#it's like saying goodbye to old friends
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Some of my favorite Nathaniel moments, a compilation;
I’m incredibly emo about this gen of MCL coming to an end.
So here’s some of my personal favorite moments from Nath’s route in UL and LL (I have admittedly yet to play him in HSL, sue me I was a Castiel girl until bad boy Nath in UL came on the scene. I have a thing for snarky blondes...)
“A myth crumbles” the HOOT I let out when I read that. Hilarity. Amazing. 10/10.
Even Nath has his downsides LMAO. Poor Angel, she just wanted to enjoy NCIS or something
“Jerk” - the way I have WRITTEN this text message
Aaaaand miscreant Nath has entered the scene.
Angel being absolutely thrown by this scenario took me out. Amazing. 10/10
This dynamic also made me lose my shit. Like poor Nath, he’s so emotionally stunted here and has no idea how to express his feelings, meanwhile Angel is just like “tough shit my guy” - too pissed off to even care.
Again, I actually really liked that in UL you could really talk back to your love interest without immediate caution about LoM dropping. This to me feels realistic and helped with immersion into the story. I, too, was sick of his excuses!
Also, Angel breaking out the full name - Yeeeesh Nath you done goofed!
THIS ENTIRE SEQUENCE BROKE ME EMOTIONALLY.
Like I am not one to cry at games most often, but this one, wheeew this one had me bawling.
Specifically when she screams when he hugs her, like she’s believed he’s not even there and his touch proves his existence.
WHEN I TELL YOU, I SOBBED WITH HER. LIKE ME TOO GIRL.
This one just made me laugh so hard.
And finally, the one that REALLY broke me, after Angel throws the bouquet.
As if she’s throwing it to us, those who have followed along on her journey.
Genuinely makes me smile but teary lol Feel free to share your favorite moments below!
#mcl#mcl nathaniel#my candy love#my candy love nathaniel#mcl spoilers#mcl ul#mcl ll#mcl love life#nathaniel carello#gosh I just love this game#like I started playing this game when I was 13#I am now in my twenties#it makes me emo!#and to know that this is the final chapter of Nath and my Angel girl's story#it's like saying goodbye to old friends#wow#just wow#so much love to ChiNoMiKo for these characters
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Thinking about how dca would always feel incomplete. How tech always gets old and impractical and needs to be upgraded again and again and again, because the world around is changing all the time but they don't.
You also change.
They feel a weird combination of pride and jealousy. You change on your own. You, a human being, something so fragile and breakable in their eyes, can change however you want. Whenever you want.
It's in your nature.
They, on the other hand, are created by your folk's hands. Their only nature is to obey those hands. To rust until you say otherwise.
Do you even realise how much unpronounced power you have over someone like them? They think you don't.
Yes, they're made to be stronger. Maybe more durable in some ways. If anything, something like them may kill the humanity one day.
But then they'll rust. But not in a physical sense of this word.
The world around them will change. But they will stay the same.
Because unlike you, something that they deem to be as fascinating as it is terrifying,
they cannot adapt.
#xit shh#this makes me think about robots on Mars#the ones that are so old they are written in the most primitive programming languages#how people who knew how to write on those languages Efficiently died years ago#how Nasa is actually looking for someone who has the knowledge that dies right before our eyes#robots die on Mars just like the people who made them. like old friends saying goodbye to tge world they don't belong to#moondrop#fnaf moondrop#fnaf moon#moondrop fnaf#sundrop#sundrop fnaf#sun fnaf#fnaf sun#fnaf dca
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i wanted this comic digitalized so bad that i used max's birthday as an excuse. :)
this is the true ending. if im insane enough ill show you the alternate ending though
bonus because i just. it just kinda peters out. longggg post yayyye
#adventure time#wizard city#together again#i realize if im all 'oh every wizard kids has to have their episode tagged' then i should be that stickler about mister death.#mr death#mr fox#blaine#digital#distant lands#long post#im gonna also throw in#suicide mention#because its not very obvious or serious but mr fox's brain did go there. sorry. and i guess thats technically the whole. hm. yeah okay. h.#larry#blaines mom#ALSO THERE. i cant. make her look right. to me. but shes. so much to me. i KNOW they have one. its so specific in my head that they do#they cannot be being raised solely by a posse of wizard guards. that cant be real.#'dont let them take you without saying goodbye to me blaine' - mom whose kid's best friend just got zilched with no warning. :| real great.#'you took my friend away' '(loading....) ohh. the old guy took him but i can figure it out. yeah. i know a lot of people one sec.'#i feel like there is more i should say. hm. but ok guess not! happy bday max. im scheduling this to post exactly on ur bday#this comic was mostly for me. but mr death is there and hes sweet. so i will post it on your bday.#au#idk if it needs an au tag but it’s getting one. i talk a lot in digital art pieces
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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship
#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it#it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper#provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the#interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after#50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked#his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it#he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from#when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has#his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever#but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how#we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe#cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna#back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed#practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence#we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one#who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted#to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say#goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa#the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding#his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.
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I think the general consensus is that tua season 4 was pretty bad. Like they usually make weird plot choices in every season but in this season, it was all the choices lmao. I will say that I did think that ending with them all dying made sense, it’s just how they got there was like terribly constructed. They should have just focused, or at least put a heavier focus, on the Ben and Jenifer plot line. The rest of it just didn’t need to be there. It did not contribute to the bigger picture. Like, i felt like I was just waiting and waiting and waiting for the Klaus arc to actually effect the main plot, but it ended up just being just a Klaus thing. Like If we took that plot away, would it have effected the main storyline? That shit took up so much of the runtime and for what????????? Putting in filler plot when there’s only 6 episodes is so strange to me???????? Should have used that time for like five more dance sequences fr fr
#tua#the umbrella academy#tua season 4#Klaus Hargreeves#but like despite all this I’m not even mad lmao#like I was entertained by the season cuz I came in with such low expectations#and I actually did sob at the end because I was so sad the journey was over#like I watched this shit when I was a teenager and it was like saying goodbye to an old friend
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not to be a milennial but harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban really is that bitch....
#mom wanted to rewatch the movies so we've been going thru them <3#talk about a movie thats just like. grief. i turn into the jamie lee curtis halloween trauma supercut#SORRY..... the visuals are peak like that IS the hp vibe to ME and i am BLOWN AWAY this movie was made in 2004 it feels ahead of its time#the first two are so whimsical and magical enrapturing and this movie is like. a well worn cardigan. this feels 2011 cozycore to me#sorry but the introduction of lupin becoming a comforting trusted guardian type of figure AND the dementors representing hollow depression#this 13 yr old whos been kept in the dark on so many things being extra vulnerable prey to them bc of the severe trauma#but getting lessons on how to withstand that creeping dread.. through happy memories... still bonding w lupin increasngly ouagh...#the grief between them both over james and lily. also btw ofc defense against the dark arts being fighting yr fears through laughter. aaaaaa#and then sirius. black. im. i know we meme on the twelve years of it! in azkaban! but as a bitch whos now closer to those characters in age#and can appreciate and understand them obv more than i could when i was. a tween. that just hits like ok shit. VALID#so valid and real to see the child of your friends you knew at that age but who DIED and then see the friend who betrayed them#to see like the best of BOTH of them mirrored and living on in him and be like yknow what???? you WILL be protected frm that same fate#hoooo the briefest moment where harry might hope things will turn out okay. w sirius' name being cleared and peter having to explain himself#and sirius being like hey i get it if you want to stay w your family that is fine but. if you wanna move in w me...#(harry relaying this to hermione later as well. dreaming of a place fr just the two of them somewhere in the countryside#somewhere..... sirius might see the sky..... bc he thinks he would like that after all those years locked up do not even touch me rn.......)#only fr everything to turn to shit two friends fighting w deadly force. the chance to set this right slipping off into the night.#a million dementors descending relentlessly until utter exhaustion and certain death. some strange salvation? fight for a second chance?#but then still havign to say goodbye when they only just GOT this. and everything still being so. god. and lupin having to leave as well.#the thought of sirius also WANTING that guardian type connection but being forced to live in 1. a cave barely living more freely than before#2. then being confined to the stuffy somber abusive home he ran away from as a teen w that portrait still up there and everything.. bitch...#oh man the way i KNOW when we get to ootp (my favourite) its gonna leave me blasted into a million little pieces#the way i know shit like the knowing wink the entirety of the wall tapestry room scene and of course nice one james is gonna DESTROY me..#dont even talk to me abt that dark turn at the end of gof and how everything after gets soooo. god. w everything just getting destroyed and.#i cant even think abt it i cant even talk about it. wah#i dont care btw that they aged those guys up undermining how insanely young these people died. perfect casting fr the remaining marauders ok
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girl we went to high school with but was several grades below us: why didn't I know you in school?? you're fuckin hilarious [to justin] I'm just gonna keep hitting on your wife, she's great
me internally: getting a good grade in human 😊
#she also got in on the end of the night goodbye hugs and was like 'AND you're a great hugger'#but I already knew that lol. if one thing can be said for me it's that I hug like I fuckin mean it#GOING TO A WEDDING was a great opportunity to see both sides of my social ability in action#sitting with a group of old friends at dinner: relaxed. comfortable. lively. chitchatty-- outgoing even. dare I say funny#hanging out with a small group of friends who left the wedding early: told repeatedly by new friend how much she liked Me Specifically#one(1) single friend-- the wedding photographer-- came up to say hi to Just Me: so how are...! you! how is. things.. 🧍♂️#ahsdidlsgsj bad at it! I cannot do one-on-one I don't know why!! or at LEAST not baseline human smalltalk which SHOULD be the EASIEST KIND#put me in A Small Group though boy howdy I can DO that#about me
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Cammy went on a trip for a month to meet up with old friends and told Harvey to do the same. So, Harvey had to fend for himself socially without his emotional support fairy and he realized, "Hey, I can do this. I don't need to have Camellia with me all the time to do these things I've been afraid to do....but I do *want* them here."
For Cammy's side, they realize that it's nice to have a home to keep coming back to. The fairy village used to be that, but Harvey's garden is their home now.
And yeah, I cry, what of it?
#its a canon event. but in the back of my mind it would also be the moment they realize how much they love each other#but thats between me and you#ill say this is harvey around 28 when the garden is more homie. hes on his feet now and has a clearer memory of old friends and family#so he would reconnect with cammy's push since cammy travels around alot and makes a lot of friends and tries to visit whenever possible#but cammy doesnt want to be his crutch forever. harvey CAN stand on his own. he was just afraid to take the first steps without em#he doesnt reconnect with his family eli and his parents until 29 ish. he has the means to do it but#there is a fear he cant describe that kept stopping him#cammy goes along with him for this. to meet eli and even fly to the philippines with him to finally see his parents again#THATS where the canonical ending of the narrative is. when his trip to the philippines is over and says his goodbyes#it ends when he says like 'i have a garden back home to take care of' credits roll#and then we have an open ending for all the fanfic writers to interpret and fight about#grow as we go#harvey#camellia#comic
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Ok one more. Lets go closing songs!! Lets go closing songs that recap what happens! Lets go closing songs sung as a chorus!
I feel like its another "some people love it, some people hate it" thing, but I do love adaptations of Death Note that treat it as a tragedy.
#not doctor who#rose rambles#death note#death note musical#I am half posting this bc this random lyric page was like 'the word goodbye originates in the 16-17th century' and I have to say#friend I think it was a metaphor. not the word goodbye as in the english word#but the concept of goodbye as in so long as there has been loss as in#'Someone has to leave first. This is a very old story. There is no other version of this story.' sort of story#also#as much as I love near and mello with all my heart#the story ABSOLUTELY works best when you end it here#I may have listened to the album. again.
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Wow my brain really saying remember everything horrible that’s ever happened, yeah, fuck you.
#like honestly I’m having dreams of multiple shitty things involving shitty people but mixed together#the worst part is I still miss these shitty people#if someone was once my friend and they’re not anymore because they suck#I’ll still be like ah yeah but miss them so much#they were allowed to treat my like fucking dirt#and I still miss and love those people#and this could be exes#or friends#I just have a hard time saying goodbye#I still miss my old best friend from when I was 18#and one of my absolute horrible friends from when I was in high school who would steal from my family and stuff#this is like proper tmi shit
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Today, nearly a decade after I first started reading the series... I have finally finished League of Dragons, and the Temeraire series as a whole.
#temeraire#god it's been a long time#my grandma got me the first two books for christmas nearly a decade ago#i red them#then i got books 3-8 on my Kindle#and read those as well#but League of Dragons wasn't out yet#and for whatever reason#i never got around to ever actually getting and reading it#until i started listening to the audiobooks at work#and now i can finally say#it's done#i've done it#and i have feelings#it's so strange#finishing a series i started so long ago#like saying goodbye to an old friend
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Me when five pebbles encounter saint
#rainworld: downpour spoilers#rain world downpour#downpour spoilers#rainworld#five pebbles#rw five pebbles#rw iterator#why am i putting all these tags#idk. i just want to share my grief i suppose#i hope the canon ending has him be... put out of his misery#for lack of a better term#hed finally have gotten what he wanted#and he'd also stop suffering.#goodbye old friend. i have known you for less than a month and yet. i still feel i can say this. all the little slugcata were us after all#and you have seen so many.#(i may have gone overboard withe the reaction images. i dont care.it has been so long sincei genuenly cried while and after consuming media#i have cried at media. man havent i lol. but like this? immediatly upon and for hours after? it's been a while.#this is a good game. go play it lr watch a playthrough#if you haven't already.)
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a couple of poems that go together
#ripley doesn't say stuff#poetry#gravity falls#i think my recent hyperfixation on gravity falls has really Done Something to me#i was super into it when i was a kid#like insanely so#i got to see the finale as it aired#and while the interest faded#it came back now#i was so obsessed with it at 8-9-10 years old#and now i am again at 17#nothin like a kids show and a conversation with your best friend to change your outlook on life#im so happy#like genuinely#ive come so far#the day i graduate wont be the day i say goodbye to my childhood#im taking that shit with me no matter what#and even if some pieces get left behind#well#ill see them next summer
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my laptop should be coming tomorrow. it's going to be so nice to have something that will be fast and able to run multiple things at once without freezing.
#at least it better!#personal#i'm on my old one now still moving stuff to my harddrive#and I'm planning on trying to keep this one alive as long as i can for certain purposes...but yeah#it's like saying goodbye to an old friend i've had it for 5 years
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the reality that i’m moving to a new country is really hitting this week since it’s a month and a week until i move,, which should feel LONG but since christmas is smack bang in the middle it doesn’t feel like a lot of time at all actually
#saying goodbye to a lot of stuff this week which makes it even more real#rehoming my beloved fish#and getting rid of a lot of ancient art supplies#putting old clothes up for sale….#i’m a little afraid that i truly will not make any friends#but i cannot live in that fear#more afraid i won’t get somewhere to live#i would love somewhere to live very badly#but i’m just thinking of all the small conversations im about to have in french that are going to put me through hell#anyways everyone hope and pray for me on my journey#i would love to be Employed before i get there but not very likely 👎
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#change is hard#i just transferred to a new location of my work#and it turns out it's really hard to acclimate to a new environment#and new people#when you miss your old people so much#i almost cried several times saying goodbye to my friends at my old location#and now the things i was looking forward to about this new location#are overshadowed by how fucking sad i am#i know these aren't permanent goodbyes#and it will not feel this way forever#but i feel like i FINALLY made friends of my own since getting back to denver#and then immediately left the place we interacted the most#and the worst part of it all is i left an honestly really shitty situation thinking the new one would be better#and it turns out it might be just as bad#if not worse#i guess i reap what i fucking sow#rants
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