#it's the slow breeding season so i'm getting like one every other month or something lol

[tetedurfarm]

Y'ALL WANT SOME FUCKIN RABBITS i have rabbits for sale. three of em anyway.

i will be at the monroe, wa show on december 7th, or i can meet you somewhere public on a day that works - if i drive to you though i would really love like $10 for gas <3 if they haven't gone somewhere by dec 21 i will be taking them to a livestock auction so get em while you can.

take more than one and get a discount!

this is Blacklist, a not quite two year old purebred new zealand white buck from Olympic Horizon in oregon. i bought him as a cull so he will NOT come with a pedigree, but he will make an amazing meat breeder for someone. i mean look at him. show worthy, not really, but THICK? yes. his personality is not particularly wonderful but he isn't hard to handle and is a good breeder (though does not force/table breed.) genetically he's an otter or silver martin, i haven't proved out much more than 'he's at_'. selling at no fault of his own, i just have used him as much as i can and he deserves to find another barn to work at. $20 (+ gas if i drive to you)

also have this guy, a 7mo unnamed copper (chestnut agouti) satin buck. he is NOT purebred, but he is mostly satin the breed. has TAMUKs in his dam's side (and yes they are Actual tamuks; i bought that great-grandsire and gg-dam from the college barn myself.) he has a beautiful glossy satin coat with a nice depth of colour. NOT show quality, but i can give you his 'pedigree' for your records. as far as satins go this guy isn't a crazy one but he is still an animal that doesn't like being handled. he is UNPROVEN as a breeder but i have no reason to doubt him. if he doesn't breed he'll make a lovely throw pillow. i just prefer his sire over him. $20 (+ gas if i drive to you)

and lastly, this little girly. she is a black otter moyen ('medium', meaning she will be in between mini and standard in size) rex that is just at four months old (she will be old enough to breed in february so right at the start of the breeding season). she is NOT show quality but i can give you a pedigree for your records. she doesn't carry anything particularly fun since she comes from my show project lines that are pretty cleanly black/white/otter, but she'll be a little meat brick and make nice babies. pretty decent density in her coat. i'd like $40 for her since she's a rex and a doe, but if you take her and a buck you can get $30 for the pair. NOTE though that she will not throw rex coats with either of the bucks above. but if pelts aren't your concern, any of them would feed you well.

if you are in western washington/nw oregon/sw british columbia and are interested, feel free to dm me :)

[kaepop-trash]

I'm so excited for the new ambition chapter!!!! I was wondering if you'd show Jaehyun's initial perspective to falling in love with yn. I can't decide if he would be angry or confused. Hope I'm not asking for a lot

This took me a while to answer and I'm sorry for this. I had the break in between when I wasn't writing and even then it took a bit for me to find something that could answer this as concisely as possible. Truthfully an initial perspective is hard because it definitely was an excruciatingly slow process for him. Consider that it took him till they weren't together to even confess that he was, in fact, in love. He was definitely both angry and confused. You aren't asking for a lot at all, I hope this answers your questions.

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It was the first time Jaehyun was in court. He grumbled about it all the way there but his mother had insisted and Jaehyun could never deny his mother's requests.

At the moment he sat between his mother and (Y/N). His mother looked over to give her a reassuring smile, reaching over to squeeze her hand. When he turned to look at her he could see that she tried her best to return it.

The trial was long and Jaehyun felt terribly impatient in his seat, readjusting in his seat every few moments to ease his now sore muscles. At some point, (Y/N) snapped her head towards him, a scowl on her face.

"Can you stop that?" Despite the low murmur, her eyes flared. "Nobody asked you to be here." She gave him a last cold glare before looking back at the judge.

Jaehyun felt impossibly at loss. He also felt a little annoyed.

"I didn't want to be here." He frowned at her.

She didn't even turn to look at him, "Then leave."

He huffed under his breath, reminding himself that he was here because his mother asked him to be.

The sound of the gavel took his attention off her irreverence.

.

"As you can see, your honour. The defendant is a family man." The lawyer pointed at the bench where they sat. Despite his irritation, he turned to look at her— her hands clenching her dress, yet her expression passive. "His family is here to support him. He isn't a flight risk, I request that bail be allowed."

The judge looked her (Y/N)'s mother, "Do you think it's right to bring his daughter to court on a Thursday?" He turned an impatient scowl to the lawyer.

In the end, bail was not allowed. Jaehyun watched her eyes shatter, and he watched her face remain void the entire hearing.

"(Y/N) should join us for dinner, right Jaehyun?" His mother had that forced sweetness in her voice she had when she spoke to his father. He gave her a brisk nod.

(Y/N) turned a nervous look to her own mother, who gave her a warning glance. "I don't think–" she turned back to his mother.

"Nonsense. I will not hear it, I asked the cook to make pork chops. I know you like it." Jaehyun saw his mother's warm smile, laced with sympathy; and he saw the way (Y/N)'s eyes glazed over when she saw it. She looked away and gave her a distracted nod.

"You have Jaehyun to keep you company, so don't worry about being bored." She gently patted her hair. Jaehyun saw (Y/N) blink at the floor.

He bit his lip, stuck somewhere between empathy and intrigue.

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Jaehyun sat at the dining table with his jaw set so hard that he thought his teeth would shatter.

It was summer. Summer was when he and his cousins spent at least a month in Georgia with their grandparents. It was a tradition that he honoured each year because his mother's parents were worth the trouble. He also enjoyed spending the season at their orchard.

Right now, he wished to go back home.

Jungkook sat across from him, leaning so close to (Y/N) that he was practically sitting on her. He said something himself and laughed, she gave him a smile. Why Jungkook thought it was fine to bring his girlfriend to their grandparents home, Jaehyun did not know. It was impertinent and uncalled for.

Jungkook leaned closer to her, saying something that made her turn to him with knitted brows. Their noses brushed together.

Jaehyun's jaw throbbed from the added pressure.

Jaehyun turned to the head of the table, towards his grandparents. "We haven't gone to pick peaches yet." His fingers toyed with a fork.

His grandmother looked up, surprise in her eyes because Jaehyun said the right words. She was very proud of her peaches and he knew it.

"You children are all grown up now. I thought I'd spare you the days to do your own things. Enjoy your summer." She laughed.

"I'm never too old to hold your basket while you pick the sweetest peaches, Granny." He gave her his warmest smile, she smiled at him affectionately.

His grandmother turned towards the table, "I will go tomorrow." She stated to all the cousins. The younger ones nodded eagerly, some of the older ones reluctantly agreed.

"I think I'll pass." Jungkook scoffed, reaching over the table to grab a bread roll.

Their grandmother's face fell. Jaehyun's eyes danced with victory.

"Have you ever picked peaches from trees, (Y/N)." Jaehyun kept his voice deliberately casual.

She looked up at him, caught off-guard entirely. Between his polite voice, and his sudden acknowledgement. Jaehyun could understand the confusion.

"No." She said after a moment.

"You should come!" One of his younger cousins shook (Y/N)'s arm eagerly, "I'll show you the tree I planted myself. We all have one." She smiled.

(Y/N) gave her a warm smile, nodding at her. However hesitant it was, did not matter. Jaehyun's strategy seemed to work perfectly. He turned to his grandfather this time.

"(Y/N) likes horses, grandfather." Jaehyun spoke— a breezy nonchalance in his demeanor. "She even has one, if memory serves." He turned to her with a squint, pretending to recall.

She gave him a suspicious nod. He lit his eyes with realisation then turned back to his grandfather with a pleasant smile, "I know you're always trying to involve us in your talks of breeds and pelts. You might actually find a keen ear in her." He laughed softly, consideration and humour in his tone.

His grandfather's eyes lit up with delight, turning to her. "What type is your horse?" He questioned her.

"Gaited. I don't race professionally and she's a gentle breed which is suited to my temperament." She answered, her voice settling on the tone it did when she spoke about something she knew well.

"Most of mine are thoroughbreds." He answered back. She smiled at him.

"I'd love to see them if you'd like." She asked politely.

"You can take one for a ride, if you please. These days only the jockeys take them out." He offered, her eyes lighting up.

Another sense of victory coursed through Jaehyun, he turned to glance at Jungkook. He watched him back with a deep frown, his jaw set tight this time around.

Jaehyun looked away to talk to his cousin sister beside him, a small smile on his face.

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Jaehyun was on his way to his room, a glass of warm milk in his hand to help him sleep. His steps faltered as he crossed a veranda. He took a few steps back, not sure if he saw correctly.

Jungkook stood at the edge, his phone on his ear and looking stressed over whatever he was talking about.

Jaehyun didn't know that Jeon Jungkook had anything to stress about other than football. The moron didn't even bother closing the door behind him. Jungkook turned to face away from the door, towards the parapet. Jaehyun came out of the shadows towards the door.

With a swift motion and soft steps, Jaehyun slipeed into the balmy summer night.

"I brought her with me because she's my girlfriend, Jennie." He groaned, "I know. But her mother is in California and I thought it was the right thing to do. You're in New Zealand, why are you shouting?" He huffed.

There was a silence while Jungkook listened to whatever the person on the other end was saying. In the silence of the night with only crickets chirping in the distance, Jaehyun could hear the tone of the person Jungkook was speaking to. She was screaming.

"Don't say that. You know I care about you. But (Y/N) is my girlfriend." He sighed, taking his phone off his hear like the person on the other end hung up.

"You never change, do you?" Jaehyun spoke as Jungkook was turning.

The look he had in his eyes, the terror of being caught, it gave Jaehyun a rush. "This is none of your business." Jungkook gave him a displeased look.

"I didn't say it was." Jaehyun placed his glass on a deck table, slipping his hands into the pockets of his joggers and walking closer to Jungkook.

"Then what do you want?" Jungkook spoke through gritted teeth, like a child throwing a tantrum. In that moment, Jaehyun couldn't believe that they were the same age.

He gave him a smile, "Cheating on your girlfriend is not nice, Jeon Jungkook. Especially not when the girlfriend is (Y/N)." Jaehyun clicked his tongue.

"Why? Does it bother you because it's her?" Jungkook spat, smirking like he caught Jaehyun with his hands in his pants. Jaehyun wanted to laugh.

"No. Because (Y/N) will get her retribution, and she'll do it in a way that will make you wish you never met her." Jaehyun shrugged.

There was another flash of terror in Jungkook's eyes, then uncertainty.

After that he scoffed nervously, "You say that like you know her better than me, Jaehyun."

That made Jaehyun frown, "I've known her longer than you have." He reminded her.

"Hardly." Jungkook scoffed again.

Jaehyun willed his face back to nonchalance. "I know her well enough. I'm merely giving you a well deserved warning." He shrugged.

"She won't know if you don't tell her." Jungkook narrowed his eyes at him.

Anger surged through Jaehyun when he realised that he had no intention to stop.

Jungkook lifted his brows, "You can keep being our grandparents favourite, Jaehyun. But she's mine. You bring her into anything again and I will destroy you." Jungkook came closer, trying to intimidate him though he was a few inches shorter.

It didn't work.

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Jaehyun was so tired after study group that his eyes seemed to stick together. Ever since he started law school, Jaehyun wasn't sure of the last time he had gotten a decent amount of sleep. Beside him, he heard feet shuffle. He looked over at (Y/N), fighting a smile as she almost tumbled over in exhaustion.

He grabbed her hand to give her support. She blinked her eyes with force, willing them to stay open.

"We'll die so young." She mumbled.

A tired laugh escaped from Jaehyun's lips. The delirium of sleep making his head fall back as he laughed a little more, the sound coming from deep within his chest, like it was genuine.

When his eyes fluttered to her, she was watching him. Lips parted and eyes drenched in something intimate. Jaehyun's eyes unfocused for the briefest moment— from the lack of sleep or something else, he did not know. Then they focused back on her face and his heart picked up like a race horse on it's final sprint.

She looked away too soon, clearing her throat and looking down to her feet. The hood of her sweatshirt was draped over her head to shield her ears from the cold. Jaehyun's eyes traced her silhouette: the soft touch of her lashes, the curve of her nose and the inflicted pout of her lips. A thought that he always knew for a fact seemed to suddenly light up in his head like a neon sign.

She was breathtaking.

He thought the realisation was making him dizzy, but it was just the fact that he hadn't taken a breath in a few long seconds.

He inhaled sharply. She looked up at him, frowning.

"Are you okay? You look like you're going to pass out." There was earnest concern in her eyes.

He gave her a wide smile, his cheeks dipping into it's signature dimples. Her face tinted red, watching him intently.

She stopped walking, turning away to go towards her dorm. He grabbed her wrist without thinking.

She turned to look at him, something akin to fear in her eyes before looking down at his hand.

"I'm too tired to have sex." She gave him a passive look. Indignation made his fingers almost give way. Then his eyes drifted to her other hand, clenched on her t-shirt.

His fingers tightened, "We don't have to have sex. Come home with me." He looked up at her, putting all the vulnerability he could ever have into his voice. "We'll die young anyway."

Her lips parted, then she closed them to chew on her bottom lip. Her eyebrows knitted, then she parted her lips again before her mouth formed a straight line. He waited patiently. She turned back to him, her steps bringing her by his side again.

She gave him a nod, a smile tugging at the corner of her lips.

Ambition Series

[kiyoomiee]

Submit To Me || Jeon Jungkook

Submit to Me ⟶ [ 2/ ? ]

⟶ genre: wolf au / enemies-to-lovers / fluff / slow burn

⟶ pairing: jungkook x reader

⟶ words: 2k

⟶ sypnosis: Being an omega isn’t easy, you're surrounded by judging eyes and a lot of streotypes. Being an omega isn't easy, especially when your rival is a pure breed alpha named Jeon Jungkook.

⟶ warnings: alpha!JK, omega!Reader, language, consumption of alchohol and weed, a lot of fighting, mutual pining, communication problems, degrading words

⟶ disclaimer: this is a product of my imagination. this is my first post so please bear with the mistakes and grammatical errors, English is not my first language

PART 1 // PART 2

Jungkook’s lips felt soft against yours. Though it tasted like alcohol, it didn’t stop you from wrapping your arms around his nape just to deepen the kiss. The way his tongue explored your mouth was nothing compared to what you experienced from your past relationship. You surrendered yourself completely and kissed him back, hoping that it would take all the pain and frustration that you felt.

“You’re such a tease Y/N. You’re torturing the shit out of me right now.” He was sucking and biting harshly on one part of your neck that you were sure it would totally leave a mark. His irises were in a deep shade of red, a sign that his wolf was taking over.

His hands slid down all the way from your back until it reached your ass. You yelped when Jungkook grabbed your bottoms only to pull you up. Your phone made a sound when it fell on the floor but you didn't care. You and your hands were too focused on roaming Jungkook's shoulders and pulling the strands of his soft curly hair.

You almost whined when Jungkook broke the kiss only to lick and attack your neck. His sudden action caused you to moan and your nails scratched his tattooed arm involuntarily, causing him to hiss. He returned the favor by putting a hand to your waist only to grip it tightly.

“A-Ah shit. Fuck you, Jungkook.”

He chuckled dangerously. Jungkook continued his work on your neck. He ran his fangs on your clavicle causing you to jolt against him as your eyes almost reached the back of your head.

You couldn't think straight anymore and neither could he. Your wolf chanted Jungkook's name over and over, you were starting to give in.

But something felt wrong. Yes, there was something far worse than having Jungkook's tongue down your throat right now. Your body felt hot and your vision started to blur.

"Jungkook wait. Stop." You weakly pushed his chest and gripped his arms tightly to get him back to his senses. He was breathing heavily against your skin when his red eyes slowly turned back into it’s natural brown color.

"Y/N what's-- Fuck!" Jungkook cursed loudly when you passed out against his chest. It took him awhile to get back to his senses but when he finally did he carried you and put you down on his bed.

He stared at you for a moment, realizing what you two just did. His wolf was taking over him when he saw you at the dancefloor. The way you looked and smelled was the last straw. The amount of alcohol he consumed was partly to blame. Jungkook wanted you to submit to him when he pinned you against the wall. He wanted to dominate every part of you so bad that he lost control.

A part of him felt guilty. He knew you were drugged judging by how dilated your pupils were when he looked into your eyes. His plan was to keep you safe yet he took advantage of your current state. He clenched his teeth and kept in mind to punish Taehyung for giving you that cookie.

Jungkook looked away and sighed. He walked straight into his bathroom and turned the water on.

After all that has happened he needed a cold bath to calm him down and help him think straight.

The heat of the sun on your skin is what got you groaning in the early morning. The sudden pain that you felt on your abdomen made you breathe erratically. The beads of sweat on your body irritated you even more. Your lashes slowly fluttered when you finally opened your eyes.

The memories of what happened last night were faint in your head. If the headache that you felt right now wasn’t enough to make you remember then the alpha beside you probably will.

The view made it harder for you to breathe. Beside you was Jeon Jungkook who’s upper body was on full display, gray sweatpants were the only thing that was covering the lower part of his body.

So many thoughts filled your mind, the thought of you two having sex was no exception cause you couldn’t find the clothes you wore last night and your undergarments were only covered by a large white shirt that reached your knees. Surely I would remember if we had sex right? I’m sure Jungkook isn’t the type to make a woman forget. Should I wake him up and ask him to do it again--

And that exact thought was the part that got you running to his bathroom and locking yourself in. Your whole body felt hot. You were thinking about Jungkook, you were ready to pounce at him even. Your abdomen hurts like hell.

You were in heat.

A female’s heat comes every month and lasts for about a week. The heat of males lasts the same but it only comes once a month during winter, which is mating season. You despised it. It's so unfair and it tortures every part of your being. You knew your heat was coming but you never expected it to happen today, especially with an alpha close by. You took every bit of restraint and self respect that you had just to keep yourself locked up and not throw yourself at Jungkook.

Oh Goddess. You called out, hoping that she would prevent you from losing your mind.

Meanwhile, Jungkook's eyes opened quickly when the strong scent of vanilla and lavender filled his lungs. He didn't even bother to stretch his limbs just to find where the sweet smell was coming from.

His lips parted when his brown orbs were slowly turning red, his wolf wanted to take over and he knew exactly why. Any wolf nearby could tell that you were in heat, alpha's most likely. Since alphas and omegas are "destined for each other" they are the ones that are most likely affected when sensing heat.

Jungkook was frustrated that you weren't in his pack, the mind link would surely help to check if you were okay. Atleast she had the decency to lock the door, he thought. Because if you didn't, you two would probably end up in a situation you'll both regret.

For the first time in his life Jungkook didn't know what to do. He just stood in front of his bathroom door as thoughts filled his mind. He badly wanted to help you through your heat yet one wrong move, the everything will be even more complicated than before. It's the heat that's making me like this. The heat. Yes, it's the heat.

Maybe fate was playing with the two of you. You despised one another yet you can't help but to attract each other.

You on the other hand, gathered all the might and courage that you had. Jungkook was startled and took a few steps back when you suddenly opened the door. You didn't even bother to look at him and just focused on finding your things and go. You were panicking inside your head, the clothes that you wore last night were neatly folded on the table beside his king sized bed yet it immediately crumpled when you gathered it without any care. Your main priority was to get out of there immediately yet you couldn't stop yourself from asking Jungkook what happened.

"Jungkook, about last night--" You tried to speak but he immediately cut you off.

"Last night was a mistake Y/N."

Your eyes met his brown orbs that held the same emotion the first time you interacted with him. It was cold, so cold.

"Of course it was. But.. did something happen? Between us?" You asked cautiously.

Jungkook let out the fakest laugh you ever heard as he crossed his arms on his chest.

"Really Y/N? Did you really think that something will ever happen between us?"

"What's with the attitude? How the fuck am I supposed to know? You tell me Jeon, why else would I be wearing your fucking shirt right now?" Your blood was starting to boil because of anger.

"Because you made a fucking mess on your clothes! You really shouldn't be drinking Y/N you know why? Cause your weak ass can't handle simple alcohol. I did you a fucking favor and you're not even a part of my pack." He growled, emphasizing his last statement.

"So that's what this is about? You being a little bitch cause I won't bow down to you? Well guess what? I never will cause submitting to an alpha like you would only prove that I'm weak. I'm glad that I'm not a part of your pack. Anyone would be unlucky to have someone like you as their alpha." You attempted to leave but he caught your wrist before you even made a move.

"Oh yeah? Is that why you had your tongue down on my throat last night? Tell me Y/N, if you hate me so much then why the fuck did you kiss me back?" Jungkook smirked when you were caught off guard by his question.

"It was a mistake Jungkook. We were both drunk." You looked away and refused to look at his eyes. Restraining yourself was already difficult but he made it even harder the moment he touched your wrist.

"I'm pretty sure that you enjoyed it though." You were sure that he knows you're on your heat yet he's pushing both of your patience and limits.

Both of you turned your head's when you heard the sound of Jimin's voice behind Jungkook's door.

"Kook? Who do you have in there? You do know it's dangerous to have an unmarked female that's in heat in a house that has 3 alpha's with no mates right?" Jimin's concerned voice was very clear.

It's a good thing that Jimin's a beta. He could sense the different scents around him yet unlike alpha's, he doesn't go crazy when he smells a female wolf in heat.

Jimin didn't expect to see the two of you when he opened the door. Heck, he knew that you two couldn't stay in the same room without fighting. The sight in front of him made his jaw drop almost instantly. Your cheeks were in a shade of bright red and Jungkook was clearly restraining his wolf. Both of you showed too much skin and the smell of sexual tension was very clear in the air.

When the door was wide open now, you took it as an opportunity to finally leave. But Jungkook’s voice made you stop your tracks.

“Where do you think you’re going?” 

“Isn’t it obvious? I’m going somewhere where you’re not around.”

“Really? Wearing that? Do you need me to remind you that I’m not the only alpha in house and in this city?” He mocked.

“Oh god! Jimin? A little help here?!” You cried in frustration and you raised your brows at your best friend.

“Okay I’m confused as fuck but I have to side with Jungkook for this one. He’s right Y/N. It’s dangerous for you to go out in that state. How about you go to my room and I’ll go run for some heat suppressants?” 

You parted your lips, trying to make up words to say something but nothing came out of your mouth.

"Don't argue with me on this one Y/N."

You sighed and nodded your head in defeat. His idea was the best one to be used so that you could avoid problems.

But deep down inside you knew you couldn’t stay still and just wait for Jimin to come back, especially with Jungkook around You wanted to get out, the sooner the better.

[osayoko-blog]

How about all the questions except 100? ( ◠‿◠ ) See, I'm nice.

ASK ME THINGS

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1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? Nothing, because they would still be snoring away happily next to me. My favorite thing to hear in the early morning.

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?☼♥ ☾

3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?I think that’s the stupidest question someone could have come up with. Shouldn’t you care about every little thing concerning them? Ranging from when they experience minor headaches, to drug abuse, to their well being in general?

4. Is your last name longer than six letters?Ozaki = 5

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?Sober, maybe a little drunk on sleep.

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?Yes. But we’ll always go our way.

7. What does your last received text say?I don’t remember right now.

8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?∞

9. Where was your last kiss at?The hospital.

10. When is the last time you saw your sister?I don’t have a sisiter but two older brothers.

11. What do you drink in the morning?Decaffeinated tea.

12. Where did you sleep last night?At the hospital.

13. Do you think relationships are hard?They are if you invest everything you’ve got. If they’re not, you’re probably just wasting away your days ignoring each and every occuring problem.

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?No. Although not everything went the most perfect way possible, I wouldn’t change anything. Life isn’t a video game you can restart if you made any mistakes that influence the progress of it. You have to live with your mistakes and the bad phases that come and go. Coping with the consequences makes you grow, cheating doesn’t help you improve but to eventually make the same mistakes again without learning through them. Everything happens for a reason and everything that has occurred to me within the past five months has gotten me to where I am right now. I like it, I’m happy. I’m enjoying my life and the connection I have to the people in it.

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?None.

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?Summer rain.

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?I don’t have a middle name.

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?Leggings.

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?It doesn‘t matter if it’s a relationship or just “us”. I think it will still be “us” three years from now.

20. Does anyone like you?Yes.

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?Technically.

22. Is the last person you kissed gay?No.

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?Yes. Are you human?

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?I appreciate art in every shape and form it comes in. I have considered it a couple of times. I love this kind of unforgiving commitment to whatever you choose to carry underneath your skin with you for the rest of your life.

25. In the past week have you cried?Yes. Never hold it in.

26. What breed was the last dog you saw?It was a cute Pomeranian. I can see why this question is important. It honestly made my day to see this white ball of fluff bouncing around and wrapping his leash around his owner’s legs in the process. They were all annoyed but it was an adorable sight to witness for me.

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?Drying off in the shower is such a pet peeve of mine.

28. Have you ever kissed a football player?No.

29. Do you think you’re old?I have an old soul but a young heart.

30. Do you like text messaging?It’s not that I like it to an extent where I can say that I enjoy it, but it has become ultimately vital for the people of our generation. Especially in my business it’s a great way to stay in touch with important contacts but also a comfortable possibility to talk to the people close to you when you find yourself being constricted by a busy schedule but don’t want to miss out on anything in their lives. I still prefer face to face conversations but I’m grateful we’re given these endless possibilities nowadays.

31. What type of day are you having?My day has been an odd mix so far; a little bit busy, a little bit boring, amazingly challenging.

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?Actually, yes. I’ve done a shooting with Brooklyn All Day a while back where they put a fake septum on me and I actually thought this look was pretty cool and refreshing, enough to briefly wonder if it would be something I could enjoy on the long run, but I came to the conclusion that it’s not too convenient in this kind of profession. When I was younger, I always admired people with belly button piercings, too.

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?I like both extremes. I like them, but I also find myself moaning as soon as I’m forced to cope with extreme cold or extreme warmth. Yet I enjoy being surrounded by snow or going to the beach on beautiful summer days. I don’t have a preference as it seems but I’m grateful for every season and its perks.

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?Always. My best friend.

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?I’d prefer no labels. They only do harm depending on the type of person you are. My answer will be neither, but I strongly believe that certain things don’t need to be named. Strong emotions don’t need such limiting cages. You will only find yourself clutching these golden bars, wishing to escape so the two of you can be free. But most importantly together. Why limit yourself when those feelings go far beyond human vocabulary.

36. Are you a simple or complicated person?I am as simple as I am complicated.

37. What song are you listening to?Bon Jovi - Living on a Prayer

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?It depends on who you are to me. But usually, yes. Especially when you’re close to me. The tighter the bond, the more I’ll have to swallow my pride to apologize. When I do, I do mean it.39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?My friend Akane.40. What made you start liking the person you like now?This is the toughest question so far. Mainly because I don’t want to write a bible for an answer, so I will try to keep it short. What made me like them, the very first thing that did, was realizing that for some reason our minds worked strangely alike. He spoke out things I couldn’t put into words, but he also took entire sentences off my tongue I wanted to write down and yet he was faster, just like he knew what I put my mind to that very moment. It was like speaking to my reflection in the mirror. And I hadn’t even seen him in person back then. This conversation got under my skin. Ever since I’m tied. Since day one.41. When did you last receive a text message?Yesterday.42. What is wrong with you right now?I think I’m frightened of the unknown and of the familiar, both at once.43. How well do you know the last female you texted?Barely.44. Does anyone disgust you?Remotely.45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?Yes and no.46. Are you in a good mood right now?As good as your mood can be when all you can think about is sleep.47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?Sono.48. What color shirt are you wearing?Grey.49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?Yes. I don’t think either of us liked it but it was necessary. I’m glad we had this conversation.50. Anyone you’re giving up on?The slow and mechanic form of life I have been the past couple of months. Goodbye.51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?Sometimes. But it’s never without affection.

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?Who didn’t?53. Do you like rain?I love rain. 54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?I think I will simply refer to the question concerning drug abuse here. Though it also depends on how severe the consume of alcohol is.55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?Yes. Although I’ve learned not to waste emotions as I grew older. 56. Do you like to cuddle?Actually, yes.57. Are you shy?It depends. But a huge part of me is. 58. Do you get along with girls?I do. But I have a tendency of getting along with boys much better.59. Have you dated the person you texted last?Yes. 60. What do you carry with you at all times?My phone. 61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?Yes, but I’d probably chicken out as soon as I hear as much as a creaking door. 62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?Yes. 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?Yes. 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?I think it makes for a sensation of warmth and comfort, feeling utterly cared about.65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?Yes. My son produced his absolute worst diaper. So… cute…

66. How old are the last three people you kissed?Well, one of them was very very old, almost ancient. Rumor has it he’s almost fourty. The other is currently 4 months old and last but not least, I’m not going to give away my mom’s age.

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?I have phases where I feel artistic and want to do a cool design on my own nails, but let’s be real, it’s better and easier to just get them done by a professional.   68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?Leo.69. Do you have any stickers on your car?No.70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?Lil Wayne.71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?iPhone.  72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?I only recall having pizza from Domino’s.   73. Do you like diet soda?No. Go hard or go home.74. What color are the walls in your room?White. I can’t have my walls painted in extreme and distracting colors. It makes me feel uncomfortable because they’re too loud. White is very soothing.75. Are you 16 or older?I’m 10 in spirit.  76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?No.  77. Do you have a job?Professional food enthusiast.  78. What are your initials?S. O.79. Did you ever have braces?No.   80. Are you from the south?Damn right. From the best city ever! I also think Northerners are cavemen.

81. What does your last status on facebook say?I don’t really use this site.82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?Not really, no.   83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?I’m close to both of them. They give me more support than I could ever dream of. I’m close to either of them in different ways, I believe. I talk a lot about my concerns and problems to my mom. She gives the best advice. My dad is my rolemodel. He teaches me lessons about life whenever we interact. And he was the one making me attached to the sea ever since I was a little girl. I’m grateful they raised me the way they did.84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?Gymnastics.   85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?Resident Evil.   86. Do you smoke?I used to smoke. I can’t say that I don’t miss it these days.   87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?I love any kind of shoe. It depends on the occasion or the setting.    88. Is your phone touch screen?Is the sun hot?   89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?I like to wear it curly if I am in the mood to do anything with it. Otherwise I prefer to have straight hair since it doesn’t require any work while I get ready.   90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?When I lived back home with my parents I used to sneak out of the house or back inside often. Those were my wilder teenage years. Rebel phase, Kurt Cobain lover, living the gyaru lifestyle.91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?A lake.   92. Have you ever made out in a car?Yes.   93. …Had sex in a car?Yes.   94. Are you single or in a relationship?Maybe something so precious, no label in the world could ever express its beauty.   95. What were you doing last night at midnight?Driving to the hospital.   96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?New Years.   97. Do you like the camera on your phone?It’s okay but since photography is a hobby, I prefer my Canon.   98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?Yes. It’s common in Japan though.    99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?More often than I’d like to admit.101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?Yes.  102. Name your favorite Kesha song: Blah Blah Blah  103. Do you have any tan lines right now?None.   104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?I used to when it was a thing for gals.