#cant believe i went from thinking its stupid to genuinely crying at 2am over it within 5 days

[catfishofoldin99colours]

sometimes Bridgerton makes you confront the deeply unpleasant well of self abandonment you hold deep inside, cold and lonely and so so quiet it's almost completely forgotten, until something digs just right and hits it again and makes you realise that yeah, you're functional, you're capable of maintaining friendships and connections and being a normal person with your loved ones, but is there any way to curl this petrified solid ball of layers open to let someone else in so closely and vulnerably without bursting into flames? You're honestly genuinely unsure, and worse than that, you're scared to find out what the answer may be

And other times Bridgerton absolutely takes you out with the subtitle that the band is playing a classical rendition of 'wrecking ball'