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My Mama 'kuna Design sketchess (very rough edition)
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#ryomen sukuna#sukuna#jjk sukuna#mama sukuna#mama kuna#mother#jjk fanart#fanart#rough sketch#design#character design#fan art#oc#?#im not sure but this is my design of her ig#this is a old sketch i slightly cleaned up today#haven't been able to do the one thing that helps me de-stress aka drawing#lately#:( making me a bit sad but nows the time to be strong and hold out a little longer comfort's just round the corner#i hope u guys enjoy her design!!
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scrapped john dory and branch
#soup scraps#dreamworks trolls#trolls#trolls branch#trolls john dory#this was made alongside 'john dory and branch' piece#got a little embarrassed and backed out eheh#it's messier than usual but i still hope yall like it :)#btw jd is holding bitty b’s glasses inside his vest#Branch is definitely taller than jd.#he just exudes shorty energy sometimes#both of em do tbh#so maybe... pretend this is an au where branch is younger? maybe jd came back to a gray branch pre trolls movie#he'd be more angry than sad though imo#tried a slightly different style#they've got them bishonen eyes lol#sorry i haven't been able to work on any new pieces this week#hopefully it'll be different next week :)#excuse the messiness#trolls fanart#my art <3
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hi nüwa!! ☁️
#my art#lego monkie kid#she appeared for five minutes and im still thinking about her#i love you women who are sad and slightly off-putting#monkie kid#fan art#lmk nuwa#i hope we see more of her but given this show's track record maybe not :(#fanart#artists on tumblr
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It’s crazy how expendable all the crew members were to the Pony Express.
A 30% chance that your shipment would be lost. Cargo and crew are inseparable if we are to believe the shitty layout of the Tulpar. People use it because it’s cheap. The labor is cheap. The lives are cheap.
They are all relatively easy to forget about. It’s implied Anya and Curly don’t have many friends or much family to be concerned about them back home. She mentions nothing and no one to fall back on and he feels like wasted his life with the company. Jimmy probably only has Curly, otherwise people wouldn’t care or ask. Of course Daisuke and Swansea have family’s but Swansea thinks poorly of his and Daisuke’s poorly of him. All people in the companies eyes that wouldn’t stir up too much trouble if they became part of the 30%.
It makes it so much sadder because that ladder they were climbing was so small and shitty. There were rungs, ranks, but even the highest was barely off the ground. Jimmy wanted to reach the top of something that was brutally cut off and knocked everyone else off just to not see it.
#like yes curly was slightly better off but he’s not getting a severance package he’s a top show pony to the company#but they will just shoot him if he becomes a horse with a broken leg#Anya was likely picked cause she had enough knowledge but not enough to concretely call malpractice and Swansea was already a cog in the mix#he was an alcoholic getting back on the straight n narrow he needed it Daisuke is forced on the trip and eager to prove himself#Jimmy also need the job and got it from nepotism and won’t care as long as he’s paid#complains but yknow and Curly likely doesn’t do much but work he’s like a perfect little face man and he kinda hates it#like it’s a misconception that he was bored at the top or he needed a new ladder because he was done with this one he literally is miserable#and feels like he unfulfilled and doing nothing with his life as he’s ONLY successful in his work like he has nothing else#which makes it so mad cause Jimmy saw Curly as this guy with a perpetual golden goose but he’s just like them#like shiny gold appearances aside he’s like the second saddest like next to Anya because shes like depressed#because yknow she’s a victim but she had hopeful and happy determined prospects like Curly is just sad with his life and Swansea is chilling#like he’s made his peace even if he’s not like clicking his heals and Jimmy is less sad more angry#he’s a sad mans tho like he’s like Dan vs to me#mouthwashing#the pony express#mouthwashing game#nurse anya#anya mouthwashing#captain curly#curly mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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wanted to try my hand at a fake screenshot thing with a scene from one of the bttf fics of all time, Time Is a Flat Circle by @fourth-dimensional-thinker! i set in to draw only the "little canary" line but. as you can tell. my hand slipped and fell down a 6 story building
if you haven't read it already please check it out PLEASEEE it's very good. i read the whole thing in basically one sitting. the vibes are perfect for the spooky season too!
versions without the filter/subtitles under the cut:
#bttf#back to the future#bttf fanart#marty mcfly#doc brown#emmett brown#dear fic author i hope this is not too terribly off from what you pictured in your head#and that you like it :D#listen guys when i say my hand slipped it slipped BIG TIME. like this was not even supposed to be shaded that just happened#as well as the 6 other frames but i digress#i fought tooth and nail for these colors it was crazy out there. still not exactly the ones i pictured in my head unfortunately but it stil#looks baller so i'm pretty happy :D#the Ys on his hand in the fic is on his palms but since they were facing away from the “camera” i put them on the back of his hands also#bc i just really wanted to draw them hahaha#the hardest bit to draw out of all of these was surprisingly doc's nose LMAO. i guarantee you it is not even the right shape. oh well!#second hardest was moving marty's arm in the second frame ever so slightly. layer hell i tell you#this isn't even the only drawing idea i had for this fic i have like two more#but best to get to some other fic scene ideas before coming back to this one!#the fake screenshot thing is really fun i'm going to do it again#super time consuming. but really fun#kit does an art#kit read a fic and is making it your problem#tumblr took the quality and shot it out back i'm so sad
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MiqoMarch Day 28 - Adventure
O, what great adventure awaits beyond that horizon?
#miqomarch#miqomarch 2024#ffxiv#miqo'te#ffxiv gpose#arsay's dawntrail fit UvU#its still slightly a work in progress#I want to add the wayfarers necklace to it so arsay can have a tripled necklace look#but it would involve setting up a texture file from scratch to get everything in there#so im waiting until 7.0 to launch to see if the pagos and uraeus stuff gets a texture update right away#kinda hoping the base shirt gets an update on launch so the metal details match the shorts#but its not the end of the world if it doesnt#Arsay is very excited to see tural!!#definitely sad that g'raha isnt coming with and she was a bit of a baby about that at first#but they chatted and everything is fine#just praying shtola and graha show up together since they'd be leaving from the same place :)#idk what will happen character arc wise but i think arsay is focusing more taking in every bit of the journey she can#even the not so fun stuff!!#of course she will still gladly be the hero if people need her to be but im hoping she plays more of a support role to some extent#WOL posting#Arsay Nun
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A (not-so-quick) screenshot redraw, because I love Mei’s armour in this scene, and her Samadhi Fire is so aughgighhhh I love it. (Original under the cut)
It’s a combination of these two, really, but shhhhh
#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk mei#mei dragon#art#fanart#whiskers draws#this makes up for my sad Mei samadhi fire I think#also ahhhghhhhh colour picking her skin was really difficult. because it’s tinted slightly gold then green and I didn’t have a base colour#i hope her eyes don’t look too unsetttling??
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screenshot redraw for tonight's episode bc no original idea could ever top whatever the fuck is happening here
#bob's burgers#bob belcher#calvin fischoeder#mr fischoeder#tag as a ship if u want idc#first time drawing both of these guys in this style. hope i conveyed their wet cat energy well enough#sorry for the slightly lazy background i was supposed to go to bed like half an hour ago and wanted to get this done#i'm so sad i can't watch this one live#do u think my professor will mind if i watch this in his lecture tomorrow morning#my stuff
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Fuck I hate being an adult. I need a more adult adult to help with the volatile emotional situation.
#I've sort of made a new friend? Like we met at the same art group and he's also trans which was like pleasantly surprising in our small town#but like. We have Differences Of Opinion#and it's not totally his fault because it sounds like he's had a Lot of bad shit in his past that's obviously made him wary and closed off#but like. He's slightly older than me (only 4 years) and keeps blaming a load of his problems on other trans folks?#like you know the type. The like 'all these nonbinary/other identities the kids are doing are complicating shit'#the 'it hurts to see people younger than me inc. kids get hormones thrown at them when I still can't get 'em' (which... yeah not even true)#and he's told me himself he doesn't engage much with the queer community bc it's too 'toxic'#and like. I can absolutely understand why he could've had some bad experiences esp. since he has some mental health shit going on#but he wants to be friends bc he doesn't know anyone else going through the medical shit and it's like. Yeah no shit you don't?#you decided the community you'd find them in is toxic? and that people in them are doing being trans wrong?#and I think if he was just some guy online I'd like roll my eyes and ignore him#but he's a real person in my vicinity and I feel fucking bad for him#and I can see how much self loathing he has and how much that probably informs the bullshit#like he told me he thinks that trans men and cis men are fundamentally different categories and trans men will never be cis men#but not in a 'the experiences are just different and come with different perspectives way'#in like a self defeating way. Like a I just have to settle for being a trans man way.#and it made me SO SAD#like bro#I'm so sorry for whoever the fuck made you feel like you're fighting an unwinnable battle#and I want to be a friend to him. I want him to feel like there's other queer people out there and there's friends and hope#but also I genuinely could see him being the kind of person who would get really angry at you for no fault of your own#like I already get the distinct feeling he resents me a little#like obviously not too much since he still wants to hang#but he's been trying and failing to get HRT for years and I got it super quickly basically by sheer luck/a doctor who looks out for me#like I'm so fucking lucky. And I just genuinely feel like he's the kind of person who might take that personally.#I just do not think I have the fucking. Emotional tool kit to salvage this shit#But I also can't exactly text him and say sorry I don't think we should hang out so. What do.#.....I wasn't even LOOKING for a new friend! I have enough friends!!! I wanted to make clay faces and look at pretty buildings dammit!!!#now I have to be the emotionally mature one who goes hmmm maybe let's not blame other depressed trans kids for our problems buddy#I'm just gonna have to be like. Upfront about my stance and if he doesn't like it well he doesn't have to hang out with me
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i keep thinking there are people on here i would love to like. add on discord and actually talk to more. but then i think to myself well i should wait until i can get my meds so im actually feeling better and more up to being social. but at this point that's not happening for another few weeks at the least so uugghghghghhh.
#this is also slightly compounded by this being a sideblog like jskdjs i sure hope people know das me#but. ugh. yeah#debating if id want to make a server in which to lowkey hang out in a group setting or something.#or if i should just keep sitting here with sad wet pathetic beast eyes yearning for the days when i had the energy to talk to people more#like part of me wants to be like so mutuals if we've talked ever and you don't mind me being exhausted and often late to respond...!#bc i DO want to talk to friends and interact and be social. however the horrors (chronic illness) persist#SIGHS. anyway that's what's going on here re me being slow to answer messages and things on occasion + not always participating in stuff#probably tbd? just complaining at this point im a tired little man
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pov you looked mildly pathetic in front of godless!Narindad
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"... Right, I am your father now. My door is always open. Here is a fresh loaf of bread. You can expect a letter once every moon cycle, twice when your birth star is out. You have an open invite to all festivals in my village. And if anyone ever hurts you, they will live to regret it- but not for long."
"Nari no-"
#cult of the lamb#Narinder#Justa Arts#Sketch#God in a Godless Land au#anyway Godless Land Narinder will 100% adopt anything that appears wet pathetic and/or small or any combination of the three#after they eventually finally get together in like two or three centuries Lamb has to fight him off from adopting every sad child he sees#(this only applies for Godless!Narinder tho... other AUs he will just stare at you judgmentally until you slink away out of sight)#and also fresh baked bread for all who wants fresh baked bread#baking as a love language. bc baking bread is one of the first things his adoptive father taught him how to do-#anyway I'm still sick so I am going to sleep early#hope y'all enjoy Narinder being slightly but wholesomely (? maybe?) unhinged#also still having fun with godless!Narinder's hair. sue me
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the latter part of the latest tsv remind anyone else of the premise of that one eskew episode
#I like when romance and/or the family purport to be a happy perfect conclusion but theres something glaringly hollow about it yknow#this episode and the allegra stuff go in kind of opposite directions with hope and unreality ofc. perpendiculars rather than parallels mayb#tsv#the silt verses#op#looking through the transcripts again made me realize dev calls him sebastian instead of seb here.. fucked up!#also it's called a hotel in the stage directions until the very end when C & H get into the car it's 'motel'. significant?#I just like how many angles to the ambiguity there might be. like obviously are they actually still in the rapture and bliss. but also it's#impossible to know what the killing of hope and the new absence of the presence in the motel would have altered if they didnt know it was#there the whole time. seb didnt know he was a priest ..#anyway the eskew transcript for ep 22 is slightly different than what he says in audio and im sad bc I like the audio more. ah well
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#i've been so good not complaining about this... so im gonna do it now :3#early this week during my walk... a point in my shoulder / collarbone / neck started hurting so bad#it was at that level where your saliva production increases and you start feelings slightly nauseous#idk if it was bc it was so painful OR if the pain is at a point that puts pressure on certain nerves#and during the week i've felt it on and off but at a much lowe intensity#but this morning i woke up at 6am and couldnt fall asleep bc it hurt too much 🥴#i've googled sm but i just cant figure out at all what it could be... this doesnt fit any description#it isnt focused in my shoulder joint bc i can move my arm in all directions and degrees and it doesnt make it worse#anyway i read and read but i cant figure out at all what it is and that annoys me bc now idk what to do T-T#it could maybeeeee be that im so fkn tense and always have muscle tension in my neck throat and shoulders#it is possible that it now hit a specific pressure point and now i have a pinched nerve type of situation where my muscles are tensed up#or it is bc i could have done certain exercises wrong at the gym#im always so anxious and cautious abt exercising wrong but i still cant ever be sure if i do it correctly :(((#i might have used one of the machines for shoulders/biceps/back incorrectly#like maybe the seat has been too high or low :/// and now i've strained smth???#it made me so sad tho bc when i was at the gym this week i skipped all upperbody exercises bc im too scared 😔#i want it to pass bc like it actually hurts in such a weird and uncomfortable way like it makes me wanna puke and it comes in waves#but nothing makes it better like not heat not painkillers not stretches ... so im just not doing too much#and hope it will go away :'))) but also now im scared of exercising bc what if im doing it wrong and damage my body?!? 😭#i hate my body bc i have so many random unexplainable pains and it is so annoying >.<#ok now i've complained so i feel better ^-^
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honestly I have nothing much to say about the canvas ( because I skimmed through it out of lack of interest even tho I was fixated on sbg for idk how long before you all saw DONT even lie ) but I lowkey love Ashlyn’s little dancer costume it’s very silly !!! Also kinda hoping their silly little homeless children costumes ( hopefully that’s not offensive ) come into play at one point . Like . . a school play . I’m screwing around with ideas here .
#I’d be like aiden with the face paint but everyone this time#WHY DO I THINK EVERY THING I SAY IS OFFENSIVE#hope it isn’t cause if then uh uhsms woopsys#Only real time you can call Aiden insane is when canvas him pops up#Jk#unless ?#I had an ice cream sandwich it was soooo yummy#I’m being super serious rn when I say that the ice cream sandwiches have gotten smaller please tell me you noticed it#I rummaged through my bed to find this stupid lizard ong my bed sucks for that thing I could squish it on accident#I’ve been obsessed slightly with bsd ( specifically Ranpo )#I hope he DIES !!!! ( not actually if he did I would kms#Like idk why I like him so much he’s just my cutie oatootie pookie bear meow fr fr#I’m cringe#EUFHHH I HATE GIM !!!!!#I hate character ai love cause they make me sad#HESR me out : Ranpoe but phantom fo the opera#IM COOKING SO HARD RN !!!!#TRUST#I LIVE RANPOE !!!!#NORMALLY I DONT CARE ABOUT SHIPS OFF THE BST SBD YK FRIENDSHIP BUT NUH UH THEM THEY GRRRRRR#Growls#im sorry I’m going a little coo coo please someone relate I’m going insane if I don’t draw this#Dies#school bus graveyard#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon#SBG
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I've made like five posts in the past hour, all while sitting down and feeling sad, tired and/or bored and miserable. I've also been listening to Leonard Cohen as I write (he's a brilliant singer and songwriter, but I feel like his songs being so sentimental and sad may have made my moods worse). I'm only now beginning to come down from off this haze of tiredness. It's like having energy, and yet also simultaneously having no energy. It's a bizarre experience. But it's what i've been dealing with for the past hour.
Also, maybe daylight savings time and seasonal depression played a part in this strange feeling of sadness and complete distraction while I did things like post on here. I don't really know. I'm recovering. But I do hope my posts get some attention. I'm probably gonna go back to trying to read comics in a minute or two, but it'd be nice to know that the six or seven posts i made while slightly out of it get some attention. Because the posts weren't bad, it was just my mentality that was.
#I hope the posts get some attention#even if i wrote them while feeling slightly out of it#sigh...#insecurity#insecure#insecurities#neurotic#neuroticism#sad#sadness#tired#tiredness#daylight saving time#daylight savings#seasonal depression#autism#asd#neurodivergent#my thoughts#autistic#adhd#actually autistic#audhd
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I wanted to draw some self-indulgent Boblin for Valentine's Day tomorrow, so here it is!! 🥰
It's specifically younger Boblin, which is why Bob's hair is like that.
[ID]: Digital fanart of Bob and Linda from Bob's Burgers, but slightly younger. Linda is wearing a purple cardigan and her hair is pulled into a tight braid. She is also looking off to the right. Bob's hair is quite thick and slightly longer than it usually is. He's wearing a yellow shirt, and his hand is resting on Linda's right shoulder. He is leaning over and kissing Linda on the cheek, which is causing her to blush and say "Aww, Bobby~"
#bobs burgers#boblin#i'll never get tired of drawing boblin it's like my bread and butter now (along with drawing gene of course)#i tried out a slightly different style for this one!! i hope y'all like it#i hope the colors really came across because i really wanted to give off that lovey dovey valentine's vibe#don't worry anyone who's single or asexual or aro/ace you're still amazing!! i'll acknowledge SAD as well (single's awareness day)!!#anyway thinking about how bob and linda were when they were younger is very fun. i like to think they were very cheesy and stereotypical#with bob being shockingly super super affectionate
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