#it's so fucking frustrating

[skyfallscotland]

I think what frustrates me more than anything in modern fandom, is the lack of reading comprehension skills people seem to have. Is it brain rot? Is it modern media? Is it the education system? I don't know but it feels like whenever I say something (mostly anywhere but tumblr) people literally ignore half of it and then tell me I'm wrong because *checks notes* well, it definitely does seem I'm wrong if you ignore half of what I fucking said 🤦🏼‍♀️

Like, me: 2+1+1=4

Them: No, it’s definitely three because there’s a 2 and a 1!

Me: I…? Did you see I said….? Never mind 😒

[wolkewatcher]

like every job wants u to provide a police certificate of character but the shit costs $50 and is only valid for 6 months bc idk the avg amt of time it takes someone to commit a crime is 6 months????? like i'm sorry yes i can count 6 months yes i know this is no longer valid but you will just take it as is dont want to hire me well great whatever you're the reasons ppl go on to commit crimes <3

[goldengodcannibal]

I'm over today

[shiroselia]

Head in hands. Yeah I'm pretty sure I have set my opinions.

I think the best way I can describe how Bernadetta is written is that the game is wasting my time. ESPECIALLY Edelgard's and Linhardt's B-supports with her could've been So Good. But GOD FORBID we take this mfer seriously and let her have a normal conversation with people.

Like, Bernadetta's brand of anxiety isn't unrealistic, that's not it, but the game refuses to Take it seriously, and it bothers me to hell and back. Instead of, for example, having a conversation with Edelgard about Why she jumps to conclusions and assumes the worst and has a hard time listening to people and letting them finish. The punchline is just. That she does??? Idonno, it's just such a waste of time. The game has the fucking NERVE to bait me with this characte who could be such an interesting exploration of what the kind of abuse Bernadetta has gone through does to people, and how she sees herself and her situation. But Oh No God Forbid let's have her call herself an idiot for the 100th time.

It's just a waste of my fucking t ime.

At least her B-support with Petra was Almost really good. Had they just cut it when Bernadetta went out to hunt and Not turned that convo into a joke with the. Bunny. Hunting. Her? Idonno. Waste of my time. Frustrating. Annoying as fuck.

It pisses me off.

[definitely-not-an-alb]

and the most infuriating thing is that I don't understand what's the problem, but there's something somewhere structurally fucked up in how i approach writing and I can tell and it's awful and so to reiterate: i hate it here

[lesbianwyllravengard]

Sometimes tumblr just decides to cut off my dashboard after a certain post. No matter how much I refresh or close out/reopen the app. She says "no more" and my dash ceases to exist further.

[teacupchimera]

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[uncle-fruity]

Did an intake form for a doctor I need to go see later this week. In the Sexual Health section, they ask:

What is the gender of your sexual partner?

-- Female

-- Male

-- Intersex

I didn't answer the question at all, because none of those answers apply. My partner's gender is nonbinary. And I KNOW that the form is asking about what genitals I interact with, but the way this question is phrased shows a distinct lack of knowledge of how sex & gender works -- which is especially concerning coming from a clinic that is well-known for serving the trans community here in my city. Not only does female =/= vagina, male =/= penis, but also there are MANY VARIATIONS of intersex genitals! What is this question trying to even ask me at that point?? Useless waste of my time.

I am going to bring it up to them, because honestly? This is one of the reasons I haven't sought medical care outside of Planned Parenthood for at least a decade. When one of the very first forms I have to fill out can't even be fucked to know the difference between sex and gender, what kind of treatment do I expect to get from this place? What other science do they ignore or misunderstand? Will they consider me female because I have a vagina? Will I have to educate them about trans people 101, wasting my limited time with healthcare professionals who get paid to (theoretically) know these things? Isn't that a little bit like me paying them for the ""privilege"" of educating them on something they should already know?

I cannot stress enough how little details like this are Extremely Important to get right, because I am going into this appointment with the expectation that I'm going to face some amount of transphobia at the clinic I chose to go to specifically to avoid transphobia. Not only that, but now I feel like some of my very first interactions with this office are going to get me labeled as the mean, unreasonable tranny who came in angry about one little badly phrased question. It sets me up to be the bad guy for pointing it out. It prepares me to be on the defensive right out the gate -- an emotion that is not especially helpful when you're trying to seek medical care.

If you're a medical provider and you have any say in the phrasing of intake forms, I am begging you to double check that the sex and gender stuff is mindful of the WHOLE queer community -- to look for transphobic & intersexphobic language being overlooked. And if you don't feel adequately informed enough about sex & gender to know what to look for, then start fucking studying. And pay a trans person to do it for you in the meantime. Medical transphobia is a major problem in the trans community, and if you aren't dedicated to understanding our community, you are in a position where your unexamined biases & misinformation absolutely will do harm.

[thekidsare-not-alright]

Btw I hate you if you use ai to "make" ryan ross covers of patd songs

[2busydancing]

I'm very aware how immensely biased German media is in favor of Israel but holy shit did I just witness a new low. Israel has been bombing Rafah, the place that they told Palestinian civilians to hide at for savety, nonstop throughout the night and what is the headline I read this morning at my subway stop? Just "Iraels frees two Hamas hostages"

[bibiana112]

Question inspired by today's nyancave p3p stream, do you actually need a license to voice act in Brazil? Thought you might know because you live there

Well, not really a specific license for voice acting, you just need to be a registered actor the same way people need to be to perform in theater, television, movies and stuff

What you do absolutely need is a ton of nepotism though

[whippersnappersbookworm]

How do you enable yourself to write? Asking for tips, because I have an idea , a plot even some dialogues but I am out here staring at a blank doc for one hour!

[elbiotipo]

I think one big reason why we don't consider the stars as important as before (not even pop-astrology anymore cares about the stars or the sky on itself, just the signs deprived of context) is because of light pollution.

For most of human history the sky looked between 1-3, 4 at most. And then all of a sudden with electrification it was gone (I'm lucky if I get 6 in my small city). The first time I saw the Milky Way fully as a kid was a spiritual experience, I was almost scared on how BRIGHT it was, it felt like someone was looking back at me. You don't get that at all with modern light pollution.

When most people talk about stargazing nowadays they think about watching about a couple of bright dots. The stars are really, really not like that. The unpolluted night sky is a festival of fireworks. There is nothing like it.

[annagrzinskys]

really wanted to come to work and be productive today but instead i get derailed as soon as i open my emails by other "urgent" shit that's not actually urgent

[koukouture]

this feels so petty but i actually really hate the fact that most people are attracted to my smaller "haha shower thoughts"/headcanon posts but nobody actually cares about the shit I make. like nobody following this blog actually gives a shit about my art or writing and maybe that's my fault for reblogging everything i see and posting non art/writing related stuff but it's still so fucking frustrating when my most popular art piece across all my social medias is a low effort experimental dark knight piece i did in one and a half-ish hours with flat fucking colors. i'm trying to rebuild everything with my art side blog but that's getting nowhere thank you very much GOD i'm just so tired man. i don't know maybe i just hate the fact that art pieces both here and cross posted on my art blog get maybe a maximum of 5 notes before nobody else sees it again. pieces that i spent hours on. don't even get me STARTED on how my most popular fucking post is a half assed reading of a transformers design like WHAT. WHY. thank you i know i'm right can you look at my fucking writing or art???? i did the thing i have links to my other socials, i have the side blog where i don't reblog SHIT why isn't it working why does nobody see my stuff? i'm actually so fucking mad i might delete that stupid sentinel post and that fuck all dark knight post i hate it hereeeee

[luckylunatix]

One of the worst things about being autistic and queer with a conservative-leaning cishet father is that I can't share my interests with him without him mocking or undermining them somehow.

Like I wonder why I even bother trying to tell him about drag stuff or furry stuff or play weird music in the car or show him silly campy horror when his response will always be that I'm "doing too much" and that in his opinion it's too stupid or bad or strange for him to enjoy because he doesn't have the capacity to actually engage with it. Hell, he can't even fully admit Ice Nine Kills is legitimately a great band because he's too confused by why they decided to have a gimmick.

It feels like there's this implicit sense that he can't get behind my interests either because they're rooted in queerness and neurodivergence, or simply because he doesn't understand why I as an autistic person am interested in it. It's queerphobia and ableism hidden poorly behind a veneer of him just being this befuddled dad cracking jokes about how he doesn't get it. It makes me feel like he sees me as broken beyond repair. And the only reason why he brushes it off as a "joke" is cuz he thinks I'll buy that shit and stay attached to him like a helpless little baby.

It hurts. It really really hurts.