#it's sooooo bad like sooo bad.
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honest to g-d think i could handle any type of pain at this point because of how severely my belly is constantly hurting me.
#myevilposts#it's sooooo bad like sooo bad.#sometimes it is a literal ten on the pain scale when my belly starts to ache something awful. like please kill me levels#of immediate consistent excruciating pain.#and i am in pain just about every single second i'm awake so like ✌️
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i think it's funny how floofy n beffica are leading that Evil Grumpuses poll cause to me they're two completely different levels of "Shitty Person" lol
they're like this to me
#giant banner under this saying: Beffica is one of my favorite characters ok Ok. she sucks a bit as a person but i love her#with Floofty they're like ''Grr i hate you so much ur sooo fuckin dumb never speak to me again but actually please do talk to me but fuck u#with Beffica she's like ''Heyy bestie let's ruin this person's life for fun okayyy. I know this is bad but i've already ruined my own life-#and i dont really have much else to do sooooo. lol :0P!!''#very shallow reads of them but this you've played the game. you get the idea. these are tumblr tags#bug game
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Of course the character I latched onto the most is the fkin astrology bitch who also happens to be a crow
#he just stole every theme and aesthetic I’ve ever liked and mashed them together#I want more of Monty sooooo bad#let him be a part of the crew#let him figure out how to be his own person outside of Esther#let me see his bird habits carry over to his human form#let us see him come to terms with the fact Edwin won’t like him back and then embracing their friendship#let me see him try sooo hard to redeem himself after the betrayal in the woods#let me see his interest in the occult being used to help the agency#god I just want more Monty so fkin bad#reesie rambles#dead boy detectives#monty the crow
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you know how in school they’d always make you (still make you) like choose random topics to give class presentations on while everyone politely clapped even though they didn’t really care about your powerpoint on fungi or whatever bc they’re too worried about getting their own over with. tumblr is like if every single person in the room was paying full attention and was absolutely stoked about it and gave you wild applause and wolf whistles at the end. you can just get on stage and talk about coelacanths and you become a celebrity for a few minutes. like on tumblr it’s on your own terms so it’s like oh snap education is actually supposed to be fun
#this is to say i got a big presentation out of the way today that i was stressing about#or rather i should say i thought about it as ‘getting it out of the way’#but then once i completed it and was ready to present i was like wait this is actually so cool i’m so excited to present#like i was waiting patiently for my turn#and i had a GREAT time yapping for eight minutes about parthenogenesis in sharks#and i’m like aw i’m kinda sad the project is over… :(#maybe i will yap about it on here some time#i love genetics it’s sooooo cool to me i love you punnet squares i love you genes and reproduction#peach rambles#ALSO i got complimented on the presentation by the girl i wanna befriend sooo bad#like holy snap we have similar energy and we both get way too into this class …#and then we yapped for like 15 minutes more on stuff bc we had to do a ‘group discussion’ for something unrelated in that class#and we were literally the only two people in our section doing that thing#we were only like half on topic lol#can’t beat the ADHDemons#then i had Another presentation in the class right after that and it was kind of terrible bc i can only prepare for one thing at a time smh#but it was much lower stakes so#but like WHEWWWWW i can’t believe i got a chain of massive assignments out of the way…. it’s been a wacky past 48 hours
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thinking abt geto ”would you like me to kill them for you ^_^” suguru again ….. (the ^_^ is of utmost importance btw)
#he doesn’t say it in a hot ”who did this to you” way (that’s just how he WANTS it to sound) he says it in a way that makes you laugh.#bc he’s literally so funny. clingy cult leader bf who is sooo soft and adoring 🥺 and at every minor inconvenience he resorts to Murder#someone bumps into you on the street and he’s instantly like ”darling do you want me to —” ”no.”#”… are you sure 😔”#he wants to kill for you sooooo fucking bad he thinks it’s a love language … no girl!!!!!!!#he’s literally so silly he’s the silliest little guy…. he’s so funny. i love him sm!!!#will never stop thinking abt his pure comedic potential#ari noises ✩
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❤️🥀A Strange Story of Life, Death, and Love🌹🖤
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#Nevermore#Nevermore Webtoon#Webtoon#6#y’all can thank Miranda Mundt for this#First drawing meme I actually spent time on#Although it is inherently a sketch that got SOOOOO out of hand#I was bored and like “just try and draw Lenore” and then she came out -so- beautifully I had to go through with it#And Anna’s side profile didn’t turn out too bad! It could obvi be better but it could also be sooooooo much worse so I’m not complaining#I may do the other meme Miranda did of the billboard with my OCs sooo if you want stay tuned for that#Lenore’s dress was cool but smudging it to look right was not cool#My first time drawing alive Lenore and she’s so cute and adorable 🥺🥺🥺#Hope y’all like :)
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"blue would hate shadow" WRONG did you people even SEE how devastated he was when shadow died. blue's entire THING is going "ARGH WHATEVER I DON'T CARE" and then he proceeds to care so fucking deeply about everything. RED, on the other hand, ABSOLUTELY has a precedent for pulling some shit like. idk. locking shadow in a room full of light energy (or something like that) and then when the other three links are yelling at him to let shadow out he's just like "oh but isn't it so much more peaceful around here like this? teehee!!! :3 alright alright i'm just kidding!! i'll let him out now <3" like that little shit didn't even have the barest minimum of a REACTION when shadow died and he canonically holds grudges even if it's not for very long. blue and shadow would not be at each other's throats bro shadow would be hiding behind blue every time red comes into his line of sight for at least a week and a half because red keeps smiling and waving at him in a manner that somehow manages to be both cheerful and threatening at once. except nobody notices it but shadow so blue thinks he's fucking nuts but keeps letting him hide behind him anyway
#RED IS JUST SOOOOO FUCKING FUNNY HE'S LIKE oh wow blue's been frozen in ice? that's sooo sad oh no!!! </3 i'll make sure he's remembered#as a 'short-tempered hero who lived a short life' (read: bad at his hero job)#and then the fairy's like UNFREEZE HIM WITH YOUR FIRE ROD YOU DICK#and red's like aw man do i haaaave to? SIGHHHH and then sets blue on fire. and ONLY when blue turns to look at him#does red turn on the waterworks. it's HILARIOUS. i LOVE him#also yes he and shadow would absolutely get along eventually. there's no doubt in my mind of that. At The Beginning However........#fsa#four swords adventures#txt
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Does anyone else get the thing of like you're already so obsessed with something that you're like it would probably be good if I was less obsessed with this / I need to shut up about this but at the same time you constantly find yourself thinking I have Got to get more obsessed with this. I have Got to get more obsessed
#its the thing of like i really want to spend more time on this but also i feel like i shouldnt spend all my time on it so i try to reel it#in but im not particularly good at doing that anyway so i really am like i should just say fuck it and immerse myself even more however#its hard because the more i do that the harder it is to reign it in when i do actually need to#but theres so much i want to research and learn and also do and spend time on where im like i have Got to dedicate more of my time to this#while at the same time being like this is already taking up so much of my time but also because i worry that it is i end up wasting a lot o#time that i could be spending getting more obsessed with this thing. soooo idk but i dont know if that makes sense#its like how im also really bad at working on music becsuse i know when i sit down i will lose several hours so i avoid it but then i end u#not playing music...but i would be happier if i let myself just lose myself in it but then idk. im bad at like Setting aside time for thing#its always all or nothing which is frustrating!!!!! but its like my worry is i wont be productive in other ways but im not anyways so#it doesnt actually matter... sooooo yeah i have Got to get weirder . i have got to just let myself get weirder asap#i think this is also part of the late diagnosis thing of i spent my Entire life forcibly repressing my interests and cutting myself off fro#them after being told i need to. but actually i can just be weird but its really hard to let yourself do that without shame but it is#unjustified in this instance therefore i should take the opposite action and just keep doing it sooo im gonna do that. bye!#i am gonna go listen to bootlegs for approximately 5 hours
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thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3
#its thursday quest#god i'm so anxious about it autism style. so many uncertainties that i simply cannot account for alone. but i'm being sooo 'brave' about it#(keeping it to myself. except for posting about it)#taxi company hasn't texted me the drivers' details yet and i emailed them to be like ummmm your policy is to pay before the day#would you like to email me the payment details so i can do that? and they were like 'we'll send the driver details soon' ummmm#there isn't much soon left!!!!!!! it's happening tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they're probably just not Organised™ in the way i prefer to be. which is objectively fine it's just challenging for me personally.#i do not think it's Bad but!!!!! i've never taken a taxi before <- guy who Is Scared Of Taxis Specifically but has to face#their fears because they're disabled and have no other choice.#worst case i am down the money and no-one arrives to take me home i guess :P but it'll be afternoon AND my family are there so#in theory i could just get a lift home even though that would mess up other people's plans sooooo bad. UNLESS they have already drunk uhhhh#in which case i guess i'd just ask for help calling a taxi to the place. plany of people who can do such things easily (unlike me)#it'll be fine!!! i can ask my siblings if need be bc they are so niceys and will not get mad at me for being autistic o7#My other worry is being too hot and being in a rush getting ready bc i have to eat a proper meal due to the symptoms syndromes#and we are leaving when my lunch usually is so that's a whole thing. which ALSO doesn't matter and I can do! it's just hard!#where is that post that's like 'managed mental illness can look like absence of mental illness 😅'. NOT saying being autistic is mental#illness i am saying that the specific extreme anxiety i have is for me linked to autistic issues with 'the unknown' and boy. does this#social situation also have a lot of unknown.#BUT I CAN DO IT! and dare i say even have a nice time!!!!! it's just i get so so scared beforehand but i will not express it in a way that#impacts or inconveniences anyone else!!! i can handle it by myself at my house and it'll be fine
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#feeling so silly lawwlll walking in circles#i thnk im feeling a special type of way ..#i know i keep going on ab the samw bs and how crazy gf YEAAH UEAH WE GET IT#but i thnk in doing so im like revisiting parts of myself and writing more and i think im jst being sentimental#sooo sentimental .. so saccharine ..#everyone has been rly nice ab my art LIKE SOOOOO NICE RECENTLY#and imean people always have like im very lucky and grateful 2 be able to feel like i can share my hobby .. ^__^#but i thjnk like . to take smth that is so representational of my like . art goals and wants from a young age#ouuyyyyuuuuuyyfff T__T ooiujjjjjj#I DONT KNWWW i dont know . i dont know what im saying but i feel like i just need 2 talk abd be like hey this is so reaffirming .needs 2#i think like . bc my life turned out soo different than i imagined ive been dealing w like . a lot of hopelessness and feeling soo stuck and#stagnant and idk bad things and in a way i think like . coming back 2 something years later and being able to see progress in such a physica#physical way and to feel like more at ease and more like myself than i ever have is rly crazy and making me think long and hard abt stuff#and its all of these like . reflections im dealing w that r then padded by like some of the nicest comments and tags itslike#head in my hands /pos . grief but like ij a way happy grief#INFEEL SOOO RIDICULOUS its ridiculous it rly is IHAHAHAHAHAHA#i think its bc im turning 25 soon and thats the age i told myself id never live past iykwim which ks like crazy to drop on tmblrdotcom#but there r so many emotions tied 2 that and i think this is just one of the things^ stupid fanart ^ that makes me rly happy idk#do you know what i mean . like i feel so goofy saying it but its genuinely the connection i rly appreciate and means a lot 2 me#i feel like my ‘thank yous/i appreciate it/ means a lot’ grow tired but its soo fr every time i swear#kicking rocks or watever . i wish i cld extend my gratitude but anyways . thanks 4 reading this far if u have#ughg man and i think of the friends ive made thru this blog specifically nd my eyes r burning#sorp.. guys i love u all thank u.
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autumn mountain 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️😭😭😭❤️😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹❤️😭😭😭😭❤️❤️😭😭😭
#paper.mario origami#I miss it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#that place is so freaking beautiful like actually#Points to shirt that says I LOVE WARM COLORS! ❤️🧡💛#the music is good. the visuals are good. fuuuuuk#guysi think i like pmtok#idk.#i miss it sooooooo sooo bad sooooo bad#4 years still not normal about it
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Lego pyramid head I made a little while ago based on the krazy racing offical crossover , bonus him on my shelf with a death blind box figure :)
#pyramid head#silent hill#horror#repaint#silent hill pyramid head#since my trigun kitties were liked how about my pyramid head#also this project i burned the shit ojt of my hand sooooo bad with a hot glue gun#monster#he is sooo silly#i think the blind box guy and pyramid head are boyfriends :)#knockoff lego#lego#also i havent even played silent hill but i read pyramid heads wiki and instantly liked him#things i make#my art
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well. easily the worst day of my year so far
#I've been crying for SEVEN HOURS DUDE HOW. SURELY THE HUMAN BODY DOESN'T HAVE THIS MUCH WATER#and i have a test tmrw but i cant focus for shit😭 please#noone died or anything dw just smtg I've been ignoring slash trying not to think about finally came to a head#like it was always gonna end like this but i was sooooo happy repressing it. godddddd#it's too soon i thought id have more TIME fucking whatever#it's okay it's for the best it's for the best it's fine. HHHHHHHHHHH#fuckfkfidkeidkwidjs#barking#also this isn't to say it's sooo bad it mainly speaks to how nice my year has been so far generally#i mean it's bad dgmw but it's gonna be fine and i have my friends so it's all good just. hfhrhfhdjdjdj
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#sooo now when the surgery is 3 days away im starting to get very nervous nd anxious T-T#i know it's like a minor surgery nd i mean im gonna get to go home the same day so it's not supposed to be super bad#and the recovery time isnt supposed to be that long either. so like i know this is an easier surgery#im still sooooo scared nd nervous omg. i've never even broken a bone so this is like crazy for me sksksk#but i try to think positively#and i try to focus on the positive: many ppl say that they 'get their life back' after gallbladder surgery#so i can hopefully start feeling better and more normal again. nd regain my physical health#i miss going for long walks everyday. i miss being able to eat. i miss not being scared of the pain nd feeling uncomfortable everyday#so yeah.. trying to focus on that instead of being scared of the surgery itself. but i cant help it im just an anxious person#i just rlly wanna live normally again. i wanna go to the gym. i wanna eat well nd also yummy nd healthy. i wanna go for walks.#i wanna not be depressed anymore nd start writing again nd reading more nd watch shows nd be able to work on functioning as a normal person.
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so like..
is the idea that as a compromise to only having to toggle off tumblr live once a month, you now have this permanent tumblr live icon regardless of ur setting choice stuck to the bottom in the middle of everything in the hopes that i click on it accidentally anyways even though it's clear i don't want it or? where is the NO 100% STOP GIVING ME THIS SHIT I DON'T ACCEPT YOUR POLICIES AND LITERALLY COULD NOT CARE LESS ABOUT TUMBLR LIVE AND WILL NEVER BE INTERESTED IN THIS TYPE OF FEATURE OR FORMAT.
@zingring @photomatt @humans idk how many feedback requests people have to cut tumblr for "no" to just be a valid response here. ppl aren't dumb and see u inching over the line trying to force this on them despite the snooze choice.
what, are there so many ppl snoozing and such a low adoption rate that you know you need to trick users into using it so you can "make number go up" or? 🙄
#snoozing tumblr live for a month but perpetually having a big centered button that will take you there immediately at all#times while also inherently meaning that you've accepted the privacy policies and TOS for using a third party service#tumblr is so fucking annoying is2g i should just pester my mutuals repeatedly about getting onto cohost and being active instead#of talking to a fucking brick wall because obviously NO ONE at tumblr gives a shit that NO ONE wants to use their shitty third#party live stream feature. for the millionth time leave me alooooone#my patience and grace for this site is almost entirely spent y'all ngl (´-﹏-`;) tumblr is like one or two annoying updates away from#me bugging y'all to get on cohost. was hoping there'd be a few more good updates before we got back to the annoying enraging ones.#like.. seeing if ppl r mutuals or followers on mobile? 👍 snoozing going from 7 to 30 days? 👍 live being there despite snoozing? 👎🔫#I'm STILL not over this whole twitter UI too in the browser too. tumblr's trying sooo hard to be a blogging platform in a twitter trenchcoat#u ARE a blogging platform and are functionally different than a typical social media site in multiple key ways. why r u downgrading urself#it's bc matt thinks elon's sooooo cute and wants to kiss him so bad he'd do anything to get his attention#even crash the popularity of his site and burn his good grace he had w the platforms community.#y'all rich mf need some hobbies i swear to god (´-﹏-`;) y'all get bored or divorced n start tryna fix shit that ain't broken. pests.#now it's everyone else's problem too 🙄
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👁️ ohohoho?? ohohuuu?? huhu! kuku!! kahaha!!
im here to request shukasa pwetty pwease 🥺 since they lost to rinneshu :( :D
(cw: blood, injury) so your medieval au, right?
#cw blood#cw injury#ensemble stars#enstars#nep draws things#nep does requests#inbox: pitxroxas#shu itsuki#tsukasa suou#shukasa#i know this is like sooo highly specific and probably not what u were expecting but i had a Thought(tm) and here we are i guess- haha#i feel sooooo bad for taking so much time to finish all these requests but hey if that didnt happen then this would have never existed so :
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