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Drafted this up after this post broke containment. Good heavens. For funsies, here is a retrospective of things I learned from this poll and other humorous highlights now that the vote is over:
You can't edit the wheel once it's gone live because it changes the URL. Sorry aroace community, I forgot to put No Sex on there and by the time I remembered it was too late and this had like 30k notes 😔
For everyone mad they got something extremely terrible- my three test spins were Drowning, Suicide, and Major Character Death. The Wheel is not only impartial, it is merciless!
I would say like maybe half everyone reblogging understood the assignment so I'm maybe half proud of you, Tumblr.
Several instances of "I don't like what I got but considering what I do to MY blorbos, I get it and I can't even be mad" which I thought was very amusing.
Inevitably, with 300 tags, there were going to be ones people were unfamiliar with (especially older fandom ones or the really niche kink tags). Some people looked them up! Many did not. (Many people regretted looking them up and others learned something new about themselves! Yay!)
In a similar vein, there was a notable population of individuals spinning this wheel who don't read a lot or ANY fanfiction, or have a familiarity with AO3 at all, and they consistently had a VERY bad time with this.
Some people were very, very upset to get #Teeth. Others were VERY enthusiastic about it.
Fewer people were happy to get #Slime (but some were!)
Many people were confused about #Robot Sex. I don't know how I could have been clearer tbh.
A nonzero number of adults were unfamiliar the word "cunnilingus".
I'm not sure what the odds were, but I think it was VERY funny how often the sex repulsed aroace crowd kept getting porn/romance tags VS how often the kinky allosexual crowd kept getting the No Romance Queerplatonic Non-Sexual Unrequited Crush Gen tags. Sorry for the character assassinations/sorry you didn't get laid!
Anyways I don't think I actually learned anything lol. If I did this again I would keep better track of my tags and make it 400 or 500 because I want to see how awful the wheel would look.
Spin this wheel of ~300 AO3 tags three times.
#thanks for playing everybody <3#WHOOPS THAT WASNT THE DRAFT BUTTON#rip oh well#an hour and a half isnt gonna make much of a difference for this LMAO
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I think Jason should be allowed to manipulate his family with the "oh, you are my favourite, actually" line. It sounds very flattering to them (because Jason? Jason-I-Want-Nothing-To-Do-With-This-Family-Todd? Admitting you are his favourite? Oh, the hundred per cent bust of ego!) and more to say, this system of manipulation is eternal.
They can argue with each other as much as they want, but none of them would believe the other — Jason Todd is too tsundere to say something like this aloud, to each of them. So, someone is lying. For sure.
(And they are too self-assured in themselves to doubt that they are his favourite. Also, Jason makes every manipulation, specifically individual. So, it is not like he repeats the same confession and reasons. Very believable. Aka: this family needs someone to be open about their love, so they latch on everything and everyone who is willing to admit that openly)
Dick, slightly frustrated: Why are you asking me this favour? You know, I don't usually do these sort of things, I don't really... I don't know, it is too dangerous, I don't like the whole idea.
Jason, face dropping: Oh... Sorry. I shouldn't ask you, just... Dunno, I thought since you are my only big brother, and... Urgh, I guess I am still too attached to you more than to others. You are right. I'll ask Timbers or—
Dick, with his eyes suspiciously wet: oh-
Dick: NO, no. I'll do it. Don't worry. Big brother got your back, Lil Wing!
Tim, frowning: So, am I getting this right — you want me to hack into some system in someone's high school to fix the diploma of a kid who got a ONE bad grade—
Jason: He needs this scholarship. He is a kid of the streets! He can't do it otherwise, and it is not like the world would collapse if you fix one grade!
Tim: Yeah, I don't care about morals, I am just confused. Why would I want to spend my time on this, I am pretty sure—
Jason, dead ass serious: You know I don't like to communicate with this family. I only ever love talking with you, so sue me for thinking you could do me a favour.
Tim, instantly smirking: Ah, so I am your favourite... Well-well, big brother, I guess I can do this.
Damian: I am *not* going to tell you what our father is planning to do with this specific villain. Who do you think I am? An idiot?
Jason, sighing: Damn, and I really thought we had each other's back since League of Assassins.
Damian, scoffing: Emotional manipulation will not work on me.
Jason, all confused: Why would I manipulate you? From all people? I didn't raise you to fall on shit like this.
Damian: Tt.
Damian: Fine. Since, I guess, I owe you for babysitting me...
Bruce: Jason, I appreciate your... strive to help me, but nothing has ever gone well when you worked on cases like that. Let me handle this, and—
Jason, silently sitting down on the armchair, hands on his head: (sniff)
Bruce, panicked: Jaylad?..
Jason: I get it. I really do. No matter how much I love you, no matter how much I keep choosing you over anyone in this family, you don't love me anymore. I really understand it. I... I came in peace with it. I just wished you would tolerate my work... a little bit. You know?
Bruce: No, no, sweetheart, I— I am your favourite?
Jason, sniffling angrily: Who else it could be, old man?
Bruce: Oh. Oh, Jaylad— (instantly hands him the case)
(The family dinner)
Bruce, mentally humming to himself: Oh, these kids have NO idea that I am Jason's favourite because we are connected like that ^•^
Dick, mentally beaming: Oh, no one here has an idea that I am Jason's favourite because I am his big brother and protector! :>
Tim, mentally laughing evilly: Oh, these flops have no idea that I am Jason's favourite and that he wishes I was his Robin!
Damian, mentally kicking his feet: None of my family members suspect that I am Akhi's favourite because he was practically my nanny through all childhood. Tt.
Jason, munching on food: Lol
#Alfred: poor bastards have no idea that I am a real favourite#jason todd#red hood#dcu comics#dc universe#dcu#batman#bruce wayne#batfamily#batfam#dick grayson#tim drake#damian wayne
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Two different people || UNC!Alessia Russo x reader
Request | Masterlist
Summary You notice that Alessia’s a complete different person when in England compared to back in the states
“You don’t need to be so nervous. They’ll love you, baby. Just be yourself.” Alessia reassured you, wrapping her arm around your waist, her fingers slipping through the loop of your jeans.
“I’m meeting your friends for the first time, lessi. What if they don’t like me?”
“You already know Lotte, and Lois. They’ll be there and then it’s a few others. Niamh, she’s chill. Knowing her, she’s only here for the coffee. Georgia’s nice, and well… Tooney, you’ve practically met her already—”
“—Over FaceTime.” You added quickly, biting down on your bottom lip.
“Calm down, love.” Alessia whispered, her footsteps coming to a halt as she turned to look at you. “Baby, you found a way to make me fall utterly in love with you by just being yourself. Just be yourself today, okay?”
“Okay.” You agreed, a small smile appearing on your face.
“Good.” Alessia murmured against your forehead, pressing her lips to your hairline before making the final steps towards the small cafe.
Ella was the first one to the two of you, her arms wrapping round Alessia - having not seen each other in months.
She then enveloped you in a hug.
“It’s so good to finally meet you, Ella.” You told her, separating from the hug.
“God knows how you put up with her.” Ella said
“Tooney…” alessia muttered
Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion. If anyone back in America had said something like that, they would have been met with a death stare from Alessia. Maybe because it was Ella she didn’t?
You went round to Niamh and Georgia, introducing yourself before walking to the table.
Everyone was sat at a seat, there being no more seats left.
Normally, Alessia would just pull you onto her lap but instead, she got up and got another chair.
“Is everything okay?” She questioned you as your eyebrows furrowed once again.
“Yeah.” You nodded, pressing your lips to her cheeks. “I’m gonna go get a coffee, would you like anything?”
“I’m okay for now, thank you, love.”
You wondered up to the till, peaking at the cakes when you felt a body press into yours.
Turning your head, you come face to face with a man - your age - maybe 17/18?
“I’ve never seen you around here before.” He said, a smirk resting on his face.
“I’m just visiting.” You answered, your American accent thick.
“American? Where from?”
“I’m from Washington but I go to college in North—” You began but he soon cut you off.
“—Let me buy you your coffee and maybe in return you let me take you out for dinner?” He suggested
“I can’t, sorry.”
“Come on. I know a place round the corner. How about tonight?”
“Look. I’m actually visiting with my girlfriend to meet her friends. They’re all over there.” You told him, pointing to the loud table in the corner.
You caught Alessia’s eyes as she eyed the man next to you.
“Look, I’m so sorry, I didn’t know.” He apologised, his face turning red in embarrassment.
“Is everything okay here?” Alessia asked, appearing by your side before you got the chance to reply to him.
“Yeah, just a small misunderstanding. I’m sorry again.” He explained
Alessia knew what was going on but unlike the normal shouting and causing a scene like she normally would have done, she simply smiled and nodded her head.
“Have a nice day.” She told him as he left. “Why are you looking at me like that?” She questioned, looking at your scrunched up eyebrows.
“You’re different here.”
“What do you mean?”
“Back in America, you would have kicked his ass for talking to me. Earlier, when there was no chair, you didn’t pull me into your lap. And you didn’t give Ella a death stare when she made that comment. I don’t know how to explain it but you’re just different, more quiet, I guess? It’s like your two different people.” You said, looking up a the blonde as she nodded.
“I guess I am. At college, no one knows who I am - apart from Lotte and Lois. I’m more reserved back in England because I know people here but in the states, I get to act however I want to because they don’t know the me from England. I get to be more confident.” Alessia explained, your eyes softening at her words.
“So what you’re saying is I technically have two girlfriends? Theres American Alessia and then England Alessia?” You joked
“Yeah, basically. Which one do you like more though?” Alessia smirked
“Well I love both of them, but maybe when it’s just the two of us, I like the American lessi a bit more.” You winked
“Well it’s a good job that I don’t change in that aspect when I’m in England, huh?”
“In what aspect?” Ella asked, clearly overhearing the last sentence.
“Nothing.” You and Alessia answered quickly
“I somehow don’t think I want to know now.”
#woso#woso community#woso x reader#woso imagine#womens football#woso fanfics#alessia russo#alessia russo fluff#alessia russo imagine#alessia russo x reader
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Omg I typed a whole thing to respond to this and it disappeared.
Ok summary
1: this take is partly what I’m talking about and have a problem with. You are clearly treating disabilities as a purely medical thing which is something many neurodivergent people aren’t comfortable with
2: IM HALF OF THE THINGS I LISTED?? WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE IM PUTTING MY TWO CENTS WHERE IT DOESNT BELONG?? I entirely don’t understand the mentality of being protective or defensive about your experiences or trying to gatekeep certain things like wdym. Again that’s something I’m confused about why are you fighting with OTHER PEOPLE who are experiencing similar things to you. You SHOULD be fighting societal standards and fucked up medical systems/professionals, but instead are choosing to make things even harder for other oppressed and ostracized people I guess in some sort of hopes it’ll be easier for you that way??
2.5: ALSO also claiming that only disabled people are protective of their experiences compared to things like being queer/trans is???? Excuse me??? Have you heard of pride??? Have you heard of the 50 truckloads worth of hate crimes that queer people, especially trans women, experience?? Are you kidding me??
3: I’m not saying you have to have any specific opinion because of anything you experience, I’m saying I don’t get why there’s so much in fighting and this mentality of “yes I’m weird, but that guy over there is TOO weird. Fuck that guy” amongst different and similar “weird” communities
4: I’m not even actually calling us weird. Literally at the beginning of the post I put weird in quotes. I’m saying we’re all weird by like average societal standards, which is true, even if pointing it out upsets you. And even if and when I am actually calling us weird, WEIRD IS NOT A BAD WORD TO ME. WE ARE WEIRD, PEOPLE CAN DEAL WITH IT. You sound like you’ve never heard of reclaiming in your life
5: it feels like you’re saying disabled/neurodivergent people shouldn’t have their disability be a part of their identity in ANY way, which is something that MANY people in the disabled and neurodivergent communities would disagree with
6: at no point did I say that I think being autistic or having schizophrenia is the same as having an identity label?? I was just listing stuff that would, as I said, make someone “weird” by average societal standards. That being said though, things like being queer and trans and plural and alterhuman etc. are often (not always, but often) involuntary experiences, as are disabilities. People don’t really CHOOSE to be those things just because they’re “identity labels”. Identity labels are literally just a tool to explain who you are and what you experience, which includes ALL of that
Anyways this is the exact kind of thing I’m talking about like at any point did I say you have to think like this? No. At any point did I say that the things I listed should be treated and seen exactly the same? No. I didn’t say any of those things. All I said is I don’t get why people are always playing fucking validity Olympics with each other
Tbh the more “weird” a person is, the more I get confused when they don’t support other “weird” people
Like how can you be a system and alterhuman and objectum and autistic and trans and queer and schizophrenic etc etc but then be anti endo or anti “contradictory” labels
Like
Like dude those are our cousins what are you talking about
You’re weird as fuck why are you complaining about other people being weird in different ways tf
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More than enemies-Cho Sang woo
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Wearning: +18,smut
Request: yes!
The conflict had become your daily bread. Every day, every interaction, was a new opportunity to challenge each other, to throw sharp jabs, to ridicule each other. Neither of you ever gave in. The silence was tense, but it was soon shattered by another exchange that seemed to never end. The room, though small, felt too big to contain the tension between you and Sang-woo.
“You really don’t understand a damn thing, do you?” Sang-woo huffed, crossing his arms with an air of superiority. “Do you think I’m talking to please you?”
You didn’t even need to respond right away. You knew there was no reasoning with him, but his words always hurt, more than you ever wanted to admit. “I don’t care if you’re talking to please me,” you replied coldly, “but maybe you should learn to respect people instead of thinking they’re beneath you.”
Sang-woo laughed, but it was a laugh full of contempt. “Respect? Have you ever wondered why I don’t respect you? Maybe because you don’t deserve respect.”
His words stung, but you weren’t going to back down. “Maybe you should look at yourself in the mirror, Sang-woo. Because all I see is a man who’s trying to look bigger than he really is.”
The others, sitting in the corner of the room, were enjoying the spectacle of your constant back-and-forth. Gi-hun was the first to laugh, amused by the way you two were challenging each other like a pair of wild animals ready to pounce. Ali, with his always genuine smile, looked confused but intrigued by the situation. Sae-byeok, on the other hand, observed silently, her sharp gaze tracking every move, every word, as though it was a chess game where you two were the key pieces.
“Look at them, looks like they’re putting on a show,” Gi-hun whispered, but loud enough to be heard. “There’s more tension here than in one of our games.”
“I wouldn’t be surprised if one of them breaks down,” Ali added, chuckling. “They’re so used to fighting, I don’t think they can stop.”
Sae-byeok lifted the corner of her mouth, watching intently, as though she was trying to figure out where this dynamic would lead. “There’s got to be something more to it,” she said seriously. “It’s not just hate.”
You could feel your blood boiling, the anger burning inside, but you weren’t going to give him the satisfaction of seeing you break. “Yeah, sure, as if you’re the only one here with a brain,” you replied, but the sarcasm in your voice didn’t hide the frustration eating away at you.
Sang-woo, however, wasn’t backing down. “You don’t get it, do you? That’s exactly what pisses me off about you. Always acting tough, but underneath that hard exterior, there’s just a bunch of weaknesses.”
Your heart felt like it was going to burst, but before you could respond, Gi-hun threw a glance between you and Sang-woo. “Okay, guys, enough, we can’t be here all day watching you two fight,” he said, his tone joking but a little nervous, as if he was trying to calm the situation. “Please, at least let us breathe.”
Ali chuckled. “I think we’ve just witnessed a new form of psychological torture.”
Sae-byeok remained silent, but a small smile crept onto her face as she watched the way you both provoked each other, as though she was taking mental notes for something that might come in handy later.
But you knew, despite everything, it wasn’t over. The war between you and Sang-woo would never end. It didn’t matter how much you hated each other. It was too deep, too ingrained. And you both knew it.
After a while you get the guard to take you to the bathroom and sang woo follows you. Since the bathrooms were unique for both males and females.You were washing your hands when you heard his voice.
He leaned against the wall, arms crossed, a smirk on his face.“You don’t need to hide in the bathroom to avoid me, you know,” he said, his tone a mix of mockery and amusement.You turn around, looking at him boredly. "Now a person can't go to the bathroom because otherwise it will make your head go up" you say approaching him.
Sang-woo chuckled. "Oh, come on, we both know that’s not what I meant." He didn’t flinch as you got closer; the smirk on his face only seemed to intensify."Besides, you’re not exactly subtle," he said, tilting his head to one side. "It’s almost pathetic, the way you try to avoid me."
Your blood boiled at his words, but you kept your cool, not wanting to give him the satisfaction of seeing you get worked up. "I’m not avoiding you," you replied, your voice tinged with irritation. "I just find you absolutely insufferable."
His smirk grew wider, his eyes glinting with satisfaction. "Oh, please, you’re not fooling anyone." He took a step closer, closing the distance between you two. "The way you glare at me, the way you snap at my every word, it’s clear that I get under your skin," he said, his voice low and taunting.
You backed away instinctually as he stepped closer, but you quickly regained your composure, refusing to let him get the upper hand. "Don’t flatter yourself,” you retorted. “You’re not the first arrogant, overconfident prick I’ve had to deal with.”
Sango woo looks at you and grabs you by the neck pushing you against the bathroom wall. “careful how you talk little girl” Sang woo says looking at you as his grip on your neck tightened.
Your heart jumped at the sudden physical contact and the way he pressed you against the wall, his grip around your neck tight and threatening. "What, you can't handle hearing the truth?" You retorted, trying to keep your voice from quivering, even as his grip tightened, making it harder to talk.He leaned closer, his eyes narrowing. "You really enjoy pushing my buttons, don’t you?"
You tried to stand your ground, ignoring the way your heart raced in your chest and your breath caught in your throat, but the close proximity to him and the grip he had on your neck made it difficult to think straight. "At least I'm not afraid to be honest, unlike some people," you manage to say, glaring up at him defiantly.
Sang-woo’s grip tightened even more, his fingers digging into your skin almost painfully, as if to punish you for your stubbornness. He leaned in even closer, his face only inches from yours now, his gaze intense and unyielding."Honesty, huh?" He huffed, his voice a low growl. "Or perhaps you’re just too stupid to know when to keep your mouth shut."
Sang-woo’s eyes widened slightly as your hand touched his arm, and his grip on your neck loosened just a bit. He noticed you looking at his lips, and for a brief moment, it seemed like something passed between you two, an almost electric energy flowing through the air. He held your gaze, his expression still hardened, but there was a glimmer of something in his eyes, a hint of surprise and perhaps a shadow of something else.
Sang woo kisses you roughly without saying anything. The kiss took you by surprise, Sang-woo's lips pressing against yours roughly, demanding and controlling. You felt a mix of shock and defiance, but something deep within you responded to the kiss, a desire you'd never wanted to admit being ignited. For a moment, everything else melted away, the tension and animosity that always hung between you two seemed to vanish. There was just the two of you, the feel of his lips on yours, the firm grip of his hand on your neck.
You moan softly and try to hold on to him. Sang-woo's lips moved from your lips to your jawline, your neck, creating a trail of kisses that sent shivers down your spine. He pushed you harder against the wall, his grip around your waist tight and possessive. The sound of your soft moan seemed to awaken something in him, a feral hunger that made his actions more urgent. "You’re mine now," he whispered against your skin, his voice raspy and possessive.
You moan and give him more space as you look at him longingly. Sang-woo’s eyes darkened with desire as he pressed himself against you, his body molding to yours in a way that felt both dangerous and intoxicating. He moved his hand from your neck to your face, brushing his thumb over your bottom lip, his touch almost caressing. "You’ve been mine since the moment we met," he whispered, his voice rough with a possessive edge.
Your breath hitched at his words, your heart pounding in your chest. You knew the truth in them, even though you’d always denied it. There was something about him, a darkness and intensity that called to something deep within you. His grip on your waist tightened, and he pulled you even closer, his lips against your ear. "Say you’re mine," he demanded, his voice low and seductive.
“I'm yours,” you whisper, clinging to him, kissing his jaw. Sang-woo let out a low moan as your lips touched his jaw, his hand on your waist sliding up to your back, pulling you even closer.
"Good girl," he murmured, his voice thick with desire. He caught your chin, tilting your face up to meet his gaze. "You have no idea what you do to me," he said, his eyes dark and hooded, his breath fanning across your face.
He takes off your sweatpants and underwear and quickly unwinds you and turns you gently against the wall, entering you, making you both moan. “So tight,” he whispers in his ear as he pushes into you. You moan and lean into him and Sang woo nips at your neck, making you moan lo
“You make such beautiful sounds” Sang woo whispers as he places his hands tighter on your hips fucking you harder.
“Sang woo” you moan loudly as you lean against the wall and he grunts. Sang-woo growls lowly, the sound sending a jolt through your body. He pushes you harder against the wall, trapping you between it and his body, his hands roaming over you possessively.
"Say it again," he demands, his lips moving down to your neck, trailing kisses along the sensitive skin. "Say my name again."
“Sango woo” you moan even louder feeling his thrusts increase. Sang-woo lets out a guttural moan as you say his name, his grip on you tightening almost to the point of pain.
"That’s right," he breathes, his voice ragged, barely coherent as he continues to move against you, his desires taking over all reason. "Moan my name, let me hear you." Every sound you make, every gasp and moan drives him wilder. He can hardly control himself, the primal need to claim you, to make you his and only his, is all-consuming. His lips move back to your neck, leaving a trail of kisses and love bites, marking you as his.
He bites down on a sensitive spot on your neck and you let out a yelp of pain, but he just laughs against your skin, the pain adding another layer to the overwhelming sensations. Sang-woo's body is pressed tightly against yours, his muscles rippling with the effort to hold himself back. He can sense he’s on the edge, his breath ragged and his heart pounding.
"You're going to make me lose control," he mutters against your skin, his lips leaving a trail of kisses along your collarbone. His hands roams over your body, leaving burning trails wherever they touch. He grabs onto your hip, his fingers digging into your flesh, as if he's trying to brand you with his touch.
He pushes his cock into you even harder making you both cum. At that moment Sae byeok, Gi hun and Ali come in since they were worried that you hadn't come back. And when they see the scene Ali giggles. “Finally,” Gi-hun murmurs.
Sang-woo freezes, his body still pressed against you as Sae-byeok and Gi-hun appear in the doorway, their expressions a mix of surprise and disbelief. It takes a moment for the reality of the situation to sink in, and a wave of shame and embarrassment washes over both of you. Ali laughs heartily, clearly finding the entire situation amusing. "Looks like we were right!" he exclaims.
Sang woo covers your body with his. “Go away” Sang woo murmurs who was still inside you.
Gi-hun and Sae-byeok exchange amused glances, but both of them seem to realize the gravity of the situation. "Alright, alright, we'll go," Gi-hun relents, grabbing Ali's arm and heading for the door. "You two behave yourselves."
Ali's laughter trails behind him as they exit, leaving you and Sang-woo alone once again, but this time with the aftermath of what had just happened.
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NOWHERE GIRL
PART NINETEEN
kang sae-byeok x fem!reader
synopsis: you come back with an anxious ridden feeling that becomes worse as time goes by—all because of the stone faced girl.
wc. 3.1k
warnings: very angsty | authors note: sooo the weather….
(nowhere girl masterlist)
(Three months later…)
Mi-Cha was getting more anxious by the minute.
When she went to visit you in your dorm, you weren’t there. In fact, when she asked your roommate about your whereabouts she too hasn’t seen you all day. So, she’s standing outside your dorm with her hands on her hips to ponder. Where could you be? Who will know? A light bulb flickers in her mind when she thinks of the only person in campus who knows everyone in her major.
She sprints to the floor above and knocks on the door of one of the most luxurious dorms in campus. Yoon appears minutes after, her eyes glued to her phone screen which aggravates Mi-Cha.
“Yoon. Earth to, Yoon.” she says snapping her fingers in front of Yoon’s face. She blinks and smiles wearily at Mi-Cha.
“Oh, hey, long time no see. How was your summer?” Yoon asks, batting her eyelashes.
“No need for small talk just tell me where she is.” Mi-Cha huffs impatiently.
Yoon’s eyebrows knit in confusion. “She?”
“Seriously?” Mi-Cha crosses her arms and sighs. “Who’s the only other person that we are connected to?”
After pausing to think, revelation overcomes Yoon’s pristine face. “Ah! Yes—I think she’s at our communal studio. I haven’t seen her around the dorms—“
“But you are our new resident assistant?”
“Exactly! I’m so busy trying to keep everything and everyone in check how am I supposed to know where everyone is at every waking moment?”
Mi-Cha scoffs, even though deep down she knows Yoon is slightly correct. And with that she walks away and out of the dormitory building. There is only one communal studio space for art students to attend whenever they like. She is surprised you’d be there though—it’s not even the first day of classes yet. And in all honesty, she’s a little offended that that’s the first place you go to.
She hasn’t seen you since you left for your Italy trip and you were barely able to reach out to her during your summer there. But from the small tidbits you shared, it sounded like you had a riveting summer in Milan.
After opening the doors to the large and spacious studio, there were mounds of students present with piles of canvases and sculptures ready to be displayed or worked on. She pushes past the students with the goal of finding you in mind.
It feels like Mi-Cha was back at the art gallery with how crowded this studio is. Finally, she thinks she found you and she let out a huge breath of relief.
You were currently helping lift up a large canvas with the help of four other art students and leaned the piece against the wall. Your hair was all over the place and the baggy jean shorts you were wearing got unknowingly stained when you wipe your hands against them.
Whilst catching your breath you wipe the sweat off your forehead, still not noticing your friend running to your direction.
“I missed you so so so much!” Mi-Cha merrily says after trapping you into one of her bear hugs.
“Hey! I missed you too.” you say, grinning. However, there was less enthusiasm in your voice.
“Why haven’t you stopped by to see me? I’m hurt.” she pouts releasing you from the hug.
She eyes you from head to toe. Something was different about you she just couldn’t put her fingers on it. Although, your skin did glow with more radiance, that wasn’t it. And when she looks into your smiling eyes, there was a hint of nervousness surrounding them that was illegible. Maybe she was just overthinking it too much. It has been awhile since she’s seen you.
“I’m sorry. All of my work just flew in and I had to unpack them all otherwise they would have gone ‘mysteriously’ missing.” you say, using your fingers to sign quotation marks on the word mysteriously. “And I stayed longer to help some people who went with me on the trip.”
“And how was it?” she gapes. “Wait never mind don’t tell me—let’s go grab lunch after so you can tell me all about it.”
Your eyes squint. “I hear that the cafeteria food here is…not the best though.”
“Yeah—that’s why I told you to enjoy as much Italian food before coming back. You’ll have to start getting used to the campus food now.”
When you open your mouth to speak a colleague of yours nudges your sides to help them lift up a sculpture tightly secured in a large box. You signal Mi-Cha to momentarily wait for you to finish and she observes you with eyebrows quirking up. She thinks she’s pretty good at reading minds, you seem anxious. The entire time you spoke your eyebrows were knit and the corners of your lips twitching like the smile you had was by force.
You clap your hands together to wipe away dust and debris, your face crestfallen. “What?”
“Did you see her yet?” she blurts out, wriggling her eyebrows. She was louder than she expected.
That’s when you freeze and Mi-Cha catches on. It had to be that girl you were so fawned over this past spring. She saw it in the way your muscles grew tense. You play it off with a smaller smile.
“No, as soon as I got back I had to get everything in my dorm prepared and talk to my counselor about my new tuition.” you explain quietly. “I’m going to stop by later though.”
Now, Mi-Cha feels guilty. She’s so ignorant for thinking that your only problems were your love life when you have financial stressors to take care of.
“Yeah, I know it’s expensive but don’t worry. Focus on school and worry about debts when you get a stable job after.”
“Being an adult fucking sucks.” you grumble.
“Yeah, I know.” she says, clearing her throat in contemplation. “Are you alright though? With you know…life?”
You start chuckling nervously. “Yeah. I don’t know…Ever since I got to Italy I’ve just been stressed and I still feel weird even after coming back.”
“Did you say stress? What could possibly stress you out in Italy?”
Sae-byeok actually.
There is no words in the human dictionary to describe the amount of stress you’ve endured throughout your trip to Italy. All because of the stone face girl you’ve fallen head over heels for. You never felt such intense emotions about someone other than her, it got to a point where she was always luring in the back of your mind.
On the last week of your studies in Italy, you and a couple of your colleagues ventured out to Genoa to relax on a boat. And embarrassingly enough, your drunken thoughts couldn’t see anything but Sae-byeok. It was killing you and for one reason only.
She hasn’t reached out to you ever since you arrived to Italy.
At first you didn’t try to worry. You didn’t have much reception on your phone but whenever you got the chance you made sure to stay up late reach out to Sae-byeok when you knew it would be day time in South Korea. But nothing. Halfway through the trip, you try dialing Ji-yeong asking if everything is alright but nothing. And when you tried reaching out to them the second you got back to Korea, their calls went straight to voicemail.
They’ve gone off the grid and you couldn’t stop your mind from going in circles trying to figure out what’s going on with them.
But now that you’re back you are going to find out.
After you and Mi-Cha head to the cafeteria and catch up on each other’s lives the past three months, you decline her offer to go to a welcome party held at her dormitory wing. You felt guilty not telling her about what really happened with Sae-byeok, but you were so afraid to get her response because she is such a blunt person. What if she would’ve told you that Sae-byeok ghosted you and to move on from her? You are still in denial.
So, after lunch you walk back to your dormitory.
“Hey, what happened to you?” asks your roommate, Lee Gyeong-ja who was currently laying on her bed playing a mobile game. “Haven’t heard from you all day and one of your friends came to ask about you.”
“Busy unloading some stuff from my trip.” you explain flatly. “And I met up with her earlier.”
You kneel down in front of your bed to pull out two bags underneath it. In the bag contains all the stuff you gathered from the trip and each has the label ‘Ji-yeong’ and ‘Kang siblings’.
“Okay…” she trails off before focusing back on her game.
“Bye.” you say breathlessly and walk out the dorm with the bags on each hand.
To make it to their apartment faster, you took the subway rather than the bus even though you prefer taking the latter. The entire journey was stress inducing—you hope that they have a good explanation as to why they haven’t been contacting you.
When you arrive in front of the apartment complex, you took a deep breath in to soothe your mind. You hope they’re alright. You hope to see their faces soon. And you hope they’re thinking the same about you.
You place one of the bags on the floor to knock on their door. Again, you breathe in and out but your heart keeps thumping loudly in your ears. It just got louder when you hear rustling coming from the other end.
Your racing heart stops abruptly to sink down your chest.
“Hello?” greets a man who looks to be in his thirties. He slowly pokes his head out the door to survey you—appearing very suspicious about your presence here.
“Oh uh,” you stammer and look to the side of the door to make sure you got the right apartment number. This was it. You awkwardly smile at the man. “hi. Sorry—two girls around my age used to live here. Do you—Do you know where they possibly…moved to?”
“Two girls?” he questions. Right after, a woman who you assume to be his wife appears behind him. He mumbles something to her and she shakes her head in response. “We aren’t sure—we just moved here last month. But I think I remember the landlord telling us that the old tenants left sometime in the…beginning of summer?” he looks to his wife for reassurance and she shakes her head yes.
“Seriously? Oh my god…” you mutter, your voice trembling. Before they get any more suspicious of you, you bow quickly. “I’m sorry for taking your time. Thank you.”
And with that you grab the bag you had on the ground and make your way out of your apartment.
So, you weren’t just going crazy for no reason…If they weren’t here then where the hell are they? You don’t want to think of the worst just yet. There has to be a fine explanation for this.
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(One week later…)
The bakery is no longer there. Instead, there was a large ‘FOR SALE’ sign on the entire building which includes your old studio apartment. And the only other sign in front of the abandoned building was ‘RELOCATED TO SONJUN.’
You desperately wish that you could drop everything to go to Sonjun and hope Miss Ahn or her bratty grandson could give you answers. If they have any. But you couldn’t fall behind in school, not when it’s all you have.
As if you were in a trance, you kept swirling your line brush around the red acrylic paint. You didn’t notice you were doing this for the past three minutes—but you couldn’t stop thinking about Sae-byeok. It worries you what might’ve happened to her. When she told you she was able to stay a float, was the lying?
You didn’t break away from your trance until faint familiar giggles enter your ears. Blinking, you see Yoon enter the communal studio with her portfolio tote. She heads to the other end of the studio and you just go back to swirling your brush around. It wasn’t until a shadowy figure engulfs you that you peer back up.
“Yoon?”
“Hey!” she beams and bends down to give you a side hug. You awkwardly reciprocate it back by patting her shoulders and frown seeing her pull up a chair beside you. “How was Italy? Did you have fun?”
“Yeah, it was beautiful.” you reply coolly. “How was your summer?”
That’s when she lets out a biggest groan, disturbing some of the students around you. “Awful! First of all, I had to work at one of my parents cafe chains all the way at the end of town because they were short staffed. So, do you know what I had to do? Remove my acrylic nails! Then soon after, I stopped hearing less and less from Yen-ho and he’s seriously gone off the grid because I had to report him missing to the police! But of course they don’t care because of…you know. The criminal stuff. But anyway—yeah I haven’t heard from him since. It was seriously stressing me out that I couldn’t relax properly on my trip to Jeju all July. I hope that all the school work will keep my mind at bay…Seriously why should I be so worried over a prick like him? I’m sorry for ranting but no one besides you would understand.”
“No, it’s okay.” you say, your eyebrows knitting. “But when did you say he went missing?”
“I reported him in the beginning of July after not hearing from him for like over three weeks. Fucking asshole. I need to get over him quickly.”
“And he never mention where he was going or anything?”
She throws you a suspicious glare. “Are you seriously concerned about him?”
“No it’s just…” you say, sighing in frustration. “Don’t tell anyone but remember my friend who you saw at the art murals? Well, she’s moved out of her apartment sometime in June or July and I haven’t heard from her either. And she used to know him. Do you think…?”
“What? Was she a part of his gang or something?” she gasps. When you nod she starts rubbing your back soothingly. “Oh, honey…”
“I know it’s ridiculous.”
“It’s not. I mean…it’s very likely that they joined forces again though.”
“You think?” you raise a brow.
“Do you know how many times Yen-ho vowed to me that he would never go back to the gang? So many times.”
No, that can’t be it. Sae-byeok isn’t Yen-ho. She has too much to risk with Cheol under her care and too much of a caring heart to do that to him. It just seems unfathomable. But, how unlikely could that be? What if she couldn’t find a way to pay rent and asked Deok-su if she could join back in his gang…No. That can’t be it—she owed him a ton of money. That’s not possible—however, this piece of information about Yen-ho is very interesting.
“I’ll—I’ll figure it out. Thanks, Yoon.” you murmur after careful thinking.
She sends you an enthusiastic smile. “Aw, look at us bonding over our love for criminals!”
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(One month later…)
You were starting to forget how they looked like. Whenever you think of Sae-byeok, the image of her in your mind is blurry and not all there. It’s funny, you thought you’d never forget a face like hers but you can’t even recall her most distinct features—her eyes. You remember them being sharp and cold, but you don’t have the clear picture of it in your head. Now, you regret leaving your sketchbook of all her drawings behind with her. It’s hard to believe it’s been five months.
Luckily, school has helped in some ways to keep your thoughts at bay. You drown yourself in your paintings and sculptures—learning new techniques thanks to your study abroad program you became more skilled in drawing portraits.
You sigh in defeat starting at the fully worked canvas before you. It was another failure. You didn’t get her eyes right again—this is the fifth portrait you have failed to perfect. If anyone knew how much time you were putting into drawing Sae-byeok they’d think you’ll need to be sent away. But you can’t forget her. You just can’t, but your mind is betraying you.
The alarm goes off in the back pocket of your jeans—altering you that you have things in your life you need to do outside of Sae-byeok. You click to turn it off and drape over the portrait with a long piece of fabric.
Texting Mi-Cha, you let her know you will be a few minutes late for dinner and to save you a spot. When she replies back with a thumbs up you put your phone back in your pocket and head over to the building where the financial support center is located.
Because you no longer have an internship and you don’t know when the next one will come, you did your best to sell your paints and sculptures you made back in Italy as a form of income. But it’s hard. After only selling three of your works, you only had enough money to pay a portion of your tuition—a small portion.
“Hi, I’d like to submit a deposit for my tuition.” you say to the worker sitting across the desk who was busy clicking away on the computer.
“Of course, I just need your ID, please.” she says robotically, still starting at the screen. You sigh and slide down your card to her. She grabs it, merely glances at it and starts typing away. After a minute of clicking and typing, her eyes slightly narrow. “Hm…”
“Hm?” you repeat. She throws you a look, making your cheeks go pink.
“It seems like your tuition is entirely paid off.”
Your jaw slackens by the miracle of this news. There your heart goes again, hammering like it was trying to burst out of your chest. “W—What? Are you sure you got the right person…?”
She purses her lips at you but turns to do more typing. You bite your bottom lip in anticipation when she looks at your ID and back at the screen. “Yes.” she answers flatly.
“Could—Could you tell me who paid it off? Because it wasn’t me.”
“The system says it’s been paid off by closed cash. Usually closed cash doesn’t provide a name in our system. I’m sorry but I can’t provide you the information you need. Perhaps it was your parents or legal guardian?”
You swallow back a scoff at her reply. However, that was the only plausible explanation. Was this your parent’s way of trying to make amends with you? But it doesn’t make sense—why now? Besides, your parents aren’t filthy rich it’s not possible for them to pay off your entire tuition in full. Ever since you left for Italy, your entire life began flipping upside down.
“Yeah…Thanks, ma’am.” you whisper, your eyes cloudy with thoughts that you forgot to bow. She grimaces when your back is turnt.
When you step out of the building, you just stand outside to ponder. The first day of October air strikes your burning cheeks, cooling them.
“What the fuck is going on?” you mutter to yourself.
You glance up at the sky and see the sun almost going to meet the horizon. If it’s not night yet, you could still get some answers. So, you pull out your phone and text Mi-Cha that you can’t make it because of a last minute homework you forgot to do. Then you check your phone map and to find the quickest route to your parent’s house.
In spite of the fact that you should feel terrified to meet your parents again, there is numbness instead. You have Sae-byeok to thank for that. At least this time you won’t storm off from your parents bawling your eyes out. Or, that’s what you like to tell yourself at least.
When your dad is the one to open the door, your chest pangs. The wrinkles on his forehead are more visible and his eyelids appear to sag more. He stares at you blankly for a moment before raising his eyebrows up in surprise when he realizes who is standing before him.
“H—Honey…you’re here?” he stammers breathlessly. He opens the door wider to instinctively to let you in, but you just glare at him and remain in your spot.
“Hi, dad.” you greet icily. It infuriates you the way he is looking at you like some wounded puppy when he let you go so easily—twice. They had two opportunities and now maybe three. “I just need to know, did you or mom pay off my tuition?”
“Your tuition?” he queries and pauses to think to himself. You can see the tints in his cheeks get more hue, he was embarrassed. “We—uh, we didn’t. Someone paid it off?”
“Yeah. I don’t know who. Anyways, thanks.” you say, your voice low and flat.
“Wait!” he says quickly. You stop yourself from turning around and look back at your dad, eyes squinting. “How are you? How’s school?”
“Great. I just came back from a trip to Italy. I got offered an internship to study there for the summer.” you say. It felt good to brag—especially with how floundered he looks.
“That’s…wonderful.” he stutters.
Disappointed. That’s how you feel. You aren’t sure what you expected him to say, but not that. You feel ashamed for still wanting your parents praise. When you exhale, a cloud of cold smoke puffs out into the air.
“Bye, dad.” you whisper and spin around.
“Hold on—“
“Yes, I’m still a lesbian!” you bellow unintentionally. His face falls and he’s staring at you blankly—exactly how he looked at you when you packed your things after getting kicked out. Those cruel eyes haunt you. “Have a good life.” and with that you head back to the subway station.
Half a year later, it hurts just the same.
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(Another month later…)
Sae-byeok’s message is loud and clear. She doesn’t want to hear from you anymore. Your only theory is that they all moved to a different location after Deok-su found them. And maybe the reason why they cut contact with you is because they want a fresh start—and you’re part of a haunted past they don’t want to face anymore.
The walk was peaceful. The November leaves were colorful and full of life. The tones of browns and oranges covering the sidewalk gave you hope for a new start. That’s what you love about fall, although the change of leaves is because they’re withered and dead—you portray it as change. That change is for the better and it’ll make life all the more beautiful by the time spring arrives again to wake up the leaves.
This is your last chance. Your last resort and you’re fucking terrified. You officially haven’t heard from them for six months. This is the only other option you have and if nothing comes from it you have to move on. It terrifies you but you’re at a stage in your life where you can’t let this consume you or you will spiral. Even if they don’t want anything to do with you, you just hope they’re okay and most importantly happy with life.
You stand in front of Cheol’s elementary school and you gulp. This is it. If nothing comes out of it, you vow to never look back at the past again. You take a deep breath before stepping inside and to the main office towards the front desk.
“Hello, may I help you?” greets a man around your age with a chipper smile.
You blink at him and struggle to speak at first. It’ll be hard to explain this without it sounding off. “Hi, um, I know this might sound strange but I’d like to know if a student is still enrolled in this school. You see, his sister has gone completely missing and she’s his only guardian so I’d like to know if—if he’s…I don’t know—I guess if he’s okay? His name is Kang Cheol.”
“A—Alright?” his peppy voice wanes. He’s clearly new to this as he glances over at his more senior co-workers. “Let me get back to you on that. Normally, we don’t disclose information about a student unless you’re a parent or guardian but let me see if I can give you that information.”
“Thanks…” you trail off and chew on the inside of your cheek.
From the corner of your eyes, you watch him whisper to his older workers who shot weird glances at you every so often. You unknowingly tap your fingers aggressively against the counter, full on anxious. The waiting is killing you but you have a sense of hope when you see them checking the computer screen. You seriously hope Cheol is okay.
When he comes back, clearing his throat, he deadpans, “So, it says he’s no longer enrolled in this school.”
Your legs feel like jelly. “Huh? Why—“
“I’m sorry that’s the only thing I can tell you since you aren’t a parent or guardian. Which I assume you aren’t?”
Practically in the middle of feeling lightheaded, you feel yourself shake your head. “No. Thanks.” you think you murmur to him and stumble out of the office and out this building.
Once on the sidewalk, you press you back against whatever building you stumbled across and hold back tears. This stress is killing you from the inside out. What the hell happened to them? You don’t even care if they don’t want to see you anymore, you just want to know if they’re safe.
You keep choking back sobs as you were still in public.
Your blurry eyes fall down to the sidewalk and you focus on the leaves. Change—you’re supposed to change. However, you want one last cry.
“Hey—are you alright?” Mi-Cha’s normal tone dies into a worried one when she opens the door to her dorm and sees the state of you.
Your head is ducked low, you’re tightly clutching the sides of your coat, and your body is trembling. When she raises your chin with her hand she gasps at your red face and your even redder eyes.
“I—I don’t know…I just need to hug you.” you croak out.
Without furthering thought she pulls you inside her dormitory, is silently thankful her roommate isn’t here, and brings you to her bed where she solemnly wraps her arms around your shoulders. Your face sinks into the crook of her neck and finally, you let your tears flow like river streams. You two are in this state for a long time, with Mi-Cha rocking your bodies back and forth and you choking on sobs.
Once you finally calm down, you pick your head up and couldn’t stop hiccuping uncontrollably. “I—I don’t think Sae-byeok wants to s—see me anymore.”
She winces and pulls you back into her arms. “Fuck. Hey, don’t worry I’m here if you need to talk.”
But you didn’t want to. You just want to cry your emotions out until there’s nothing left but a void in your chest.
With every tear you shed, you wish it contains the memories of Sae-byeok that you want to forget about. But you don’t know what’s more painful, forgetting or wanting to forget.
If you know yourself, at some point you might’ve loved her. And now that she’s left you for good—you have to turn this love into grief. But grief is just as much a human complexity as it is love, and you aren’t sure how long it’ll take for you to endure it and move past it. It might take you a lifetime to forget about Sae-byeok.
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Secrets I keep | Part 14
Lando Norris x sister!reader
Max Fewtrell x norris!reader
Daniel Ricardo x Norris!reader
summary: You and Max have been dancing around your feelings for years but jealousy gets the best of us all..
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yn
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yn an idiot, fav people, and visiting my private chef 🦋
*tagged maxfewtrell, landonorris, carlossainz*
maxfewtrell Can you stop posting these horrible pictures of me?😭
yn why would I do that?
maxfewtrell cause you like me?
yn HAHAHAHA
maxfewtrell 😐
carlossainz private chef, sure hermosa.
yn you love me
carlossainz sure, whatever you say
yn ☹️☹️
lando carlos.
carlossainz yes, yes I love you.
yn 😊😊
user isn’t yn’s boyfriend a bit weirded out that she’s always hanging around Fewtrell?
user why would he? He’s lando’s best friend and has his own gf
user do you know their lore? Everyone thought they were dating when they were younger. HE LITERALLY KISSED HER HEAD ALL THE TIME
user oh. yeah but still, maybe they see each other as siblings. Lando also does that w her
user hm..
alexandrasaintmleux 🤍
user I love the norris duo + carlos dynamic
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“You wanna tell us what happened now, or are we gonna sit in silence?” Kelly said, raising an eyebrow. Alexandra nods “Yeah? Did he say anything? Do we have to ask one of the boys to run him over?” You laugh “No Alex, please don’t run him over”
“Alright, then spill” She claps in her hands. You just blush and look down “Oh my god, you did it” “She did what?” Kelly asked confused “It” Alex says, making a ‘catch up’ face.
“Oh, Oh!” Kelly’s eyes widened “That’s good, right?” You hide your face in your hands “How was it?” Alex teased “Alexxxx” You whine “Just a yes or no, then I’ll leave you alone” She chuckled “Yeah” You say quietly, still hiding your face “Then that’s great”
“Yes, I agree. As long as you’re happy, this is amazing” Kelly smiles and so does Alex. Alex looks behind you and her smile falls “Why is he here again?” You turn around and see Daniel, Lando and Max walking towards you. Max looks like he’d be happier if he was in a pool full of piranhas while Lando talks enthusiastically with Daniel.
Before Max can sit next to you, Daniel pulls out the chair and sits down. You try to scoot away unnoticeable. Lando sits next to Daniel, making Max sit away the farthest from you.
Alex and Kelly give you a look, which you return. Daniel finally turns to the three of you “Hello lady’s” “Daniel” Kelly is the only one who acknowledged him, while you and alex set up fake smiles.
You feel max’s eyes on you and you look at him, feeling yourself relax just a tiny bit. You give him a little smile that he returns.
“So? How’s it going?” Daniel asks in the round “Good.” Alexandra answers with a sharpness that he didn’t miss. Kelly nods along and Daniel’s eyes land on you “Great. Me and my boyfriend have been spending quite some time together, actually” You smile.
Lando shoots you a look that you ignore “How about you Daniel? Anything interesting happened since you’re unemployed?” The sharpness in your voice was obvious too.
“Yn.” Lando hisses “What? It’s just a question?” You shrug “He asked, I answered and asked the same question. It’s fine.” Before you could respond, two shadows appeared next to you “Hey guys.”
Oscar says, lily waving into the round “Could I steal the girls?” Lily asked, making the three of you get up. You wave to Lando and wink at Max, who’s cheeks turn light pink.
After the four of you left, Oscar looks at max “Could I borrow max? I wanted to talk to him about something and Mom wanted to see him” Lando nods unsure. Max gets up and walks away with oscar.
When they’re out of ear reach for Lando and Daniel, Oscar sighs “You okay?” Max nods “Yeah, why?” “Daniel is being a dick and sits next to your girlfriend.” Max head snaps to Oscar “What?”
“I’m not stupid, and neither is lily. We probably figured it out before you two did. Which wasn’t that hard tho.” Oscar shrugs “Come on. Let’s meet the others.”
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As Oscar and Max round the corner to the Ferrari hospitality, Kelly, Alexandra and charles, lily and nicole, max and kelly and you sit there. You sit up once you see Max, but keep it down. Lily had obviously told you three the same thing.
Max sat down next to you “Rescue mission accomplished” Lily laughed and high fives oscar.
“Rescue mission? You two are crazy” You chuckle “You looked absolutely miserable over there, what else were we supposed to do?” Lily shrugged.
“I have no idea, Thank you tho” You smile at her, which she returns. You see max fidget with his fingers. You lean a bit closer, lowering your voice only for him to hear “Everything okay?” He smiles at you “I’m okay.”
You raise an eyebrow, not believing a word he’s saying. But before you can interrogate him any further, someone is calling your name. It’s Lando.
He’s coming towards you and the group, without Daniel. He stops and waves into the group “I need my sister for a moment” “Can’t that wait?” “No” “I’ll tell them either way afterwards, so spill.” “You don’t want me to do that.”
“Lando.” “No, really.” He gives you a look. You sigh and get up “I’ll be right back”
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“So what is it?” You ask him once he pulled you into a quiet corner “What was that earlier? Did you ask them to get you two away?” “No. We talked and then sat down with oscar’s mom and with Max. It had nothing to do with you.” “I’m not talking about me”
“Neither Daniel.” “I don’t believe you. I mean, I talked to him. I don’t think he means any harm anymore” You raise your eyebrows “Lando, he hates max and doesn’t want us together. That was his goal all along.”
“No he didn’t mean it” “Lando, he’s in love with me.” “Yeah but he isn’t gonna harm your and max’s relationship” “You’re so gullible, Lando.” You clench your jaw and walk away from him, tears welling up in your eyes.
You walk with quick steps back to the group. Alex sits up as soon as she sees you “Hey? What’s wrong?” Her face scrunched into concern. Max’s head snaps to you and he also sits up.
You don’t say anything and grab your purse and jacket. Before you can stop it, one tear rolls down your cheek and Max is up in an instant “Hey, hey what’s wrong” One hand comes to rest on your back.
A sob escaped you and Max immediately wraps you into his embrace. His hand cradles your head. Max gets up “Let’s go into my drivers room, nobody needs to meddle” Max walks with you in his arms after max.
He opened the door to his drivers room but steps aside to let you two in. Max nods thankful and max closed the door after you two and leaves back to the group.
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Once you calmed down, Max held you hands in his hands “What happened?” “He’s believing Daniel” You sniff “Oh baby” His thumb gently caressed your cheek “What did Daniel say?” “I’m not sure. But he believes that Daniel means no harm”
Max laughs “Sure, and i’m driving for redbull” He scoffs but his gaze softens once it lands back on you. “If there is one thing I learned in the last few weeks, then that we can’t care what others think. Look what it almost cost us. It’s just us against them.” He says with a warm smile.
You nod “His support is great, but we don’t need his approval or anything else to work. Okay?” “Okay” He wipes away the remaining dampness on your cheeks and presses a kiss to your temple, his arms once again pulling you into his chest.
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[cap1: 10/10 sleep quality,would recommend arm pillow | cap2: 💐❤️]
alexandrasaintmleux: Did you fall asleep during the race?😂
yn after that cry session, yes 😂
alexandrasaintmleux on a serious note, don’t let it get to you. It’s not worth stressing over 🤍
yn I know, we talked about it 🤍🤍
franciscagomez cutie 😂❤️
yn 😘❤️
user still soft launch 🫠
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f1gossip Yn norris has been spotted around the redbull hospitality yesterday. Fans have spotted her watching the race from there with Max Verstappen’s Girlfriend, Kelly Piquet and Max Fewtrell, who is her brothers best friend. Is once again trouble between the norris duo?
user with Max? First they rip each other’s heads off and now they’re going against Lando? Sounds fake to me.
user she got nothing better to do than break up friendships of her brother??
user maybe she just watched with Kelly and max didn’t wanna be alone?
user oh please, he stayed alone in LN’s garage countless of times
user hear me out, what if they’re actually soft launching each other?
user let’s get you back to bed grandma
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“Be honest, am I being dramatic?” You look at Kelly, who shakes her head “Why would you be dramatic for expressing how you feel. Not to mention that Daniel does not like Max. He stated that multiple times. And you’re brother is someone who easily switches sides.” She sighs.
“Just focus on you and Max, then no one can destroy what you have. Be there for each other. Trust me, once the internet gets wind of this? You’re gonna need each other” Sophie, Max’s mother chimed in as she held her grandchild.
P was laying asleep, sprawled out on your lap. You sigh “I know. It’s probably the most scary thing. But if we don’t tell soon, what If daniel does it ? What if he convinces Lando to do it? At this point, I wouldn’t put anything like that past him”
“If you two are sure about each other, no one else matters” Sophie says softly, giving you a warm smile. You nod “Have you called your mom about this? Or your dad?” Kelly asked “No, why would I?”
“So they’ll talk to him. It’s getting ridiculous” Another voice chimed into the conversation. You all turn your head to look at Max, who just entered the room.
He quickly kissed Kelly, smiled at P’s sleeping form and goes to hug his mom, gently placing a kiss on the small child’s head in her arms.
“I know. But they don’t have to be involved in our drama” “They’ll get wind of it either way. The media is fast.” Kelly shrugs “I know, I know” You sigh. They were right. Daniel was gonna try to ruin everything. He had taken the person who was against him, on his side. That was a disadvantage and a heartbreak.
It was time to really talk things through with Max..
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You open the door to your apartment, hearing max move around in the kitchen.
“Max? I’m home!” You yell as you take off your shoes. Footsteps make your way to you and Max smiles “Hey you, how was it at Kelly’s?” “Eye opening” You sigh and sling your arms around his neck.
“Really? How?” He hums and pecks your lips “I think we should talk” “Sounds serious” “I think it is” He nods in understanding and leads you to the living room.
You both sit down on the couch, his hand resting behind you on the couch.
“What do you want to talk about?” “Us” You say fidgeting. What you didn’t know is, that Daniel may or may not have set a little lie into Max’s head, then even he wasn’t free of insecurities.
His insecurity? Franco colapinto. Something Lando had overshared once when he was drunk to Daniel. Something the Aussie had recently used, making a pit form in Max’s stomach now…
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Like I said, we’re only getting started people.. 👀 I specifically left out some of the scenes you’ll be getting soon, that will paint the whole picture 🤭
The whole franco thing might not make sense now, but trust me its there (I haven’t mentioned it beforehand tho🤭)
#formula one imagine#lando norris x sister!reader#max fewtrell imagine#max fewtrell x you#norris!reader#daniel riccardo x reader#max verstappen x reader#daniel ricciardo imagine#max fewtrell smut#franco colapinto imagine
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I have like 15 different versions of their relationships in my head (especially killer & nightmare) (help)
also bonus thing
unhinged rambles under the cut
i added underfell sans cuz i associate him with the bad sanses for some reason (more than error anyway)
i think Red doesn't really belong here (in my head he is definitively part of this group, just compared to the others he hasn't done anything nearly as horrible as them) so he'd be very stressed out all the time about fitting in/not being thrown away i think in the beginning this would translate by him getting close to whoever is the most powerful, so at first Dust (because i hc he has the highest LV of all of them), then he'd see how fucking pathetic dust is and start seeing him less as an authority figure and more like a person (then feelings would blossom from their shared pathetic-ness etc etc) he'd turn to Nightmare next (cuz he is the leader of the group after all), and nightmare would try to help him not be anxious all the time but red's so terrified of being a burden he doesn't wanna ask for help, so nightmare has to slowly convince him he's worth something, and by the time red gets better BAM he's caught feeling i think Killer would just fuck with him a lot, then red would match his energy and they'd become best friends with benefits (maybe something romantic there but they would never admit it) (just bros being dudes) (they would be absolutely insufferable together) (imagine killer's chaotic energy but squared)
Killer and Nightmare's relationship(s) (yayy!)
so i have. at lot. and i mean a LOT of different versions of what their relationship could be in my head, some more toxic than others.
basically i think killer would gravitate towards nightmare, both because he's the one who got him out of his timeline, but also because he just got out of an extremely toxic friendship with the human and probably thinks it's gonna be the exact same. so no matter what nightmare's intentions are, killer is going to cling to him in a not so healthy way and treat him like the only thing that matters in the world
if nightmare's good: he tries with all his might to get killer to stop treating him like a god and start taking care of himself. nightmare gets very confused and frustrated when killer starts torturing and murdering people for him even when he isn't ordered to. also whenever nightmare gets exasperated, killer immediately backs down and shuts himself up, so nightmare would try as much as he can to not show signs of anger (or if he does, to convince killer that he's not going to hurt him). i think this would culminate in both of them having a long chat about chara and killer wanting to move on from them, and killer completely giving himself away to nightmare so they can work on this together, and so nightmare can force killer into getting better (im thinking something like TPE), until killer slowly starts rebuilding himself back up and manages to be his own person again
if nightmare sucks (cw for abuse): he will use killer's past to his own advantage, im thinking sometimes acting like chara on purpose (or even shape-shifting into them) to get him to do things, being extremely affectionate and giving killer the validation he craves, until he doesn't get what he wants and then starts threatening killer and accusing him of being a piece of shit, and generally holding what he did while with chara over his head. maybe nightmare genuinely loves killer in some way, and killer sees it as a sign of good will, like if he loves me it means he's doing this for my own good (he's not).
Dust i headcanon is a complete asshole (in several different ways but we'll get there). he thinks he's so much better than everyone else, and that he's a good murderer who killed for good reasons, while the others are horrible little freaks who like causing pain for its own sake.
first scenario i have is if Nightmare is an asshole to the others (doesn't have to be explicitly aggressive, just generally acts like he's better than them). dust would see this as a direct confirmation of his previous theory (everyone else is an asshole), and just try to piss nightmare off as much as possible. then he gets very surprised when either the rest of the gang joins in on the annoy nightmare competition, or nightmare vents out the newly created frustration not only on dust, but also on the other people in the group. this is basically dust gaining class awareness. he's in this shitty situation with the others, and they hate it at least as much as he does. they are not privileged, they aren't enjoying any of this. they probably also think everyone else here is a murderous asshole, which is why no one is actually talking to each other. this is when he starts actually trying to communicate with them. he probably sees they're much more similar to him than he first thought, even if they all went through different events, and he tries really hard to find common ground (at first with the intent to fight nightmare, but afterwards just because he genuinely likes them).
Killer is the hardest to get along with because he's very confrontational and the closest to dust's assumption about him, but after some time he really comes to like his spontaneity and the time they spend together. they both get very attached but never really admit it, until there's like one moment where they each see the other is a gay little shit who's in love with another version of himself (the derision helps them be vulnerable). so they finally become a couple but have a very irony poisoned way of talking about it.
Horror is more of a tricky case, it depends on a lot of things, but if nightmare doesn't try to help him (or makes things worse for him), he's probably very fucked up from the time he spent back home. this becomes immediately visible to dust once they actually start talking, and horror latches on to him as the only person that still has morals/is still trying to make things better for everyone. i think it would feed a lot into dust's savior complex, and while it doesn't allow him to have a genuinely close relationship with horror, this still makes dust the one person horror can rely on, and the one person helping him recover. i think it's only once horror gets more stable (and isn't as reliant on dust) that they can actually start to form a relationship (and horror turns out to be a smartass like killer, but less chaotic and more logical which dust is very much a fan of) then they all beat the shit out of nightmare for being an asshole (the end)
if Nightmare isn't an asshole, dust has a really hard time reconciling nightmare's actions towards him and the gang with his own worldview, so he tries to interact with nightmare as little as possible to not challenge it. he even tries to leave at one point, but going back somewhere with people he murdered over and over while they did nothing to deserve it doesn't feel very good, and he eventually chooses to stay so he can have horrible people around him to convince himself he's not that bad. i think it would be a slow process of dust seeing Nightmare genuinely try to help him despite his own problems, and killer & nightmare being in a healthy, non-murderous relationship. he would fall for nightmare first, but would mostly manifest it through his jealousy towards killer. Nightmare would see this and, thinking dust is self aware enough to understand his own feelings, talk with killer about dust, with killer eventually telling nightmare if he wants to get in bed with the guy who hates him, whatever, just don't start acting clueless when shit hits the fan. then nightmare gets a lot closer to dust seemingly out of nowhere, adding to his confusion, before they both finally talk about what they want and officially get together, with killer like "this went a lot better than i expected" with Killer, i think it's more of a "nightmare isn't here and i need anyone to rant about my problems to" type of situation, where once dust gets used to not being asocial, the days nightmare goes out for long periods of time become unbearable. at first they would kinda bond over their shared love of nightmare, but over time they would start actually getting interested in each other, with still a lot of animosity but also mutual interest and respect. (pretty much a classic enemies to lovers this one ngl)
Horror is... horror is weird for me? like i dont really know where to put him. i think i just have fanon horror and canon horror bouncing around in my head and they're just so contradictory idk what to think of him. i have 2 big stories with him, but in short:
either he's just.. not interested in romance at all (whether due to being aromantic or something else). maybe he does have some sort of deeper bond with Nightmare due to him being able to read his emotions, but generally he's just a friend to the others. i think he'd be pretty distant to the rest of the gang as being the only one without a high LV, so he doesn't really want to get to know them that much. this mostly happens if he still has his brother with him, or if he's moved on from his death by the time he joins nightmare's team (or is convinced his brother is gonna be completely fine back at home)
or: if he gets forcefully brought out of his timeline by nightmare, he's completely lost and starving and traumatized six ways from sunday, and at first he's completely unable to take care of himself now that his brother's gone. i think Dust would try to help him (because nightmare's certainly not going to), and horror would just latch on to him like a mussel to its rock. after he's recovered, they would stay close and would slowly fall in love, even if neither of them really want to put it into words. it's around that time he would get to actually know Killer (and how dust feels about him), then jealousy then the same affection dust has for him (mtt poly hell yeah!!!) idk how i would actually define horror's relationship with them (i would maybe say queerplatonic but again idk), just that they're extremely close with each other (again this is partially due to nightmare being an ass, this is why i'm hesitant to mark this as purely romantic when it feels both circumstantial and like they're more than boyfriends)
Cross is also weird, i don't think about him a lot but i think he's as cold-headed as dust and as diligent/efficient as killer, so i see him relating to these two the most. it's more that i see a lot of kross/criller on my dash and i really like their dynamic (especially Killer fucking with cross) also i love the idea of a cross who's trained as a soldier and a Nightmare who already has a gang of strong sanses defending him and doesn't need anyone else, but still lets cross in because he thinks he's cute. i imagine nightmare would still give him orders from time to time to make him feel useful, but it would quickly turn into a kink thing on cross's part, then nightmare would probably make it an official/explicit thing between the two of them. for the others (Dust & Red) i don't really have a specific idea in mind, i just really like dust&red as a duo and i think there's potential for very interesting dynamics with the three of them (also Cross Dust & Error, not romantic but like, platonically, is this anything??)
personally i dont think Error would be with anyone (except Ink but even then its not 'just' love, its more a cycle of truces and betrayals, and "you're the only person in the world who could understand me so i'll stay by your side as long as possible even if i know this won't last" kinda vibe) i think error's waayy too in his own head to notice the people around him, and i think if he were to live with nightmare and the others, he's just do his own thing in his corner and not really participate, he'd only stay with them as insurance so ink can't attack him (also he gets to piss him off by altering timelines but technically he doesn't destroy anything so ink still can't break their truce) the only exception to that would be Dust (most likely in the timelines/versions where dust hates nightmare and doesn't confide in him), where they both share this sense of being better than everyone else and being tasked with a purpose no one can do but them (for error it's cleaning out the multiverse, for dust it was killing the human and he's still somewhat attached to that), but i don't think they'd be romantic with each other, just friends (though maybe error would get more attached to him since he's so lonely, but even then this would be one-sided)
It’s time…
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Be sure to be respectful and have fun! 🤗🤗🤗
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HUGE HUGE HUGE FAN OF A LOT OF THE SHIPS INVOLVING THESE SCRIMBLOS!! Unfortunately, I haven’t seen too much Error around, so I don’t have too many ships with him haha (although I wanted to include him because sometimes, people consider him part of the bad sanses! Same with Cross for obvious reasons).
The second picture is essentially me showing the different mini polys I really like (the color is only to help differentiate them haha) (I didn’t wanna use the mini poly color from the first picture because it would’ve gotten way too cluttered lolol).
It should be seen/unspoken the fact that I already adore them all as one big poly (with or without error haha). They rattle in my brain so much and I love them dearly
#rambles#long post#liem txt#sanscest#txt#had this in my drafts and forgot to post it lol#when i say unhinged rambling i mean unhinged rambling#like full on 2000 words type ramblings#i counted
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Hiiiiii
So first I fcking LOVE your work
And I was thinking maybe a junho x guard!reader like during the first season where he infiltrated the games and the player he remplace was having….some…affairs let’s say with guard!reader
Love ya kiss kiss
𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐤 | hwang jun-ho × fem!reader
summary | the request
warnings | guard!reader, mention of violence and death, tension, threats of harm
word count | 2.6 k
author's note | it would help me a lot if you liked, commented and reposted so that more people read what I write and don't forget to follow me, thanks ᡣ𐭩
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The walls reflected an unsettling silence, broken only by the echo of your footsteps resonating through the halls. The sound of the other guards' boots couldn't drown out the growing discomfort you felt inside. Something was about to happen. You knew it. You felt it deep in your gut, like an unsettling intuition you couldn’t ignore.
As the days passed, the routine became more oppressive, and though your mission was clear, something kept you from going on as usual. The guard who patrolled with you was, in some way, different.
At first, it seemed like an insignificant change, something you had overlooked. But as time passed, you realized something was wrong with him. He wasn’t the same. Something had changed in his behavior, something subtle but strange. He no longer looked at you, no longer spoke to you.
And the worst part was that, deep down, you knew something had broken. The relationship you had with him, though not serious, was not entirely superficial. You had had an affair with him. Nothing more than that, but enough for his loss to create a crack in your chest. Those little stolen moments in the darkness of the nights, the smiles shared in silence, those pointless conversations that helped you forget for a moment where you were. He had become a refuge, an escape in a place where everything seemed designed to take away what little remained of you.
But now he was gone. The guard you shared those moments with had disappeared. At first, you didn’t notice; you thought maybe he was on duty in another sector, that the rotation of personnel was the cause, or that he was being more careful to avoid being caught. But as the days passed, it didn’t seem to fit into the usual routine, and you began to doubt.
Now, he had a distant, calculating attitude that made you uncomfortable, even vulnerable. Not like the others, who simply did their job without questioning anything. This man watched you more than he should, as if he were studying every move you made, as if he were waiting for you to discover something you didn’t yet understand.
You tried to ignore it, continue with your work, but something told you you couldn’t. There was something strange in his gaze, a mix of calmness and coldness that unsettled you. And not only that, his behavior made you feel like he was evaluating you, watching beyond your actions. There was something unnerving in the way he acted.
Amidst the confusion and suspicion, you made a decision. You couldn’t allow this uncertainty to grow any further. You needed answers. You knew something was wrong, and if you had to face it to get those answers, you would.
You guided him with a firm hand to a secluded room, no cameras, no surveillance. The door closed behind you with a soft creak, and the air inside the room felt thicker, heavier. The space was empty, only the sound of both your breathing and the faint thudding of your hearts in your chest could be heard in the atmosphere.
"What’s going on with you?" you asked, your voice low but firm. You knew something didn’t fit with him, but you had no proof, only that feeling telling you that you were on the verge of discovering something important.
He looked at you without saying anything, his face hidden behind the mask, but his eyes... those eyes didn’t show what you expected. The calm he once had was now different, colder, almost as if he were playing a role that didn’t belong to him.
"I don’t know what you’re talking about," he finally said, his voice impassive, but there was something in his words that didn’t convince you. He was hiding something. You knew it.
"Don’t lie to me," you responded, stepping forward until you were right in front of him. "I know something’s wrong. You’re not the same."
A tense silence settled between you both, and a chill ran down your spine. Something stirred within you, like a whisper telling you the truth was about to come to light, but you also knew there were risks. You couldn’t let him deceive you any longer.
You hesitated for only a second before acting. You needed to know who this guard really was. Fear gripped you, but you forced yourself to move forward. It was now or never.
"Take off the mask," you ordered, your words firm and clear. There was no room for hesitation. There was something about him, something you couldn’t allow to remain hidden any longer.
The man stood still, as if evaluating whether to comply or not. One second, two. And then, finally, he began to remove the mask slowly. Every movement seemed calculated, as if he weren’t sure whether you should see his face. But the truth was about to come to light.
When the mask hit the floor, a wave of confusion flooded you. Though his face seemed familiar, there was something about it that didn’t fit. This wasn’t the same person you knew, the guard with whom you had shared those secret moments. This man, despite having his features, was not the one you had seen weeks ago. Something had changed in his expression. Something that made you feel you weren’t facing the same person.
"Who are you?" you asked, the fear in your voice more evident than you would have liked to admit. "What have you done with him?"
He stared at you for a moment, his face impassive. There was no rush in his movements, as if he were enjoying the game that had just begun.
"I killed him," he said, almost indifferently. "I did it because I needed to take his place."
The air stopped. The words were a blow to your chest, an unbearable weight that left you breathless. He killed him. He killed him to take his place, to assume his role in this deadly game. Rage, sadness, and fear merged within you, creating a torrent of emotions you didn’t know how to process.
"No... Why?" you barely managed to say. "Why did you do it?"
"Because I have a mission," he responded without emotion.
The revelation left you paralyzed. This wasn’t just a guard. He wasn’t here just to play the game. There was a greater purpose behind his actions. He was infiltrated in this place, taking the place of a man who had been your companion, to fulfill a mission beyond your understanding.
"And that’s why you killed the one who was with me?" you asked, almost in a whisper.
"Yes," he said, his voice empty of emotions. "I need to find my brother."
For a moment, you stayed silent, processing everything you had just heard. This man had replaced the guard with whom you had had an affair, someone who was now dead, to fulfill a mission.
Anger built up inside you, but you also felt a strange mix of empathy. You were trapped in a game that seemed endless, and this man was willing to do whatever it took to find his brother. Though his methods were ruthless, there was something human in his pain.
"All of this," you murmured, "It’s a nightmare."
He didn’t respond. His silence spoke louder than any words.
He took a step forward, and though you still felt a mix of fear and fury, you stood your ground, refusing to let fear paralyze you. There was something in his eyes, a spark of threat that froze your blood. He wasn’t here just to fulfill his mission; he was willing to do whatever it took to achieve it. And you, now that you knew the truth, couldn’t stay silent.
But before you could respond, he took another step toward you. His face, still bearing the same expression of indifference, came dangerously close to yours, making the air between you two heavier, more suffocating. His words came slower, as if he wanted to ensure each one was engraved in your mind.
"You talk a lot, but you don’t know anything about what I’m willing to do," he whispered, a clear threat in his tone. "If you talk about this... I don’t want to imagine the consequences. Not just for you, but for everyone you know."
The tension in the room increased, and fear settled back into your chest. You knew that this man, the one you had known as a guard, was now completely out of control. The danger wasn’t only in his words, but also in his attitude: something in his posture, in the way he looked at you, told you he was capable of much more.
You wanted to step back, put some distance between you two, but you couldn’t. You couldn’t afford to show weakness. Not in a place like this.
"Don’t worry," you responded with a trembling voice, but trying to keep composure. "I don’t intend to talk. But you... do you really think you can keep going here without anyone discovering you?"
Despite the fear you felt, a spark of fury ignited inside you. You couldn’t let him intimidate you, you couldn’t let this man have his way so easily. You knew the danger was real, but something inside you refused to give in. You had survived too long here to be scared of someone like him.
"And what are you going to do? Threaten me?" you asked, a defiant tone wrapping your words. "You can’t kill me. That would be a disaster for you."
The man didn’t say anything at first, but his gaze grew even more intense. He studied you, as if looking for a sign that you had said something you shouldn’t. Then, as if he had made a decision, he stepped back. The tension remained in the air, but something in his expression made you understand that the conversation wasn’t over.
"You’re wrong if you think I’ll stop here," he said, his tone low but full of threat.
The weight of his words crushed you, but something inside you couldn’t surrender. You knew the threat was real, but you also knew that, in this place, everyone played with fire. And you weren’t going to let yourself be consumed without a fight.
"I’ll keep that in mind," you said, your voice calmer, though still tense. "But don’t forget... I’m not just a pawn in your game. I’ll be watching you."
An uncomfortable silence filled the room, but he didn’t say anything more. He looked at you for a moment, as if evaluating whether you were a threat or just a nuisance. Then, without another word, he stepped back and began to leave the room, never taking his eyes off you.
The door closed with a dull thud, and the air inside the room seemed to loosen for a moment. But you knew it wasn’t the end. Not for you. Not while you were trapped in this place, in this game.
You stayed there, alone, processing what had just happened. You had discovered his secret, but at what cost? Now you knew who this man truly was, but you also knew that facing him would only put your life in danger.
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if i didn't know better - r.c
pairing: rafe cameron x ex!reader
warnings: death of a child, grief counselling
prompt: two estranged lovers join the same support group. this is the first meeting.
author's note: this is my first time writing fanfic so pls be kind!!
It's been exactly six months since your daughter passed away.
It's been exactly five months and thirteen days since you had last left your house, until now. Here you stand, like a fish out of water, outside the community centre that holds the grief support group once a fortnight.
It's taken all this time for your friends to manage to convince you to at least try it out. That's the only reason you're here. You didn't believe in any of this therapy shit, but you promised them you would try.
Taking a deep breath, you step inside the building. Now or never.
The room is heavy and you find yourself overwhelmed. This is too much. Too soon, You think to yourself. Just as you turn to leave, someone who you assume is the leader of the group announces it's time to start.
It's busier than you thought it would be, you think as you all take your places in the school chairs that have been placed in a circle. There must be at least twenty-five people here, including yourself. It almost makes you feel less alone.
"Hi everybody, my name is Linda and I'll be hosting this weeks' support group," the woman introduces herself. She must be in her sixties. She has dark brown hair that sits in ringlets and her skin looks almost sun-kissed. You notice that she has soft wrinkles from smiling, although there's no sight of a smile when you look at her today. Immediately, you recognise her as one of your own. You may not know Linda, but it's obvious to anyone who has experienced loss that this woman has been there too.
She continues, pulling you away from your observation. "I wanted to start this session off by saying thank you. Thank you for trusting me and everyone around you with this and thank you for coming. I hope that you all are able to find some semblance of peace after your time here."
Everyone acknowledges her statement with a nod. You swear you even hear a sniffle from across the circle.
"To start off with, we're going to be-" Linda is interrupted by the door bursting open.
"I'm so sorry I'm late. I, uh-traffic was a bitch."
Your head immediately snaps up. You would know that voice anywhere. After all, you have spent the best part of your life in love with it and the person who owns it. Sure enough, your eyes lock onto the father of your daughter.
Rafe Cameron.
Seeing him here threw you through a loop. Of course, Poppy was his daughter too but… Rafe had never exactly been the type of person to sit down and talk about his emotions. It's partly why you two ended. That and losing Poppy. Neither of you were the same, you never would be. Your daughter had taught the pair of you the most valuable of lessons and now she was just… gone. It was cruel. Soon enough, you started arguing and he started staying out late drinking with his friends. In the end, you both realised you needed to separate. You both reminded one another of what you had lost and what you could never get back.
He breaths out your name, breaking you out of your stunned daze.
Linda looked between the pair of you, clearly confused. "Thank you for joining us, Rafe. It is so lovely to have you here. Do you two… know each other?"
Rafe looks at you for a second, trying to determine whether or not to open up the bag that you've both spent the past six months trying to close. He must see something on your face because he shakes his head, "Not really, just both from the same side of town."
"Oh, okay. Anyways, take a seat and we'll get started," Linda says with a warm smile on her face.
Once Rafe takes the last seat, which just so happens to be directly opposite you because of course it is, Linda explains how the session is going to work. Starting with herself, she will introduce herself with a fun fact about herself and then explain why she's here.
"Hi everybody. My name is Linda and I also teach yoga outside of this group. I'm here today because almost five years ago, I lost my husband of thirty-one years to a heart attack."
After Linda, the person to her right introduces herself and so on. It's mainly people who have lost their grandparents or parents. You feel eyes on you and immediately know who it is. When you meet Rafe's gaze, you know you're both thinking the same thing. You're both thinking about how unfair it all is.
Maybe that makes you both horrible people but it's what grief does to you. It takes the person you once were and tears you apart, right through the middle, until you're nothing but a scrap piece of paper.
When it gets to your turn, you're shaking. Somehow, you manage to stand up.
You begin by introducing yourself, "I don't really, uh, have any cool facts about myself. I'm here today because six months ago today I, uh," tears well in your eyes. "I lost my daughter. She, uh, had an allergic reaction at her friends house and she- she didn't have anything to help her." You look at Rafe, seeking that same source of strength from him that you always have, but find nothing. He's simply staring back at you with tears rolling down his own face. The pair of you must be a mirror of each other.
Linda hands you a box of tissues and apologises to you quietly whilst the next person takes their turn.
Eventually, it's Rafe's turn. He rubs his hands on his jeans as he stands.
"Hi guys. My name is Rafe. The coolest thing about me is that I was Poppy's dad. And that's why I'm here today. Because I'm nobody now that she's gone." That's all he says before he sits back down and once again looks at you. A silent conversation being had with just your eyes.
I'm sorry, you say. Me too, he replies.
You both stay like that whilst the rest of the group takes their turns. Simply staring at each other, tears in both your eyes.
Finally, Linda's voice brings you back to reality, announcing that the session is over. You and Rafe stand at the same time and slowly walk over to the door.
Once you both get outside, you head towards the car park. As fate would have it, you find that Rafe has parked next to you. Of course he has.
"This is me," you explain, waving your thumb in the direction of your car. "I know. I remember," is all he says.
Rafe turns towards his own car. He has his hand on the handle when he stops and turns his head towards you. "I miss her. Every single day."
You physically feel your heart crack even more at the crack in his voice.
With tears rolling down your eyes, you reply. "I know, Rafe. So do I."
The next thing you know, Rafe's strong arms are wrapped around you. This is the closest you two have been since you broke up and fuck have you missed it.
"I'm so sorry. It was my job to protect her and I didn't-"
He cuts you off before you can even finish your sentence, "No. No. We did everything we could and- fuck, no one could have protected her from that."
He holds you for what feels like hours, until your sobs turn into mere sniffles.
Pulling back slightly so he can look down at you, "Are you sure you're okay to drive yourself home?"
"I- uh- I should be. Thank you, though."
"Always. Text me when you get home."
You nod softly at him as you get into your car.
When you get home, you pull up Rafe's contact on your phone.
YOU: home.
He reads it almost immediately, as if he'd been waiting for your text.
Rafe: good. Rafe: i'll see you at the next meeting.
#rafe cameron#rafe x reader#rafe cameron x reader#outerbanks#obx#obx fanfic#rafe fanfic#rafe cameron fanfic
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Hello!! I saw ur post asking for writing ideas and I have one
Epic!Hermes x reader where reader is a devoted Hermes worshipper, always prays and has offerings for him at his shrine and keeps the place clean. Then reader gets on trouble (maybe some bad people wanting to hurt reader or something) and hermes saves reader!!
Thank u so much!!
Favourite
(Hermes x devotee!reader)
Summary:You are Hermes' favourite devotee. Of course, he doesn't hesitate to prove that, when you are attacked, in his own temple nonetheless.
Warnings: none
Word count: 767
Story tags: fluff, hurt/comfort
A/N hope you like it !
Within a week of your worship of Lord Hermes, he had noticed you.
He had noticed not just the way you would painstakingly clean his altar and his entire temple, the way you would make it a point to offer him different things every day, the way you understood how his temple was not just a place of worship, but a sanctuary for travellers.
Rather, he noticed the way your eyes lit up whenever a new devotee approached you. The way your laugh sounded like a songbird’s song, the way you put your utmost effort to do your work, even for the most menial task.
Hermes noticed it all with such intensity, that he didn't like the effect you and on him. He kept his distance, you deserved much better.
Yet, he would show up and watch over you. You were still his favourite devotee.And you knew that. You knew that there was a reason Hermes would show up, whenever you called for him.
You had a weird relationship with him, but you dared not speak up about its peculiarity, lest you insult Hermes.
It took him all his self control to not whisk you away, when some high and mighty nobleman proposed to you.
He watched helplessly as you agreed, albeit reluctantly.He decided then, that he would keep his distance. You deserved better, and for now, that nobleman was the only acceptable answer.
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It was just like any other day. You made your way to the temple, and started cleaning lord Hermes' altar. You tried to not think about how you hadn't seen him ever since your betrothal to that noble man. He was probably very busy, he was a god after all.
You were so engrossed in your work, that you didn't notice the three masked men.
You didn't notice anything wrong, till they were right next to you, and the next second, one of them was pinning your hands behind your back, pressing a knife against your throat.
Apparently, your betrothed had cheated them, and hurting you was the only way to get their revenge.
You struggled against the man's hold, only for the knife to graze your jaw, drawing blood. You cried out as the man shoved you against the wall. “Don't try to be smart.” He snarled.
The other man, who appeared to be their leader, chuckled darkly “My dear, don't fret. As soon as your beloved to-be appears, we will let you go !”
You tried to calm yourself down, convince yourself that your betrothed would show.
But you had no reason to worry after all.
Just moments after you have out a silent prayer to Hermes, the atmosphere of the temple darkened. The men looked around confused. Suddenly, the man holding you, was thrown across the room, and you were pulled into a comforting embrace.
Hermes.
You watched in awe as he effortlessly disarmed the other two men, and tied all three of them together.
“How dare you try and hold my own devotee hostage, in my own temple ?” He said, his voice full of anger.
As they tried to defend themselves, Hermes snapped his finger effectively shutting them up.
He turned his attention to you. “Are you okay?” He asked tenderly.
You nodded.
He traced a hand over your cut, and the pain slowly started diminishing. Placing a kiss on your forehead, he said “My darling, I have controlled myself so far. But I must confess today that I love you so much. Would you find it in you, to ever love me too ?”
You were stunned.
He continued, “I will never let anyone harm you, ever. As long as you are mine, I will devote my life to you, to worshiping, to becoming your favourite. As long as you will have me.”
Tears brimming in your eyes, you stammered, “But my lord, you're a god and I'm- I'm just a normal mortal !”
He frowned at that, “Normal mortals don't make me feel as if I would die, just to touch your face. Normal mortals don't make me want to bring them the stars and even the moon.”
He kissed your cheeks, before continuing, “Mortals don't make me ask my father to make them immortal, so I can have them at my side, for however long eternity is.”
You gasped, he wanted you to be with him forever ?
He finally looked you in the eye and said, "I'll give you the world, darling, if you will have it.”
Slowly, hesitantly, you nodded.
Leaning in, he kissed you.
And everything was perfect, just the way it should be.
AN:
This was so fun to write, so much fluff. But I want to write angst and I don't really have any ideas for that…So, send me requests !
#hermes x you#hermes x reader#epic the musical hermes x reader#epic the musical#requests are open#replies#ask me anything#anon ask#reply#x reader#hermes epic the musical#epic the musical odysseus#epic musical#jorge rivera herrans#hermes
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(ignoring the last few paragraphs here)
The Watchtower is crowded today, but not because of an emergency. Or at least not an immediate danger or worldwide type of emergency. No, the Watchtower is crowded because of the problem that is Captain Marvel's recent... habits.
Now, you should understand that the Captain is very hospitable and caring of everyone, and is often viewed as a father figure to heroes of all ages, due to his own exceptional age.
But that doesn't change, rather it emphasizes their worrying of Captain Marvel and his taking up drinking.
The many heroes gathered have already discussed and debated over how they will confront the man, how to rehabilitate him while ensuring the public of his safety. Of course, even as they wait for him to arrive, there are still small arguments and whispers of how to do this correctly .
In a burst of suddenness, everything stops, as if Kronos himself had stopped time. Loud in such a quiet room, a ding echoes.
Wonder Woman straightens, and Green Arrow rises from his seat.
The person of the day walks in from the zeta tube, unaware of the tension sitting upon each person's shoulders.
No one wants to do this. Wants this to have even been a problem in the first place. But it is, so they prepare themselves.
The Captain looks at them with confusion as he takes another sip from the flask. It's a dark, military green and has a small but bright yellow sunflower with a smiley face on the bottom right corner. It's a little beaten up, with scratches in the paint and a dent at the top, right below the black cap.
"Hey everyone," he says, smiling with a furrowed brow, an unsure waver in his tone. "Is everything okay?"
He looks concerned. Normal, even. If not for the drink in his hand, nobody would have spared a thought as to his state.
Batman grunts, clearing his throat. Everywhere looks at him.
"Captain Marvel." The Captain's navy blue eyes seemed to pierce through the Batman, with no ill will. "Group at the meeting room in 5."
The most intimidating man in the room chickens out lamely. He silently stalks off, back facing all the wide-eyed heroes.
"Uh, I," Green Lantern stutters. His straight black hair flops back and forth with his head before he excuses himself to the bathroom. The others take his lead and quickly exit the room, leaving only Wonder Woman, the redheaded Green Lantern, and Captain Marvel.
The large man looks around. "What's wrong with them? Is everything alright?" he checks.
Wonder Woman shakes her head, "they are simply worried, brother. It shall be discussed over our impromptu conference."
He nods, still looking particularly confused. None of them have ever acted like this before, not even the most cowardly of the bunch.
"No need to be frightened, we're just wanting to help, you know?" Green Lanterns jumps in.
"With what?" Captain Marvel takes another sip from his flask. Then, his eyes squint and he turns around.
Green Lantern hesitates. It's a perfect segue into the main issue, and the man might feel more comfortable talking with a smaller group. While he's not especially close to Cap, he's worked with people who have problems like these and more. And Wonder Woman is here to smooth out anything he may get wrong...
He answers.
"They're just a bit worried with how much you've been drinking," he looks Captain Marvel in the eyes as he says this. He looks at him. Looks as he refills his flask. With water. He's filling the flask with water. With plain old tap water.
The Captain looks back at his after it's filled and takes a swig. His eyebrows furrow as he processes the answer.
"What's wrong with how I've been drinking?" He says innocent as a baby. "I thought it was good for you."
Both of the real adults look at him. They process and think. They understand. They know.
Still, Wonder Woman checks, "It is good to stay hydrated with the consumption of water."
"I," Captain Marvel stutters, "yes? That's what I said, isn't it?"
Now, they calm down and untense. Green Lanterns sighs. Wonder Woman completely relaxes her body. They both chuckle in a pleasant disbelief.
Now, Captain Marvel frets. He worries even more, wanting to solve a problem he doesn't know about. A problem that, the two heroes realize, is not actually a problem.
"Dear brother!" Wonder Woman hollers. This sends Green Lantern into hysterics, and he laughs for a time. Soon, he sobers up and closes some distance between Captain Marvel and himself.
Before he can say anything, though, Flash rushes in.
The Flask
Literally any hero that knows Captain Marvel will tell you that the man is absolutely amazing, pure and above anything such as cheating, drinking, or even smoking. The JL knows this, the YJ knows this, Teen Titans know this, even the Fawcett heroes know this.
Billy didn’t know this. He honestly had no clue other heroes looked up to him that much but anyways, we have to talk about the prelude to this incident.
See, Billy was minding his own business walking through the trenches, because let’s be honest that’s where he lives, (or at least that’s where he lives in the Superman/Shazam movie). Anyways, on this walk home, he finds a flask just on the ground. He picked it up.
Billy: “Oh cool! A water bottle! It’s a little small though.”
Yeah… anyways, he went to a gas station and cleaned it out of any remaining funny smelling liquid. He even filled it with some tapwater when he was done. So… Kablam!
Strange Water Bottle: Acquired!
Let Billy tell you, he was so proud about finding this water bottle. It had a cool sunflower on it and everything. And sure maybe adults look at him weirdly whenever he drinks from it but whatever! He has a water bottle now!
In fact, he was so happy about this water bottle, he even took it to work, a.k.a. superheroing.
Marvel: *finishes beating up a villain and takes out his flash so he can drink some water*
Fawcitizen: “Wow… Guess the cheese is finally letting loose, huh?”
Elderly Fawcitizen: “It’s about damn time. That young man has been slaving around with the other heroes saving people for years. Let him let loose.”
Fawcitizen: *nods head* “Never heard a truer statement.”
The elderly Fawcitizen and the other Fawcitizen were a little concerned at how he was downing the flask without faltering in the slightest but whatever. It’s the Cheese. Just let him do that.
The Fawcett heroes didn’t think the same though. They wanted to bring up what could’ve happened to make him feel the need to do this, but they also didn’t know if Cap would answer honestly. Heck, he might even offended, and they don’t want that! So, they bit their tongues and kept quiet.
Of course, Billy didn’t just take his water bottle out whenever he was in Fawcett. He took it out just about anywhere. This has led to some interesting interactions with others, not that he minds.
Constantine: “I didn’t fancy you to own one of those, mate.” *points to Billy’s sunflower flask*
Marvel: “Why wouldn’t I?”
Constantine: “Touché.” *offers his own flask so they can clink them together*
Constantine and Marvel: *clinks them*
Billy was absolutely ecstatic that someone else had a water bottle like his. Now, of course, there have been negative interactions with his water bottle.
Marvel: *doing security for whatever reason at the UN and sipping from his “water bottle”*
Security Guard: *watching this* “Quite distasteful, no?”
Marvel: “What do you mean?”
Security Guard: “I mean, this is a gathering of world leaders.”
Marvel: “So…?”
Security Guard: “So I think you’d have the tact to not drink from that here, but apparently not.”
Billy was majorly bummed that some people didn’t like his water bottle but you know what? Whatever.
By the way, because of the fact none of the heroes know why he started “drinking” they just blame each other. More specifically the JL blames the Fawcett heroes while the Fawcett heroes blame the JL.
Again to remind you, anything in Billy’s flask is water.
Also, he eventually found out that his “water bottle” was a flask from Solomon and promptly started leaving the thing at home so he could only drink from there because he was absolutely not getting rid of it.
All the heroes were glad when the sunflower flask suddenly disappeared.
#dc comics#captain marvel dc#shazam#billy batson#diana prince#wonder woman#guy gardner#batman#mentioned kyle rayner if you caught that 👀#captain marvel's false drinking problem#tw alchohol mention#technically?#sorry if guy is ooc i dont know his character much#but i heard that he was a social worker and figured hes probably worked with alcoholics before#so he'd probably stay and help out#also theres NO world where wonder woman doesnt stay to calm her indirect baby brother :#i have more thoughts#but i also want to post this now so
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mark v cecil debate is way too polarized for what it is
cecil is reacting exactly how he should react. omni-man pretty much deceived them all for 20 years to the point where cecil was actually “hurt” by his betrayal (yes he might’ve known he was lying, but had no clue what he was lying about — was his planet fake, was his government fake, was he here to protect him, was he even really a viltrumite). mark defenders saying “how many times does he have to save the world for cecil to think he’s good” ignore the fact that omni-man saved their world MULTIPLE times over, and still was intent on committing genocide. the inner-ear device is extreme, but so is the threat that mark poses. this guy disappeared to go help his father on a faraway planet, came back with another overpowered kid, and is talking shit about how “it’ll take a long time for anyone to forgive him,” which implies that mark thinks, on some level, his father should be forgiven.
wanting to forgive nolan for everything he did but refusing to forgive any of the murderers that cecil employs is… super hypocritical from mark, and is exactly what he scolds oliver for doing: prioritizing people he knows and cares for over the world at large. objectively, the reanimen (who aren’t even ALIVE, they’re donated corpses) and darkwing 2 will save more people than they hurt. mark is a killer. oliver is a killer. omni-man is a killer. mark has more compassion in his heart for killers that he loves than innocent people that he doesn’t know.
on the other hand, we the audience KNOW mark is a good guy. we know it’s his prerogative to be offended, even scared, at the idea of cecil having that kind of power over him, over ANYONE that he cares about. mark is 18, first and foremost, and he didn’t get much choice in the situation he’s in (though he does have choice in how he reacts to it, which he did badly because of how morally conflicted he is). it really is as simple as mark wanting to be a good person and cecil wanting to save the world. of course cecil sees his heroes as tools! it’s shocking that none of the new GOG understood that earlier. the guy isn’t lying and acting like he cares any more than he does. mark is very caught up in his own situation — reasonably so, it’s a really fucking nasty one — and can’t see things objectively, and has a sort of entitlement to him that is very normal for a guy his age, half-alien or not. it’s shown when he gets pissed at debbie for sharing his identity with paul, as if it isn’t debbie’s prerogative to talk about her kids, as if she hasn’t been through the same shit that he has regarding nolan. it’s shown when he’s berating oliver for ideas that he fostered when he killed angstrom (albeit accidentally), that it’s not okay to kill even if it’s to save others. no wonder oliver was confused — he’s just following his brother’s example.
on that note… why have a no-kill rule and then be anti-rehabilitation? mark won’t kill the bad guys, but he won’t accept cecil using them to save other people. there’s nuance to the situation, i’m sure, but mark’s flying off the handle because he thinks his might is right. it’s obvious from the pilot of the show, where the moment he realizes he has powers, he tells his own mom to “make him” go to bed. mark has always wanted to be like his father, and he’s trying to find a way to be LESS like him now that he knows the truth, and that’s confusing. his path is diverging unexpectedly in so many ways, and of course he’s gonna struggle. he’s holding onto the only stuff he knows for sure, which is that “good guys do not kill. i am a hero, and i don’t work with villains.” when something flies in the face of that, he freaks out, because he’s losing a moral foundation of his that he grew up on.
i would even go as far as to say the fact that they call him “invinciboy” in the news is kind of symbolic of a moral regression, where he’s just going back to what he knows to be true, and sticking to it even if the ideas clash with how the world has to be — because it isn’t all so black and white anymore, and mark has a hard time slotting himself into a world that isn’t clear-cut.
tl;dr cecil’s idea is right, but mark’s reaction is justified not for cecil’s handling of the situation, but due to mark’s difficulties with figuring out who “invincible” is.
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Yandere: Squid Games Satoru Gojo
I'm trying to get a fic done by valentines day but i'm worried i won't have it in time :(
just some bedtime thoughts. I have a lot more but i am e x h a u s t e d. might do other characters and games, or more 'Toru!
murder, killing, groping, red light green light
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For so long now, Satoru has been harassing you. He's sabotaged your work, your friendships, your incomes, all so you'd be forced to fall into him and accept his kindness. It almost works, too, you almost find yourself begging for him to make it all stop, to help you.
Then, you're given an opportunity of a lifetime. You're invited to a game, a shit load of money up for grabs. They usually offer people down on their luck to give you a fighting chance. It's perfect. You need the money, he doesn't so he wouldn't be invited.
You should know your stalker better by now.
Being one of the richest families in the world, Satoru obviously knows about these games. He couldn't care less, it's just an event for billionaires to flaunt their wealth and make fun of the poor.
Then, your name comes up on the listing. Backgrounds, numbers, names and pictures appear for those who want to gamble.
Oh, his poor darling! He's going to have the spy's life he had tail you ruined for not reporting this to him.
Only to see the spy is also part of the games.
It's all too easy to get in. Almost everyone here wants Satoru gone, his business a threat. When he says he wants to be part of the games, they're shocked, confused, but no one objects.
Throw your life away? Go for it.
Satoru Gojo doesn't care about his life. He only cares about being next to you. If this is where you two meet your end so be it. Dead or alive, you'll be in his arms~
...
When you get an opportunity to escape your stalker, to get a shit load of money that you can take home and help your sick family with, all for playing some games, how can you say no?
Satoru won't leave you alone, but, they say no one will be able to follow you here, only participants in the game will allowed to go to the venue. It's crazy, you wouldn't normally step out of your comfort zone, but here you are!
Being drugged and essentially kidnapped is not what you thought would happen.
You wake up on a bunk bed, groggy, in different attire with hundreds of other people in the room. Hands feel over yourself to gauge that everything is in place.
Looking down, you see a number on your chest, "456".
The people around you are also numbered, confused, and heading to the centre of the room.
You're one of the few that stay on your bed, legs crossed, waiting for an explanation.
People in pink suits with shapes on their masks and guns, literal weaponry enter from the door. Contestants demand answers, pink people remain calm, and by the end of it, a large, clear piggy bank descends from the ceiling with a fun, little tune.
You jump off your bed in awe, is that thing really going to be full by the end of the games?
That kind of money seems impossible.
There's a tap on your shoulder, your head whipping around to see who wants your attention.
Satoru, fucking, Gojo. You're stalker. Who just so happens to be number 001, because he's just that perfect.
"Yo!" He greets, as if this was expected. He even got his fucking, circular, black glasses in.
Your eyebrows furrow and you hiss at him, "What are you doing here?! You're not supposed to be allowed in."
He taps at his number proudly, "I'm a player, see? They couldn't keep me away even if they wanted to."
Your fists clench in anger and frustration, "You don't even need the money, arsehole. Quit."
"I'm not here for the money," his hands come to your face, fingers starting to brush through the fringe of your hair, "I'm here for you-"
"Don't touch me!" Some people are looking your way, you don't care, maybe the staff will do something, "You already ruined my life. Just let me do this."
He laughs at you, hands in his pockets as he leans back on his heels, "Oh, honeypie, you have no idea what you're getting yourself into. If only you took your place by my side when you had the chance~"
They announce the first game is about to commence, you just huff and hit your shoulder against his arm as you stomp passed him.
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Red Light Green Light. How nostalgic, a game that always made your stomach curl as you thought of creatures like weeping angels.
Satoru was a few people away, stretching his limbs as he grins and winks at you. You don't acknowledge him, keeping your gaze straight ahead.
The first few rounds are successful, it isn't until a quarter in that someone missteps.
Gunshots ring out, blood splatters, and the ground goes silent.
...
Before the screaming and running take place. You were isolated enough that no one hit you, only a few getting shot before your eyes, most being picked off behind you.
You couldn't believe what was happening.
When the doll turns its head around again, you stay still.
Satoru stands in front of you, unfazed by all the terror. He keeps a casual pose as he says, "There's a timer up there," your eyes see it, behind the doll, "If you don't make it over the line by the end, you'll die too."
Green light, he takes your hand and you start off walking. Tears now trickle down your cheeks, voice soft in a whimper, "Are they really dead?"
Red light. You both stay silent and still.
Green light, he makes you walk a bit faster, "Yeah, they are. It seems they're not playing around here."
Red light. You're standing beside a body, the man groaning, begging to be helped.
Green light, Satoru ignores him and you both run. Just before red light, he spins you around and holds you close to him, chest pressed against chest. You see the piles of corpses against the doors you came through, eyes widening. He speaks into your hair, "I'll protect you, though. We can get through this together."
You turn and jog away when it's safe, "You're way too calm about all this."
Red light, he has you in his arms again, face buried in your neck. His mouth is open, tongue licking and slobbering on your skin while you can do nothing about it.
The clock is ticking down, and as you're getting closer and closer to the line, he's slowing you down and hanging off of you, "I don't care about those people. Why do you? They're strangers after."
"People were just killed, Satoru! We could be next."
He holds you still, a few metres away from the line. The clock is ticking down, multiple rounds go through but he uses the moment to grope you, squeeze your flesh, kiss and bite your neck, "Nah, I won't let that happen. Just stick with me and you'll be fine."
One minute left, one minute and you either die or survive. You remember you're not just here to get away from him, you're here for the money that could help your family. To restart your lives.
"I don't mind, though. I'd be happy to die with you in my arms, too. Some people say I'm picky but when it comes to you, I'll do anything."
30 seconds, the light goes green, he's not moving. You have to stop your jaw from trembling so hard, "F-Fine. Fine! Please, let me go so we can get across!"
Red light. There's no way. This psychopath just killed you.
Green light. He laughs, picking you up and sprinting with long strides, making it over with one second to spare.
You fall to your knees when he sets you down. The stragglers are being picked off. He bends over to steal your line of sight, "I'm so happy! You really know how to drive the suspense."
He's laughing his head off, your mourning these people's lives and your freedom.
#yandere satoru gojo x reader#yandere squid games x reader#satoru gojo squid games#yandere gojo x reader#yandere jjk x reader#satoru gojo x reader#jujutsu kaisen#x reader#jjk#yandere jujutsu kaisen x reader#squid games
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The thing in the graveyard was called "The Lover" (Harlot it too mean)
Despite what the stories say he rarely appeared. Tourists and armature ghost hunters have tried to capitalize on the popularity of the trend. A sort of fandom formed for those who guessed about the appearance and origin of the supposed ghost.
Truly to only people who saw him were lonely. The lover would appear to them as a young and beautiful young man. He didn't attack and only sometimes did he try to convince you to leave with him. Other times he'd just sit with you and listen. He'd lean on your shoulder. He'd cry for you. Anything that could ease your pain.
You couldn't film the encounters and no one could describe him in detail.
Tim wanted to investigate this. He researched every story he could find of the ghost. Some stories said he was the spirit of a man abandoned by his partner and others said he was a demon that seduces mortals to drag them to hell. Tim gathered that The Lover only comes when you are alone, arrive after midnight and come on a moonless night.
Tim chose the right date and time as he entered the iron gates.
It was a desolate walk, like walking into nowhere. Until he felt a pair of arms wrap around him. They were cool to the touch. A weight pressed against his back.
"You finally came for me." A warm voice echoed in the silence.
The sounds of wings fluttered and beat in the distance.
Tim stilled. It's him.
Tim pulled away and turned to see the fabled "Lover". And he was everything described and more. He seemed to glow in the lantern light that Tim had prepared.
"What do you mean?" Tim asked.
He steeled his nerves whatever happened next he shouldn't let the ghost use him to escape. Every time so far the victim has run away.
"You are one of her knights. You must be here to free me." He said with a soft smile as he hugged Tim tightly. "I'm so glad it over. Thank you. Thank you so much."
"I don't know what you're talking about who's knight?" Tim asked unhooking his arms and feeling how solid they were and not ghostly at all.
Tim wreaked his brain to figure out if this ghost was mixing up something from hundreds of years ago. Maybe during the rule of the queen in colonial times? No, that didn't make sense either.
"It doesn't matter. You're here now. And we can leave." His smiled only faltered for a moment but it soon returned as he excitedly grabbed Tim's hand.
"Where do you plan on going?" Tim asked trying to ignore the way the boy looked at him like he was his savior.
"Home...I want to go home." He said sadly. "I don't belong here."
"You're a ghost. Shouldn't you stay here and rest?"
"I'm not dead!" He yelled pushing close to Tim "I'm alive! I swear! Can't you feel me?! I'm real!"
Suddenly Tim felt a pain of lips on his. They were cold but...soft. I'm pushed the boy away quickly.
"Stop that! What are you doing?" Tim yelled.
The ghost boy clenched his jaw as he was shoved away. His eyes were wide as he was caught off guard.
"That...usually worked. Guys usually listen when they think they will get something out of this." His voice was cold and bitter.
"So you really think I'll let you leave if you kiss me?!" Tim said incredulously.
The ghost's expression twisted in confusion.
"I don't have anything else to give. I just...want to leave. I'll do anything. No one will listen to me." Tears filled his eyes as he spoke.
The graveyard was deathly quiet again.
"Are you going to leave me here too?" A sob broke out as he spoke. "I can't last much longer. And she let you come here. So she must have forgiven me. She'll let me go if you let me out."
Tim saw the pain in the ghost's eyes and he did something stupid. He reached out and hugged him. A real hug. The kind his emotionally constipated family rarely gave. It was probably the only affection the ghost boy was given that wasn't forced or initiated by him.
Tim was still unsure if he should go through with this. He wanted answers but now only one question was on his mind.
"What's your name?"
"Danny....my name is Danny."
Kiss of Death- DCxDP prompt
A valentine horror.
Didn't matter why you were there or why you didn't run.
There was a graveyard older than Gotham itself. The names on the grave are weathered and unreadable from hundreds of years of exposure. The only reason one should come here was if you had managed to track your heritage to this gravesight after searching museum archives for burial records since the city wouldn't keep ones so old in the government building.
Unless...
You came because of the legend.
It's a new one. So it's more of an urban legend.
The story goes that the graveyard is haunted and a that anyone who comes here late at night will die. It's a simple legend, a very cliche and uncreative one at that.
But here you are. What was your goal? Ghost hunting? Graverobbing? Or perhaps your curiosity had consumed you and you had to know.
The air was thick. Like you are slowly choking on the darkness around you. Have you ever been in a room so quiet it was deafening? Like you are sure you must have lost your hearing because not even the wind would greet your ears. It was just empty space that wordlessly told you that you are alone. But that was just a room. A room that you leave and find solace in a trip of a light switch. This however was no room. It was the wide expanse of the outside world. In a place where streetlamps were not even a flicker in the minds of the residents that rest deep below your feet.
You chose a bad time to come. Perhaps you would be spared the wondering in the dark if you had the forgiving light of the moon on you. But such things were an afterthought, wasn't it? No tonight the moon was shadowed and the light of the stars would be your only salvation...but this was still Gotham. Could their light even reach you with the distant city lights over the horizon? Could the clouds mercifully move out of the way to give you some hope that you were not abandoned?
Now you were ill-prepared but you must have had some sense to at least charge your phone before you came. It's flashlight might be enough to get you back. But you're come this far. Brave or foolish you continue forward.
Until someone approached. You couldn't see them, only hear the muted footfalls of something coming near. Your ears so starved for sensation drank it like water in a dessert.
And in the light of your torch, a face appeared. A pair of baby blue eyes simmered in the light. A relieved smile on a pair of soft pale pink lips. A young man with tousled black locks appearing holding a small arm full of lilies and tulips.
"Finally, someone else. I thought I'd be here till morning." He said in relief as he came closer.
"What are you doing here?" You ask surprised that you weren't the only person here.
"I was cleaning the graves here and I must have lost track of time. Can you lead me out of here?" He asked softly and you'd hit yourself if you said no.
He clung to your arm as you walked him down the path.
The air began to get colder.
Where there was once silence you hearabout d the sound of crows beating their wings and making their wretched calls.
He clung harder to you.
That horrible curiosity got the better of you and so you began to speak.
"Why were you out here cleaning graves anyways." You asked.
"I was...helping. I come here alot." He said simply.
Nevermind the fact he was not dressed in clothes fit for cleaning. His white button-up shirt and dress pants were not something you get dirty. In fact, he didn't have a fleck of dirt on him.
"Where are your supplies?" You ask.
"I left them behind. I'll come back for them." He said curtly.
His grip on your arm tightened and it got colder.
"Just stay close please. I don't want to lose you in this darkness." He cooed.
You begin to feel lightheaded. The cold damp air made it hard to breathe.
You hear the crows...no ravens call out again.
"Never leave!" They repeated
"Trapped!" They called.
You hear a growl come from those pink lips, only they weren't pink anymore.
You look down at your companion and see a pair of bloody lips and a smile curled into a cruel but somehow sweet smile. A pair of glowing acidic green eyes that narrowed into pinpricks like a bird locking onto its prey. His once soft ebony lock now as stark white as snow caps.
You try to pull away but their grasp crushed your arm, hands like icy claws dug in.
" Where are you going?" He asked calm his eyes baring into yours.
Suddenly he did look very scary. No, he looked...so sad...so helpless and lost. His eyes where so warm and inviting.
"Don't leave me here. Help me. I promise I'll make it worth your while." His smile was so warm and inviting.
"Leave!" The ravens screeched.
"Run!" They called.
Even the screaming of the birds where drowned out as he pressed his lips to yours. It was too late. The sickly sweet scent of death and flowers filled your senses.
Why though, was his lips so cold? Why did they fill his mouth with the coppery taste of blood? Why did you feel so empty in the space you had hoped he'd fill in your heart?
But then a sharp pain struck your head and the warm trickle of blood flowed from your wound as a bird flew over your head.
You pulled away from the cloying embraces you perked in pain. And then you saw it. His face half half-rotted and skeletal. The once handsome man was a monster.
You sprinted away from him trying to frantically call someone for help on your phone. But foolish one had you forgotten. Your phone is also your flashlight and as you tried to use it you could only run blindly in the dark hoping you were still on the path. The sound of wind slicked the air behind you as you felt his icy breath on the back of your neck. You could only guess what was behind you as you heard no footsteps behind you only the feeling of being chased.
You dared not stop not even a moment and prayed that you didn't stumble. But mercy had found you as you saw the gate come into view and the solitary streetlight just beyond the boarder.
"You said you'd get me out! You can't leave me here!" A bloodcurdling screech rang out.
But you had already won as you made it out just barely with the graze of clawed fingertips at the back of your neck.
You closed the gate behind you and as you gazed into the dark abyss beyond the metal barrier you half expected it to be there. For it to snarl at you in anger watching you leave or slamming itself at the gate. But there was nothing. Not even the wind.
#dcxdp#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny phantom#dc x dp#danny fenton#deadtired#tim x danny#tim drake#dead tired#brain dead
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under the whispering door by TJ Klune given the maxiel treatment—but i only read the blurb, the top goodreads reviews and the free kindle sample because i haven’t decided if i want to pay $10 to read the book yet
“Ah.” Daniel brings the tea up to his lips, aggressively huffing out short and sharp breaths. The steam bends in Max’s direction, like the chicanes on circuits he’s driven on throughout his whole life. Or well. The chicanes he used to drive on.
Daniel takes a sip, hissing through his front teeth, before biting down on his tongue, cursing the teacup like it personally set out on a vendetta against him. He drops the tea down, the murky brown splashing along the rim and onto the table.
It’s kind of stupid, Max thinks. To be trivialised by silly things like the temperature of tea. It’s not like he could harm himself further.
“My official title is Ferryman,” Daniel continues, looking back up and smiling at Max. He wonders if he bit hard enough if he would still bleed. Can people still bleed here?
Max raises his eyebrows. “Ferryman?”
“You know? Because we ferry people to and from realms. Like a boat.” He holds his fist and pumps it up and down two times. “Choo-choo.”
“I know what a ferry is, Daniel.” If he didn’t watch the dirt be shovelled on top of his casket, Max might’ve thought he was hallucinating. Or in a coma. Maybe both. “And trains make the choo-choo sound, not ferries. Is that how boats sound in New Zealand?”
Daniel, for his part, doesn’t bat an eye. He tilts his head, ever so slightly and leans in, resting his chin on the palm of his hand. Max almost tells him to get his elbows off the table. “You and I both know you’ve been to Australia too many times to confuse the accents for another.”
Max blinks a couple times, and Daniel just leans further in, smiling even harder. Another stupid thing, to add to the list. Something deep in his gut swirls larger every second he witnesses Daniel’s smile.
He wants to punch it off his face.
“I’m good at my job, Max,” Daniel says, with an air of almost too much confidence, considering his job is to literally just walk people into the afterlife. A dog could do it. “Best to not keep secrets from each other, hey?”
“If you knew who I was, then why ask anyway?” Max questions.
Daniel seems to seriously consider it, searching Max’s eyes for something. He doesn’t know what he’s looking for, but he’s definitely trying to find something. Maybe he’s a mind reader too.
“I think people are more complex than words on paper,” Daniel replies. Definitely not a mind reader. “I want to know who you say you are.”
Max picks up his tea, watches as Daniel tracks every minuscule movement he makes, eyes flicking down to his mouth as he mimics the two puffs of breath Daniel did minutes earlier. He didn’t need to.
The tea is uncomfortably lukewarm.
“That’s very generous of you,” Max eventually settles on. “Usually people have already decided who I am without even asking or knowing me.”
“Like I said,” Daniel finally drops his chin off his hand and the elbow off the table, leaning back in his chair. “I’m good at my job. That’s why I stay,” he says, grinning.
Most of his shiny pearlescent teeth are on display, and it feels like the grin of a wild and crazed animal trapped in its cage, baring their teeth as a method of distraction.
He would know. Max has spent a long time watching his smile transform into something that could bite. He perfected it enough to sink and burrow underneath his thick skin, so it would be easier to sink it into someone else’s.
“I thought we weren’t keeping secrets from each other?” Max asks, running his tongue on the sharp edges of his upper teeth.
It’s incredibly satisfying to witness Daniel slowly absorb what he’s saying, attempting to shutter himself up before Max can dig any further.
“No. No I guess not,” Daniel echoes, bringing his teacup up, slowly sipping the tea. There’s no slow and sharp huffs of air, just someone who is trying to pretend he hasn’t been pierced through his soul.
It’s too late.
Max has already bitten.
#i have since bought the ebook and it is different from what i was expecting#wrote one scene to satisfy the itch because we GOTTA get the spin off fic out i can't have it sit in my google docs forever#but afterwards... defo would love to write this... i've already got the ending 🤠#maxiel#five writes#first light au
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