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naughtynoodle056 · 2 years ago

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I wish I felt like I belong somewhere.

#negative #delete later #sorry im sad at 3am #i just. i feel so alone #being black and pan and nonbinary is not an easy feat #especially not in a red state #i constantly feel like an outcast among my peers #because since ive been on this hellsite for so long i know whats Not So Cool #(aka racism transphobia homophobia sexism antisemitism)#so i know not to like. be any of those things #but no one else around me does #they gotta screw up somehow #it's so fucking painful being closeted and having to just cope with people being openly transphobic at work #and then no ally coming to your defense. youre just alone.#but you cant say anything because then youre gonna be the weird snowflake that's easily offended #when really its like 'hey maybe don't treat that fat/disabled/trans/otherwise marginalized group like theyre subhuman'#and then feeling like ppl are just thinking youre overreacting #it's draining.#having to cite my sources to ppl about how monsters like JK Rowling are donating their money to hate funds is draining #hearing about that stupid fucking harry potter game is draining #i just wanna fuck off and be around no one (barring a few exceptions)#i almost never feel seen unless i produce the content myself #because a disproportionate amount of trans ppl i see are white #other black folks have a horrible rep of being equally bigoted towards other minorties like that's gonna cancel out the hate #ppl are still having the bi vs pan argument #idk. I'm just tired and depressed.#tumblr is the only place that feels like home to me.

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fourfuckinghorsemen · 2 years ago

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If my assistance is required, you can contact me through Theo.

-🐝 (Hitman)

Thanks. Hopefully that won't be necessary though. I have the information I need, it's mainly a matter of further tracking now.

#Ask #Tua rp #Tua rp blog #Shouldn't be too hard.#But still.#It's draining.#I'm tired. 😔

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reillymackay · 14 days ago

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ogh my fucking god man.

#jayvik #arcane #jayce arcane #viktor arcane #will maybe eventually colour it after i finish some outstanding projects #sorry to disappear for like 5 months. unfortunately it will likely happen again #been moving away from art as a career and more into just something i do because its fun and art is finally NOT draining #but it also means i have very little time for it :0) and im getting very rusty :0)#myart

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creatorping · 24 days ago

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It’s always been a dance with you

May we have time for another

#arcane #digital illustration #timebomb #ekko #jinx #THIS TOOK ME A WEEK OMFFFFFF #I’m so drained but I’m happy with how them came out

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gongyussy · 2 years ago

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gritty both capturing the zeitgeist as usual AND educating me on the availability of free flow butter at american cinemas

#i am intrigued………..#is it to spritz more butter on your popcorn????#does the popcorn come unbuttered?#or is it extra flavouring on top of that #is it at all cinemas? or just some??#is it just pure melted liquid butter???#anyway #i just watched oppenheimer but honestly all i can think of is that tiktok comment: ‘why einstein gotta be such a cutie patootie’#yes i’m drained but also….#albert einstein in his babygirl era #long post #gritty #barbie #barbenheimer #philadelphia flyers

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misslexyhypnoyou · 6 months ago

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Yes and you know it, I got you hehe 😵‍💫🤤

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injuredsoullessfrog · 1 year ago

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#vent post #vent blog #ventcore #vent #mentally fucked #self h@te #s3lf hate #mentally drained #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff #s3lf harn #self h@rm #tw depressing thoughts #tw selfhate #tw self destructive behavior #feeling sad #self destruction

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coddda · 7 months ago

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I wish we could have met in some other way.

Lawlight Week Day 2: Soulmates

If you saw me repost and re-edit this several times uh No you didn't </3

Still frames/Individual gifs:

If you know what every frame is from you get a free cookie. by the way

#death note #dn #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight #oh god here we go #death note jdrama #death note 2015 #death note 2006 #death note musical #lctw #l change the world #dntm #lawlightweek2024 #my art #collapses i am NEVER putting this much effort in one piece ever again /hj this was the Only one i had mostly prepared in advance #ironically the most painstaking part about making this entire thing was converting the images into an animated file #that wasn't either horrifically compressed or just. wouldn't loop. why do gifs have to look so BAD it's so inconvenient #and THEN i realized I had to forcibly Stitch the two animations together so they would actually be synced and it wouldn't look dumb #and the end result is STILL so compressed. because Tumblr. uhhh just don't click on it it'll look so scuffed LOL. anyways #this is what i get for watching Every Adaptation of Death Note. i am a death note multiverse truther #usually i'd have something clever to say in the tags but. this drained the life out of me just uh.#yeah. they're doomed in every universe. this is the only way they could've met. they are doomed by their own natures and the #circumstances that surround them. there is no universe where light tries to prevent L's death. and even in the cases where L Doesn't die #there is no universe where L can save light. there is no universe where he can truly “catch” Kira and make him see where he went wrong #(<- if you read LCTW you know. :) )#in every universe and adaptation L will call Light his first friend. in some universes they'll take that notion more seriously than others #no matter what one of them will die due to the other. its the only constant. it's the only way it can ever be. they are the others downfall

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spoopdeedoop · 7 months ago

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king and harbinger, old and young

#hi sorry i havent been animating much cuz. i didnt fucking want to #i have my major work animations to work on so its kind of. drained the fun out of it #but this doctor who audio killed me the fuck dead so uh here #spoop combining his interests again…. who woulda thunk….#lmk #lego monkie kid #lego monkie kid fanart #monkie kid #monkie kid fanart #lmk fanart #lmk mk #lmk sun wukong #sun wukong #qi xiaotian #qi xiaotian fanart #honestly this is less of a father/son thing and more just. kinship. if that makes sense #they are alike and wukong takes a sort of refuge in that he is not the only one out there #idk how to explain it ahsbdbjdf #also in my head this is set before mk is left at pigsy’s doorstep. idk man idk

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bambigoespop · 2 months ago

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First ever hypno gif I've worked on, hopefully helps the girls out to get that motivation!

#bimbofied #bimbo girl #bimbo hypnosis #bimbo training #brainwashing #bimbo toy #mind corruption #brain drain

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xitsensunmoon · 4 months ago

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He's a bit too excited to see you clock in

#my art #moondrop #fnaf moondrop #fnaf moon #moondrop fnaf #moon fnaf #just for reference - I'm not back</3 just posting whatever piled up #i won't be active socially/with reblogs. sorry!#I'd love to but I'm running really low on energy and responding to anything drains me as i put too much thought in it and get anxious :(#but i see and read everything!! and your engagement does really encourage me a lot. thank you!#also #i wonder if anyone recognises the pose lol

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matt-is-me · 1 month ago

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*unplugs your brain* you don't need this, honey, silly playthings like you only need to look pretty and obey whatever commands they're given <3

Aww, that's right! You look so adorable with your mind turned off, and the few thoughts you have left leaking out of your mouth! Now, lets see what a good toy like you can do to entertain me~

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gggermicide · 8 months ago

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Twitter trend to draw Pokémon matching their different abilities ! I will soon hold a giveaway on twitter if anyone is interested

#pokemon #pokémon #gastrodon #drampa #gggermicide #ability #cloud nine #berserk #sap sipper #sticky hold #storm drain #sand force

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legionofpotatoes · 2 months ago

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I finally made one! Happy dragon age day everyone

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#dragon age #dragon age day #dragon age the veilguard #dragonageday #arlathan #arlathan forest #datv #my art #legionofpotatoes #this took forever and I kept being interrupted by my own government wanting to send me down the drain #but I managed just in time. I'm exhausted haha #i was so happy to just wander in arlathan snapping photos and looking around. such an incredibly vibrant and rich level

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endlessmidnights · 1 year ago

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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

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