#it's just frustrating being queer in a very unsafe/hostile environment
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but prof sycamore also looked very cute in this pic here and I wanted to share it
eepy french man
#having those feelings™️ again#it's just frustrating being queer in a very unsafe/hostile environment#not even just in person#but in another socmed platform that I'm active in#part of the reason why I made this acc in the first place is because I just. feel safer in a way#being my silly lil gay self making gay content#what frustrates me is how I Thought I'd never have to feel this way in that other online community I'm part of#because for a while I really was happy#I still am#-ish.....#I more so love the media itself we're a community for (not pkmn- another one I havent mentioned here) than the community itself#bc there's just that part of me that Knows how much I'd be#burnt at the stake for just loving who I do#for being Me#but what can I do really - if they knew then . well#Id lose everything. Id lose people I care about bc I know#I just know deep down that they cant accept that part of me#no matter how much theyve considered me a friend all this time. if they knew then. it . goes against what they believe in.#but then it becomes a question of whether it's even worth pretending to be something Im not just to be safe or to risk it all for freedom#that sounds cheesy as fuck but that's essentially what it boils down to#uoguhghghgngn#gonna doodle my silly beloveds just to cheer up#there are people out there who do accept me. who do make me feel safe . and that's what should matter. what I should focus on#fluff sad hours
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