#it's messy

[guessilllive]

Toxic old man yoai was an unexpected yet delightful addition to 2024 ngl. I present Bill Cypher as a flapper girl.

[serafisolaris]

practicing movement ;;

[lukolabrainrot]

Do you think if L/N discussed anything in Toronto about using A as a cover up to draw focus from their chemistry until they got back on set to film S4… hence why he went back and started liking As posts to make it look like they were still involved. The whole thing just seems like a big set up to me. The biggest thing for me is the fact that Netflix, Shondaland, Jack, Ryan cast and crew are all shipping Lukola, there is no way L and N wouldn’t have ok’d that if they weren’t already a thing. Also about the intimacy scenes I don’t think they would have been allowed to free range those scenes unless they were already an item and agreed it seems completely different to the other leads experience.

Ok I want to clarify something. I 100% do not believe that A is a cover. A has been around for almost a year. I think that there was some overlap between N & A during the PR tour, and L/N are trying to keep that private from the GA.

Lastly, I believe that a lot of the public shipping we saw from Netflix, Shondaland, Jack, Ryan, and cast and crew was to promote the show. However, I also think a lot of them know that there are genuine feelings between L/N.

[peoplepersonoaktree]

Raph misses food.

Mikey regrets asking

Idk how they would eat.

Pt 2

The people have spoken. These guys will get their own comic when I have the time.

[zivazivc]

I'm gonna take some time to digest and think about that comic before I come to a decision. The decision being whether to continue to support you or just leave you be.

If I decide to leave you be, just know that there are no hard feelings, okay?

You are on anon so I don't know if this is someone who I've talked to before, but either way, yes, no hard feelings. I completely understand. It's the internet, anyone can unfollow anyone for any reason, but also I know this is an uncomfortable topic and even triggering to some, and some people are just not here for that. I was contemplating posting it for a while for this reason.

I do kinda want to point out that the purpose was/is not to fetishize a relationship with a minor and I will never fetishize or glorify that ever. It's wrong and unhealthy even if there's no malicious intent present. (am pointing it out because I got a bunch of asks about it and I'm 🧍) But this is fiction, and I portrayed the scenes the way that I did mainly because I made the comic from Floyd's perspective and I wanted to get in his head and show what exactly he was feeling in that moment. If the end result makes you feel uncomfortable or "flustered" (I don't think I'm using the right English word) in a certain icky way, that was kind of the point and I believe should be a normal reaction from an adult.

I spent my high school years (normally 15-19yo, but it was more like 14-22+) living in a dorm in the country's capitol and I attended a vocational school for visual arts that is pretty notorious for having a drug problem (I'm talking about mostly weed) and being full of weirdos (students free and comfortable expressing themselves and experimenting with expressing themselves but weirdos is the used term lol). The dorm is also located very near the city's subcultural center (look up Ljubljana Metelkova if you want, it's kind of what I imagine the underground scenes the bandmates visit looking like) which is like a hangout place for subcultures like punks and metalheads and the lgbtq. Anyway coming from living my whole life in a rural village where I still played with toys to somewhere like that was an insane shock to me. I sometimes felt like a toddler around young adults in a big city. And it was whiplash for many other teens too, some of whom quickly fell into bad crowds and spiraled, often those who came from bad home situations or controlling parents (heck some even came from elementary schools already doing problematic things). The amount of rumors of things happening in that dorm and school (drugs, sex, messing around with older teens/adults, whatever)... (I'm not saying it was like a concerning percentage of students but it was happening) Some of these people who made some bad choices were and some still are my friends, some of whom still struggle with some things today and it's heartbreaking.

Anyway where I was going with this is that in high school I was always kind of the anti all of that (to the point it had the opposite effect on me where I didn't even try out the normal teenage things) and just thinking "what the fuck is wrong with these people?" And recently, when my headcanons for Floyd started going in the direction that they have, I started wondering the same thing. Just not in a judgemental way this time. More like I want to dissect this situation carefully and understand it from everyone's perspective and see what lead up to it. I've always been very fascinated by morally gray and dark fiction for this reason and this is right up that alley.

So yeah, this isn't for everyone, and I can't hold a grudge if anyone unfollows me for it. But what I'm doing here is inspired a lot by real life situations and my weird deep dives into articles about trauma and its effects (also pretty sure I'm also processing some of my own personal emotions through these blorbos but I am not going into that), and I feel like I'm taking a pretty realistic approach to it (if you ignore the fact that this is fucking Trolls). I'm just slowly exploring how a relationship between a teen who comes from a sheltered almost cultish upbringing (pop trolls live in a concentration camp and are dealing with the horrors by singing and enjoying every minute of their every day like life is a ticking time bomb) and a young adult who never got a chance to grow up because he never experienced a childhood and is suddenly being liked by someone for the first time in his life (I'll talk more about Les some other time), would develop into hopefully something okay for both of them. Because I do want them to both be okay in the end. And I'm sharing some of my brainworms online for anyone who's interested. I just can't share ALL of my brain worms and sometimes I forget that people don't have a view of what's going on in my head. Yeah... This answer became long for no other reason except that I can't sleep because I posted that comic, damn. That's what I get for dropping that bombshell on top of what was mostly fun "comedic" posts about the AU so far.

[multishipperofgaydeadwizards]

rosekiller & jily to bartylily & rosechaser

[seccoshit]

Fortnite fandom, I share with you this ship I've been hyperfixated on for a week now

[mary-bell-radiation-authority]

I know I've had a lot of fake out deaths over the past few months, and though this may be one of them in time,

bye guys

it's been fun - Unpaid MBRA Intern Number 2012

the voice fades away

[thescribblings]

Had a vision this morning, tried a new perspective :]

Suggestive drawing of Ori under the cut

Those tela-novelas sure are interesting to watch when you have company, eh?

That is all

Have nice day :]

[thedaughtersoflilith]

give me a bisexual with multiple ear piercings and I'm good

[neonpaperlanterns]

[sillylittlerock]

my dashboard is so wild right now, like it goes from "i drew mike and will as the little mermaid :)" to "FUCK THE KING, FUCK THE MONARCHY, FUCK THE TORIES" to "this is why killing this stranger things character WOULD NOT MAKE SENSE" to "wga strikes!!! stop AI!!!" back to "i drew mike and will in a coffee shop and florist au <3"

[kyoties]

Saw a gojo x Sakura fanfic and am now curious about their messed up relationship

Exes to lovers to exes to lovers to exes to lovers to--

[dark-silver-rain]

Having younger siblings who are set on the mindset that I never want them to succeed is exhausting. Why would I want that? I actually wish you success where I failed. I want to give you all the roadmaps marked with all the potholes I fell in so that you don't. I slept with an eye open and the fan off so that I could hear all the sounds and intervene if a fight broke out. You didn't notice. I didn't want you to. My life has been a patchwork of failures that I have woven together as successes. I have never hidden that. You use those failures as an argument when we fight. (It hurts) I took things you didn't like, unknowingly. I have forgotten what I liked, but I know your choices. I am sorry I am harsh on you sometimes. Please I love you, you are family. I don't think I'll love someone that much.

[femslashspuffy]

Visual representation of a year on destiel

As you can see there is a very small amount of time where you can try to be normal and even then it's not guaranteed

Jan 24- Dean's birthday

February 14- Wedding Anniversary

March 20- Goodbye Stranger

May 6- Tmwwbk

September 18- Lazarus Rising

Nov 5- Singularity

Nov 12,19- Inheit the Earth/Carry On

Nov 25- Spanish confession anniversary