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naughtynoodle056 · 2 years ago

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I wish I felt like I belong somewhere.

#negative #delete later #sorry im sad at 3am #i just. i feel so alone #being black and pan and nonbinary is not an easy feat #especially not in a red state #i constantly feel like an outcast among my peers #because since ive been on this hellsite for so long i know whats Not So Cool #(aka racism transphobia homophobia sexism antisemitism)#so i know not to like. be any of those things #but no one else around me does #they gotta screw up somehow #it's so fucking painful being closeted and having to just cope with people being openly transphobic at work #and then no ally coming to your defense. youre just alone.#but you cant say anything because then youre gonna be the weird snowflake that's easily offended #when really its like 'hey maybe don't treat that fat/disabled/trans/otherwise marginalized group like theyre subhuman'#and then feeling like ppl are just thinking youre overreacting #it's draining.#having to cite my sources to ppl about how monsters like JK Rowling are donating their money to hate funds is draining #hearing about that stupid fucking harry potter game is draining #i just wanna fuck off and be around no one (barring a few exceptions)#i almost never feel seen unless i produce the content myself #because a disproportionate amount of trans ppl i see are white #other black folks have a horrible rep of being equally bigoted towards other minorties like that's gonna cancel out the hate #ppl are still having the bi vs pan argument #idk. I'm just tired and depressed.#tumblr is the only place that feels like home to me.

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fourfuckinghorsemen · 2 years ago

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If my assistance is required, you can contact me through Theo.

-🐝 (Hitman)

Thanks. Hopefully that won't be necessary though. I have the information I need, it's mainly a matter of further tracking now.

#Ask #Tua rp #Tua rp blog #Shouldn't be too hard.#But still.#It's draining.#I'm tired. 😔

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kensatou · 1 year ago

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gritty both capturing the zeitgeist as usual AND educating me on the availability of free flow butter at american cinemas

#i am intrigued………..#is it to spritz more butter on your popcorn????#does the popcorn come unbuttered?#or is it extra flavouring on top of that #is it at all cinemas? or just some??#is it just pure melted liquid butter???#anyway #i just watched oppenheimer but honestly all i can think of is that tiktok comment: ‘why einstein gotta be such a cutie patootie’#yes i’m drained but also….#albert einstein in his babygirl era #long post #gritty #barbie #barbenheimer #philadelphia flyers

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opia-jpg · 1 year ago

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not exactly inktober but! i will try to draw a quick cat doodle every day of october..... i just think they're neat

#my art!#cat october #cats #art #artist on tumblr #sketches #description in alt text #busy with first week of college..... aouggh almost no time to myself #but im being very brave about it #and also im socialising and it's draining. its a struggle to remember so many new names and faces

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injuredsoullessfrog · 11 months ago

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#vent post #vent blog #ventcore #vent #mentally fucked #self h@te #s3lf hate #mentally drained #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff #s3lf harn #self h@rm #tw depressing thoughts #tw selfhate #tw self destructive behavior #feeling sad #self destruction

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spoopdeedoop · 5 months ago

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king and harbinger, old and young

#hi sorry i havent been animating much cuz. i didnt fucking want to #i have my major work animations to work on so its kind of. drained the fun out of it #but this doctor who audio killed me the fuck dead so uh here #spoop combining his interests again…. who woulda thunk….#lmk #lego monkie kid #lego monkie kid fanart #monkie kid #monkie kid fanart #lmk fanart #lmk mk #lmk sun wukong #sun wukong #qi xiaotian #qi xiaotian fanart #honestly this is less of a father/son thing and more just. kinship. if that makes sense #they are alike and wukong takes a sort of refuge in that he is not the only one out there #idk how to explain it ahsbdbjdf #also in my head this is set before mk is left at pigsy’s doorstep. idk man idk

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xitsensunmoon · 1 month ago

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He's a bit too excited to see you clock in

#my art #moondrop #fnaf moondrop #fnaf moon #moondrop fnaf #moon fnaf #just for reference - I'm not back</3 just posting whatever piled up #i won't be active socially/with reblogs. sorry!#I'd love to but I'm running really low on energy and responding to anything drains me as i put too much thought in it and get anxious :(#but i see and read everything!! and your engagement does really encourage me a lot. thank you!#also #i wonder if anyone recognises the pose lol

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endlessmidnights · 1 year ago

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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

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misslexyhypnoyou · 4 months ago

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I said you drool and feel weak hehe

😈😵‍💫

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coddda · 4 months ago

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I wish we could have met in some other way.

Lawlight Week Day 2: Soulmates

If you saw me repost and re-edit this several times uh No you didn't </3

Still frames/Individual gifs:

If you know what every frame is from you get a free cookie. by the way

#death note #dn #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight #oh god here we go #death note jdrama #death note 2015 #death note 2006 #death note musical #lctw #l change the world #dntm #lawlightweek2024 #my art #collapses i am NEVER putting this much effort in one piece ever again /hj this was the Only one i had mostly prepared in advance #ironically the most painstaking part about making this entire thing was converting the images into an animated file #that wasn't either horrifically compressed or just. wouldn't loop. why do gifs have to look so BAD it's so inconvenient #and THEN i realized I had to forcibly Stitch the two animations together so they would actually be synced and it wouldn't look dumb #and the end result is STILL so compressed. because Tumblr. uhhh just don't click on it it'll look so scuffed LOL. anyways #this is what i get for watching Every Adaptation of Death Note. i am a death note multiverse truther #usually i'd have something clever to say in the tags but. this drained the life out of me just uh.#yeah. they're doomed in every universe. this is the only way they could've met. they are doomed by their own natures and the #circumstances that surround them. there is no universe where light tries to prevent L's death. and even in the cases where L Doesn't die #there is no universe where L can save light. there is no universe where he can truly “catch” Kira and make him see where he went wrong #(<- if you read LCTW you know. :) )#in every universe and adaptation L will call Light his first friend. in some universes they'll take that notion more seriously than others #no matter what one of them will die due to the other. its the only constant. it's the only way it can ever be. they are the others downfall

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sa-dnesss · 2 years ago

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nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

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gggermicide · 5 months ago

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Twitter trend to draw Pokémon matching their different abilities ! I will soon hold a giveaway on twitter if anyone is interested

#pokemon #pokémon #gastrodon #drampa #gggermicide #ability #cloud nine #berserk #sap sipper #sticky hold #storm drain #sand force

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thetwinsinlaw · 6 months ago

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«Know only this, mon cher. You are the only being I trust, and whom I love, above and beyond myself. All my love belongs to you. You are its keeper.»

INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE | 2.02 "Do you know what it means to be loved by Death?"

#iwtv #amc iwtv #interview with the vampire #amc interview with the vampire #iwtvedit #lestat de lioncourt #loustat #sam reid #my edit #iwtv spoilers #ive cried so much im drained #sam reid the actor that you are

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texaschainsawmascara · 7 months ago

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Julia Fox's missing person poster after she fled Italy when she was “16” using funds her grandfather gave her for an abortion she lied about so she could go to New York and be with her drug dealing adult boyfriend (she was 18, she was born in 1990)

#she’s so Ethel Cain #julia fox #uncut gems #uncut jaaaaaaams #cinema #film #movie #1k #down the drain

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bigfatbreak · 7 months ago

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