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౨ৎ PAIRING— jeong yunho x reader
౨ৎ GENRE— angst, fluff, established relationship, fem!reader
౨ৎ WARNINGS— little bit of angst, mostly fluff, yunho is a soft boy
౨ৎ WORD COUNT— 3.6k
౨ৎ SUMMARY— it isn’t no way home. it’s one way home, and that way is yunho.
౨ৎ A/N— i just love yunho so much :( feedback is appreciated and thanks for reading, loves!!
You walk into your apartment, kicking off your shoes and placing your purse in one of the chairs at your kitchen counter.
When you finally take a seat on your couch, sighing in relief at the feeling of finally getting to sit down after a lot of standing today at work.
Suddenly, your phone buzzes, and you frown, grabbing it from beside you to look at it.
—Excited for tonight!! It’s my turn to pick a movie ;)
“Oh shoot!” you exclaim, jumping up as soon as you read the text, throwing the phone down and hurrying to get ready for a shower. Yunho can’t come over seeing you like this, even though he’s your boyfriend and he’s told you before not to worry about your appearance around him. You still like to feel good about yourself, though, as much as you can.
After grabbing a change of clothes, you head into the bathroom to hop into the shower, hoping you’ll have enough time to finish before Yunho arrives, not to mention you still have to make dinner.
Although, you might be able to convince him takeout is a good option to tonight. You find yourself lost in thought about the best way to convince him, when you hear your front door open.
Your eyes widen as you turn the water off, rushing to dry off and change clothes. It obviously isn’t the first time Yunho has let himself in, in fact he does it quite often, but you’re usually a little more prepared.
Leaving the bathroom once you feel presentable, you walk out of your bedroom and into the living room, looking around for your boyfriend.
Suddenly, you feel someone place their hands over your eyes, laughing. “Guess who?”
You smile once you’re over the initial jumpscare, “Oh, I don’t know… Maybe my boyfriend who’s trying to give his girlfriend a heart attack?”
“You barely flinched,” Yunho laughs, shaking his head as he spins you around, engulfing you in a hug, slightly lifting you off the ground.
“Yunho!” you scold playfully, laughing once he puts you back on the ground. When you regain your balance, you look up at him, taking in his appearance today.
His soft, chocolate brown hair frames his face, and he’d chosen a white, short-sleeved sweater, a choker necklace with the tiniest pearls all around it, finished off with black jeans.
“You look like you’re going to an office or something,” you comment, quirking an eyebrow. “Not a comfy movie night.”
“Sorry,” he pouts, his brown eyes softening, looking very puppy-like. “I just came from a meeting straight here.”
“Don’t apologize,” you smile up at him. “You look really good, just not comfortable.”
“It’s the jeans, right?” Yunho comments as you move around him to enter the kitchen, on a secret mission for your takeout menus. “I really need to ask if I can start wearing sweatpants to the meetings.”
“Hm,” you hum, digging through your menu drawer.
“Isn’t that the drawer of menus?” Yunho asks, taking a seat in one of your swivel chairs at the counter, watching you.
“Yeah,” you look up at him sheepishly.
“But babyyy,” Yunho’s shoulders slump as he whines. “You said you’d teach me to cook something today.”
“I know, I know,” you step around the counter to him, wrapping your arms around his middle from behind, your chin resting against his shoulderblade as he leans against the counter on his elbows. “But we can do that next time, can’t we?”
He turns around to face you, the small pout still visible on his lips, “You said that last time.”
“I’m just really tired today,” you sigh, lowering you head for a moment before meeting Yunho’s gaze again. “We can order your favorite.”
He pauses, thinking, “Alright, I guess. But next time?”
“Thank you, thank you!” you beam up at him, throwing your arms around his shoulders in a tight, quick hug. “And yes, of course.”
“I’ll hold you to it for real this time,” Yunho warns, making you nod quickly, overjoyed that he agreed so quickly.
When you try to remove yourself from his grip, he stops you, giving you another small pout. “No kisses?”
“Huh?” you question, slightly taken aback by his boldness.
“I’ve waited all day for kisses and cuddles, and I haven’t gotten any yet,” Yunho responds, giving you his puppy eyes that always make you fold.
“Hm,” you pretend to think, but ultimately smile, leaning in closer to give him a soft, quick kiss, which tastes a little different this time, but a good different. “Are you wearing the peach chapstick I gave you?”
“Yeah,” he breathes, looking a little shy. “I like it.”
“So do I,” you grin cheekily, making him roll his eyes playfully before tickling your sides a little, making you squeal, giggling.
“What do you wanna order?” Yunho asks once you’ve calmed down.
“I said we’d order your favorite,” you raise an eyebrow at him. “So we’re ordering your favorite.”
“We don’t actually have to, love,” he responds. “You’ve had a long day, and I’d like to make you happy.”
“You’re too sweet sometimes, Yuyu,” you feel a swell of happiness in your chest at his care for you. “But I honestly just want to eat whatever you want.”
“Honest?” Yunho asks, making sure.
“Honest,” you nod, sticking your pinky out, something you both do to prove to each other that you’re telling the complete truth.
He grins, linking his pinky with yours before lifting your joined pinkies to his lips, pressing a kiss to your finger with a wink that makes you swoon.
“I’ll order, then,” he grabs his phone, getting ready to call.
As he orders the food, you walk over to the living room, pulling out the plush, light blue blanket you usually use for movie nights.
Yunho walks over to you once he finishes the call, laughing as he engulfs you in a hug from behind. “Yuyu!” you complain as he rests some of his weight against you. “Why are you being so cuddly today?”
“You say that like I don’t do this every time we’re together,” Yunho scoffs, squeezing you once more before he releases you, plopping down onto the couch.
“I just felt like mentioning it today,” you shrug, smirking as you plop down onto his lap with no warning.
“Oof!” he grunts at the impact, shooting you a playful glare as he digs his fingers into your sides, tickling you until you give in, moving away from him to lay on the couch.
“Yunhooo,” you whine after a few moments of him paying attention to the game show on the TV. He glances over at you to see your pout as you make grabby hands toward him.
“What’s wrong, baby?” he asks, tilting his head to the side in question, resembling a puppy yet again.
“I want cuddles,” you respond with pleading eyes.
“The food will be here soon,” Yunho counters, and you know he has a point, but he looks so fluffy with his fluffy brown hair and soft gaze. You can’t help wanting to have him to yourself for cuddles.
“After we eat we can cuddle,” Yunho tells you, reaching for his phone to check his notifications. With a disappointed sigh, you look up at the ceiling, letting your arms drop onto your stomach.
After a few minutes of silence, you look back over at him, perching yourself up on your elbows. “Your hair looks so soft.”
He looks up from his phone to meet your gaze with a shy smile, “Thank you.”
“I love your natural color hair,” you continue. “I’m glad it isn’t dyed right now.”
“Yeah, I’m happy it isn’t dyed, too,” Yunho nods, agreeing.
“I wanna touch it,” you immediately resort to puppy eyes, even though you already know he told you no to cuddles right now.
“I know,” he responds cheekily, sticking his tongue out at you.
“Rude,” you gasp. “Especially coming from someone who’s gonna pick Spiderman again tonight.”
“Spiderman movies are good,” Yunho protests.
“You look like Peter Parker with your natural hair,” you point out, making him scoff.
“I’m not that good looking,” he responds, shaking his head.
You toss a throw pillow at him, “Liar!”
He laughs, tossing it back at you just as someone knocks on the door. Yunho jumps up to go get the food as you sit up, stretching.
“It’s here!” he exclaims once he pays the delivery person. “Ready to eat?”
After about an hour, you and Yunho finally make your way back to the couch, where you get settled to watch the movie.
You’re about fifteen minutes into the action when Yunho shifts, his arm moving to rest around your shoulders, coaxing you to rest yours against his chest. His other hand finds yours under the blanket, interlacing your fingers with his.
You pull his hand into your lap, glancing up at him with a small, sleepy grin, “I love you.”
“I love you too, sunshine,” Yunho responds, pressing a sweet kiss to the side of your head.
“I needed this,” you admit after a few moments, biting your lip as you absentmindedly play with Yunho’s fingers under the blanket.
“You did?” he asks, looking down at you with curiosity.
“Yeah,” you breathe. “I had a long day at work.”
“What happened?” Yunho asks, noticing your sudden shift in mood.
“I just…” you trail off, your chin quivering slightly. “Everyone kept telling me I was doing everything wrong, and I tried to make them happy, but it’s never enough. Everyone always has better ideas than me and I feel useless.”
“Baby,” Yunho frowns, sitting up more to turn you to look at him. “You’re anything but useless. And you can’t please everyone. You should know that.”
“I know… I’m sorry,” you suck in a wobbly breath. “I didn’t mean to start crying and ruin our night.”
“You aren’t ruining anything,” Yunho responds softly. “I want you to tell me when things are going wrong. It’s my job to be here for you, and I always will be. Alright?”
You simply nod, shifting to wrap your arms around him, burying your face in his neck. He coos at you, one hand rubbing your back soothingly while the other cradles your head against him. “You’re amazing, y/n,” Yunho tells you softly. “Don’t let anyone get you down. Promise?”
You nod against him, too overwhelmed to say anything at the moment.
When you’ve calmed down enough, you let a small smile take over your features, “You smell nice.”
“Yeah?” he whispers, laughing slightly.
“I think my new favorite scent on you is peach,” you pull away from his neck to look at him.
“I’ll keep that in mind,” he smiles, his hands moving to cup your face, his thumbs brushing against your cheeks soothingly. “Feeling better?”
“Yeah,” you nuzzle into his hands, your eyelids fluttering closed at his soft touch. When you open your eyes again, Yunho is gazing at you lovingly, a soft smile on his face. “What is it?” you whisper, feeling a little shy under his intense gaze.
“I was just thinking about how much I love you,” Yunho responds, making your face heat up.
“I love you too, Yuyu,” you tell him when you control the butterflies in your stomach somewhat. Yunho smiles, leaning forward to press his lips to yours in a soft kiss, which you melt right into. He has that effect on you.
“I missed you this past week,” you tell him once you’re both settled back in, eyes on the TV screen again.
“So did I,” Yunho responds softly, his thumb brushing against your knee under the blanket, making you shiver slightly before you snuggle further into his cozy sweater, letting your gaze fix back on the TV.
It’s about fifteen minutes later when you start to grow a little bored of watching the movie, taking a quick glance up at Yunho, who still seems fully invested, his eyebrows furrowed slightly in concentration.
Sneakily, you carefully slip your cold fingers beneath his sweater, giggling when he jumps, his eyes darting to you in shock.
“Y/nnnn,” he whines, wriggling a little at the chill your hands have caused. “I was warm!”
“Exactly,” you grin cheekily. “And my hands are cold.”
Yunho shakes his head at you, trying to relax again and ignore your cold fingers. You watch him look back at the TV, and you sigh happily, sliding your hands up a little further against his toned stomach.
Yunho tenses for a moment and you hold back a giggle, knowing he’s struggling to stay put and not shove you off.
Feeling even more mischievous, you wiggle your fingers slightly, laughing when he immediately jolts with a small yelp.
“Sorry,” you mumble, though the smirk on your face that Yunho can’t see proves you’re not really sorry.
“You know I’m ticklish,” Yunho huffs, his muscles still tensed underneath your hands.
“I know, I know,” you respond, flattening your hands again, showing him you won’t tickle him again. “It won’t happen again, baby.”
“It better not,” Yunho warns, but slowly starts to relax again.
With a content sigh, you let your eyelids flutter closed, resting your cheek against Yunho’s chest, where you can hear his steady heartbeat. Soon, you find yourself growing sleepy, and you only feel more sleepy when Yunho’s fingers move to your head, softly massaging your scalp.
You find yourself being pulled deeper into the soft lull of sleep as Yunho’s heartbeat thumps rhythmically beneath you.
“Sweetheart,” you hear Yunho’s gentle, deep voice coaxing you awake.
“Hm,” you hum, snuggling further into him with a small sigh.
“It’s getting late,” he responds, much to your dismay.
“I don’t want you to leave,” you shift, your chin resting against his chest now, looking up at him with sad doe eyes.
“I don’t want to leave either,” Yunho replies, his fingers in your hair slipping down to cup the side of your head in his palm. You lean into his touch, nuzzling his hand. “But I have to, unfortunately.”
You huff, knowing you’re being difficult, but you’re sad you haven’t gotten to hang out with him much lately, and then you fell asleep for who knows how long.
“But I was asleep, and you didn’t wake me!” you protest, pouting up at him.
“You were so cute, though,” Yunho responds, sticking his lower lip out at you in a small pout. “I couldn’t wake you up.”
“You could’ve,” you mumble, slipping your hands out from under Yunho’s sweater, to which he sighs in content at the loss of contact with your freezing cold hands, although they had gotten a little warmer.
“How long was I asleep anyway?” you ask, yawning, as you move your hands to play with the little pearls on Yunho’s necklace.
“About an hour and a half,” he replies, bracing for your exclamation of shock.
“Yuyu!” you whine, tugging on his necklace a little. “We could have spent more time together if you’d woken me up!”
“You seemed like you needed the rest,” he responds softly, his thumb brushing against your cheek. You sigh, knowing you can’t be mad at him when he’s being this sweet.
“And I know how hard you’ve been working, so I figured I’d let you sleep for at least a little bit,” he continues quietly, the softness in his gaze almost too much to handle.
“Yunho,” you sigh, shaking your head slightly.
“What?” he asks, worry suddenly flooding his features.
“You’re too sweet sometimes, you know that?” you finish, a cheeky smile growing on your face.
“You can’t do that!” Yunho pouts. “You scared me!”
“Aw, I’m sorry,” you giggle slightly. “It was the perfect opportunity.”
“To make me think you were breaking up with me?” Yunho asks, his gaze sad, with a small frown.
“What?” you exclaim, incredulous. “I’d never break up with you, Yunho. You know that.”
“Okayy,” he responds, the sad look still in his eyes.
With a playful eye roll, you lean forward, your lips meeting his in what was supposed to be a chaste kiss. Yunho has other plans, however, and moves his hand to the back of your neck, deepening the kiss as you melt into him for the thousandth time this evening.
“I should go,” he mumbles against your lips as you sigh, disappointed.
“I know,” you pout, laying your head down once again, trying to delay the inevitable.
“I can’t get up unless you let me,” Yunho chuckles down at you, watching you with a fond gaze.
“So, if I don’t, you’ll stay forever?” you ask, looking up at him suddenly.
“Do you want me to?” he asks softly, and you blink up at him, your gaze flickering between his eyes, searching for his meaning.
“Of course,” you respond quietly. “You know I’d love nothing more.”
“So, if I asked you to spend forever with me, you’d say yes?” Yunho asks, his voice soft and full of love.
“Are you?” you ask, furrowing your eyebrows a little.
“Am I what?” he responds, a small laugh escaping him.
“Are you asking me to spend forever with you?” you repeat, though you’re pretty certain he already knew what you were asking.
“If I was?” Yunho responds, voice almost a whisper.
“I’d say yes in a heartbeat,” you reply with no hesitation.
“Well,” Yunho laughs a little, shifting to sit up, forcing you to as well. “That’s good news.” You’re beyond confused now as he moves to stand, and your heart drops when you realize he must be getting ready to leave for the night.
“Yeah, it’s great news. What was the poin-“ you start, but cut yourself off when you see Yunho pulling something out of his pocket. “Yunho?” you question, heartbeat speeding up as he moves to one knee, holding a velvet box in his hands.
“Y/n,” Yunho starts, looking up at you, his brown eyes sparkling in the dim lighting. “I’ve never been happier with anyone then I am with you. It’s torture having to be away from you for any amount of time, especially when I’m on tour for weeks on end. I mean it with my whole heart when I say you’re the only one I’ll ever want. So, even though I know this isn’t the ideal place to ask this, and this isn’t exactly how I wanted to ask you… I can’t wait any longer. Will you spend forever with me and be my wife?” He opens the velvet box in his hand, revealing a beautiful diamond ring.
“Yunho,” you breathe, desperately trying to hold back the tears threatening to fall. “Yes, yes, yes!” you laugh, smiling as you throw your arms around his neck, squeezing him tightly.
He stands slowly, still holding you, as you loosen your grip, letting him slip the ring on your finger. It fits perfectly. Holding it up in the light, you admire the way it sparkles, matching the glint in Yunho’s eyes as he watches you.
“I love you,” he whispers as he reaches over to gently brush the stubborn tears off your cheeks.
“I love you too, Yunho,” you reply, grinning, as you wrap your arms around his neck again. “So much.” He returns your smile before placing a tender kiss against your lips, one you immediately return.
“How long have you had this?” you ask, gesturing toward the ring as you pull back.
“A few weeks,” he responds, laughing slightly. “I was waiting for the perfect time, but I couldn’t hold it in any longer.”
“I’m glad you didn’t,” you reply, still smiling, realizing you haven’t been able to stop smiling since Yunho proposed.
“Again, I’m sorry it’s in your living room with the credits to Spiderman playing in the background,” Yunho pouts, glancing at the TV.
You giggle, “Somehow, I think it’s perfect.”
“Are you sure?” he asks, suddenly looking worried.
“Yunho,” you cup his face in your hands. “The only thing I care about is getting to marry you. The time or place you asked me isn’t important at all.”
“Really?” he asks, sighing in relief.
“Obviously,” you respond. “Sometimes you’re such a dork, you know that?”
“Hey, you just called your fiancé a dork,” Yunho quirks an eyebrow, and you throw your head back, laughing.
“I’m sorry, fiancé,” you reply with a wink, watching as he playfully rolls his eyes at you.
“Seonghwa is gonna kill me when he realizes I asked you in such an unromantic setting,” Yunho sighs, shaking his head.
“We both know Hwa is a little too much of a romantic sometimes,” you laugh. “Besides, what could be more romantic than Spiderman?”
“Exactly!” Yunho lights up and you giggle at his silliness.
“You know, everyday I realize more and more why your Aniteez is a puppy,” you speak up, mostly to yourself, as you watch Yunho excitedly text the Ateez group chat.
When he sends the text, he throws his phone down, moving to scoop you up in his arms, grinning when you let out a small yelp from the unexpected action.
“Wanna watch one more movie before I leave?” he asks, and this time it’s your turn to light up even more than you already were.
“When would I ever say no to that?” you ask, letting him pull you over to the couch with him.
“The next Spiderman movie?” Yunho suggests, looking up at you from his position already seated on the couch as you stand in front of him.
“Why not?” you respond, laughing, as Yunho tugs you down with him, cheering at your willingness.
“We should have a Spiderman themed wedding,” Yunho wonders aloud as the movie starts playing.
“Absolutely not,” you respond, pinching his sides a little in warning.
He laughs, grabbing your hands to stop you, “Alright, alright.”
A few minutes pass in silence, but you should have known it wouldn’t last long with the excited man beside you.
“At least the cake?”
“Yunho!”
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summary: yn is insecured about talking to much but her boyfriend hyunjin is there to comfort her
genre: hurt, comfort, fluff
words: 1k
It was a typical Friday evening. As always, Yn stumbled through the door of the small apartment she shared with her boyfriend Hyunjin just as he sat down in front of his canvas. Loaded down with bags, she tried to get rid of her shoes with moderate success.
"Yn-aaaaah how was work, love?"
"Good," she replied curtly, putting down one of her numerous shopping bags, which were filled to the brim. Hyunjin was taken aback. When yn came home on Fridays, she usually never stopped talking to him about her work. About how much fun she had with her new project at work, what she had for lunch or what her annoying colleague had done again. It wasn't like her to be that curt and dismissive, hyunjin realized with a frown. shrugging his shoulders, he began to draw. maybe she was just tired.
yn was completely caught up in her usual routine. everything was the same as always. But instead of looking forward to the weekend with her boyfriend and finding comfort in her upcoming weekly "painting-tea-talking ritual", she was plagued by countless self-doubts today. Was she not pretty enough? Was she really annoying hyunjin? Was she too loud?
Sighing, she walked through the kitchen and put the freshly bought groceries away in their designated places. When she had put the last can in one of the cupboards, she put on some tea water and opened the shelf with her thousands of cups. without thinking about it, she pulled out her comfort cup and filled it to the brim with hot water. looking at it, the cup wasn't particularly pretty. the design was peeling off nicely because of the frequent washing, and yet it was perfect in yn's eyes. it had been the first gift hyunjin had ever given her. when she met him, she was stuck in one of the darkest periods of her life. plagued by insecurities, stress and unhealthy relationships, hyunjin had smuggled himself into her life as a small glimmer of hope and when he wasn't there or she couldn't express her worries, she clung to the cup.
Ironically, the reason she needed to hold her cup today was her fear of losing hyunjin. Was she too exhausting? lost in thought, she picked out a tea bag and carefully let it disappear into the water in the cup. then, as usual, she sat down next to hyunjin, who by now had a rough sketch on his canvas and greeted her with a beaming smile.
the artist had been looking forward to her usual ritual all day. yn could only muster a half-hearted grin. as she slumped into her usual chair, hyunjin waited patiently to finally hear all about her day. he was dying to find out whether her colleague ayumi had so obviously made a move at her much too old and happily married boss again, or whether linh from the marketing department had spilled her coffee on her colleagues again and had brought these heavenly muffins as an apology for the chaos, which yn would quote "kill for". in both cases, this would be the third time in a month. but instead of the usual gossip, a depressed silence followed. hyunjin tried to ignore the silence by turning his attention back to the painting in front of him.
he began to paint a dark blue. he carefully let the brush glide over the canvas. as he always did. as he had done hundreds of times before and yet it was wrong. the line was wrong. it didn't show what his heart wanted to express. it was too big and too small, too wide and too thin. it lacked any warmth, just like hyunjin. the room was warmed by the rays of the setting sun and his sweater gave his body a pleasant temperature but it didn't reach his heart.
"yn-ah what's wrong? why don't you talk to me? you can't make me beg so brutally. give me all the tea!" hyunjin's mouth twisted into a pout and made yn smile slightly.
"I don't know, Jini... I talk too much anyway... I don't want to distract you from painting." to say hyunjin was confused would be an understatement. he furrowed his brow worriedly.
"jagia where did you get the idea that you talk too much? i love to hear you talk. especially when i'm painting! i want to know how your day was. every day! i want to hear everything you have to tell me my muse. i can't paint without you. the lines don't get right the painting can't really convey what i feel but when you're with me, when i hear your honey sweet voice it just becomes real love. i never want you to shut up understand?" hyunjin curled his shapely lips into a pout as if his girlfriend had personally attacked him with her previous statement.
"okay, okay jini!" yn laughed, but hyunjin didn't want to let the whole thing go so easily.
"jagi, what makes you think you talk too much?" hyunjin shifted so that his full attention was on his beloved. he looked at her anxiously as she nervously kneaded her hands and clutched her cup for support.
"well... i just thought... you know, hana, you know the one who regularly sleeps with the ceo... i was talking about our date where we went to see this beautiful van gogh exhibition and well... she said i always talk way too much and that i never let anyone get a word in edgewise. and... maybe she also said that... she's surprised that someone like you is still with me at all... and i mean she's not entirely wrong, is she? i always talk so much. when you paint i ramble non-stop. you don't get a word in edgewise and i'd understand if you were annoyed with me for that... or something"
"ohh love..." hyunjin sighed and wrapped his girlfriend in a warm hug, pulling her onto his lap, which she only commented on with a sad smile.
"have you forgotten that I always ramble the same way?" He lovingly nudged her nose, which made her giggle.
"i sometimes ramble on for hours about how great our new choreography is or how annoyed i am with one of the boys and as far as i can remember you always love to listen to me. so please don't stop. you shouldn't listen to hana this little..."
yn stopped her boyfriend from uttering a sinful insult to hana by placing her soft and tea-warmed lips on his. hyunjin sighed into the kiss and pulled her closer to him. Their lips moved as if they had never done anything else before. They danced a dance whose choreography only they knew. Hyunjin's hands were soon in her hair as he tried to take away her insecurities with his kiss alone.
panting, they broke away from each other but hyunjin didn't let her escape from his strong arms. slowly, he covered her now laughing face with kisses. smiling, hyunjin buried his face in the crook of her neck and inhaled her scent. "soo... are you going to tell me how your day was, my muse?" he asked, pressing a tender kiss to her sensitive neck, which made her giggle.
"okay... do you know how annoying hikaru was today? he's been running around all day and..." hyunjin returned to his canvas even though one of his hands was now occupied holding yn's, who by now was sitting in her own chair again, sipping her tea as she talked.
by now, the sun had disappeared and was replaced by the soft shimmer of the moon. the cool evening air wafted through the open windows of their shared apartment and yet hyunjin was much warmer than he had been just a few minutes before. her voice dripped like liquid honey straight to his heart and the soft giggle that had just left her lips made hyunjin beam. he carefully applied the brush and... the line was perfect.
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