#it's jus gone
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y'know earlier today I was like woowww I've gotten sooo used to the dsmp just being Over and almost every plotline being in Shreds now from both the problems in the first place abd how many people've been cut out of the story and then there's like. that post. or last week the heaven and hell post. where I'm reminded that oh, no, there Is a hole in my heart where lmanburg once was and oh right we ignore rule 1 of how things ended not mattering and that everythings just Over and there are too many pieces missing to ever put it back together. rinse and repeat!
#it Is getting better. I've genuinely been thinking about it less. but Fuckk dude it's so joever#I've cried nine solid hours about this shit since february 23rd but y'know what they say! mcyt bloggers know how to endure!#dsmp#sorry for the maintag I just have friends with the tags blocked so I want them to have this properly filtered out#vent#also sorry because to anyone who doesn't know me on discord and doesn't read my tags on stuff this is left field as hell akl;hksdh#yeah no Ive been having emotions#but like. dude. do you know how few plotlines are intact. shaking you do you know how little of the story is intact#the eggpire Was doing well and it's still. functional. but like. fucking lmanburg dude. that's just. It just doesn't work anymore#it's jus gone
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Finished season 2…
#MAN…………….MAN.#Shima speaks#Squid Game#Squid Game season 2#You know what I’m sure the rebellion would have gone GREAT if In-ho. WASN’T THERE#(Also if Dae-ho didn’t freeze up 😭)#Homie got hit with the PTSD at the wrong time 😔#I keep telling myself that In-ho just doesn’t know what it’s like since he’s the Front Man but then I remember!#Shit wait he’s done this before!#I love how much In-ho and Gi-hun compliment each other. AND how they’re also complete opposites#They both won the Squid Game. Watched people die. And were too late to save the ones they loved#And yet!! And yet. There’s still such a huge difference between their character#Bc Gi-hun is STILL compassionate. Still has faith in people. Is still HUMAN#Meanwhile In-ho isn’t#Imagine what a turn of events this season would have been if Gi-hun’s compassion and humanity actually got through to In-ho…man…#In-ho changing bc of Gi-hun’s faith and care for people and deciding you know what yeah. Fuck it. Fuck THIS. I’m over it#And actually helps with the rebellion all the way to the end. Kills his subordinates bc he’s done with this shit#Anyway what a fucking ROLLERCOASTER holy shit.#HYUN-JU MY FUCKING QUEEN. SHE IS EVERYTHING. SLAY BITCH I LOVE YOU#I will be SO upset if she dies#Also slightly off topic from the ending but AGHHH when they were doing the 5 team race and everyone was cheering!!! It was so sweet 😭#They were all on each other’s side at least in that moment#Just seeing everyone yelling and hollering and cheering on all the teams I wanted to CRY#And then they all try to kill each other later on. Smh#Anyway can’t wait for season 3 to tear me asunder :))))
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I just had a thought
in last life pearl and Scott totally cuddled and slept in the same bed
in double life I imagine pearl laying awake with Tilly on top of her meanwhile Scott and Cleo are cuddling across the map
I can’t imagine her in any other series sleeping in the same bed as any of her future teams or cuddling with them. Totally separated. She and Bigb had beds that were across from each other in limited life. In secret life her team lived in completely different houses and her dogs were outside. In wild life I think they have the equivalent of like three king sized beds pushed together, impulse, Scott, and Cleo were always more towards the inside while pearl sleeps right at the edge, nearly falling off the bed. There’s something so personal and intimate in sleeping that near to other people that she just can’t do after the double life betrayal. As much as she would like to be close to them she just can’t do that, it just reminds her of being alone and she takes some comfort in that.
#I also imagine that Pearl cannot get through a night without waking up. Girlie wakes up at least once every night and sometimes she needs to#Get up and walk around for a minute under the moon. This started during double life where she would sit in the windows of her tower and jus#Stare at the moon until it started to go away or she got tired enough to sleep. She’s really good at hiding it and getting back in bed so#They don’t notice that she was gone.#life series#pearlescentmoon#scarlet pearl#double life pearl
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my plush collection ˃๑⃙⃘´༥`๑⃙⃘ as of 01 /11 / 25
#𝓍𝒾𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓇 ◜ ᵜ ྀི 𑁬#ehe tis is for myself sorrie ><#i kno it's quite embarrassing to have so many but i can't help it :c they keep me company#i jus goy kazu today so i can play genshin with him & diluc ! !#and my bite sized bllk babies ! ! rin reo and nagi r with my sis on vacay hehe#and pochita and jotaro r my favs frm their shows hehe ૮ ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈ෆ��#theres also a strawberry ice bear in the back ! along with kero and sir quackers bertholomew ^^#and the huge cinna as well ^^ he watches them when m gone#im talkin to much .. these r my babies c: my comforts
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in my little obey me universe , luci abuses his power sometimes to provoke belphie. he pulls his litl sister out of the class she has with belphie jus so he can eat her out in the bathroom . then u have 2 ask belphie later if he happened to take any notes while u were gone <\3
#𝚜𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚕𝚎𝚜 ⪩⪨ .𖥔 ݁ ˖#belphie ❤︎#luci ❤︎#tw:incest#it’s a competition okie#luci flexes cuz he knows belphie jus doesn’t have the authority to do that#belphie obvi gets upset bc he knows exactly wht luci is doing to u when ur gone#he’s so sick 2 his stomach tht he can’t even nap
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i remembered she existed bc shes apart of my finals. shes separated from her sisters :( give her back :(((
#genuinely stopped studying jus to make this stupid meme#she makes me so sad#i would give her back#they miss her :(#they hold a space for her because shes not forgotten#just gone#caryatids
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i turn 30 today. I be thankful for all the blessings i've had in this life and the love i got to experience.
i know it be wrong to say, but i truly pray that i don't got another 30 on earth... I pray that my purpose fulfilled sooner than later and im called home.
every new day is a day closer to our reunion, my love.
#when i turned 20 i had lost my brother 2 months prior#I jus turn 30 and i lost my wife 4 months ago#i'm beyond blessed despite the pain i've gone thru#personal
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i do rlly enjoy the new op but also gonna be so fr i deadass thought at first that the masks were the posters way of getting around copyright 💀💀💀 took me a hot second to realize that nah thats Actually Part Of It
#the apothecary diaries#was jarring to me jus like the cgi horses were when i first saw them lmao#its not like. the worst thing ever but i do sorta wish theyd instead gone with like. maybe the watercolor style for them as well ?#but whatever its their design choice lol
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crazy how much weed helps aall da physiical symptoms i get :// puuked like 4 tiimes2day ccuz da nausea is so bbad even wiv my meds :((
#lemon.txt#i feeeel like shit !!!!!!!!!!!#like fr bad bad bad#ik alsso im probs havin sum symmptoms cuz im not smokin#but thhey willb gone by tomorrow cuz im nnot even smokin dat mmuch atm#like iiwuz smokin an oz aamonth a few montths ago n now im smokiin 1/4#so shuudnt b havin huuuge wwithdrawal esc sstuff im jus rlly fuckin ill lol#like sumthin is not riight !!!!!!!!#gettin more bloods done 2morrow tho so maaybe they will shed sum lightt on sumthin#(jus a guess but they wont shhow anythin n ill b bback at squaare 1 again:|)#my side/baack is in sm pain also :((#think m jjus gnna take sum codeinne again n hhope it knocks mme dafuck out#my naausea meds ko me aalso so ill taake them 2#im on sm meds rn :/// likke 5 mornin pills 2-4 durin the day pills n another 4 in the evenin#i feel bad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so sorrry if im nnot active unntil i pick up aagain (thursdaay evenin)#probs see u all then lol#i dont think any1 has read this ffar but if u did im kissin u on da 4head#i promise iv shhowered since i laast puked :)#altho ssum of u siick freaks wud prefer ii didnt :p
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it was a little funny to see the entire reaction to M27 between the cousin reveal and toichi being alive. because like. i already figured those things were going to be canonized based on past interviews (because with gosho it really is just a matter of time.) No what through me for a loop was meeting aoko's mother
#drop#i really Shouldn't be surprised because gosho loves revealing new characters. but it still makes me mad#WHY HAS SHE BEEN GONE ALL THIS TIME!!! IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH MORE INTERESTING IF SHE WAS DEAD!!! WE'VE ALREADY SEEN HOW TERRIBLY GINZO#COPES WITH GRIEF!!! AND I WANT AOKO AND KAITO TO BOND OVER LOSING THEIR PARENTS AT A YOUNG AGE!!!#Guah. swagever. dcmk is one of those cases where i fear you simply must work around canon a little bit because sometimes the writing is jus#Not Very Good#although i do think her being gone but alive could also be interesting but like. Gosho Aoyama is not doing anything interesting with his#female characters (other than ai and vermouth) let's be real#the moment she was determined to be Ginzou's Husband she was destined for comedic relief and nonexistent character development
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dumping my guilt on spacehey feelz a lot betta rhan here . cauze ppl gotta click on tha bulletin 2 ackshually read it . so tbey can jus avoid n iz chill
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“you’re a nerd” “he’s a loser” and being a juice box brat in every challenge
like… Oscar indulging and smiling at all of Lando’s naughty favorite child behavior has absolutely unleashed some kind of power in Lando that he’s never gotten to have before
#Carlos always batted him down and tried to make him grow up#Daniel was already a toddler on red kool aid#but Oscar literally had no line when it comes to Lando and like all jokes aside?#Lando saying in the Tom Daley interview how he has to be selfish as a driver and needs certain things to perform#having a teammate who’s jus easygoing and calm and super indulgent#could well be why Lando’s gone next level this season#mine
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Started a joking silly big group RP from a selfship server I was in and I was quaking in my boots like crazy shy to RP as my own F/Os especially because Crowley and Aziraphale are so well known and someone who was in there that had seen the show as well said I did fine and they even heard it in their voices and. Waugh. Sob sob. Feels like I just gained such a high achievement. I like RP even if I haven't done it since like middle school I'm so glad to know that my shy little like six or so messages that I did as them were nice...
#tempts me to do more go figure teehee#it's like my goal with art. my goal with drawinf is that I can draw well enough that it is recognizable.#someone can look at it and go “oh you drew [blank]” here.#And so getting that with my RP was. fantastic.#I know Inknow I shouldnt worry about being out of character with F/Os i jus. im silly.#Today has gone by a bit quickly for me today truthfully.#im hoping tomorrow can go by a bit more slowly.#I wonder if that's partly why these like past three or so days I have been up so stinkin late!#mmph. I'll try to go to bed soon i dunno why I've been having trouble with it lately. Normally sleep troubles arent I thing I have.#Actually normally I have the reverse where Im sleepy all the time and can nod off partially in class in things or at tables or in the car.#Oh noo. Suppose I'll just rack my silly brain for some sleepy F/O imagines.#Sorry I. am rewatching Good Omens again im refueling myzelf with goober thoughrs of them. mmnggp.#self ship#self shipping#selfship#selfshipping
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Causally ignorin th' fact that m' cousin might've gone through m' phone last night n found our simply plural.
#i tend t' sleep wit rain sounds cus I can't sleep in silence#n she's turned th' volume down b'fore#but i woke up n all m' notifications were gone n th' sounds were off#includin th' notification at th' top of our screen showin who's in front fer us#n i don' have a password on our phone cus its annoyin n im quite forgetful#so im a little nervous#but she hasn't said anythin#...yet#im jus waitin#host post?#← is all kinds of blurry right now#whoops#dr pepper collective#sys postin#actually a system#endo dni
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do you ever see an image that makes you want to punch drywall over not being a 20something in nj in 2002
#nothing is more embarrassing and humbling than beeing a 00s jerseyboo#i promise i wasnt born in the wrong generation i jus tthink that there are images of shows in this world that i should have gone to.
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So this is what’s happening on YNO today…
#yume 2kki#ynoproject#apperantly it’s because of exepeditions being gone#Uhh#i jus wanna walk D:#This is probably the closest thing you’ll see of any irl stuff lol#Really sorry for my voice at the end
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