep breath, she typed a quick message: âLast night was amazing. Thank you.â
She hit send, expecting the usual quick reply. You were always good at responding, rarely making her wait more than a few minutes. It was one of the constants she had come to rely onâyour availability, your attentiveness. But as the minutes stretched into hours, her screen remaining frustratingly blank, she shrugged it off. Youâre probably just busy, she told herself, though a faint unease began to creep into her thoughts, like a whisper she couldnât ignore.
Life moved forward, as it always did, her schedule swallowing her days whole. But the unease grew, a quiet nagging in the back of her mind that wouldnât go away. Still no reply. No follow-up. No late-night texts asking about her day or teasing her about something silly. It was unlike you, and with every passing day, it became harder to shake the feeling that something was wrong.
Desperate for distraction, she agreed to another date with the idol, convincing herself it was the right thing to do. But from the moment they sat down at the trendy café, everything about the evening felt wrong. The vibrant chatter of the other patrons blurred into background noise, his words barely registering as she stared down at her phone, her thumb hovering over the unanswered message. It sat there, unopened, like a stark reminder of your absence.
He tried to make conversation, asking about her work and cracking lighthearted jokes, but her responses were flat, distracted. Her mind kept driftingâback to you. She could almost hear your laugh, picture the way you would have teased her about spending too much time scrolling on her phone. She thought about the little things you did, the gestures that had woven themselves into her daily life: bringing her food after late practices, the way you always seemed to know when she needed comforting, and the talks that stretched into the early hours of the morning when her world felt too heavy.
Her chest tightened as she realized it wasnât just about the sex anymoreâthough that had been incredible. It was everything else, the way you had quietly become her anchor without her noticing. She missed you, in ways that went beyond physical, in ways she couldnât ignore.
As the date dragged on, her unease grew heavier. She looked at him across the table, saw the effort he was putting into keeping her attention, and felt the guilt creep in. He wasnât the problem. He was polite, charming even, but he wasnât you. He didnât make her feel grounded the way you did. He didnât know her tells, didnât know how to navigate her quiet moods or the way her smiles didnât always reach her eyes.
She excused herself earlier than planned, her heart heavy as she walked out into the cool night air. Her fingers hovered over her phone again, the thought of calling you overwhelming her. But as she stared at your name in her contacts, she couldnât bring herself to press it. Not yet.
Days turned into a week, and Liaâs desperation grew. Every thought of you tightened the ache in her chest, the longing building until it was impossible to ignore. It wasnât just about the intimacy anymoreâit was everything else. The little moments, the times you made her feel understood, cared for, seen. The absence of those moments was suffocating.
She couldnât shake the feeling that something inside her was shifting. Something she hadnât wanted to see before but now couldnât deny. You werenât just her escape, her comfortâyou had become something so much more. Finally, she turned to someone she trusted: Yeji.
The three of you had always been close, bonded not just by your ages but by a shared sense of humor and camaraderie. After practice one evening, Lia found Yeji in the lounge, scrolling through her phone. Her heart pounded as she sat down across from her, working up the courage to speak.
âYeji,â Lia began, her voice quieter than usual as she fidgeted with the edge of her hoodie.
Yeji glanced up, raising an eyebrow. âWhatâs up?â
Lia hesitated, her usual confidence replaced by uncertainty. âYou know about⊠my arrangement, right?â
Yeji set her phone down, her gaze sharpening slightly. âOh, yeah,â she said, a hint of amusement in her tone. âI know about it.â
Liaâs fingers twisted the fabric of her hoodie, her nerves fraying. âHave you⊠talked to him lately? Do you know where he is?â
Yejiâs expression softened, the teasing fading as she leaned back against the couch. âYeah, weâve talked,â she admitted, her voice even. âBut I donât think I should tell you more than that.â
The words hit Lia harder than she expected. Her stomach twisted, and her voice dropped. âWhy not?â she asked, almost pleading. âI just⊠I miss him. I didnât think I would, but I do. I didnât realize how much he meant to me until he wasnât there anymore.â
Yeji sighed, studying her closely. âLia, you have to ask yourself why heâs not here right now,â she said, her voice steady but not unkind. âYou had to know how he feltâmaybe you didnât want to admit it, but it was obvious.â
Lia looked down, her throat tightening as Yejiâs words sank in. âI didnât mean to hurt him,â she murmured. âI just⊠I didnât know.â
Yeji leaned forward slightly, her voice softer now. âI think he needed space, Lia. He couldnât keep pretending to be okay with what you two had. And now? I think youâre realizing how much he really means to you.â
Liaâs fingers curled tightly around her hoodie, her heart sinking further. âI miss him,â she said quietly. âNot just⊠what we had. I miss everything. I donât know what to do.â
Yeji shook her head gently. âIâm not going to tell you where he isâit wouldnât be fair. But if you feel this way, you need to figure it out before itâs too late.â
Lia nodded slowly, Yejiâs words settling heavily in her chest. For the next few days, she replayed every moment in her mindâevery late-night talk, every thoughtful gesture, every quiet look that made her feel safe. The realization of how much she missed you, how deeply she cared, grew sharper with each passing day.
Finally, she couldnât take it anymore. Lia grabbed her phone with trembling hands and called. The first call went to voicemail, then the next, and the one after that. Still, she didnât stop. Each unanswered ring only heightened her desperation. She began texting, her messages growing shorter and more frantic with each passing hour.
âI need to talk to you.ââPlease, can you call me back?ââJust⊠say something.â
When the texts went unanswered, she left voicemails, her voice cracking under the weight of her emotions. âI⊠I really want to talk. Please, can we meet? Just let me know.â Every message sounded more raw than the last, the silence on the other end of the line gnawing at her chest like an open wound.
She lost count of how many times she calledâher phone logs a mess of missed attempts, her inbox filled with drafts of unsent messages she couldnât bring herself to delete. Each night, she lay awake, staring at her phone, willing it to light up with your name. The waiting was unbearable, each moment stretching endlessly as hope began to waver.
Just when she was on the verge of giving up, her phone buzzed. Her heart skipped a beat, and she scrambled to pick it up. It was you. A simple message: âOkay. Letâs meet.â
Relief and apprehension washed over her in equal measure. She stared at the screen, her fingers hovering over the keyboard, unsure how to respond. After a long pause, she simply typed, âThank you.â
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When you finally met, the air was heavy with tension, every unspoken word between you settling like a weight in the small café. Lia sat across from you, her usual poise stripped away. Her hands fidgeted in her lap, twisting the edge of her sleeve, her eyes fixed on the untouched coffee in front of her. The faintest hint of color rose in her cheeks, betraying the vulnerability she was trying to hide.
You watched her carefully, your own nerves coiling tighter with every second of silence. Her lips parted slightly, as though she wanted to speak, but the words didnât come right away. Finally, she took a deep breath and looked up at you.
âIâm sorry,â she said, her voice trembling but steady enough to hold your gaze. âFor everything. For not seeing how you felt, for taking you for granted.â
Her words caught you off guard, the raw honesty cutting through the tension. You blinked, unsure how to respond at first. âI should be the one apologizing,â you said after a moment, your voice quieter than you intended. âFor ghosting you, for catching feelings in the first place. Iââ
âDonât,â Lia interrupted gently, her voice firm but laced with regret. Her eyes finally met yours, and the warmth there made your chest ache. âDonât apologize for liking me. Please. I need to say something first.â
You froze, her words silencing the flood of guilt that had been building inside you. She fidgeted with her sleeve, her gaze flickering downward for a moment before she looked back at you, her expression unguarded.
âI like you,â she said softly, the words landing with a weight that made your breath catch. âSo much. I think I have for a while, but I didnât know⊠or maybe I just didnât let myself realize it. I got so comfortable with you always being there, and when you were gone, it felt like a piece of me was missing.â
Her cheeks flushed deeper, and her hands stilled as she continued, her voice trembling but resolute. âI thought keeping things casual was easierâsaferâbecause I didnât want to risk losing you. But I was selfish. I didnât think about what you needed or how much it might be hurting you.
Her voice cracked slightly, but she didnât stop. âIâm so sorry for everything. For not being considerate of your feelings, for pushing you away when you tried to tell me how you felt. You deserved more than thatâmore than I gave youâand it kills me that I hurt you because I was too scared to be honest.â
Her words tumbled out in a rush, raw and vulnerable. She took another breath, her eyes glistening as she looked at you, waiting. âDo you stillâŠâ she began, her voice quieter now, hesitant. âDo you still like me? Because if you do⊠I promise Iâll be better. Iâll try harder. I wonât take you for granted again.â
The question hung in the air, heavy and trembling with sincerity. You stared at her, the tight ache in your chest threatening to spill over. The vulnerability in her eyes, the way her fingers nervously twisted at her sleeve, the unsteady rise and fall of her breathâit was Lia, stripped of all pretense, offering herself to you in a way she never had before.
âI miss you,â you said, your voice thick with emotion, the words spilling out before you could stop them. âMore than I can even say. And yes, Lia, I still like you. I donât think I ever stopped.â
Her lips parted slightly, her eyes widening as relief and hope washed over her face. A small, trembling smile broke through her uncertainty, and she reached across the table, her hand brushing yours. You didnât hesitate, your fingers curling around hers as the tension between you seemed to dissolve, replaced by a quiet, tentative warmth.
For a moment, neither of you moved, the air between you heavy but no longer with tensionâthis time, it was full of possibility. Liaâs fingers tightened slightly around yours, her gaze searching your face as though she was committing this moment to memory. Then, softly, she asked, âCan I⊠kiss you?â
Her voice was quiet, almost shy, a stark contrast to the confident Lia you had always known. You felt your breath hitch, the question catching you off guard even though you knew the answer. You nodded, unable to form words, and her lips twitched into a faint, nervous smile.
When she leaned forward, the world around you seemed to still. The noise of the cafĂ©, the clinking of dishes, the hum of conversationsâit all faded as her face came closer, her hand still firmly in yours. The first brush of her lips against yours was tentative, testing, but the moment they met, something shifted.
This kiss wasnât like the others. Youâd kissed Lia beforeâpassionate, heated, messy kisses in the haze of your arrangement. But this? This was entirely different. This kiss wasnât rushed, wasnât fueled by lust or need. It was soft, deliberate, full of emotion you hadnât allowed yourself to name before. It felt like kissing her for the first time, like discovering something new, something sacred.
Her lips were warm and inviting, moving against yours with a tenderness that sent shivers through you. There was no urgency, no pretense, just the quiet connection between you as the kiss deepened, your free hand instinctively reaching up to cradle her cheek. She leaned into your touch, her fingers threading lightly through your hair as she let out a soft sigh, her body relaxing into the moment.
For Lia, the kiss was no less transformative. Sheâd kissed you countless times before, but thisâthis felt like peeling away every wall sheâd built, every mask sheâd worn. This was the kiss she hadnât let herself imagine, the kiss she hadnât realized she needed until now. It wasnât just the physical connectionâit was the way your hand trembled slightly as you cupped her cheek, the way you held her like she was the most important thing in the world.
When you finally pulled back, both of you were breathless, your foreheads resting against each other as your eyes met. Her lips were parted, her cheeks flushed, her gaze full of something you couldnât quite describe but felt deep in your chest. You could see it reflected back at you: this wasnât just a kiss. This was everything.
âThatâŠâ Lia murmured softly, her voice trailing off as she searched for the right words, her fingers brushing against your jaw. âThat felt⊠different.â
âYeah,â you whispered, your voice low and raw with emotion. âIt did.â
Neither of you moved to pull away, the space between you too fragile, too precious to break. For the first time, it felt like you were both on the same page, and the weight of everything that had come before fell away, leaving only the warmth of this moment.
The silence stretched again, but this time it felt less heavy, more openâlike the air between you had shifted, lighter somehow. You cleared your throat, your fingers drumming lightly against the edge of the table as you searched for the right words, your heartbeat quickening with each passing second. âSo, umâŠâ you began, awkwardness thick in your voice as your eyes darted away from hers. âIf youâre free later⊠I mean, after thisâif you want, we could, I donât know, grab dinner or something?â
Lia tilted her head slightly, her lips curving into a small, knowing smile that widened just enough to let you know she understood exactly what you were trying to say. Her cheeks flushed faintly, the color rising against her soft complexion. âAre you asking me out?â she teased lightly, her tone warm, her eyes sparkling with a mixture of amusement and curiosity.
You let out a nervous laugh, rubbing the back of your neck as you tried to play it cool. âMaybe. I mean⊠yeah, I guess I am.â
Her smile softened into something more genuine, more tender. âIâd like that,â she said quietly, her voice carrying just the right hint of sincerity to make your chest feel lighter. âI havenât eaten yet.â
The relief that washed over you was palpable, and without a second thought, you stood, holding out your hand. Liaâs gaze flicked down to your outstretched fingers, hesitation flickering for only a moment before she reached out and took your hand, her fingers curling around yours in a gesture that felt at once familiar and entirely new. Her touch sent a warmth through you, steadying your nerves as the tension between you eased further.
As you walked out of the cafĂ© together, her hand warm in yours, the world around you seemed to blur into insignificance. The usual noise of the city streetsâhonking cars, chatter from passersbyâfaded into the background as the two of you fell into an easy rhythm. Liaâs steps matched yours, her shoulder occasionally brushing against your arm, and every now and then, you glanced at her. Her soft smile, illuminated by the golden glow of the streetlights, carried a quiet promise that made your heart ache in the best way.
You gave her hand a gentle squeeze, testing the waters, and she looked up at you, her eyes bright with a mixture of shyness and excitement. The small action spoke louder than words, her slight squeeze in return confirming what you both already knew: this wasnât just two friends reconnecting. This was something new, something fragile yet full of possibility.
By the time you reached the restaurant, the hesitation youâd felt earlier had all but melted away. The hum of the city was a distant backdrop as you opened the door for her, gesturing for her to enter first. She smiled, murmuring a quiet âthank youâ as she stepped inside, her gaze lingering on yours for just a beat longer than necessary.
Inside, the warm, inviting glow of the restaurant felt like an extension of the moment you were sharing. As you sat down, the conversation flowed more easily, the earlier tension giving way to lighthearted laughter and comfortable silences that spoke of a connection neither of you could deny. And as you watched her, her smile radiant and her eyes sparkling across the table, you knew without a doubt: this wasnât just a return to what you had before. This was the beginning of something real.
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can you write roommate!alexia smut
caught in the act | a. putellas x reader
â You catch your roommate Alexia touching herself to your photos.
tags: roommate!Alexia, barçaB!reader, smut, masturbation, mentions of fingering, mention of age gap, a bit of degradation and dirty talk, not proofread đ wc: 2k+
Alexia hated having you as a roommate.
It wasn't because of the fact that you had a bad habit of putting off washing the dishes until the next morning; she learned to deal with it and wash them for you whenever it did bother her. It also wasn't because you were always watching Netflix past midnight, at full volume while she tried to get enough sleep for early morning training the next day, fully knowing the walls between your rooms were paper thin. She's learned to fall asleep to the sound of Brooklyn 99 or whatever American TV show you were addicted to at the time. It wasnât even the fact that sheâd have to set her alarm at least 30 minutes ahead of the usual time sheâd wake up just so she could force you out of bed so you could both attend your respective training sessions on time.
Instead, she hated how oblivious and clueless you were to how she felt about you.
Just now, there you were in the living room watching a dumb show on Netflix as you simultaneously swiped on Bumble. She hated seeing you looking at other girls, or even getting all dolled up for dates with other girls.
She knew your type. You liked tall, fellow athletes with great style. She wondered why you never noticed her when she fit your type so well. She rolled her eyes at the sight of you fiddling with the dating app and just wanted to return to her room but you already noticed her presence.
"Hey, Alexia." You said calmly. âCome over here.â
She sighed. "Yeah?"
"What do you think about her?" You said as you chewed on the chips you were loudly snacking on. (That was another thing Alexia let you get away with â snacking everywhere and anywhere leading to a mild ant problem.)
Alexia sat beside you on the couch and leaned in to look at your phone. It was someone from Levanteâs B team. Alexia frowned. She had to admit. This girl was undeniably hot with her tattoos and fit body but she knew she looked just as good as this player. If not that, she sure as hell was a better player. That should have been some merit to her.
"Sheâs okay..." It was all she could say to you. She didnât want to come off as the jealous roommate.
"Really? I kinda think she's smoking hot." You said with a confused look. âSheâs the hottest player Iâve played against on the pitch.â
Alexia rolled her eyes and wanted to make a snide comment but let it slide.
âShe asked me out after we switched shirts after our match, and I smelled her shirt and it smelled good as fuck.â You shared, making Alexia roll her eyes again. âPlus, sheâs taller than I am and you know how thatâs my type⊠but our texts have been stale and boring as fuck.â
Alexia shrugged and tried to focus on the show you were shamelessly ignoring already. âThen just donât go out with her.â
You sighed. âYeah⊠but there is this rookie footballer I matched with on Bumble, she plays forâŠâ You continued to tell Alexia about the other girls you were talking to but she just didnât give a fuck.
She didnât wanna know anything about the other girls you were seeing while sheâs been into you for so long.
"Anyway, can you help me pick photos from my weekend trip with Emma? She's so great at taking photos that I feel like I have to make two separate posts on instagram just to include all of my hot photos." You said before giving your phone to Alexia. "Just swipe through them and heart all the photos you like."
As soon as she grabbed your phone, she felt her body heat up. The first photo of you was you in front of the pool with your arms up, laughing gleefully. You were wearing the tiniest bikini with a bra top just big enough to cover your nipples and that incredibly skimpy underwear.
All Alexia could think about was pushing them to the side and fucking you hard with her fingers.
Alexia blinked. "You're so...." She couldn't find the words. "Naked?"
You laughed at the older womanâs reaction. "That's all you could say?"
Alexia ignored you, completely fixated by the photos of you. Alexia liked the first photo and proceeded to swipe. The second photo was you with your back turned, exposing your ass. Alexia could feel her mouth salivate as the dirtiest thoughts entered her mind. She kept scrolling, admiring every curve and crevice of your body. She loved the way your boobs spilled over your bra and the way your thong rode up your ass and accentuated your perfect hips. She loved your collarbones but she loved the thought of marking them with her mouth more.
She was practically liking every photo, unable to think objectively of what works on Instagram or whatever. She loved seeing you this exposed.
"You never dress like this usually." Alexia commented, still going back and forth with your photos. She was pretending to be analytical with your photos but her mind was just filled with obscenities.
You huffed. âYou only see me in a kit or here at home when I dress like a slob. You donât know what I dress like.â
Alexia furrowed her eyebrows. âIâve seen you get dressed up for dates. Youâre not usually soâŠâ She shook her head. âWhatever. I never would have imagined youâd like wearing something so tiny.â
Alexia had to swallow as her mouth had been watering at the sight of your photos. You chuckled, oblivious to your roommate's reaction. "Well, you would know that I actually do love tiny swimwear if only you went swimming with us more.â
Alexia took a mental note to say yes to every opportunity to see you in a skimpy bikini. "Still, you never post stuff like this. You only ever post game photos or food photos. This is just out of character for you.â She added on. "You must be posting to impress someone, huh?"
You furrowed your eyebrows and rolled your eyes at her. "I feel like Iâm just more grown now. Like, grown enough to post more skin.â You explained. âBesides, canât I post for myself?â
Wish you would post for me, Alexia thought.
You looked over at Alexia who was still looking through your photos. "God, what's taking you so long? Mesmerized by my tits?"
"You're so cocky." It was all Alexia could say as she blushed. She felt like it was so wrong to be thirsting over her younger roommate like this but she couldnât help it. You were exactly what she wanted.
You chuckled. "I told you. Emma took really good photos of me! I know I look hot in those."
You looked through the photos Alexia liked and realized the only photos of you she didn't like were the ones where you were covered up. You stifled a chuckle. "Okay, I guess I should post these immediately since it would be so selfish of me to deprive the world of these photos any longer."
"So arrogant." Alexia scoffed under her breath but unbeknownst to you, it turned her on. She loved it when you got all confident. It made her want to praise you and degrade you at the same time. "I'm going back to my room to review some things for some brand deal. Text me if you wanna order food or cook for dinner later."
You absentmindedly nodded as you typed up the perfect Instagram caption and chose the perfect thirst-trap song to go with the Instagram post.
Alexia headed back in her room and immediately pulled out her iPad, refreshing her Instagram feed incessantly. "C'mon, c'mon..." She muttered under her breath. "Just post already."
Finally, your post popped up.
Alexia felt like she couldn't breathe as she was finally able to get a better look at them through the bigger screen. She was finally free to zoom in to your perfectly shaped tits without worrying you'd see. She bit her lip.
It was almost a built-in instinct or bodily response to her the way she immediately positioned herself in front of her iPad; she wasted no time. She propped the device on her bed, blasted a song loud enough to mask her noise, swiftly took off her bottoms, and eventually, guided her hands to feel her own slick with her fingers. She was soaked already just from seeing you.
"Fuck," She muttered as she began rubbing herself, looking at the photo of you on her device. She wished she could have a gigantic TV screen just so she could see more of you at a bigger scale. She wanted to be overwhelmed by the sight of you â to be consumed by your beauty.
She rubbed her clit in circles as she kept her eyes glued on the screen. She cursed again. She thought about your tits. She wondered how they'd feel in her hands. She wanted to feel the softness against her rough and imposing hands; she wanted to know if that kind of touch would make you whimper. She wondered what colors your nipples were and how they'd look and feel... and taste. She so badly wanted to push her tongue against them.
Her legs shivered as she imagined taking your breast in her mouth, sucking on it mercilessly as you moaned under her.
In reality, Alexia was alone in the darkness of her room â her tanned skin illuminated by the sole source of light from her device that blasted music to mask her grunts and the obscene sounds of her wetness.
But in her imagination, Alexia was in your room on top of you, sucking on your breasts as she positioned her knee against your core. In her imagination, you loved to beg and whine. So there you were, underneath her, squirming as she sucked on your nipple and used her hands to play with the other one. She just could tell you were the sensitive type and the idea of you almost teary-eyed due to sheer pleasure caused by her made her even wetter.
She opened her eyes once again to catch a glimpse of you in that one photo where you had a serious face as you slightly bent over. She groaned as she caught sight once again of the flesh of your boobs pressing against the fabric of your bikini. "Fucking whore." It escaped her mouth in a grunt.
In her imagination, you were dressed in the same skimpy bikini. She had your bra cups pushed to the side to grant her easy access to lick all over your boobs, leaving the occasional mark whenever she desired.
"Please, Alexia." She could practically hear your voice say it. "Fuck me now."
Alexia plunged her fingers into her cunt, causing her to grunt loudly as she pumped in and out of herself as mercilessly as she would have with you.
She was fixated on the thought of her fingers thrusting so hard in and out of you that your tits jiggled with every thrust. Alexia somehow felt you were the type to moan loudly, grab your own tits, and beg to fuck her deeper.
"Alexia! Fuck me!"
"You want me so bad, huh? You fucking slut?" She groaned under her breath, almost breathless and winded from how rough she was fucking herself. "I'll fuck you so hard, you'd go stupid."
"Alexia, harder! Please!" The imaginary voice in her brain told her. It felt so realistic
"Yeah?" She called out your name, almost in the form of an animalistic grunt. "You fucking want it harder? You a fucking slut for me?"
She increased the speed of her thrusting, causing her to moan loudly in succession. "Fuck," She said, followed by calling out your name. "Tell me who you belong to."
She pumped in and out of herself, causing her to convulse in the building pressure inside her. Her eyes were shut close but the photo of you in your bikini was permanently burned inside her mind.
"I belong to you!" Her imagination called out.
"Say my name then." She groaned.
"Alexia," It sounded so soft and gentle.
"Louder." She growled as she imagined that it was your pussy she was roughly thrusting into. Her legs shook uncontrollably as she felt herself approaching orgasm. âSay it.â
"Alexia?!" It was practically an exclamation. It felt so real that your voice echoed in her ears.
As Alexia opened her eyes, she was met by the sight of you standing at the door of her room with a shocked face. Almost immediately after, Alexia moaned out loud as her orgasm arrived.
It took half a second for her to realize that she wasn't imagining it anymore. You were there, standing and watching her fuck herself while her obnoxiously larged iPad displayed a photo of you.
"Oh shit." She was in trouble.
a/n: not proofread. part 2 anyone? (also thank u for ur requests!)
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I keep seeing posts like this about Finland and homelessness and I wanted to add a comment to correct some misinformation. To be clear, this isn't a criticism of Finland, just the way the information is being presented.
This post doesn't say it, but I've seen others that say that Finland has "ended" homelessness. This is not true. Finland has about 3500 homeless people, about 2/3 of which are living with friends or relatives. Finland has made huge strides in reducing homelessness and poverty-based homelessness is almost non-existent (meaning that homeless people usually have a social problem that prevents housing: debt, drug or mental health issues, or violent living situations).
Finland also doesn't "give you an apartment." The philosophy of "housing first" means that the social services in place are available to you regardless of your situation and their goal is to help you find your own apartment as a first priority. There are no sobriety or health requirements to receive them. The only prerequisite is that you're homeless or about to become homeless.
There are many services available to help you find and keep an apartment: social workers, housing counseling for those who don't know how to look for an apartment, and advice for approaching landlords when you have a mark against your credit, you have debt, or you're unemployed. There is also public housing; however, this can be limited, wait times can be long, and applications are prioritized by need (for example families with children and people who can't get private apartments because they've lost their credit details are prioritized)
There are also other services that are available to everyone, which help prevent both homelessness and poverty. The government pays a housing allowance to everyone whose income is under a certain amount (about 1600âŹ/month). For example, as a student with no income my housing allowance is 313âŹ/month and my rent is 480.
Unemployment benefits have no maximum time limit. There are some higher, wage-based unemployment benefits that have a time limit (300-500 days), but if you don't qualify or you run out of days, you can get the minimum benefit, about 800âŹ/month.
If you can't work because you're sick, the government pays you 70% of your wages or a minimum of 800âŹ/month for those with low wages or no job.
If your income isn't high enough to cover your necessary expenses, or if you have no income (perhaps you've temporarily lost your right to unemployment because you didn't apply for 4 jobs per month) and no savings or assets, the government pays you a basic income aid. This includes about 550âŹ/month for food and necessities, the rest of your rent after the housing allowance (up to a certain maximum), plus the exact amount of your water, electricity, renters insurance, and medications. Other urgent and necessary bills can also be covered if they're approved. For example if you're evicted from your apartment and can't afford your new apartment's security deposit.
This is kind of the tip of the iceberg when it comes to welfare in finland, but these are some of the main pillars that most people will use at one point or another. All of these add up to a system that prevents homelessness before it can happen and supports people with issues to get back into a home and maintain it.
This system is unfortunately under attack by our current right-wing government. Health and social services are being underfunded and the conditions for receiving certain benefits have been made less generous and less flexible. The current government has a goal of eliminating long-term homelessness by 2027, but with their policies, I would be surprised if they achieve this.
Also let me know in the replies or my asks if you want to know more about welfare in Finland! It's one of my special interests and I have a lot of experience both working in the field and receiving it myself
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OT13 Reaction -- to you showing up at their work
SCOUPS: his first instinct is that something is wrong. rushes up to you with worry in his eyes and asks if everything is okay. brightens into a big smile when you tell him you just wanted to see him! excuses himself from practice to join you for lunch before dropping you back home. it hurts that he has to leave you to go back to work but your surprise has rejuvenated him.
JEONGHAN: smirks to hide how unbelievably happy he is to see you. makes fun of you, asking if you really missed him that much?? it's only noon, baby. miss me already? gets flustered when you say yes. pulls you into whatever shenanigan he's cooking up with the members.
JOSHUA: is a little shy to interact with you properly in front of the members. whines when they make fun of him for looking at you with such loving eyes. pulls you to the side to express how grateful he is that you came to surprise him at work.
JUN: initially upset he even had to work on a day off, your presence cheered him up so much! feels his energy coming up just from seeing you. drags you over to meet his members, bragging about how he has a wonderful gf and they do not.
HOSHI: cannot stop looking at you during practice. it's the only time the other members see him distracted during work, esp during dancing. he just can't help it - how can he work when you're right there?? rushes to you immediately once break is called.
WONWOO: is very flustered and caught off guard that you're here. chides you for making the trip over here, saying you could've just called him if you missed him sm. shows his appreciation through actions, leaving practice early to show you around, taking you out on a date after.
WOOZI: he's so in the zone he doesn't notice you've entered his studio until your arms are around him. flinches thinking you're Hoshi coming to annoy him, but melts into your arms once he realizes its you. apologizes that he still has to finish a couple more songs, orders you food and dessert so you can be comfy while waiting. gets inspiration for his lyrics just by seeing you sit there.
THE8: is so happy you're here. although he tries his best keeping his cool in front of his members, he can't help but giggle every time he sees you're acc here. death stares every member that tries bothering you, claiming that you're here for him, not them. (ÂŹâ€ÂŹ )
MINGYU: eats up all the attention. brags to his members openly about how lucky he is that he has a girlfriend who surprises him at work! brags even more when you pull out food you ordered for them all. nags until all the members thank you profusely, making you flush under the amount of attention.
DK: screeches when he sees you within company walls. you look so out of place here! but so pretty! AH! his brain fries a bit, clinging onto you as he tells you he never expected you to show up at his work. is sosososo excited to show you exactly what he does as an idol.
SEUNGKWAN: becomes the coolest idol persona ever the moment he sees you're here. he's trying his hardest to impress you like - yes bby this is how i usually am at work, so cool right? - introduces you to EVERYONE possible. knocking on enhypen's door? yes. showing you to the manager? yes. the building janitor? you're saying hi to him too.
VERNON: his face turns SO red the moment the members point out you're here. gets all shy (the 218 bro vlive with DK) and hides behind his jacket/beanie. cannot say more than 5 words to you the entire time, knowing he'll malfunction and forget about working. expresses how grateful and loved he feels once you guys gets home.
DINO: solidifies in his mind that he IS the main character. parades you around to show everyone he has a gf!! clings onto you the whole time - basically gets nothing done the whole day. it's like he can't be more than 2 feet away from you or he'll die. you end up getting a text for S.Coups telling you you can't come back or else Dino will never get anything done.
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May I request some headcanons about Victor, selika, Vander and Vi about caring and being with a S/O with ADHD.
Please and thank you
Arcane characters with an s/o that has ADHD. | Viktor, Sevika, Vander and Vi
Thank you for your request, and I hope you'll enjoy this!<3
Content: No spoilers for season 2, season 1 Viktor, established romantic relationships, fluff, sfw
Reader has no set pronouns.
((Not proofread))
ăVIKTOR
He was the first to notice and accommodate to your ADHD, mainly as he knew what it's like to live with something that makes life a little harder in general.
Viktor is very patient and gentle with you when you're having a hard time focusing on tasks or are procrastinating on projects. He understands it just fine and works with you to find strategies that make everything a bit easier. Whether it's studying with you or helping you out on research papers, you both spend a lot of time together, to say the least.
You two enjoy working on your own things in eachothers presence, as it helps you get over your lack of motivation and gives you a chance to talk his ear off freely. Thankfully, he's good at multitasking when it comes to you. Some may think your talking is excessive, but he finds it cute.
Whenever you're a bit more fidgety than usual, he'll hold your hand or give you a reassuring smile, yet doesn't stop your body from regulating itself naturally.
Viktor takes your diagnosis as a simple fact, nothing that defines or undermines your ability to be his s/o. If you need a little help, then he's very clearly okay with that.
ăSEVIKA
She doesn't initially understand the concept of ADHD and doesn't care much about it either. Sure, she gets that it affects your day to day life, but she was going to help you out with anything either way even without the diagnosis. So, in other words, she's ready to learn and do as you please.
Your fidgety nature was something she definitely had to get used to, as she mistook it as fear or nervousness rather often. This typically meant that she'll ask you if you're alright a lot or if there was someone bothering you. Over time, she learns to look past it and see it as a natural part of you. If you can't sit still, then she'll let you roam around whilst her eyes watch you closely.
Your endless ramblings and deep interests about the most nichest topics also needed some time for her, but what got her the most was your procrastination issues. She did get not want to do things at all, but she would still attempt to make work as fun as possible in her own way. She'll accompany you everywhere and take care of the heavy lifting.
When she said that she was loyal, she was definitely not kidding around. Your ADHD changes nothing about the way she views you, and so she doesn't make a big deal out of it either.
ăVANDER
Probably the most patient and understanding of your ADHD and its symptoms by far. He sees them as a part of you in a good way and simply accepts them as they are.
Whenever you procrastinate on chores or work, he'll try and make it more enjoyable by either helping out or promising you a nice treat after. If it's really bad, though, he'll just do things himself to not stress you out about them too much.
He's the same with your lack of focus, although he sometimes does get concerned about you zoning out when things get serious. Vander will still find his own innovative ideas on making you focus when he needs you to.
He loves listening to you talk to him about the most random things possible, mainly as it shows him that you're comfortable enough with the care he gives you. He also just enjoys weighing in with his own opinions about the many various topics you bring forth at rapid speed.
Either way, he skillfully navigates your diagnosis with ease and doesn't ever let you feel like you're burdening him with it.
ăVI
Well, she certainly may have outlandish ideas at times when it comes to working with your ADHD, but she definitely at least has the spirit for it!
Your natural fidgeting and inability to stay still gets interpreted in you just needing to power yourself out. This makes you often find yourself in front of a punching bag with an excited Vi telling you to go ahead and let it alllll out. Whether it works or not is up to you, but you appreciate the effort even after you had explain it wasn't that easy.
Vi will make it her mission to help you out on projects or with work whenever the procrastination gets too bad. She'll also help you out with simpler tasks when she can but will otherwise try to make things fun, at least.
You two enjoy rambling away with each other, and it is her favorite thing. You're both bad at focusing on one topic at a time, so your talks can go on for hours, which she loves very much.
Your diagnosis is just a part of you that she very much loves, even when it gets difficult at times. She never wants you to feel left out or liked less because of it and does her best to never let you think that.
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ROOKIE âââ PAIGE BUECKERS
request: "paige's gf and she insists on teaching her basketballâeven though she's terrible at it. paige spends half the time âcoachingâ her (aka being flirty) and the other half laughing when she completely miss the basket"
Youâre not entirely sure how you ended up hereâstanding under the hoop on a Saturday afternoon, gripping a basketball like itâs some foreign object youâve never encountered before.
In your defense, sports have never been your thing. Youâre more of a cheer-from-the-bleachers, snack-at-halftime, maybe-ask-what-a-three-pointer-is-later kind of person. And yet, here you are, because your girlfriend, Paigeâdecided today was the day youâd âlearn the fundamentals.â
âOkay, baby, itâs easy,â she says, her voice brimming with the sort of confidence only someone whoâs mastered the art of the crossover can pull off. She spins a ball on her finger effortlessly, her grin teasing but somehow still the softest thing youâve ever seen. âAll you gotta do is aim and shoot. No pressure.â
You squint up at the basket. It feels like itâs a mile away. âNo pressure?â you deadpan, bouncing the ball once and grimacing when it doesnât exactly obey. âDo you even know me?â
Paige snickers, sidling closer until sheâs standing next to you, her hand on your hip. Sheâs wearing her usual practice gear: baggy shorts, sneakers laced tight, and a loose shirt that somehow still manages to hint at the muscle underneath. Itâs honestly unfair how good she looks while being this annoying.
âListen,â she says, her tone shifting into something that almost passes for serious. Almost. âI know you. I also know youâre fully capable of putting this ball in that hoop if you just focus and stop looking at me like youâd rather be anywhere else.â
You glance at her, and sheâs smirking now, like she knows sheâs caught you. Which, to be fair, she has. âFirst of all,â you mutter, turning back to the basket, âI do want to be here. Second, youâre distracting.â
âAm I?â Her voice is teasing, but you donât dare look again. You already know sheâs doing that thing where she cocks her head just a little and raises her eyebrows like sheâs so impressed with herself. âWant me to step back so you can concentrate, rookie?â
âNo,â you reply, huffing. âBut if you call me rookie one more time, Iâm gonnaââ
âYouâre gonna what?â Paige interrupts, leaning down just enough so her lips are by your ear. Her voice drops an octave, and you swear you can feel her grin against your skin. âMiss the basket again?â
You groan, shoving her lightly with your elbow, but the weight of her hand on your hip doesnât budge. Sheâs laughing now, full and bright and utterly unapologetic, and despite your best efforts to stay annoyed, you canât help but crack a smile.
This is going to be a disaster. You can feel it.
You take a step back, spinning the ball once between your hands, trying to look like youâve got some semblance of control. You absolutely do not. Itâs slippery and awkward, and youâre already regretting agreeing to this. Paige watches you with the intensity of a coach but the playfulness of a girlfriend who knows exactly what sheâs doing.
âAlright, babe, letâs see what youâve got,â she says, crossing her arms and leaning back on her heels, all casual and amused. She looks entirely too comfortable with the idea of watching you embarrass yourself.
You square your shoulders and look up at the hoop again, trying to remember the quick, nonsensical explanation Paige gave you about form and aim. Something about âelbows in,â âflicking your wrist,â and âimagining youâre putting cookies in the oven.â Honestly, she lost you after âelbows.â
Paige steps closer, her sneakers squeaking faintly against the court. âOkay, pause,â she says, gently placing her hands on your shoulders to adjust your stance. Her touch lingers a little too long to be entirely innocent, and you glance at her, catching the faintest flicker of her teasing grin. âYouâre holding the ball like itâs gonna explode. Relax.â
You loosen your grip, if only slightly, and she takes a step back, nodding approvingly. âMuch better. Now, bend your knees. Remember, this isnât a free throw contest, itâs a rhythm thing. Like dancing.â
âDancing?â You give her a skeptical look. âYouâve seen me dance. Thatâs not helping your case.â
âTrue,â she says, laughing. âBut at least you donât step on anyoneâs toes here.â Her hand brushes your lower back, the contact brief but enough to send a little jolt through you. She always does thisâthrows you off-kilter just enough to make you forget what you were supposed to be doing.
You shake your head, focusing on the hoop again. âAlright, alright. Iâm doing it.â
âYouâre doing it,â Paige echoes, stepping back into your peripheral vision, her hands on her hips like sheâs supervising. âVisualize it going in. Manifest it.â
âManifest it?â you deadpan. âAre you a basketball player or a yoga instructor?â
âBoth, apparently,â she shoots back, laughing again. âCome on, just throw it already.â
You take a deep breath, bend your knees, and, in one fluid (well, semi-fluid) motion, you shoot. The ball arcs through the air in what you think is a promising trajectory⊠only to miss the basket entirely and bounce harmlessly off the backboard. It rolls lazily away, as if to add insult to injury.
Paige absolutely loses it. She doubles over, clutching her stomach as laughter spills out of her. Itâs loud and unrestrained, the kind of laugh thatâs so contagious you almost forget why sheâs laughing in the first place. Almost.
âDonât laugh,â you say, but your own voice wobbles with the threat of a giggle. âIt wasnât that bad.â
Paige straightens up, wiping at the corner of her eye dramatically. âBabe, you hit the backboard so hard I think it just filed for workersâ comp.â
âWow, okay,â you say, rolling your eyes but failing to hide your grin. âThis is why I donât play sports.â
âOh, come on.â Paige retrieves the ball with a few quick strides, tossing it effortlessly between her hands as she makes her way back to you. She stops just in front of you, holding the ball out. âYouâre doing fine. You just need more practice.â
âAnd by practice, you mean you laughing at me until I cry?â you ask, arching an eyebrow.
âExactly,â she says with a grin thatâs entirely too charming to argue with. âNow, letâs try again. But this timeâŠâ She steps behind you, wrapping her arms around you and placing her hands over yours on the ball. âIâm gonna guide you.â
Your breath catches slightly as she leans in, her voice soft and close to your ear. âOkay, elbows in. Knees bent. Donât think too hard about it. Just feel it.â
Itâs a miracle youâre even upright at this point, let alone holding the ball. Her voice is low and encouraging, her arms warm and steady around you, and suddenly, basketball doesnât seem so terrible.
âNow,â she murmurs, her hands shifting just enough to nudge yours into position. âShoot.â
You do, and this time, the ball actually arcs in a somewhat respectable manner. It hits the rim and bounces off, but itâs a lot closer than before.
âProgress!â Paige announces, stepping back with a proud smile. âYouâre getting there, rookie.â
You groan. âStop calling me rookie!â
âNever.â Sheâs already picking up the ball again, twirling it on her finger like itâs the easiest thing in the world. âOne more time. Letâs see if we can actually make one.â
âFine,â you say, holding out your hands. âBut if I make this shot, you owe me something.â
âOh?â Her eyebrows raise, her smile turning playful. âLike what?â
âI donât know yet,â you say, taking the ball and narrowing your eyes at the hoop. âBut Iâm thinking something big.â
Paige laughs, leaning against the pole of the hoop, her gaze fixed on you. âDeal. But if you miss⊠I get to call you rookie forever.â
You shake your head, fighting back a smile. âNo pressure, right?â
âExactly,â she says, her grin widening. âNo pressure at all.â
You focus on the hoop again, blocking out everything except the promise of finally making this shotâand maybe wiping that smug grin off Paigeâs face. With newfound determination, you bend your knees, grip the ball like you actually know what youâre doing, and take the shot.
Time slows down for a second. The ball soars in a near-perfect arc, hits the rim⊠and bounces around it once, twice, before dropping cleanly through the net with a satisfying swish.
For a moment, you just stand there, stunned. Then it clicks: you made it. You actually made it.
âOh my god!â you squeal, throwing your hands up in triumph. âDid you see that? I made it! I actually made it!â
Before Paige can even respond, youâre hopping around the court like you just won a championship game. Your excitement is entirely disproportionate to what just happened, but you donât care. Youâre too busy celebrating your hard-won victory, flailing your arms and spinning in a little circle.
Paige leans against the hoop, watching you with a mixture of amusement and adoration. âYouâd think you just scored the game-winner at Madison Square Garden,â she teases, but the softness in her voice gives her away.
âThis is my moment, Paige!â you shoot back, still grinning like a fool. You stop hopping just long enough to grab her by the shoulders, shaking her slightly. âI made it! Iâm a basketball prodigy now. Bow down!â
She laughs, her hands coming up to rest on your waist. âAlright, Michael Jordan, calm down.â
You narrow your eyes at her, playful and determined. âNo, you donât get to laugh. I deserve a reward for this. A big reward.â
Paige arches a brow, her lips curving into a smirk. âOh, do you now? What kind of reward are we talking about?â Her voice dips into that suggestive tone that always makes your heart skip a beat.
You tap your chin, pretending to think. âHmm⊠how about⊠lunch? Iâm starving. And since Iâm the champion now, you get to go buy it for me.â
Paige blinks, her smirk faltering. âLunch?â
âYup,â you say cheerfully, stepping back and crossing your arms. âFrom that cute little sandwich place I like. You canât say no. I earned this.â
Paige stares at you, her expression torn between disbelief and fake betrayal. âYou just made the shot of your life, and this is what you ask for? A sandwich?â
âWhat did you think I was going to ask for?â you counter, cocking your head.
She shrugs, her tone casual but her grin anything but. âI donât know. Maybe a kiss. Or maybe some leg-shaking, world shattering head.â
âPaige!â You shout at her language, rolling your eyes, though your cheeks heat up at the suggestion. âI just exerted all my physical and emotional energy making that shot. I need food first. Priorities.â
She groans, dragging a hand down her face in mock despair. âYouâre killing me here. Fine. But only because Iâm impressed you actually made it.â
âDamn right youâre impressed,â you say, puffing out your chest dramatically. âNow go. And donât forget the extra pickles!â
Paige shakes her head, laughing as she jogs off toward the parking lot. âI canât believe Iâm doing this. You owe me, rookie!â
âNever!â you call after her, grinning as you watch her go.
You sink onto the court, still buzzing with excitement. Sure, basketball might not be your thing, but moments like this? With her? You could get used to them.
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"Humans," I had been told, "will pack-bond with anything."
This seemed patently ridiculous to me at the time. What benefit is there to forming emotional attachments to dissimilar things than oneself?
I had been forced to reconsider upon my first landing, which had drawn the attention of the local humans. I had chosen the large, open area for ease of travel, but this gave me no cover when the humans approached on some of the large quadrupeds known as "horses," with smaller quadrupeds known as "dogs" running alongside them. The dogs were loud and had possession of teeth and claws, and possessed heightened senses that made hiding nearly impossible, as they would alert the humans of my whereabouts almost instantly. The horses were very fast, and very large, with strong metal attached to their hardened feet that made any strike by them incredibly dangerous.
I returned to the leadership, shaken and furious, and asked for better equipment, as mine had been severely damaged in my escape from that wretched place. We updated our information to make landing in the place known as "Texas" strictly forbidden.
More landing attempts were made. Every scouting mission was met with disaster; the climate of Earth is so terribly variable that certain locations are too hot or too cold at all times, and others will be too extreme during some times but bearable during others, and there is so much water across the whole thing that it's nearly impossible to avoid. The entire planet is a deathtrap; perhaps that's why humans are the way they are.
Regardless, after the fourth landing, the humans seemed to put together a group of individuals that were present at all subsequent landing attempts. Not always immediately, but they usually showed up within the first day of a landing. They were all very different, not like our soldier drones, but they worked well together. A little too well for my tastes.
However, while preparing for another landing attempt, I received a communication from them. They asked for my help - humans are very odd, indeed - in preventing the planet's destruction by those warmongers, the Zkkfz (though the humans called them Zekes, for some reason. I suppose their soft mouthparts are unsuited to proper speech).
We do not want the planet destroyed - for all of its dangers, and the horrid incivility of the humans, it is rich in many resources - so the leadership gave me permission to attend to the humans.
I thought it would be all business. Take care of the Zkkfz forces, learn more about the human defenses from within, and then use that knowledge to further the plans of the leadership.
But now... now it is. Odd. We are almost done with the Zkkfz, but the humans are becoming more welcoming towards me, rather than keeping sensitive information away. One of them has even started calling me by a human name, even though I have explained several times that individual names are irrelevant for us. They bring me food outside of scheduled feeding times, and invite me to sit with them when we are not discussing strategy. Yesterday, one of the humans even gave me a strange item made of the soft fibers that they so enjoy knotting together in their free time, and told me it is a "hat" that they modified to fit my head.
It's all very odd. And I... I find myself not disliking it.
Leadership will surely be displeased when they find out about this. But for now, while the threat of the Zkkfz is still ahead, perhaps I can, as one human said "enjoy myself" a little longer.
The villain decides to do the classic "team up to defeat a common foe" trope but it's been taking a lot longer than they had expected,the heroes are getting emotionally attached and it's starting to get weird.
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I'M QUITTING + MY VOID STATE SUCCESS STORY
Hello guys, it's been a long time since i have posted something or in general be active here which was mostly because of personal reasons (just focusing on myself), although one of them had to do with our community.
I personally joined loatumblr at the middle of 2022 (from a previous anonymous account i had) but i started posting much later. Back then, the community was at it's peak ngl. The bloggers and the way they explained stuff was honestly, at least for me, so helpful and enjoyable. After the end of 2023 - beginning of 2024 this community started dying. I really didn't like this since I loved scrolling through specific blogs and reading their posts. I tried to post some stuff to give a little bit of life in there and i guess it did help a little.
Quick note; Please don't get me wrong, i'm not saying that the current posts and blogs running right now suck.. what i'm saying is that this community used to be way more alive back then.
One of the reasons why this happened is because people applied and got what they wanted. So they logged off tumblr. When I realised that, I decided to seriously focus on loa and start applying myself. And i ended up manifesting some good stuff, and I was good with it. Although, after some time, i decided that i wanted to manifest a completely new life from scratch, which it was what i wanted to do from the first time i joined tumblr but i ditched that thought and ended up changing some stuff about my current life.
My goal back then was to enter the void state (which im pretty sure it was 95% of the people in here goal too), but i didn't understand it properly so i couldn't 'enter'. I ended up ditching it and manifested without it. But after some point, i did my research and fully understood the void state or better, pure consciousness. If you go through my blog, you won't see much stuff about pure consciousness because i choose to not talk about it in here. The way it is treated it loatumblr just pisses me off. If you post a void success story, people will immediately run to you and ask you basic stuff like 'how did u do it?' when all the information needed about it is already posted. People tend to see it as something 'huge' and believe they can't succeed in it which is bs. If you do a little bit of research on pure consciousness you will understand how simple it is. Although, even if the 'void state' is seem like something that people overcomplete this doesn't mean that you can not use it. What i'm saying is that there are some people who really dislike the concept of it and will recommend u not to try it. Look, everyone has their different opinions and beliefs but if you want to manifest your dream life in the void state, go ahead. After all, it found you for a reason.
So coming back to my experience, since it was always my 'dream' to manifest my dream life in the void state, i decided to do it now. I'm pretty good at lucid dreaming (i've been lucid dreaming 3 years now) i decided to tap into my pure consciousness during a lucid dream. So i did my usual routine, had a lucid dream in which i closed my eyes and found myself floating in a void. I affirmed that i have lucid dreams everynight and then i got out. I did this 4 days ago, and i have had around 3-4 lucid dreams every single night, without doing any practise at all. Also, i have been scripting my entire dream life and i'm preparing myself to finally experience it. I have decided to make a looottt of big changes but two of them are the 'biggest' for me; numb.1 i will manifest that i will completely forget about my current life (i will also not remember anything about the law, for personal reasons) and numb.2 i will go back in time around 30 years ago (again for personal reasons). I mentioned this to make it clear to you that i won't be able to post my 'success story' after manifesting it, since i will not remember anything about me manifesting stuff and also even if i did, i wouldn't be able to post it since i will not have access to tumblr or current technology in general. So my success story is this one. This days, when i find the right time for me, i will have a lucid dream as usual and tap into my pure consciousness again which from there, i will finally manifest the life of my dreams. So that's my final post you will see from me. I hope you all never give up and get what you want because trust me it's worth it and all this found u for a reason. If you really want it and you stay consistent, then it's all yours. My words can not describe the way i feel right now, knowing that i have my dream life right in front of me and i can just grab it and give it to myself anytime, after this big journey. Goodbye everyone :)
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Leah and reader first kiss with leah being really nervous. Like they went on their first date & leah walks her home⊠really cliche I know
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The air smells faintly of rain, even though it hasnât rained all day. The pavement is dry, the streetlights casting golden reflections onto the asphalt, and Leah is walking beside you, just close enough that your arms brush every few steps. Sheâs been fiddling with the hem of her jacket for the past five minutes. Tugging, twisting, untwisting. You pretend not to notice, mostly because itâs adorable.
The date was perfect, or at least as close to perfect as a first date can be. Dinner at that Italian place she swore was âauthenticâ (it was), followed by a walk through the park where she tried to act cool but absolutely jumped when a bird startled her. You didnât laughâout loud, at least.
Now, youâre here, just a few metres from your flat, and Leah is⊠acting weird. Not bad weird, just fidgety, overthinking-every-breath weird.
âSo, uh,â she says, and itâs the fifth time sheâs started a sentence with so since you left the restaurant.
You glance at her, waiting. Sheâs looking straight ahead, but the way her jaw is set and her shoulders are tensed makes her look like sheâs bracing for impact.
âHad fun tonight?â she finally asks, like she hasnât already asked you three times.
You bite back a smile. âStill fun the fourth time you askâ
Her head snaps to you, her expression caught between horrified and amused. âI havenât asked that many timesâ
âYou definitely haveâ
âI havenât,â she insists, and sheâs so defensive about it that you canât help but laugh.
âRelax, Leah,â you tease, bumping her arm. âI had fun. Real fun. No sarcasmâ
Her shoulders drop a little, but she still looks like sheâs holding her breath. Itâs endearing, reallyâwatching Leah Williamson, usually so calm and composed, turn into a bundle of nerves just because youâre standing next to her.
You reach your building, and she stops walking, standing just a half-step back, like sheâs unsure if she should follow you or not. You turn to face her, raising an eyebrow.
âWalk me to the door?â
Leah blinks, then nods so quickly itâs like youâve flipped a switch. âYeah, sure. Of courseâ
The building is quiet as you approach the entrance, your footsteps echoing faintly against the stone steps. Leah shoves her hands into her jacket pockets, her fingers curling and uncurling like she doesnât know what to do with them.
You turn to her, leaning back slightly against the door. âThanks for tonight. I had a really good timeâ
âMe too,â she says, and her voice cracks just slightly on the too. She clears her throat immediately after, like she hopes you didnât notice.
You did.
Sheâs staring at you now, her eyes darting from your face to the ground and back again, like sheâs calculating something. Her bottom lip is caught between her teeth, and you can see her mentally psyching herself up.
âLeah,â you say, and her name comes out softer than you mean it to.
âYeah?â she asks, her voice barely above a whisper.
âYouâre overthinking againâ
Her cheeks flush, but she doesnât deny it. âIâm notââ
âYou areâ
âI justââ She stops, exhales sharply, and then blurts, âCan I kiss you?â
You blink, surprised by her directness despite the stuttering lead-up. âTook you long enough to askâ
Her eyes widen slightly, and for a second, you think she might combust on the spot. Then she takes a step closer, her hands still firmly in her pockets, and you can feel the tension rolling off her in waves.
You lean up slightly, closing the gap between you. âLeah, Iâm not going to biteâ
Her breath hitches, and then she moves, dipping her head down until her lips brush yours in the lightest, softest kiss. Itâs tentative at first, like sheâs waiting for you to pull away, but when you donât, she relaxes, her hand finally coming up to cup your jaw.
When you pull back, her cheeks are bright red, but sheâs grinning like sheâs just won the lottery. âWas thatâwas that okay?â she asks, her voice breathy.
You laugh, wrapping your arms around her neck. âOkay? Leah, that was better than the tiramisuâ
âWow,â she says, her grin widening. âHigh praiseâ
âDonât let it go to your head,â you tease, tugging her down for another kiss.
This time, she doesnât hesitate.
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Dark Desires
older, best friends dad!Logan x reader
summary: a week ago you found yourself drunk texting your best friends dad; something that should've been a mistake, but you were sure in that drunken moment that Logan would know everything you'd kept from him all those years. You'd been thinking about it for longer than you'd care to admit; adding to the fantasy. so what happens when logan finally indulges you..
warnings: Swearing, dirty talk, F!Receiving oral, PIV smut, prone bone and missionary, Somnophilla (technically??), daddy kink, roleplay?? pussy sniffing?? Kind of voyeurism? But the person is very much asleep. Also tagging this for dubcon but itâs more pre established consent/free use and slight CNC vibes depending on how you view it? Tagged this the best i believe i can but ultimately you are responsible for your media consumption.
A/N: i don't know where this came from, other than i had a glass of wine and a naughty thought. i tried real hard on this and its a little darker than i usually write- not to mention longer- but i hope yall enjoy a filth filled piece of my intoxicated brain anyway. Et voilĂ .
Masterlist Words: little over 4k (oop- longest thing ive ever written.. i got carried away..)
Your heart is hammering away inside of your chest so insistently that it feels like your ribs are bruised and your breasts are trying to punch their way out of your dress.
You're still wearing the stupid thing and Laura is drinking another mimosa. Part of you is grateful for that. Yet while you want her drunk and snoring tonight, part of you can't help trying to stop her.
You make eye contact, give her the look. Tell her to slow down because you two have been down this road before. She gets wild, has fun for half an hour, and then spends the rest of the night dizzy in a bathroom asking deep philosophical questions like why do my eyes hurt? And why do guys suck? And do i still have puke in my hair?
But if she's drunk tonight, just enough to sleep like the dead, then what?
You set your own drink aside to check your phone for what feels like the hundredth time this hour and lift a shaky thumb to your texts.
You've read the thread again and again and again, and still you don't quite believe it. The party swirls around you. A hurricane of sound and the smell of cocktails is sour in your nose. You feel the heat of your friends, your fellow graduates. one day lawyers, doctors, professors, professionals in their field; and yet here you are reading over the texts again.
You feel like a little girl and yet simultaneously the most grown of women because you have a secret, a dirty little secret.
You were nearly as drunk as Laura is now when you sent the first text a week ago. You were celebrating the end of finals and you were curled up in bed after a long night out.
One of your other friends had flirted with the bartender. You'd told the girl to stop and Laura had reached from her stool and pinched your leg. Asking if you'd ever needed something so badly that you actually made a bad decision.
Everyone had laughed, all except you.
You know she was teasing and complimenting in the same breath. You're a good girl and everybody knows it. Reliable, honest and never involved with the wrong kind of guys.. Always a reason to why you were too busy to bother. You were studying, too busy hanging out with Laura. Too busy prepping for school, internships and the next two decades of your life.
You're no angel, although of course, no one was. You've had your share of regrettable hookups and disappointing boyfriends, but nothing that set your world alight. Nothing worth risking anything for.
But maybe what Laura had said thread under your skin more than you'd like to admit. Maybe you were just drunk enough to ignore the obvious risk.. Or was it that you'd been thinking about him for an indecently long amount of time?
So with finals over, diploma practically in hand. There was nothing preventing years of pent up lust from sending a jolt down between your legs, setting a crackling fire in your heart and making you sweat. Dripping down your neck, stomach, that spot on your lower back, they all tingled as you crouched on the corner of your bed and wrote a single text.
You: I need something.
You sent it. Had forced yourself to before you chickened out and immediately regretted it. You thought you'd worded it in such a way that you could play it off, pretend it didn't happen.
But you were sure in that drunken moment that Logan would read those three words and know everything you'd kept from him all those years. Every dirty thought, every horny fantasy, everything.
It was all right there in the text. 2am on a Thursday night and truly it could only mean one thing. You put the phone down, tried to make yourself go to sleep.
Logan was an older man with a life. A job, house and a child- your best friend- and you were sure he wouldn't even see the stupid thing until the morning when you could say you meant to message Laura. Not him, not her father. But then you picked up the phone again, half panicked and ready to change your mind, when you'd saw those little dots.
That meant he was writing something back, at 2am on a Thursday night, either in bed or his limo.
Logan: You need to go to sleep
Of course.. Responsible. That was the responsible thing to do. And you would do just that. But first you'd just write a quick text to apologize. Say it was the wrong number and sleep this off; pretend it didn't happen for the rest of your lives.
But.. what if, for once in your life, it could be easy? What if Logan did know everything? What if.. There was something else? Because that was how this all started, hadn't it?
You'd always felt something more, saw something different in his worn eyes, his gruff demeanor. Heard something he was saying when he really wasn't saying anything at all.
Or.. Was it all in your head? Was this only ever a one way infatuation? A young woman's crush, a dark fantasy that only grew darker with each new kink you discovered in yourself? Losing all confidence, you texted back.
You: sorry. Wrong number.
And that was that- or it should've been that- If it was only ever a one way street. You put the phone down, tried desperately to keep your eyes closed, but the moment you heard the phone buzz again you peek.
Logan: Is that true sweetheart?
Oh no, no. it wasn't true at all. You knew he knew exactly who'd texted and why; what you wanted him to do. You'd been thinking about it for years. Adding to the fantasy. Soaking your sheets in the middle of the night when you couldn't sleep, all that brought a temporary relief. If only for a little while; So, you text back.
You: No
Just that. A simple No.
Logan: You telling a lie?
You: Not exactly
Logan: So you wanted my attention then?
You: Wanted? No Logan.. Need.
And yes, you know need is a very strong word.
Logan: You feel very strongly about that huh? Strong feelings can be dangerous sweetheart.
You: what if i want something dangerous.
You answered back with the most honest thing you could say. And then there was a pause, a very long pause, in which you could see no dots, and even started to wonder if he'd abandoned you. Left you on read.
A thousand images erupted in your mind, different versions of him sitting and staring at your number- your words. Those cheap reading glasses perched on his nose as he wondered if this was some kind of game.
But if it was a game.. Logan was ready to play and after a few minutes your phone dings again.
Logan: you're being a real bad girl tonight, aren't you?
And then it wasn't your best friend's father you were texting. Well, it very much was- that was the crux of it, wasn't it? But now it was also the man. The man on the other side of the phone who was paying close attention.
You: Yes, daddy. very, very bad.
Now, In the darkness of his daughter's room, You imagine colors swirling on her ceiling. Your heart restless like a caged animal and there is a knot in your stomach twisting tighter and tighter by the second.
You don't know how long you've been lying here. 5 minutes or 5 hours. But you know you can't possibly wait another moment... But then you do, because you have to.
You haven't heard from Logan all day and that makes you afraid. Really genuinely afraid that He's forgotten or changed his mind.
Because, well, it's just you and Laura in here, isn't it? You're lying on the floor, a lumpy pillow under your head, and a spare, slightly musty blanket folded under your breasts.
Laura is snoring away in her bed, her limbs tangled with a stuffed animal almost the size of her- one you'd won her from a carnival. It was like old times, she slurred drunkenly. The three of you huddled together in her bed, giggling and watching some crappy reality show.
She'd tried to get you to join her and the animal in the bed, but you'd said no. Insisted that it was too hot tonight. That you'd rather be able to spread out on the floor. Fortunately, by the time you made it up to Laura's room, she was too far gone to argue.
Unfortunately, now though, there's a very drunk girl in her bed beside you, a possible witness to your depravity. And so you lie there, staring at the ceiling and forcing yourself not to text. Not to call. To just ignore the nagging doubt in your gut.
And yet again, you still find yourself opening the text thread. Reading through the things you told him, the things he'd told you. A formed plan and line after line of you promising things. All of the 'Yes, daddy I want this' the 'Please do that to me' The repetitive 'ill be a good girl, Promise' And then, at the very bottom, a safe word. It was when you'd agreed on the safe word that you knew this was for real. Not a fiction in a book or a fantasy playing out in a movie.
The word. Kitty. An inside joke from years ago. The word proof that all the little confidences and conversations held an attraction you were both willing to hide for the sake of decency
But.. you don't want to be decent anymore. You'd confided your fantasy, one that you had dreamt so many nights. Wished for it in the hot, comfortable haven of Laura's bed every time you'd stayed over. The thought of her older, attractively gruff father coming to you in the night and making you submit to his secret lust.
Of him pulling your panties to the side while Laura slept untroubled. Logan ravishing you while you whispered and mewled 'please, daddy, make me your filthy slut'
You've always been his filthy slut, haven't you? Deep In your heart. The thought is turning the wet spot between your legs into a soggen menace. You've been horny before, You've been needy before, but never like this- because you've never tried something like this.
Never wanted something badly enough to ask for it; or even beg for it. This was a dream, a dirty desire, a secret yearning never to be true.
Then you'd drunk texted. You told him and he'd responded, not with shock or disgust, but enthusiasm, cautious enthusiasm. But it was still only text messages. You haven't spoken to him yet, not properly at least. Even when you saw him walk in at the party, or in the limo on the way back to Laura's. You couldn't bring yourself to say a word. Your mouth was so dry, cheeks so hot. Laura had laughed and said you were flushed in the backseat- a lightweight to end all lightweights- when in fact you haven't had a drop to drink tonight.
You're going to throw your phone at the wall, you swear it. But No, that would probably wake her up. Instead, you conclude that you're going to find your pants, and you're going to leave this house and never come back. You love Laura but you can't bear it, can't believe you trusted him with this. You can't lie here and torment yourself about your decisions a minute longer about your need.
Then, your heart leaps into your throat. phone dropping onto your chest with a soft thud. Quickly you brush it off and turn onto your stomach. Your head hitting the pillow, eyes squeezed shut and pulse racing like you've run a marathon.
Through your closed eyelids, you see the glow of the hall light from the open door, only for it to vanish moments later. Either the door has closed or the light's been turned off, but you're not sure which because blood is racing so loudly in your ears. Breath escaping in overwhelming gasps.
Do you hear calculated heavy footsteps or is that your imagination? You struggle to listen for Laura. Is she awake or still sleeping? The tension so tight in your chest that you begin to feel dizzy, almost nauseous. Then comes the creak of the floor at the foot of your makeshift bed, the unmistakable presence of another person in the room, their eyes on you.
You can't stop your body from trembling slightly as the sheet is softly yanked away. Adrenaline courses through your veins, making your body buzz with anticipation.
Your legs are bare the cool air of Laura's bedroom. You're laying on your stomach. Face pushed into the pillow, eyes clenched shut as if you're locked into a deep, drunken sleep- like you should be.
Your legs are splayed out, dark lacey panties riding up the crevice of your ass. One of your ass cheek's indecently exposed... then a rough touch caresses over the swell of that exposed cheek, two big exploring hands, gliding over you.
You hear the grunt of a man, and you know it can only be Logan. He's the only other person home.
Your heart is beating so hard you're afraid you're going to pass out. Laura is on the bed, sleeping mere feet away, and her father is groping you in your supposed sleep.
So the question becomes: are you dreaming now? or are you praying this is as far as he'll go?
when Logan pull's the fabric of your panties to the side, you know he's willing to go much further. He's quiet in the darkness around you, but he's big and the house is old; the floor creaking and groaning as he readjust's his heavy weight.
Your panties are roughly hiked over one cheek of your ass, the sound of ripping lace filling your ears. Logan's hot breath roll's over your ass and the tremble in your limbs becomes a full shiver.
You can feel his scruffy face so close to your body, Feel his nose against the crevice of your ass as he roves lower. Dipping further until his mouth- his nose - is pressed into the folds of your bared cunt.
You hear how he inhales deeply, toes curling in response. Your fingers lay over Laura's spare pillow, the case tight in your grip. He's smelling you, nuzzling against your dampening skin not once, but many times. Lewdly breathing in your scent like a dog that's found something it likes.
His calloused hands spread you open so he can breathe deeper still and when hes as deep into your cunt as his face will allow, his wet tongue slides out to lick at you. You cannot stifle your moan at the feeling, immediately biting your lip to keep from growing any louder.
But with this the culmination of so many fevered late night fantasies, you dont know if you are dreaming.
His wide tongue laps at your swollen clit, swiping open the seam of your pussy and to the point just shy of your tighter hole. You hear logan growl into your wet slit like a monster unleashed from beneath the bed. Feeling how how his licks grow stronger, longer and twice as ravenous as he steadily turn your pussy into a drooling, dripping mess.
He laps at you in the quiet darkness of Laura's room, calculated and experienced as you fight to not to cry out. The pressure of an impending orgasm building so tight in your body that it feels time you woke up.
And so you take a deep breath, a rough gasped sound falling out too. Your fingers claw at the pillow as you flex your lower half.
"Hmm?"You grumble, pretending to bat away the cobwebs of sleep. "Wha-whats happening, What are you doing?" You ask, voice thick with mock confusion.
Within moments you feel Logan's tongue retreat from your pussy, a weight so much heavier than your own crawl over your half naked body. You feel him pressed tight against you, still clothed if the scratchy fabric tells you anything, but an unmistakable bulge is hidden inside. Hard and large against your ass you feel Logan's arm rub against your shoulder. A big hand sliding over your mouth.
"Quiet, sweetheart" he growls in your ear. "Daddy's had enough of your teasing"
Another large hand slides beneath your sleep shirt to cup your tender tits, The nipples diamond hard against Logan's palm. You cant help but moan into his hand as you plead.
"Please. Didn't mean to tease" its a wine, petulant in tone.
"Course you didnt.. Shame S' Too late now" he whispers against your ear, teeth biting into your earlobe. The hand on your breast trails down. Right the way down to his slacks.
"B-but Laura" You warn him in a whispered panic, hearing the sound of a zipper sliding down. you struggle teasingly, hips bucking back against him. Its not enough to cause a scene or enough to wake your sleeping friend- his sleeping daughter- but just enough to make him pin your body down. Enough for you to feel a fraction of his real strength.
Logan's muscles bulge from the effort of caging you against the floor and spreading your legs.
"Nuh uh, Stay still. Stay right where ive got you" he murmurs darkly in your ear, voice a low rumble. the words fire through you like liquid lightning as you bite into his palm, not to fight but to restrain a high pitched moan that you fear could wake the neighbors- not just Laura.
"nothing you can do now sweetheart, just gotta take it" Logan says and you hear the mocking smile in the words, feel the throb of his thick cock as it emerges from the confines of his pants. "Kept telling me you were a good girl, so show me"
With your stomach flat against the ground, legs spread wide beneath him, you can do nothing but tremble as his cock slips between your legs. The cock belonging to your best friend's father sliding deliciously across that little bundle of nerves that sparks a whimper of pleasure.
Your eyes roll back as Logans hips buck, cock brushing your clit again, running up and down your slit torturously slow. "fuuuck, you feel that? How hard you've got my cock?"
You're kicking your legs now, moving your hips. It could be viewed as a struggle but its not, not really, you're just so desperately excited you can't keep still.
"Don't need to fight me baby. Just let daddy in hm? let it happen sweetheart."
And then he's pushing inside your body in one heavy thrust; slow and impossibly deep. The weight of him inside your cunt making you mewl against his palm. All the years of secret yearning, wet fantasies and subtle flirtations have all led to this moment.
It doesn't take many thrusts before your tongue is rolling out of your mouth, licking wetly against his palm like a grateful dog- a bitch in heat. You try to use it to muffle the moan that follows, a pitiful sound mixed with pleasure, like you're ashamed to be in the situation.
Used and humiliated around logans cock.
Its push followed by retreat, a half thrust and then withdrawal over and over. "So fucking tight" Logan growls as you wiggle your ass, not certain if your trying to squirm further in to his grip or out.
He's stretching your walls apart, the burn of his size delicious with each heavy he offers. Each bringing a pulsing throb on your clit. "Yeaaaa, that's it, take it like a good girl.." he groans. "S' what you wanted isn't it."
Logans right, this is exactly what you wanted and more. His body trembles atop yours from the exertion, balls squeezed against your ass, his hand on and off clenching around your breast. His thrusts picking up in pace as you struggle and squirm to keep quiet even under his palm
"L-logan" you whimper as he pushes particularly deep, pussy squelching lewdly from your arousal, his hand barley muffling the word. He knows your close before you do, can feel your cunt clenching desperately.
"Getting fucked so good your gonna cum sweetheart?" he rasps in your ear, panting into it. "C'mon, tell daddy how good his cock feels."
"S-so good.. F-fuck yes daddy, please"
You whine and It is a struggle to pry his strong hand off your mouth to get the words out.
"Go on sweetheart. Cum, coat my fuckin cock. Show me this cute little pussy is mine"
and then his big hand clamps back over your lips as he begins to fuck you into the floor. Your orgasm crashes over you in burning waves. Every stroke becoming an ecstatic agony, overstimulation starting to buzz over your bones. Its a constant struggle to hold your moans and neither of you can move properly for the risk of waking Laura .
But Logans hips remain unrelenting, Fucking you prone on your friends floor. His balls swinging, swatting unbearably at your clit with every entry. The heat of him and being trapped against the floor is almost unbearable, but so is having to keep your whimpers quiet. sweat beads hot on your brow
you can hear his own desperate attempts at staying quiet. Broken only by muffled groans, grunts of exertion, and primal chesty growls as your cunt clenches wetly around him.
Yet the discomfort of overstimulation is no match for the absolute bliss of your submission. Your toes curling so hard you're on the verge of a cramp.
The friction between your clit, Logan's cock and the floor builds to an intolerable pressure. Something must give way. The temptation to lose all control and scream his name too great. Now that possibility of you blacking out is too dangerous to ignore. So you say it the word.
"Kitty!"
Not because you want to, but because in this moment you have to. Almost as soon as the word leaves your lips and sinks into the pillow, wet from saliva and tears, you feel his body shudder. muscles seizing while a heavy groan sounding out into the skin of your neck.
"you okay?" he pants softly worry creasing his brow. "Was it too much?"
Your wordless and it worries him. Making him pull back, cock slipping free with a hushed hiss as he helps you shift onto your back, so he can look at you properly.
Your hands rise, fingers caressing his scruffy cheeks. "M'okay" you pant, eyes on him. "wasn't too much. Promise."
No, in fact, It was just right- before it all overwhelmed you that is. Now? now you just want to hold him, make love to him. Hold onto something- someone that isn't really yours. Eye to eye, your mouth slides back over his, legs spread back open, ready to welcome his length back inside. Without a word you buck your hips down, beckoning him to fuck you again.
Things are much quieter this time. Pace slowed to deep grinds rather than shallow thrusts, pleasure once again coiling in your gut as you lean up to watch his cock disappear inside.
"Feel so good sweetheart, my good girl" he coos, lips against yours as his hand slips back to cup your breast. "My good girl with a fuckin perfect body"
You keep your eyes on logan, blissful smile across your face, and for this moment he's not your best friends father. Not with the way he's gazing down at you with a mixture of lust and long held affection. "always wanted you" he whispers, hand moving back from your breast to cup your cheek. "But I would have kept that secret forever.."
You squeeze him to your chest, heart stuttering at the admission as you lock your arms behind his neck, legs tight around logans waist. You whimper back his name, a plea on your tongue.
"Want you to cum logan.. Please, need to feel it"
You want it more than anything, to feel his cum pushed inside you; for it to drip out later as a downright filthy reminder. You kiss his neck, then cheek, and finally his lips. You want Logan to claim you right here on the floor, right under her nose and you know it makes you a bad friend. Your eyes roll back, hands clawing down his chest as you feel yourself giving up all thought to the rush that flows down the center of your body. The one that begins and ends in the wet, sticky place between your legs, Where the sensitive bud of your clit pulses like a dying star.
it's then he growls much too loud, and you respond back in a whimper, lips pressing tight as you cum together in panted kisses. Him pumping hot heady ropes of cum inside your cunt without reservation or regret as you clench in a vice grip around him.
Tomorrow you will be sore, you know it for a fact. But Tonight.. Tonight You can revel in a fantasy made flesh, your flesh and Logans wrapped around each tight. You drag weak fingers down through his damp hair, then his back, feeling the way his shirt is soaked through with sweat.
Logans panting has subsided by now, breaths no longer crackling besides your ear. He plants mouthy kisses at the juncture of your neck, ever so gently, like a sated wolf nuzzling at the muzzle of his mate. You giggle quietly as those kisses grow fiercer, teeth nipping at your neck.
"my good, great, naughty girl" he murmurs against your skin, voice soft. "you feeling okay sweetheart? sure it wasn't too much?"
You nod and he can feel the enthusiasm seep from the move as you grasp his face again. "Mhm, better than okay. Was perfect" you hum sleeplily, content in his hold, in the scent of him. Your eyes flutter, lashes tickling his cheeks as you kiss him long and deep, until the rub of his beard hurts your face and sleep begins to take you under.
You both know tonight was the culmination of so many fevered dreams. The breaking point of lust and its power that can't be fully expressed in words. So he holds you close- just as you do him in your rest- for a little while longer, until light begins to filter soft through the curtains and the reality of what you'd both done really begins to set in.
thats it!! lemme know what you thought anddddd yea! asks are always open to shoot the shit, drabbles and more! <333
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Yaknow maybe you should write a blurb where driver male reader gets into f1 the same time logans dropped(i wanna say kicked because it cant be described as just dropped yaknow?) And theyve been dateing for a while so when he gets into f1 he Decides he's going to ignore the other drivers like they did logan (Except maybe talk to alex a little even tho their on different teams) and reader just demolishes the rest of the drivers on track and gets first for the races left (while being nice to franco only because logan said so) and the other drivers ask oscar why reader is to cold to them and he doesnt know cause readers doing the same to him even tho their childhood friends he even tells them that he's never seen reader this petty and it probably something personal that happend off track and that he'll be better by they end of the season (even tho reader wont)
Cold revengeâ Logan sargeant x male reader
Word count â 1535
Fluff with a angst
The paddock was louder than heâd expected, bustling with voices and familiar faces. But Y/N wasnât here to make friendsânot with them. Not when theyâd let Logan go so easily. He could feel a flash of resentment bubble up as he brushed past the crowd, heading straight for his garage.
As the season started, his focus sharpened, race after race. He was taking wins like they were meant for him, hardly sparing a glance for the other drivers. Heâd see Oscar trying to catch his eye now and then, probably wondering what was up, but Y/N kept things short, tight smiles and nods before walking off. Alex got a little more acknowledgment, mostly because Logan had always had a soft spot for him. And Franco? Logan had asked him to be cool with Franco, so heâd manage that, too.
It wasnât long before the other drivers started noticing. In the paddock, the whispers grew. During post-race interviews, Y/Nâs answers were straightforward, never really engaging with the usual back-and-forth banter. Charles leaned over to Oscar one day, raising an eyebrow. âWhatâs with Y/N? He hasnât even looked at half of us since he got here.â
Oscar shrugged, visibly stung, like he didnât have a clue either. âHonestly, I donât know. Maybe something off-track. Heâs never been this⊠intense.â
Race by race, Y/N kept winning, his focus relentless. But with each victory, he caught himself glancing at his phone, waiting for Loganâs usual textâa âgood jobâ or a thumbs-up emoji. Y/N knew Logan was watching, but lately, the messages were shorter, more⊠careful.
By the third race, Y/N noticed Franco hanging back after qualifying. The two exchanged glances, Franco giving him a slight, knowing smile. At first, Y/N wasnât sure whether to respond, but he remembered Loganâs words, that Franco was âalright.â Begrudgingly, he gave Franco a quick nod as he walked past.
Next race weekend, Franco didnât hold back. âGood job out there,â he said in his usual friendly tone as they passed each other in the paddock. âCouldâve made it look less easy, you know?â he added with a smirk.
Y/N couldnât help the small grin that slipped out. âGuess Iâm just doing my job.â
Franco laughed, clapping him on the shoulder. âWell, good to see youâre human after all. Logan would be proud, yeah?â
A flicker of surprise crossed Y/Nâs face. Hearing Loganâs name reminded him of the loyalty that had been fueling him, but Francoâs easygoing attitude softened his edge. âYeah⊠heâs been watching.â
The next time he ran into Franco, it felt almost natural to swap a few words. They didnât talk much, but Francoâs relaxed, warm nature was slowly breaking down the ice.
Not long after, Y/N found himself in a post-race briefing alongside Alex, who had a way of putting people at ease. Alex gave him a quick glance as they waited. âYou know, Loganâs been talking you upâsays youâre unstoppable out there.â
Y/N managed a quiet chuckle. âGuess I have to live up to that, huh?â
Alex smiled, nodding. âIf anyone could, itâd be you. Just⊠donât let the intensity take you down too, yeah?â
For a second, Y/N hesitated, then nodded. It was oddâLogan had always admired Alexâs resilience and calm, and now Y/N could see why. Alexâs words settled something inside him, easing the sharp edges heâd been carrying.
Over time, the walls began to come down, bit by bit. Y/N would pass Franco in the paddock, giving him a small grin. Alex became someone he actually stopped to chat with on occasion, their exchanges short but genuine. He still wasnât the chattiest guy in the paddock, but for the first time, it felt like he didnât need to keep everyone at armâs length.
By the seasonâs end, Y/N had found a balance between his loyalty to Logan and his own journey. The paddock had gone from hostile ground to something familiar, and as he stood on the podium after the final race, he couldnât help but look at Franco and Alex in the crowd, grateful for the unlikely friendships heâd found along the way.
Let me know how you like this! This version keeps Y/Nâs guarded personality intact but lets Franco and Alex start bringing him out of his shell gradually.
Finally, after a particularly tense win, Y/N found a message waiting from Logan: Come over tonight? Need to catch up, just us.
When he arrived, Logan had already set up in his living room, a few beers on the coffee table, the TV playing softly in the background. Logan shot him a grin as he walked in, patting the seat next to him. âCongrats, champ,â he said, holding up a beer. âGuess the whole âquiet assassinâ thing is working for you.â
Y/N chuckled, easing onto the couch. âGuess so. Iâm just here to win.â
Logan took a swig, then gave him a long look. âYeah⊠noticed youâre not exactly chatty with the others.â
Y/N shrugged, avoiding his eyes. âNot here to make friends. They didnât exactly do you any favors.â
Logan shook his head, a fond but tired smile creeping across his face. âI get it, really. But theyâre not the bad guys here, Y/N. This⊠grudge or whateverâdonât make it yours.â
For a moment, Y/N was quiet, letting Loganâs words sink in. He felt a pang of guilt; maybe heâd taken things too far.
But the next weekend, in the paddock, he felt a little lighter. He saw Carlos out of the corner of his eye, who gave him a nod heâd usually ignore. This time, he raised a hand in a casual wave. Carlos blinked, surprised, but returned the smile.
Then, during pre-race prep, he found himself standing next to Pierre, who hesitated before glancing over with a small smirk. âSo⊠youâre finally letting us exist?â
Y/N shrugged, a grin slipping through. âJust maybe.â
As the season wore on, Y/N gradually loosened upâsmall nods here, a smile there. He was still mostly quiet, but the wall was cracking.
Y/N was heading back to his garage after another win, the adrenaline still pulsing through his veins. Heâd barely stepped out of his car when he spotted Oscar lingering nearby, leaning against the wall with a look that was somewhere between curiosity and frustration. It wasnât the first time Oscar had tried to catch him alone, but this time, Y/N stopped.
Oscar pushed off the wall, hands in his pockets as he approached. âGot a minute?â
Y/N nodded, folding his arms. âWhatâs up?â
Oscar looked at him, clearly trying to pick his words carefully. âLook⊠I donât know whatâs going on with you lately. Youâre here, but itâs like youâre not. You barely even look at any of us.â
Y/Nâs jaw clenched slightly. He wanted to deflect, but he could see the concern in Oscarâs eyes, mixed with a bit of hurt. âItâs nothing personal. Just⊠keeping my focus.â
Oscar scoffed, crossing his arms. âCome on, mate. Itâs not just focusâyouâve been shutting everyone out, including me.â He hesitated, then sighed. âWeâve been friends since before all this. I get that F1 changes people, but it feels like youâre a stranger here. Itâs like something happened and youâre just⊠cold.â
Y/N looked down, feeling the weight of Oscarâs words. Heâd been so focused on staying loyal to Loganâs memory in F1 that he hadnât thought about what it looked like to the people who actually cared about him.
âItâs about Logan,â he said finally, his voice low. âHe got kicked out, and they barely gave him a second thought. I didnât want to let it go, so I guess⊠I figured keeping to myself was my way of showing Iâm not here to be their friend.â
Oscarâs expression softened as he nodded slowly. âI get it. I really do. But Logan wouldnât want you to be this way, would he? Being here, itâs your time, your career. Donât let what happened to Logan weigh you down. Youâve got nothing to prove to anyone but yourself.â
Y/N felt something shift. Heâd been carrying this silent anger for so long, and now, faced with Oscarâs steady gaze, he realized maybe he didnât have to carry it alone.
âYeah, maybe youâre right,â Y/N said quietly. âItâs just⊠hard to shake it off.â
Oscar clapped him on the shoulder, a reassuring smile spreading across his face. âI know. But just⊠let us in, alright? Youâve got people here who want to see you succeed, not just win.â
Y/N managed a faint smile. âThanks, Oscar. Iâll try.â
As he walked back to his garage, he felt a weight lift, and for the first time, he was ready to let the walls downâjust a little.
By the final race, he was in the paddock with Loganâs voice in his head, letting go of the need to prove anything. And when he finished the season with a win, he found himself in the center of the team celebration, surrounded by drivers whoâd finally started to see the real Y/N.
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Barista Keegan x reader
4.8k | fluff The barista at your campus library had the prettiest icy blues, striking against his black leather jacket
It was ten minutes to your next lecture. You gathered your laptop and notes off the table and took the last sip of your coffee â bland now because the ice had melted.
On your way out, you placed the dirty glass on the counter as you mumbled a thanks. The barista, always the same one with the prominent blue eyes, turned from the machine and nodded wordlessly over his shoulder.
The class was always slow, but the coffee helped you to not doze off. Besides, you had something to look forward to after. Outside the lecture hall, your best friend waved at you with a grin. You couldnât help but return it. She linked arms with you and headed to the parking lot.
âI think Iâm getting this,â Monty said as she held her phone out, showing you the birthday dress for her dinner the coming month. Sheâd been looking forward to the trip to the boutique for her dress fitting.
âOh, thatâs a lovely colour!â you gushed, admiring the pinkish champagne fabric. She would look gorgeous in it.
As you climbed into the front seat of her car, you stalled as you saw the barista again. It was your first time seeing him without his signature apron, but it wasnât hard to recognise his jet-black hair and sharp jaw. He zipped up his leather jacket and swung his leg over his bike before looking up. The eye contact made your heart stop, but you quickly snapped your gaze away and strapped yourself in.
Monty chuckled, following your previous line of sight. âIs that the barista from the library?â
Out the windshield, he tipped his chin up slightly to fasten his helmet. It was enough for you to catch a glimpse of the movement of his thick neck. He leaned in, looking impressively built grasping the handlebar of his black motorbike as it came to life with a rumble. With the back of his boot, he flipped the kickstand up and rode away.
âI knew you always had a thing for bikers,â she teased.
You waved your hand dismissively, the heat creeping up your neck.
âWell, I was asking if youâd like a dress in a matching shade?â
âOf course! I have time this weekend, I can find-â            Â
âGreat, because I was thinking you can try on some dresses with me too.â She beamed, starting her car. âThe sooner the better, right?â
The outing lasted longer than expected - the both of you had too much fun trying on all the cute dresses. While Monty settled with her initial choice, you found a simple one in a complimentary shade. After dinner and a movie, she dropped you home close to 11. Unfortunately, it meant you had more schoolwork to do the next day to make up for it.
Last semester, the university got the library revamped with an atrium and a coffee shop. Youâd made it a habit to study there, and inadvertently saw the barista a lot. You didnât mean to. It was not your fault he worked there on the days you came in.
You usually came between classes, but that Friday was an exception. When you found yourself heading to the library after your only class, you told yourself it was because the atmosphere was less depressing than your cramped studio apartment. It didnât hurt that the drinks were good.
Definitely not because of the handsome and tattooed barista with his pretty eyes. Or that his voice was ridiculously silky like he was purring when he repeated your order at the register. Did he always sound like that, or was it just his library voice?
âOne iced caramel latte,â he called in a gentle tone.
From across the room, you made your way to the counter. When you looked up, he smiled at you.
Despite his deadpan tone and sharp eyes, it wasnât that he was unfriendly. He was always polite, but it was your first time seeing him really smile â like he meant to.
You flashed him a smile in return as the butterflies stirred in your belly, but averted your gaze down to his nametag. Keegan R. Obviously still the same since you first saw it those months ago.
âThank you,â you mumbled. You grabbed your drink and hurried back to your table.
You werenât there to see him â wasnât trying to. It wasnât your fault he worked there, was it?
As you sipped between the pages of your textbook, you looked up to the darkening sky, the clouds swirling. The trees swayed in the wind before the first drop of rain splattered on the tall glass ceiling.
It looked like the rain would last a while. You pulled out your earbuds, preferring the pitter patter of the rain and powered through your essay. Thankfully, you werenât stuck somewhere unpleasant, and you had almost two hours until the library closed. Surely the rain would have passed by then.
Wrong.
When a figure approached you, the rain had barely slowed.
âJust a heads up, dear, we close in 15 minutes,â the librarian said, always with the polite smile.
âRight. Okay.â
âDiana, mind if I lock up today? Iâll have to wait the rain out anyway,â Keegan chimed from his counter.
âOh, sure,â she answered and looked back at you. âWell, you can stay longer then.â
You nodded. âThanks.â
As the last few students left the building, you thought it was Diana approaching your table once more, but it was Keegan instead.
âWould you like anything else to drink? On the house.â
âSorry?â
âI get a free drink for each shift. I figured Iâd make you something since you come here a lot.â
You didnât know what to make of the fact that he noticed, but you smiled. âDealerâs choice? Whateverâs convenient for you.â
You looked up when Diana bade her goodbyes to Keegan and dropped her keys off on the counter, leaving the both of you in the building. You supposed it was time for a break. You packed your books aside and pulled up a gameplay video of your latest obsession.
âOne iced Franken-latte.â Keegan placed two cups on the table. âOr two. It didnât fit in one glass.â
âA what?â
âFrankenstein latte. Iâve never tried it, but my coworker always makes it after his shift.â
So it wasnât his library voice. His voice was that honeyed for no reason.
You tried to bite down your grin. âOne for you then.â
âWhy not.â He shrugged, blue eyes wondering to your laptop screen. âIs that A Way Out?â
âYes! Have you played?â
He pulled out the chair next to you. âMy roommate absolutely sucks at games so not more than an hour unfortunately. Have you?â
You shook your head. âGot no console,â you said, reaching for the cup. âWell, thanks for this.â
He hummed and followed suit after you took a sip of the unsuspecting latte.
You didnât want to be rude, but your brows couldnât help but knit. Your wary gaze slid to him. Was this a prank?
Keegan turned to you with a deadpan expression before sighing. âThat tastes terrible.â He placed the cup back on the table. âI knew it. I shouldnât have trusted Kick and his fruity, salted caramel toothpaste.â
You laughed. âWhat the hell is in this?â
âA dash of every syrup.â He got up, heat colouring his cheeks. âIâm so sorry. He swears itâs the best, but Iâm not sure what he smokes anymore these days.â He gathered your cups and made his way behind the counter.
You followed him, still chuckling as he dumped the cursed lattes in the sink.
âCould I make you something else?â he called behind his shoulder.
âThatâs fine.â You looked out the window. âI think the rain wonât last much longer anyway.â
He turned to you, seemingly wounded by the rejection. âIâm sorry. I promise I didnât do it on purpose. I do hope that wouldnât stop you from coming back.â
âItâs fine. Iâll be back, of course,â you reassured. âAt least we can say weâve tried every syrup.â
His shoulders relaxed as he gave you a small smile. As he cleaned his station for closing, you leaned against the wooden counter and asked what heâd been playing on his console. You discussed your favourite games and upcoming releases, finding that you both had a common taste in games.
You made him laugh. The way the deep rumble from his chest made you bite your lip, it was just as well he had his back to you. At least he wouldnât catch you staring at his muscles casually flexing as he wiped down the already-spotless stainless-steel counters.
âAll done now,â he announced, taking one last look at his work. He reached behind to remove his apron before excusing himself to the back of the house.
You almost didnât notice the rain had stopped to a mere trickle. You, too, retreated to your table to pack your laptop. Embarrassment flared at how much you enjoyed looking at him and his tattooed arms. You could only do it from across the room, so how could anyone blame you for being greedy when you could stand so close? But you werenât supposed to be admiring him any more than you already did whenever you studied, yet there you were, fuelling your aimless infatuation.
Moments after, he joined you at the door, now clad in his leather jacket and backpack, his shiny black helmet in hand.
âThanks again for the drink,â you said as he locked up. âKeegan,â you added, albeit a little too late for it to sound natural.
He turned to you with a sparkle in his vibrant blue eyes. âYouâre welcome. I promise to make you something better next time.â
You only realised now he was a few inches taller than you. You smiled before shifting your gaze to your feet and nodded.
âWhere did you park?â
âIâm walking home.â
âDo you want a ride?â he asked, not missing a beat.
Keegan rode slow the few minutes to your apartment. He wore his backpack in reverse and said you could hold onto its straps - out of courtesy you hoped. Heâd been too nice with the drink and ride, but at least your place was on his way to his, so you didnât feel too bad.
You thanked him in front of your building, earning you a nod. Or maybe more, who knew, he had his helmet on. With that, you turned, chewing on your lip. The flutters were more than just from the thrill of the ride.
Being so close to him, you couldnât help but inhale him in the breeze. Â The sweet earthiness of leather, robust coffee, a hint of sweat, and a dash of smoke and gasoline somewhere in there. The scent would haunt you for a little longer.
After two steps, he called, âH-Hey- uh, hold on.â
Keegan couldnât believe it. He got your number.
Never mind that he stumbled over his words when he asked. It didnât help that the wind had tousled your hair making you even more adorable. But you smiled so sweetly when you handed his phone back to him and he had your number.
For months, each week youâd come to the library two out of the four days he worked. Of course he noticed. Youâd pick the table in the far corner and study with your earphones on. You were always a little shy, never meeting his eyes for more than a few seconds each time. No matter, it meant he had more time to look at your pretty face up close, because otherwise he could only steal glances from afar.
In his last year of engineering degree, he had far fewer classes and could work more hours. But when he studied behind the counter, it didnât feel as lonely with you there across the room.
But you were always just that to him: a muse, a fantasy, a distant company. He didnât know any more than your name. He didnât know what you studied, if you had a boyfriend⊠He didnât even want to smile nor acknowledge this - what if he got too attached?
But that Thursday when you tore your gaze away from his in the parking lot, something shifted. Maybe he wasnât just a dude who made your coffee after all.
So on Friday the next day when you unexpectantly came, Keegan couldnât hold back his excitement. You usually came on Tuesday and Thursday, he assumed between classes. It was just his luck you stayed until closing so he could make a complimentary drink for his favourite customer. Baristas did that all the time, right?
However, in the flurry, he didnât think through Kickâs recipe. Heâd always been skeptical, but why else would his colleague make it so often? He should have listened to his guts because it was repulsive. But you laughed, and- oh God, you were so pretty. And you liked the games he liked? It was unbelievable.
So with his back to you, he scrubbed and scrubbed the counters as you chatted until his arms ached. He didnât want to turn to you and look creepy with his uncontainable grin. Would he ever get another chance to talk to you like this again?
He spent his entire weekend itching to say something to you, but he couldnât figure out what to text and therefore was forced to wait until youâd drop by the library again. He didnât see you on Monday, as heâd expected. But when Tuesday afternoon came around, the buzz in him intensified. Any minute now.
When you approached the glass door, he busied himself, not wanting to look like a puppy with its wet nose against the window as its tail wagged. But when you said hello, he whipped to you so fast, the grin already on his face.
âHi. What can I get you today?â
You smiled, maybe even laughed a little. Did his voice crack?
Your gaze dropped to the summer menu. âOne pink lemonade, please.â
He tapped on the tablet. âMy treat. To make up for the other day.â
âOh, no. You canât do that-â
He turned to the fridge. âComing right up.â
You placed the bills into the tip jar instead.
On your way to your next class, you placed the dirty cup on the counter. âThanks, Keegan. See you around.â
He made his way to you and cleared his throat. âI can give you a ride home on Thursday if you want,â he said, remembering last week when he saw you at the parking lot. âIâll bring my old helmet you can wear.â
âOh, youâve been too nice. Thanks so much, but I donât want to trouble you.â
âItâs no trouble at all. I really donât mind, but thatâs only if you want to.â
You smiled. âIf you say so.â
When your lecture ended that Thursday, Keegan was already waiting with a tumbler of lemonade and two helmets. You came out with a girl next to you, radiant as you chatted with her. Sheâd come to the library a few times with you to get her caramel macchiato with oat milk.
You did a double take, but your smile widened when your pretty eyes met his. You were supposed to meet him at the library, but heâd taken the liberty to surprise you instead. You introduced him to your friend Montana who didnât bother to hide the knowing look she shot your way.
It only made his stomach flip. Was he being too obvious?
In front of his bike, you waved goodbye at Montana as she drove off. Perhaps it wasnât the best idea riding in the summer, a fact heâd never mulled over until he stood there as you sipped your ice cold lemonade. He gulped.
With a small laugh, you offered the last half of the drink, which he gladly chugged. It was just what he needed.
He handed you his old helmet, deep red - his first one. It was perfectly functional, albeit scuffed up from all the times he carelessly dropped it onto the grating pavement, or knocked it over tables and chairs over the years.
âDo you have anywhere to be?â
He zipped his jacket up. âNo. Why?â
âYou want to get something to eat?â
He smiled. âWe can go anywhere.â
Keegan picked his favourite burger joint, the one at the pier. You chatted as you ate, and as pretty as the ocean was outside, the air conditioning indoors was too comfortable to pass up on. You shared another serving of fries, and he wished the table was smaller so he could be closer to you.
Why did it feel so good being around you? There was no awkward silence even when no words were exchanged. The quiet was easy; on his brain too, because heâd never been the chattiest in the room. You exuded serenity, the kind that gave him a dash of nervousness that kept his stomach tossing in delight. He couldnât look away - he wanted to lean in closer and closer.
You insisted on paying, and with a pleased smile, he let you. It would simply be an excuse to return the favour with more drinks.
Later when you hopped on his bike, he didnât expect for your arms to wrap around his waist. His breath hitched. Was this really happening? Surely, you only did this for safety purposes. He shouldnât be reading that much into it. Although it would be embarrassing if you could feel his heartbeat going crazy if you leaned in any longer.
When you got off his bike in front of your building, he turned to you and popped his visor up.
You took the helmet off and handed it back to him. âThanks for today, Keegan.â
âYouâre welcome.â He took it with a grin. âI had fun.â
You smiled. âMe too.â
âI was wondering⊠If youâd like to come over and play A Way Out tomorrow? Alex should be home too. We can get pizza for dinner after.â He was glad his face was covered because he could have sworn he was beet red under it. âOnly if you have time, of course.â
You averted your eyes, but your smile only brightened. âIâd like that.â
âThen you keep this. For tomorrow.â He held out the helmet towards you.
And so it became a routine.
Some days, Keegan would wait with a drink in his tumbler in front of your lecture hall before heading to his own class. Once a week, youâd make him sandwiches for lunch and drop them off at the library. Sometimes youâd do schoolwork there together.
He tried to not make it obvious that every now and then heâd linger around to spend a little more time with you, be it to grab a bite or to simply give you a ride home â something he always did when your schedules allowed anyway. But on Fridays, you always came over to his place to game.
Not only was co-op gaming with you insanely fun, he also guided you on how to play some of his favourite single-player games. The way youâd laugh in delight, he could listen to you all day. And he did, sitting next to you watching you play. This was more his thing anyway: enjoying your presence without having to always talk.
Ajax, who was reserved (if he wasnât, Keegan wouldnât have been close friends with him since high school, let alone be his flatmate), didnât take long to warm up to you either. While he was quiet at the first pizza dinner, he lingered whenever he emerged out of his room, standing by the couch munching on his potato chips as he nodded approvingly at each shot you got. Soon, he would wedge himself next to Keegan to cheer you on and hype you up.
Youâd turn to him with a proud smile. Yeah, he could sit there next to you all day.
Meanwhile, something had been brewing in Keeganâs mind. Heâd been wanting to take you to the helmet shop too pick out something you like, but he was worried it was too forward, too much of a commitment. What if you got the wrong idea? Well, evidently, he did want to articulate that idea, but what if he scared you away instead? He hadnât even held your hand.
And so he did what he did best: be patient and wait. Heâd rather be sure you were comfortable with him than rush into things and ruin any chance he had with you. No matter how subtle, you would give him signs, right?
The last Saturday before Montyâs birthday, you went out for ice cream with her before going to her final fitting. When she suggested dinner afterwards, you told her youâd made plans with Keegan.
âSo whatâs going on with you and him?â she asked as she smoothed down her dress, smiling teasingly through the large full length mirror.
âNothing.â
âHeâll be your plus one at my dinner, right?â She twisted, inspecting the dress on her.
âWhat? No! He doesnât see me like that.â You swatted your hand. âWeâre just friends,â you trailed off, trying to not slump in your seat.
âHe definitely likes you! Why else would you be out with him on Saturday night?â
âHe doesnât. He⊠He never makes a move.â Your gaze dropped to the ground.
Monty marched to you and gripped you by the shoulders. âOh my God! How is waiting outside your lecture hall with a freshly made drink only to give you a ride home not a move?â
âButâŠâ
âI would have believed if you told me he didnât have the muscles to smile, until I saw him with you.â She shook her head. âThe poor guy. Put him out of his misery already!â
When Keegan picked you up for dinner from the boutique, Montana was all smiles while you couldnât seem to hold his gaze.
âIs something the matter?â he asked, handing you the helmet.
You shook your head, fastening the strap.
Youâd tell him when you were ready, and he could be patient. But at the taco place as he stared at you staring at your hands under the table â it was uncharacteristic of him, the silence grated against him. Did he do something?
âDid I-â
âKeegan,â you started at the same time, eyes flicking to him before dropping back.
âYes?â he asked hopefully.
âWould you want to come to Montyâs dinner with me?â
He grinned, relieved. âOf course, yes. It would be my pleasure.â
As if the tension had melted, you were your normal self again, giggly and warm. He wasnât sure if it was just his imagination, but you held his gaze longer than usual. He liked it. He loved looking into your pretty eyes. He scooted his seat closer to the table, letting his foot rest against yours. You didnât move away.
For dessert, he got you a churro from the food truck nearby. His stomach flipped when your fingers brushed his when he handed it to you.
On the way to yours, at the red light â oh, heâd been aching to do this for weeks - he finally plucked up the courage to squeeze his hand over yours as you held onto his waist. You held on tighter. He liked to think you smiled behind him, the shy kind perhaps. You always looked adorable with it.
Over the next week, you sat a little closer to him â maybe only an inch or two, but it didnât elude him. You didnât look away nearly as much as you used to either. He liked that you were finally comfortable enough with him.
In a burst of confidence, he grasped your hand as he walked you to class. It made his heart flutter whenever youâd look up at him with a smile like that. You walked closer to him, your other hand clasped over his tattooed arm. He bit down his grin.
Before Keegan knew it, it was Montanaâs birthday.
That evening, in front of the bathroom mirror, he brushed his fingers through his hair and leaned in, inspecting his handiwork. Was it supposed to look this way? He hadnât had to style his hair in such a long time (his helmet wouldnât have allowed it).
âDude, you look fine, I swear,â Ajax called from the couch. âShe already likes you anyway.â
He stood in front of the doorway facing his roommate, voice hopeful. âAre you sure?â
He did a once over as Keegan smoothed down his crisp black button down and dark jeans. Freshly shaved, heâd also put on some cologne for the occasion.
âAffirmative. Just go already!â He slipped past him, slamming the bathroom door behind him. âIâve been holding my piss in for half an hour!â
He laughed and bade his goodbye, not forgetting to pick up the keys on the table. Ajax had told him to drive his car for the night, an offer he gratefully took.
At your door, Keegan shifted his weight as he, once more, examined his boots, his hands shoved in his pockets. When you opened the door, his greeting wedged in his throat.
âYouâre-â His eyes scanned down your outfit, letting out an inaudible âwowâ. âYouâre gorgeous.â
You were stunning in your peach dress, the shade complementing your skin. Youâd done your hair too, pretty in your heels and glossy lips.
You smiled, reaching to place a hand on his forearm. âThank you. You look really nice yourself.â
At the venue, Montana lit up when she saw you, but clasped her hand over her laughter when she registered the large gift you carried. She donned a sequin dress, the shade similar to yours. You embraced and gushed over each otherâs outfit before her attention turned to the Hello Kitty plushie you cradled. She wore a pink helmet and a matching racing suit - you told him she was a Formula One fan. He smiled. It was endearing how much you adored each other.
Montana had assigned her boyfriend, Troy, and you to sit next to her, with Keegan by your side. She would have liked the Hello Kitty to get her own seat at the table too, alas, she didnât RSVP and had to sit among the other gifts. As you chatted with the neighbouring guests at dinner, your hand on his thigh comforted him. He didnât usually like large gatherings, especially one where he didnât know most of the attendants, but you didnât make him feel left out as you included him in the conversation. His hand enveloped yours in appreciation as he tried to hide his smile behind his glass.
After dessert, the ladies got up to dance to the upbeat music. You and your girls laughed on the dancefloor, enjoying yourselves. He couldnât help the grin that bloomed on his face. Did you always look that beautiful?
Focused on you, he didnât realise Montana had made her way to him.
âGo dance with her.â
Keegan chuckled. He didnât know how to dance.
âCome on, donât make her wait too long now.â She walked away, shooting a teasing smile over her shoulder.
He let out a small laugh as he pushed his chair back. If he had to embarrass himself, you were the only one he wanted to do it for. As he approached, your girls stepped away with a giggle, making you frown in confusion.
At the sight of him, you relaxed.
âWould you like to dance with me?â
You nodded, your smile widening.
He took a step in, tentatively resting his hands on your waist. You wrapped your arms around his neck and started swaying. He followed, careful to not step on your toes, but honestly, he was content to bask in the proximity and simply stare into your eyes like so.
Just as he thought the electronic music wasnât ideal, the song abruptly changed into something slower. You laughed. Montana couldnât have been more obvious with this, huh?
Your thumb brushed the nape of his neck, sending tingles down his spine. With a shaky breath, he leaned in, forehead resting against yours before shutting his eyes. This close, he could smell you â sweet and soft.
Were his palms sweating? Probably, but he couldnât tell with the way they fitted perfectly on your waist.
You rested your cheek on his shoulder, but must have felt his heartbeat picking up because you looked up at him with an amused look.
His icy blues were already on you, tender yet intense. âCan I kiss you?â
Your brilliant smile was all the answer he needed. Against your lips, he sighed deeply as his fingers curled over your waist, wanting to stay in the moment longer. You seemed to feel the same, your arms wrapping tighter around him as you pressed your body against his.
When you pulled away, he chuckled in awe while you looked away.
He tilted your face up to him, thumb brushing over your cheek. âWe should get you your own helmet.â
âIâd like that,â your murmured against his smile.
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Happy birthday to @operationdeadbolt my first ever Keegan simp friend!! Youâre such a cutie bundle of sunshine. I adore the way you love so much, so generously, gushing over the things you like. Talking to you always makes me smile, and you inspire me to keep enjoying life, to be grateful. You gave me the moon and I always think of you when I see it
Thank you for reminding me there is joy to be found everywhere. I hope happiness and resilience are always with you every step of the way. Hereâs to many more times weâre going to crush on cod dudes <3
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second chance prompt #44: "you used to love me."
mingyu had gotten used to the coldness in your voice. it wasn't always like thisâthere was a time when the sound of your laughter had been his favorite thing, when your touch had felt like home. but ever since the breakup, you had a way of cutting him down with sharp words and pointed looks, leaving him wondering where everything had gone wrong.
he didn't know why you hated him now. or at least, why you acted like you did.
âdonât you have anything better to do than linger around here?â you snapped one evening, your tone biting as mingyu hovered near your desk at the shared workspace for a project.
his brows furrowed. âi was just asking if you needed help. no need to bite my head off.â
âwell, i donât,â you replied curtly, your eyes fixed on the papers in front of you.
he clenched his jaw, forcing a polite nod. âgot it.â
it wasnât the first time youâd brushed him off like this. at a mutual friend's party, you'd made a snide comment about how âclingyâ he used to be, loud enough for him to hear. when youâd run into him at the grocery store, you muttered something about how âsome people just donât know when to let goâ before walking away without so much as a glance back.
but this time, it was different.
the final blow came on a late afternoon, after yet another tense encounter. mingyu had tried to make small talk, asking about your day, and you snapped, âwhy do you even care? you didnât care enough when it actually mattered.â
his chest tightened, the words hitting him harder than he expected. for a moment, he just stared at you, his lips parting as if to say something but no sound coming out. finally, his voice broke through, soft and pained.
âyou used to love me, you know,â he said, his eyes locking onto yours. âyou donât have to be like that... you don't have to be so mean.â
your breath caught, and for a moment, you faltered, but you quickly masked it with a scoff. âthatâs in the past.â
he didnât reply, just nodded slowly, shoulders heavy as he turned and walked away.
a few days later, you found yourself at the park for an outdoor charity event, mingyu nearby as usual, volunteering for the setup. you tried to avoid him, keeping your distance as much as possible.
but then you heard the commotion.
a crash, followed by a string of startled voices. you whipped around to see mingyu sprawled on the ground near a pile of fallen equipment, holding his arm awkwardly.
âgyu-ah!â you shouted as panic coarses through you, rushing over before you even realized what you were doing. he groaned, trying to sit up, but you dropped to your knees beside him, your hands trembling as they hovered over his arm.
âwhat were you thinking?â you snapped, but your voice cracked with worry. âyou couldâve gotten seriously hurt!â
âim fine,â he said weakly, offering you a small, strained smile. âjust a scratch.â
âa scratch?â you repeated, your voice rising. âmingyu, youâre bleeding!â
tears pricked your eyes as you fussed over him, checking his arm for more injuries. mingyu's eyebrows burrowed as he watched you in silence, his heart twisting at the sight of your panic.
âyouâre always so reckless,â you muttered, your voice breaking as you pressed a clean cloth to his arm to stop the bleeding. âwhy do you always have to act like nothing matters? why can't you take better care of yourself? you scared me.â
he blinked, taken aback. âyou were scared?â
âof course i was scared!â you snapped, tears spilling over now. âdo you think iâd just stand there and do nothing if something happened to you? iââ
you stopped, realizing what you were about to say. your hands froze, still pressed against his arm, and you refused to meet his gaze.
âyou still care about me,â mingyu said softly, his voice filled with quiet wonder.
you swallowed hard, shaking your head. âi... i donât...â
âyou do,â he pressed, leaning closer despite the pain in his arm. âyou wouldnât be like this if you didnât.â
you bit your lip, fresh tears welling up. âwhat do you want me to say?â you asked in exasperation and frustration, your shoulders shaking. âwhat do you want me to do? why can't you just.. why do you keep making me worry? why can't you just stay away? why do you have to make moving on from you so hard? why cant you just let me be mean and hate you? its so much easier to just hate you thanââ
mingyu could only watch helplessly as you choked over your sobs. his heart broke at your words, guilt washing over him. âiâm sorry,â he said, his voice thick with emotion. âfor everything. for making you feel like you had to do that just to protect yourself. i... i didn't mean to," mingyu says defeatedly, "i know i probably donât deserve it, but.. i miss us.â
your breath hitched, and he reached out hesitantly, his fingers brushing against yours. âi donât want to hurt you again,â he continued, his voice soft and vulnerable. âbut if thereâs even the smallest part of you thatâs willing to try again... iâd do anything to show you how much i still love you.â
you looked up at him, his sincerity clear in his eyes, and for the first time in a long while, the wall youâd built around your heart began to crack.
âi hate you,â you muttered as your fist balled and hits his chest, "i hate you so much," your voice trembling as the tears now fall freely.
still, mingyu smiled through his pain, knowing what this means. âi love you,â he confesses, "I love you so much,"
"I hate you," you repeat, your fist going up to hit his chest again.
this time, mingyu catches you by your wrist, "you hate me as much as you love me, sweetheart." at this, your eyes only waters more because you know he's right; you dont actually hate him.
mingyu's grip on your wrist loosened, his hand sliding down to intertwine with yours. his gaze softened, but he didn't let go, holding onto you like you were his lifeline.
"you hate me, but you're still here," he murmured, his voice trembling as he let out a bitter laugh. "youâre crying because of me, youâre still holding on, too."
your lips parted to argue, but nothing came out. the truth sat heavy in the air between you.
"stop it," you whispered instead, your voice wavering.
he shook his head, his free hand brushing against your cheek, wiping away a tear that had slipped down. "i love you," he says again softly, his thumb lingering on your skin. "iâm not asking you to forgive me right away. iâm not even asking you to love me againâ"
"gyu-," you interrupted, your chest tightening at the vulnerability in his voice.
he smiled faintly, shaking his head. "no, just let me say this," he said, his voice quiet but firm. "all I'm asking for is a chance. a chance to show you that i can do better. that i can be the man you deserve to have by your side."
your heart pounded in your chest, his words hitting you with a force you werenât prepared for. your walls wavered, the cracks growing wider with each syllable he spoke.
"and if you canât," mingyu continued, his voice breaking slightly, "if you canât give me that chance, iâll walk away. iâll leave you alone for good if thatâs what you want."
you stared at him, your throat tight as tears threatened to spill again. his honesty was overwhelming, and for a moment, you hated how much you wanted to believe him.
"you used to love me," he voice soft & hoarse, it almost broke you. "and i know i messed it up. but if thereâs even the smallest part of you that still does, just... let me fix it."
the silence between you felt deafening. your heart screamed at you to take the risk, but your head begged you to protect yourself.
you searched his face, looking for any hint of insincerity, but all you saw was himâraw, open, and so clearly in love with you that it hurt.
"youâre an idiot," you muttered, your voice breaking, but your grip on his hand didnât falter.
mingyu let out a breath he hadnât realized he was holding, his lips curving into a relieved, almost disbelieving smile. "i missed hearing you say that," he said softly, pulling you closer.
you rolled your eyes, a weak laugh escaping you despite the tears still clinging to your lashes. "donât push your luck."
"never," he said, his voice full of quiet determination as he pulled you into a gentle embrace. "i promise."
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Simp sessions and sliding into DMâs
Summary: Y/N openly simps for Lando Norris during a Beta Squad video, and he surprises her by sliding into her DMs.
Genre: humor
TW: filly (?)
A/N: English is not my first language. I hope you enjoy it though! Requests are open and welcome!
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The Beta Squad filming day was already off to a chaotic start, as usual. Cameras were rolling, the boys were bantering, and you were doing what you did best: keeping them in check while simultaneously embarrassing yourself over Lando Norris.
You were the heart of the groupâa mix of sass, sarcasm, and too much energy. But when it came to Lando? You couldnât help yourself. The guys loved it, though, because your relentless simping made for prime content.
âAlright, next challenge,â Sharky announced as the crew prepped for the next scene. âWeâve got trivia, and the loser has to wear this ridiculous chicken suit for the rest of the video.â
âI am not losing this,â Chunkz said, crossing his arms.
âYou better not,â AJ quipped. âBecause we already know Y/N losing the second we bring up Formula 1.â
You rolled your eyes but grinned. âListen, I might fail general trivia, but if the questionâs about Lando Norris, Iâll ace it.â
âOf course you will,â Kenny teased, smirking at the camera. âYouâd probably marry him if you could.â
âWho says I wouldnât?â you shot back, flipping your hair dramatically. Then, looking directly into the lens, you added, âLando, if youâre watching this, hi. Iâm single, funny, and an excellent cook. Call me.â
The room erupted with laughter as the guys doubled over at your boldness.
âYouâre shameless!â Niko said, wiping tears from his eyes.
âDonât act like youâre not jealous,â you retorted, pointing at him. âLandoâs a catch, and Iâm just shooting my shot.â
The filming continued, but the Lando jokes didnât stop. Every time a question remotely related to racing or McLaren came up, youâd light up like a Christmas tree.
âWhich F1 team has won the most championships?â AJ read aloud during the trivia round.
âMcLaren!â you shouted.
Chunkz groaned. âItâs Ferrari, you muppet.â
You pouted, ignoring the laughter and leaning into the camera again. âI tried, Lando. I swear I did. Donât judge me.â
Unbeknownst to you, Lando was watching.
Ever since Filly introduced him to Beta Squadâs videos, heâd been a quiet fan. At first, he watched for the laughs, but after seeing you roast the boys with razor-sharp wit and your constant jokes about him, he became... intrigued.
âMate, sheâs proper funny,â Lando had told Filly after a particularly chaotic episode.
âYeah, Y/Nâs a legend,â Filly said with a grin. âYou should DM her, bro. Sheâd lose it.â
âI donât know,â Lando had said, trying to play it cool. But secretly, he couldnât get the idea out of his head.
Back at the Beta Squad shoot, you were sitting on the sofa during a break, scrolling through Instagram. The guys were busy setting up for the next segment, but you were glued to your screen, giggling at Landoâs latest post.
âWhatâs so funny?â Chunkz asked, leaning over your shoulder.
âNothing,â you said quickly, turning your phone away.
âBet itâs Lando,â Sharky teased, walking past.
âOf course it is,â AJ said. âSheâs been staring at her phone like itâs a picture of her future husband.â
âLeave me alone,â you said, laughing. âItâs not my fault heâs perfect.â
âPerfect at crashing,â Niko said, and you threw a cushion at him.
âSay that again, and Iâll fight you,â you warned, grinning.
Just then, Sharkyâs phone buzzed, and he let out a surprised laugh. âNo way.â
âWhat?â Chunkz asked, curious.
âLando just posted a story. Heâs watching our video.â
Your eyes widened. âWait, what?â
The guys crowded around Sharkyâs phone, and sure enough, there was Landoâs storyâa clip of you dramatically declaring your love for him, with the caption: âIâm flattered. Trivia next time?â
You froze, your face burning. âOh my god.â
âY/N, youâve made it!â AJ shouted, shaking your shoulders.
âWait, this is big,â Kenny said, laughing. âWhat are you gonna do?â
Before you could answer, your phone buzzed. You picked it up hesitantly, and your jaw dropped.
@landonorris: Followed you.
The room went silent for about three seconds before the guys erupted into chaos.
âHe followed you?!â Chunkz yelled.
âThis is better than any prank weâve ever done,â Sharky said, grinning.
âAlright, everyone, calm down!â you said, though you were anything but calm. Your heart was pounding as you opened Instagram, and sure enough, there it wasâLandoâs name sitting at the top of your followers list.
âDM him!â AJ urged.
âNo, wait,â Kenny said, smirking. âLetâs see if he DMs her first.â
As if on cue, another notification popped up.
Lando Norris: Hey, Y/N. Love the videos. Also, Iâm offended you got the McLaren question wrong.
You let out a strangled laugh, holding up your phone. âHe DMed me.â
The guys lost it again, shouting and cheering as you stared at the screen in disbelief.
âReply!â Niko said, practically shoving you back onto the sofa.
Taking a deep breath, you typed out a response:
You: In my defense, I panicked. But thanks for watching! Let me know when you want to collab on trivia.
His reply came quickly:
Lando Norris: Deal. But only if I get to be on your team.
You couldnât stop smiling, and the guys teased you relentlessly for the rest of the day. But for once, you didnât care.
Because maybe, just maybe, your shameless simping was about to pay off.
Thank you for reading!
#lando x you#lando x reader#lando norris#beta squad#niko omilana#chunkz#Kenny#Aj#sharky#humor#youtube#f1
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Give it Up Pt. 1
18+ Dark Content. f!reader. step brother!Bucky. college student reader.
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Dear Diary, Is it bad that I had that dream again? Fuck its been going on for years but it still makes me wake up wet and aching to be ruined. Its always the same. He sneaks into my room to find me touching myself (I'm always touching myself before bed every night lets be real) and just locks the door before coming over to move my hand away. "No touching my pussy without permission, sis. Do I make myself fucking clear?" "Yes." Every time he teases me, circling my clit light enough that I can't cum. "Yes, what?" No matter how guilty it makes me it also makes me want to cum so hard. "I won't touch your pussy big brother."
"Bucky!! Mom said she found more gift wrap, you can leave it." Bucky nearly jumps out of his skin, tearing his gaze away from the raunchy words in your neat handwriting. You'd filled page after page and the diary was nearly full. You liked free use, roleplay where he blackmailed you into being his slut, humiliation play, anal.. the more he flipped through the pages the harder he got.
"Bucky!! Did you hear me?" You called again, sounding so sweet and innocent like you usually do. Except now he knew the truth.
Innocent my ass.
"Yeah sis, I heard ya!" He called back tucking the book back into its hiding place behind the towels in the hallway closet.
When he came back into the living room you were on your knees, arranging the presents under the tree and looking every inch like the casual college student. But now that he knew what was really going on in that head of yours? He couldn't stop looking for outward signs of your perversion.
"Something on my face?" You asked when you noticed your brother staring at you with a weird intensity.
All Bucky could think about was painting your face with his cum in response. He had to shake himself before he could smile somewhat normally.
"Nothing. So about the tree.."
~
He never caught you writing in the diary, but new pages kept showing up every few days when he checked the closet. So he started to plan. Because there was no way he was going to be able to rest, your words had invaded his dreams.
Every spare moment was spent jacking his cock until he blew his load all over his fist, thinking of you and your filthy fucking fantasies. You'd written that you were technically still a virgin since you didn't think all your toys counted. The thought of you fucking your own ass with a fake cock usually is what got Bucky off more often than not. It agonized him wondering which hole to fuck first. Because he knew your pussy would be heaven too. Had to be attached to such a wicked girl.
If he was going to be tormented by this then you were too.
It started small, little touches that you wouldn't bat an eye over. Hands on your hips to help you reach the top of the tree, tucking a curl behind your ear, a kiss to the top of the head.
But then he ramped it up, a hand a little too high on your thigh until you were squirming and making excuses to move. A slap to your ass with a joking grin and a distracting question to leave you flustered and flushed. Lingering a second too long after kissing your cheek before pulling away and acting like nothing happened.
It was slight, but he could see it now. The faraway look in your eye and the way your thighs clenched together every time. You were lost in your own head thinking something depraved and god he needed his hands on you for real.
~
Christmas Eve was the last straw. You had a party to go to, something with some asshole called Walker who Bucky didn't know but didn't like on principle. But when he saw how you were dressed? A deep green excuse of a dress wrapped around your body like it was molded to your curves, and stopped mid thigh. Your tits were nearly spilling out before you quickly covered up with a jacket when your mom came closer.
"I'll drive you." Bucky said close enough in earshot of your parents that your mom agreed instantly, just like he'd wanted.
"But mom, its a date, why would you do that to me?" You whined. But your mother just smiled brightly at you.
"Keep complaining I'll have him pick you up too." You groaned and glared at Bucky playfully, mumbling as you walked outside. "Lets go then."
~
Bucky's car smelt like him, and the leather seats seemed to hug you back. It was always too intimate for you and you hated that he was clearly enjoying himself.
"You didn't have to say it so damned loud. You know how she gets." You complained as he blasted the heat before starting to drive, just snorting at you.
"Who knows if this guy is even worthy of you sis? It's my job to protect that pretty little pussy of yours." He spoke casually, but the way his eyes cut to yours was boldly intentional before he turned his attention back to the road was hard to misunderstand. This was him making a move.
"Bucky! What- you can't just-" You spluttered completely caught off guard.
"Can't just what? Talk about your pussy? You talk about my dick enough in that black book you keep in the closet." And just like that you were throbbing between your legs from being caught, the embarrassment making your clit throb along to your heartbeat. All the previous teasing touches flooded your brain, and you groaned as you hung your head in embarrassment. Had you really not noticed the way he'd been hunting you?
"We're gonna make a quick stop before your party sis. Gotta give your gift." His words were a purr, and you would later deny you ever whimpered from his voice alone.
"You better not give it up to any guy but me unless I say its alright, you got that? Can't just have you spreading your legs for anyone I don't approve of. You're my little sister and its my job to protect you" He continued to give you the big brother lecture, twisted as it was. And as much as you hated it, since you knew the bastard was doing it on purpose just to highlight how taboo it was for you to want him, your mind was running wild and you were drenching your panties.
You should've been ashamed of yourself, but all you wanted was for him to pull over and fuck you over the hood of his car.
~
Steve's studio apartment was practically Bucky's as well and you knew this, but still the fact that your brother had a key turning the lock without even having to stop kissing you made you realize how often he was over here.
"So this is how you dress when you're not doing the innocent college sweetheart routine." He groaned as he palmed your ass cheek through your dress, his erection pressing into your hip with no remorse. "Might have to fight Walker if he sees you in it though."
"Don't care about him," you gasped as he kissed down your throat and sucked a hickey into your skin. Every touch of his made your desire burn brighter, driving you insane like his fingers had on the drive over tracing the slit of your pussy over and over without touching your clit.
"No, you're saving yourself f'me right?" He unzipped your dress slowly, like he was unwrapping a present. Your matching black bra and panties looked sinful on you.
"Bucky," you mumbled shyly as you tried to cover yourself.
"Don't hide from me. If we're gonna do this sis, you play by my rules." His voice was rough and husky but completely serious as he watched you. And your clit throbbed from his words, your hands falling to your sides as you let him look.
"Good girl." The praise made you wanna preen under his attention. "Now take it off. All of it."
You unhooked your bra easily, watching how Bucky's eyes were locked on your tits as soon as they were free. He twirled his finger when you reached for the band of your panties so you turned and let him see exactly how much he affected you as you bent over.
The weight of his gaze threatened to break you before he even laid on a hand on you. You heard his foot steps circling you as you straightened up, trembling with anticipation. Wondering where he would touch you first.
His arm snaked around your waist before pulling you closer, his mouth sucking hot kisses up your neck.
"B-Bucky," You moaned brokenly in his arms, clinging to him like you'd always wanted to.
"You have no idea what your little book did to my brain baby. Can't stop thinking about all the ways I can ruin you, especially now that I know how much you'll like it." Bucky started walking you to the bed, never letting you out of his arms as he bite and licked and marked your throat.
Then you were airborn with a squeak bouncing on Steve's bed as a tiny box bounced with you. It was wrapped with a bow and had your name on it. "Is this?"
"Open it." Bucky started to tug off his clothes, and you were torn between finally getting to see his cock and the present in your hands. But curiousity got the best of you and you opened it, the mistletoe with a tiny bell attached jingling as you lifted it out of the box.
"You hold onto that. Drop it or shake it if you need me to stop, or something happens that you don't like." Understanding dawned on you, even as it made you clench your thighs together. "Unless you drop it, I'm not stopping. Even if you beg for a break, or make me work for it. I'll fuck what's mine."
"Bucky.." Your voice was barely above a whisper, taking in everything he'd said as finally, he unbuckled the belt of his jeans.
You closed your fist around the mistletoe tightly.
"Knew you'd like that, perv."
a/n: This is getting way too long so I'm going to save the smut for pt 2. please comment and reblog!
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The Adventure Beyond. - JJ Maybank X Reader
A/N: A mini-series (Sort of) inspired by the Dad!JJ or Family man JJ fics i've been seeing. Also have been using an AI writing assistant to help with some grammar and hopefully to better the flow of my writing. I hope you enjoy. This is for everyone in need of JJ Fluff after season 4.
Summary: An epilogue of JJ's Story. His life is one huge adventure. Told in time-skips and memories.
The Outer Banks was always a place for wild memorable adventuresâsurfing, treasure hunts, and late-night bonfires with your friends. It was home. But this was a different kind of adventure, one that JJ Maybank never expected, yet found himself excited for in ways he couldnât quite describe. It was the kind of adventure that lasted a lifetime.
You were sitting on the porch of Poguelandia, staring out at the ocean. The sound of the waves crashing against the shore usually calmed you, but today, your thoughts were far from peaceful. Cleo & Kie had gone to brunch together and Cleo and Pope were with John B enjoying an early morning surf. You were alone, except for JJ who had previously been sleeping on the couch. You hand found your head. You had been feeling nauseous for weeks now, but you brushed it off at firstâchalked it up to stress or maybe something you ate. But now, with the test in your hand, the reality was clear.
You were pregnant.
Your heart raced as you thought about the next steps, the future, and how this would change everything. But more than anything, you wondered what JJ would think. He wasnât exactly the "settling down" type, and you didnât know how heâd react to the news. You had to tell him, but you didnât know where to start. After uncovering his true parentage, JJ had been acting strangely whenever you mentioned marriage or family. He was insecure about the topic.
The sound of footsteps on the wooden deck behind pulled you out of your thoughts. You looked up just in time to see JJâs familiar figure walking toward you, his signature smirk plastered on his face. He was always so carefree, so full of life, but today, there was something different in the way he looked at you.
"Good mornin', Baby-girl." he said softly, his voice full of warmth as he took a seat beside you on the steps. His arm brushed against yours, and you felt a shiver run down your spine.
"Hey," you replied, trying to sound casual, but your nerves were obvious. You felt the test in your pocket like it was a weight you couldnât escape. You had no idea what he would say or how he'd react.
JJ noticed the change in your tone, the way you seemed distant, and his grin faltered just slightly. He placed his hand over yours, his thumb gently rubbing the back of your hand as he searched your eyes.
"Whatâs going on?" he asked, his voice softening. "Youâve been acting weird for a few days."
You took a deep breath, the test still weighing heavily in your pocket. This was it. There was no turning back now. It was now or never.
"JJ," you began, your voice shaky. "I need to tell you something. Something big."
JJ turned his body toward you, his gaze intense as he waited for you to continue. The wind picked up slightly, blowing strands of hair into your face. You pushed them behind your ear and swallowed hard.
"It might change everything." you giggle slightly nervously. "Hey, whoa, i'm right here," JJ reassured you.
"Iâm⊠Iâm pregnant."
The words felt like they were hanging in the air between you two, heavy with uncertainty. For a moment, JJ said nothing. He just stared at you, his expression unreadable.
"Pregnant?" he finally repeated, his voice low, almost like he was testing the word on his tongue.
"Yeah," you said, nodding slowly. "I just found out. I didnât know how toâ"
Before you could finish, JJ pulled you into a tight hug, his arms wrapping around you like a lifeline. You froze for a second, stunned by the sudden closeness, but then you melted into his embrace, feeling the warmth of his body against yours.
"Hey, hey, itâs okay," he murmured into your hair. "This is⊠This is crazy, but weâll figure it out. Weâre in this together."
You looked up at him, surprised by the calmness in his voice. JJ had always been a whirlwind, a guy who lived for the next thrill, but in this moment, he was steady. He was here for you.
"Youâre not mad? Or, Or- upset?" you asked, your voice barely a whisper. You had been worried that heâd be overwhelmed, that heâd run like he always did when things got serious.
JJ shook his head, a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips. "Mad? No. Freaked out? Yeah, a little. But mad? Nah. This is big, but we can do this, Y/N. Weâve always figured things out before, havenât we?"
Tears welled up in your eyes as you nodded, feeling a weight lift off your chest. JJ may not have been the most conventional guy, but he had a heart bigger than anyone gave him credit for. And he wasnât going anywhere.
"Weâll be okay," you said, more to yourself than to him.
JJ pulled back just enough to look you in the eye, his face softening. "We will. And hey, Iâm not exactly an expert on this whole parenting thing, but Iâll be there. Iâll be there for you and for this little one, no matter what." You stay stiff for a moment, glancing down at your hands and fidgeting for a moment before meeting his eyes again as he continues. "Baby Maybank is going to have the best aunts and uncles in the world, and-" JJ stops himself and his expression sobers up. "I know I want to do better than My dad or Luke ever could."
"JJ-..." Your heart swelled with emotion, and you couldnât help but smile. "You mean that?"
"Yeah," he said with a confidence you hadnât expected. "I do."
For the first time in a long while, JJ Maybank was serious. And you realized that even in the face of something that would change everything, you werenât alone. You had each other. And maybe, just maybe, this would be the greatest adventure yet. It was only the start.
. . . .
It had been roughly 9 months or so since you told JJ about the baby, and while the news had initially thrown him for a loop, it was clear he was more than ready to take on fatherhood. Heâd been there for every doctorâs appointment, every late-night craving, and every moment when you needed reassurance. And now, as your due date grew closer, you both found yourselves feeling the weight of what was about to happen.
It was a quiet evening when it started. You were sitting on the couch, your feet propped up, and JJ was next to you, watching some random show on TV. The sound of the waves outside was soothing, and for a moment, everything felt like it was in its right place.
Then, you felt it.
A sharp pain radiated through your lower abdomen, making you wince. You tried to ignore it, but then another one came, stronger this time. You winced in pain and groaned.
"Hey, are you okay?" JJ looked over, noticing the shift in your expression. His eyes narrowed as he sat up straighter. "Y/N?"
"Iâ" you gasped, clutching the edge of the couch. "I think itâs almost time."
JJâs eyes went wide with realization. "No way. Youâre⊠Youâre sure?"
You nodded, trying to keep your breathing steady. "Iâm sure. The contractions⊠theyâre getting closer."
JJ leaped to his feet, looking around like he didnât know where to start. "Right. Okay. I⊠Iâm gonna go get the car! Wait here. Donât move, okay?"
You grabbed his arm before he could go running off in a panic. "JJ, slow down. Weâve got time. Call the hospital first."
He took a deep breath, clearly trying to calm himself down. "Okay, okay. Iâve got this. I know what to do. You just breathe, alright?" He reassured. He had read that in a parenting book he had gotten, and he was suddenly trying to recall several books worth of information. He wanted to know exactly what to do to be the best dad he could, better than his own.
You smiled, despite the pain. "Iâm not the one freaking out, J."
With his usual energetic (and slightly chaotic) demeanor, JJ grabbed his phone, calling the hospital to let them know you were on your way. Then, he hurried back to you, his face full of determination.
"Alright, baby. Weâre going to get you there. Everythingâs going to be fine." He kissed the top of your head and grabbed the bag you had packed weeks ago.
The drive to the hospital felt like the longest ride of your life, but JJ stayed calm, keeping up the reassuring chatter, telling you that you were doing great, that this was just the beginning of your new adventure together. The way he held your hand and squeezed it between contractions made you feel grounded, even as everything around you seemed to be moving too fast.
When you finally arrived, the nurses quickly whisked you into a room. JJ stayed right by your side the entire time, despite the chaos of doctors and medical staff running around. He even tried to joke with you between contractions, telling you that you were doing better than he wouldâve expected.
"Iâd probably be the one freaking out if I had to do this," he said with a grin. "But you? Youâre amazing, Y/N."
The hours felt like a blur. The pain was intense, but JJ was right there, holding your hand, whispering words of encouragement, and reminding you that you were almost there. You were in such pain that your head threw back, and the last thing you remember of those seconds before was the ringing in your ear, the bright wash of cool white lights from the ceiling, the sweat on your forehead, and release.
And then, when it seemed like you couldnât take any more, you finally heard it.
A cry. A tiny, beautiful cry.
You blinked through the tears in your eyes, your heart racing as the nurse placed the baby in your arms. JJ leaned in, his eyes wide with awe as he gazed at the tiny bundle being handed to you, the doctors cleaned the baby's eyes and nose.
"Look," he whispered, his voice cracking. "Our kid."
You looked down at the little one in your arms, the feeling of love and joy washing over you in a way you never thought possible. The babyâs small fingers curled around yours, and you felt a rush of emotions you couldnât put into words.
JJâs hand rested on your shoulder, his gaze never leaving the baby. "We did it," he whispered, the disbelief in his voice turning to wonder.
"Yeah, we did," you said softly, smiling as you looked up at him. "And I wouldnât want to do this with anyone else." he whispered.
JJâs face softened, his usual carefree attitude replaced with a tenderness youâd never seen before. "You and me," he said quietly, as if making a promise. "Weâve got this. Together."
JJ reaches to hold his baby, and once she is in his arms, it becomes real. The baby let out another soft cry, and JJ, in his own awkward yet adorable way, gently rubbed the babyâs little back. "Hi Baby girl, It's your daddy..." he coos. "I love you so much already kiddo," he murmured, eyes glistening. "Youâve got the best parents in the world. and uh, No pressure, but you better be ready for the best adventures."
. . . .
A year had passed since you and JJ had welcomed your little one into the world. Life had changed in ways you never couldâve imagined. Parenthood had its challengesâ sleepless nights, endless diapers, and adjusting to a new routine. But through it all, you and JJ had grown stronger, learning how to navigate this new chapter of life together.
One night, after the baby had finally fallen asleep in their crib, you and JJ found yourselves sitting on the porch again, just like you had when you first told him you were pregnant. The sky was painted with the colors of the setting sun orangey, peachy, faded into a deep sea color, the sound of the waves crashing against the shore adding a peaceful hum to the evening. The cicads just starting their song and the breeze settling in your hair.
"You know, I've been thinking," JJ said, his voice unusually quiet.
You turned to him, raising an eyebrow. "About what?"
He was staring at the horizon, a thoughtful expression on his face. "Us. Everything weâve been through. The baby, our little family. And how much I love you. I donât want to just talk about it forever, you know?"
You smiled, a warmth spreading through you. You had no idea where he was going with this, but you could feel your heart racing anyway.
"I love you too, JJ," you said, your voice soft. "Iâve never been more sure of anything in my life."
JJ took a deep breath, his usual cocky smirk fading into something much more serious. He turned to you, his eyes filled with that intensity you loved. "Then I want to make it official. I want you to be mine, always. I want to be your husband."
You blinked, your breath catching in your throat. Did he just say what you thought he said?
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small box, opening it to reveal a simple, yet stunning ring. "Y/N, will you marry me?"
Your heart skipped a beat, and you felt a rush of emotions flood over you. JJ Maybank, the carefree, wild guy who never seemed to settle down, was asking you to marry him. There had been so many moments in the past when you doubted if he could ever truly commit to something like this. But here he was, asking you to be his forever.
You examined the ring, it was in a shiny velvet dark red box that was worn. The initials in a faded gold cursive 'LG'. It was something of his mothers'.
Tears welled up in your eyes as you reached out for the ring, holding it in your hand. "Yes. Of course, yes," you whispered, your voice trembling with happiness.
JJ grinned, looking both relieved and ecstatic at the same time. He slid the ring onto your finger, and for a moment, it felt like time stood still. You leaned in, kissing him gently as he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close.
"I promise, Iâm going to love you every single day," he murmured against your lips.
. . . .
The weeks leading up to the wedding were a whirlwind of excitement. You and JJ had agreed on something small and intimateâjust the two of you, the baby, and a few close friends. The thought of having a big, extravagant wedding didnât feel right; it was about the two of you, your family, and this new life you were building together.
When the day finally arrived, you stood on the beach where you and JJ had shared so many of your first moments, the waves crashing gently behind you. Your heart pounded in your chest as you gazed out at the horizon, feeling the same nervous excitement you had felt when you were first pregnant, unsure of what the future held but knowing you were ready to face it together.
JJ stood at the end of the makeshift aisle, dressed in a simple yet handsome suit. His eyes never left you as you walked toward him, a grin spreading across his face. The moment you reached him, he took your hands in his, the same hands that had held yours through every high and low.
"You look perfect," he said, his voice full of awe.
"You clean up pretty well yourself," you teased, fighting back the tears that threatened to spill.
The officiant, a close friend of yours both, non other than John Booker Routledge, smiled at the two of you. "Weâre gathered here today to celebrate the love and commitment between these two peopleâŠ"
But you hardly heard the rest of the ceremony. All that mattered in that moment was JJâthe way his hand gently squeezed yours, the way his eyes softened when he looked at you. The sea breeze, the smell of marsh and the glow of the sunset. You could feel the promise in the air, the certainty that this was where you were always meant to be.
When the officiant pronounced you both husband and wife, JJ didnât hesitate. He pulled you into his arms, kissing you deeply, his heart and soul laid bare in that simple moment. The world around you faded away as you held each other, knowing that no matter what life threw at you, you were ready to face it together.
As you walked back down the aisle, hand in hand with your new husband, you couldnât help but feel the overwhelming joy.
. . . .
It was a perfect summer day in the Outer Banks. The sun was high in the sky, casting its golden glow over the beach, and the ocean was calm, its waves gently lapping at the shore. You and JJ had taken your little one out for the day, and while you were content to lounge on the sand and soak up the sun, JJ had something else on his mind.
"Daddy!" Your daughterâs voice rang out, high-pitched with excitement as she splashed around near the waterâs edge. "I want to go further! I want to swim like you!"
JJ grinned from ear to ear, watching his daughter run toward him with her tiny swimsuit bouncing as she ran. "You sure you're ready?" he asked, crouching down to her level.
"Yeah!" she exclaimed, her face full of determination and a little mischief, just like her father. "I want to be like you, Daddy! I want to swim in the big waves!"
JJ chuckled, running a hand through his tousled hair. "Alright, cupcake," he said with a wink. "Letâs start with the basics. You trust me?"
She nodded, her blue eyes wide with trust, mirroring his. It was clear that she adored her dad, and JJ, always the carefree and energetic guy, was more than happy to pass on his love of the water to his daughter.
"Okay, hereâs the plan," JJ said, scooping her up and carrying her toward the water. "Weâre gonna take it slow. First, weâll just get your feet wet, then weâll move on from there. Donât worry, Iâve got you."
You smiled as you watched the two of them interact. You knew how much JJ had grown since becoming a father. The wild, unpredictable guy who once couldnât sit still for more than a few minutes was now patiently teaching his daughter something as important as swimming, all while making her laugh, and cracking jokes to entertain both of you.
As JJ waded into the shallow water, holding his daughter carefully, he turned to her and said, "Okay, listen. The first thing you need to remember is to keep your head above the water. No matter what, keep your eyes on me, alright? Iâll be right here."
She nodded eagerly, gripping onto his neck as he gently waded deeper into the ocean, letting the water rise up to their waists. She giggled as the cool waves splashed over her legs. She was scared, but like her father she wouldn't admit it. That Maybank firceness.
"This is fun," she squealed, her voice high with excitement.
JJ smiled at her, his usual confident smirk turning softer. "Iâm glad you think so. Now, ready for the next step?"
You could see his nerves underneath the surface, but he was determined to make this moment count. You knew he was a natural when it came to making people feel safeâespecially his daughterâand you could see the bond between them growing with every moment.
"Okay, weâre gonna practice kicking," JJ explained. "You want to kick your legs like this," he demonstrated, giving her legs a gentle nudge to show her the motion. "Big, strong kicks, just like a dolphin."
His daughter laughed and kicked her legs, splashing water everywhere as she mimicked him. "Like this, Daddy?" she asked excitedly.
"Exactly like that!" JJ exclaimed. "Youâre a natural, kiddo."
You watched as he continued to guide her through the motions, his voice calm and reassuring. "Good job. Now, letâs try floating on your back, alright?" he said, holding her securely in the water. "Youâve got to trust the water, trust that itâs going to hold you up."
She hesitated for a second, her tiny hands gripping his shoulders tightly. "But what if I fall, Daddy?" she asked, her voice small but brave.
JJ's face softened with understanding. He looked her in the eye, his hand gently smoothing back her wet hair. "You wonât fall. Iâve got you. I wonât let you go. Youâre safe with me, okay?"
She looked up at him, her trust unwavering. "Okay, Daddy."
And just like that, she let go of her fears, leaning back into the water with JJâs arms supporting her, guiding her to float. You could see the relief in her face as she finally relaxed, her tiny body gently bobbing in the water.
"There you go," JJ said, his voice full of pride. "Youâre swimming, just like I knew you could. That's my girl."
. . . .
It was a warm Saturday afternoon when JJ came home from work, pushing through the front door. The moment he stepped inside, he noticed the scent of freshly baked cookies drifting through the house. But that wasnât what caught his attention. No, it was the sound of his daughterâs giggles from upstairsâher voice light, teasing, and clearly way too excited about something.
He had taken a job that paid the bills, kept his family safe and fed. taken care of, even if he didn't really like it. an office job was boring, but he got to give his expertise on treasure hunting, and he worked with a lot of fun young archaeologists.
"Hey, kiddo, whatâs going on?" JJ called out as he kicked off his shoes and made his way to the staircase.
Your daughter appeared at the top of the stairs, looking unusually... polished. Her hair was done in cute little braids, and she was wearing a floral dress you mustâve helped her pick out. JJâs eyes narrowed as he gazed up at her.
"Dad!" she grinned down at him, clearly excited. "Iâm going on my first date!"
JJ froze. He blinked, taking a moment for his brain to process what she just said. "Wait, what?" His voice was barely above a whisper, but the edge of disbelief was undeniable.
"Yep!" She bounced down the stairs, twirling around in her dress as if she were some grown-up at a fancy dinner. "His nameâs Tyler. Heâs from my history class, and heâs super nice."
JJâs eyes widened, and he crossed his arms. "Hold up. Tyler? Youâre going out with a guy named Tyler?" He shot a look at you, who was standing in the kitchen, trying (and failing) to hide a smile at JJâs growing concern.
You stifled a laugh, seeing the protective father in action. "JJ, sheâs just going on a date. Let her have fun."
JJ didnât seem to hear you. Instead, his gaze stayed locked on his daughter. "How old is this Tyler?"
"Heâs 17, Dad. Just a year older than me!" She said the last part like it was supposed to reassure him. But to JJ, that was exactly the problem. He had been that age once too. he could remember when he was all over you.
"Seventeen?" JJ muttered, his tone a mix of disbelief and concern. He wasnât angry, but he was definitely... apprehensive. "I donât care if heâs 25, youâre my little girl, Cupcake, and Iâ" He paused, trying to find the right words. "Are you sure about this?"
His daughter rolled her eyes, but there was a fondness behind her teasing. "Dad, Iâm fine! Heâs a good guy. You can trust me."
JJ stood up straight, his protective instincts kicking into overdrive. "Trust you? Of course, I trust you. But him?" He rubbed a hand through his hair, pacing for a second. "Youâre my baby girl. What if he does something... something dumb?"
You couldnât help but chuckle at the sight of JJâusually so calm and laid-back, now pacing like a lion in a cage. "JJ, sheâs 16, not 5. She knows what sheâs doing."
Your daughter crossed her arms, giving her dad a look that could only be described as an eye-roll combined with affection. "Itâs not like Iâm going to be out past midnight." she was just as sassy as he was.
You smiled softly, walking over to JJ and placing a hand on his arm to stop his pacing. "Sheâs going to be fine, love. Itâs just a date, not a life-altering event. And youâve raised her wellâshe knows what to look out for."
But JJ wasnât entirely convinced. He turned to his daughter, his expression softening, though there was still a protective edge to his voice. "I want you to be safe. Text me when you get there, and when you leave, alright? And no funny businessâno getting into cars with anyone, especially some dude named Tyler. Got it?"
His daughter snorted, clearly amused by his protectiveness, but she nodded. "Fine, fine, Dad. Iâll text you constantly so you can feel better."
"And no sneaking away or doing something crazy. You aren't some grown-up," JJ continued, his tone light, but there was no mistaking the worry behind his words.
"Got it," she said, shaking her head with a smile that screamed, âI love you, but youâre impossible.â JJ exhaled sharply, running his hand through his hair again. "And if you need me to come pick you up, for any reason, you call me. No questions asked."
"Dad, Iâll be fine," she reassured him again, now with an extra layer of affection in her voice. "Tylerâs cool, I swear." JJâs face softened, his voice quieter. "I just... I just want to make sure youâre safe. Thatâs all. Youâre my girl, and I love you more than anything."
You could see the softness in JJâs expression, the deep affection for his daughter that made his words sound so heartfelt.
"Love you too, Dad," she said, hugging him tightly. "And Iâm gonna be okay. Promise."
JJ hesitated for a second before hugging her back, lifting her up for a moment like she was still his little baby, even though she wasnât. "Alright, alright. But if anything feels wrong, you come straight home, understood?"
"Understood," she replied with a smirk. "Can I go now?"
"One last thing." He ushers her to step forward, she shares his golden curls and has a few pieces astray that JJ pushes behind her ear in a loving way. "I just wanted to say that you look beautiful hun." JJ let her go, still looking a little too serious for your liking, but clearly trusting her judgment, even if he didnât quite trust Tyler.
"Okay, but one last-last, thing," JJ added, running his hand through his hair again. "If he makes you uncomfortable at all, or if heâs not respectfulâ"
"Dad!" Your daughter groaned, cutting him off with a laugh. You chuckled as you watched JJ try to hold it together, clearly still struggling with the idea of his little girl dating. "Have fun, sweetie," you said, trying to ease the tension. "Youâre going to be fine. Just be careful and enjoy yourself."
JJ watched her leave, his arms still crossed, eyes scanning the door long after she was gone. You could see the wheels turning in his head, but you knew it would take him a little while to relax completely.
As soon as the door closed behind her, JJ sighed deeply and flopped down onto the couch, running a hand over his face. "I swear, Iâm going to need a drink after this."
You sat down beside him, wrapping your arm around his shoulder. "Sheâs growing up, JJ. But sheâs strong, and sheâs smart. Sheâs going to be okay."
JJ let out a long breath, resting his head back. "Yeah, I know. Just... give me a minute to breathe, okay?"
You laughed softly, kissing his cheek. "Of course. Iâll be right here. Donât worry."
. . . .
It was a Saturday evening when JJâs phone buzzed on the kitchen counter. He was at home with you, the two of you enjoying a rare quiet moment after a busy week. Your daughter had gone out earlier in the day, saying she was meeting some friends at the park for a âsocial event.â Sheâd been passionate about certain causes recently, always talking about how she wanted to make a difference. You and JJ had talked about it, of courseâyour daughter was growing into a young woman with strong ideals. Still, the way she talked about it all made you both a little nervous, especially when you didnât always know exactly what she was getting into.
She was just as mischieveious as her father was at that age, but less reckless. The Protesting was something she had been talking to her Aunt Kie Kie about recently. she was passionate, firey and full of life.
JJ was just pouring a glass of orange juice when the ringing sound cut through the silence again, followed by the unmistakable sound of an incoming call. He glanced at the screen, his brows furrowing when he saw the caller ID.
"It's the police," JJ muttered, a sinking feeling in his stomach. "Y/N, ...something's wrong." You stood up immediately, your heart leaping into your throat as JJ answered the call, his voice tense. His free hand ran through his hair, clearly trying to maintain his cool. "Whatâs going on?" You held your breath as JJâs face changed from concerned to something darker, more protective, as he listened to the person on the other end. Finally, after a long pause, he hung up, his face pale.
"JJ?" you asked, worry flooding your voice. He turned to you, his eyes wide. "Itâs our daughter... Sheâs been arrested." Your heart dropped. "What? What happened?"
"Theyâshe was protesting at a rally downtown," JJ explained, his voice shaking with barely contained anger. "It turned into a bigger protest, and things got out of hand. They arrested her forâ" He stopped, shaking his head. "For disorderly conduct. Y/N, sheâs in jail." Your daughter? Arrested? A thousand thoughts raced through your head. Your daughter, your sweet girl, had always been so passionate about causes she cared about, but you never imagined sheâd get caught up in something like this. Your protective instincts kicked in, just as JJâs had, but the question was: How did we get here?
Without another word, JJ grabbed his jacket and car keys. "Letâs go. We need to get her out of there." You nodded quickly, grabbing your purse and following him out the door. As you drove toward the police station, neither of you spoke much. There was nothing you could say to calm the growing sense of dread.
When you arrived, JJ wasted no time. He stormed inside with you following closely behind, his steps heavy with determination. The receptionist at the desk looked up with a weary expression as JJ slammed his palms onto the counter. "Iâm here to get my daughter out. Sheâs been arrested. What do I need to do?" JJ demanded, his voice low but full of authority. The receptionist blinked but quickly typed something into the computer.
"Name?" she asked, clearly used to dealing with situations like this. "Maybank," JJ said, his voice not softening in the slightest.
After a brief exchange, the receptionist handed over some paperwork for JJ to fill out. The moment he finished, you both sat in a cramped waiting area, the silence between you only interrupted by the occasional footsteps echoing down the hall. JJ was vibrating with tension, his fingers tapping impatiently on his knee, his jaw clenched as he stared at the door leading to the holding cells.
"Sheâs gonna be okay, alright?" You asked quietly, even though you werenât sure you believed the words yourself. JJ let out a breath, trying to calm himself. "I donât know. I just⊠I never thought sheâd be in a situation like this." He shook his head, frustration and fear clear in his eyes. "She was always so careful. Always so smart."
You could see his mind running through a dozen worst-case scenarios. He was terrified, and it broke your heart. You knew how fiercely protective he was of their daughter, how much he loved her.
"Sheâs strong, JJ," you said gently. "Sheâs been through tough things before. Sheâs a fighter. and she's just like you in that regard. Sheâll be okay." Just as the words left your mouth, the door to the holding area opened, and a police officer appeared, followed by your daughter.
When JJâs eyes locked on her, his breath hitched, and he shot up from his seat, rushing toward her. "Sweetheart," he said, his voice breaking, as he reached out to hold her. She looked tired, but she was alive and, more importantly, unharmed.
"Dad, Iâm okay," she said softly, her eyes brimming with tears. "I didnât mean for things to escalate like that. I justâ"
JJ pulled her into a tight hug, his voice rough. "I donât care what happened, baby girl. Iâm just glad youâre okay. Donât ever scare me like that again." You joined them, wrapping your arms around both of them. You could feel your daughterâs shoulders trembling, and you squeezed her tighter, knowing that she probably needed reassurance as much as JJ did.
"I'm so sorry, Mom, Dad," she whispered, her voice full of guilt. "I didnât think it would go this far. It was supposed to be peaceful. I swear, I didnât mean to get arrested."
JJ pulled back, his hands still on her shoulders as he looked at her. "I know you didnât mean for this to happen, but youâve got to be careful. Youâre my little girl, and I donât want you getting involved in something dangerous. You couldâve gotten hurt."
Your daughter nodded, tears slipping down her face. "I just wanted to make a difference. I thought this was the right thing to do. But⊠I donât know anymore." You wiped away a tear from her cheek, your heart aching for her. "You are making a difference. But we need to make sure youâre safe while you do it, alright?"
JJ nodded, his voice much softer now, but still full of that protective fatherly instinct. "Weâll figure this out together, okay? But for now, weâre getting out of here. And next timeâ" He shook his head, unable to continue. He pulled her into another tight hug. "Next time, you text us first. No more surprises, okay?"
She nodded, her arms squeezing him tightly. "I promise, Dad." As you all walked out of the police station, JJâs arm wrapped protectively around his daughterâs shoulders, the weight of the world still lingering on his shoulders. He hadnât expected this moment to come so soon, but you knew that no matter what, he would always protect his daughterâjust as fiercely as he loved her. Even if she reminded him of himself.
. . . .
You both sat on the porch once again, this time many many years in the future, graying and old. The cicadas still singing the same, the waves still lapping in the same old rhythm. The mosquitos out in full swing and the breeze tangling your silver hair. The moonlight is brisk.
You turn to the love of your life, the man who has been your everything since you were young once. You cut through the comfortable and loving silence finally. "JJ," you whisper. "Yes love?" His voice is now deeper, aged. It's raspy. "As our adventure comes to an end," you say. "I just want you to know that I love you." you say softly.
"I love you too." JJ says, "I wouldn't have wanted to have this life with anyone else. You are my everything." He smiles. You look out into the yard and remember all the highlights, highs lows and all, every moment up until now.
You gently rest your grayed head on his shoulder, the same as you did when you were young, and close your eyes.
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