#it's fucking 2am brain??? what the fuck???
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guys... there’s a problem... while i have still programmed to give you all that content, thanks to unholy by sam smith and devilish by chase atlantic i got inspired for a devil/demon!dabi fic... what do i do...???
#kelin talks#it's fucking 2am brain??? what the fuck???#i'm also a little bit indecisive about reader's role in the devil/demon!dabi fanfic so like... i'll probably post a poll...#if i decide to write it of course 👀#BUT LIKE— *sigh* why the universe always tests me like this????#there's lots of things i want to write ugh
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what if kidshin had a gwen stacy moment where kaito was a little too late to catch shinichi......
#kaishin#kidshin#it's almost 2am#i was about to sleep#but my brain was like....kid catches shinichi a lot huh haha nice....WHAT IF HE DOESNT THO#AKSKAIXJAJDJAJJD BITCH WHAT THE FUCK#i refuse.....he somehow lives wtf why did i think this#take this away i dont want it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#kid will always catchi shinichi stop it brain stop it right now 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#dc prattles#yall i looked at the gwen stacy gif and fuck#FUUUUUCKKKK#that shit hurted#i fear something in kaito will break if this actually happens#unmanifest this scenario oh my gOD
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#embarrassment#not gonna comment further because i cba#usually i wait for someone else to post this stuff so i can just rb#but im impatient and wanna go to bed and not forget lmao#i wanna say im surprised by all the random celebs coming out the woodwork with this kind of shit but i really am not#elon musk#nick jonas#receipts#nah im actually just soooooo#like i dont actually care pr like nick jonas is the thing#i should not be talking about this in these tags but oh well#anyways point is i could say a lot but im gonna keep it simple#basically i dont care. and i hate being on twitter because it literally is just brain rotting material on their#like my own personal rage bait. but i also have this incessant need to know about this shit#so i am in a never ending toxic cycle lmao#like id rather know that not and i definitely dont Live on there like i do tumblr#and it does have its plus sides too#but oh my goooodddddd#idk what im saying its 2am pls forgive me i just wanted to post this then sleep and here i fucking am#on the longest rant to ever rant#n e ways#me: im not gonna comment further#me 2 seconds later: comments further#lmaoooo
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NEW CHAPTER FROM SKYE “IM NOT POSTING ON FRIDAY” SILVERSKYE
STANDS ON MY SOAPBOX. SCREAMS
Constantly being reminded of how well you write fight scenes. Eating them up like cookies. The lights and the movement and the sounds all come to me so vividly and it makes me SO happy.
What an excellent chapter what a way to make me cry
As it turns out, I am not a knight! So I am allowed to lie :) just a little, as a treat, sometimes
I am sorry for the tears! But! Thank you for your kind words! I have! So much fun! Writing fight scenes! They are so so cool and important and fun, and are awesome literary tools when I can poke and prod them into the right places.
#wooshofficial#rns asks#goshgoshgosh#been trying to pin this one down like an eel in my hands for a long time#i mean -- a relatively short time given i started actually writing it two weeks ago#but a long time in my head#i make these like... anchor point scenes#in my brain#and i go 'okay i need xyz to happen before this because this is where its important'#and then those anchor point scenes are all xyz's leading to like... the story climax#arcs i talk about fucking arcs all the time#but thats really what it feels like#it feels like im throwing strings around a pillar#and after i make enough loops ill braid it into a strand#and then ill set that braid aside and start again#and eventually ill have three big braids and ill braid those togethee#and whatever that finished thing is. thats the story#and hopefully it looks pretty all tied together#but if it doesnt#at least the smaller braids were nice#i dont know man its 2am im tired
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I like feyre, even though sjm kinda killed her character i stand with my girl for the most part. emphasis on the most part because i will never recover from her manipulating tamlin to lash out in acomaf/acowar (sorry they all bleed together)🧍🏻
And people will say she was justified in what she did and that its tamlins fault that he lashed out. like it wasnt great on his part but it is a type of emotional manipulation from feyre to get him to do that. she had to push him to get that reaction, it wasnt a natural reaction and man. Sjm accidentally wrote 90% of my childhood experiences with shitty boys LIKE how did she do that ⁉️
#acotar#pro tamlin#feyre critical#i really loved feyre in the first book#shes a little silly and a bit naive BUT she had the spirit!#and then the little rat came along and i cant#anti rhysand#sorry its 2am and my brain is bringing back what i now realize is childhood bullying/trauma#and tamlin is constantly on my mind and my mind loves connecting dots and finding patterns and this lines up strangely well#Rhysand reminds me a bit too much of this one mf i knew named jack#fuck you jack you are a piece of shit#Literally rhysand and jack are so similar and i need to look into sjms mind#Call up a divorce lawyer i need feyre to get away from rhysand#i like feylin and prefer it if i gotta pick a ship but realistically i need feyre to have some personal time#shes never had real time to figure herself out. providing for her family then becoming tamlins fiancee#then getting hitched to the ratty batty boy in like a 2 month timeframe like#girl please#tamlin#feyre
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#hey like. not to be really annoying i shouldn't be doing this aged 32 but i'm really struggling#every time the weather gets cold i feel like i am entering winter with more and more despair#i am really struggling this time#every day is a struggle to get through#i'm losing my hair#i'm losing my reasons to live#i keep putting on a full face of makeup and clothes in my room at like 2am just to desperately try to feel human#i keep saying i don't know if I'll survive the winter and people keep laughing but I don't mean it as a joke#i'm sadder than i've ever been and everything feels like it's falling apart#whenever i get the chance to confide this in people i get told that i'm strong and i'm a survivor#and that i should do some shit to make me happy#and yea i can stave it all off for a few minutes with like a trip out or some makeup or something but it all feels like bandaids#for a serious wound that's going to go septic soon#like this isn't a way to live a life#i don't want to 'be strong' or a 'survivor' anymore i want to be fucking happy#i'm tired and promises of brief happiness between ever worsening pain feel almost patronizing at this point#i woke up the other day in the middle of the night and as soon as conscious thoughts hit my brain i almost doubled over#if i had been not on the first floor i think i might have jumped then and there#i want to be loved and feel like my love is worth something#i want a clean apartment of my own and a career that doesn't feel like it's designed to kill me#i'm 32 and still essentially feel like i'm living my life like a teenager#i want sun and suncatchers and healthy plants and a wardrobe that fits my clothes#and i want the will to actually get up in the morning#i endured all of this for so long on a delusional belief that things were going to magically get better#but i realize now they won't#i became aware of the bounds of my cage with no means of escaping them#i'm sick of living each day oscillating between numbness and grief i can barely eat i can barely work i can barely laugh#and no one's coming to save me#i'm agonized by the idea that this is maybe what life always is for everybody#is this how it's supposed to be
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girl reads an insanely long fanfic over the course of two days just to feel something, she doesn’t like the fandom or the ship
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If butcher/homelander is my dick, hughie/butcher is my heart, ya know?
#it is nearly 2am and I am past exhausted but I cannot get them out of my brain#i am a gramma basically who usually sleeps around 8:30pm#so u can imagine the devastation a night like this will bring#anyway unrelated but I cant stop staring at karl urban's butcher beard#I was never a beard-liker but butcher got some kind of toxin help#(this is a lie I love beards. at least not adult me. teen me hadnt wisened up quite yet)#argh i havent even tagged this bitch yet what am I talking abt#butchlander#uhhh what was hughie/butcher's ship name again???#fuck my 2 braincells have left the building
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sometimes Bridgerton makes you confront the deeply unpleasant well of self abandonment you hold deep inside, cold and lonely and so so quiet it's almost completely forgotten, until something digs just right and hits it again and makes you realise that yeah, you're functional, you're capable of maintaining friendships and connections and being a normal person with your loved ones, but is there any way to curl this petrified solid ball of layers open to let someone else in so closely and vulnerably without bursting into flames? You're honestly genuinely unsure, and worse than that, you're scared to find out what the answer may be
And other times Bridgerton absolutely takes you out with the subtitle that the band is playing a classical rendition of 'wrecking ball'
#catfish speaks#feeling things about myself tonight!!#episode 8 of s2 is The Best Episode but it also causes me the most backwards psychic damage#and its ALL in thay one subtitle about wrecking ball#absolutely fucking blindsides me#i can accept dancing on my own i can accept what about us i can accept even you outta know#but WRECKING BALL just does something to my brain#this isn't strictly slash neg but its definitely not slash pos either#its. its something#anyway im gonna go cry over Kate bridgerton again and the conversation where her mum tells her sje deserves to be loved#thay one For Real For Real actually makes me ugly sob more than any other scene in the show#i love this show#cant believe i went from thinking its stupid to genuinely crying at 2am over it within 5 days#it is stupid but it also makes me cry so much#i love it
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Can you make a poll on if orange vs red Ratchet or Deep Fried Rodimus is more better and influential
I would love to. Alas tumblr has not bestowed the gift of poll creation upon me. Perhaps they fear the power I might then hold
#the atrocities I could create (lying)#they should’ve done it like how they brought messaging to tumblr#everyone who votes in a poll then gets the poll feature.#though they probably would have had to make the posts unrebloggable. which might be annoying to change in the long run#still thing the contamination method was the best way to bring a feature#instead of picking and choosing at random#mac asks#I’ll try to remember to do it when I get the feature though!#maybe I’ll do a weekly poll thing. everyone can send in suggestions and we can do a poll on what poll to do#meta poll#can you tell it’s 2am#I’ve been going to bed before 12 for a month. I am so fucked up right now my brain is fizzling
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woukd like to file a formal complaint for getting sick right now. I am in the midst of finals week. my project is due on Friday and I need to work on it. could i not have waited a few days. im drinking all the fluids and resting why is my body still unhappy. im doing all the things. please let me recover so I don't fail my fucking class <3
#been feeling vaguely shitty and nauseous all night#I've gotten 8 hours of sleep in 4 hour chunks bc I randomly woke up at 2am to feel bad and couldn't sleep until like 5#woke up about an hour ago and had to speed to the bathroom#collapsed to the floor and started fucking dry heaving! yayayyayayasysyysysysyys#first vomiting of 2023 what a prize#shoutout to the accessibility railing bar because I wouldn't have been able to get off the floor without it#my body is still tired n achey from being out all day yesterday which did not help at all#but yeah still feeling a little dizzy and faint but less nausea now#had some ginger ale and saltines cause this happens a little too often#now I'm lying in bed and I'm too tired to work on homework or just do anything really but also brain is too awake for sleep#Couldn't this have fucking happened like. next week when I don't have finals#anyways. not having a good time#probably gonna put an all nighter Tonight to make up for it because I'm so behind dear god <333#i love suffering#lilac post
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oh summertime we're really in it now
#one of my coworkers is being a complete bitch to me and i have nooo idea why#she literally got so shitty with me that she told me off and got up and left to work in a different room#and like i know i fucked up but it wasn't even that big a deal#and she's been sending weird passive aggressive emails for ages and like#idk i feel like this always happens#like people wake up one day and just decide they don't like me anymore and i never know why or what i did to fix it#anyway I'm probably emotional or being dramatic because i went to sleep at like 2am last night but#it's that whole lump in your throat thing#i know part of it is my ptsd brain seeing it as a threat when it isn't#but like. actually on the verge of tears#aaaaanyway#it's nice to hear 'you can run away with me any time you want' i guess#mine#it's specific to me too like she's nice to the other coworkers#idk i guess her being a woman in a position of power over me and then also being mad at me is like#hitting on all my mommy issues sore spots#maybe I'll do something nice for her to win her back over <- totally not fawn response#who watches the watchmen?
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hihihihiiiii though (very slightly) related to my degree, this is very much along a special interest of mine and i totally didnt just spend more than an hour falling down this rabbit hole. i am gonna try to simplify this as much as possible
@kami-no-ikku theoretically, it might be able to, but from what is being shown in the study, it's more vaginal epithelial cells where there's a few sprinkled in that decided they wanted to be prostate epithelial cells instead. the vaginal epithelium (outermost layer; eg skin is an epithelium) is what is changing (mostly), but it looks like it's mostly cells that are closest to the vaginal tissue beneath the epithelium (smooth muscle, etc), so a likely course based on timeline and present factors would be that the wall lining the vagina would still be mostly vaginal cells, but the ones just underneath (still part of the "wall") would be mostly prostate cells.
to answer @tealhairandamateurnouns 's questions, i'll start with saying that cells like endothelial cells can be very... malleable ("high plasticity"), and messengers (hormones) can come along and tell them "heyyyy so the prostate cells didn't make it to work today, anyone mind covering their shift?" and there's probably more factors relating to location+function+cell lineage (especially since this change is seen in vaginal but not cervical epithelial cells too) but some cells, will go "sure yeah why not", get a prostate epithelial cell ID pass instead, and have certain genes activated to start performing prostate cell duties instead. (hypothetically)
it's also stated in the paper that there's no visible/extremely noticeable changes here: there's no lesions eg tumors, which is why it is highly likely that these are probably just cells changing jobs.
i also say this because this ex-vaginal tissue is not all too different in that it still provides its general function as a barrier, but these new cells are noted to be glandular, aka they secrete... things that make up the fluid that becomes a part of semen (note: not pre-ejaculate): various enzymes, zinc, citrate, other nutrients. the hrt-induced prostate cells present are somewhat sparse and aggregate in "variably well-formed glands", so rather than having the vagina make prostate fluids, it's probably more like the prostate secretions will mix with the vaginal discharge and be slightly more compositionally similar to that of semen. (which... considering the change in discharge over the course of HRT i've already noticed myself... i am refining a Hypothesis)
one last concern i've seen both in the replies and mentioned in the paper: could this potentially lead to risk of prostate cancer in individuals undergoing HRT testosterone? the answer is quite possibly: it has been observed in a similarily-presenting intersex condition, and technically, any cell that can create progeny has the potential to develop cancer. because there's no noticeable "mass" or lesion of prostate tissue, as mentioned before, you can't really check via a typical prostate exam, but for those concerned, that is not the only way to check for prostate cancer, and a diagnosis could be determined through a prostate-specific antigen test.
also. fuck knowledge being behind barriers. i downloaded the full paper for anyone who doesn't have access and put it up on gdrive.
#god i hope this is even somewhat coherent#since when was it 2am. i have a fucking 9am what the hell. fuck my stupid baka life#my degree is in immunology and infection btw. and i have a weird special interest in endocrinology. so it Is kinda related#im trying to think if i forgor anything but brain is flatlining or whatever. praying for the best i guess#mandont
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mygoddddi look sooo pathetic talking to this girl
#we are sooo back!!!!#she told me i’m cool and that she enjoys talking to me like do you have any idea what any of those words mean 2 me. FROM YOU!????#I tried not thinking about her because I thought shit was over before I even got a chance (I failed miserably) but GUESS NOT#I’m beyond stupid. Call it being almost 2am. The best decisions ARE made at fucking 2am though#If your brain tells you to do something DO ITTTTTTT
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YOU SAY IT’S BIG, BUT YOU TAKE IT — SUGURU GETO.
જ⁀➴ content warning: pwp, riding, fem!reader, suguru has a big dick<3, reader struggles to ride him at first, he’s sweet and patient, big dick suguru once again<3, hint of a size kink, spanking, very light nipple play.
જ⁀➴ note: consider this an apology for the gut wrenching angst i posted yesterday. it’s 2am rn and i should be asleep but instead im feeding u guys this v self indulgent smut. enjoy<3
suguru loves when you suggest to ride him. you look eager as you straddle his lap, the love bites he littered all over your thighs giving him a sense of pride as he brushes his thumb over them. his free hand reaches for your ass cheek and kneads the skin before slapping it, and there’s a smile on his face when he sees you jolt in surprise.
taking suguru’s dick was a challenge in itself, he always prepped you with his thick fingers and made sure you were a weeping mess before getting to fuck your brains out. but tonight, you were feeling especially confident. despite his cock sitting on his stomach heavy and leaking pre-cum, the sheer size of it didn’t intimidate you. you can take it.
“think you can take it?” his voice sounds playful, and the grin plastered on his face makes your cheeks flush. the way he was staring at you made your heart skip a beat. so full of love and adoration, as though he wasn’t splitting you open on his cock a few moments ago.
but his loving stare doesn’t last long. both of his hands rest on your ass, and they deliver a harsh smack to the skin which makes you jolt forward. suguru captures one of your breasts in his mouth, and you sigh out when his tongue glides over your hardened nipple. he pulls away with a hum, a string of saliva attached to his lips and your thumb wipes it off.
“c’mon pretty girl, show me what you can do.” the praise is enough to make your pussy flutter. your hand reaches down to grab his cock, and your thighs shake a little as you stand up straight to position the tip of him against your folds.
you quietly hiss when the tip goes past your folds, the intrusion a little painful. suguru takes notice of your struggle and presses a sweet kiss to your shoulder, removing a hand from your ass to gently thumb at your clit.
“there you go—easy, eaaasy,” he whispers, his eyes locked on your face while you’re busy staring down at where your pussy and his cock meet. you don’t notice how his eyes are blown out with lust at the sight of you trying to take his cock, his heart fluttering in his chest because fuck—his dick was big for you, but you were giving it your whole mainly for his pleasure.
and when you finally manage to get the rest of him inside you, suguru is almost sure he just saw heaven. his head is thrown back and his eyes roll to the back of his head. you gasp at the same time, your pussy clenching hard around his cock that he hisses and grips your ass.
“shit— baby, you gotta move.” he sounds out of breath, his forehead is sweaty and the dark strands of his hair are sticking to the flushed skin of his face. he looks absolutely mesmerizing, that your pussy flutters again at the sight.
“fuck—“ you listen to him and lift up your hips, before slamming your ass back down. you repeat the same movement a couple of times, but each time is a little more intense as suguru grabs your face and forces you to keep your eyes on him.
he is manspreading on the couch and you ride him within an inch of your life, the fucked out look on both of your faces looks straight up pornographic. your moans are short but loud, eyebrows furrowed in concentration when you see the way his eyes start to unfocus.
you were fucking geto suguru stupid on your couch.
you lean towards him and wrap your arms around his neck, your pace faltering a little when your lips meet his neck. you think you can bring him to an orgasm first, you’re almost convinced that he was about to let go.
until his hands grip your waist, and you pull away from his neck to stare at him. one of his hands rests on the back of your head and pushes it down so that your foreheads meet, and while you’re a panting mess, suguru still manages to mutter a few words.
“eyes on me, yeah?“ you don’t respond immediately. you can’t, because he plants his feet on the ground and starts to thrust up into you at a brutal pace. you are grateful that his arm was holding you in place, otherwise you would’ve lost complete balance on his lap.
the tip of his cock brushes against that one spot over and over again, and suguru watches as your eyes gloss over with tears and your pretty lips purse—you are so close, suguru felt a sense of pride to be able to make you look this fucked out.
it only takes him a couple of thrusts before you are cumming around him with a loud cry, your body shuddering and shaking against him like a leaf. you moan as you come down from your orgasm, your forehead resting against his shoulder as you completely melt on him. you let him fuck into you for a few more seconds before he’s emptying himself inside you with a loud grunt.
your bodies are sweaty and sticky, but you still manage to kiss each other when you finally catch your breath. the kiss is sweet and you giggle as you pull away.
“that was good.” you say, wiggling a little on suguru’s lap until he hisses and lightly smacks your ass.
“behave.” his tone is playful, and his rubs soothing circles on the skin of your bottom. “but yeah, it was so good.”
↴⤷✮ i am so normal about him.
2023 ; all works belong to @ slttygeto. do not repost my works on any other platofrm.
#moon's works#geto suguru#jujutsu kaisen smut#geto smut#jjk smut#geto x you#geto x y/n#jjk geto#jujutsu geto#jjk getou#geto suguru x reader#jjk imagine#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen getou#jjk x reader#geto x reader smut#geto x reader#geto suguru x reader smut#if i missed any cw pls lemme know in the comments
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SORRY IK I LIKE JUST SENT AN ASK BUT I THOUGHT OF AN IDEA ON THE TOPIC & ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY AT 2AM RN: adding breeding kink into the mix with rafe saying something like ‘maybe i should just knock you up, then you don’t have to do this every month‘ while you’re so vulnerable & ughh<333
like rafe literally orchestrating your period… he’s a FREAK (<3).
he knows you. he knows you. knows you’re waiting for him at home and he’s not all at surprised to see you standing by the door all needy. he loves that you need him, that only he can make you feel better during your period.
so he has your ankles dangling over his shoulders, thighs snug against the back of yours with each roll of his hips. he’s like a greek god situated above you, all strong muscle and planes of warm skin. the pleasure and pressure of his body easing away any cramps or aches. being so full, eyes rolled back and mouth stuck open. you can’t do anything except clutch at his biceps. like an animal in heat, feeling only satisfied when he’s deep inside of you. nothing but little “ah!s” falling from your lips. and what he says is as filthy as ever, but it’s sweeter. he’s sweeter, all for his precious girl.
“thereee you go — yeah, take it, baby. know you needed this cock, yeah? uh huh, i know.”
and then he’s thrusting deeper and that crescendo of wonderful is approaching rapidly. rafe always has a way making you feel safe and brain dead, especially when he is literally shoving his way inside of you.
it’s perfect and just what you needed. and he knew that. of course he knew that. and he’s so big and feels so good and — one last thrust to the hilt and you’re creaming all over his cock, arching and crying out. rafe feels the muscles in his abdomen tighten in pleasure and can’t help himself for wanting to finish inside of you. just a little deeper and it’ll stick, he’s sure of it.
“wanna fill this pussy up. you gonna let me? gonna let me fuck a baby into this greedy pussy? can feel her squeezing me — fuuck, she wants it, sweetheart.”
#I DID THE DIALOGUE A BIT DIFFERENT I HOPE THATS OKAY!!!!!#i need him!!!!!!!!!!!#rafe cameron#rafe cameron imagine#rafe cameron x reader#rafe outer banks#fanfic#outer banks#rafe cameron smut#drew starkey#drew starkey x reader#rafe obx#obx smut#obx x reader#obx fanfiction#obx imagine
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