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An oopsie was made in taking this long until my availability to write poked its head again, which makes me feel rusty as heck to write again like I used to. Are there any volunteers in a short starter (a brief para tops) to get the ball rolling? ����🏻👈🏻
#◟༺✧༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊#I say as I post this#when almost nobody is online#at this hour#good job me djfhgj#jokes aside#if anyone would like one it'd do me a great favor#because I do want to write but now I'm like#/how to write™/#it's the worst feeling 😔
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Help I’m once again suffering from Suchin brainrot (I never stopped)
#drawing in my sketchbook feels weird#like I’m not used to it#might also be the fact this was done completely with microns#so no earaser 😔 I did sticky note patches for the worst mistakes lmao#suchin#mk suchin#mortal kombat#mortal kombat fanart#my art#traditional art#cfa art
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So do you guys think Vessel wears a bald cap under there or what
#vessald#baldssel#it is three fourty two in the morning and this is so so stupid but I can't stop laughing thinking about it#like how IV's hood is the only thing keeping his hair up there I feel like Vessel goes a little extra with it#and it's bringing up some very stupid images#please ignore me#sleep token#st#mel's rambles#vessel#vessel sleep token#worshitposting#<- at its worst I fear 😔
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I like to think Rollo speaks with an French accent, but it's different from Rook's. Rook's is a deep accent added to with the flair and his deeper voice and Rollo as a softer one to atone with his softer voice. Rollo tries to hide his, but it defiantly comes out the more passionate he gets and it's so smooth and sweet sounding and HAAAAAAAAAAAA
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AHEM. WOW. I need him. Anon, this is so factual..... Rollo with his soft voice and soft accent,,, smooth like honey and just as sweet.......... the way he loses himself in sex and forgets all about English and just reverts back to French,, besides, it's easier to whisper filth in your ear in his native language when you may not understand it. Something something the delusion of he's still pure and so are you and you're not at all defiled if you can't understand the depravity coming out of his mouth.
#twisted chit chat#n/sfw#i just uncapped him to the max level because i am insane and obsessed with him <3#superfan is an understatement#i need to live in his skin and feel his heart between my fingers#and have his lips on my throat so he can taste my pulse and i need to hear him whimper and and and !!!!!!!#mr. flamme brings out the worst in me 😔
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I miss u fnaf fandom I miss people having new interesting stuff to talk about like we did with SB and ruin and a large alive fanart and fanfic community and not ok this game had no comprehensible plot and this games plot was already revealed 2 years ago and its still like 6 months or more until it comes out
#sorry feeling sad about fnaf today 😔#its just like. as someone who was there the day sb dropped how did we get here to this point#went from bucketloads of potential with an engaging new era to boring#never letting any of the interesting main storylines appear on screen for years and years#like man#i thought the in between era with hw2 and the next game that was unknown at the time was the worst era#like the mains and the plot will come back eventually but its been 3 years borderline#the bonnie bully cassies dad tales books to game instead of the other way around 2 releases fully about the mimic stuff is just like#very disheartening#pandas.txt#discourse#went from exciting potential to ok so they just arent going to talk about anything ever again#ggy hints and hw2 candy cadet stories are the only things keeping me going#if they didnt exist id prob be actively giving up on them ever bringing 3 star back#& im not trying to say that bc i like 3 star & they havent been focused on everything is bad#they havent focused or done anything cool with VANNY gregory vanessa freddy ggy any of it#instead random shit like hw2 cassies dad mapbot death possession bonnie bully#like somehow theyve made everything about nothing + the mimic#plz announce the release before the end of the year already bc depending on what it is ill feel so much better#if we get hw2 dlc and it reveals if its about cassie vanny or cassies dad things will change so much
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nathanielhsewell → avadmortain
#….. END OF ERA 😔#as someone who vehemently claimed that they would NEVER romance A because they are the WORST a few years ago….. this is kinda embarrassing#but i’ve been down bad for this woman for a while now so it must be done…… nathaniel my love i will be back!!#also lmao would appreciate the signal boosts since i feel as though people def only know me by @/nathanielhsewell#url change
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maybe buying a wolverine suit will make me happy...
#hugh jackman#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#deadpool & wolverine#but as a broke college student where tf am i getting the money 😔#the leather jacket from the movies aren't enough#i mean i feel like the worst wolverine currently and indefinitely because of the shitty things happening in my life rn#I'm not yet of legal drinking age but i definitely think I'd end up drinking my feelings away when I'm going a through something
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september new beginnings etc
#life has been so crazy. worst summer since forever i miss home i miss feeling like myself i miss Everything😔#it’s going to be alright but also. i m tired and i just need to nap forever and laugh w my friends and think about nothing#Spotify
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having a hannigram moment
#i just can't stop thinking about will graham's transformation over the series#that final 'it's beautiful'#and 'that's all i ever wanted for you. for us.'#like. my god#will i ever be able to articulate what that makes me feel#seeing the worst. being the worst. and then embracing the worst. which makes you free from anything#the only thing left after that#is yearning to experience that dizzying freedom with another#and see your own euphoria reflected in their eyes#knowing they understand#knowing you are the same. there is nothing wrong with you. there is only us.#'that's all i ever wanted'#WOW#text#not spn#hannigram#hannibal#time to reread the most depraved fan fiction i have. knowing it will not be enough 😔
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OK VERY VERY UNPOPULAR OPINION
Look, I LOVE KOKO (from the Ninjago movie) I REALLY DO
but I feel like Misako haters who in the same breath adore Koko forget the fact that Koko literally dated and LAYED THE evil warlord that destroys everything and harms innocent lives - all while you know, being Lady Iron Dragon….a warrior who’s supposed to protect the innocent and what not….
AND THEN when she’s raising Lloyd, according to her, she would always tell him to not be ashamed of who his father is…..?
LIKE GIRL LMAO IM SORRY BUT THIS WOMANS MORALS WENT ALL THE WAY OUT THE WINDOW 😭😭😭😭 LIKE WDYM YOU FELL IN LOVE AND DID THE DEVILS TANGO W THE MAN WHO DECIMATES CIVILIZATION AND DESTROYS FAMILIES?!() SHE REALLY THOUGHT SHE COULD FIX HIM?!?) GIRL WHERE ARE YOUR MORLAS THIS MAN IS EVIIILLL😭😭😭 AND THEENNN WHEN THIS MAN CINTINUES TO BE A TERRIBLE FATHER AND CONTINUES TO TERRORIZE AND DESTROY THE CITY- ACTIVELY PUTTING HER AND LLOYD IN DANGER- SHE STILL TELLS LLOYD TO NOT BE ASHAMED?!??
KOKO. YOU CANNOT BE FR RN 😭😭😭😭 WHY TF WOULD SHE WANT HIM TO NOT BE ASHAMED OF HIS AWFUL FATHER- JUST TELL HIM “YEAH YOUR DAD SUCKS NEVER BE LIKE HIM-“ LIKE LMAOO
And where I’m going w this is that yall despise misako for leaving Lloyd at Darkleys and paint her as a terrible mother and what not - but then turn around and praise and adore Koko like yalll Koko is NOT perfect either 😭 this woman also did awful mistakes and acted dumb by tellling Lloyd to not be ashamed of who his EVIL FUCKING father is 😭😭😭
And Ik like maybe shes saying that to comfort him and make him feel like Garmadon being evil isn’t his fault, cuz if you say “YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF WHO YOUR FATHER IS” sounds very harsh and makes it sound like Lloyd has fault in that. But the way Koko phrases it sounds like she spent her life trying to convince Lloyd to not hate his father or smth and only then snapped at Garmadon when he took over the city. Like if my husband is some evil warlord taht constantly puts my city and friends in danger I wouldn’t try to convince my son to not hate his father bruh 😭 I will not defend that man just because he’s my sons dad 💀 a bad person is a bad person Koko you should have been mad from the start bruh 😭😭
So again- my point is- I love both missko and Koko but the amount of hate misako gets compared to Koko is super annoying and I feel like I need to remind yall that Koko isn’t the perfect angel yall act like she is 😨
so stop contradicting yourselves!!!
#I feel like I’m gonna get attacked by this#but someone had to say it#cuz when I watched the Lego movie recently I noticed this and I was like#WAIT😭#your lady iron dragon#trying to defend innocent people and protect the land but your folding for this man right here ?!😔#WHERE R UR MORALS 😃#and you know#the rest I mentioned#do stop acting like missko is the worst or whatever for sending her kid to a boarding school in order to protect him☹️#none of them are perfect!!!#they are both flawed in their own strange ways#ninjago#lego ninjago#Ninjago movie#ninjago misako#misako ninjago#koko ninjago#ninjago koko#lego ninjago movie#the lego ninjago movie#AND YEAH IK THE NINJAGO MOVIE IS GOOFY AS HELL BUT SO IS NINJAGO ESPECIALLY EARLY SEASONS SO LET ME TAKE ITS NONESENSE SRS#like Misako fell in love before Garmadon was super evil and stuff#and left when he became evil and all#sooooo#she gets a point for that at least
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2 times Suzaki watched Amagai leave without him
+ 1 time they left together
#high&low the worst x#high&low the worst cross#high&low#amagai kohei#suzaki ryo#miyama ryoki#nakamoto yuta#gifset#*#//#I didn't find space to include the look Suzaki and his dad share in the first scene 😔#but I managed to include his fond smile in the end as he tucks them in(side the car)#the boys are back to what they once were 🥰🥰#(and the whole world won)#///#please tell me you're also affected by Suzaki's face after Amagai gets in the car in the last scene#he's clearly not feeling the distance quite as much as before#but he doesn't look expectant either??#he's just respectfully watching Amagai go#even if they're not leaving together‚ it won't change how he feels about him/their bond#it won't erase what Amagai told him back in the school gym#but perhaps there is a limit—even for friends. perhaps the limit for him are those car doors.#perhaps this as far as he'll ever get.#maybe his place is standing guard while Amagai leaves—and by the look on his face he'd do that proudly.#who KNOWS what's going on inside his head before Amagai beckons him inside#basically stating that Suzaki's place is RIGHT BESIDE HIM??
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kuroba toichi you need to stay dead or im going to fucking kill you myself
#you sick son of a bitch#if you truly love your son you wouldnt be alive#it's bad enough that you basically left the mantle for your teenage son to take up but you actually being alive????????#you just out there living your life while your son is destroying his relationships chasing after something that you started????????#his very motivation is your death and it's not even real??? the utter fucking betrayal???#and maybe being kid has kade him a better magician and has helped him find out more about himself#but he shouldve been able to have a choice if he even wanted to be kid at all it shouldnt have been a responsibility pushed upon him#AND IF YOU ARE FUCKING ALIVE AND YOU'RE JUST WATCHING YOUR SON RUNNING AWAY FROM THE POLICE WITH PRIDE INSTEAD OF GUILT YHEN YOU CAN#GO FUCK YOURSELF#Honestly the worst#also that theory that maybe chikage is travelling the world because she KNOWS toichi is alive and she's with her elevates this fuckery into#a whole different level#anyway go read cuethesun's tomorrow and the next day#good fucking food and bad parent chikage and toichi enjoyers will be pleased ;>#lol#dc prattles#as much as i want happy everybody is alive kuroba family#i need touichi and chikage if she knows too to feel the repercussions of their horrible parenting and i need kaito to be able to let himself#feel the hurt and betrayal that he is justified to feel even if he is happy that his dad is alive#but i dont trust gosho to handle that nicely if anything i think hes gonna just handwave it and wont address it properly#anyway my point is i just need more hurt and angry kaito also if shinichi is there im happy#sorry i sneaked in a kaishin i cant stop the brainrot unfortunately theres no cure 🤚😔#ALSO DONT GET ME STARTED WITH BAD PARENT KUDOS OOOOOHHHH
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friday sunday kiss tag
Thank you to @tragedycoded (x) and @wyked-ao3 (x) for the tags! ❤️️
Beach episode descending into smut? It's more likely than you think!
He threw his head back as David groped between his legs, beginning to aggressively massage his dick with one hand as the other tugged open his jeans, the man clearly eager. Rush couldn't deny it was nice to be wanted, and to want in return. He'd missed the feeling after he'd lost Gloria, though he would have rather died than admit it. David nipped his way downwards, pausing to shove his tongue into Rush's belly button until he was squirming and laughing, able to feel David's mirrored grin against the skin of his stomach. The man had to pull back in order to unlace and remove Rush's boots and his appearance was so flushed and happy Rush forgot all about his dislike of sand, shoving his own trousers down as David did the same with his. It was freeing to be able to be naked so openly, without the constant fear of being discovered hanging over his head. It was admittedly an uneasy prospect for Rush to consider that Colonel Young was the one responsible for their continued safety and solitude, but he felt assured that no matter what the man's personal feelings towards Rush were, he was completely loyal to David and would rather die than betray his friend. David proceeded to extricate himself from Rush's grip, springing to his feet with ease. Rush was only bereft of touch briefly, as his hands were quickly grasped and he was hauled to his feet, being immediately met with a scorching kiss. He wrapped his arms around David's neck, luxuriating in the warm slickness of the man's mouth and the strength behind the hands grasping his waist, supporting him as he swayed with arousal. He was a little foggy on the details, but the next thing he knew he was slung over David's shoulder, his brain shorting out at having moved from point a to point b with seemingly no in between.
Tagging: @the-golden-comet @finickyfelix @gioiaalbanoart @evilwriter37 @astramachina + OPEN
#had to rewrite this bit of the fic as my laptop crashed and i hadn't saved. worst feeling 😔#writeblr#wip tag game#writeblr tag game#tag game#writeblr community#writing community#writers on tumblr#writers of tumblr#my quote#open tag#writeblr open tag#kiss tag#tragedycoded#wyked-ao3#sgu#weekend kiss tag#mine#beach fic
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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons
#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups#and the later regrets of the parties involved#anyway. tell me not to text her#it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength#she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life#and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever#going to get back#and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔#the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that#really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you#felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way#instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out#so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃#i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least#we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she#like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have#said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me#and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person…#caseyposting
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Temperatures are getting super deceiving these days, in the mornings it's a chill temperature a little windy, just perfect for existing and then after midday it's 180°C
#yesterday i went to school and the sun hit the bus all the way until i got in the city#i was SWEATING sooo bad#and the heat was like turning the AC of the bus into hot air or something bc all i felt was hot air dropped on me#i was feeling so dizzy until i could get down of the bus#i hate the summer#and worst of all its that its not even summer yet for like a whole month#i hate it here 😔#what I'll do when its full summer? complain? its more likely than you think
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BRO THE SEROTONIN
#DXM IS AN SNRI DID YOU HEAR ME I SAID DXM IS AN SNRI#despite having had maybe 4 hours of sleep in almost 60 hours (idek)‚#despite having felt like a human wasteland before i started dosing six hours ago‚#despite having been in one of the worst depressive episodes of my entire life this whole month‚#I FEEL GOOD‼️📢#i feel rested and refreshed and content!! I FEEL BASELINE OKAY THIS IS BASELINE OKAYNESS#i'm not even really *happy* i'm like when a sim's moodlet says ''fine''#but just feeling mildly comfortable and calm and at peace skyrocketed my affect to BASELINE OKAYNESS!!!#my god just being *not completely hopeless and despondent* feels like a warm bath or basking in the sun#it's like i can literally breathe easier. like omg i don't want to die 🥰#that trip was so mild and good. just very simple and lowkey and comfy. and now i feel like a human being again!#love you dxm i'm so sorry i called you a hell drug and expected you to fuck me up. it was a long t-break 😔#PLEASE let this be one of the trips where the antidepressant effects linger for a week or two afterward 🙏🙏🙏#personal#dxm#dextromethorphan#robotripping#robotrip#robitussin#drugs#drugs tw#drugs cw#tw drugs#cw drugs#drug tw#drug cw#suicide mention#depression
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