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luminousjellyfishy · 4 months ago
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ANOTHER ARTFIGHT ATTACK
He's so cool
Sepia belongs to: @starswirly and @denieatsart
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ponderingmoonlight · 1 year ago
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How JJK men act in and after a fight part ll
Part l with Gojo, Megumi and Nanami here
Pairing: Geto x reader, Choso x reader, bonus: Yuji x reader
Word Count: 3k
Warnings: my lil baby Yuji simply can't start a fight so it's more like a fluff fan service for y'all, Choso and Geto being a little mean, not proofread
Tags: @satoruukisser @sanicsmut (I just know you've waited for this one hehe) @ifuckfictionalmen
Suguru Geto
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“Hey love, how you’re feeling?”, the sweet voice of your boyfriend talks through the speaker of your phone.
Oh, how much you’ve missed him. Since Suguru became a special grade sorcerer, he’s got his hands full with work. Day in and day out, his life is occupied by exorcising curses. So him finding time to call you is a really rare occacion and puts a bright smile on your face immediately.
“I’m okay, my mission went well. Working with Utahime isn’t that bad”, you explain briefly.
“How are you? What a nice surprise that you’re calling!”
“Yeah, about that…”
He clears his throat uncomfortably, leaving you waiting on the other end of the line. What is wrong?
“Listen (y/n). There’s a very important mission for me and Satoru from Tengen-sama himself. I’ll be gone for a few day, need to leave the city…”
“Oh great, I’m coming with you!”, you announce.
Will it be hot wherever you’ll go? Maybe you can pack some nice dresses, after all you aren’t there for work. When was the last time you went on vacation with Suguru? You don’t even remember anymore. All you know is that you ha-
“There’s absolutely no chance you’ll come with me, (y/n). Come on, don’t be ridiculous, this is a mission after all. Also, Satoru will be there with me.”
Your heart sinks for a second, his words slightly hurting you.
“I’m sure Satoru wouldn’t mind! And like that, I’ll get to spend some time with you. That would be great, right?”
“(y/n), this is not the place for a grade 2 sorcerer. And I don’t want to spend time with you on a mission”, he instantly replies, voice dead serious.
Wow. You let his words sink in. No, he didn’t mean it like that, right? He didn’t just say that you are weak, that he doesn’t want to spend time with you…right? Your thoughts are racing. Why would he say something like that? You train your ass off day and night, always trying to get better at anything you do. And why does he not want to spend time with you on a mission? You’re a jujutsu sorcerer yourself after all. And he doesn’t seem to mind working with Satoru…
“I didn’t mean it like that”, he interjects after a few seconds of silence.
“Please don’t worry.”
“I just don’t understand why”, you breathe out.
“You love working with Satoru, though. Why not working with me?”
“(y/n), please don’t cause a scene right now. Satoru and I are the strongest, so it’s only logical to let us carry out that mission. You might be skilled, but not skilled enough.”
‘Not enough’, ‘don’t cause a scene’. His words cut through your heart like a knife through butter. Yes, you might be sensitive, you might overreact, but the way he speaks to you with this unknown stone cold voice and not very well picked words leaves your mind racing.
“I just thought this would be a perfect opportunity to spend some time together. The last few weeks we-“
“(y/n)”, he interrupts you harshly.
“I don’t have time for that bullshit now, okay? We’ll talk tonight.”
And with that, he hangs up, leaving you standing in the rain with trembling lips and eyes that threaten to overflow. What has gotten into him? You asked him really nicely, never pushing him with any of your words. Why did he leash out like that?
C’mon, it’s not even that bad. Maybe he was in a rush, maybe he is too overwhelmed by that important mission maybe-
You do your best to suppress your ruminations with good and logical thoughts desperately, but still…
Maybe he doesn’t want to spend time with you.
Frantically, you wipe over your falling tears, trying to calm yourself down in the middle of Tokyo. Maybe you should just get home, drink a tea and wait for Suguru to return. Yes, after all he told you you’ll talk this out in the evening.
And so you waited. Minutes, then hours, long after midnight without a sign of him. Dead worried that something might have happened, multiple unanswered calls on his and Satoru’s side. This isn’t him, it doesn’t match your boyfriend’s style at all to leave you standing in the rain. Something must have happened, something really really bad, something-
“Hello *hicks*, ‘m back”, his voice suddenly announces.
You squint your eyes, gaze fixed on the way he stumbles into the living room with his face redden in a way you’ve never seen before and orbs roaming around with no aim.
“Where have you been? I was absolutely worried about you. And you didn’t even answer my calls…”, you begin, your voice as soft as ever even though you feel like dying from the inside.
Even from afar, it is obvious that he’s drunk. Anger begins to rise in you, almost making you lose your cool temper. He can’t be serious about that.
“Yeah, had no time for that. Was out with Satoru”, he remarks.
“Yeah. Nothing new”, you comment dryly.
“You mad?”
His figure stumbles towards the couch, almost crushing you under his body weight in the process. No, the thought alone of having him near you right now drives you insane. You pull away, creating distance between your bodies.
“Huh, where are u goin’?”, he questions.
“I tried to call you this whole evening. Do you remember that you promised we would talk things out tonight?”
You desperately try to not sound hurt and vulnerable, but you simply can’t help yourself. Suguru is what you considered the best boyfriend walking on this earth, always respectful, always looking after you. But today, you’ve seen a very new side of him – a side that seems to don’t give a damn about you.
“Oh, that’s why you’re so mad…”
“I always knew and respected that Satoru is your best friend, but that you’re choosing boy’s vacation over a little bit of time with me after the two of you’ve been together the last weeks while I’ve waited at home for you just doesn’t make sense to me. But not only that, you called me weak, you made me feel as if I’m worth nothing. I don’t know, maybe I’m overreacting, maybe I’m being ridiculous like you’ve told me, but it…it just hurts me, Suguru. It hurts me that you’ve treated me this way”, you blurt out.
“I’m scared, (y/n).”
His sudden words catch you off guard, eyes glued to you with so much gravity that you forget about his drunkenness for a second. He’s scared? Where does that come from? You can’t help but scoot a little closer, his facial features looking as lovely as ever in the moonlight.
“Why are you scared, Suguru?”
“This is something really treacherous and I’m not sure if I’m able to take it. If something goes wrong, we might have to fight Tengen-sama himself or worse, you’ll get hurt in the process. I don’t want you to be in the line of fire. I’m truly sorry if I hurt you with my words this afternoon, but the thought of you getting injured on this mission alone killed me from the inside. You are way too precious to get into something like that, especially because it scares the hell out of me myself.”
You grab his hand gently, looking deep into his chocolate brown eyes. No, this isn’t the time for pride. Now you understand why he acted so strange, why he came home this late and why he’s sitting in front of you full to the brim. It shatters your heart to know that these thoughts are occupying his mind – more than his words this afternoon.
“Don’t let these thoughts eat you up alive. How did you say that afternoon? You and Satoru are the strongest. If you aren’t able to complete that mission, nobody is. I believe in you with all my heart, darling. No matter how hard the mission seems, no matter how dangerous is get. I just want you to know that I’ll always stay by your side”, you mumble, arm gently wrapped around his shoulder.
“I don’t deserve you, darling”, he hushes against your ear before embracing you in a tight hug.
God, how much you needed that, how much you longed for his touch this whole day.
“I’m sorry for saying all these things to you. It’s just…I don’t want you to get involved in this…”
“You don’t have to explain yourself, I get it. And I overreacted a little. Don’t think about it too much. Let’s go to sleep, okay? You probably drank a lot and tomorrow is another day.”
“I love you, (y/n). Forever and always.”
You smile at him softly, fingertips tracing along his jawline. Even though he smells like sake and his drunk eyes roam around your face with no aim, you love this man with all your heart.
“I love you too, Suguru.”
Choso Kamo
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“C’mon, stop acting like a dick”, you demand, mouth twisted into a pout.
Choso signs while rolling his eyes in pure annoyance. How long have you been sitting here, trying to convince him to take you with him to Shibuya? It sure feels like an eternity.
“Stop acting like a fool, then. This isn’t the right place for you to be. I have a very important mission to fulfill, (y/n)”, he demands.
The dangerous glistening in his eyes scream in your face to stop, to just let it slide and wait for him to return. But this is not fair. Fuck, you’re a mighty jujutsu sorcerer, you are really able to help him. But what does he do instead? Working with some of these hilarious curses.
“And I’m a very important juju-“
“ENOUGH.”
The way he yells into your face makes you back away in an instant, usual so bored eyes filled with nothing but thick anger.
“Don’t you understand that I don’t need you? This is very important to me, I seek revenge for my brothers. This isn’t a game, (y/n). You’ll stay here and wait until I return. Do you understand?”
You defiantly cross your arms over your chest, gaze glued to the floor.
“Do. You. Understand.”
“Yes”, you bark back.
“Good. I’ll be back this evening, my love. Don’t be too mad at me.”
His fingers gently caress your cheek before he walks away, into the fight. You cry out in frustration, a new wave of fury washing over you. Why would you be in the way? It’s not like you’re reincarnated yourself, a skilled jujutsu sorcerer for more than 150 years. Fuck, maybe you’re even on the same level as Choso. He might be your boyfriend, that doesn’t mean he can boss you around.
Yes. You are your own chef, always doing whatever you want. A cheeky grin is plastered on your face. Why would you stay at home when slaughtering some jujutsu sorcerers sounds so fun?
Without thinking twice you sprint away, into the dark night, into the train station of Shibuya Choso told you he’s stationed in. Where is he? What is he doing? Maybe you’re even able to help him killing these brats that are responsible for his brother’s death. Yes, what a joy, what a fun!
Your eyes dart around the empty area, not even a single curse in sight. Huh, that’s strange. You thought there would be more resistance, more fights. But instead, you are greeted by empty hallway over hallway, running around like a lost puppy.
Until you stop right in your tracks. Until you can hear his beautiful voice loud and clearly. Your feet carry you his direction instinctively, soon greeted by a merciless fight that lays itself out in front of you.
“Oh, what a coincidence to see you here!”, you greet your boyfriend, aiming a punch at the pink-haired boy in front of you without even knowing who he is.
Choso’s eyes widen in pure horror, forcing him to forget abou the presence of Yuji Itadori for a moment.
“(y/n)”, he breathes out.
You smile at him widely, confidence dripping from every poor.
“I told you to stay away”, he hisses through gritted teeth.
“And I didn’t listen”, you reply.
With a swift motion, he pins you against a nearby wall, eyes darted at you in a way you’ve never seen before.
“I’m starting to lose patience with you, (y/n).”
“I’m here to help you out, love. Why would you have to do this on your own? I love killing people and I’m also seeking revenge for your beloved brothers. After all, they were my family too and everyone who hurts you automatically hurts me too.”
He pants heavy, gaze wandering between your eyes and lips. You’re not sure what’s going on, his mimic not telling you a single bit about his feelings. Is he mad, disappointed, absolutely furious? You can’t tell. But you meant every word you said. When will he finally realize that he’s never alone as long as he has you? You are his girlfriend, after all. It’s your job to be on his side.
“Do you really mean that?”, he mumbles, still holding onto your shoulders tightly while distracting the boy behind him with his blood manipulation.
“Of course I mean that. We’re a team, right?”
You don’t know what’s happening, too stunned by the way he suddenly wraps his arms around you so tightly that it’s hard to breathe, head hiding in the crook of your neck.
“You don’t know how much that means to me…”
It’s like you’re air and he can’t breathe, the way he holds onto you for what seems like dear life. You can’t remember a single moment he ever showed his affection towards you this passionately. But oh how much you enjoy it, closing your eyes to feel his touch even better.
“You are suborn”, he breathes out, taking your face between his hands and pressing his forehead against yours.
Are these tears glistening in his eyes? Your usual so cold and calculating heart feels as if it’s drowning in emotion, absolutely mesmerized by the way he shows himself so vulnerable around you.
“And absolutely in love with you”, you reply, running your fingertips through his hair.
“Wait here until I give you a signal. You know what you have to do”, he instructs you before pressing one last kiss at your demanding lips and turning away.
“Hell yes I do”, you response immediately, face of determination readier that ever.
Bonus: Yuji Itadori
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“Can you stop breathing so damn loud?”, you spit at him.
God, he’s so annoying. Everything is so annoying today. The way the birds sing, how your lunch tasted, your training session. Everything just sucks, including your boyfriend.
“Did I really breath that loud? Sorry babe”, he replies instantly, holding his breath in consequence.
“Urgh, can you scoot over? I need more space”, you grumble.
“Of course!”
Without thinking twice, he slides against the wall so you have more than enough space. Really, is he serious about that?
“Are you keeping safe distance to me or what?”
“Absolutely not, I just thought you need space…”
“Do you need space from me? You want me to leave, huh?”
“N-no!”
Yuji just looks at you through his doe eyes, mind racing in a desperate attempt to understand your feelings. Did he do something wrong? Actually no, you always love to literally sit on him while watching TV, telling him over and over how much his slow breathing calms down your tingling nerves. What is different today? He looks into distance, thinking of every possible thing that might be wrong until…
Oh, you might be on your period.
Even though your mood swings were never this bad, the timing and general mood would be fitting. But asking you is way too dangerous, maybe you’ll lose it completely if he brings that up. No, he’ll just stay nice and give you what you need at the moment.
“Do you even love me anymore?”
He comes closer, gently taking your hand into his much larger one while smiling widely at you.
“Sure, you’re the love of my life after all! Just tell me if you need something, I’m always there for you, okay?”
Your stomach is killing you, it feels like getting kicked by the horse over and over again. Deep within you know it isn’t fair to let that out on Yuji, but at the moment, you simply can’t control yourself. But when he’s looking at you like that, gently smiling at you with so much affection in his eyes…
“Maybe you can bring me some pain killers?”, you mumble.
“Will be right back!”
In the matter of five minutes, he returns with pain killers and chocolate in one hand and a hot water bottle in the other. Your heart melts away. God, how is this boy so precious? Is this really your boyfriend?
“Oh Yuji, thank you so much…”, you breathe out, tears stinging in your eyes.
He’s just too good for you. You treated him so badly, and him? He treats you like a literal princess.
“Everything’s fine, (y/n). I do that with pleasure!”, he reassures you, gently wrapping his arms around you while whipping your tears away.
“I’m sorry for lashing out on you like that and causing trouble”, you sniff against his chest, immediately regretting your words from earlier.
“No need to be. We all have a bad day sometimes! And now open up the chocolate and choose a movie."
Your orbs gaze up at him, admiring his loving eyes. Is it even possible to start a fight with this boy? It seems like he understands you like no other, always saying the right words. He is simply a blessing, a true sweetheart.
“Yeah, sounds good”, you reply, placing a small kiss on his cheek.
What a precious boy you are able to call your boyfriend.
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mysticheathenn · 9 months ago
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Why Are You Ugly? Your Traits, Habits, Etc...
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Hi, Hexlings!
This pick-a-card is really just for fun. Please don't take most of what is here seriously unless it resonates. This is just to show some of your features or traits that others deem unattractive. Again this is meant to be fun and not a dig at you..unless you like shit like that then by all means do you.
This is a general reading, remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading does not supplement your need to seek professional help.
Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question and choose the picture that you can’t stop looking at. Listen to your intuition.
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Pile l:
Tarot: 5 of Swords, 5 of Cups / Strength (reversed), 2 of Swords
Pile l others find you "ugly" because you are a coward who lack direction in their life. The phrase from the movie Clueless "You're a virgin who can't drive" just popped into my head. Not only that but you like to cry wolf while also not doing anything with your life. Ex. "I'm so lazy, a fatass, etc" but then you continue to scroll on TikTok and not apply yourself in areas of your life you want to change. You may also like to point fingers at other people whenever something doesn't happen the way you want it to go and blame everyone else except for the matter for what it is, sometimes yourself.
Oracle: Talent/Dreams (Reversed), Life Purpose The TikTok meme "You are looking so cute doing ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING GET YOUR ASS UP. GET YOUR ASS UP." For those who don't know the meme here is the link to the original video: http://tinyurl.com/3fa4xth2
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Pile ll:
Tarot: 3 of Swords / The Magician / 6 of Swords (All Reversed), 5 of Pentacles.
The only thing you like to let go of is money pile ll. Anything else in your life you like to hold onto especially toxic people and grudges and sometimes for no dam reason. Someone could step on your 5-year-old shoes and say sorry but because they stepped on your shoe you're out for revenge...okay maybe some of you may not be that petty but you still like to hold grudges and then wonder why no one or barely anyone is in your life...it's because you let people go for breathing wrong pile ll. Someone says your name in a tone you aren't familiar with, blocked. Someone didn't bring you food even though you said you weren't hungry, block. Again maybe not this crazy for some of you but you get it. You may have also been attracted a bit to pile one because you also don't like to do sh*t with your life and when you do decide to do sh*t with your life if it doesn't happen fast enough for you, you give up as if everything is supposed to bend you to your will when, where, and how you want it.
Oracle: Prosperity/Love (reversed), Trust
There's a lyric to a song that I can't think of but the song part that is playing in my head is "That's why you believe in lies..."...I wish I knew the song but that is the only part of it that keeps playing with no melody in my head. Learn to trust...not only yourself but others and love yourself. Let love in your life without treating everything like a checklist or transaction. Also, stop overspending, pick up a Financial literacy book or course and learn how to save, plan, and budget your money properly.
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Pile lll:
Tarot: Death, 8 of Wands, The Fool, Knight of Wands
Pile lll your trait that others may deem "ugly/unappealing" isn't so much of a bad thing. you were probably told when you were younger that you always were "Acting fast" or if not people as an adult tell you all the time that you are always on the move as if you are on the run. You can't sit still maybe you have or deal with ADHD. Every time you get a new idea, or opportunity, or you see something that could possibly get you ahead in life you are on it and you never think about whether this is the right move for you? Is this opportunity legit? or anything else substantial that you need to make sure that you land safely, if not safely at least have a parachute when you jump. You may also move from job to job similar to pile ll anytime you see even a milligram of bullsh*t you are out of there. "Miller when you are done running and want to make a home, make it with me." Book Quote from the book Caught Up by Liz Tomforde (love that book) it's about a female who is always on the run and she does a favor for her dad and nanny one of his teammate's son and when they start falling for each other he says that to her. I am getting this is more so from your higher self pile lll. When you are done running from your past, inner thoughts, poverty, chasing gimmicks, and temporary people go back to yourself and actually see what exactly do you want to do, what is your purpose, what is something you can build for your life that is stable and secure than these fleeting moments you keep trying to create for yourself. Some of you may be either in situationships that you hate or like to have a lot of flings only to feel lonely afterward.
Oracle: Boundaries, Life Purpose, Compassion
This goes back to the quote in your reading pile lll. Stop running from yourself and the things you really want vs the things you chase.... I may do a reading on this let me know if you want that or not. Either way show yourself more compassion and place boundaries on yourself not others. You have no problem in that department for a lot of you but others you need boundaries for yourself and others.
REMEMBER THIS IS MEANT TO BE A FUN READING AND NOT AN ATTACK.
Thank you to everyone who are subscribed to my Patreon and those who like and reblog my pick-a-card readings. I always appreciate you. I hope you enjoyed this reading.
Until next time, stay safe and blessed.
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diyahatnight · 2 years ago
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💵 Rich love!
famous people in a nutshell | Scaramouch x gn reader!
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Modern AU
Summary ||: You are a model, modeling for Jean’s model agency, when you do a collaboration with EI’s Model angency the mother of your favorite purple haired boy
Pairings ||: Model Scaramouche x Model gn! Reader +other small ships
Notes from author ||: Ive been seeing people do things like this so i’ve decided to give it a go! Scaracoochie has been a trending character for a while now so he’s gonna be the main lover. I’m going to try my best to be inclusive because i’m so used to writing MLF. But just for you guys I will start writing MLGN or FLGN. If you’d like to add more to the plot of this smau just let me know in ask.
Genre ||: Romance? Realizing your feelings.
ongoing
Warnings ||: Fluff, mentions of sex, and selling nudes. Really close relationships with friends.
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Act l - I must be going crazy?
01. Get that bag
02. Starting an only fans
03. C is for cute
04. Look at these 0’s
05. Going on blind dates
06. Dating a fan
07. You think i’m cute?
08. Becoming a streamer
09. Rich and Famous
10. Dating (not a official yet?)
11. Broke
Act ll - maybe meant to be?
12. coming not soon
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peleksstuff · 11 months ago
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fluorescent ll. l harry styles x bassist!reader
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*gifs not mine*
fluorescent l
Summary: Months into the tour, the relationship between (y/n) and Harry becomes strained, marked by growing distance and scarce conversations. Despite the predictable routine of soundchecks, performances, and afterparties, an invisible barrier separates them. After a concert in New York, an afterparty ensues, where a forced small talk reveals the complexities of unspoken dynamics.
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Months passed, and the tour started. The distance between you and Harry grew larger with each city, the silence between you both speaking louder than any words could. The once vibrant camaraderie on stage now felt like a well-choreographed act, the music bridging the gap that had formed between you.
During the tour, the routine became predictable. Soundchecks, performances, and the occasional afterparty. But the conversations between you and Harry remained scarce. It was as if an invisible barrier had formed, keeping you at a distance.
After a concert in New York, an afterparty was inevitable. The show was electric, the crowd's energy palpable.
The dim lights, pulsating music, and lively chatter formed the backdrop of the night. You found yourself standing alone momentarily, nursing a drink and trying to lose yourself in the music reverberating through the venue.
As you sipped your drink in a corner, avoiding the crowd, Harry approached. The fluorescent lights above flickered, casting a surreal glow on the scene.
"Mind if I join you?" he asked, his tone uncertain.
The uncertainty in his eyes mirrored the complexities of the unspoken dynamics between you two. You shrugged, unable to summon the energy for a protest. The small talk was forced, the weight of unspoken words hanging heavily in the air.
The fluorescent lights of the venue cast an artificial glow on both of you. The noise of the party drowned in the background as a heavy silence settled between you, a familiar ghost of the past.
Harry took a sip of his drink, his eyes wandering around the room before settling back on you. The silence hung between you, heavy with unspoken words.
"The crowd was amazing tonight," he finally broke the silence, the music pulsating through the floor beneath your feet.
"Yeah, they were," you replied, your voice carrying a hint of nostalgia for the times when the music had been the only language you needed to communicate.
The silence stretched between you for a moment before Harry spoke again, his eyes betraying a hint of vulnerability. "How I missed this."
A genuine laugh escaped your lips, surprised by the unexpected comment. "Missed what? The afterparties or the awkward conversations?"
He chuckled, the tension between you momentarily lifting. "Maybe a bit of both."
And then, as if to twist the knife already embedded in your heart, he added, "You know, my girlfriend back home would love these parties. She's been wanting to join me on tour, but it's complicated."
You forced a smile, masking the sting of his words, the mention of his girlfriend adding an extra layer of discomfort to the already strained atmosphere.
"Complicated seems to be a theme lately," you replied, taking another sip of your drink.
Harry's gaze held a mixture of regret and understanding. He sighed, seemingly grappling with his own internal conflicts. The noise of the party continued around you, the music pulsating through the air like a heartbeat, drowning out the unsaid words.
"I never wanted things to turn out like this."
The vulnerability in his eyes mirrored your own, but it offered little solace. The noise of the party continued around you, the music pulsating through the air like a heartbeat, a stark contrast to the heavy silence that enveloped your conversation.
You met his gaze, the flickering fluorescent lights above casting shadows on both your faces. "None of us did," you replied, your voice softening with resignation and lingering hurt.
Harry sighed, his shoulders slumping as if carrying the weight of the world. "I shouldn't have kissed you that night," he confessed, his words hanging in the air, pregnant with remorse.
The memories of that night flooded back— the warmth of his touch, the intensity of the moment, and the subsequent distance that had grown ever since. It felt like a wound ripped open anew, and the pain was raw.
The admission hit you like a sudden gust of wind, stealing the breath from your lungs. His gaze bore into yours, searching for a reaction, an understanding that could somehow lessen the burden of his revelation. The fluorescent lights above flickered again, casting intermittent shadows on his face, emphasizing the gravity of his words.
You took a steadying breath, trying to mask the hurt that threatened to surface. "Yeah, well, it happened."
"I wish we could go back," Harry whispered, his voice barely audible over the party's clamor.
"I wish a lot of things, too," you whispered, your gaze fixed on the dance floor. The weight of the past pressed down on you, the memories of a time when everything felt simpler and less complicated.
The night wore on, the pulsating music becoming a relentless reminder of the irreversible changes. Harry's presence, once a source of comfort and camaraderie, now carried a weight that neither of you could shake off.
"I need some air," you said, excusing yourself from the remnants of the conversation.
Stepping outside, the cool night air offered a temporary reprieve from the suffocating atmosphere within. You leaned against the railing, the distant sounds of the city blending with the muffled beats from the party behind you. The sky above was a canvas of city lights, each one telling a story of a life, a moment, a fleeting connection.
As the night faded into the early hours, the tour bus waited to transport you to the next city, and the unspoken understanding lingered. The road ahead was uncertain, and as you boarded the bus, you couldn't help but glance back at the city lights.
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ilikeotherthings · 22 days ago
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Yehya Badr - Khonshu PART ll
PART l
I have made it my mission to find ANY moment of the words "father", "son" and "brother" (or any moments when acting like a family) that has been said or mentioned in the moon family.
SPOILERS
(the only ones I have with khonshu and hunters moon FOR NOW)
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small but khonshu speaking with hunters moon
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"Hello father." "My son."
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eternalsailormom · 5 months ago
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If you haven't seen Under Paris and plan to and also hate spoilers this essay is not for you yet, come back later! Anyway ok so this fucking banger of a movie finally replaced Deep Blue Sea as my favorite shark movie of all time. The whole movie was a statement while also having a good time. Deep Blue sea had a good foundation, script, the famous Samuel L. Jackson rallying speech (So we're not going to fight ANYMORE!), took itself seriously except for well timed LL Cool J scenes, and didn't skimp on graphics or shark time. Also that ending credits song. Perfection. But THIS movie had the foundation, the script, the acting, the graphics, and THAT ENDING THO. The meanings behind the movie itself and why the ending happened the way it did was just *chef's kiss*. DBS has specifically only one human--Dr. McAlester--who is made to be at fault for the makos becoming smart and vengeful, so as long as she died by shark, per test audiences, then the movie ending with all 3 sharks dead is seen as ok. Even though humanity was at fault the sharks still overall need to be bested because they're smart sharks and smart sharks are bad. Under Paris was meant to be a satirical take on French politics, greed, climate change vs human decisions that always make things worse, and ultimately the end was an anti-Hollywood poke at how the sharks always die at the end. Not only do the sharks live, they win. Multiple things happen in the movie that underscore the poor decisions of humans for hundreds of years thus leading to climate change, greed and our own hubris. The WWII shells polluting the Siene lead to destruction generations later. The pollution of the oceans leading to the new species of shark Lilith becomes. The refusal to stop the Olympic triathlon due to money and image taking precedent over human lives. The machinery of politics over humanity. The sharks win because they deserve to take back the world we're ruining, because being deadly and able to quickly parthenogenetically reproduce thanks to our polluting shouldn't be their death sentence, and they win because we can't fix the problems we've created by making more poor decisions. The main characters in the film all keep making poor decisions that lead to either their deaths or the destruction of nature, and that was purposeful. Sharks are vital to the oceans and Lilith would repopulate the waters in no time, fixing the damage we've done to shark populations. Bruh when the explosions started and Paris started crumbling and I realized the sharks were going to win, I screamed. 15/10
Also here is a link to further reading because of course I researched this to make sure I wasn't reading too much into it and backstory is fun 🦈
"Under Paris’ Director Used Hollywood Tricks to Make an “Anti-Hollywood” Netflix Hit. Xavier Gens, who was born the same year that Steven Spielberg released 'Jaws,' dives deep into the making of his subversive shark feature."
https://www-hollywoodreporter-com.cdn.ampproject.org/v/s/www.hollywoodreporter.com/movies/movie-features/under-paris-ending-netflix-movie-1235933114/amp/?amp_gsa=1&amp_js_v=a9&usqp=mq331AQIUAKwASCAAgM%3D#amp_tf=From%20%251%24s&aoh=17197944455506&referrer=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.google.com&ampshare=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.hollywoodreporter.com%2Fmovies%2Fmovie-features%2Funder-paris-ending-netflix-movie-1235933114%2F
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alarrytale · 5 months ago
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Hello Marte! I´m sure you saw or at least read what SC said about not owning 1D name and regreting it and I´m suprised it´s not talked about at your blog as well. I can guess all opinions about this from literally every larrie blog are basically the same so I guess you share the same - we know SC is evil and he would put boys through much bigger hell if he´d own the band´s name. Anyway what I wanted to share is that since that interview I got a feeling that if there will be a 1D reunion, it will be when SC will be gone for good like you know what I mean. Because boys will make sure they won´t make any more money to him with their reunion and so when the reunion will happen it will be because they want to not because they have to. So I guess this will happen in like 20 years according to SC´s age. And second thing is that I have a bad feeling from the way SC once again prooved he´s in fact an evil person and took not only boys but also other artists just like a product, there are a lot of secrets and traumas that will come out when he will be gone. So I just got into thinking there will be a document about him and it will be something as shocking as that one about M.J*ckson few years ago. No idea how much the music industry will change in like 20-25 years so not sure how much expose will be allowed but when talking about SC at least Louis and Liam (aka those two have the most trauma inside imo and with Louis is even worse because of his closet and bbg) will surely tell everything if they will be allowed by that time. You know, I just have a feeling we no way know anything actually what SC had done and it will be revealed after he´ll be gone.
So Simon Cowell can’t use the band’s name, create anything with their likeness, & can’t tour if all of them don’t agree, but we larries still think Harry & Louis are under a contract with Simon that are forcing them in the closet? I'm confused now
Hi, anons!
Sorry, i've been a bit busy and i can't keep up with all my asks.
Yes, we all agree that SC is evil and that he's done despicable things to a bunch of his acts in the name of making money. What i'm not so sure about is why he said what he said.
We know SC went on that podcast (or whatever it was) to get promo for his new boyband show, and he got the promo he wanted because of the provoking statement he made. So it must have been calculated and intentional. I also wonder if he admitted to having regrets and wanting something he can't have, because he knows he's got the last laugh, because Sony (his parent company when he ran Syco), owns and controls their images. SC also makes it appear like 1D is the one with the power, and that they're now free of SC. Which they are, because SC was just a middleman between 1D and Sony, but they are not free from the contracts SC made them sign. Not at all.
I'm also not entirely sure that we can trust SC's words and that everything he says is true. I think people in this fandom jump to conclusion a bit too fast, because he said something they want to hear, instead of asking themselves why he said what he did and how that's serving SC himself. SC also said that he doesn’t think there will be a 1D reunion. If 1D still got deliverables to Sony (a greatest hits album was reported on as part of their contract, and that isn't fulfilled yet), then they might be able to force them back together at some point (when they can't squeeze more out of H...). If 1D owns the One Direction name and use, that isn't of much help when Syco (and Sony) controls the images of it's band members.
We also know from contracts and from tabloid reports that anyone under a Cowe*l contract aren't allowed to speak ill of him or put him in a bad light. He can also use people contracted to him to defend himself from critisism (i think that was reported on in a tabloid one time). Eta. found it.
The contract has hundreds of clauses, one of which states it to be enforceable anywhere “in the world and solar system”.
Clause 32.4 says artists must not make any statement which “may be considered unduly negative, critical or derogatory of the Company – including its personnel and, in particular, Simon Cowell”.
So when Helene Horlyck is out there singing SC's praises, remember she was under contract on txf at the time...
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geo-winchester · 2 years ago
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Ooooh can I request an imagine with Jimmy Keene where he likes to show off his gf? Have a nice day!!!
BE MY VALENTINE
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A/N: hi lovely anon, I know Valentine’s Day was almost a month ago but I was working on this on that day, I’m sorry this took me an eternity to write but I have a few problems on my life that I’m still handle them, but I hope this is what you want and don’t doubt to send me other request, even if I’m working on others dont doubt that I’ll write it!! Lots of loves!!💙
Taron Egerton masterlist
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This was your first valentine day with Jimmy and if you were honest you didn’t know what to expect, he invited you to a dinner party with his associate, after you spent most part of the day deciding what you were going to wear you were ready just waiting for jimmy. You almost fall when you run to the door. When he finally knocked at your door, he was amazed by you, just as you were thinking about how good he looks on that black smoke.
-God you look so beautiful- he said, making you blush.
-You look handsome too- he smirks.
-Here I got something for you- he said as he gave you a small candy with the phrase “be my valentine?”
-You think that I would have this dress if I won’t want you to be my valentine?- you said with a giggle before you gave him a little kiss on his lips -but just if you weren’t sure yes.
-Fuck, I can’t wait to brag about how my girl is the prettiest and sexiest woman in the room.
-If you’re just saying that to get between my legs…
-Is it working?- he interrupted you.
-Maybe- you said with a giggle.
Jimmy never leaves your side at the party, every time he introduces you to any of his associates he calls you his beautiful girlfriend, you notice his smirk every time he puts his arm around your waist, every now and then he whispers how beautiful you look. At some point of the evening the two of you end up on the balcony of the house.
-Your friends are…
-Weirdos?- you giggle.
-I was going to say extravagant but that too.
-I mean who the hell has a bear just because he can, that’s just wrong…
-I know but I need them and you…- he smirks -you were amazing back there, you have them in the palm of your hand- he said.
-Do you think they can give me a unicorn?
-With that dress, they’ll give you two- you blushed -Thank you for coming with me, I don’t know what I would do without you…
-You wouldn’t have someone to show.
-I didn’t mean it for that- he said -I mean yes you look gorgeous, but when you opened that door tonight, I only thought of how lucky I am to have you in my life, even before we date you were always there for me, you always listen to me and I can thrust you anything- he said.
-Then why did you take so long to invite me for a date?
-Because I didn't want to screw this up- he pointed at the two of you.
-I’m really trying so hard not to cry right now- you giggles -for a moment I thought you’ll propose…
-Oh I thought about it, but I know you hated to get engaged on valentine’s day and in front of a crow but just know that I want you for the rest of my life- you were shocked for a moment but before you could say anything he took your hand -come on sweetheart, let's go home and watch some silly rom com.
It didn’t take you a long time to get home, you spent the rest of the night watching any silly rom com you could find, he held you close every time you cried and you responded to that act the same way every time he cried. None of you knew when you fell asleep on the coach until you moved, he brought him close to him before he kissed your head before he stood up and got ready for bed, you laid on his chest and played with one of his hands.
-This was a nice day- you said -even with your weirdos friends- he laughs.
-I´ll take that as a compliment- he said -but it was a nice day.
-You look hot in that tuxedo- you smiled at the little blush on his face -I mean you always look good but i like that tuxedo, you should use it more often.
-I’ll wear it everyday for you- you smiled.
-Thank you.
-You look beautiful too, by the way- he said -not only in that dress, in that comfy outfit too- now it was his turn to smirk at your blush, you turn to him and kiss him gently.
-I would say yes, by the way- for a second he was confused -I would say yes to you even if it was Valentine's day and we were in a full house.
-Really?- he asked you, you nodded.
-Yes, I don't know why but since I saw you for the first time in my coffee shop, I knew you were something, and after all those talks we had, I don’t know but I knew we were going to be together- you said.
-Fuck, I love you- he said before he kissed you, you couldn’t help but smiled between kisses.
-I love you too…
-Did you wait till past midnight to tell me this on purpose- You shrugged.
-I was going to say yes on that balcony but I didn’t want to ruin your plan for the rest of the night.
-So… will you marry me?- you thought for a moment before you giggled.
-Of course- you said before you kissed him again.
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heimeldat · 1 year ago
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How to Come Up with Time Lord Names
Sooooo...I did a letter-by-letter analysis of 230 names from the wiki's list of Time Lords, making sure I only chose characters that both 1) had names that sounded like part of the same language and 2) had their jobs listed so I could correlate name-segments with talents.
If you want to see my whole headcanon about how Time Lord names work and what each syllable means, I've put it on AO3. If you just want to know what sounds and syllables to include when you're coming up with names, the analysis I did of all those existing names is below the cut.
Most syllables consist of a consonant followed by a vowel.
A syllable can only contain one vowel (with the exception of IA, which acts like a single vowel).
Every syllable contains at least one consonant (with the exception of O, which can stand alone without a consonant attached).
About 46% of analyzed syllables add a second consonant after the vowel. About 18% of analyzed syllables follow a vowel-consonant pattern. Only nine consonants are used after vowels. (C/K/Ch, D, F/Ph/P, L/LL, M/N, R, S/Sh, T/Th, X)
Total names analyzed: 230
Total syllables in analyzed names: 719
Number of syllables based around each vowel:
A 295 (36% 0f analyzed syllables) E 129 (18% 0f analyzed syllables) O 127 (18% 0f analyzed syllables) I 118 (16% 0f analyzed syllables) U 50 (7% 0f analyzed syllables)
Number of syllables beginning with consonants: 592 (82% of analyzed syllables)
Number of syllables beginning with each consonant:
R 77 (11% 0f analyzed syllables) T 70 (10% 0f analyzed syllables) L 68 (9% of analyzed syllables) N 46 S/Sh 40 V 42 C/K/Ch 41 D 40  M 32 G 21 P 21 B 14  Tr 13 H 12 Dr 10 Br 7 F/Ph 6  J 6 X 6 Z 5 Fl 3 Sp 3 Qu 3 W 2 Y 2
Number of syllables beginning with vowels: 127 (18% of analyzed syllables)
Number of syllables beginning with each vowel:
A 61 (8% of analyzed syllables) E 24 O 19 U 16 I 7
Number of syllables ending with consonants: 332 (46% of analyzed syllables)
Number of syllables ending with each consonant:
M/N 102 (14% of analyzed syllables, 31% of syllables ending with consonants) R 67 (9% of analyzed syllables, 20% of syllables ending with consonants) S/Sh 52 (16% of syllables ending with consonants) L/LL 43 (13% of syllables ending with consonants) X 22 C/K/Ch 15 T/Th 14 D 12 F/Ph/P 5
Most Commonly Used Syllables:
An (15 times) Na (15 times) Ra (15 times) Ri (14 times) Ta (14 times) La (13 times) Ro (11 times) Sa (11 times) Us (11 times) Ti (10 times) All other syllables appeared fewer than ten times in the analysis.
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zalrb · 10 months ago
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“You said you didn’t know why you came here, you were just here, but what am I supposed to do with that, Elena? What are you doing?” 
She continued toward him. “Fighting for you.” 
Stefan closed his eyes. “Well, don’t.” It’s only getting you hurt. I can’t stand it.
THE FACT THAT HE STILL CARES SO DEEPLY
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“Maybe that’s not what I’m looking for right now.” 
Elena cocked her head, bewildered. “I can’t even fathom that.”
“I never remember asking you to try,” said Stefan calmly. 
LMFAO
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and like... really elena? how can you not comprehend that YOUR decisions led to this situation???
“You know this is bad for you,” she said.      
“Elena, I’m not looking for your approval.” 
L M F A O STEFAN IS KILLING ME
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She wasn’t listening. She pointed toward the apartment building. “You know she is bad for you.”
Of course he knew that. “Can’t you just stop?” 
“No,” she said.
It was Stefan’s turn to be surprised, his expression a mixture of exasperation and desperation. “This has nothing to do with you.” 
“I don’t care.” 
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even though shes refusing to stay in her lane, im kinda impressed with elena
“Giving up is not what we do, Stefan. We don’t stop,” said Elena, holding his gaze so he could understand how serious she was. “I didn’t stop when you went off the deep end with Klaus. You didn’t stop when Jeremy died.” 
“I haven’t lost my humanity.” 
Elena snorted. “No, just your mind.” 
LAUGHING OUT LOUD! ELENA PULLED A MICHAEL SCOTT
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“Don’t defend her!” 
“Why shouldn’t I?” he yelled back, words rushing out before he could stop himself. “After all the energy we spend defending Damon, holding up the lie that being with you has reigned him in, the fantasy we’ve constructed for ourselves just so we could all feel better about your choice? 
E X A C T L Y
“What do you want to hear, Elena?” He was shouting. “You want to hear that it makes me sick? Well it does! But the rush I get? I can’t ---” He took a deep breath. “I can’t stop! Is this what you mean? This is what you want to hear?” 
His words shattered her but Elena wouldn’t back down. “It’s only fair isn’t it? You had to hear what I felt about Damon even though it was against my will. It’s your turn.”
elena:
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“I’m not hurting you because you hurt me.” 
UGH. stefans initial instincts, his nature:
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stefan's the most honorable male character i know, his compassion knows no bounds
“I am demanding that we talk about it!”
ELENA WYD
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“Fine, let’s talk about it! Let’s talk about how good the sex is, that I’ve had her every which way for hours on end and it’s still, somehow, not enough!  Let’s talk about how it feels like I’m addicted to her, like I’m hooked on the high I get when I’m around her! Let’s talk about how right now, I can’t see an end in sight! You really want to talk about that? You really want to hear that? Really? Do you want me to go on?”
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this fucking hurt, but i get it... stefan just couldn't take it anymore
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“Maybe that’s not what I’m looking for right now.” 
Elena cocked her head, bewildered. “I can’t even fathom that.”
“I never remember asking you to try,” said Stefan calmly. 
LMFAO
LMAO very much 4x11 Stefan
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Of course he knew that. “Can’t you just stop?” 
“No,” she said.
It was Stefan’s turn to be surprised, his expression a mixture of exasperation and desperation. “This has nothing to do with you.” 
“I don’t care.” 
even though shes refusing to stay in her lane, im kinda impressed with elena
And I actually think that's very much what they're like in canon where Stefan is like OK well this is not your responsibility or this has nothing to do with you or 'll figure it out on my own or I'm letting you go
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and Elena is basically like, the fuck you will, we are a PACKAGE DEAL or did you forget??
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and it's really fun to write that in this situation where he's like will you PLEASE just mind your business and she's like
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combined with extreme jealousy and we've already covered how crazy Elena acts when jealous about Stefan.
“I am demanding that we talk about it!”
ELENA WYD
“Fine, let’s talk about it! Let’s talk about how good the sex is, that I’ve had her every which way for hours on end and it’s still, somehow, not enough! Let’s talk about how it feels like I’m addicted to her, like I’m hooked on the high I get when I’m around her! Let’s talk about how right now, I can’t see an end in sight! You really want to talk about that? You really want to hear that? Really? Do you want me to go on?”
and for here I was basically like, in Elena's mind they're never going to get anywhere, they're never going to get past this unless he's honest, unless he's telling her things he doesn't want to tell her, letting her see things he doesn't want her to see, it's basically another version of this
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ponderingmoonlight · 1 year ago
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Sukuna coming for Megumi's sister at Shibuya but Yuji fights back pt. 4
Part l: here Part ll: here Part lll: here
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Pairing: Sukuna x fem!reader; Yuji x fem!reader
Word Count: 2,6k
Synopsis: Sukuna enjoys every second with you by his side. But when Yuji slowly but surely begins to fight back, Sukuna has to act quickly. A sweet innocent kiss before he has to go, before Yuji Itadori gains back his body...
Warnings: this broke me into a million tiny pieces, listened to david kushner's daylight while writing this do not recommend , so much hurt and angst, slight comfort in the end if you're a sucker for my boy Yuji, still enough spice for all Sukuna lovers out there, read at own risk
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Your eyes are widen in pure horror, letting Sukuna drag you behind him without resistance. You feel so numb, completely shattered from the inside. All the things you saw today, all the things that he did.
Sukuna.
You stare at the back of his head while he hums in satisfaction, casually stepping over corpses, blood and debris. That man, that one man army who holds your hand with the fingers of the boy you love more than anything else. Silent tears escape your eyes. None of this should have happened, Sukuna should have never been able to take control of Yuji.
But oh he did. And it seems like nothing is able to stop him.
“Huh, why are you crying now? I thought you enjoyed the show. Just wait until we arrive where I take you.”
Get a hold of yourself, don’t show him your weakness. But damn, you are so fucking exhausted from all the disaster you’ve witnessed today. No, you can’t take it anymore.
“Let go of me”, you hiss through gritted teeth, ripping your arm away from him just in time before he’s able to touch you again.
“Why so mad? Aren’t you at least a little thankful that I saved your puny life countless times, that I spared your little friends?” he questions, eyes staring at you so intensely that you want to break down in front of him.
“I would rather die than being your puppet”, you bite back.
“Just like your brother?”
His words. His cursed words make no sense in your head, wide eyes staring at him emotionless. What the hell is he talking about? What has all of this to do with your brother?
“Maybe you should turn around, (y/n).”
All colour drains from your face, it feels as if the ground underneath your feet gets pulled away. You want to puke, eyes laying on your beloved brother.
His numb body leaned against a wall.
A wall that’s covered in blood.
Just like him.
“Megumi.”
You don’t know how you do it. Like in trance, your feet carry you towards his body, knees collapsing onto the wet ground next to him.
“Megumi!” you cry out, your desperate voice echoing through the buildings around.
Fuck. This is so much blood. His head, his limbs, his chest. You swallow hard, urgently trying to stop yourself from puking all over him. Pictures flood your mind. Pictures of him giving you a clap on the back of your head, him holding you in his arms when you woke up from a nightmare, him helping you out with your homework. Your lip trembles, whole body shaking in nothing but thick fear.
“You can’t die here, you simply can’t”, you breathe out.
“He won’t. Don’t worry, I’ll take care of that.”
Sukuna positions himself in front of you.
What?
You hold your breath, eyes scanning that enormous creature standing in front of Sukuna and you. What the hell is that? Is it responsible for Megumi’s injuries?
“If this thing dies, your brother will live. What do you think, (y/n)? Sounds fair?”
“Just do it, Sukuna”, you bark at him.
“Only if you kiss me.”
You can’t believe your ears, shivers running down your spine so violently that it’s hard to keep your composure.
“Are you fucking serious? My brother is on the brink of death and all you care about is…a kiss?”
That voice of yours, it sounds so dangerous that Sukuna can’t help but smirk. The worn out look on your lovely face, the tears of despair glistening in your doe eyes. Oh, this is absolutely perfect, this is just what he wanted. You went from being a sweet innocent girl to a complete mess, even using language despite you never did that. How cute, how pathetic. Sukuna will break you along with that other brat, that’s for sure.
“You should know by now that there’s no service without anything in return. I have plenty of time, think about your priorities, sweet (y/n)-“
“Is all of this just a game to you?” you yell into his face.
With a swift motion you are back on your feet, standing up against him in a way you never did before. Your furious eyes lock with his, time seems to stand still.
“Partially, yes”, he remarks dryly, hand wrapping itself around your waist before you are even able to react.
“But you’re the price.”
You snort, shaking your head in disbelief. This can’t be real, it has to be a cruel joke. His red eyes are fixated on you, almost swallowing you whole. Does he really want you to…kiss him? God, you hate the way your desperate heart screams in agony, how your head wants to tell you that those are in fact Yuji’s lips.
No. The man standing in front of you is far away from being Yuji.
“Time’s ticking, lovely (y/n).”
For a brief moment, you close your eyes. Maybe, just maybe you can pretend that it’s him for a split second. Yuji would understand, right? Yuji, who always brought your favourite candy with him. Yuji, who always stayed with you in bed until you fell asleep. Yuji, who promised you to love you till the very end. He would get that you have to do this in order to save Megumi, he would maybe even encourage you.
Fuck it.
You let your lips sink against his, feeling how he draws you even closer to his body. Oh, how bittersweet this kiss feels, how much you missed the softness of Yuji’s lips pressed against yours. But the harshness in which he digs his fingers into your tender flesh, how he deepens the kiss without hesitation tells you that this isn’t the boy you love.
“Enough”, you press out before ripping away.
Tame your pounding heart and sharp breathing, focus on your mission. This isn’t about what feels good or bad, this is about saving your brother’s goddamn life.
“Your body betrays you, my dear”, he purrs, aiming to cup your cheek with his hand.
You yank away from him, dumping down next to your brother again.
“Do what you’ve promised, Sukuna”, you hiss.
“Wait.”
You want to scream into his face, want to slap him as hard as you can. But before you’re even able to raise your voice, a sharp pain runs through your guts and turns your world upside down. What? How?
Slowly, your eyes look down at your body. A piercing hole in your stomach, a hole that Sukuna himself must have inflicted on you within the split of a second.
“Just to make sure you’re not running away until I’m back, you know?”
And with that, he’s gone. Leaving you with a gaping hole in your body, breaking down next to your unconscious brother.
What made you stupid enough to think that Sukuna wouldn’t kill you, that you hold any value to him? How reckless it was to even think about this. But even worse, you made a contract with the king of curses himself. Suits you right, pooling in your very own blood, head resting on your brother’s chest.
He’s still breathing, heart beating barely against his ribs. Good. Maybe Sukuna will at least keep up with his words. Maybe…You let your breath out, pain radiating through your whole body.
Maybe Megumi and Yuji will get out of this mess.
You stare at your blood-covered hand, pressing against your stomach in a poor attempt to stop the bleeding. Did he hit something important? You can’t tell, maybe you’d be dead if that’s the chase.
Why are you just laying here, then? Why are you resting your head when countless people around you lose their lives? It is your job to get up on your trembling feet, to lift yourself out of your blood, to stay strong. If not for yourself, then for your brother and Yuji. They deserve it that you at least try, that you go after Sukuna.
“I’ve got this from here on, ‘Gumi.”
Everything hurts, every little step you take feels like a knife piercing through your tight muscles. But you just keep going, hissing through the pain, eyes focused towards the chaos that lays itself out in front of you.
Keep going, push forwards, just a little more, just a little closer.
“Don’t. Give. Up”, you mutter to yourself, holding your stomach as you limp forward.
“You here?”
His vibrant voice sends shivers down your spine, the instinct to run away almost taking over.
“You’ve made a promise, Sukuna”, you press out, eyes darting around the destroyed area in order to catch a glimpse of him.
“Are you not trusting me, dear (y/n)? I’m already on my way to bring Megumi Fushiguro to your people. That woman wearing the white coat, she uses the reversed technique, right?”
Your heart drops to the floor, just the thought of him visiting Shoko…
“Stay. Away. From. Her.”
You turn around so fast that your head begins to spin, already shaky legs giving in.
“Careful, watch your step.”
The bloodlust written on his face, the way his red eyes are widen in nothing but amusement while holding you in his arms. This man…he really is the king of curses, no one to mess with. How reckless to think you could tame him.
“I thought you’d keep up longer, maybe long enough for him to see you. Well, this will be an exciting race against time. Give me a second.”
He places you on the floor, leaving you in the ruins of what once was Shibuya city. One person. Only this one person was all it takes for these buildings to go down, the sheer power of Ryomen Sukuna was enough to tear everything down to the ground.
Your eyes grow heavier and heavier. You’re so damn tired. Tired of trying to save the world, tired of losing countless lives in front of your own eyes, tired of being so useless.
Tired of this hopeless battle. Who is going to save you without Gojo, without Megumi, without Yuji? You stretch your heavy hand out to the sky, the only light being the moon that shines upon you.
“Lovely”, you hush to yourself, thinking about the countless nights you stared up in the sky with Yuji by your side.
Oh, how much you wished it wouldn’t end like this, how hard you fought for a better ending. But as it seems, not every love story deserves a happy one. Some seem to be cursed to infinity.
“Are you dead yet?”
“Maybe wish I was”, you remark so huffed that Sukuna almost doesn’t get it.
“You made it, (y/n). Your brother is receiving medical care at this very moment, I killed that monster and that other fucker for you and oh, that special curse is gone as well. Aren’t you happy? You kept me going, I kept my promise.”
He kneels down next to you, eyes roaming around your blood-soaked uniform. Never did he expect it would bug him this much to let you go again.
“What a waste to let you run into his open arms again. But don’t cry too much, we’ll meet again very soon.”
His hand caresses your cheek gently, smiling at you one last time before standing up and stretching himself.
“Hey brat, be sure so savor this.”
Your veiled gaze drifts to his hands. Hands that slowly begin to tremble, hands that form into fists. Is it really possible, could it really be?
“Yuji?”
He falls to the ground next to you. Sobs, cries, screams escaping his trembling lips.
“Die!”
He digs his nails into the ground so harshly that blood spills.
“Only me!”
“Yuji…”
“How could you take her from me?”
Your body screams at you to rest your eyes, begs you to stop moving. But despite every fiber of your being fights against it, you crawl closer to him, bloody hand coming to rest on his.
“Yuji…”
 And then his eyes dart towards your puny figure.
His lovely brown eyes. The eyes of the boy you love, the eyes that laughed at you countless times before. Filled with tears, filled to the brim with pure horror when the memories of Sukuna slowly start to flood his mind. In his memory, the last thing he witnessed was you getting stabbed in your guts by Sukuna, barely alive body resting against Megumi’s chest.
But this is you. This is…
You.
“(y/n).”
You can’t stop the swell of tears that overflows your heavy orbs, a silent scream of relief leaving your lips. He’s back. The love of your life is back.
For brief moments, for very few seconds, you thought he might never return, that Sukuna took over his body. But those eyes, those oh so gorgeous eyes that look at you with so much grief and agony chiselled into them, they belong exclusively to him.
“Thank god. Thank god you’re still here. I thought I lost you.”
His bloody hands lift your upper body off the ground, pressing you against his chest like the greatest treasure he ever found, keeping you safe and sound while all you can do is cry your whole heart out against the warmth of his body.
“I’m so sorry”, you breathe out.
“I’m so sorry for betraying you, I’m sorry making a contract with him, I’m sorry for kiss-“
“You can’t imagine how proud I am. You did so well, (y/n). I’m so glad you are alive.”
He presses a kiss against your forehead. Just like he does every morning before you wake up, like he does every time you go to sleep. But this time it’s different. From all the kisses you shared until this fateful day, this is the one you longed for the most.
“Let’s get you to Shoko…You need to get fixed…”
Yuji lifts your body off the ground, holding your aching frame securely against his own while walking down the streets of Shibuya with horror in his eyes.
“Stay with me, don’t go out there again. Please, I can’t afford to lose you again, I can’t live with this thought.”
“That’s not possible, (y/n). I have to go. I have to fight. Otherwise, I’ll just be a murderer. But you did enough, you acted so selfless and brave today. I couldn’t be more grateful for having such a wonderful girl by my side.”
“Yuji…”, you breathe out, tears swelling up your eyes all over.
He stops in his tracks, watery eyes staring down at you. Those eyes that saw everything Sukuna did, the countless lives he took tonight, the things he did to you with his very own hands. No, before earning the privilege to let himself fall into your arms, he has to end this fight. Without thinking twice, he presses his lips against yours longingly. You feel as good as ever, sending shivers down his spine by the way you moan so innocently against his mouth. God, how much he loves you. And how much he hates himself for letting Sukuna take advantage of you.
“I’ll make it all up to you, I swear. Rest for now, (y/n). Look after Megumi. I will return as soon as I can.”
You cling onto him for dear life, weak arms refusing to let the love of your life go all over again. You just got him back, out of the tight grip of Sukuna’s powers.
“Promise me something”, you urge.
“(y/n), Yuji, is that you?” you hear Megumi’s voice shout from afar.
“Anything, love”, Yuji replies.
“Come back to me. Promise that you’ll come back to me.”
Another long kiss on your forehead before he lets you down gently, holding you tight against his chest.
“I will never let you go again, (y/n). I promise”, he whispers against your ear.
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mysticheathenn · 9 months ago
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You Vs How Others See You?
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Hi, Hexlings!
This pick-a-card is all about how you see yourself versus how others see you. This is a Patreon exclusive for all tiers.
Remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading does not supplement your need to seek professional help.
Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question and choose the picture that you can’t stop looking at. Listen to your intuition.
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How Do You See Yourself
How Do Others View You
Who are you Really?
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Pile 1:
How Do You View Yourself? Tarot: 8 of Wands (reversed), 4 of Swords, The Moon / The Sun (Both Reversed), The World)
Pile l you may be the type of person who constantly jokes about your flaws, aka putting yourself down in a joking manner. An example would be if you are speaking with someone and the topic is on food you may jokingly say "My fat a** stay eating." While you are joking you're always joking about the things that you feel insecure about in your life to make yourself feel better. You view yourself as "lazy" but you only view yourself that way because you refuse to act or even follow through on things you say that you are going to do. Which I find funny because you have the duality of the Moon and the Sun and they are both in reverse. Not only that but also the World card too. You are basically a walking contradiction. You are probably the person who always wants to go out and do things so you make plans with people but then cancel last minute and then wonder why you don't have friends, people don't invite you anywhere, or get sad because you don't go anywhere even though you are the problem. This is supposed to be a how do you view yourself post but instead, it turned into a what is wrong with you post, haha.
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Pile ll:
How Do You View Yourself? Tarot: Ace of Cups (reversed), 5 of Pentacles, Queen of Pentacles, The Tower, 5 of Wands
Pile ll while this reading will say some things about how you view yourself your cards are giving me how you view life in general and I am seeing a lot of lack mostly financially with the green symbolism in the cards and the 5 of pentacles which is all about lack of finances but it's not just finances that you feel there is a lack. Some of you truly don't believe that you are a good person or if not a good person you don't believe good things can happen to you. It's as if you pick the winning lottery every week for who will have a crappy week and you are always the top 5 runner up for this lottery ticket. You feel that you always have to battle other people and life itself. Back to how you feel about yourself, you may deal with Major Depression Disorder. I'm getting a visual of someone struggling to get out of bed most days because you just don't see anything good in yourself. You lack self-esteem, finances, possibly a support system, and so forth.
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Pile lll:
How Do You View Yourself? Tarot: Queen of Cups, 3 of Pentacles, Ace of Cups, 7 of Swords / Ace of Swords (reversed), 4 of Cups, The Wheel (reversed)
This is probably my least depressing pile with somewhat positive energy. Pile lll you see yourself as someone who is caring, kind, and empathetic towards others. You love to support your friends and those around you but for a few of you, you may not like to see others do better than you. This is only for a few of you, for others you like to compare yourself to others and see what you don't have and start to feel bad and question everything that you have built for yourself or you as a person. This could be about careers, looks, goals, etc. Either way, you sometimes let someone's finished project become your comparison when you are just starting things out or almost to the finish line but can't help but look over at the "competition." For those who share the energy of not wanting others to do better than them but like to see people succeed still. You may also carry narcissistic traits. this doesn't mean that you are one just you have certain traits that mirror one. (Please note that I am not a therapist and you should see a therapist for anything of mental and emotional diagnosis). You don't carry a lot of the symptoms of the trait only the one where you feel you may be better than others in a vain kind of way and not you are great at things you do. Again this is only a select few of you and not everyone for the most overall energy you like to compare and put yourself down when others do better than you but overall you see yourself as a great person who is kind, caring, supportive, etc.
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konomoreextra · 11 months ago
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SWAP AU!!! :D
SWAP TESSA!
she still the same but she's younger like 10 or 11
she favors U instead of N because they swap roles
SHE HAS THINGS ON HER OUTFIT AS A NOD TO HER FRIEND/CARETAKER's
She's scared of her parents.
U, T, L & DO-LL are assigned as caretakers of Tessa.
Tessa loves 'U' she thinks she is a badass caretaker because she protects Tessa from her parents and always brings her food when her parents lock her in her room.
Tessa thinks DO-LL's pretty but creepy.
Tessa likes 'L' but thinks she's bossy and nosey but she's nice.
Tessa loves 'T' for the same reason she loves 'U' but he's more subtle about it.
she considers U and T like second parents.
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[Uzi & N]
SD-U + Maid U
U is a pessimist
U is overprotective of things she cares about
U still has her solver it just never activated
U still loves anime
U is an engineer
U knows how to play the harp
U is a great listener
U is like a therapist when she's not being pessimistic
U feels like something is wrong
U is a great liar
Nix
Nix thinks U is beautiful but is too shy too tell her
Nix is also an engineer
Nix misses his mom
Nix is good at writing story's
Nix does not have a 'sick as hell railgun'
Nix does have light saber claws
Nix still loves dogs
Nix was named after one of Pluto's moons
Nix is a great storyteller
Nix knows how to voice act
Nix made Cynthias NEW VOICE
Nix has the Absolute solver
Nix is a bad liar
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[Doll & CYN]
DO-LL + SOLVER
DO-LL and U are like sisters they have the same relationship as CYN and N
doll calls U moonbeam or "Младшая сестра Лунный Луч" [little sister moonbeam]
DO-LL knows ballet
DO-LL only smiles around 'U' and in solver form
D̵̗̝̻̱̥̟͚̘̽̌́͋̾̊ȯ̶̦͊̍͌̕͠l̵̡̟̥̠͛̀̾̊̈́̅̌̂̇͆̒͒ͅl̸͔̃͑̿̏̓̏͂͂͛̽ ̸̼̻͑̊̇͐̚f̶̧̫͍̳̺̾̈́̇̊̓̌͘͠e̶̻̞͇̒̒͆̍̐̈́̓̃̾͆̊̕͠ę̵̛̞̪͙͖̳̹̦̲̼͇̖̿̍̏́l̶̡͇͙̬͉̈́̈́̅̽͆̌̌͜͝s̴̡̺̺͓̗̻͖̙̺̀̿͒͘͠ ̸̧̧̲̗̟̗̙̯͉̩̪̤̈̓̑̇̕͜b̴̡̖͖̦̱̯̮̆̈́͌̅̅��̢̰͎̳̩a̴̢̧̧̛̛̤͍̦̹̝͚̗͓̪̦͑̈́̓͗̇͑͑̎͒̐̚̕͜ͅd̸̥͈͇͉͖̟̠̩̑̊̈́̈́̒́̄͗̒́̽͘
Cynthia
Cynthia and Nix's parents are dead
Cynthia is calmer then Nix
Cynthia knows French
Cynthia's voice box was destroyed when they're parents were killed
she has a device attached to her throat via choker that acts as a voice box
Cynthias NEW VOICE looks like a flower
Cynthia has the absolute solver
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[Thad & V]
SD-T+ butler T
T and U used to date but are still friends
T doesn't have thads hat
T has a hard time remembering things
T lacks empathy
T has PTSD from the manor
T is a sociopathic
T is a great at knitting
T knows how to play violin
Valeri
Valeri is nicknamed Eri
Valeri is a sculptor
Valeri has a weird talent for sneaking up on people.
Valeri knows how to shoot bows and crossbows
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[J & LIZZY]
SD-L + maid L
L is narcissistic and a bit of a psychopath
L is a great actor
L is a fashionesta
L has to led hearts just below her visor
L loved DOLL
Jasmine
Jasmine is also a narcissist
Jasmine has OCD
Jamine loves Cynthia like a little sister
Jasmine is nicknamed Jami
Jasmine is a good artist
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a-bucket-of-trash · 2 years ago
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Soldier’s Princess – Kelvin x Female Reader – Part 2/2
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Part 1
Tags: daddy kelvin uwu, fluff and small smut
You were still sitting in the couch, somewhat reclined, looking at Kelvin comfortably leaning on the backrest, with the baby half seated, on his arm, while he gave her a bottle of milk. He looked absolutely natural, as if he had been doing this from the very moment Sophie had been born. Besides, the way he was looking at her, with such tenderness, made him look several times more attractive than he was before.
"You know that myth that says that men who are married with children look more attractive?" You saw his eyes fix on you "I think it's real" You winked at him.
"We're n-not married yet, little thing" He winked back at you "Wait a little... okay?"
"I'm not in a hurry, you're here, that's enough for me" You got a little closer to play with his hair "If you get tired of holding her, tell me"
"No, she's mine." He made a capricious face, setting the empty bottle aside. "You have Daddy's a-a-appetite... Good girl." He gently caressed her plump cheeks.
“Have you taken care of babies before? You're too natural for her to be the first one you hold.” You kept rubbing his scalp.
"I have a five-year-old n-n-nephew... I took care of him a lot w-when he was a baby" He took one of Sophie's hands, watching her grab his finger "D-a-d... I'm dad" He looked at you "Did she say mommy and daddy yet?"
“Mhm” You nodded “A few weeks ago…”
"D-damn, I'm late" He was slightly shocked "Oh no! Ll-l-language! Ssshhhh no more p-p-p-profanity” He glared at Sophie “Right? Daddy has to be polite now... or m-mommy's going to get mad."
"It's very hard to get mad at you acting so adorable." You laughed softly.
"Do you know that Sophie l-laughs just like you?" He saw your curious look "Mhm, don't look at me like that, I'm t-t-telling the truth"
"Well, I did my best to laugh twice as much these months" You became a little more serious "It was... complicated... People who judged me for coming back pregnant, because you weren't here... Being alone, missing you... So I tried twice as hard so she wouldn't notice any of it."
"Oh my g-g-g-goodness..." He caressed your cheek for a long time, saddened "My life... I'm so sorry..."
“I already told you, it's okay…” You smiled back, holding his hand to firmly rub your face between his fingers “Only you and I know the truth, I'm not going to let the comments of people who have no idea what we went through affected me…”
“Were you all a-alone? Did no one help you?" He gently brushed your cheekbone.
“No, my sister was here a lot at the beginning. Now she still comes back some weekends to give me a hand. You're going to know her and you're going to hate her" You laughed "She's as rude as me when we just fell from the helicopter "
"I'm scared then" He thought "She's going to b-b-believe that I was l-l-l-lounging around while you were having my little p-princess"
“Don't worry, she knows that I did complicated… jobs. I told her something, no details, but she knows you were forced away and you had brain damage and all that.” You smiled and pointed your chin at Sophie “Look… just like you.”
Kelvin looked at her daughter, asleep in his arm, which made him smile "A full s-s-stomach is a safe nap... 100% my d-daughter" He looked at you "I'm going to leave her in the crib"
You saw him go, leave her in her crib, cover her well and return taking quick steps to the couch, to sit very close to you and hug you.
"Now yes, time e-e-e-exclusively for my queen" He whispered, smiling, noticing how you filled his cheek with tender kisses "I n-needed your tender love"
“And I needed you…my king…” You purred, moving to sit facing him on his lap.
“Hello, hello…” He looked at you interestedly, caressing your thighs.
"You know?" You caressed his face, looking at his beautiful brown eyes "When I had Sophie I asked to be tying... So we can do all the simulation of looking for a little brother we want, without risk"
"Lady M-m-mercenary, you really think e.everything" He licked his lips, feeling somewhat anxious.
"Former mercenary, Mr. Ex-Soldier" You playfully touched his nose "I am now Mrs. Butcher"
“Do you work in a b-butcher shop?” He saw you nod and started laughing out loud. He hastily covered his mouth as he laughed, trying not to wake Sophie. "S-shit…shh."
"Does this seem weird to you?" You chuckled softly, “Where do you think I learned two-handed stabbing and slicing cannibals? My father was a butcher…”
"How sexy." He laugh more.
"Funny guy" You kissed his forehead hard "God, your laugh gives me a thousand years of life... I love to see you laugh"
"You make me laugh so much b-because you make me e-e-exaggeratedly happy" He caressed your waist temptingly "So, if mom works, dad will s-stay at home taking care of the p-p-princess and doing e-everything a housewife does"
"Well, you did perfectly on the island, you're more than qualified…" You looked into his eyes, touching his chin, sighing softly.
You were silent for a while, just looking into each other's eyes, yearning even more, devouring eachother with your gaze, remembering that now you were safe. Your gaze faded moments before you began to kiss deeply, with the desperation and passion of months apart, growling and purring, hands searching under the clothes, the desire burning the fingers.
“I miss doing it to you…” He growled, his hands feeling your breasts “God… they did g-grow…”
"Motherhood." You half moaned, feeling his erection under his pants.
"My love..." He looked at you as you rubbed a little against his pelvis, your chest close to his face "Let's get m-m-married t-t-tomorrow"
"Didn't you tell me to wait?" You buried your fingers in his hair, looking up at him.
"I c-c-changed my mind..." He smiled at you, winking.
"Done" You smiled "Let's have the bachelor party right now"
He laughed softly, feeling yourwarm body against himself, ready to spend not just the rest of the day with you, but the rest of his life, taking care of you and that little princess he had barely met and already loved more than his own life.
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lovecolibri · 2 years ago
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I just hope that tomorrow apart from the " do more" we' ll have some eddie scenes, because the way they're underusing him in s6 it's criminal, ofc since kr hates him and likes to keep him far away from buck the moment he'll start to date again we'll see him 20 min for episodes because no homo, like there wasn't really any other sl for him but dating again right?
I know that whatever we get from all the cast tomorrow is gonna be soooo good, but I'm not gonna lie, I'm trying to keep my expectations for how much Eddie we're getting low, just so I'm not overly disappointed. I wouldn't necessarily say KR hates him (that argument could be made of Oliver too since Buck's personal storylines outside the firefam have been trash since she took over), which we know isn't true, she's just....bad a coming up with storylines in general across the board 🤷🏻‍♀️ Honestly I think that's what him dating again is about too.
A) TPTB haven't fully pulled the Buddie trigger (I expect that Tim wants to be around to get the credit for that and also she's....not the one anyone would pick to head that train), and these guys can only have so many scenes screaming each other's names while single before they gotta wedge some woman in there to "prove" there's nothing to see. 🙄
B) KR is bad at coming up with ideas and while I don't think she hates Ryan/Eddie, I DO think that she just doesn't find the character interesting so she doesn't know what to do with him. It's the same with Chim who is getting the first storyline centered on him since season THREE when Albert showed up. Everything else has been about Madney and he was written off the show for most of that, and their breakup AND resolution/working things out happened off screen. JLH has negotiated for limited time on set apparently but they continued to squander the majority of the time she DID have on random stuff instead of making sure she was included in firefam stuff like being the one at dispatch on big calls which she could film separately from the team to fit her schedule. Bobby has this WHOLE arc with Wendall, and yet KR didn't think that name needed to come up a single time before 6x09 and Bobby spent the previous 8 episodes being a background character with nothing going on. Ravi is supposed to be back with a big episode and his name hasn't been mentioned a single time in 10 episodes. Hen was apparently going to officially leave the 118 to continue med school and it wasn't ever mentioned until suddenly there was a going away party. There was no Chim being nostalgic on calls that "this could be the last time you have to hold the vomit bag in the back of the ambulance" or anything. Honestly, I didn't even KNOW she was resigning, until that party because everything was about her passing the test to move on, it never came up that moving on would necessitate her leaving which SHOULD have been a huge plot point. Chim was going to lose his partner and we didn't hear anything about it until we were watching her going away party! Yet another of the things KR had in her notes that she didn't think needed to make it on screen so the audience knows what's going on. And it's not like there wasn't time for all that ins 6a because nothing much else happened.
Point is, we've got some GOOD writers and directors back, and the cast is really excited about the work they've been doing (though it's good to remember what an actor finds exciting to DO and a fun experience for them ACTING, doesn't necessarily translate perfectly to what the audience prefers to SEE on our end), but at the end of the day the same person is still making the decisions and planning the arcs. And unless someone higher up steps in (as they did with the L mess and what appears to have happened with the sperm donor arc given that the interviews are showing distinctly opposite answers to what they were after 6x09), we're still stuck with someone who has proven since taking over partway through s4, that she fundamentally doesn't understand the characters or what motivates them, or what the audience wants from the show. The tone of the seasons has swung wildly all over the place and been horribly inconsistent, and either nothing is happening or they're trying to pack too much in to an episode.
So for my personal edification and to make my experience as enjoyable for me personally as possible, I'm working on managing my expectations so I'm either right, or pleasantly surprised and delighted by what's delivered. And as I said, at the very least, whatever we DO get, from Ryan or any of the rest of the cast, is gonna be GOLD.
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