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having my looong awaited jaw surgery three weeks from today!!!
#FINALLYYY#it's gonna be miserable for a bit but!#i've been waiting three years!!!#and now we've got a DATE!!! THREE WEEKS!!!#i'm sooo excited#that being said#pls send recs for movies and shows and books bc i'll be out of commission for a lil while#and will need stuff to do :)#also if you've had jaw surgery before pls let me know your experience <3#live
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#i had posted this everywhere and it occurred to me that i hadnt on tumblr. which seems like a crime#keith kogane#vld keith#vld lance#vld fanart#lance mcclain#voltron#klance#can i rant for a bit#grabs the microphone Id like to thank this huge step on my voltron healing journey to my mom#who said 'oh its that show that made you cry in frustration! the kitties!'#and i said 'yes mother i was 15'#i dont think ive ever felt so. like. bullied? i dont wanna say ridiculed but#by a shows' producer#not since fucking BBC SHERLOCK#and i dont mean oh of course it wasnt gonna be canon. Of cours it wasnt I dont mean that#what i didnt need was getting baited left and right#the show milked the shit out of. lets be real here. young queer kids and then turned around and pointed and laughed when they gained hope on#their silly red blue ship to get canon#bc lets be real if anything queer was gonna happen. ambiguous non binary pidge was already there#two skinny attractive teen boys is like low hanging fruit. diet rep#but it wasnt even abt that. at least i truly never thought klance was srly gonna b canon. i HOPED. but like. i never shipped 4 canon anyway#i LIKED voltron. i loved lotor. i had always been a multishipper allur//ce was rkly cute i couldve dug that#if they hadnt spent the last season looking miserable AND THEN DYING#tf u mean our female lead died TF U MEAN THE LATINO MC BECAME A FARMER? w the forever marks of his dead gf on his face? Are you joking rn???#anyway. hit me up for more voltron opinions i got tons#(mic drop)
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struck by the idea where, For Reasons, plan saddest desert hermit doesn't get off the ground and team proto-rebellion have to pivot and pivot fast.
chucking the conspiracy equivalent of a uey at 100mph on the highway, and everyone involved is sleep deprived, stressed as fuck, and experiencing y'know, several levels of Devastating Grief.
the person with the brain cell is bail organa, a man who in canon spends like 20 fucking years playing ding dong ditch with a genocidal psychic space wizard and his boss, an even more genocidal space wizard. This man is not lacking in gumption, one can say. he is possessed of life threatening amounts of chutzpah, one might also say, except that he spends twenty years winning the ding dong ditch match with, again, a genocidal fascist dictatorship which includes two genocidal psychic space wizards who literally know he was in tight with the genocided group of space wizards plus the [mumble] number of other murderous genocidal space wizards, plus the rest of the non-space wizard space fascist cohort.
So. What does a man with a spine of steel, a heart as big as a planet, and more gumption than anyone should possess do, when plan 'split up the kids and hide the most famous man in the galaxy on the saddest hell planet' is a no go?
lie. lie like a fucking rug.
What's palpatine going to do? day one of the empire, his super awesome chosen one space wizard makeover project is still in progress and not yet wheezing his way into the galaxy's nightmares, and bail fucking organa strolls into the imperial senate with:
one (1) baby (female)
one (1) baby (male)
several (~20+) aides and various hangers on, including;
one (1) brown haired blue eyed man who could, if you squinted a bit, probably get third place in a general kenobi lookalike competition, were those now not super duper illegal
Sidious, of course, could be like A JEDI KILL HIM TRAITOR ETC, but, crucially, his wheezing attack dog is still on the lab table getting seven inches added to his height and cup holders installed, or whatever the fuck skeevy sheev added in as extras. Palpatine is an old guy who is still trading on being A Beloved Grandfather who was Reluctant To Take The Throne, and is still easing the galaxy into the whole, y'know, we're a fascist empire now, kneel or perish.
Palpatine, on day one of the empire, can't point at bail fucking organa and be like HABOURING A TRAITOR unless he is really, really sure, like 110% sure, because it's bail fucking organa and every goddamn senator will baulk like a horse at a plastic bag if he accuses, again, the senator of alderaan of high treason on day one of the empire.
A secret rebellion is fine, if not ideal; you can theoretically stamp it out, and, also, it's small, percentage wise.
The entire fucking galaxy thinking that, hey, if the guy in charge is going to go after fucking alderaan, what's to stop him going after us? bigger problem. huge problem. original trilogy kinda touched on that one. Day one of the empire, everyone is still basically on war footing, and fuck man, if alderaan is copping it....maybe this empire isn't great after all. maybe we can make our OWN empire, with a different emperor.
Would palps win? eh maybe. would it destroy all credibility forever and ever amen? yeah. the difference between a 'legally installed emperor' and 'a dictator we must overthrow' is how willing the galaxy is to lick boot, and there's not yet the fear of The Empire black bagging you to keep those tongues going.
so. palpatine can't say shit. palpatine can imply shit, palpatine can get his lackies to say shit. but, crucially, palpatine himself can't say fuck all about the goddamn kenobi lookalike that is now following after organa and wiping his kid's little butts and playing gofer and whatever else.
and what's more believable? bail fucking organa is hiding a traitor, or bail organa and his wife have a situationship with a guy who looks sort of a bit like a former general? the same kind of situationship that like, half the senate has had at one point or another with a guy (or guys) who looked sort of a bit like said ex-general. go to any high level business and/or political building, you'll find half a dozen guys who look vaguely like said hot ex-general, and many of them will have a more or less (often less) accurate coruscanti-ish accent. or will develop one.
(hey, it's a niche. gotta pay the bills somehow, and if you get the job because you dyed your hair and grew a beard, well, you're still using your political science degree, right?)
of course, that only holds for so long, but by that point it's been, y'know, a while. and that looks worse in a different way -- what, kenobi was fucking walking around in front of the whole imperial senate, and none of them noticed? absolutely not, all credibility is gone forever.
which means. that palpatine and the organas are stuck in a full on staring match about this guy who is 100% for sure not kenobi, because -- well. he can't be kenobi. becuase that would look bad. but also. it's kenobi. but also. it can't be kenobi.
(vader takes one look at this guy who looks like his master kenobi and then rolls his eyes, because he has already met aproximately 90,000 people who look vaugely like his master and he got very good at picking out how the newest one was not kenobi his master by the time he was a senior padawan.)
#bail organa#star wars#bailbrehaobi#like. implied#sort of.#star wars crack#coats originals#the plot here is not thought out. if you are like BUT THIS WOULDN'T WORK sssshhh it's for the bit#the bit of bail organa making skeevy sheevy's life miserable#bail like what're you gonna do. arrest me? for having a kenobi fetish? you gonna arrest half the galaxy too?
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#besides him not being blonde im gonna go ahead and say this is the best enjolras adaptation and that is something i've been saying for a bit#enjolras#les mis#les miserables#les amis de l'abc
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anyone noticed that the intro for season 2 is a continuation of the opening of season 1? the first opening ends with judgement day, with everyone jumping and going to heaven or to hell
except that judgement day never came. the apocalypse was averted.
this is the very start of the second opening, and so here they arrive at the ledge on the other side. i also love how crowley climbs up and aziraphale flies down. i just thought this was very clever of the creators of the show
#artists are amazing#try get an ai to create something even half as beautiful as that#the ai would fail miserably#i remember in the second or third episode spotting the camelot ladies poster because ofc i'm gonna notice anything with arthurian ties#and got a delightful bit of foreshadowing#i like this show a normal amount#good omens#good omens 2#good omens season two#good omens 2 spoilers#aziraphale#crowley#david tennant#michael sheen
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The start of the Loop segment of the Siffrin & friends twitter QNA, and the message that flipped Loop's answers from silly to dodgy and blatantly upset.
Loopchat from speaking to Loop 20+ times.
Certified Loop dysphoria post
#isat loop#isat spoilers#i was gonna make a whole semisilly post abt how i think the public perception of loop as 'cunty' is kind of funny#(has bought into it before)#but to be honest it just made me start thinking more abt how loop perceives themself.#loop telling siffrin not to die too early so they have more time to go :( at siffrin's drawing. or well i guess it'd be :#man.#it does....interest me#siffrin seems to not be particularly dysphoric in like a gender sense. expresses interest in body craft but thinks#(You dont mind inhabiting this meat prison for the time being.) as well so#but by becoming a star loop kind of. simultaneously loses the freedom to Change the way they want to. no guarantee bodycraft works on stars#and loses the comfort of inhabiting their own body#congrats on the new body loop! sorry about the dysphoria#for as much as it's fun to poke at loop for being very obvious once you Know#it does. resonate something with me i guess that of all things this is one of the few things that loop isn't very good at deflecting about.#(in the sense of cutting the conversation short before it becomes capital o Obvious they are upset anyways)#i'm aware they were already transgender before becoming a star. but very transgender of you loop#oh! i guess i can say on the topic of cunty loop#it's kind of funny. like im not immune to drawing Cute Loops or making them silly and dramatic and flirty#and i think the thread of Drama they show on top of their not-typically-masculine (ig???) demeanor and flirting with siffrin#makes the perception of them as like. there has to be a better word than cunty but. cunty. somewhat understandable#once more the loop has deceived you. i mean i do think the drama is a little bit real they are a hashtag theater kid#but they have deceived you. you have fallen into their spiderweb of believing they are anything other than the world's most miserable beast#with your help we can crowdfund enough silver coins to buy loop a dysphoria hoodie. if we hit our stretch goal it can have a print on it
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miserable ass basil for demonstrative purposes
this is just a quick basil doodle so then i can draw stuff on top of him lator :3 it look like about 15 minutes so its not Stellar!!! but hes silly and i love him
#artists on tumblr#omori#omori fanart#my art#digital art#omori basil#i'm gonna draw my headcanons for basil's somethings... ive had this idea in my head for a bit but i just.. never did anything but now i-#wanna draw it so i probably will :3 if not miserable front view basil will rot in the files#ez_draws
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man the whole setup of friction between Steve as the weary soldier but also the idealist and Fury as the personification of the modern American intelligence/defense apparatus is great. Like I can't even give any funny-haha commentary on it it's literally just. Good. The dialogue is for the most part well written, the actors play the tension off of each other well, we get a very quick but very efficient look into Fury's mindset (I fucking love the "Grandad loved people, but he didn't trust them very much" story on so many levels when it comes to Fury's character, but I won't get into that now), the context feels real enough and the stakes high enough to catch your interest and get you thinking about the real world implications, even within a MCU "everything is very vague very purposefully" framework. And narratively speaking some of the little moments they drop in there that you wouldn't really pay attention to watching for the first time (in the case of this scene specifically the AI in the elevator pointing out Steve doesn't have clearance for Insight and Fury's "director override" foreshadowing, but also thinking back on that Steve-Rumlow interaction) are nice hints that retrospectively beef up the big reveal about Hydra.
Another moment I find personally interesting is Fury referring to just how bloody and morally devastating WWII was for the Allies as well, if for no other reason than it giving Steve a chance to show his own justification logic. And while on the surface it does seem comparatively more black and white (which is how many people—including, ironically, the writers of this movie lol—frame the '40s in general; as if the people and politics of the time are so vastly removed from those today, but that's a whole 'nother topic altogether) it still makes me wonder just how much of that certainty would, in this moment, be coming from a defensive place because him and Fury are essentially having a hostile conversation, and how much of it is how Steve actually justifies the weight of it all to himself.
#the sequel rewatch is just gonna be me gushing about and going way too deep into this movie I fear#had to pause the movie for a bit to type this one out but it just wouldn't get out of my head. anyway many thoughts not all of them coheren#max's miserable marvel rewatch#max.txt
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tfw you spend a full 24 hours thinking your captain is dying only to find out you're getting another crew mate
#my art#mpreg#OP#the first time luffy gets morning sickness its while everyone's eating and he just RUSHES to the guard rail#everything from the past day splashing into the waves below- narrowly missing Sunny's hull#chopper immediately quarantines him until he figures out the cause (and if he's contagious)#the rest of the crew just wait around nervously. Luffy *never* gets sick. Something has to be Wrong.#sanji takes it the worst bc he can't stop wondering if it was food poisoning after zoro makes an offhand comment. Zoro meant it as a joke--#but he triple-checks everything in the pantries and Luffy's plate to make sure.#Luffy is just miserable while chopper examines him#he'd noticed his stomach feeling a bit tighter and brief moments of dizziness for awhile but it wasn't noteworthy enough to mention until#chopper directly asks how he's been feeling#anyway luffy is ecstatic when it fully sinks in there's a baby in there and the rest of the crew has a collective aneurysm at the news#regardless of who he slept with that baby is gonna be the most loved and multi-parented kid on the grand line
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me when my entire dash is just filtered LSMFJAJDJ
#ok i’m gonna go play genshin and#not be on tumblr for a while bc seeing it everywhere is getting a bit miserable
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(mgv) when wilson finds house stress-nesting (always at home, even when the urge hits at work the idea of nesting at the hospital is so Wrong to him [this is due to his own issues with his omega status + vulnerability, not respect for the hospital]) he is entirely comfortable invading his space if he feels he's doing the right thing. the instinct to keep away from a nesting omega that hasn't invited him is overwhelmed by the instinct to help and the knowledge that house doesn't have anything to eat or drink in there -- if he's stress-nesting he never thinks about it, too concerned with the actual nestmaking. and sometimes he can be in there for hours. so while it's actually rude, offensive, and a total breach of boundaries for an alpha to involve himself with a nesting omega without permission, wilson does it anyway with no guilt. even if house is growling and threatens to bite him if he sticks his hand in, wilson knows he's all bark so he just ignores it and shoves water and snack crackers in there for him anyway
#mgv#house md#hilson#closest canon comparison is the migraine scene where wilson made a huuuge racket but still helped out in the process#like he's helpful but he's gonna be fucked up about it because that's just the nature of dealing with house#house hates it in the moment because he really just hates showing of weakness in general#he has bit wilson before but not in this context#which just encourages wilson to keep doing it#wilson still won't actually crawl in to the nest with him though that's a step too far#in intimacy i mean. whole other can of worms there#but also like. if house asked........... especially if he looked especially miserable...................
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Candy Caine
Get it cause like candy cane-
So exited for the new episode!
#i tried making a caine re design but i failed miserably so this is what you get for now#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc caine#shitpost#candy canyon kingdom#tadc candy canyon#tadc new episode#im gonna draw one of the new characters in a bit#funny#idk what to post
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t-minus 7 days until my surgery btw. I've been having a very busy month.
#I can't decide if I'm scared or not#and I can't decide if I'm excited either#I just hope it helps even a tiny bit. if my stomach problems go down like 20% it'll be worth it#but I'm scared it's not gonna do anything and I'll have wasted everyone's time and effort#and still be miserable#like. idk.#and on even another hand I haven't fully processed that it's really happening.#like real surgery. like 'do you have a living will' surgery.#like taking an organ out of me surgery.#crazy.
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wanting to show wholesome interactions between the hunter and various npcs vs wanting to stick to canon writing (nobody gives a shit about you)
Like... the Doll is "preset" to care for any dreaming hunter. Gehrman is introduced as your guide but after telling you the basics, only directs you towards optional stuff (the sheer betrayal i felt upon realizing that lmao) and fucks off to take a sad little nap for the rest of the game. I thought it'd be funny if, being part of your subconscious, you'd hear his voice in your thoughts sometimes à la Cruller in Psych0nauts - but also, you're just another hunter to him.
A few citizens are openly nice to you without ulterior motives, and most of them are outcasts like you ; Gilbert who's a fellow outsider, the Dweller ostracized for his disability (edit : his general appearance moreso and possibly his link to an abandoned place of worship as a whole), and Arianna who deals with the general stigma that comes with her profession (+ her link to Vilebloods, for those who Know). She and Adella are also grateful for you guiding them towards a safe place, nothing surprising.
Now for other hunters. I live for Gascoigne's friendly tag-along across Central Yharnam but agree with the hypothesis that it was cut to make the player feel more isolated and alone, and we know how it would end either way.
Then Djura. I raise an eyebrow whenever I see the term "befriend" for taking his deal ; yes, you'll pacify him and he'll give you cool stuff, but then will tell you to fuck off with no additional dialogue. I also wanna mention he doesn't sound the tiny bit surprised/betrayed if you break the deal, which says a lot ; to him too you are just another hunter and he knows how it usually goes with hunters. I could go on about Dju in particular but his detachment towards you is extremely understandable from his position in-game.
Eileen and Simon are recurrent encounters who are amiable by default, but even then running into them comes across as "oh hey you aren't dead yet, good for you lol" to me.
Alfred is... Alfred ? Also amiable by default, open to the point if feels out of place, and though he thanks you for getting him to the end of his questline he (supposedly) offs himself immediately afterwards, his obsession faith prevailing upon anything and anyone else. i'm at loss here sorry
This is non-exhaustive, we could speak of Valtr and Patches and Annalise and so on. but these were some characters I like to depict along the Hunter ; Gascoigne, Eileen and Djura as mentor figures, Alfred as a comrade, Simon as a companion in misery, and so on - stuff you can expect in my fanart basically - while still meeting the fate they meet in-game (except dju who's just chilling if you don't go out of your way to make it otherwise).
But in-game, you have no name that matters, and almost no ones gives you their name either, you only know them from item descriptions when it's not from a boss' health bar. You're all strangers to one another fighting and surviving from the same mess, and you - Good Hunter - are the latest wedge thrown in the gears, with no previous connection to anyone like the different members of the many factions you meet in the giant chessboard that is Yharnam and its surroundings. Still, you get those small moments of respite, and they're enough to hurt when they're taken away, sometimes by your own hand in a final act of mercy, no matter how predictable the end becomes.
#i was gonna ramble in tags but this went in tangents covering 70% of my thoughts about the game so it was gonna be a bit long#it's been 5 months i have thoughts and i must scream#the laurence theory is genuinely cool but i love the hunter as this miserable rando#who got caught in a story that's already done#who will kindly reach out to others stuck in that same mess (including those partly responsible for it)#but also try to get to the bottom of this for their own curiosity#and will run around like a little freak eating alien umbilical cords on a whim. based
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ouuuuu husker let me save you
suspenders version but its hidden cuz i like it less
#i dontr eeven wanna tag this bruh why am i drawing ha*bin h*tel#hazbin hotel#......#hazbin hotel husk#HH human husk#he wouldve been so good if he wasnt a v*vz*epop oc#i NEED him#carl art tag#this whole like week i been drawing husk and huskerdust each time i was at my pc#which wasnt a lot cuz i have a JOB now#so im miserable now#but at least i have husk fantasies to comfort me at my 13 hour daily shifts bwaaaaaa#im gonhna post my huskerdust too#just a bit later i think#maybe tomowwoww#yapping in tags tag#i think thats gonna be a new tag#contaminating my blog with this#will probably delete someday
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everytime someone calls mithrun a crusty eyed purse dog and draws flies circling him like a garbage dump an angel loses its wings
#dungeon meshi#sorry moment of weakness#it just feels really weird#cuz you know theyre saying it cuz of the effect his disability has on him#esp more prominent with ship art#cuz hes always drawn looking worse than the other person#like hey guys maybe its not quirky that hes miserable#and these “jokes” are really insensitive sometimes#idc if you call him your blorbo or whatever#but dont imply that hes undesireable or a dog for being traumatized and disabled#maybe he isnt a purse dog. maybe he just needs a lil more helping.#and dont imply that its a chore for ppl to deal with him#the canaries and kabru is RIGHT THERE#are we gonna ignore how they all tried their hardest to help him regain at least a bit of his desire#because theyre FRIENDS and they CARE ABOUT HIM#and no cithis no longer treats him like a doll weve been over this#stop erasing that tiny bit of character growth she has going on for her
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